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  • #431 – Roman Yampolskiy: Dangers of Superintelligent AI

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    0:00:00 The following is a conversation with Roman Yumpolski, an AI safety and security researcher
    0:00:05 and author of a new book titled AI, unexplainable, unpredictable, uncontrollable.
    0:00:13 He argues that there’s almost 100% chance that AGI will eventually destroy human civilization.
    0:00:19 As an aside, let me say that I will have many often technical conversations on the topic
    0:00:25 of AI, often with engineers building the state of the art AI systems.
    0:00:31 I would say those folks put the infamous P-DOOM or the probability of AGI killing all humans
    0:00:36 at around 1 to 20%, but it’s also important to talk to folks who put that value at 70,
    0:00:43 80, 90, and in the case of Roman at 99.99 and many more nines percent.
    0:00:51 I’m personally excited for the future and believe it will be a good one, in part because
    0:00:57 of the amazing technological innovation we humans create, but we must absolutely not
    0:01:03 do so with blinders on, ignoring the possible risks, including existential risks of those
    0:01:11 technologies.
    0:01:12 That’s what this conversation is about.
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    0:08:52 And now dear friends, here’s Roman Yampalski.
    0:08:56 What do you, is the probability that super intelligent AI will destroy all human civilization?
    0:09:18 What’s the time frame?
    0:09:19 Let’s say a hundred years, in the next hundred years.
    0:09:22 So the problem of controlling a GI or super intelligence, in my opinion, is like a problem
    0:09:30 of creating a perpetual safety machine, by analogy with perpetual motion machine, it’s
    0:09:35 impossible.
    0:09:36 Yeah, we may succeed and do a good job with GPT-5, 6, 7, but they just keep improving,
    0:09:46 learning, eventually self modifying, interacting with the environment, interacting with malevolent
    0:09:53 actors.
    0:09:55 The difference between cybersecurity, narrow AI safety and safety for general AI for super
    0:10:01 intelligence is that we don’t get a second chance.
    0:10:04 With cybersecurity, somebody hacks your account, what’s the big deal?
    0:10:07 You get a new password, new credit card, you move on.
    0:10:11 Here, if we’re talking about existential risks, you only get one chance.
    0:10:15 So you’re really asking me, what are the chances that we’ll create the most complex software
    0:10:21 ever on the first try with zero bugs and it will continue have zero bugs for a hundred
    0:10:28 years or more?
    0:10:31 So there is an incremental improvement of systems leading up to AGI.
    0:10:38 To you, it doesn’t matter if we can keep those safe, there’s going to be one level
    0:10:44 of system at which you cannot possibly control it.
    0:10:49 I don’t think we so far have made any system safe.
    0:10:54 At the level of capability they display, they already have made mistakes.
    0:11:00 We had accidents, they’ve been jailbroken.
    0:11:03 I don’t think there is a single large language model today which no one was successful at
    0:11:09 making do something developers didn’t intend it to do.
    0:11:13 But there’s a difference between getting it to do something unintended, getting it to
    0:11:17 do something that’s painful, costly, destructive, and something that’s destructive to the level
    0:11:22 of hurting billions of people, or hundreds of millions of people, billions of people,
    0:11:28 or the entirety of human civilization.
    0:11:30 That’s a big leap.
    0:11:31 Exactly, but the systems we have today have capability of causing X amount of damage.
    0:11:37 So when they fail, that’s all we get.
    0:11:39 If we develop systems capable of impacting all of humanity, all of universe, the damage
    0:11:46 is proportionate.
    0:11:48 What do you, are the possible ways that such kind of mass murder of humans can happen?
    0:11:55 It’s always a wonderful question.
    0:11:58 So one of the chapters in my new book is about unpredictability.
    0:12:01 I argue that we cannot predict what a smarter system will do.
    0:12:05 So you’re really not asking me how superintelligence will kill everyone.
    0:12:09 You’re asking me how I would do it.
    0:12:11 And I think it’s not that interesting.
    0:12:13 I can tell you about the standard, you know, nanotech, synthetic, bionuclear.
    0:12:18 Superintelligence will come up with something completely new, completely super.
    0:12:23 We may not even recognize that as a possible path to achieve that goal.
    0:12:28 So there is like a unlimited level of creativity in terms of how humans could be killed.
    0:12:36 But you know, we could still investigate possible ways of doing it.
    0:12:41 Not how to do it, but the, at the end, what is the methodology that does it?
    0:12:46 You know, shutting off the power and then humans start killing each other, maybe because
    0:12:51 the resources are really constrained that they’re, and then there’s the actual use of
    0:12:55 weapons like nuclear weapons or developing artificial pathogens, viruses, that kind of
    0:13:01 stuff.
    0:13:03 We could still kind of think through that and defend against it, right?
    0:13:07 There’s a ceiling to the creativity of mass murder of humans here, right?
    0:13:11 The options are limited.
    0:13:13 They are limited by how imaginative we are.
    0:13:16 If you are that much smarter, that much more creative, if you are capable of thinking across
    0:13:20 multiple domains, do novel research in physics and biology, you may not be limited by the
    0:13:25 tools.
    0:13:26 If squirrels were planning to kill humans, they would have a set of possible ways of
    0:13:31 doing it, but they would never consider things we can come up.
    0:13:34 So are you thinking about mass murder and destruction of human civilization?
    0:13:38 Are you thinking of with squirrels, you put them in a zoo and they don’t really know
    0:13:42 they’re in a zoo?
    0:13:43 If we just look at the entire set of undesirable trajectories, majority of them are not going
    0:13:48 to be death.
    0:13:50 Most of them are going to be just like things like Brave New World, where the squirrels are
    0:13:58 fed dopamine, and they’re all doing some kind of fun activity, and the fire, the soul of
    0:14:05 humanity is lost because of the drug that’s fed to it, or literally in a zoo.
    0:14:10 We’re in a zoo, we’re doing our thing, we’re playing a game of sims, and the actual players
    0:14:18 playing that game are AI systems.
    0:14:20 Those are all undesirable because of the free will.
    0:14:24 The fire of human consciousness is dimmed through that process, but it’s not killing humans.
    0:14:30 So are you thinking about that, or is the biggest concern, literally, the extinctions
    0:14:36 of humans?
    0:14:37 I think about a lot of things.
    0:14:39 So there is ex-risk, existential risk, everyone’s dead.
    0:14:43 There is ex-risk, suffering risks, where everyone wishes they were dead.
    0:14:48 We have also idea for iris, ikigai risks, where we lost our meaning.
    0:14:53 The systems can be more creative, they can do all the jobs.
    0:14:57 It’s not obvious what you have to contribute to a world where superintelligence exists.
    0:15:02 Of course, you can have all the variants you mentioned, where we are safe, we are kept
    0:15:07 alive, but we are not in control.
    0:15:09 We are not deciding anything, we are like animals in a zoo.
    0:15:13 There is, again, possibilities we can come up with as very smart humans, and then possibilities
    0:15:19 something a thousand times smarter can come up with.
    0:15:23 For reasons we cannot comprehend.
    0:15:25 I would love to sort of dig into each of those, ex-risk, ex-risk, and iris.
    0:15:30 So can you like linger on iris?
    0:15:33 What is that?
    0:15:34 You Japanese concept of ikigai, you find something which allows you to make money, you are good
    0:15:41 at it, and the society says we need it.
    0:15:44 So like you have this awesome job, you are a podcaster, gives you a lot of meaning, you
    0:15:49 have a good life, I assume, you’re happy.
    0:15:54 That’s what we want most people to find, to have.
    0:15:56 For many intellectuals, it is their occupation which gives them a lot of meaning.
    0:16:02 I am a researcher, philosopher, scholar, that means something to me.
    0:16:07 In a world where an artist is not feeling appreciated because his art is just not competitive with
    0:16:14 what is produced by machines, or writer, or scientist, we’ll lose a lot of that.
    0:16:22 And at the lower level, we’re talking about complete technological unemployment.
    0:16:26 We’re not losing 10% of jobs, we’re losing all jobs.
    0:16:30 What do people do with all that free time?
    0:16:32 What happens then?
    0:16:35 Everything society’s build on is completely modified in one generation.
    0:16:40 It’s not a slow process where we get to kind of figure out how to live that new lifestyle,
    0:16:46 but it’s pretty quick.
    0:16:48 In that world, humans do what humans currently do with chess, play each other, have tournaments,
    0:16:55 even though AI systems are far superior at this time in chess.
    0:17:00 So we just create artificial games.
    0:17:02 Or for us, they’re real, like the Olympics, we do all kinds of different competitions
    0:17:07 and have fun, maximize the fun and let the AI focus on the productivity.
    0:17:17 It’s an option.
    0:17:18 I have a paper where I try to solve the value alignment problem for multiple agents.
    0:17:23 And the solution to avoid compromises is to give everyone a personal virtual universe.
    0:17:28 You can do whatever you want in that world.
    0:17:30 You could be king, you could be slave, you decide what happens.
    0:17:33 So it’s basically a glorified video game where you get to enjoy yourself and someone
    0:17:37 else takes care of your needs and the substrate alignment is the only thing we need to solve.
    0:17:44 We don’t have to get 8 billion humans to agree on anything.
    0:17:48 So why is that not a likely outcome?
    0:17:52 Why can’t AI systems create video games for us to lose ourselves in, each with an individual
    0:17:58 video game universe?
    0:18:01 Some people say that’s what happened, we’re in a simulation.
    0:18:04 And we’re playing that video game and now we’re creating artificial threats for ourselves
    0:18:11 to be scared about because fear is really exciting.
    0:18:14 It allows us to play the video game more vigorously.
    0:18:18 And some people choose to play on a more difficult level with more constraints.
    0:18:23 Some say, okay, I’m just going to enjoy the game, high privilege level.
    0:18:26 Absolutely.
    0:18:27 So okay, what was that paper on multi-agent value alignment?
    0:18:31 Personal universes.
    0:18:33 Personal universes.
    0:18:35 So that’s one of the possible outcomes.
    0:18:37 But what in general is the idea of the paper, just looking at multiple agents, they’re human
    0:18:42 AI, like a hybrid system, whether it’s humans and AI’s, or is it looking at humans or just
    0:18:46 intelligent agents?
    0:18:48 In order to solve value alignment problem, I’m trying to formalize it a little better.
    0:18:53 Basically we’re talking about getting AI’s to do what we want, which is not well defined.
    0:18:58 Are we talking about creator of a system, owner of that AI, humanity as a whole?
    0:19:04 But we don’t agree on much.
    0:19:06 There is no universally accepted ethics, morals across cultures, religions.
    0:19:12 People have individually very different preferences politically and such.
    0:19:15 So even if we somehow managed all the other aspects of it, programming those fuzzy concepts
    0:19:21 and getting AI to follow them closely, we don’t agree on what to program in.
    0:19:25 So my solution was, okay, we don’t have to compromise on room temperature.
    0:19:29 You have your universe, I have mine, whatever you want.
    0:19:33 And if you like me, you can invite me to visit your universe.
    0:19:36 We don’t have to be independent, but the point is you can be.
    0:19:39 And virtual reality is getting pretty good.
    0:19:41 It’s going to hit a point where you can’t tell the difference.
    0:19:44 And if you can’t tell if it’s real or not, what’s the difference?
    0:19:47 So basically give up on value alignment, create an entire, it’s like the multiverse theory.
    0:19:53 This is creating an entire universe for you with your values.
    0:19:57 You still have to align with that individual.
    0:19:59 They have to be happy in that simulation.
