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0:00:02 (upbeat music)
0:00:26 – Hello, ladies and gentlemen, this is Tim Ferriss.
0:00:29 Welcome to another episode of The Tim Ferriss Show.
0:00:32 For this episode, I am doing something very different.
0:00:34 I’m actually featuring a special episode
0:00:37 from a brand new podcast called Altered States.
0:00:39 And I listened to a lot of podcasts.
0:00:42 I test out a lot of podcasts.
0:00:44 I found this one to be particularly impressive.
0:00:47 It’s very well reported, very well researched,
0:00:49 very well produced.
0:00:51 Here’s the teaser for the episode that you’re about to hear.
0:00:54 It’s not a long one, but it is a very nuanced one,
0:00:55 a very powerful one.
0:00:57 Quote, for the last couple of years,
0:01:00 producer Shayna Shealy has been following Israeli
0:01:02 and Palestinian peace activists
0:01:03 who have been coming together
0:01:06 to drink the psychedelic brew ayahuasca
0:01:07 in an effort to heal their collective
0:01:09 intergenerational trauma.
0:01:10 It seemed to be helping them
0:01:14 when suddenly the region erupts into chaos and violence.
0:01:16 Shayna Shealy as background was a fellow
0:01:19 from the Ferris UC Berkeley Psychedelic Journalism Fellowship.
0:01:22 That’s how I actually heard about the podcast.
0:01:26 And the fellowship offers $10,000 reporting grants per year
0:01:29 to journalists reporting in-depth print and audio stories
0:01:32 on the science, policy, business, and culture
0:01:34 of this new era of psychedelics.
0:01:35 It’s been going for a few years now
0:01:37 and a lot of amazing pieces have come out of it.
0:01:39 The fellowship is supported by My Foundation,
0:01:40 the Saise Foundation.
0:01:44 You can find that s-a-i-s-e-i, foundation.org,
0:01:46 if you want to see what types of projects and grants
0:01:48 and so on we’ve made.
0:01:50 And it is made possible in collaboration
0:01:52 with Michael Pollan, Molly Awolan,
0:01:54 and others at UC Berkeley.
0:01:56 So thanks to the entire team over there.
0:01:58 Altered States, the podcast,
0:02:00 looks at how people are taking psychedelics,
0:02:02 who has access to them.
0:02:03 They actually have an amazing episode
0:02:05 where they walk through in real time,
0:02:07 someone’s first experience with psilocybin,
0:02:10 how they’re regulated, who stands to profit,
0:02:12 and what these substances might offer us
0:02:14 as individuals and as a society.
0:02:17 It’s hosted by journalist Aril Dumras
0:02:19 and you can find it wherever you find your podcasts.
0:02:23 And now the Peacekeepers episode from Altered States.
0:02:26 (upbeat music)
0:02:27 Welcome to Altered States.
0:02:29 I’m Aril Dumras.
0:02:31 This week, we are traveling thousands of miles away
0:02:34 from where I am in Oregon to the Middle East
0:02:37 to hear about another kind of psychedelic experiment.
0:02:40 This one involves ayahuasca.
0:02:42 Producer Shayna Shealy brings us this story.
0:02:46 So Shayna, welcome.
0:02:49 First off, I know some folks might be familiar with ayahuasca,
0:02:52 but others have probably never heard of it.
0:02:55 Tell me, what exactly is ayahuasca?
0:02:58 Yeah, so ayahuasca, people typically drink it
0:03:01 as a sort of tea and it’s made out of a vine
0:03:04 from South America, which is often brewed together
0:03:07 with another plant, it’s a type of shrub.
0:03:10 And that shrub contains something called DMT
0:03:11 or dimethyl tryptamine.
0:03:15 So what do we know about what ayahuasca does to the brain?
0:03:18 So usually about 30 minutes after drinking it,
0:03:21 some people start having these hallucinations,
0:03:25 others have out of body experiences or euphoric feelings.
0:03:28 There’s often vomiting involved.
0:03:30 For some people, there are visions.
0:03:32 Researchers have found that ayahuasca
0:03:34 can promote what’s called neuroplasticity,
0:03:36 which is the brain’s ability to adapt
0:03:39 and build new connections.
0:03:41 In this case, increased adaptability
0:03:42 is thought to be able to help people heal
0:03:44 from traumatic experiences.
0:03:51 A few years ago, you came across these peace activists
0:03:54 who were using ayahuasca to heal
0:03:56 and eventually you started reporting on that story.
0:03:58 So can you tell me more?
0:04:01 So these activists are Israeli and Palestinian
0:04:03 and they gather to drink ayahuasca
0:04:04 and attempt to heal trauma,
0:04:08 both personal trauma and collective trauma.
0:04:09 And I knew a bunch of them
0:04:11 from previous reporting in the region
0:04:13 and I was really interested just in the links
0:04:16 that these people went to to build empathy.
0:04:21 And then October 7th happened.
0:04:27 Suddenly, the work of healing was interrupted
0:04:30 by this massive shockwave.
0:04:32 And these activists sort of looked to the group
0:04:34 and to one person in particular
0:04:36 to help them navigate it all.
0:04:40 That person was Palestinian peace and justice activist,
0:04:42 Sammy Awad.
0:04:45 – And that’s why your story starts with Sammy
0:04:48 in his home in late summer, 2023.
0:05:02 – In Sammy Awad’s kitchen
0:05:05 near the Palestinian city of Bethlehem,
0:05:08 a small group of people are gathered around a table.
0:05:12 A handful of Israelis, a woman from Brazil,
0:05:14 one guy from Ramallah.
0:05:16 They’re all sitting there around plates of eggs
0:05:18 and zaatar, watermelon,
0:05:21 balls of cured labna and olive oil.
0:05:23 They were laughing, eating breakfast.
0:05:28 Sammy describes his home as sort of an oasis
0:05:31 for Israeli and Palestinian activists from all over.
0:05:33 It’s where they can be together
0:05:34 and find refuge from the harsh reality
0:05:36 of living under forced separation.
0:05:41 Sammy’s home office is filled with hundreds of books
0:05:46 on meditation, yoga, psychedelic medicine, healing.
0:05:47 He’s in his fifties
0:05:49 and he’s been working in the world of peace building
0:05:51 for over 25 years.
0:05:58 Sammy’s peace work started when he was 12 years old.
0:05:59 He was with his uncle,
0:06:02 an influential nonviolent peace activist.
0:06:05 There were planting trees on a Palestinian farmer’s land
0:06:08 that was under threat of confiscation by Jewish settlers.
0:06:09 – I remember Mark was saying,
0:06:12 no matter what happens, you’re here to plant trees.
0:06:14 – The group of activists was mixed,
0:06:16 Palestinian and Israeli.
0:06:18 They were hours into planting
0:06:21 when a group of Israeli soldiers approached them.
0:06:23 – Soldier coming, pulling the tree out of the ground
0:06:26 that I was planting and throwing it on some rocks.
0:06:29 And in that moment, there was the split decision,
0:06:30 what do I do?
0:06:32 Because as a 12 year old, what options?
0:06:36 I could run away, I could hide,
0:06:40 run to my uncle crying, like a 12 year old.
0:06:41 And I was like, I’m here to plant the trees.
0:06:45 And I decided I’m gonna go back and bring the tree and plant it.
0:06:49 And I did that, that sense of feeling, wow, empowerment
0:06:50 and losing the fear.
0:06:55 That action changed my life.
0:06:59 It made me actually want to commit my life to this work.
0:07:03 – The work of peace building through nonviolence.
0:07:06 Days after Sammy went with his uncle to plant trees,
0:07:08 he learned that the land had been confiscated
0:07:09 by Israeli settlers,
0:07:13 that all the trees they had planted were uprooted.
0:07:17 Still, Sammy would go on to plant even more trees.
0:07:18 By the time he was in his 20s,
0:07:22 he was organizing boycotts and peace demonstrations,
0:07:25 sometimes alongside Israeli peace activists.
0:07:28 But his actions kept getting shut down.
0:07:33 He was beaten, imprisoned, put on lockdown.
0:07:37 And then in 1993 came the Oslo Accords,
0:07:39 a deal between Israeli and Palestinian leadership
0:07:43 that was supposed to kick off a peace process in the region,
0:07:46 including limited Palestinian self-governance
0:07:48 in parts of the West Bank in Gaza Strip.
0:07:53 Then President Bill Clinton served as a diplomatic broker.
0:07:57 – Let us today pay tribute to the leaders who had the courage
0:08:00 to lead their people toward peace,
0:08:02 away from the scars of battle.
0:08:05 The wounds and the losses of the past
0:08:07 toward a brighter tomorrow.
0:08:10 The world today thanks Prime Minister Rabin,
0:08:14 Foreign Minister Perez, and Chairman Arafat.
0:08:16 (audience applauding)
0:08:18 – Sammy was optimistic.
0:08:23 – There was billions of dollars of funds coming to create
0:08:27 and sustain that peace that was being created.
0:08:30 And all of a sudden you started seeing NGOs begin to emerge,
0:08:33 begin to rise, money pumping in like crazy.
0:08:37 – He built his own organization, Holy Land Trust.
0:08:41 It became well known for nonviolent activism trainings.
0:08:45 But even with this tireless dedication to peace,
0:08:49 the world around Sammy became more and more violent.
0:08:52 – Both sides committed to negotiating an end to the conflict
0:08:55 and charting a path to Palestinian self-rule
0:08:57 in the West Bank in Gaza.
0:08:59 It triggered a violent backlash
0:09:02 for a religious extremist among both Israelis
0:09:05 and Palestinians, including Hamas.
0:09:07 – We’re beginning to see this continuous loop
0:09:09 of failures in the peace process.
0:09:13 – And in 1995, a right-wing Jewish extremist
0:09:17 assassinated Israeli Prime Minister, Itzhak Rabin.
0:09:21 – This big plan towards peace began to unravel
0:09:22 almost immediately.
0:09:26 Over the next decade, there was the expansion
0:09:29 of Israeli settlements in the West Bank.
0:09:33 Deadly attacks in Israel and the Palestinian territories.
0:09:35 – During that time, we began to understand
0:09:36 the need to heal collective trauma
0:09:38 as part of peacemaking as well,
0:09:41 understanding how much the past influences us.
0:09:43 – It was 2007.
0:09:45 Sammy was in his mid-30s
0:09:48 and had begun to take an interest in reading up on trauma
0:09:51 when he was invited to go on a pretty unconventional trip
0:09:54 to the death camps of Auschwitz and Birkenau.
0:09:59 He spent eight days there, sleeping at the camp,
0:10:01 eating all his meals there.
0:10:04 – So we were there every day, doing our own ceremony
0:10:08 and prayer and visuals, remembering the people that died.
0:10:10 I had like lists of names of people
0:10:12 that we were all given to recite continuously.
0:10:14 So like eight hour meditations we were doing.
0:10:17 I began to really see that, wow,
0:10:20 this is something that is not an incident
0:10:21 that just happened in the past.
0:10:25 This is something that continues until this day.
0:10:31 – Pre-COVID, around 40,000 Israeli students
0:10:33 visited concentration camps
0:10:36 as part of their school curriculum each year.
0:10:39 The trips are sponsored by Israel’s Education Ministry,
0:10:42 typically right before mandatory military service.
0:10:44 While Sammy was there,
0:10:47 he kept seeing school group after school group.
0:10:50 – Israeli kids with Israeli flags wrapped around them,
0:10:53 big flags and they’re walking in and singing.
0:10:57 I heard the Israeli teachers tell these kids,
0:10:59 the Holocaust is not over.
0:11:03 As Jews, we’re always threatened, we’re always attacked.
0:11:04 Many people want to destroy us.
0:11:06 And of course then it’s followed by,
0:11:07 this is why we have to be strong,
0:11:08 this is why we have to be resilient,
0:11:10 this is why security above everything
0:11:12 and this is why we never trust anybody.
0:11:15 What the hell is happening here?
0:11:17 Like how can you be even talking about peace with somebody
0:11:20 when the foundation is we don’t trust them?
0:11:26 – That night, Sammy slept in Birkenau.
0:11:29 In the barracks where children were imprisoned,
0:11:31 he was there with a Jewish person from Israel
0:11:33 and a Muslim person from Bosnia.
0:11:39 – We just had candles and our very thick coats
0:11:40 and sleeping bags.
0:11:43 And just remember, like being in that place
0:11:47 where these children were there and were dying,
0:11:48 but also having these discussions
0:11:50 about this issue of inherited trauma.
0:11:55 I began to realize that this whole peace process
0:11:57 that we were in, that I was in,
0:12:01 that I was even supporting and advocating for,
0:12:06 was embedded from a space of existential fear and threat.
0:12:09 The Palestinians, we have a similar narrative
0:12:11 that our existence is on the line,
0:12:12 we need to do something about it.
0:12:14 If we don’t do something about it,
0:12:16 we will cease to be as a people.
0:12:21 What happened to us is too shameful, too painful,
0:12:22 we don’t talk about it.
0:12:27 Sammy says a lot of Palestinians don’t really acknowledge
0:12:31 the full scope of pain that their families have endured.
0:12:34 Like the 1948 Nakba,
0:12:36 when hundreds of thousands of Palestinians
0:12:38 were driven from their homes,
0:12:41 are really any other traumatic events.
0:12:42 – We have a generation growing up,
0:12:46 not knowing what happened and listening to propaganda.
0:12:47 And the propaganda is we are resilient,
0:12:50 we are strong, we will return, we will defeat them.
0:12:54 Not acknowledging, like there is grief that needs to happen.
0:12:55 There is pain that needs to be expressed
0:12:57 of what happened to us as a people.
0:12:59 There’s a healing, but to not address these issues
0:13:02 makes us unhealthy in how we’re dealing with things.
0:13:08 – When he got back to Bethlehem,
0:13:11 this is what Sammy wanted to focus on.
0:13:15 Healing, to address the trauma that gets passed down
0:13:18 from generation to generation.
0:13:22 He read books on this intergenerational trauma.
0:13:24 He studied the Rwandan genocide
0:13:26 and the healing journey that followed.
0:13:29 He also met with Israeli-studying trauma,
0:13:32 including faculty at Hebrew Union College.
0:13:35 They developed tools for Israelis and Palestinians
0:13:38 to work through their pain together.
0:13:40 At the same time, foreign governments
0:13:43 were pouring billions of dollars into the region
0:13:46 to advance these peaceful coexistence programs
0:13:48 between Israelis and Palestinians.
0:13:50 There were summer camps,
0:13:52 organizations that raised up the voices of parents
0:13:54 who had lost children,
0:13:57 theater troops, art projects.
0:14:02 And still, around two decades after Oslo,
0:14:04 Sammy felt things were worse than ever.
0:14:06 – You see the wars in Gaza.
0:14:08 You see settler violence towards Palestinians.
0:14:10 Yeah, Palestinians are treating each other.
0:14:12 What do all of this money, all of this investment,
0:14:13 where is it all?
0:14:18 All of this peace process is 25 years of negotiating.
0:14:21 The reality is as messed up as it’s ever been.
0:14:23 Things now are worse than any time before.
0:14:24 All of the peace work,
0:14:26 all of the money that was spent.
0:14:27 And so for me, I was in this place,
0:14:30 we need something new, we need something new.
0:14:33 – That’s when he got a phone call.
0:14:36 It was from an Israeli couple, around 2012.
0:14:40 – When they say we have a peace project
0:14:42 that we want to involve you with.
0:14:44 – Sammy rolled his eyes.
0:14:48 – More Israelis who think they have the answers.
0:14:49 He almost hung up.
0:14:51 – And the woman started yelling at me,
0:14:52 “No, we have to come and we have to meet you.
0:14:55 And it’s very important and don’t bring anybody.
0:14:56 And it’s just you.”
0:14:58 – His interest was piqued.
0:15:00 He went to meet them.
0:15:02 – I said three things came to my mind.
0:15:04 Other, this is some money laundering scheme.
0:15:06 Something to do with drugs,
0:15:08 or something to do with weird sex.
0:15:11 And she just started laughing, laughing.
0:15:13 I said, “It has to do with the second one.”
0:15:15 And then the guy looked at me.
0:15:16 He looked at me straight in the eyes,
0:15:19 and he said, “Have you done medicine before?”
0:15:23 – He was talking about the psychedelic brew ayahuasca.
0:15:24 As the man explained his vision,
0:15:27 all Sammy could think about were the dangers.
0:15:29 Sammy says drugs are kind of taboo
0:15:31 in Palestinian society.
0:15:36 – It’s not just illegal, it’s immoral, it’s legitimate.
0:15:40 It goes against religion, it goes against social values.
0:15:41 – People who drink ayahuasca
0:15:43 have described emotional breakthroughs,
0:15:47 conversations with anthropomorphic spirits,
0:15:49 catharsis of traumatic events,
0:15:52 and connections with ancestors.
0:15:55 So even though Sammy was terrified,
0:15:57 he thought it might be worth trying.
0:15:59 He traveled through checkpoints into Israel
0:16:03 to join the couple for an ayahuasca ceremony.
0:16:06 He downed a cup full of the sludgy tea,
0:16:09 and soon he was vomiting.
0:16:12 – It’s an energy that comes out.
0:16:15 My purging is very loud, for example.
0:16:16 People know me for this.
0:16:20 It’s like moaning and yelling out.
0:16:23 It’s releasing something that’s coming out of your body.
0:16:27 – Sammy continued going to these ayahuasca rituals,
0:16:29 and he felt that the ayahuasca
0:16:33 actually helped him understand his own wounds more clearly.
0:16:37 – For me, my trauma, I would say,
0:16:40 is more coming from my experiences living under occupation
0:16:44 that I had to live through and work with.
0:16:46 – He saw flashes of memories,
0:16:51 confrontations with soldiers as a child, getting arrested.
0:16:53 – Having my oldest daughter born
0:16:56 during the siege of Bethlehem in 2002,
0:16:58 when everything was under lockdown.
0:17:01 – Having to sneak his wife to a hospital
0:17:03 while she was in labor.
0:17:07 Sammy says the experience was like watching his subconscious
0:17:10 being tumbled around in a washing machine.
0:17:13 He felt that maybe something in this extreme vulnerability
0:17:16 could be key to healing.
0:17:19 – I felt there was something in it.
0:17:21 – I would define intergenerational trauma
0:17:25 as the idea that the effects of extreme stress
0:17:27 can be passed to future generations.
0:17:33 – Dr. Rachel Yehuda is a professor of psychiatry
0:17:35 and neuroscience,
0:17:38 and she’s the director of the Traumatic Stress Studies Division
0:17:41 and the Center for Psychedelic Therapy Research
0:17:45 at Iken School of Medicine at Mount Sinai.
0:17:49 She’s interested in the way trauma affects the body.
0:17:51 Someone whose ancestors experienced trauma
0:17:54 might have a hyper-vigilant response to fear,
0:17:58 both in the brain and the endocrine systems.
0:18:00 – That is some insubstance, really,
0:18:02 of the intergenerational biology.
0:18:04 You got a better threat detector.
0:18:08 – It’s like you’re waiting for the other shoe to drop
0:18:11 and you’re not enjoying even the peace and security
0:18:12 that as much as you could.
0:18:16 – When someone, like Sammy,
0:18:18 is constantly in fight-or-flight mode,
0:18:21 always seeing or anticipating danger,
0:18:23 it can be exhausting.
0:18:25 And if you come from generations of people
0:18:28 who have also survived in that kind of traumatized state,
0:18:32 that core fear and anxiety is compounded.
0:18:36 And that’s what perpetuates the cycle.
0:18:41 – You don’t have choices about being able to erase the past.
0:18:45 But you can decide to use all your energy
0:18:48 to make sure these things don’t happen to other people.
0:18:50 You could say never again.
0:18:55 Or you could feel very paralyzed by the very real scars
0:18:59 that are often inflicted as a result of trauma.
0:19:02 (gentle music)
0:19:07 – And by tapping into what Yehuda calls
0:19:10 the reservoirs of inner consciousness,
0:19:14 ayahuasca could offer a way to revisit those scars.
0:19:18 – If you can tap into ancestral wisdom
0:19:20 and not just ancestral burden,
0:19:25 that you can really be in a position to cope better.
0:19:30 – Soon after Sammy Awad’s first ayahuasca rituals
0:19:33 with Israelis, he began bringing other Palestinians
0:19:35 with him into Israel.
0:19:38 Eventually, he brought the brew back into the West Bank
0:19:40 and started inviting Palestinians and Israelis
0:19:42 from his peace activist circles
0:19:45 to join him in ayahuasca ceremonies.
0:19:48 – And then slowly inviting people
0:19:50 and in these spaces to see like what happens
0:19:53 when Palestinians and Israelis are in ceremony together.
0:19:57 – These ceremonies were all underground.
0:19:59 The legal risks were high
0:20:02 for Palestinian participants especially,
0:20:04 but people came.
0:20:06 Sammy doesn’t know the exact number
0:20:09 because all of this was happening informally,
0:20:11 but he guesses around 50 Palestinians
0:20:13 and twice as many Israelis were taking part
0:20:15 in these ceremonies.
0:20:19 And Sammy says that ayahuasca is not some kind of panacea.
0:20:23 The intention of the people drinking it is what matters.
0:20:27 – Ayahuasca is not a peace medicine or a love medicine.
0:20:28 There is abuse of the medicine.
0:20:32 There are people that use medicine to create racism.
0:20:35 I mean, there are neo-Nazis that use medicine
0:20:36 to achieve their goal.
0:20:38 There are settlers not far from where I live,
0:20:42 that drink ayahuasca to receive confirmation
0:20:45 from God that this is their land and it belongs to them.
0:20:49 If you are with Palestinians and Israelis with intention,
0:20:52 you experience that sense of oneness,
0:20:55 of we are one as one community.
0:20:58 The connection, the boundaries that are let go,
0:20:59 the fear that is let go,
0:21:02 the singing, the hearing Israelis sing in Hebrew
0:21:04 and Israelis hearing Palestinians sing in Arabic
0:21:09 and reciting the Koran and like, there is healing.
0:21:12 – These ayahuasca rituals
0:21:16 weren’t solving any geopolitical conflicts,
0:21:18 but compared to the hundreds of peace-building activities
0:21:22 Sammy had led, he felt that the ayahuasca
0:21:26 actually helped people connect across barriers of mistrust
0:21:28 because when people drank it,
0:21:31 they seemed to confront their own deeply embedded fears.
0:21:36 – For the first time I experienced deep, deep healing
0:21:38 in that spaces.
0:21:42 – At the same time, thousands of miles away,
0:21:45 an Israeli neuroscience and psychology researcher
0:21:47 studying psychedelics in the UK
0:21:50 had heard about these underground circles
0:21:52 in Israel and Palestine.
0:21:55 – And there is something funny about it in some ways.
0:21:56 There’s something very hopeful about it.
0:21:59 There’s something maybe even very triggering about it.
0:22:04 – Leor Roseman grew up in a Jewish family
0:22:07 in the northern Israeli city of Haifa.
0:22:11 Now he has a PhD from the Center for Psychedelic Research
0:22:14 at Imperial College and works as a senior lecturer
0:22:17 and researcher in the psychology department
0:22:19 at the University of Exeter.
0:22:23 A few years into these underground ayahuasca circles,
0:22:26 a friend put Sammy in touch with Leor.
0:22:28 They met around 2019
0:22:32 and they decided to put together a research project.
0:22:33 They wanted to know if ayahuasca
0:22:37 could maybe help soften people’s national identities
0:22:39 to move beyond these identity groups
0:22:41 and into a feeling of oneness.
0:22:45 It sounds wishy-washy,
0:22:47 but the organizers defined peace-building
0:22:50 as not just a state of harmony,
0:22:53 but as striving for political liberation as well,
0:22:56 for a movement against Israel’s occupation of Palestine
0:22:59 and the oppression that comes with it.
0:23:02 Leor felt ayahuasca had the potential to inspire
0:23:05 some sort of radical political shift.
0:23:08 – Sometimes we think about psychedelics
0:23:11 based on oneness and harmony and acceptance
0:23:12 and all these things that are nice
0:23:14 and we’re all from the Middle East,
0:23:15 we’re all at humus,
0:23:18 we’re all in the oneness of the medicine,
0:23:22 but you dilute the political anger.
0:23:23 So it’s kind of like the risk there
0:23:28 is that they dilute the forces that also bring change.
0:23:29 There are also other experiences,
0:23:31 like especially those of insights
0:23:34 of something that ruptures our consciousness,
0:23:35 that brings something new,
0:23:39 like there’s also this revelatory revolutionary potential there
0:23:41 that excites, can excite people.
0:23:43 It can be visions of collective trauma,
0:23:44 it can be apocalyptic visions,
0:23:46 it can be very painful visions,
0:23:50 and then they inspire people to bring change.
0:23:55 – Bringing change was the goal.
0:23:57 And Samia Wad also felt this wouldn’t happen
0:24:01 without difficult visions or revelations.
0:24:03 – You cannot just jump into it,
0:24:07 sit together and celebrate with each other,
0:24:09 ’cause that will be just a fake thing that will happen.