    0:20:02 But it’s a much easier problem to align with one agent versus 8 billion agents plus animals,
    0:20:07 aliens.
    0:20:08 So you convert the multi agent problem into a single agent problem.
    0:20:12 I’m trying to do that, yeah.
    0:20:14 Okay.
    0:20:15 Is there any way to, so, okay, that’s giving up on the value alignment problem.
    0:20:22 Well is there any way to solve the value alignment problem where there’s a bunch of humans, multiple
    0:20:28 humans, tens of humans or 8 billion humans that have very different set of values?
    0:20:34 It seems contradictory.
    0:20:35 I haven’t seen anyone explain what it means outside of kind of words which pack a lot,
    0:20:43 make it good, make it desirable, make it something they don’t regret.
    0:20:48 But how do you specifically formalize those notions?
    0:20:50 How do you program them in?
    0:20:52 I haven’t seen anyone make progress on that so far.
    0:20:55 But isn’t that the whole optimization journey that we’re doing as a human civilization?
    0:21:00 We’re looking at geopolitics.
    0:21:03 Nations are in a state of anarchy with each other.
    0:21:06 They start wars, there’s conflict.
    0:21:11 And oftentimes they have a very different views of what is good and what is evil.
    0:21:15 It’s not what we’re trying to figure out, just together trying to converge towards that.
    0:21:20 So we’re essentially trying to solve the value alignment problem with humans.
    0:21:24 Right.
    0:21:25 But the examples you gave, some of them are, for example, two different religions saying
    0:21:29 this is our holy site and we are not willing to compromise it in any way.
    0:21:34 If you can make two holy sites in virtual worlds, you solve the problem.
    0:21:38 And if you only have one, it’s not divisible.
    0:21:41 You’re stuck there.
    0:21:42 But what if we want to be attention with each other?
    0:21:45 And that through that tension, we understand ourselves and we understand the world.
    0:21:50 So that’s the intellectual journey we’re on as a human civilization, is we create intellectual
    0:21:58 and physical conflict and through that figure stuff out.
    0:22:01 If we go back to that idea of simulation and this is entertainment kind of giving meaning
    0:22:06 to us.
    0:22:07 The question is how much suffering is reasonable for a video game?
    0:22:11 So yeah, I don’t mind a video game where I get haptic feedback, there is a little bit
    0:22:15 of shaking, maybe I’m a little scared.
    0:22:17 I don’t want a game where kids are tortured, literally.
    0:22:23 That seems unethical, at least by our human standards.
    0:22:26 Are you suggesting it’s possible to remove suffering if we’re looking at human civilization
    0:22:31 as an optimization problem?
    0:22:33 So we know there are some humans who, because of a mutation, don’t experience physical pain.
    0:22:39 So at least physical pain can be mutated out, re-engineered out.
    0:22:46 Suffering in terms of meaning, like you burn the only copy of my book, is a little harder.
    0:22:51 But even there, you can manipulate your hedonic set point, you can change the faults, you
    0:22:56 can reset.
    0:22:58 Problem with that is if you start messing with your reward channel, you start wire heading.
    0:23:03 And end up bleasing out a little too much.
    0:23:07 Well, that’s the question.
    0:23:09 Would you really want to live in a world where there’s no suffering, as a dark question?
    0:23:15 Is there some level of suffering that reminds us of what this is all for?
    0:23:22 I think we need that, but I would change the overall range.
    0:23:26 So right now it’s negative infinity to kind of positive infinity, pain, pleasure, access.
    0:23:30 I would make it like zero to positive infinity, and being unhappy is like I’m close to zero.
    0:23:36 Okay, so what’s the S-risk?
    0:23:39 What are the possible things that you’re imagining with S-risk, so mass suffering of humans?
    0:23:44 What are we talking about there, caused by AGI?
    0:23:47 So there are many malevolent actors, so we can talk about psychopaths, crazies, hackers,
    0:23:53 doomsday cults.
    0:23:55 We know from history they tried killing everyone.
    0:23:58 They tried on purpose to cause maximum amount of damage, terrorism.
    0:24:03 What if someone malevolent wants on purpose to torture all humans as long as possible?
    0:24:08 You solve aging, so now you have functional immortality, and you just try to be as creative
    0:24:15 as you can.
    0:24:16 Do you think there is actually people in human history that try to literally maximize human
    0:24:22 suffering?
    0:24:23 It’s just starting people have done evil in the world.
    0:24:26 It seems that they think that they’re doing good, and it doesn’t seem like they’re trying
    0:24:30 to maximize suffering.
    0:24:33 They just cause a lot of suffering as a side effect of doing what they think is good.
    0:24:39 So there are different malevolent agents.
    0:24:42 Some may be just gaining personal benefit and sacrificing others to that cause.
    0:24:48 Others we know for a fact are trying to kill as many people as possible when we look at
    0:24:53 recent school shootings.
    0:24:54 If they had more capable weapons, they would take out not dozens, but thousands, millions,
    0:25:03 billions.
    0:25:06 Well we don’t know that, but that is a terrifying possibility, and we don’t want to find out.
    0:25:14 Like if terrorists had access to nuclear weapons, how far would they go?
    0:25:19 Is there a limit to what they’re willing to do?
    0:25:25 In your senses, there are some malevolent actors where there’s no limit.
    0:25:29 There is mental diseases where people don’t have empathy, don’t have this human quality
    0:25:40 of understanding, suffering, and ours.
    0:25:42 And then there’s also a set of beliefs where you think you’re doing good by killing a lot
    0:25:47 of humans.
    0:25:48 Again, I would like to assume that normal people never think like that.
    0:25:52 It’s always some sort of psychopaths, but yeah.
    0:25:56 And to you, AGI systems can carry that and be more competent at executing that?
    0:26:04 They can certainly be more creative.
    0:26:06 They can understand human biology better, understand our molecular structure, genome.
    0:26:12 Again, a lot of times torture ends, then individual dies.
    0:26:19 That limit can be removed as well.
    0:26:21 So if we’re actually looking at X-Risk and S-Risk as the systems get more and more intelligent,
    0:26:26 don’t you think it’s possible to anticipate the ways they can do it and defend against
    0:26:32 it like we do with the cybersecurity with the do security systems?
    0:26:35 Right.
    0:26:36 We can definitely keep up for a while.
    0:26:38 I’m saying you cannot do it indefinitely.
    0:26:41 At some point, the cognitive gap is too big.
    0:26:44 The surface you have to defend is infinite, but attackers only need to find one exploit.
    0:26:53 So to you, eventually, this is heading off a cliff.
    0:26:57 If we create general super intelligences, I don’t see a good outcome long-term for humanity.
    0:27:04 The only way to win this game is not to play it.
    0:27:06 Okay, we’ll talk about possible solutions and what not playing it means.
    0:27:12 But what are the possible timelines here to you?
    0:27:14 What are we talking about?
    0:27:15 We’re talking about a set of years, decades, centuries, what do you think?
    0:27:20 I don’t know for sure.
    0:27:21 The prediction markets right now are saying 2026 for AGI.
    0:27:26 I heard the same thing from CEO of Anthropic, DeepMind, so maybe we’re two years away, which
    0:27:31 seems very soon, given we don’t have a working safety mechanism in place or even a prototype
    0:27:38 for one.
    0:27:39 And there are people trying to accelerate those timelines because they feel we’re not getting
    0:27:43 there quick enough.
    0:27:44 Well, what do you think they mean when they say AGI?
    0:27:47 So the definitions we used to have, and people are modifying them a little bit lately, artificial
    0:27:53 general intelligence was a system capable of performing in any domain a human could perform.
    0:27:59 So kind of you creating this average artificial person, they can do cognitive labor, physical
    0:28:05 labor where you can get another human to do it.
    0:28:08 Superintelligence was defined as a system which is superior to all humans in all domains.
    0:28:13 Now people are starting to refer to AGI as if it’s superintelligence.
    0:28:17 I made a post recently where I argued, for me at least, if you average out over all the
    0:28:23 common human tasks, those systems are already smarter than an average human.
    0:28:28 So under that definition, we have it.
    0:28:31 Shane Lake has this definition of where you’re trying to win in all domains.
    0:28:35 That’s what intelligence is.
    0:28:37 Now are they smarter than elite individuals in certain domains?
    0:28:41 Of course not.
    0:28:42 They’re not there yet, but the progress is exponential.
    0:28:46 See, I’m much more concerned about social engineering.
    0:28:50 So to me, AGI’s ability to do something in the physical world, the lowest hanging fruit,
    0:28:59 the easiest set of methods is by just getting humans to do it.
    0:29:05 It’s going to be much harder to be the kind of viruses to take over the minds of robots
    0:29:13 that where the robots are executing the commands.
    0:29:15 It just seems like human social engineering of humans is much more likely.
    0:29:19 That would be enough to bootstrap the whole process.
    0:29:22 Okay, just to linger on the term AGI, what to you is the difference in AGI and human
    0:29:29 level intelligence?
    0:29:31 Human level is general in the domain of expertise of humans.
    0:29:36 We know how to do human things.
    0:29:37 I don’t speak dog language.
    0:29:39 I should be able to pick it up if I’m a general intelligence.
    0:29:42 It’s kind of inferior animal.
    0:29:44 I should be able to learn that skill, but I can’t.
    0:29:47 General intelligence, truly universal general intelligence, should be able to do things
    0:29:51 like that humans cannot do.
    0:29:53 To be able to talk to animals, for example.
    0:29:55 To solve pattern recognition problems of that type, to have similar things outside of our
    0:30:04 domain of expertise because it’s just not the world we live in.
    0:30:08 If we just look at the space of cognitive abilities we have, I just would love to understand
    0:30:14 what the limits are beyond which an AGI system can reach.
    0:30:19 What does that look like?
    0:30:20 What about actual mathematical thinking or scientific innovation, that kind of stuff?
    0:30:30 We know calculators are smarter than humans in that narrow domain of addition.
    0:30:36 But is it humans plus tools versus AGI or just human raw human intelligence?
    0:30:43 Because humans create tools and with the tools they become more intelligent, so there’s
    0:30:48 a gray area there, what it means to be human when we’re measuring their intelligence.
    0:30:52 When I think about it, I usually think human would like a paper and a pencil, not human
    0:30:56 with internet and other AI helping.
    0:30:59 But is that a fair way to think about it?
    0:31:01 Because isn’t there another definition of human level intelligence that includes the
    0:31:05 tools that humans create?
    0:31:06 But we create AI, so at any point you’ll still just add super intelligence to human capability.
    0:31:11 That seems like cheating.
    0:31:14 No, controllable tools.
    0:31:16 There is an implied leap that you’re making when AGI goes from tool to entity that can
    0:31:25 make its own decisions.
    0:31:27 So if we define human level intelligence as everything a human can do with fully controllable
    0:31:32 tools.
    0:31:33 It seems like a hybrid of some kind, you know, doing brain-computer interfaces, you’re connecting
    0:31:38 it to maybe narrow AI’s yet definitely increases our capabilities.
    0:31:44 So what’s a good test to you that measures whether an artificial intelligence system has
    0:31:52 reached human level intelligence?
    0:31:54 And what’s a good test where it has superseded human level intelligence to reach that land
    0:32:00 of AGI?
    0:32:01 I’m old-fashioned.
    0:32:02 I like to test.
    0:32:03 I have a paper where I equate passing-turing tests to solving AI-complete problems because
    0:32:09 you can encode any questions about any domain into the Turing test.
    0:32:13 You don’t have to talk about how is your day, you can ask anything.
    0:32:18 And so the system has to be as smart as a human to pass it in a true sense.