0:24:11 You have to go through deep journeys,
0:24:13 dark, dark places for many people,
0:24:15 very, very painful places.
0:24:17 – Samia and Lior had this idea
0:24:21 that psychedelics can manifest both unity and diversity
0:24:23 at the same time.
0:24:25 When trauma expert Rachel Yehuda
0:24:27 first heard about the project,
0:24:31 she was curious, but skeptical.
0:24:34 She considers ayahuasca to be an ego-dissolving drug,
0:24:37 and she figured that taking it could help people
0:24:40 confront their inherited pain and fear.
0:24:44 You know, it’s a fantasy, it’s a wish,
0:24:47 and yet it’s probably worth trying.
0:24:52 – But Yehuda says it’s not a pharmacological silver bullet.
0:24:54 – Look, if you wanna know
0:24:56 what I think the magic ingredient of this here,
0:25:00 it’s the fact that you wanted to do this.
0:25:02 It’s the fact that you wanted to come together
0:25:07 in a room with people who were Israeli or Palestinian,
0:25:13 people wanted that intergenerational healing.
0:25:16 Intention is so powerful.
0:25:18 – Samia and Lior decided that the experiment
0:25:21 would take place in the summer of 2022
0:25:22 in the mountains of Spain,
0:25:27 where authorities seemed to turn a blind eye to psychedelics.
0:25:31 They chose 15 Israelis and 18 Palestinians for the program.
0:25:33 There was also a Brazilian medicine man,
0:25:35 a Palestinian medicine woman,
0:25:37 and an Israeli group therapist
0:25:40 helping Samia and Lior facilitate.
0:25:43 One prerequisite for participating in the program
0:25:47 was that participants had to have used ayahuasca previously.
0:25:52 The first few days of the experiment focused on the past.
0:25:56 There was Suli, who was from a town outside of Jerusalem.
0:25:58 – And my family has been living there
0:26:01 like for centuries.
0:26:04 – People answered questions about their personal identities
0:26:07 and shared family stories.
0:26:09 There was also Rotem.
0:26:11 – I have grandparents from Russia,
0:26:15 Poland, and one from Morocco.
0:26:19 They see themselves as like those who established the state.
0:26:21 – And Sharon.
0:26:23 – Everyone was Zionists.
0:26:26 Everyone wanted to be combat soldiers.
0:26:29 – And Mariam, who grew up in a Bedouin township.
0:26:34 – The townships, a lot of shoots, people die.
0:26:38 – Even the infrastructure is not a real infrastructure.
0:26:41 I was scared to speak in Arabic
0:26:44 because they would make fun of me.
0:26:45 And no matter how good and nice you will be,
0:26:47 you’ll always stay Arabian.
0:26:50 No matter what you do.
0:26:52 – People shared their stories as part of an effort
0:26:56 to set the intention of the group for this ayahuasca experience.
0:26:57 The purpose was healing
0:27:01 and envisioning a collective future together.
0:27:05 – Sammy and Lior facilitated and observed.
0:27:06 After a day of fasting,
0:27:09 the study participants dressed in white
0:27:11 and sat together in a dark room,
0:27:14 illuminated by a single candle.
0:27:19 One by one, people stepped forward to drink ayahuasca.
0:27:21 The researchers recorded.
0:27:34 – And I took the ayahuasca and the ayahuasca taste.
0:27:40 Like chocolate with lemon
0:27:44 and with chocolate with like expired chocolate.
0:27:51 Like brown, black, like oil.
0:27:55 And it’s very thick.
0:27:57 So for me, it was really hard to swallow.
0:28:02 And then the first struggle was to keep it inside
0:28:06 because first it get in, then it want to get out.
0:28:08 It just sat on my stomach.
0:28:11 Then I vomited and it was so loud.
0:28:15 It was with like a scream, “Get out of me, Annie.”
0:28:18 – And the song that we started singing there was,
0:28:28 it was very strong.
0:28:30 It was a really strong night.
0:28:33 A lot of crying.
0:28:38 – I can really feel myself melting into the way she sings.
0:28:42 And we hugged like for, it felt like an hour.
0:28:53 – As the sun rose, the effects of the ayahuasca wore off.
0:28:55 People slept or chatted.
0:28:58 The next day, Sammy and Leor and a group therapist
0:29:01 facilitated day-long integration circles,
0:29:05 where they made meaning out of their experiences.
0:29:09 Some people made art, paintings and sculptures.
0:29:13 Others wrote commitment letters with lists of new commitments
0:29:15 to themselves and others.
0:29:19 Not everything fully made sense to everyone.
0:29:21 But people went around sharing takeaways
0:29:25 and trying to put words to their experiences.
0:29:30 – The medicina she just gave me, so many visuals
0:29:35 that really embodied what is the problem with myself.
0:29:39 – One participant, Mariam,
0:29:41 spoke about how the experience helped her realize
0:29:45 that her peace activism came from a place of anger.
0:29:48 – It’s the only way that I know how to work.
0:29:52 – Mariam is a Palestinian Bedouin in her 20s.
0:29:54 She’s the one who thought the ayahuasca
0:29:56 tasted like expired chocolate.
0:29:59 She grew up in Israel, going to Israeli schools
0:30:03 and encountering racist bullying daily.
0:30:06 – It was a horror, like, what are you?
0:30:09 You are a terrorist, you’re anti-Semitic.
0:30:12 – She was first introduced to ayahuasca
0:30:14 in one of Sammy’s ayahuasca circles.
0:30:16 And she’s using a pseudonym for the story
0:30:19 because she feels it’s dangerous not to.
0:30:23 – I need to stay anonymous because what I do
0:30:27 is comes against my religion, my community.
0:30:32 – After Mariam purged, she fell asleep.
0:30:35 – And then I have a lot of beautiful visuals in my uterus.
0:30:39 Flowers, a lot of flowers.
0:30:41 And then when they got to my head,
0:30:43 they turned to be like swamp flowers,
0:30:46 like stuck in my head and like the kind of flowers
0:30:48 that looks very not good.
0:30:54 And then I remembered like visions of memories,
0:30:56 like very hard ones.
0:30:59 – She saw herself as a child.
0:31:02 – Like, actually, wow, I did really good
0:31:05 in the circumstances that I was put in.
0:31:06 And in the moment that I was starting
0:31:08 to feel so much empathy,
0:31:11 and I was feeling mercy for everyone in the room.
0:31:13 I was laughing a lot, I was crying a lot.
0:31:16 And then at some point, I just saw my ancestor
0:31:19 in front of me, and then she was telling me
0:31:24 that I need to go deeper, like to know them more,
0:31:27 like to ask my parents more about them,
0:31:30 and they will lead me to the answer.
0:31:33 And I saw their faces and they go looping,
0:31:36 looping around my head and I was like, God.
0:31:39 – The answer, she says, was love.
0:31:42 – So I take my time like thinking what I want to do,
0:31:44 and my activism now looks
0:31:49 as spreading more love than,
0:31:54 spreading more love for one’s culture first,
0:31:56 like to love himself.
0:32:00 And I think it helps to meet the other.
0:32:04 – Others in the experiment
0:32:07 discovered hidden connections.
0:32:09 – Meeting with the other side
0:32:11 was something that I felt is healing.
0:32:15 My pain that I had from the army,
0:32:19 or my pain that I had in my life and my family.
0:32:22 – Liel is Jewish, grew up in a right-wing Zionist family
0:32:24 outside of Tel Aviv.
0:32:26 During the Second Intifada,
0:32:28 a bloody time in Israel’s history,
0:32:31 he and his family joined demonstrations
0:32:33 against the peace process.
0:32:36 Two of Liel’s grandparents survived the Holocaust.
0:32:39 Others fled Libya in the ’60s
0:32:41 after the state confiscated Jewish property
0:32:45 and Jews were subject to violent attacks.
0:32:47 This was the anxiety that Liel had inherited
0:32:51 and carried with him his entire life.
0:32:56 – The main idea was that the world is an ugly place,
0:32:57 a violent place,
0:33:00 and every people should take care of themselves
0:33:03 because no one else would take care of them.
0:33:05 – This was the wound he was hoping to heal
0:33:09 when he signed up to participate in the experiment.
0:33:11 He had been working on it for a while.
0:33:14 During his mandatory military service,
0:33:16 he had a kind of political shift,
0:33:18 and he eventually left
0:33:20 and moved to the desert to become a farmer.
0:33:22 He later joined various peace groups
0:33:26 and signed up to facilitate dialogue with teens.
0:33:30 – But eventually, when I tried to bring it home,
0:33:31 you feel the displacement,
0:33:34 ideologically, mentally, politically.
0:33:37 There was no place to hold it.
0:33:39 He was hoping the experiment in Spain
0:33:40 would provide something different,
0:33:44 something more sustainable.
0:33:45 When he got there,
0:33:46 one of the first things he noticed
0:33:48 was participants were encouraged
0:33:50 to bring their own songs and rituals,
0:33:53 like this one woman in his group.
0:33:58 (singing in foreign language)
0:34:05 – During the ayahuasca ceremony,
0:34:08 after Liel had drank and purged,
0:34:10 the group sang.
0:34:14 Liel says he just melted into the words of the song.
0:34:16 – And I felt them like I couldn’t feel beforehand.
0:34:21 They feel maybe created the most powerful experience for me,
0:34:24 which is like the fear from the language
0:34:28 or the trauma around their language is being melted.
0:34:31 – The song was an Arabic,
0:34:33 a language that Liel’s father speaks,
0:34:37 but that as a kid, Liel never wanted to learn.
0:34:40 – The wound of my family being expelled from Libya
0:34:42 caused the wound between them
0:34:47 and the Arabic people and Arabic culture in general.
0:34:50 So if we believe in intergenerational trauma,
0:34:53 like needing to hide this language,
0:34:55 it has ingrained in me.
0:34:57 – But ayahuasca presented him
0:35:00 with this sort of instant connection with the language.
0:35:03 – Something that belonged to the past
0:35:07 was connected to a wound of displacement, disconnection.
0:35:10 So for me, being with Palestinians
0:35:14 is a way to heal that historical trauma of the Jews in general,
0:35:19 but being able to feel safe, to trust the world again,
0:35:24 to be in a place of healing and forgiving and for change.
0:35:29 – After the Spain experiment,
0:35:33 Liel went back to his peace dialogue groups in Israel
0:35:35 with a reinvigorated energy.
0:35:38 In the process of bringing people together,
0:35:42 Mariam made plans to start a political art magazine.
0:35:44 The content, she said,
0:35:48 would stem from a place of love rather than anger.
0:35:50 And over a dozen participants came together
0:35:52 to start a new project,
0:35:55 to celebrate and protect a river valley called Wadi Kelt
0:35:59 from being destroyed by encroaching Israeli settlements.
0:36:03 Some participants met for additional integration circles
0:36:05 in the desert of Jericho.
0:36:09 Others met for integration circles on Zoom.
0:36:11 A year after the Spain project,
0:36:14 many of the participants were still meeting regularly
0:36:19 to integrate the experience, but also to just hang out.
0:36:22 They throw parties where they’re living out this new vision
0:36:26 of Israelis and Palestinians just being together.
0:36:30 (singing in foreign language)
0:36:34 In late summer of 2023,
0:36:36 I went to witness this in person
0:36:39 at Liel’s birthday party on a farm.
0:36:42 People spoke English and Hebrew and Arabic.
0:36:45 (speaking in foreign language)
0:36:47 – I think in our first glance,
0:36:49 you see just like a normal party
0:36:52 where everyone like having a good time,
0:36:57 but then you hear Arabic, Hebrew languages almost equally
0:36:59 and you’re not, of course, in a hospital.
0:37:04 – I caught up with Mariam there at the farm.
0:37:06 – And I think for people coming from the outside,
0:37:09 it will be like abnormal, I would say.
0:37:11 Like, is it even impossible
0:37:15 like to be Palestinian and Israelis and so close
0:37:20 and just like normal, not in a normalizing way,
0:37:26 but normal in a very radical way, and a lot of fun.
0:37:29 Being in this community where you’ve always been seen
0:37:33 in the best light you can be seen at,
0:37:37 it’s really helped you to love yourself, actually,
0:37:39 unconditionally.
0:37:42 – This love, she says, is the only thing
0:37:45 that helps her feel hopeful for the future.
0:37:48 – Like, you’re so secure of who you are
0:37:50 so when you meet the other person,
0:37:53 it creates a real interaction
0:37:57 and it will make him automatically or her
0:38:00 to have the same approach.
0:38:02 – Samia and Leor have been compiling their notes
0:38:05 into a research study about the project,
0:38:07 which hasn’t been published yet.