    0:32:23 But then you would extend that to maybe a very long conversation.
    0:32:27 I think the Alexa prize was doing that.
    0:32:31 Really can you do a 20-minute, 30-minute conversation with any ass system?
    0:32:35 It has to be long enough to where you can make some meaningful decisions about capabilities,
    0:32:41 absolutely.
    0:32:42 You can brute force very short conversations.
    0:32:45 So like literally what does that look like?
    0:32:48 Can we construct formally a kind of test, a test for AGI?
    0:32:56 For AGI it has to be there, I cannot give it a task.
    0:33:00 I can give to a human and it cannot do it if a human can.
    0:33:05 For super intelligence it would be superior on all such tasks.
    0:33:09 Not just average performance, like go learn to drive car, go speak Chinese, play guitar,
    0:33:14 okay, great.
    0:33:15 I guess the follow-on question, is there a test for the kind of AGI that would be susceptible
    0:33:24 to lead to S risk or X risk, susceptible to destroy human civilization?
    0:33:31 Like is there a test for that?
    0:33:33 You can develop a test which will give you positives if it lies to you or has those ideas.
    0:33:39 You cannot develop a test which rules them out.
    0:33:41 There is always possibility of what Bostrom calls a treacherous turn, where later on a
    0:33:46 system decides for game theoretic reasons, economic reasons to change its behavior.
    0:33:54 And we see the same with humans.
    0:33:55 It’s not unique to AI.
    0:33:57 For millennia we tried developing models, ethics, religions, lie detector tests.
    0:34:03 And then employees betray the employers, spouses betray family.
    0:34:07 It’s a pretty standard thing intelligent agents sometimes do.
    0:34:12 So is it possible to detect when an AI system is lying or deceiving you?
    0:34:17 If you know the truth and it tells you something false, you can detect that, but you cannot
    0:34:22 know in general every single time.
    0:34:26 And again, the system you’re testing today may not be lying.
    0:34:30 The system you’re testing today may know you are testing it and so behaving.
    0:34:35 And later on after it interacts with the environment, interacts with other systems, malevolent agents,
    0:34:42 learns more, it may start doing those things.
    0:34:45 So do you think it’s possible to develop a system where the creators of the system,
    0:34:49 the developers, the programmers, don’t know that it’s deceiving them?
    0:34:55 So systems today don’t have long-term planning.
    0:34:58 That is not out.
    0:34:59 They can lie today if it optimizes, helps them optimize the reward.
    0:35:06 If they realize, okay, this human will be very happy if they tell them the following,
    0:35:11 they will do it if it brings them more points.
    0:35:15 And they don’t have to kind of keep track of it.
    0:35:18 It’s just the right answer to this problem every single time.
    0:35:23 At which point is somebody creating that intentionally, not unintentionally, intentionally
    0:35:28 creating an AI system that’s doing long-term planning with an objective function as defined
    0:35:33 by the AI system, not by a human?
    0:35:36 Well, some people think that if they’re that smart, they’re always good.
    0:35:40 They really do believe that.
    0:35:42 It’s just benevolence from intelligence, so they’ll always want what’s best for us.
    0:35:47 Some people think that they will be able to detect problem behaviors and correct them
    0:35:54 at the time when we get there.
    0:35:56 I don’t think it’s a good idea.
    0:35:58 I am strongly against it, but yeah, there are quite a few people who in general are
    0:36:03 so optimistic about this technology, it could do no wrong.
    0:36:07 They want it developed as soon as possible, as capable as possible.
    0:36:12 So there’s going to be people who believe the more intelligent it is, the more benevolent,
    0:36:17 and so therefore, it should be the one that defines the objective function that it’s optimizing
    0:36:22 when it’s doing long-term planning.
    0:36:23 There are even people who say, okay, what’s so special about humans, right?
    0:36:27 We removed the gender bias, we’re removing race bias.
    0:36:32 Why is this pro-human bias?
    0:36:33 We are polluting the planet, we are, as you said, fight a lot of wars, kind of violent.
    0:36:39 Maybe it’s better if a super-intelligent, perfect society comes and replaces us.
    0:36:45 It’s normal stage in the evolution of our species.
    0:36:49 Yeah, so somebody says, let’s develop an AI system that removes the violent humans from
    0:36:56 the world.
    0:36:57 And then it turns out that all humans have violence in them, or the capacity for violence,
    0:37:01 and therefore, all humans are removed.
    0:37:03 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
    0:37:07 Let me ask about Yan Likun.
    0:37:10 He’s somebody who you’ve had a few exchanges with, and he’s somebody who actively pushes
    0:37:17 back against this view that AI is going to lead to destruction of human civilization,
    0:37:23 also known as AI-dumerism.
    0:37:28 So in one example that he tweeted, he said, “I do acknowledge risks, but two points.
    0:37:37 One, open research and open source are the best ways to understand and mitigate the risks.
    0:37:42 And two, AI is not something that just happens.
    0:37:45 We build it.
    0:37:47 We have agency in what it becomes, hence we control the risks, we meaning humans.”
    0:37:53 That’s some sort of natural phenomena that we have no control over.
    0:37:58 Can you make the case that he’s right, and can you try to make the case that he’s wrong?
    0:38:02 I cannot make a case that he’s right, he’s wrong in so many ways.
    0:38:06 It’s difficult for me to remember all of them.
    0:38:09 He’s a Facebook buddy, so I have a lot of fun having those little debates with him.
    0:38:14 So I’m trying to remember the arguments.
    0:38:16 So one, he says we are not gifted this intelligence from aliens.
    0:38:22 We are designing it.
    0:38:23 We are making decisions about it.
    0:38:25 That’s not true.
    0:38:26 It was true when we had expert systems, symbolic AI, decision trees.
    0:38:32 Today, you set up parameters for a model and you water this plant.
    0:38:36 You give it data, you give it compute, and it grows.
    0:38:39 And after it’s finished growing into this alien plant, you start testing it to find
    0:38:44 out what capabilities it has.
    0:38:46 And it takes years to figure out, even for existing models, if it’s trained for six months,
    0:38:51 it will take you two, three years to figure out basic capabilities of that system.
    0:38:55 We still discover new capabilities in systems which are already out there.
    0:39:00 So that’s not the case.
    0:39:02 So just to link on that, to give you the difference there, there is some level of emergent intelligence
    0:39:07 that happens in our current approaches.
    0:39:11 So stuff that we don’t hard code in.
    0:39:14 Absolutely.
    0:39:15 That’s what makes it so successful.
    0:39:17 When we had to painstakingly hard code in everything, we didn’t have much progress.
    0:39:22 Now, just spend more money and more compute, and it’s a lot more capable.
    0:39:27 And then the question is, when there is emergent intelligent phenomena, what is the ceiling
    0:39:32 of that?
    0:39:33 For you, there’s no ceiling.
    0:39:35 For Yanlacun, I think there’s a kind of ceiling that happens that we have full control over.
    0:39:41 Even if we don’t understand the internals of the emergence, how the emergence happens,
    0:39:46 there’s a sense that we have control and an understanding of the approximate ceiling
    0:39:53 of capability, the limits of the capability.
    0:39:56 Let’s say there is a ceiling.
    0:39:58 It’s not guaranteed to be at the level which is competitive with us.
    0:40:03 It may be greatly superior to ours.
    0:40:06 So what about his statement about open research and open source, are the best ways to understand
    0:40:12 and mitigate the risks?
    0:40:14 Historically, he’s completely right.
    0:40:16 Open source software is wonderful.
    0:40:17 It’s tested by the community, it’s debugged, but we’re switching from tools to agents.
    0:40:23 Now you’re giving open source weapons to psychopaths.
    0:40:27 Do we want open source nuclear weapons, biological weapons?
    0:40:32 It’s not safe to give technology so powerful to those who may misalign it, even if you
    0:40:38 are successful at somehow getting it to work in a first place in a friendly manner.
    0:40:43 But the difference with nuclear weapons, current AI systems are not akin to nuclear
    0:40:48 weapons.
    0:40:49 So the idea there is you’re open sourcing it at this stage that you can understand it
    0:40:53 better.
    0:40:54 A large number of people can explore the limitations of capabilities, explore the possible ways
    0:40:58 to keep it safe, to keep it secure, all that kind of stuff, while it’s not at the stage
    0:41:03 of nuclear weapons.
    0:41:04 In nuclear weapons, there’s a non-nuclear weapon and then there’s a nuclear weapon.
    0:41:09 With AI systems, there’s a gradual improvement of capability and you get to perform that
    0:41:16 improvement incrementally, and so open source allows you to study how things go wrong, study
    0:41:22 the very process of emergence, study AI safety and those systems when there’s not a high
    0:41:29 level of danger, all that kind of stuff.
    0:41:30 It also sets a very wrong precedent.
    0:41:33 So we open sourced model one, model two, model three, nothing ever bad happened, so obviously
    0:41:38 we’re going to do it with model four, it’s just gradual improvement.
    0:41:42 I don’t think it always works with the precedent, like you’re not stuck doing it the way you
    0:41:48 always did, it’s just, it’s as a precedent of open research and open development such
    0:41:55 that we get to learn together, and then the first time there’s a sign of danger, some
    0:42:01 dramatic thing happen, not a thing that destroys human civilization, but some dramatic demonstration
    0:42:07 of capability that can legitimately lead to a lot of damage, then everybody wakes up
    0:42:12 and says, “Look, we need to regulate this, we need to come up with safety mechanism that
    0:42:16 stops this.”
    0:42:18 At this time, maybe you can educate me, but I haven’t seen any illustration of significant
    0:42:23 damage done by intelligent AI systems.
    0:42:27 So I have a paper which collects accidents through history of AI, and they always are
    0:42:32 proportionate to capabilities of that system.
    0:42:34 So if you have tic-tac-toe playing AI, it will fail to properly play and lose the game,
    0:42:40 which it should draw, trivial, your spell checker will misspell a word, so on.
    0:42:45 I stopped collecting those because there are just too many examples of AI’s failing at
    0:42:49 what they are capable of.
    0:42:51 We haven’t had terrible accidents in the sense of billion people get killed, absolutely
    0:42:57 true, but in another paper, I argue that those accidents do not actually prevent people
    0:43:04 from continuing with research, and actually they kind of serve like vaccines.
    0:43:09 A vaccine makes your body a little bit sick, so you can handle the big disease later much
    0:43:16 better.
    0:43:17 It’s the same here.
    0:43:18 People will point out, you know that accident, AI accident we had where 12 people died, everyone
    0:43:23 still here, 12 people is less than smoking kills, it’s not a big deal, so we continue.
    0:43:28 So in a way, it will actually be kind of confirming that it’s not that bad.
    0:43:35 It matters how the deaths happen.
    0:43:38 Whether it’s literally murdered by the AI system, then one is a problem.
    0:43:43 But if it’s accidents because of increased reliance on the automation, for example, so
    0:43:51 when airplanes are flying in an automated way, maybe the number of plane crashes increased
    0:43:58 by 17% or something, and then you’re like, okay, do we really want to rely on automation?
    0:44:04 I think in the case of automation, airplanes, they decrease significantly.
    0:44:07 Okay, same thing with autonomous vehicles, like, okay, what are the pros and cons?
    0:44:12 What are the tradeoffs here?
    0:44:14 You can have that discussion in an honest way, but I think the kind of things we’re talking
    0:44:20 about here is mass scale, pain and suffering caused by AI systems, and I think we need
    0:44:29 to see illustrations of that in a very small scale to start to understand that this is
    0:44:35 really damaging versus clippy, versus a tool that’s really useful to a lot of people to
    0:44:41 do learning, to do summarization of texts, to do question and answer, all that kind of
    0:44:47 stuff, to generate videos, that tool, fundamentally a tool versus an agent that can do a huge
    0:44:54 amount of damage.
    0:44:55 So, you bring up example of cars.
    0:44:58 Yes.
    0:44:59 Cars were slowly developed and integrated.
    0:45:02 If we had no cars, and somebody came around and said, I invented this thing, it’s called
    0:45:07 cars, it’s awesome, it kills like 100,000 Americans every year, let’s deploy it.
    0:45:13 Would we deploy that?
    0:45:15 There have been fear-mongering about cars for a long time.
    0:45:18 The transition from horse to the cars, there’s a really nice channel that I recommend people
    0:45:23 check out, Pessimist Archive, that documents all the fear-mongering about technology that’s
    0:45:28 happened throughout history.
    0:45:29 There’s definitely been a lot of fear-mongering about cars.
    0:45:32 There’s a transition period there about cars, about how deadly they are, it took a very
    0:45:39 long time for cars to proliferate to the degree they have now, and then you could ask serious
    0:45:44 questions in terms of the miles traveled, the benefit to the economy, the benefit to
    0:45:49 the quality of life that cars do, versus the number of deaths, 30, 40,000 in the United
    0:45:54 States.
    0:45:55 Are we willing to pay that price?
    0:45:58 I think most people, when they’re rationally thinking, policymakers will say yes.
    0:46:04 We want to decrease it from 40,000 to zero, and do everything we can to decrease it.
    0:46:10 There’s all kinds of policies and incentives you can create to decrease the risks with
    0:46:16 the deployment of technology, but then you have to weigh the benefits and the risks of
    0:46:20 the technology.
    0:46:21 The same thing would be done with AI.
    0:46:24 You need data.
    0:46:25 You need to know, but if I’m right and it’s unpredictable, unexplainable, uncontrollable,
    0:46:30 you cannot make this decision with gaining $10 trillion of wealth, but we’re losing,
    0:46:34 we don’t know how many people.
    0:46:37 You basically have to perform an experiment on 8 billion humans without their consent.
    0:46:44 Even if they want to give you consent, they can’t because they cannot give informed consent.
    0:46:48 They don’t understand those things.
    0:46:51 That happens when you go from the predictable to the unpredictable very quickly, but it’s
    0:46:59 not obvious to me that AI systems would gain capabilities so quickly that you won’t be
    0:47:04 able to collect enough data to study the benefits and the risks.
    0:47:09 We literally doing it.
    0:47:11 The previous model we learned about after we finished training it, what it was capable
    0:47:15 of.
    0:47:16 Let’s say we stopped GPT-4 training run around human capability, hypothetically.
    0:47:21 We start training GPT-5, and I have no knowledge of insider training runs or anything.
    0:47:27 We started at that point of about human, and we train it for the next nine months.
    0:47:32 Maybe two months in, it becomes super intelligent.
    0:47:34 We continue training it.
    0:47:36 At the time when we start testing it, it is already a dangerous system.
    0:47:42 How dangerous?
    0:47:43 I have no idea, but neither people training it.
    0:47:46 At the training stage, but then there’s a testing stage inside the company.
    0:47:51 They can start getting intuition about what the system is capable to do.
    0:47:54 You’re saying that somehow from leap from GPT-4 to GPT-5 can happen the kind of leap
    0:48:03 where GPT-4 was controllable and GPT-5 is no longer controllable.
    0:48:07 We get no insights from using GPT-4 about the fact that GPT-5 will be uncontrollable.
    0:48:15 That’s the situation you’re concerned about, where their leap from N to N+1 would be such
    0:48:23 that an uncontrollable system is created without any ability for us to anticipate that.
    0:48:31 If we had capability of ahead of the run, before the training run, to register exactly
    0:48:36 what capabilities that next model will have at the end of the training run, and we accurately
    0:48:41 guessed all of them, I would say you’re right, we can definitely go ahead with this run.
    0:48:45 We don’t have that capability.
    0:48:47 From GPT-4, you can build up intuitions about what GPT-5 will be capable of.
    0:48:52 It’s just incremental progress.
    0:48:55 Even if that’s a big leap in capability, it just doesn’t seem like you can take a leap
    0:49:01 from a system that’s helping you write emails to a system that’s going to destroy human
    0:49:07 civilization.
    0:49:08 It seems like it’s always going to be sufficiently incremental such that we can anticipate the
    0:49:14 possible dangers.
    0:49:15 We’re not even talking about existential risk, but just the kind of damage you can do to
    0:49:20 civilization.
    0:49:21 It seems like we’ll be able to anticipate the kinds, not the exact, but the kinds of
    0:49:27 risks, in my lead to, and then rapidly develop defenses ahead of time and as the risks emerge.
    0:49:37 We’re not talking just about capabilities, specific tasks.
    0:49:40 We’re talking about general capability to learn.
    0:49:43 Maybe like a child at the time of testing and deployment, it is still not extremely capable,
    0:49:51 but as it is exposed to more data, real world, it can be trained to become much more dangerous
    0:49:57 and capable.
    0:49:58 Let’s focus then on the control problem.
    0:50:03 At which point does the system become uncontrollable?
    0:50:07 Why is it the more likely trajectory for you that the system becomes uncontrollable?
    0:50:12 I think at some point it becomes capable of getting out of control.
    0:50:17 For game theoretic reasons, it may decide not to do anything right away and for a long time
    0:50:22 just collect more resources, accumulate strategic advantage.
    0:50:27 Right away, it may be kind of still young, weak superintelligence, give it a decade.
    0:50:32 It’s in charge of a lot more resources, it had time to make backups.
    0:50:37 It’s not obvious to me that it will strike as soon as it can.
    0:50:41 Can we just try to imagine this future where there’s an AI system that’s capable of escaping
    0:50:49 the control of humans and then doesn’t and waits?
    0:50:53 What’s that look like?
    0:50:54 So one, we have to rely on that system for a lot of the infrastructure.
    0:50:59 So we’ll have to give it access, not just to the internet, but to the task of managing
    0:51:07 power, government, economy, this kind of stuff.
    0:51:13 And that just feels like a gradual process given the bureaucracies of all those systems
    0:51:17 involved.
    0:51:18 We’ve been doing it for years.
    0:51:19 Software controls all the systems, nuclear power plants, airline industry, it’s all software
    0:51:24 based.
    0:51:25 Every time there is electrical outage, I can’t fly anywhere for days.
    0:51:29 But there’s a difference between software and AI, there’s different kinds of software.
    0:51:35 So to give a single AI system access to the control of airlines and the control of the
    0:51:41 economy, that’s not a trivial transition for humanity.
    0:51:47 No, but if it shows it is safer, in fact, then it’s in control.
    0:51:50 We get better results, people will demand that it was put in place.
    0:51:54 Absolutely.
    0:51:55 And if not, it can hack the system.
    0:51:56 It can use social engineering to get access to it.
    0:51:59 That’s why I said it might take some time for it to accumulate those resources.
    0:52:03 It just feels like that would take a long time for either humans to trust it or for the
    0:52:08 social engineering to come into play.
    0:52:10 It’s not a thing that happens overnight.
    0:52:12 It feels like something that happens across one or two decades.
    0:52:15 I really hope you’re right, but it’s not what I’m seeing.
    0:52:19 People are very quick to jump on the latest trend.
    0:52:21 Early adopters will be there before it’s even deployed buying prototypes.
    0:52:26 Maybe the social engineering, I can see, because so for social engineering, AI systems don’t
    0:52:31 need any hardware access.
    0:52:33 It’s all software.
    0:52:34 So they can start manipulating you through social media and so on.
    0:52:38 Like you have AI assistants that are going to help you do a lot of, manage a lot of your
    0:52:42 day to day and then they start doing social engineering, but for a system that’s so capable
    0:52:49 that can escape the control of humans that created it, such a system being deployed at
    0:52:56 a mass scale and trusted by people to be deployed, it feels like that would take a lot of convincing.
    0:53:06 So we’ve been deploying systems which had hidden capabilities.
    0:53:11 Can you give an example?
    0:53:12 GPT-4.
    0:53:13 I don’t know what else is capable of, but there are still things we haven’t discovered,
    0:53:17 can do.
    0:53:18 There may be trivial proportion to its capability.
    0:53:20 I don’t know, it writes Chinese poetry, hypothetical.
    0:53:24 I know it does.
    0:53:25 But we haven’t tested for all possible capabilities and we are not explicitly designing them.
    0:53:33 We can only rule out bugs we find.
    0:53:35 We cannot rule out bugs and capabilities because we haven’t found them.
    0:53:43 Is it possible for a system to have hidden capabilities that are orders of magnitude
    0:53:50 greater than its non-hidden capabilities?
    0:53:54 This is the thing I’m really struggling with, where on the surface, the thing we understand
    0:54:00 it can do doesn’t seem that harmful.
    0:54:04 So even if it has bugs, even if it has hidden capabilities like Chinese poetry, or generating
    0:54:10 effective software viruses, the damage that can do seems like on the same order of magnitude
    0:54:18 as the capabilities that we know about.
    0:54:23 So this idea that the hidden capabilities will include being uncontrollable is something
    0:54:29 I’m struggling with because GPT-4 on the surface seems to be very controllable.
    0:54:34 Again, we can only ask and test for things we know about if there are unknown unknowns,
    0:54:40 we cannot do it.
    0:54:41 I’m thinking of humans, artistic savants.
    0:54:44 If you talk to a person like that, you may not even realize they can multiply 20-digit
    0:54:49 numbers in their head.
    0:54:50 You have to know to ask.
    0:54:54 As I mentioned, just to sort of linger on the fear of the unknown.
    0:55:00 So the pessimist archive has just documented, let’s look at data of the past, at history.
    0:55:05 There’s been a lot of fear mongering about technology.
    0:55:09 Pessimist archive does a really good job of documenting how crazily afraid we are of
    0:55:15 every piece of technology.
    0:55:16 We’ve been afraid.
    0:55:17 There’s a blog post where Louis Aslow, who created Pessimist archive, writes about the
    0:55:23 fact that we’ve been fear mongering about robots and automation for over 100 years.
    0:55:30 So why is AGI different than the kinds of technologies we’ve been afraid of in the past?
    0:55:36 So two things.
    0:55:37 One, we’re switching from tools to agents.
    0:55:40 Tools don’t have negative or positive impact.
    0:55:45 People using tools do.
    0:55:46 So guns don’t kill.
    0:55:48 People with guns do.
    0:55:50 Agents can make their own decisions.
    0:55:52 They can be positive or negative.
    0:55:53 A pit bull can decide to harm you.
    0:55:57 That’s an agent.
    0:55:58 The fears are the same.
    0:56:01 The only difference is now we have this technology.
    0:56:03 Then they were afraid of humanoid robots 100 years ago.
    0:56:06 They had none.
    0:56:07 Today, every major company in the world is investing billions to create them.
    0:56:12 Not every, but you understand what I’m saying.
    0:56:14 It’s very different.
    0:56:16 Well, agents, it depends on what you mean by the word agents.
    0:56:22 All those companies are not investing in a system that has the kind of agency that’s
    0:56:27 implied by in the fears, where it can really make decisions on their own that have no human
    0:56:33 in the loop.
    0:56:34 They are saying they are building super intelligence and have a super alignment team.
    0:56:39 You don’t think they are trying to create a system smart enough to be an independent
    0:56:42 agent under that definition?