0:38:09 And while they haven’t concluded
0:38:12 that the experiment brought Palestinians or Israelis
0:38:15 closer or further away from peace,
0:38:19 they do say that based on participant surveys,
0:38:23 the project culminated in high ratings of communitas,
0:38:27 a sense of togetherness among the participants.
0:38:28 – We are kind of like in the first steps
0:38:31 of a consciousness shift that’s happening
0:38:33 and maybe others will follow.
0:38:39 – Months after my conversations with Samia and Leor,
0:38:44 Mariam and Liel, violence erupted in the region.
0:38:45 – The Islamist militant group Hamas
0:38:48 launched a surprise attack on Israel.
0:38:50 The assault began early in the morning
0:38:52 with Hamas firing thousands of rockets
0:38:55 from the Gaza Strip into neighboring Israel.
0:38:59 – Shayna’s story continues after the break.
0:39:00 Stay with us.
0:39:07 (upbeat music)
0:39:11 Welcome back to Altered States.
0:39:12 I’m Ariel Zumarass.
0:39:14 Before the break, producer Shayna Shealy
0:39:16 was recounting how she reconnected
0:39:18 with the peace activists she had been reporting on
0:39:20 following October 7th
0:39:23 and the start of Israel’s war on Gaza.
0:39:24 Shayna tells the story from here.
0:39:29 – On October 15th, a week after the deadliest attack
0:39:32 in the history of the Israeli state,
0:39:35 followed by deadly airstrikes in the Gaza Strip,
0:39:39 a Palestinian participant from the Spain project, Suli,
0:39:41 sent me this voice note.
0:39:45 – This is exactly the time that we need all the love
0:39:47 and the forgiveness and big hearts.
0:39:52 Like, where is my conscious sitting?
0:39:56 Actually, it’s really to keep my soul,
0:40:00 my heart open for compassion for people.
0:40:02 It’s been no matter which sides,
0:40:05 and I really hate the way it sides to say,
0:40:08 yeah, some people go back to the tribe right now,
0:40:11 a lot of people, even among activists, unfortunately,
0:40:16 they can’t take it and I’m sticking to my…
0:40:18 – Throughout the devastation,
0:40:22 this group of ayahuasca drinkers has continued to meet,
0:40:24 mostly virtually, since movement
0:40:27 across Israeli checkpoints has been limited
0:40:29 since October 7th.
0:40:31 While Sammy has been facilitating these groups,
0:40:35 he also says they’ve been helpful for him, personally.
0:40:38 – There is this continuous intention
0:40:42 to understand hatred towards the other,
0:40:44 and that the moment we deeply understand
0:40:46 where it’s coming from, then maybe we have access
0:40:50 to working with it and to healing it and to ending it.
0:40:54 – Lior, the Israeli researcher,
0:40:57 also went to these first gatherings over Zoom.
0:40:59 He remembers people talking about
0:41:02 just how isolated they felt.
0:41:06 – Because they are a lonely voice, in a way.
0:41:08 They have fights with their own family
0:41:11 and people around them that are close to them.
0:41:16 If you are alone with that idea, it’s uncomfortable.
0:41:21 – And they say that, in general, Palestinians and Israelis,
0:41:23 even those who have been involved in peace work
0:41:27 their entire lives, became more polarized,
0:41:30 blaming violence on the other.
0:41:32 And even though many people from the Spain Project
0:41:34 were in some way holding onto their hope
0:41:38 and commitment to peace and justice, many struggled.
0:41:41 On October 7th, one of Liel’s students
0:41:44 was killed at the Nova Music Festival.
0:41:48 Another close friend lost both of his parents.
0:41:50 He has other friends whose entire communities
0:41:53 were burned to the ground.
0:41:54 Weeks after October 7th,
0:41:57 he met up with some Israeli and Palestinian friends
0:41:58 from the ayahuasca experiment
0:42:01 to process the horror of what was happening
0:42:03 in Israel and Gaza.
0:42:06 It was beautiful also to cry together.
0:42:08 – But the group couldn’t really manage
0:42:11 to come up with any actions to take.
0:42:13 It all felt so hopeless.
0:42:15 – As if we can do something, yeah?
0:42:19 As if, like, you know, the Secretary of State
0:42:22 of the U.S. dying to stop Israel and doesn’t manage.
0:42:25 So, like, our demonstrations in the street
0:42:27 would not do better.
0:42:30 – Liel became more and more disappointed.
0:42:33 I feel him in pain, I’m angry, and I’m, like,
0:42:37 I’m really in a point of, like, this region is rotten.
0:42:39 – When we spoke several months ago,
0:42:41 Liel was in Brazil.
0:42:42 He had left Israel.
0:42:47 – My values do not belong to any of the systems
0:42:49 that are operating there.
0:42:51 And I have many friends there and many people that I love,
0:42:53 but all of them are outsiders to the society.
0:42:58 It feels very sad, melancholic, heavy, energy.
0:43:05 Suffocating with no ability to imagine a brighter future.
0:43:10 – It’s now been nearly two years
0:43:13 since the experiment in Spain.
0:43:17 Some participants, like Liel, have left out of frustration.
0:43:21 Others have disengaged with the project, like Mariam.
0:43:24 She’s living in Israel and hasn’t really had the bandwidth
0:43:27 to speak with me since October 7th.
0:43:30 Sully has been on speaking tours in Washington, D.C.
0:43:33 and Germany, talking about his commitment to peace
0:43:36 and justice in the wake of violence.
0:43:39 Many have continued to meet and talk.
0:43:42 This one Israeli, Rotem, is even gathering with people
0:43:46 from the project for direct action at the Gaza border,
0:43:51 kilometers away from a population on the brink of famine.
0:43:55 – Like to demonstrate there and to try and give brink food
0:43:58 and open the way for the trucks
0:44:01 because the settlers just blocked the way.
0:44:06 – Still, Rotem and many from this cohort feel scattered
0:44:08 and disillusioned.
0:44:12 – I felt like so much unity in Spain and really,
0:44:13 I have never felt so much unity,
0:44:15 but suddenly you come back here
0:44:16 and you are again separated.
0:44:21 And you are in a way like,
0:44:25 you don’t have agency over the reality,
0:44:27 you don’t feel like you can change it.
0:44:32 Reality is so horrific that how can we,
0:44:34 like we support each other, of course,
0:44:39 but at some point, how can you stay sane
0:44:45 when people don’t have food?
0:44:49 Like how can you eat even, you know?
0:44:50 – Yeah.
0:44:52 – And one hour from your home,
0:44:56 like people don’t have food and they die from starvation.
0:45:01 – It’s horrible, I’m heartbroken every day.
0:45:05 – Another Israeli I spoke with, Sharon,
0:45:07 is still engaging with the group.
0:45:10 After standing against Israel’s military violence
0:45:13 for decades, he has similar expectations
0:45:15 for his Palestinian counterparts.
0:45:19 But a few days after October 7th.
0:45:21 A friend of mine was like,
0:45:26 like every resistance is legitimate.
0:45:28 Listen, I know the story.
0:45:30 I understand the power dynamics.
0:45:34 Then I’m like, I’m not surprised, I’m in pain.
0:45:35 In Judaism, we have a tradition
0:45:39 that’s called the shiva when someone dies,
0:45:40 you mourn for seven days.
0:45:44 And I would really appreciate if like,
0:45:46 you let us have that right now.
0:45:51 And yeah, we don’t really talk now, it’s very lonely.
0:45:54 – While the ayahuasca experiment
0:45:57 may have offered participants a temporary offram
0:46:00 from old wounds, their work wasn’t over
0:46:03 after they took ayahuasca together.
0:46:05 Particularly because it was not just
0:46:10 what trauma expert Rachel Yehuda calls ancestral burdens.
0:46:14 New acts of violence and hate were all around them.
0:46:18 It’s confusing because you got used to the idea
0:46:21 that we can be humanistic.
0:46:25 And maybe if we just listen to each other, we can heal.
0:46:29 And then something happens to you
0:46:34 that is a direct violation of your physical integrity
0:46:37 and your people.
0:46:41 And it is because of your race and ethnicity.
0:46:45 And it can become overwhelming.
0:46:47 – Sammy sees that while this kind of healing work
0:46:52 can be helpful, it’s hard to escape when it’s ongoing.
0:46:55 – There isn’t this absolute healing from trauma.
0:46:57 There is a deep understanding of it.
0:46:58 There’s coping to it.
0:47:00 There’s ability to place it in a place
0:47:02 that it doesn’t control you.
0:47:05 But to understand that these things can be triggered.
0:47:06 So you can’t do just one reset
0:47:09 and then think that everything is fine.
0:47:13 – Sammy Awad is still dedicated to helping people heal.
0:47:16 He recently led a ceremony with only Palestinians
0:47:19 and says Israelis have also met on their own
0:47:21 with the intention of working more deeply
0:47:24 within their own communities to heal.
0:47:26 He says that even during this time
0:47:30 when there’s so much hate all around,
0:47:32 most participants from the Spain Project
0:47:36 are still dedicated to the work of a more peaceful future.
0:47:40 Inside themselves, between themselves
0:47:43 and out in the larger world.
0:47:46 And in a way that commitment
0:47:49 was sort of a goal of the ayahuasca experiment.
0:47:52 – I think there’s something that worked
0:47:56 where people are very, very aware of how collective trauma
0:47:59 makes people say things that are very violent
0:48:02 towards the other and have not fallen
0:48:05 for the most part into these traps.
0:48:09 – Within the Palestinians that have been in the Spain Project,
0:48:11 there is a beautiful discussion
0:48:16 that we don’t fall into this sense of deep victimization
0:48:19 and blaming the other for everything that’s going.
0:48:22 And part of it, this is also taking responsibility.
0:48:26 We need change in our political ideologies
0:48:29 and our structures and our leadership and our vision.
0:48:32 – Many Israelis he’s spoken with
0:48:35 are also working through their pain and fear.
0:48:37 – Fully understanding that there would be anger
0:48:40 and frustration and complete despair
0:48:42 that anything will work after this,
0:48:45 especially when you lose loved ones.
0:48:48 But they were able to step out much faster
0:48:53 than like many other Israelis who are still in that loop
0:48:57 of revenge and retaliation and power over the Palestinians.
0:49:00 – Leor agrees.
0:49:02 He says there’s something in this experiment
0:49:04 that worked.
0:49:07 – Something really worked in a sense that they are,
0:49:14 their ethos of conflict was not activated as easily, right?
0:49:17 But it also means that it’s hard for them.
0:49:25 – Sammy and Leor and the rest of the ayahuasca drinking crew,
0:49:29 they pretty much know that ayahuasca is not the key
0:49:32 to solving violence in the Middle East
0:49:35 or anywhere else for that matter.
0:49:38 But they also know that with the right intention,
0:49:42 ayahuasca rituals helps them move towards personal healing
0:49:47 and feelings of interconnectedness in a visceral way
0:49:48 that they hadn’t felt before.
0:49:57 And those things they say are better than nothing at all.
0:49:59 – There was anger, there was frustration,
0:50:02 there was sadness, there was grief.
0:50:04 But at the end of the day, we are people
0:50:06 that believe in peace, believe in justice.
0:50:09 The reason we did this project to start with
0:50:14 is a deep belief that there is a better future
0:50:16 for Palestinians and Israelis.
0:50:18 (gentle music)
0:50:32 This story was reported and produced by Shayna Shealy
0:50:35 with the support of the Ferris U.C. Berkeley
0:50:37 Psychedelic Journalism Fellowship.
0:50:45 Altered States is a production of the U.C. Berkeley Center
0:50:47 for the Science of Psychedelics and PRX.
0:50:50 Adiza Egan is our senior editor.
0:50:52 Jenny Kataldo is our senior producer.
0:50:55 Our associate producer is Cassidy Rosenblum.
0:50:57 Our audio engineers are Tommy Bazarian
0:50:59 and Terrence Bernardo.
0:51:01 Fact-checking by Graham Hayesha.
0:51:03 Rotating BCSP script readers are Michael Pollan,
0:51:06 Michael Silver and Bob Jesse.
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0:00:26 – Hello, ladies and gentlemen, this is Tim Ferriss.
0:00:29 Welcome to another episode of The Tim Ferriss Show.
0:00:32 For this episode, I am doing something very different.
0:00:34 I’m actually featuring a special episode
0:00:37 from a brand new podcast called Altered States.
0:00:39 And I listened to a lot of podcasts.
0:00:42 I test out a lot of podcasts.
0:00:44 I found this one to be particularly impressive.
0:00:47 It’s very well reported, very well researched,
0:00:49 very well produced.
0:00:51 Here’s the teaser for the episode that you’re about to hear.
0:00:54 It’s not a long one, but it is a very nuanced one,
0:00:55 a very powerful one.