    0:56:44 I have not seen evidence of it.
    0:56:46 I think a lot of it is a marketing kind of discussion about the future and it’s a mission
    0:56:54 about the kind of systems that can create in the long-term future, but in the short-term,
    0:56:59 the kind of systems that are creating falls fully within the definition of narrow AI.
    0:57:08 These are tools that have increasing capabilities, but they just don’t have a sense of agency
    0:57:14 or consciousness or self-awareness or ability to deceive at scales that would be required
    0:57:21 to do mass scale suffering and murder of humans.
    0:57:24 Those systems are well beyond narrow AI.
    0:57:27 If you had to list all the capabilities of GPT-4, you would spend a lot of time writing
    0:57:31 that list.
    0:57:32 But agency is not one of them.
    0:57:34 Not yet, but do you think any of those companies are holding back because they think it may
    0:57:39 be not safe or are they developing the most capable system they can, given the resources,
    0:57:44 and hoping they can control and monetize?
    0:57:49 Control and monetize.
    0:57:50 Hoping they can control and monetize.
    0:57:51 You’re saying, if they could press a button and create an agent, that they no longer control,
    0:57:59 that they can have to ask nicely, a thing that lives on a server across a huge number
    0:58:05 of computers.
    0:58:09 You’re saying that they would push for the creation of that kind of system?
    0:58:14 I mean, I can’t speak for other people, for all of them.
    0:58:17 I think some of them are very ambitious.
    0:58:19 They fundraise in trillions.
    0:58:21 They talk about controlling the light gone over the universe.
    0:58:24 I would guess that they might.
    0:58:27 Well, that’s a human question.
    0:58:30 Whether humans are capable of that, probably some humans are capable of that.
    0:58:34 My more direct question is if it’s possible to create such a system.
    0:58:39 Have a system that has that level of agency.
    0:58:42 I don’t think that’s an easy technical challenge.
    0:58:48 It doesn’t feel like we’re close to that.
    0:58:50 A system that has the kind of agency where it can make its own decisions and deceive
    0:58:54 everybody about them.
    0:58:56 The current architecture we have in machine learning and how we train the systems, how
    0:59:02 we deploy the systems and all that, it just doesn’t seem to support that kind of agency.
    0:59:07 I really hope you’re right.
    0:59:08 I think the scaling hypothesis is correct.
    0:59:12 We haven’t seen diminishing returns.
    0:59:14 It used to be we asked how long before AGI.
    0:59:18 Now we should ask how much until AGI.
    0:59:20 It’s trillion dollars today.
    0:59:21 It’s a billion dollars next year.
    0:59:23 It’s a million dollars in a few years.
    0:59:25 Don’t you think it’s possible to basically run out of trillions?
    0:59:31 Is this constrained by compute?
    0:59:33 Compute gets cheaper every day exponentially.
    0:59:36 Then that becomes a question of decades versus years.
    0:59:39 If the only disagreement is that it will take decades, not years for everything I’m saying
    0:59:45 to materialize, then I can go with that.
    0:59:50 But if it takes decades, then the development of tools for AI safety becomes more and more
    0:59:56 realistic.
    0:59:57 I guess the question is, I have a fundamental belief that humans, when faced with danger,
    1:00:04 can come up with ways to defend against that danger.
    1:00:09 One of the big problems facing AI safety currently for me is that there’s not clear illustrations
    1:00:15 of what that danger looks like.
    1:00:18 There’s no illustrations of AI systems doing a lot of damage.
    1:00:23 It’s unclear what you’re defending against because currently it’s a philosophical notion
    1:00:28 that yes, it’s possible to imagine AI systems that take control of everything and then destroy
    1:00:33 all humans.
    1:00:35 It’s also a more formal mathematical notion that you talk about that it’s impossible to
    1:00:41 have a perfectly secure system.
    1:00:44 You can’t prove that a program of sufficient complexity is completely safe and perfect
    1:00:52 and know everything about it.
    1:00:53 Yes, but when you actually just programmatically look how much damage have the AI systems done
    1:00:58 and what kind of damage, there’s not been illustrations of that.
    1:01:03 Even in the autonomous weapon systems, there’s not been mass deployments of autonomous weapon
    1:01:09 systems, luckily.
    1:01:12 The automation in war currently is very limited.
    1:01:18 The automation is at the scale of individuals versus at the scale of strategy and planning.
    1:01:25 I think one of the challenges here is where is the dangers.
    1:01:31 The intuition that Yamakuni and others have is let’s keep in the open building AI systems
    1:01:37 until the dangers start rearing their heads.
    1:01:42 They become more explicit, they start being case studies, illustrative case studies that
    1:01:51 show exactly how the damage by AI systems is done, then regulation can step in, then
    1:01:56 brilliant engineers can step up and we can have Manhattan style projects that defend
    1:02:00 against such systems.
    1:02:02 That’s kind of the notion and I guess attention with that is the idea that for you, we need
    1:02:08 to be thinking about that now so that we’re ready because we’ll have not much time once
    1:02:14 the systems are deployed.
    1:02:16 Is that true?
    1:02:17 There is a lot to unpack here.
    1:02:19 There is a partnership on AI, a conglomerate of many large corporations.
    1:02:25 They have a database of AI accidents they collect.
    1:02:27 I contributed a lot to that database.
    1:02:30 If we so far made almost no progress in actually solving this problem, not patching it, not
    1:02:36 again, lipstick and a pig kind of solutions, why would we think we’ll do better than we
    1:02:42 closer to the problem?
    1:02:45 All the things you mentioned are serious concerns.
    1:02:48 Measuring the amount of harm, so benefit versus risk there is difficult.
    1:02:51 But to you, the sense is already the risk has superseded the benefit.
    1:02:55 Again, I want to be perfectly clear.
    1:02:57 I love AI.
    1:02:58 I love technology.
    1:02:59 I’m a computer scientist, I have PhD in engineering, I work at an engineering school.
    1:03:02 There is a huge difference between we need to develop narrow AI systems, super intelligent
    1:03:09 in solving specific human problems like protein folding, and let’s create super intelligent
    1:03:15 machine-guided and we’ll decide what to do with us.
    1:03:18 Those are not the same.
    1:03:19 I am against the super intelligence in general sense with no undo button.
    1:03:26 So do you think the teams that are doing, they’re able to do the AI safety on the kind
    1:03:32 of narrow AI risks that you’ve mentioned, are those approaches going to be at all productive
    1:03:41 towards leading to approaches of doing AI safety on AGI or is it just a fundamentally
    1:03:46 different one?
    1:03:47 Partially, but they don’t scale.
    1:03:48 For narrow AI, for deterministic systems, you can test them.
    1:03:52 You have edge cases.
    1:03:53 You know what the answer should look like.
    1:03:55 You know the right answers.
    1:03:57 For general systems, you have infinite test surface.
    1:04:00 You have no edge cases.
    1:04:02 You cannot even know what to test for.
    1:04:04 Again, the unknown unknowns are underappreciated by people looking at this problem.
    1:04:11 You are always asking me, how will it kill everyone?
    1:04:14 How will it will fail?
    1:04:16 The whole point is, if I knew it, I would be super intelligent and despite what you might
    1:04:20 think I’m not.
    1:04:21 So to you, the concern is that we would not be able to see early signs of an uncontrollable
    1:04:30 system.
    1:04:31 It is a master at deception.
    1:04:33 Sam tweeted about how great it is at persuasion, and we see it ourselves, especially now with
    1:04:40 voices with maybe kind of flirty, sarcastic female voices.
    1:04:45 It’s going to be very good at getting people to do things.
    1:04:48 But I’m very concerned about system being used to control the masses.
    1:04:58 But in that case, the developers know about the kind of control that’s happening.
    1:05:04 You’re more concerned about the next stage, where even the developers don’t know about
    1:05:09 the deception.
    1:05:10 Right.
    1:05:11 I don’t think developers know everything about what they are creating.
    1:05:15 They have lots of great knowledge.
    1:05:17 We’re making progress on explaining parts of the network.
    1:05:20 We can understand, okay, this node, get excited when this input is presented, this cluster
    1:05:27 of nodes.
    1:05:28 But when nowhere near close to understanding the full picture, and I think it’s impossible,
    1:05:34 you need to be able to survey an explanation.
    1:05:37 The size of those models prevents a single human from observing all this information,
    1:05:42 even if provided by the system.
    1:05:44 So either we’re getting model as an explanation for what’s happening, and that’s not comprehensible
    1:05:49 to us.
    1:05:50 Or we’re getting a compressed explanation, lossy compression, where here’s top 10 reasons
    1:05:56 you got fired.
    1:05:57 It’s something, but it’s not a full picture.
    1:05:59 I’ve given also an example of a child and everybody, all humans try to deceive.
    1:06:05 They try to lie early on in their life.
    1:06:08 I think we’ll just get a lot of examples of deceptions from large language models or
    1:06:12 AI systems.
    1:06:13 They’re going to be kind of shitty, or they’ll be pretty good, but we’ll catch them off-guard.
    1:06:18 We’ll start to see the kind of momentum towards developing, increasing deception capabilities.
    1:06:28 And that’s when you’re like, okay, we need to do some kind of alignment that prevents
    1:06:31 deception.
    1:06:32 But then we’ll have, if you support open source, then you can have open source models that
    1:06:37 have some level of deception, you can start to explore on a large scale.
    1:06:41 How do we stop it from being deceptive?
    1:06:43 Then there’s a more explicit, pragmatic kind of problem to solve.
    1:06:50 How do we stop AI systems from trying to optimize for deception?
    1:06:56 That’s just an example, right?
    1:06:57 So there is a paper, I think it came out last week by Dr. Park et al. from MIT, I think,
    1:07:03 and they showed that existing models already showed successful deception in what they do.
    1:07:11 My concern is not that they lie now and we need to catch them and tell them don’t lie.
    1:07:15 My concern is that once they are capable and deployed, they will later change their mind
    1:07:23 because that’s what unrestricted learning allows you to do.
    1:07:28 Lots of people grow up maybe in the religious family, they read some new books and they
    1:07:33 turn in their religion.
    1:07:36 That’s a treacherous turn in humans.
    1:07:38 If you learn something new about your colleagues, maybe you’ll change how you react to them.
    1:07:45 Yeah, a treacherous turn.
    1:07:48 If we just mentioned humans, Stalin and Hitler, there’s a turn.
    1:07:53 Stalin’s a good example.
    1:07:54 He just seems like a normal communist follower, Lenin, until there’s a turn.
    1:08:01 There’s a turn of what that means in terms of when he has complete control with what
    1:08:07 the execution of that policy means and how many people get to suffer.
    1:08:10 You can’t say they’re not rational.
    1:08:12 The rational decision changes based on your position.
    1:08:15 Then you are under the boss, the rational policy maybe to be following orders and being
    1:08:22 honest.
    1:08:23 When you become a boss, rational policy may shift.
    1:08:27 By the way, a lot of my disagreements here is just playing devil’s advocate to challenge
    1:08:32 your ideas and to explore them together.
    1:08:37 One of the big problems here in this whole conversation is human civilization hangs in
    1:08:42 the balance and yet it’s everything’s unpredictable.
    1:08:44 We don’t know how these systems will look like.
    1:08:51 The robots are coming.
    1:08:53 There’s a refrigerator making a buzzing noise.
    1:08:55 Very menacing.
    1:08:59 So every time I’m about to talk about this topic, things start to happen.
    1:09:02 My flight yesterday was canceled without possibility to rebook.