0:00:57 Quote, for the last couple of years,
0:01:00 producer Shayna Shealy has been following Israeli
0:01:02 and Palestinian peace activists
0:01:03 who have been coming together
0:01:06 to drink the psychedelic brew ayahuasca
0:01:07 in an effort to heal their collective
0:01:09 intergenerational trauma.
0:01:10 It seemed to be helping them
0:01:14 when suddenly the region erupts into chaos and violence.
0:01:16 Shayna Shealy as background was a fellow
0:01:19 from the Ferris UC Berkeley Psychedelic Journalism Fellowship.
0:01:22 That’s how I actually heard about the podcast.
0:01:26 And the fellowship offers $10,000 reporting grants per year
0:01:29 to journalists reporting in-depth print and audio stories
0:01:32 on the science, policy, business, and culture
0:01:34 of this new era of psychedelics.
0:01:35 It’s been going for a few years now
0:01:37 and a lot of amazing pieces have come out of it.
0:01:39 The fellowship is supported by My Foundation,
0:01:40 the Saise Foundation.
0:01:44 You can find that s-a-i-s-e-i, foundation.org,
0:01:46 if you want to see what types of projects and grants
0:01:48 and so on we’ve made.
0:01:50 And it is made possible in collaboration
0:01:52 with Michael Pollan, Molly Awolan,
0:01:54 and others at UC Berkeley.
0:01:56 So thanks to the entire team over there.
0:01:58 Altered States, the podcast,
0:02:00 looks at how people are taking psychedelics,
0:02:02 who has access to them.
0:02:03 They actually have an amazing episode
0:02:05 where they walk through in real time,
0:02:07 someone’s first experience with psilocybin,
0:02:10 how they’re regulated, who stands to profit,
0:02:12 and what these substances might offer us
0:02:14 as individuals and as a society.
0:02:17 It’s hosted by journalist Aril Dumras
0:02:19 and you can find it wherever you find your podcasts.
0:02:23 And now the Peacekeepers episode from Altered States.
0:02:26 (upbeat music)
0:02:27 Welcome to Altered States.
0:02:29 I’m Aril Dumras.
0:02:31 This week, we are traveling thousands of miles away
0:02:34 from where I am in Oregon to the Middle East
0:02:37 to hear about another kind of psychedelic experiment.
0:02:40 This one involves ayahuasca.
0:02:42 Producer Shayna Shealy brings us this story.
0:02:46 So Shayna, welcome.
0:02:49 First off, I know some folks might be familiar with ayahuasca,
0:02:52 but others have probably never heard of it.
0:02:55 Tell me, what exactly is ayahuasca?
0:02:58 Yeah, so ayahuasca, people typically drink it
0:03:01 as a sort of tea and it’s made out of a vine
0:03:04 from South America, which is often brewed together
0:03:07 with another plant, it’s a type of shrub.
0:03:10 And that shrub contains something called DMT
0:03:11 or dimethyl tryptamine.
0:03:15 So what do we know about what ayahuasca does to the brain?
0:03:18 So usually about 30 minutes after drinking it,
0:03:21 some people start having these hallucinations,
0:03:25 others have out of body experiences or euphoric feelings.
0:03:28 There’s often vomiting involved.
0:03:30 For some people, there are visions.
0:03:32 Researchers have found that ayahuasca
0:03:34 can promote what’s called neuroplasticity,
0:03:36 which is the brain’s ability to adapt
0:03:39 and build new connections.
0:03:41 In this case, increased adaptability
0:03:42 is thought to be able to help people heal
0:03:44 from traumatic experiences.
0:03:51 A few years ago, you came across these peace activists
0:03:54 who were using ayahuasca to heal
0:03:56 and eventually you started reporting on that story.
0:03:58 So can you tell me more?
0:04:01 So these activists are Israeli and Palestinian
0:04:03 and they gather to drink ayahuasca
0:04:04 and attempt to heal trauma,
0:04:08 both personal trauma and collective trauma.
0:04:09 And I knew a bunch of them
0:04:11 from previous reporting in the region
0:04:13 and I was really interested just in the links
0:04:16 that these people went to to build empathy.
0:04:21 And then October 7th happened.
0:04:27 Suddenly, the work of healing was interrupted
0:04:30 by this massive shockwave.
0:04:32 And these activists sort of looked to the group
0:04:34 and to one person in particular
0:04:36 to help them navigate it all.
0:04:40 That person was Palestinian peace and justice activist,
0:04:42 Sammy Awad.
0:04:45 – And that’s why your story starts with Sammy
0:04:48 in his home in late summer, 2023.
0:05:02 – In Sammy Awad’s kitchen
0:05:05 near the Palestinian city of Bethlehem,
0:05:08 a small group of people are gathered around a table.
0:05:12 A handful of Israelis, a woman from Brazil,
0:05:14 one guy from Ramallah.
0:05:16 They’re all sitting there around plates of eggs
0:05:18 and zaatar, watermelon,
0:05:21 balls of cured labna and olive oil.
0:05:23 They were laughing, eating breakfast.
0:05:28 Sammy describes his home as sort of an oasis
0:05:31 for Israeli and Palestinian activists from all over.
0:05:33 It’s where they can be together
0:05:34 and find refuge from the harsh reality
0:05:36 of living under forced separation.
0:05:41 Sammy’s home office is filled with hundreds of books
0:05:46 on meditation, yoga, psychedelic medicine, healing.
0:05:47 He’s in his fifties
0:05:49 and he’s been working in the world of peace building
0:05:51 for over 25 years.
0:05:58 Sammy’s peace work started when he was 12 years old.
0:05:59 He was with his uncle,
0:06:02 an influential nonviolent peace activist.
0:06:05 There were planting trees on a Palestinian farmer’s land
0:06:08 that was under threat of confiscation by Jewish settlers.
0:06:09 – I remember Mark was saying,
0:06:12 no matter what happens, you’re here to plant trees.
0:06:14 – The group of activists was mixed,
0:06:16 Palestinian and Israeli.
0:06:18 They were hours into planting
0:06:21 when a group of Israeli soldiers approached them.
0:06:23 – Soldier coming, pulling the tree out of the ground
0:06:26 that I was planting and throwing it on some rocks.
0:06:29 And in that moment, there was the split decision,
0:06:30 what do I do?
0:06:32 Because as a 12 year old, what options?
0:06:36 I could run away, I could hide,
0:06:40 run to my uncle crying, like a 12 year old.
0:06:41 And I was like, I’m here to plant the trees.
0:06:45 And I decided I’m gonna go back and bring the tree and plant it.
0:06:49 And I did that, that sense of feeling, wow, empowerment
0:06:50 and losing the fear.
0:06:55 That action changed my life.
0:06:59 It made me actually want to commit my life to this work.
0:07:03 – The work of peace building through nonviolence.
0:07:06 Days after Sammy went with his uncle to plant trees,
0:07:08 he learned that the land had been confiscated
0:07:09 by Israeli settlers,
0:07:13 that all the trees they had planted were uprooted.
0:07:17 Still, Sammy would go on to plant even more trees.
0:07:18 By the time he was in his 20s,
0:07:22 he was organizing boycotts and peace demonstrations,
0:07:25 sometimes alongside Israeli peace activists.
0:07:28 But his actions kept getting shut down.
0:07:33 He was beaten, imprisoned, put on lockdown.
0:07:37 And then in 1993 came the Oslo Accords,
0:07:39 a deal between Israeli and Palestinian leadership
0:07:43 that was supposed to kick off a peace process in the region,
0:07:46 including limited Palestinian self-governance
0:07:48 in parts of the West Bank in Gaza Strip.
0:07:53 Then President Bill Clinton served as a diplomatic broker.
0:07:57 – Let us today pay tribute to the leaders who had the courage
0:08:00 to lead their people toward peace,
0:08:02 away from the scars of battle.
0:08:05 The wounds and the losses of the past
0:08:07 toward a brighter tomorrow.
0:08:10 The world today thanks Prime Minister Rabin,
0:08:14 Foreign Minister Perez, and Chairman Arafat.
0:08:16 (audience applauding)
0:08:18 – Sammy was optimistic.
0:08:23 – There was billions of dollars of funds coming to create
0:08:27 and sustain that peace that was being created.
0:08:30 And all of a sudden you started seeing NGOs begin to emerge,
0:08:33 begin to rise, money pumping in like crazy.
0:08:37 – He built his own organization, Holy Land Trust.
0:08:41 It became well known for nonviolent activism trainings.
0:08:45 But even with this tireless dedication to peace,
0:08:49 the world around Sammy became more and more violent.
0:08:52 – Both sides committed to negotiating an end to the conflict
0:08:55 and charting a path to Palestinian self-rule
0:08:57 in the West Bank in Gaza.
0:08:59 It triggered a violent backlash
0:09:02 for a religious extremist among both Israelis
0:09:05 and Palestinians, including Hamas.
0:09:07 – We’re beginning to see this continuous loop
0:09:09 of failures in the peace process.
0:09:13 – And in 1995, a right-wing Jewish extremist
0:09:17 assassinated Israeli Prime Minister, Itzhak Rabin.
0:09:21 – This big plan towards peace began to unravel
0:09:22 almost immediately.
0:09:26 Over the next decade, there was the expansion
0:09:29 of Israeli settlements in the West Bank.
0:09:33 Deadly attacks in Israel and the Palestinian territories.
0:09:35 – During that time, we began to understand
0:09:36 the need to heal collective trauma
0:09:38 as part of peacemaking as well,
0:09:41 understanding how much the past influences us.
0:09:43 – It was 2007.
0:09:45 Sammy was in his mid-30s
0:09:48 and had begun to take an interest in reading up on trauma
0:09:51 when he was invited to go on a pretty unconventional trip
0:09:54 to the death camps of Auschwitz and Birkenau.
0:09:59 He spent eight days there, sleeping at the camp,
0:10:01 eating all his meals there.
0:10:04 – So we were there every day, doing our own ceremony
0:10:08 and prayer and visuals, remembering the people that died.
0:10:10 I had like lists of names of people
0:10:12 that we were all given to recite continuously.
0:10:14 So like eight hour meditations we were doing.
0:10:17 I began to really see that, wow,
0:10:20 this is something that is not an incident
0:10:21 that just happened in the past.
0:10:25 This is something that continues until this day.
0:10:31 – Pre-COVID, around 40,000 Israeli students
0:10:33 visited concentration camps
0:10:36 as part of their school curriculum each year.
0:10:39 The trips are sponsored by Israel’s Education Ministry,
0:10:42 typically right before mandatory military service.
0:10:44 While Sammy was there,
0:10:47 he kept seeing school group after school group.
0:10:50 – Israeli kids with Israeli flags wrapped around them,
0:10:53 big flags and they’re walking in and singing.
0:10:57 I heard the Israeli teachers tell these kids,
0:10:59 the Holocaust is not over.
0:11:03 As Jews, we’re always threatened, we’re always attacked.
0:11:04 Many people want to destroy us.
0:11:06 And of course then it’s followed by,
0:11:07 this is why we have to be strong,
0:11:08 this is why we have to be resilient,
0:11:10 this is why security above everything
0:11:12 and this is why we never trust anybody.
0:11:15 What the hell is happening here?
0:11:17 Like how can you be even talking about peace with somebody
0:11:20 when the foundation is we don’t trust them?
0:11:26 – That night, Sammy slept in Birkenau.
0:11:29 In the barracks where children were imprisoned,
0:11:31 he was there with a Jewish person from Israel
0:11:33 and a Muslim person from Bosnia.
0:11:39 – We just had candles and our very thick coats
0:11:40 and sleeping bags.
0:11:43 And just remember, like being in that place
0:11:47 where these children were there and were dying,
0:11:48 but also having these discussions
0:11:50 about this issue of inherited trauma.
0:11:55 I began to realize that this whole peace process
0:11:57 that we were in, that I was in,
0:12:01 that I was even supporting and advocating for,
0:12:06 was embedded from a space of existential fear and threat.
0:12:09 The Palestinians, we have a similar narrative
0:12:11 that our existence is on the line,
0:12:12 we need to do something about it.
0:12:14 If we don’t do something about it,
0:12:16 we will cease to be as a people.
0:12:21 What happened to us is too shameful, too painful,
0:12:22 we don’t talk about it.
0:12:27 Sammy says a lot of Palestinians don’t really acknowledge
0:12:31 the full scope of pain that their families have endured.
0:12:34 Like the 1948 Nakba,
0:12:36 when hundreds of thousands of Palestinians
0:12:38 were driven from their homes,
0:12:41 are really any other traumatic events.
0:12:42 – We have a generation growing up,
0:12:46 not knowing what happened and listening to propaganda.
0:12:47 And the propaganda is we are resilient,
0:12:50 we are strong, we will return, we will defeat them.
0:12:54 Not acknowledging, like there is grief that needs to happen.
0:12:55 There is pain that needs to be expressed
0:12:57 of what happened to us as a people.
0:12:59 There’s a healing, but to not address these issues
0:13:02 makes us unhealthy in how we’re dealing with things.
0:13:08 – When he got back to Bethlehem,
0:13:11 this is what Sammy wanted to focus on.
0:13:15 Healing, to address the trauma that gets passed down
0:13:18 from generation to generation.
0:13:22 He read books on this intergenerational trauma.
0:13:24 He studied the Rwandan genocide
0:13:26 and the healing journey that followed.
0:13:29 He also met with Israeli-studying trauma,
0:13:32 including faculty at Hebrew Union College.
0:13:35 They developed tools for Israelis and Palestinians
0:13:38 to work through their pain together.
0:13:40 At the same time, foreign governments
0:13:43 were pouring billions of dollars into the region
0:13:46 to advance these peaceful coexistence programs
0:13:48 between Israelis and Palestinians.
0:13:50 There were summer camps,
0:13:52 organizations that raised up the voices of parents
0:13:54 who had lost children,
0:13:57 theater troops, art projects.
0:14:02 And still, around two decades after Oslo,
0:14:04 Sammy felt things were worse than ever.
0:14:06 – You see the wars in Gaza.
0:14:08 You see settler violence towards Palestinians.
0:14:10 Yeah, Palestinians are treating each other.
0:14:12 What do all of this money, all of this investment,
0:14:13 where is it all?
0:14:18 All of this peace process is 25 years of negotiating.
0:14:21 The reality is as messed up as it’s ever been.
0:14:23 Things now are worse than any time before.
0:14:24 All of the peace work,
0:14:26 all of the money that was spent.
0:14:27 And so for me, I was in this place,
0:14:30 we need something new, we need something new.
0:14:33 – That’s when he got a phone call.
0:14:36 It was from an Israeli couple, around 2012.
0:14:40 – When they say we have a peace project
0:14:42 that we want to involve you with.
0:14:44 – Sammy rolled his eyes.
0:14:48 – More Israelis who think they have the answers.
0:14:49 He almost hung up.
0:14:51 – And the woman started yelling at me,
0:14:52 “No, we have to come and we have to meet you.
0:14:55 And it’s very important and don’t bring anybody.
0:14:56 And it’s just you.”
0:14:58 – His interest was piqued.
0:15:00 He went to meet them.
0:15:02 – I said three things came to my mind.
0:15:04 Other, this is some money laundering scheme.
0:15:06 Something to do with drugs,
0:15:08 or something to do with weird sex.
0:15:11 And she just started laughing, laughing.
0:15:13 I said, “It has to do with the second one.”
0:15:15 And then the guy looked at me.
0:15:16 He looked at me straight in the eyes,
0:15:19 and he said, “Have you done medicine before?”
0:15:23 – He was talking about the psychedelic brew ayahuasca.
0:15:24 As the man explained his vision,
0:15:27 all Sammy could think about were the dangers.
0:15:29 Sammy says drugs are kind of taboo
0:15:31 in Palestinian society.
0:15:36 – It’s not just illegal, it’s immoral, it’s legitimate.
0:15:40 It goes against religion, it goes against social values.
0:15:41 – People who drink ayahuasca
0:15:43 have described emotional breakthroughs,
0:15:47 conversations with anthropomorphic spirits,
0:15:49 catharsis of traumatic events,
0:15:52 and connections with ancestors.
0:15:55 So even though Sammy was terrified,
0:15:57 he thought it might be worth trying.
0:15:59 He traveled through checkpoints into Israel
0:16:03 to join the couple for an ayahuasca ceremony.
0:16:06 He downed a cup full of the sludgy tea,
0:16:09 and soon he was vomiting.
0:16:12 – It’s an energy that comes out.
0:16:15 My purging is very loud, for example.
0:16:16 People know me for this.
0:16:20 It’s like moaning and yelling out.
0:16:23 It’s releasing something that’s coming out of your body.
0:16:27 – Sammy continued going to these ayahuasca rituals,
0:16:29 and he felt that the ayahuasca
0:16:33 actually helped him understand his own wounds more clearly.
0:16:37 – For me, my trauma, I would say,
0:16:40 is more coming from my experiences living under occupation
0:16:44 that I had to live through and work with.
0:16:46 – He saw flashes of memories,
0:16:51 confrontations with soldiers as a child, getting arrested.
0:16:53 – Having my oldest daughter born
0:16:56 during the siege of Bethlehem in 2002,
0:16:58 when everything was under lockdown.
0:17:01 – Having to sneak his wife to a hospital
0:17:03 while she was in labor.
0:17:07 Sammy says the experience was like watching his subconscious
0:17:10 being tumbled around in a washing machine.
0:17:13 He felt that maybe something in this extreme vulnerability
0:17:16 could be key to healing.
0:17:19 – I felt there was something in it.
0:17:21 – I would define intergenerational trauma
0:17:25 as the idea that the effects of extreme stress
0:17:27 can be passed to future generations.
0:17:33 – Dr. Rachel Yehuda is a professor of psychiatry
0:17:35 and neuroscience,
0:17:38 and she’s the director of the Traumatic Stress Studies Division
0:17:41 and the Center for Psychedelic Therapy Research
0:17:45 at Iken School of Medicine at Mount Sinai.
0:17:49 She’s interested in the way trauma affects the body.
0:17:51 Someone whose ancestors experienced trauma
0:17:54 might have a hyper-vigilant response to fear,
0:17:58 both in the brain and the endocrine systems.
0:18:00 – That is some insubstance, really,
0:18:02 of the intergenerational biology.
0:18:04 You got a better threat detector.
0:18:08 – It’s like you’re waiting for the other shoe to drop
0:18:11 and you’re not enjoying even the peace and security
0:18:12 that as much as you could.
0:18:16 – When someone, like Sammy,
0:18:18 is constantly in fight-or-flight mode,
0:18:21 always seeing or anticipating danger,
0:18:23 it can be exhausting.
0:18:25 And if you come from generations of people
0:18:28 who have also survived in that kind of traumatized state,
0:18:32 that core fear and anxiety is compounded.
0:18:36 And that’s what perpetuates the cycle.
0:18:41 – You don’t have choices about being able to erase the past.
0:18:45 But you can decide to use all your energy
0:18:48 to make sure these things don’t happen to other people.
0:18:50 You could say never again.
0:18:55 Or you could feel very paralyzed by the very real scars
0:18:59 that are often inflicted as a result of trauma.
0:19:02 (gentle music)
0:19:07 – And by tapping into what Yehuda calls
0:19:10 the reservoirs of inner consciousness,
0:19:14 ayahuasca could offer a way to revisit those scars.
0:19:18 – If you can tap into ancestral wisdom
0:19:20 and not just ancestral burden,
0:19:25 that you can really be in a position to cope better.
0:19:30 – Soon after Sammy Awad’s first ayahuasca rituals
0:19:33 with Israelis, he began bringing other Palestinians
0:19:35 with him into Israel.
0:19:38 Eventually, he brought the brew back into the West Bank
0:19:40 and started inviting Palestinians and Israelis
0:19:42 from his peace activist circles
0:19:45 to join him in ayahuasca ceremonies.
0:19:48 – And then slowly inviting people
0:19:50 and in these spaces to see like what happens
0:19:53 when Palestinians and Israelis are in ceremony together.
0:19:57 – These ceremonies were all underground.
0:19:59 The legal risks were high
0:20:02 for Palestinian participants especially,
0:20:04 but people came.
0:20:06 Sammy doesn’t know the exact number
0:20:09 because all of this was happening informally,
0:20:11 but he guesses around 50 Palestinians
0:20:13 and twice as many Israelis were taking part
0:20:15 in these ceremonies.
0:20:19 And Sammy says that ayahuasca is not some kind of panacea.
0:20:23 The intention of the people drinking it is what matters.
0:20:27 – Ayahuasca is not a peace medicine or a love medicine.
0:20:28 There is abuse of the medicine.
0:20:32 There are people that use medicine to create racism.
0:20:35 I mean, there are neo-Nazis that use medicine
0:20:36 to achieve their goal.
0:20:38 There are settlers not far from where I live,
0:20:42 that drink ayahuasca to receive confirmation
0:20:45 from God that this is their land and it belongs to them.
0:20:49 If you are with Palestinians and Israelis with intention,
0:20:52 you experience that sense of oneness,
0:20:55 of we are one as one community.
0:20:58 The connection, the boundaries that are let go,
0:20:59 the fear that is let go,
0:21:02 the singing, the hearing Israelis sing in Hebrew
0:21:04 and Israelis hearing Palestinians sing in Arabic
0:21:09 and reciting the Koran and like, there is healing.
0:21:12 – These ayahuasca rituals
0:21:16 weren’t solving any geopolitical conflicts,
0:21:18 but compared to the hundreds of peace-building activities
0:21:22 Sammy had led, he felt that the ayahuasca
0:21:26 actually helped people connect across barriers of mistrust
0:21:28 because when people drank it,
0:21:31 they seemed to confront their own deeply embedded fears.
0:21:36 – For the first time I experienced deep, deep healing
0:21:38 in that spaces.
0:21:42 – At the same time, thousands of miles away,
0:21:45 an Israeli neuroscience and psychology researcher
0:21:47 studying psychedelics in the UK
0:21:50 had heard about these underground circles
0:21:52 in Israel and Palestine.
0:21:55 – And there is something funny about it in some ways.
0:21:56 There’s something very hopeful about it.
0:21:59 There’s something maybe even very triggering about it.
0:22:04 – Leor Roseman grew up in a Jewish family
0:22:07 in the northern Israeli city of Haifa.
0:22:11 Now he has a PhD from the Center for Psychedelic Research
0:22:14 at Imperial College and works as a senior lecturer
0:22:17 and researcher in the psychology department
0:22:19 at the University of Exeter.
0:22:23 A few years into these underground ayahuasca circles,
0:22:26 a friend put Sammy in touch with Leor.
0:22:28 They met around 2019
0:22:32 and they decided to put together a research project.
0:22:33 They wanted to know if ayahuasca
0:22:37 could maybe help soften people’s national identities
0:22:39 to move beyond these identity groups
0:22:41 and into a feeling of oneness.
0:22:45 It sounds wishy-washy,
0:22:47 but the organizers defined peace-building
0:22:50 as not just a state of harmony,
0:22:53 but as striving for political liberation as well,
0:22:56 for a movement against Israel’s occupation of Palestine
0:22:59 and the oppression that comes with it.
0:23:02 Leor felt ayahuasca had the potential to inspire
0:23:05 some sort of radical political shift.
0:23:08 – Sometimes we think about psychedelics
0:23:11 based on oneness and harmony and acceptance
0:23:12 and all these things that are nice
0:23:14 and we’re all from the Middle East,
0:23:15 we’re all at humus,
0:23:18 we’re all in the oneness of the medicine,
0:23:22 but you dilute the political anger.
0:23:23 So it’s kind of like the risk there
0:23:28 is that they dilute the forces that also bring change.
0:23:29 There are also other experiences,
0:23:31 like especially those of insights
0:23:34 of something that ruptures our consciousness,
0:23:35 that brings something new,
0:23:39 like there’s also this revelatory revolutionary potential there
0:23:41 that excites, can excite people.
0:23:43 It can be visions of collective trauma,
0:23:44 it can be apocalyptic visions,
0:23:46 it can be very painful visions,
0:23:50 and then they inspire people to bring change.
0:23:55 – Bringing change was the goal.
0:23:57 And Samia Wad also felt this wouldn’t happen
0:24:01 without difficult visions or revelations.
0:24:03 – You cannot just jump into it,
0:24:07 sit together and celebrate with each other,
0:24:09 ’cause that will be just a fake thing that will happen.
0:24:11 You have to go through deep journeys,
0:24:13 dark, dark places for many people,
0:24:15 very, very painful places.
0:24:17 – Samia and Lior had this idea
0:24:21 that psychedelics can manifest both unity and diversity
0:24:23 at the same time.
0:24:25 When trauma expert Rachel Yehuda
0:24:27 first heard about the project,
0:24:31 she was curious, but skeptical.
0:24:34 She considers ayahuasca to be an ego-dissolving drug,
0:24:37 and she figured that taking it could help people
0:24:40 confront their inherited pain and fear.
0:24:44 You know, it’s a fantasy, it’s a wish,
0:24:47 and yet it’s probably worth trying.