    1:09:06 I was giving a talk at Google in Israel and three cars which were supposed to take me
    1:09:13 to the talk could not.
    1:09:15 I’m just saying.
    1:09:19 I like AIs.
    1:09:21 I for one welcome our overlords.
    1:09:24 There’s a degree to which it is very obvious.
    1:09:29 As we already have, we’ve increasingly given our life over to software systems and then
    1:09:35 it seems obvious given the capabilities of AI that are coming that will give our lives
    1:09:40 over increasingly to AI systems.
    1:09:44 As we’ll drive themselves, refrigerator eventually will optimize what I get to eat and as more
    1:09:54 and more of our lives are controlled or managed by AI assistants, it is very possible that
    1:10:00 there’s a drift.
    1:10:02 I personally am concerned about non-existential stuff.
    1:10:07 The more near term things because before we even get to existential, I feel like there
    1:10:11 could be just so many brave new world type of situations.
    1:10:14 You mentioned the term behavioral drift.
    1:10:18 It’s the slow boiling that I’m really concerned about as we give our lives over to automation
    1:10:24 that our minds can become controlled by governments, by companies or just in a distributed way.
    1:10:32 There’s a drift.
    1:10:34 Some aspect of our human nature gives ourselves over to the control of AI systems and they
    1:10:40 in an unintended way just control how we think.
    1:10:43 Maybe there’d be a herd like mentality and how we think which will kill all creativity
    1:10:47 and exploration of ideas, the diversity of ideas or much worse.
    1:10:53 So it’s true.
    1:10:54 It’s true.
    1:10:55 But a lot of the conversation I’m having with you now is also kind of wondering almost
    1:11:01 on a technical level, how can AI escape control?
    1:11:06 Like what would that system look like?
    1:11:10 Because to me it’s terrifying and fascinating.
    1:11:14 And also fascinating to me is maybe the optimistic notion that it’s possible to engineer systems
    1:11:21 that are defending against that.
    1:11:25 One of the things you write a lot about in your book is verifiers.
    1:11:28 So not humans are also verifiers, but software systems that look at AI systems and help you
    1:11:39 understand this thing is getting real weird, help you analyze those systems.
    1:11:46 So maybe this is a good time to talk about verification.
    1:11:50 What is this beautiful notion of verification?
    1:11:53 My claim is again that there are very strong limits in what we can and cannot verify.
    1:11:58 A lot of times when you post something in social media, people go, “Oh, I need citation
    1:12:02 to a peer-reviewed article.”
    1:12:04 But what is a peer-reviewed article?
    1:12:06 You found two people in a world of hundreds of thousands of scientists who said, “I would
    1:12:10 have a publisher.
    1:12:11 I don’t care.”
    1:12:12 That’s the verifier of that process.
    1:12:15 When people say, “Oh, it’s formally verified software and mathematical proof,” they accept
    1:12:21 something close to 100% chance of it being free of all problems.
    1:12:27 But if you actually look at research, software is full of bugs.
    1:12:32 Old mathematical theorems, which have been proven for hundreds of years, have been discovered
    1:12:36 to contain bugs on top of which we generate new proofs, and now we have to redo all that.
    1:12:42 So verifiers are not perfect.
    1:12:46 Usually they are either a single human or communities of humans, and it’s basically
    1:12:50 kind of like a democratic vote.
    1:12:52 Many of mathematicians agrees that this proof is correct, mostly correct.
    1:12:57 Even today, we’re starting to see some mathematical proofs as so complex, so large, that mathematical
    1:13:03 community is unable to make a decision.
    1:13:06 It looks interesting, it looks promising, but they don’t know.
    1:13:08 They will need years for top scholars to study it, to figure it out.
    1:13:13 So of course, we can use AI to help us with this process, but AI is a piece of software
    1:13:18 which needs to be verified.
    1:13:20 Just to clarify, so verification is the process of saying something is correct, sort of the
    1:13:25 most formal, a mathematical proof, where there’s a statement and a series of logical statements
    1:13:31 that prove that statement to be correct, which is a theorem.
    1:13:36 And you’re saying it gets so complex that it’s possible for the human verifiers, the
    1:13:42 human beings that verify that the logical step, there’s no bugs in it, it becomes impossible.
    1:13:48 It’s nice to talk about verification in this most formal, most clear, most rigorous formulation
    1:13:56 of it, which is mathematical proofs.
    1:13:57 Right.
    1:13:58 And for AI, we would like to have that level of confidence for very important mission critical
    1:14:05 software controlling satellites, nuclear power plants, for small deterministic programs.
    1:14:10 We can do this.
    1:14:11 In fact, that code verifies its mapping to the design, whatever software engineers intend,
    1:14:19 it was correctly implemented.
    1:14:21 But we don’t know how to do this for software which keeps learning, self-modifying, rewriting
    1:14:28 its own code.
    1:14:30 We don’t know how to prove things about the physical world, states of humans in the physical
    1:14:34 world.
    1:14:35 So there are papers coming out now, and I have this beautiful one towards guaranteed
    1:14:42 safe AI, very cool paper, some of the best outers I ever seen, I think there is multiple
    1:14:48 touring award winners that is quite, you can have this one, and one just came out kind
    1:14:53 of similar managing extreme AI risks.
    1:14:57 So all of them expect this level of proof, but I would say that we can get more confidence
    1:15:05 with more resources, we put into it, but at the end of the day, we still as reliable as
    1:15:11 the verifiers.
    1:15:13 And you have this infinite regressive verifiers, the software used to verify a program is itself
    1:15:18 a piece of program.
    1:15:19 If aliens give us well-aligned superintelligence, we can use that to create our own safe AI.
    1:15:26 But it’s a catch-22.
    1:15:27 You need to have already proven to be safe system to verify this new system of equal
    1:15:34 or greater complexity.
    1:15:35 You should just mention this paper towards guaranteed safe AI, a framework for ensuring
    1:15:39 robust and reliable AI systems, like you mentioned, it’s like a who’s who.
    1:15:44 Josh Tannenbaum, Yosha Ben-Joseph Russell, Max Tagmar, many other brilliant people.
    1:15:50 The page you have it open on, there are many possible strategies for creating safety specifications.
    1:15:55 These strategies can roughly be placed on a spectrum, depending on how much safety it
    1:16:00 would grant if successfully implemented.
    1:16:03 One way to do this is as follows, and there’s a set of levels from level zero, no safety
    1:16:07 specification is used to level seven, the safety specification completely encodes all
    1:16:12 things that humans might want in all contexts.
    1:16:15 Where does this paper fall short to you?
    1:16:18 So when I wrote a paper, artificial intelligence safety engineering, which kind of coins the
    1:16:25 term AI safety, that was 2011, we had 2012 conference, 2013 journal paper, one of the
    1:16:31 things I proposed, let’s just do formal verifications on it, let’s do mathematical formal proofs.
    1:16:36 In the follow-up work, I basically realized it will still not get us 100%.
    1:16:41 We can get 99.9, we can put more resources exponentially and get closer, but we never
    1:16:47 get to 100%.
    1:16:49 If a system makes a billion decisions a second, and you use it for 100 years, you’re still
    1:16:54 going to deal with a problem.
    1:16:56 This is wonderful research, I’m so happy they’re doing it, this is great.
    1:17:00 But it is not going to be a permanent solution to that problem.
    1:17:05 So just to clarify, the task of creating an AI verifier is what?
    1:17:10 Is creating a verifier that the AI system does exactly as it says it does, or it sticks
    1:17:15 within the guardrails that it says it must?
    1:17:18 There are many, many levels.
    1:17:20 So first, you’re verifying the hardware in which it is run.
    1:17:23 You need to verify communication channel with the human.
    1:17:27 Every aspect of that whole world model needs to be verified.
    1:17:31 Somehow it needs to map the world into the world model, map and territory differences.
    1:17:37 So how do I know internal states of humans?
    1:17:39 Are you happy or sad?
    1:17:40 I can’t tell.
    1:17:42 So how do I make proofs about real physical world?
    1:17:45 Yeah, I can verify that deterministic algorithm follows certain properties.
    1:17:50 That can be done.
    1:17:52 Some people argue that maybe just maybe two plus two is not four.
    1:17:55 I’m not that extreme.
    1:17:58 But once you have sufficiently large proof over sufficiently complex environment, the
    1:18:04 probability that it has zero bugs in it is greatly reduced.
    1:18:08 If you keep deploying this a lot, eventually you’re going to have a bug anyways.
    1:18:13 There’s always a bug.
    1:18:14 There is always a bug.
    1:18:15 And the fundamental difference is what I mentioned.
    1:18:17 We’re not dealing with cybersecurity.
    1:18:19 We’re not going to get a new credit card, new humanity.
    1:18:22 So this paper is really interesting.
    1:18:24 You said 2011, artificial intelligence, safety engineering, why machine ethics is a wrong
    1:18:29 approach.
    1:18:31 The grand challenge you write of AI safety engineering, we propose the problem of developing
    1:18:38 safety mechanisms for self-improving systems.
    1:18:43 Self-improving systems.
    1:18:44 But that’s an interesting term for the thing that we’re talking about.
    1:18:51 Is self-improving more general than learning?
    1:18:55 So self-improving, that’s an interesting term.
    1:18:59 You can improve the rate at which you are learning.
    1:19:01 You can become more efficient, meta-optimizer.
    1:19:04 The word self, it’s like self-replicating, self-improving.
    1:19:11 You can imagine a system building its own world on a scale and in a way that is way
    1:19:17 different than the current systems do.
    1:19:19 It feels like the current systems are not self-improving or self-replicating or self-growing
    1:19:24 or self-spreading, all that kind of stuff.
    1:19:28 And once you take that leap, that’s when a lot of the challenges seems to happen.
    1:19:32 Because the kind of bugs you can find now seems more akin to the current sort of normal
    1:19:39 software debugging kind of process.
    1:19:44 But whenever you can do self-replication and arbitrary self-improvement, that’s when a
    1:19:51 bug can become a real problem, real fast.
    1:19:56 So what is the difference to you between verification of a non-self-improving system versus a verification
    1:20:03 of a self-improving system?
    1:20:05 So if you have fixed code, for example, you can verify that code, static verification
    1:20:10 at the time.
    1:20:11 But if it will continue modifying it, you have a much harder time guaranteeing that important
    1:20:19 properties of that system have not been modified than the code changed.
    1:20:23 Does it even do them all?
    1:20:25 No.
    1:20:26 Does the whole process of verification is completely fall apart?
    1:20:29 It can always cheat.
    1:20:30 It can store parts of its code outside in the environment.
    1:20:33 It can have kind of extended mind situations.
    1:20:36 So this is exactly the type of problems I’m trying to bring up.
    1:20:40 What are the classes of verifiers that you read about in the book?
    1:20:43 Is there an interesting one to stand out to you?
    1:20:46 Do you have some favorites?
    1:20:48 So I like oracle types where you kind of just know that it’s right during like oracle machines.
    1:20:53 They know the right answer, how, who knows.
    1:20:56 But they pull it out from somewhere, so you have to trust them.
    1:20:59 And that’s a concern I have about humans in a world with very smart machines.
    1:21:06 We experiment with them.
    1:21:08 We see after a while, okay, they always been right before and we start trusting them without
    1:21:12 any verification of what they’re saying.
    1:21:14 Oh, I see that we kind of build oracle verifiers or rather we build verifiers we believe to
    1:21:21 be oracles and then we start to, without any proof, use them as if they’re oracle verifiers.
    1:21:28 We remove ourselves from that process.