0:24:52 – But Yehuda says it’s not a pharmacological silver bullet.
0:24:54 – Look, if you wanna know
0:24:56 what I think the magic ingredient of this here,
0:25:00 it’s the fact that you wanted to do this.
0:25:02 It’s the fact that you wanted to come together
0:25:07 in a room with people who were Israeli or Palestinian,
0:25:13 people wanted that intergenerational healing.
0:25:16 Intention is so powerful.
0:25:18 – Samia and Lior decided that the experiment
0:25:21 would take place in the summer of 2022
0:25:22 in the mountains of Spain,
0:25:27 where authorities seemed to turn a blind eye to psychedelics.
0:25:31 They chose 15 Israelis and 18 Palestinians for the program.
0:25:33 There was also a Brazilian medicine man,
0:25:35 a Palestinian medicine woman,
0:25:37 and an Israeli group therapist
0:25:40 helping Samia and Lior facilitate.
0:25:43 One prerequisite for participating in the program
0:25:47 was that participants had to have used ayahuasca previously.
0:25:52 The first few days of the experiment focused on the past.
0:25:56 There was Suli, who was from a town outside of Jerusalem.
0:25:58 – And my family has been living there
0:26:01 like for centuries.
0:26:04 – People answered questions about their personal identities
0:26:07 and shared family stories.
0:26:09 There was also Rotem.
0:26:11 – I have grandparents from Russia,
0:26:15 Poland, and one from Morocco.
0:26:19 They see themselves as like those who established the state.
0:26:21 – And Sharon.
0:26:23 – Everyone was Zionists.
0:26:26 Everyone wanted to be combat soldiers.
0:26:29 – And Mariam, who grew up in a Bedouin township.
0:26:34 – The townships, a lot of shoots, people die.
0:26:38 – Even the infrastructure is not a real infrastructure.
0:26:41 I was scared to speak in Arabic
0:26:44 because they would make fun of me.
0:26:45 And no matter how good and nice you will be,
0:26:47 you’ll always stay Arabian.
0:26:50 No matter what you do.
0:26:52 – People shared their stories as part of an effort
0:26:56 to set the intention of the group for this ayahuasca experience.
0:26:57 The purpose was healing
0:27:01 and envisioning a collective future together.
0:27:05 – Sammy and Lior facilitated and observed.
0:27:06 After a day of fasting,
0:27:09 the study participants dressed in white
0:27:11 and sat together in a dark room,
0:27:14 illuminated by a single candle.
0:27:19 One by one, people stepped forward to drink ayahuasca.
0:27:21 The researchers recorded.
0:27:34 – And I took the ayahuasca and the ayahuasca taste.
0:27:40 Like chocolate with lemon
0:27:44 and with chocolate with like expired chocolate.
0:27:51 Like brown, black, like oil.
0:27:55 And it’s very thick.
0:27:57 So for me, it was really hard to swallow.
0:28:02 And then the first struggle was to keep it inside
0:28:06 because first it get in, then it want to get out.
0:28:08 It just sat on my stomach.
0:28:11 Then I vomited and it was so loud.
0:28:15 It was with like a scream, “Get out of me, Annie.”
0:28:18 – And the song that we started singing there was,
0:28:28 it was very strong.
0:28:30 It was a really strong night.
0:28:33 A lot of crying.
0:28:38 – I can really feel myself melting into the way she sings.
0:28:42 And we hugged like for, it felt like an hour.
0:28:53 – As the sun rose, the effects of the ayahuasca wore off.
0:28:55 People slept or chatted.
0:28:58 The next day, Sammy and Leor and a group therapist
0:29:01 facilitated day-long integration circles,
0:29:05 where they made meaning out of their experiences.
0:29:09 Some people made art, paintings and sculptures.
0:29:13 Others wrote commitment letters with lists of new commitments
0:29:15 to themselves and others.
0:29:19 Not everything fully made sense to everyone.
0:29:21 But people went around sharing takeaways
0:29:25 and trying to put words to their experiences.
0:29:30 – The medicina she just gave me, so many visuals
0:29:35 that really embodied what is the problem with myself.
0:29:39 – One participant, Mariam,
0:29:41 spoke about how the experience helped her realize
0:29:45 that her peace activism came from a place of anger.
0:29:48 – It’s the only way that I know how to work.
0:29:52 – Mariam is a Palestinian Bedouin in her 20s.
0:29:54 She’s the one who thought the ayahuasca
0:29:56 tasted like expired chocolate.
0:29:59 She grew up in Israel, going to Israeli schools
0:30:03 and encountering racist bullying daily.
0:30:06 – It was a horror, like, what are you?
0:30:09 You are a terrorist, you’re anti-Semitic.
0:30:12 – She was first introduced to ayahuasca
0:30:14 in one of Sammy’s ayahuasca circles.
0:30:16 And she’s using a pseudonym for the story
0:30:19 because she feels it’s dangerous not to.
0:30:23 – I need to stay anonymous because what I do
0:30:27 is comes against my religion, my community.
0:30:32 – After Mariam purged, she fell asleep.
0:30:35 – And then I have a lot of beautiful visuals in my uterus.
0:30:39 Flowers, a lot of flowers.
0:30:41 And then when they got to my head,
0:30:43 they turned to be like swamp flowers,
0:30:46 like stuck in my head and like the kind of flowers
0:30:48 that looks very not good.
0:30:54 And then I remembered like visions of memories,
0:30:56 like very hard ones.
0:30:59 – She saw herself as a child.
0:31:02 – Like, actually, wow, I did really good
0:31:05 in the circumstances that I was put in.
0:31:06 And in the moment that I was starting
0:31:08 to feel so much empathy,
0:31:11 and I was feeling mercy for everyone in the room.
0:31:13 I was laughing a lot, I was crying a lot.
0:31:16 And then at some point, I just saw my ancestor
0:31:19 in front of me, and then she was telling me
0:31:24 that I need to go deeper, like to know them more,
0:31:27 like to ask my parents more about them,
0:31:30 and they will lead me to the answer.
0:31:33 And I saw their faces and they go looping,
0:31:36 looping around my head and I was like, God.
0:31:39 – The answer, she says, was love.
0:31:42 – So I take my time like thinking what I want to do,
0:31:44 and my activism now looks
0:31:49 as spreading more love than,
0:31:54 spreading more love for one’s culture first,
0:31:56 like to love himself.
0:32:00 And I think it helps to meet the other.
0:32:04 – Others in the experiment
0:32:07 discovered hidden connections.
0:32:09 – Meeting with the other side
0:32:11 was something that I felt is healing.
0:32:15 My pain that I had from the army,
0:32:19 or my pain that I had in my life and my family.
0:32:22 – Liel is Jewish, grew up in a right-wing Zionist family
0:32:24 outside of Tel Aviv.
0:32:26 During the Second Intifada,
0:32:28 a bloody time in Israel’s history,
0:32:31 he and his family joined demonstrations
0:32:33 against the peace process.
0:32:36 Two of Liel’s grandparents survived the Holocaust.
0:32:39 Others fled Libya in the ’60s
0:32:41 after the state confiscated Jewish property
0:32:45 and Jews were subject to violent attacks.
0:32:47 This was the anxiety that Liel had inherited
0:32:51 and carried with him his entire life.
0:32:56 – The main idea was that the world is an ugly place,
0:32:57 a violent place,
0:33:00 and every people should take care of themselves
0:33:03 because no one else would take care of them.
0:33:05 – This was the wound he was hoping to heal
0:33:09 when he signed up to participate in the experiment.
0:33:11 He had been working on it for a while.
0:33:14 During his mandatory military service,
0:33:16 he had a kind of political shift,
0:33:18 and he eventually left
0:33:20 and moved to the desert to become a farmer.
0:33:22 He later joined various peace groups
0:33:26 and signed up to facilitate dialogue with teens.
0:33:30 – But eventually, when I tried to bring it home,
0:33:31 you feel the displacement,
0:33:34 ideologically, mentally, politically.
0:33:37 There was no place to hold it.
0:33:39 He was hoping the experiment in Spain
0:33:40 would provide something different,
0:33:44 something more sustainable.
0:33:45 When he got there,
0:33:46 one of the first things he noticed
0:33:48 was participants were encouraged
0:33:50 to bring their own songs and rituals,
0:33:53 like this one woman in his group.
0:33:58 (singing in foreign language)
0:34:05 – During the ayahuasca ceremony,
0:34:08 after Liel had drank and purged,
0:34:10 the group sang.
0:34:14 Liel says he just melted into the words of the song.
0:34:16 – And I felt them like I couldn’t feel beforehand.
0:34:21 They feel maybe created the most powerful experience for me,
0:34:24 which is like the fear from the language
0:34:28 or the trauma around their language is being melted.
0:34:31 – The song was an Arabic,
0:34:33 a language that Liel’s father speaks,
0:34:37 but that as a kid, Liel never wanted to learn.
0:34:40 – The wound of my family being expelled from Libya
0:34:42 caused the wound between them
0:34:47 and the Arabic people and Arabic culture in general.
0:34:50 So if we believe in intergenerational trauma,
0:34:53 like needing to hide this language,
0:34:55 it has ingrained in me.
0:34:57 – But ayahuasca presented him
0:35:00 with this sort of instant connection with the language.
0:35:03 – Something that belonged to the past
0:35:07 was connected to a wound of displacement, disconnection.
0:35:10 So for me, being with Palestinians
0:35:14 is a way to heal that historical trauma of the Jews in general,
0:35:19 but being able to feel safe, to trust the world again,
0:35:24 to be in a place of healing and forgiving and for change.
0:35:29 – After the Spain experiment,
0:35:33 Liel went back to his peace dialogue groups in Israel
0:35:35 with a reinvigorated energy.
0:35:38 In the process of bringing people together,
0:35:42 Mariam made plans to start a political art magazine.
0:35:44 The content, she said,
0:35:48 would stem from a place of love rather than anger.
0:35:50 And over a dozen participants came together
0:35:52 to start a new project,
0:35:55 to celebrate and protect a river valley called Wadi Kelt
0:35:59 from being destroyed by encroaching Israeli settlements.
0:36:03 Some participants met for additional integration circles
0:36:05 in the desert of Jericho.
0:36:09 Others met for integration circles on Zoom.
0:36:11 A year after the Spain project,
0:36:14 many of the participants were still meeting regularly
0:36:19 to integrate the experience, but also to just hang out.
0:36:22 They throw parties where they’re living out this new vision
0:36:26 of Israelis and Palestinians just being together.
0:36:30 (singing in foreign language)
0:36:34 In late summer of 2023,
0:36:36 I went to witness this in person
0:36:39 at Liel’s birthday party on a farm.
0:36:42 People spoke English and Hebrew and Arabic.
0:36:45 (speaking in foreign language)
0:36:47 – I think in our first glance,
0:36:49 you see just like a normal party
0:36:52 where everyone like having a good time,
0:36:57 but then you hear Arabic, Hebrew languages almost equally
0:36:59 and you’re not, of course, in a hospital.
0:37:04 – I caught up with Mariam there at the farm.
0:37:06 – And I think for people coming from the outside,
0:37:09 it will be like abnormal, I would say.
0:37:11 Like, is it even impossible
0:37:15 like to be Palestinian and Israelis and so close
0:37:20 and just like normal, not in a normalizing way,
0:37:26 but normal in a very radical way, and a lot of fun.
0:37:29 Being in this community where you’ve always been seen
0:37:33 in the best light you can be seen at,
0:37:37 it’s really helped you to love yourself, actually,
0:37:39 unconditionally.
0:37:42 – This love, she says, is the only thing
0:37:45 that helps her feel hopeful for the future.
0:37:48 – Like, you’re so secure of who you are
0:37:50 so when you meet the other person,
0:37:53 it creates a real interaction
0:37:57 and it will make him automatically or her
0:38:00 to have the same approach.
0:38:02 – Samia and Leor have been compiling their notes
0:38:05 into a research study about the project,
0:38:07 which hasn’t been published yet.
0:38:09 And while they haven’t concluded
0:38:12 that the experiment brought Palestinians or Israelis
0:38:15 closer or further away from peace,
0:38:19 they do say that based on participant surveys,
0:38:23 the project culminated in high ratings of communitas,
0:38:27 a sense of togetherness among the participants.
0:38:28 – We are kind of like in the first steps
0:38:31 of a consciousness shift that’s happening
0:38:33 and maybe others will follow.
0:38:39 – Months after my conversations with Samia and Leor,
0:38:44 Mariam and Liel, violence erupted in the region.
0:38:45 – The Islamist militant group Hamas
0:38:48 launched a surprise attack on Israel.
0:38:50 The assault began early in the morning
0:38:52 with Hamas firing thousands of rockets
0:38:55 from the Gaza Strip into neighboring Israel.