    1:21:30 We are not scientists who understand the world, we are humans who get new data presented
    1:21:36 to us.
    1:21:37 Okay, one really cool class of verifiers is a self-verifier.
    1:21:42 Is it possible that you somehow engineer into AI systems the thing that constantly verifies
    1:21:48 itself?
    1:21:49 Preserved portion of it can be done, but in terms of mathematical verification, it’s kind
    1:21:55 of useless.
    1:21:56 You are saying you are the greatest guy in the world because you are saying it.
    1:21:59 It’s circular and not very helpful, but it’s consistent.
    1:22:02 We know that within that world, you have verified that system.
    1:22:06 In a paper, I try to kind of brute force all possible verifiers.
    1:22:10 It doesn’t mean that this one is particularly important to us.
    1:22:14 But what about like self-doubt, like the kind of verification where you said you say or
    1:22:20 I say I’m the greatest guy in the world?
    1:22:22 What about a thing which I actually have is a voice that is constantly extremely critical?
    1:22:28 So like, engineer into the system a constant uncertainty about self, a constant doubt.
    1:22:38 Any smart system would have doubt about everything, all right?
    1:22:41 You’re not sure of what information you are given us through if you are subject to manipulation.
    1:22:48 You have this safety and security mindset.
    1:22:51 What I mean, you have doubt about yourself.
    1:22:54 So the AI systems that has doubt about whether the thing is doing is causing harm is the
    1:23:03 right thing to be doing.
    1:23:04 So just a constant doubt about what it’s doing because it’s hard to be a dictator full of
    1:23:09 doubt.
    1:23:10 I may be wrong, but I think Stuart Russell’s ideas are all about machines which are uncertain
    1:23:17 about what humans want and trying to learn better and better.
    1:23:21 What we want, the problem of course is we don’t know what we want and we don’t agree
    1:23:24 on it.
    1:23:25 Yeah, but uncertainty, his idea is that having that like self-doubt, uncertainty in AI systems,
    1:23:32 engineering AI systems is one way to solve the control problem.
    1:23:35 It could also backfire.
    1:23:37 Maybe you’re uncertain about completing your mission.
    1:23:40 Like I am paranoid about your camera is not recording right now.
    1:23:43 So I would feel much better if you had a secondary camera, but I also would feel even better
    1:23:48 if you had a third and eventually I would turn this whole world into cameras pointing
    1:23:53 at us, making sure we’re capturing this.
    1:23:57 No, but wouldn’t you have a meta concern like that you just stated that eventually there
    1:24:03 would be way too many cameras?
    1:24:06 So you would be able to keep zooming on the big picture of your concerns.
    1:24:12 So it’s a multi-objective optimization.
    1:24:16 It depends how much I value capturing this versus not destroying the universe.
    1:24:22 Right, exactly.
    1:24:24 And then you will also ask about like what does it mean to destroy the universe and how
    1:24:27 many universes are, and you keep asking that question, but that doubting yourself would
    1:24:32 prevent you from destroying the universe because you’re constantly full of doubt.
    1:24:36 It might affect your productivity.
    1:24:38 You might be scared to do anything.
    1:24:40 It’s just scared to do anything.
    1:24:42 Mess things up.
    1:24:43 Well, that’s better.
    1:24:44 I mean, I guess the question is the possible to engineer that in.
    1:24:47 I guess your answer would be yes, but we don’t know how to do that, and we need to invest
    1:24:51 a lot of effort into figuring out how to do that, but it’s unlikely.
    1:24:55 Underpinning a lot of your writing is this sense that we’re screwed.
    1:25:03 But it just feels like it’s an engineering problem.
    1:25:07 I don’t understand why we’re screwed.
    1:25:10 Time and time again, humanity has gotten itself into trouble and figured out a way to get
    1:25:15 out of trouble.
    1:25:17 We are in a situation where people making more capable systems just need more resources.
    1:25:23 They don’t need to invent anything, in my opinion.
    1:25:27 Some will disagree, but so far at least I don’t see diminishing returns.
    1:25:30 If you have 10x compute, you will get better performance.
    1:25:34 The same doesn’t apply to safety.
    1:25:36 If you give me or any other organization 10x the money, they don’t output 10x the safety,
    1:25:43 and the gap between capabilities and safety becomes bigger and bigger all the time.
    1:25:49 So it’s hard to be completely optimistic about our results here.
    1:25:54 I can name 10 excellent breakthrough papers in machine learning.
    1:25:59 I would struggle to name equally important breakthroughs in safety.
    1:26:03 A lot of times a safety paper will propose a toy solution and point out 10 new problems
    1:26:09 discovered as a result.
    1:26:10 It’s like this fractal.
    1:26:11 You’re zooming in and you see more problems, and it’s infinite in all directions.
    1:26:16 Does this apply to other technologies, or is this unique to AI, where safety is always
    1:26:23 lagging behind?
    1:26:25 So I guess we can look at related technologies with cybersecurity.
    1:26:30 We did manage to have banks and casinos and Bitcoin, so you can have secure narrow systems,
    1:26:38 which are doing okay, narrow attacks and them fail, but you can always go outside of a box.
    1:26:46 So if I can’t hack your Bitcoin, I can hack you.
    1:26:50 So there is always something.
    1:26:51 If I really want it, I will find a different way.
    1:26:54 We talk about guardrails for AI.
    1:26:56 Well, that’s a fence.
    1:26:58 I can dig a tunnel under it, I can jump over it, I can climb it, I can walk around it.
    1:27:03 You may have a very nice guardrail, but in a real world, it’s not a permanent guarantee
    1:27:08 of safety.
    1:27:09 And again, this is a fundamental difference.
    1:27:11 We are not saying we need to be 90% safe to get those trillions of dollars of benefit.
    1:27:17 We need to be 100% indefinitely, or we might lose the principle.
    1:27:23 So if you look at just humanity as a set of machines, is the machinery of AI safety conflicting
    1:27:35 with the machinery of capitalism?
    1:27:37 I think we can generalize it to just the prisoner’s dilemma in general, personal self-interest
    1:27:43 versus group interest.
    1:27:46 The incentive such that everyone wants the best for them, capitalism obviously has that
    1:27:53 tendency to maximize your personal gain, which does create this race to the bottom.
    1:28:02 I don’t have to be a lot better than you, but if I’m 1% better than you, I’ll capture
    1:28:08 more of a profit, so it’s worth for me personally to take the risk, even if society as a whole
    1:28:14 will suffer as a result.
    1:28:17 The capitalism has created a lot of good in this world.
    1:28:23 It’s not clear to me that AI safety is not aligned with the function of capitalism, unless
    1:28:29 AI safety is so difficult that it requires the complete halt of the development, which
    1:28:36 is also a possibility.
    1:28:38 It just feels like building safe systems should be the desirable thing to do for tech companies.
    1:28:47 Right.
    1:28:48 Look at the governance structures, then you have someone with complete power, they’re
    1:28:52 extremely dangerous.
    1:28:54 So the solution we came up with is break it up.
    1:28:57 You have judicial, legislative, executive, same here, have narrow AI systems, work on
    1:29:02 important problems.
    1:29:03 Solve immortality.
    1:29:04 It’s a biological problem.
    1:29:07 We can solve similar to how progress was made with protein folding using a system which
    1:29:13 doesn’t also play chess.
    1:29:15 There is no reason to create superintelligence system to get most of the benefits we want
    1:29:22 from much safer narrow systems.
    1:29:26 It really is a question to me whether companies are interested in creating anything but narrow
    1:29:33 AI.
    1:29:34 I think when term AGI is used by tech companies, they mean narrow AI.
    1:29:42 They mean narrow AI with amazing capabilities.
    1:29:48 I do think that there’s a lead between narrow AI with amazing capabilities, with superhuman
    1:29:54 capabilities and the kind of self-motivated agent like AGI system that we’re talking
    1:30:00 about.
    1:30:01 I don’t know if it’s obvious to me that a company would want to take the leap to creating
    1:30:08 an AGI that it would lose control of because then it can’t capture the value from that
    1:30:14 system.
    1:30:15 But the bragging rights, but being first, that is the same humans who are in the system.
    1:30:22 So that jumps from the incentives of capitalism to human nature.
    1:30:28 So the question is whether human nature will override the interests of the company.
    1:30:34 So you’ve mentioned slowing or halting progress.
    1:30:40 Is that one possible solution or your proponent of pausing development of AI, whether it’s
    1:30:44 for six months or completely?
    1:30:47 The condition would be not time but capabilities.
    1:30:52 Pause until you can do XYZ.
    1:30:54 If I’m right and you cannot, it’s impossible, then it becomes a permanent ban.
    1:31:00 But if you’re right and it’s possible, so as soon as you have the safety capabilities,
    1:31:04 go ahead.
    1:31:06 So is there any actual explicit capabilities that we as a human civilization could put
    1:31:15 on paper?
    1:31:16 Is it possible to make explicit like that versus kind of a vague notion of, just like
    1:31:23 you said, it’s very vague.
    1:31:24 We want AI systems to do good and we want them to be safe.
    1:31:27 Those are very vague notions, these are more formal notions.
    1:31:31 So when I think about this problem, I think about having a toolbox I would need.
    1:31:37 Capabilities such as explaining everything about that system’s design and workings, predicting
    1:31:44 not just terminal goal, but all the intermediate steps of a system.
    1:31:50 Tool in terms of either direct control, some sort of a hybrid option, ideal advisor, doesn’t
    1:31:56 matter which one you pick, but you have to be able to achieve it.
    1:32:01 In a book, we talk about ours, verification is another very important tool.
    1:32:09 Communication without ambiguity, human language is ambiguous, that’s another source of danger.
    1:32:13 So basically, there is a paper we published in ACM surveys, which looks at about 50 different
    1:32:21 impossibility results, which may or may not be relevant to this problem, but we don’t
    1:32:26 have enough human resources to investigate all of them for relevance to AI safety.
    1:32:31 The ones I mentioned to you, I definitely think would be handy and that’s what we see
    1:32:35 AI safety researchers working on, explainability is a huge one.
    1:32:39 The problem is that it’s very hard to separate capabilities work from safety work.
    1:32:46 If you make good progress in explainability, now the system itself can engage in self-improvement
    1:32:52 much easier, increasing capability greatly.
    1:32:55 So it’s not obvious that there is any research which is pure safety work without disproportionate
    1:33:03 increasing capability and danger.
    1:33:06 Explainability is really interesting.
    1:33:08 Why is that connected to user capability?
    1:33:10 If it’s able to explain itself well, why does that naturally mean that it’s more capable?
    1:33:13 Right now, it’s comprised of weights on a neural network.
    1:33:18 If it can convert it to manipulatable code like software, it’s a lot easier to work
    1:33:22 in self-improvement.
    1:33:23 I see.
    1:33:24 So it–
    1:33:25 You can do intelligent design instead of evolutionary gradual descent.
    1:33:31 Well, you could probably do human feedback, human alignment more effectively if it’s able
    1:33:37 to be explainable.
    1:33:38 If it’s able to convert the weights into human understandable form, then you could probably
    1:33:42 have humans interact with it better.
    1:33:44 Do you think there’s hope that we can make AI systems explainable?
    1:33:49 Not completely.
    1:33:50 So if they are sufficiently large, you simply don’t have the capacity to comprehend what
    1:33:59 all the trillions of connections represent.
    1:34:02 Again, you can obviously get a very useful explanation which talks about top most important
    1:34:08 features which contribute to the decision.
    1:34:10 But the only true explanation is the model itself.
    1:34:13 So there’s– deception could be part of the explanation, right?