0:38:59 – Shayna’s story continues after the break.
0:39:00 Stay with us.
0:39:07 (upbeat music)
0:39:11 Welcome back to Altered States.
0:39:12 I’m Ariel Zumarass.
0:39:14 Before the break, producer Shayna Shealy
0:39:16 was recounting how she reconnected
0:39:18 with the peace activists she had been reporting on
0:39:20 following October 7th
0:39:23 and the start of Israel’s war on Gaza.
0:39:24 Shayna tells the story from here.
0:39:29 – On October 15th, a week after the deadliest attack
0:39:32 in the history of the Israeli state,
0:39:35 followed by deadly airstrikes in the Gaza Strip,
0:39:39 a Palestinian participant from the Spain project, Suli,
0:39:41 sent me this voice note.
0:39:45 – This is exactly the time that we need all the love
0:39:47 and the forgiveness and big hearts.
0:39:52 Like, where is my conscious sitting?
0:39:56 Actually, it’s really to keep my soul,
0:40:00 my heart open for compassion for people.
0:40:02 It’s been no matter which sides,
0:40:05 and I really hate the way it sides to say,
0:40:08 yeah, some people go back to the tribe right now,
0:40:11 a lot of people, even among activists, unfortunately,
0:40:16 they can’t take it and I’m sticking to my…
0:40:18 – Throughout the devastation,
0:40:22 this group of ayahuasca drinkers has continued to meet,
0:40:24 mostly virtually, since movement
0:40:27 across Israeli checkpoints has been limited
0:40:29 since October 7th.
0:40:31 While Sammy has been facilitating these groups,
0:40:35 he also says they’ve been helpful for him, personally.
0:40:38 – There is this continuous intention
0:40:42 to understand hatred towards the other,
0:40:44 and that the moment we deeply understand
0:40:46 where it’s coming from, then maybe we have access
0:40:50 to working with it and to healing it and to ending it.
0:40:54 – Lior, the Israeli researcher,
0:40:57 also went to these first gatherings over Zoom.
0:40:59 He remembers people talking about
0:41:02 just how isolated they felt.
0:41:06 – Because they are a lonely voice, in a way.
0:41:08 They have fights with their own family
0:41:11 and people around them that are close to them.
0:41:16 If you are alone with that idea, it’s uncomfortable.
0:41:21 – And they say that, in general, Palestinians and Israelis,
0:41:23 even those who have been involved in peace work
0:41:27 their entire lives, became more polarized,
0:41:30 blaming violence on the other.
0:41:32 And even though many people from the Spain Project
0:41:34 were in some way holding onto their hope
0:41:38 and commitment to peace and justice, many struggled.
0:41:41 On October 7th, one of Liel’s students
0:41:44 was killed at the Nova Music Festival.
0:41:48 Another close friend lost both of his parents.
0:41:50 He has other friends whose entire communities
0:41:53 were burned to the ground.
0:41:54 Weeks after October 7th,
0:41:57 he met up with some Israeli and Palestinian friends
0:41:58 from the ayahuasca experiment
0:42:01 to process the horror of what was happening
0:42:03 in Israel and Gaza.
0:42:06 It was beautiful also to cry together.
0:42:08 – But the group couldn’t really manage
0:42:11 to come up with any actions to take.
0:42:13 It all felt so hopeless.
0:42:15 – As if we can do something, yeah?
0:42:19 As if, like, you know, the Secretary of State
0:42:22 of the U.S. dying to stop Israel and doesn’t manage.
0:42:25 So, like, our demonstrations in the street
0:42:27 would not do better.
0:42:30 – Liel became more and more disappointed.
0:42:33 I feel him in pain, I’m angry, and I’m, like,
0:42:37 I’m really in a point of, like, this region is rotten.
0:42:39 – When we spoke several months ago,
0:42:41 Liel was in Brazil.
0:42:42 He had left Israel.
0:42:47 – My values do not belong to any of the systems
0:42:49 that are operating there.
0:42:51 And I have many friends there and many people that I love,
0:42:53 but all of them are outsiders to the society.
0:42:58 It feels very sad, melancholic, heavy, energy.
0:43:05 Suffocating with no ability to imagine a brighter future.
0:43:10 – It’s now been nearly two years
0:43:13 since the experiment in Spain.
0:43:17 Some participants, like Liel, have left out of frustration.
0:43:21 Others have disengaged with the project, like Mariam.
0:43:24 She’s living in Israel and hasn’t really had the bandwidth
0:43:27 to speak with me since October 7th.
0:43:30 Sully has been on speaking tours in Washington, D.C.
0:43:33 and Germany, talking about his commitment to peace
0:43:36 and justice in the wake of violence.
0:43:39 Many have continued to meet and talk.
0:43:42 This one Israeli, Rotem, is even gathering with people
0:43:46 from the project for direct action at the Gaza border,
0:43:51 kilometers away from a population on the brink of famine.
0:43:55 – Like to demonstrate there and to try and give brink food
0:43:58 and open the way for the trucks
0:44:01 because the settlers just blocked the way.
0:44:06 – Still, Rotem and many from this cohort feel scattered
0:44:08 and disillusioned.
0:44:12 – I felt like so much unity in Spain and really,
0:44:13 I have never felt so much unity,
0:44:15 but suddenly you come back here
0:44:16 and you are again separated.
0:44:21 And you are in a way like,
0:44:25 you don’t have agency over the reality,
0:44:27 you don’t feel like you can change it.
0:44:32 Reality is so horrific that how can we,
0:44:34 like we support each other, of course,
0:44:39 but at some point, how can you stay sane
0:44:45 when people don’t have food?
0:44:49 Like how can you eat even, you know?
0:44:50 – Yeah.
0:44:52 – And one hour from your home,
0:44:56 like people don’t have food and they die from starvation.
0:45:01 – It’s horrible, I’m heartbroken every day.
0:45:05 – Another Israeli I spoke with, Sharon,
0:45:07 is still engaging with the group.
0:45:10 After standing against Israel’s military violence
0:45:13 for decades, he has similar expectations
0:45:15 for his Palestinian counterparts.
0:45:19 But a few days after October 7th.
0:45:21 A friend of mine was like,
0:45:26 like every resistance is legitimate.
0:45:28 Listen, I know the story.
0:45:30 I understand the power dynamics.
0:45:34 Then I’m like, I’m not surprised, I’m in pain.
0:45:35 In Judaism, we have a tradition
0:45:39 that’s called the shiva when someone dies,
0:45:40 you mourn for seven days.
0:45:44 And I would really appreciate if like,
0:45:46 you let us have that right now.
0:45:51 And yeah, we don’t really talk now, it’s very lonely.
0:45:54 – While the ayahuasca experiment
0:45:57 may have offered participants a temporary offram
0:46:00 from old wounds, their work wasn’t over
0:46:03 after they took ayahuasca together.
0:46:05 Particularly because it was not just
0:46:10 what trauma expert Rachel Yehuda calls ancestral burdens.
0:46:14 New acts of violence and hate were all around them.
0:46:18 It’s confusing because you got used to the idea
0:46:21 that we can be humanistic.
0:46:25 And maybe if we just listen to each other, we can heal.
0:46:29 And then something happens to you
0:46:34 that is a direct violation of your physical integrity
0:46:37 and your people.
0:46:41 And it is because of your race and ethnicity.
0:46:45 And it can become overwhelming.
0:46:47 – Sammy sees that while this kind of healing work
0:46:52 can be helpful, it’s hard to escape when it’s ongoing.
0:46:55 – There isn’t this absolute healing from trauma.
0:46:57 There is a deep understanding of it.
0:46:58 There’s coping to it.
0:47:00 There’s ability to place it in a place
0:47:02 that it doesn’t control you.
0:47:05 But to understand that these things can be triggered.
0:47:06 So you can’t do just one reset
0:47:09 and then think that everything is fine.
0:47:13 – Sammy Awad is still dedicated to helping people heal.
0:47:16 He recently led a ceremony with only Palestinians
0:47:19 and says Israelis have also met on their own
0:47:21 with the intention of working more deeply
0:47:24 within their own communities to heal.
0:47:26 He says that even during this time
0:47:30 when there’s so much hate all around,
0:47:32 most participants from the Spain Project
0:47:36 are still dedicated to the work of a more peaceful future.
0:47:40 Inside themselves, between themselves
0:47:43 and out in the larger world.
0:47:46 And in a way that commitment
0:47:49 was sort of a goal of the ayahuasca experiment.
0:47:52 – I think there’s something that worked
0:47:56 where people are very, very aware of how collective trauma
0:47:59 makes people say things that are very violent
0:48:02 towards the other and have not fallen
0:48:05 for the most part into these traps.
0:48:09 – Within the Palestinians that have been in the Spain Project,
0:48:11 there is a beautiful discussion
0:48:16 that we don’t fall into this sense of deep victimization
0:48:19 and blaming the other for everything that’s going.
0:48:22 And part of it, this is also taking responsibility.
0:48:26 We need change in our political ideologies
0:48:29 and our structures and our leadership and our vision.
0:48:32 – Many Israelis he’s spoken with
0:48:35 are also working through their pain and fear.
0:48:37 – Fully understanding that there would be anger
0:48:40 and frustration and complete despair
0:48:42 that anything will work after this,
0:48:45 especially when you lose loved ones.
0:48:48 But they were able to step out much faster
0:48:53 than like many other Israelis who are still in that loop
0:48:57 of revenge and retaliation and power over the Palestinians.
0:49:00 – Leor agrees.
0:49:02 He says there’s something in this experiment
0:49:04 that worked.
0:49:07 – Something really worked in a sense that they are,
0:49:14 their ethos of conflict was not activated as easily, right?
0:49:17 But it also means that it’s hard for them.
0:49:25 – Sammy and Leor and the rest of the ayahuasca drinking crew,
0:49:29 they pretty much know that ayahuasca is not the key
0:49:32 to solving violence in the Middle East
0:49:35 or anywhere else for that matter.
0:49:38 But they also know that with the right intention,
0:49:42 ayahuasca rituals helps them move towards personal healing
0:49:47 and feelings of interconnectedness in a visceral way
0:49:48 that they hadn’t felt before.
0:49:57 And those things they say are better than nothing at all.
0:49:59 – There was anger, there was frustration,
0:50:02 there was sadness, there was grief.
0:50:04 But at the end of the day, we are people
0:50:06 that believe in peace, believe in justice.
0:50:09 The reason we did this project to start with
0:50:14 is a deep belief that there is a better future
0:50:16 for Palestinians and Israelis.
0:50:18 (gentle music)
0:50:32 This story was reported and produced by Shayna Shealy
0:50:35 with the support of the Ferris U.C. Berkeley
0:50:37 Psychedelic Journalism Fellowship.
0:50:45 Altered States is a production of the U.C. Berkeley Center
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0:51:08 Our executive producers are Jocelyn Gonzales
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0:51:44 – Hey guys, this is Tim again.
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0:52:54 (upbeat music)
0:53:03 [BLANK_AUDIO]
Welcome to another episode of The Tim Ferriss Show. For this episode, I’m doing something different. I’m featuring a very special episode from a brand-new podcast called Altered States.
Here’s the teaser for the episode you’re about to hear: “For the last couple of years, producer Shaina Shealy has been following Israeli and Palestinian peace activists who have been coming together to drink the psychedelic brew ayahuasca in an effort to heal their collective intergenerational trauma. It seemed to be helping them when suddenly the region erupts into chaos and violence.”
Shaina Shealy was a fellow from the Ferriss-UC Berkeley Psychedelic Journalism Fellowship, which offers ten $10,000 reporting grants per year to journalists reporting in-depth print and audio stories on the science, policy, business and culture of this new era of psychedelics. The fellowship is supported by my foundation, the Saisei Foundation, and made possible in collaboration with Michael Pollan, Malia Wollan, and others at UC Berkeley.
Altered States looks at how people are taking psychedelics, who has access to them, how they’re regulated, who stands to profit, and what these substances might offer us as individuals and as a society.
[00:00] An intro to the Altered States podcast and its mission.
[00:02:24] Shaina Shealy explains what ayahuasca is and how it affects the human brain.
[00:03:47] Palestinian Sami Awad’s peace activism and ayahuasca journey.
[00:17:18] Dr. Rachel Yehuda and the science of intergenerational trauma.
[00:19:27] How the Israeli-Palestinian ayahuasca experiment came about.
[00:25:47] Participants share their experiences.
[00:38:35] How the violent events of October 7th affected the participants and the project.
[00:45:52] Reflections on the experiment’s effectiveness and participants’ continued commitment to peace.
[00:50:29] Closing credits.
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