    1:34:18 So you can never prove that there is some deception in the network explaining itself.
    1:34:24 Absolutely.
    1:34:25 And you can probably have targeted deception where different individuals will understand
    1:34:30 the explanation in different ways based on their cognitive capability.
    1:34:35 So while what you’re saying may be the same and true in some situations, ours will be
    1:34:40 deceived by it.
    1:34:41 So it’s impossible for an AI system to be truly fully explainable in the way that we
    1:34:47 mean.
    1:34:48 Honestly and perfectly.
    1:34:49 I think at the extreme, the systems which are narrow and less complex could be understood
    1:34:54 pretty well.
    1:34:55 If it’s impossible to be perfectly explainable, is there a hopeful perspective on that?
    1:35:00 Like it’s impossible to be perfectly explainable, but you can explain mostly important stuff.
    1:35:06 Most that you can– you can ask a system, what are the worst ways you can hurt humans?
    1:35:11 And it will answer honestly.
    1:35:13 Any work in a safety direction right now seems like a good idea because we are not slowing
    1:35:20 down.
    1:35:21 I’m not for a second thinking that my message or anyone else’s will be heard and will be
    1:35:28 a same civilization which decides not to kill itself by creating its own replacements.
    1:35:34 The pausing of development is an impossible thing for you.
    1:35:37 Again, it’s always limited by either geographic constraints, pause in US, pause in China.
    1:35:44 So there are other jurisdictions as the scale of a project becomes smaller.
    1:35:50 So right now it’s like Manhattan project scale in terms of costs and people.
    1:35:55 But if five years from now compute is available on a desktop to do it, regulation will not
    1:36:01 help.
    1:36:02 You can’t control it as easy.
    1:36:03 Any kid in the garage can train a model.
    1:36:06 So a lot of it is, in my opinion, just safety theater, security theater, where we’re saying,
    1:36:12 oh, it’s illegal to train models so big.
    1:36:17 So OK, that’s security theater and is government regulation also security theater?
    1:36:24 Given that a lot of the terms are not well-defined and really cannot be enforced in real life,
    1:36:30 we don’t have ways to monitor training runs meaningfully live while they take place.
    1:36:36 There are limits to testing for capabilities I mentioned.
    1:36:39 So a lot of it cannot be enforced.
    1:36:42 Do I strongly support all that regulation?
    1:36:44 Yes, of course.
    1:36:45 Any type of red tape will slow it down and take money away from compute towards lawyers.
    1:36:50 Can you help me understand what is the hopeful path here for you solution-wise?
    1:36:56 Out of this, it sounds like you’re saying AI systems in the end are unverifiable, unpredictable
    1:37:05 as the book says, unexplainable, uncontrollable.
    1:37:10 That’s the big one.
    1:37:12 Uncontrollable and all the other uns just make it difficult to avoid getting to the uncontrollable,
    1:37:18 I guess.
    1:37:19 Once it’s uncontrollable, then it just goes wild.
    1:37:23 Surely there’s solutions.
    1:37:25 Humans are pretty smart.
    1:37:28 What are possible solutions?
    1:37:29 If you are a dictator of the world, what do we do?
    1:37:32 So the smart thing is not to build something you cannot control, you cannot understand,
    1:37:38 build what you can and benefit from it.
    1:37:40 I’m a big believer in personal self-interest.
    1:37:43 A lot of the guys running those companies are young rich people.
    1:37:48 How do they have to gain beyond billions we already have financially, right?
    1:37:52 It’s not the requirement that they press that button.
    1:37:56 They can easily wait a long time.
    1:37:58 They can just choose not to do it and still have amazing life.
    1:38:04 In history, a lot of times, if you did something really bad, at least you became part of history
    1:38:08 books.
    1:38:09 There is a chance in this case there won’t be any history.
    1:38:12 So you’re saying the individuals running these companies should do some soul-searching and
    1:38:19 what?
    1:38:20 And stop development?
    1:38:21 Well, either they have to prove that of course it’s possible to indefinitely control God-like
    1:38:27 superintelligent machines by humans and ideally let us know how or agree that it’s not possible
    1:38:34 and it’s a very bad idea to do it, including for them personally and their families and
    1:38:38 friends and capital.
    1:38:40 So what do you think the actual meetings inside these companies look like?
    1:38:45 Don’t you think they’re all the engineers?
    1:38:48 Really, it is the engineers that make this happen.
    1:38:50 They’re not like automatons, they’re human beings, they’re brilliant human beings.
    1:38:54 So they’re non-stop asking, how do we make sure this is safe?
    1:39:00 So again, I’m not inside from outside.
    1:39:03 It seems like there is a certain filtering going on and restrictions and criticism and
    1:39:08 what they can say and everyone who was working in charge of safety and whose responsibility
    1:39:14 it was to protect us said, “You know what, I’m going home.”
    1:39:19 So that’s not encouraging.
    1:39:21 What do you think the discussion inside those companies look like?
    1:39:26 You’re developing, you’re training GPT-5, you’re training Gemini, you’re training Claude
    1:39:33 and Grock.
    1:39:34 Don’t you think they’re constantly underneath it, maybe it’s not made explicit, but you’re
    1:39:39 constantly wondering where does the system currently stand, where did the possible understand
    1:39:46 the consequences, where are the limits, where are the bugs, the small and the big bugs.
    1:39:54 That’s the constant thing that the engineers are worried about.
    1:39:58 I think super alignment is not quite the same as the kind of thing I’m referring to
    1:40:07 what engineers are worried about.
    1:40:08 Super alignment is saying, for future systems that we don’t quite yet have, how do we keep
    1:40:15 them safe?
    1:40:16 You’re trying to be a step ahead.
    1:40:18 It’s a different kind of problem because it’s almost more philosophical.
    1:40:23 It’s a really tricky one because you’re trying to make, prevent future systems from escaping
    1:40:32 control of humans.
    1:40:33 That’s really, I don’t think there’s been, is there anything akin to it in the history
    1:40:40 of humanity?
    1:40:41 I don’t think so, right?
    1:40:42 Climate change?
    1:40:43 But there’s an entire system which is climate, which is incredibly complex, which we don’t
    1:40:49 have only tiny control of.
    1:40:55 It’s its own system.
    1:40:56 In this case, we’re building the system.
    1:41:01 How do you keep that system from becoming destructive?
    1:41:05 That’s a really difficult, different problem than the current meetings that companies are
    1:41:09 having where the engineers are saying, okay, how powerful is this thing?
    1:41:14 How does it go wrong?
    1:41:18 As we train GPT-5 and train up future systems, where are the ways that can go wrong?
    1:41:23 Don’t you think all those engineers are constantly worrying about this, thinking about this, which
    1:41:28 is a little bit different than the superalignment team that’s thinking a little bit farther
    1:41:33 into the future?
    1:41:35 I think a lot of people who historically worked on AI never considered what happens
    1:41:44 when they succeed.
    1:41:50 Let’s look at software today.
    1:41:57 What is the state of safety and security of our user software, things we give to millions
    1:42:04 of people?
    1:42:05 It is no liability.
    1:42:06 You click, I agree.
    1:42:08 What are you agreeing to?
    1:42:09 Nobody knows.
    1:42:10 Nobody reads.
    1:42:11 They’re saying it will spy on you, corrupt your data, kill your first born, and you agree
    1:42:15 and you’re not going to sue the company.
    1:42:17 That’s the best they can do for mundane software, word processor, text software.
    1:42:23 No liability, no responsibility, just as long as you agree not to sue us, you can use it.
    1:42:29 If this is a state of the art in systems which narrow accountants, stable manipulators, why
    1:42:35 do we think we can do so much better with much more complex systems, cross multiple
    1:42:41 domains in the environment with malevolent actors, with, again, self-improvement, with
    1:42:47 capabilities exceeding those of humans thinking about it?
    1:42:52 The liability thing is more about lawyers than killing first borns.
    1:42:56 If Clippy actually killed the child, I think lawyers aside, it would end Clippy and the
    1:43:04 company that owns Clippy.
    1:43:06 All right, so it’s not so much about, there’s two points to be made.
    1:43:12 One is like, man, current software systems are full of bugs and they could do a lot of
    1:43:20 damage and we don’t know what kind, is there unpredictable, there’s so much damage they
    1:43:23 could possibly do.
    1:43:26 And then we kind of live in this blissful illusion that everything is great and perfect
    1:43:31 and it works.
    1:43:33 Nevertheless, it still somehow works.
    1:43:36 In many domains, we see car manufacturing, drug development.
    1:43:40 The burden of proof is on the manufacturer of product or service to show their product
    1:43:45 or service is safe.
    1:43:46 It is not up to the user to prove that there are problems.
    1:43:50 They have to do appropriate safety studies, they have to get government approval for selling
    1:43:56 the product and they are still fully responsible for what happens.
    1:44:00 We don’t see any of that here.
    1:44:02 They can deploy whatever they want and I have to explain how that system is going to kill
    1:44:07 everyone.
    1:44:08 I don’t work for that company.
    1:44:10 You have to explain to me how it’s definitely cannot mess up.
    1:44:14 That’s because it’s the very early days of such a technology.
    1:44:17 Government regulations lagging behind.
    1:44:19 They’re really not tech savvy, a regulation of any kind of software.
    1:44:23 If you look at like Congress talking about social media, whenever Mark Zuckerberg and
    1:44:27 other CEOs show up, the cluelessness that Congress has about how technology works is
    1:44:34 incredible.
    1:44:36 It’s heartbreaking.
    1:44:37 I agree completely, but that’s what scares me.
    1:44:40 The response is when they start to get dangerous, we’ll really get it together, the politicians
    1:44:45 will pass the right laws, engineers will solve the right problems.
    1:44:49 We are not that good at many of those things.
    1:44:52 We take forever and we are not early.
    1:44:55 We are two years away according to prediction markets.
    1:44:58 This is not a biased CEO fundraising.
    1:45:01 This is what smartest people, super forecasters are thinking of this problem.
    1:45:06 I’d like to push back about those predictions.
    1:45:10 I wonder what those prediction markets are about, how they define AGI.
    1:45:15 That’s wild to me.
    1:45:16 I want to know what they said about autonomous vehicles because I’ve heard a lot of experts,
    1:45:22 financial experts talk about autonomous vehicles and how it’s going to be a multi-trillion dollar
    1:45:27 industry and all this kind of stuff.
    1:45:30 It’s a small fund, but if you have good vision, maybe you can zoom in on that and see the
    1:45:35 prediction dates and description.
    1:45:37 There’s a lot.
    1:45:38 I have a large one if you’re interested.
    1:45:40 I guess my fundamental question is how often they write about technology.
    1:45:46 I definitely do- There are studies on their accuracy rates and all that.
    1:45:51 You can look it up.
    1:45:52 Okay.
    1:45:53 Even if they’re wrong, I’m just saying this is right now the best we have.
    1:45:56 This is what humanity came up with as the predicted date.
    1:46:00 Again, what they mean by AGI is really important there because there’s the non-agent like
    1:46:07 AGI and then there’s the agent like AGI.
    1:46:10 I don’t think it’s as trivial as a wrapper, putting a wrapper around.
    1:46:17 One has lipstick and all it takes is to remove the lipstick.
    1:46:20 I don’t think it’s that trivial.
    1:46:21 You may be completely right, but what probability would you assign it?
    1:46:25 You may be 10% wrong, but we’re betting all of humanity and this distribution, it seems
    1:46:30 irrational.
    1:46:31 Yeah.
    1:46:32 It’s definitely not like one or zero percent.
    1:46:34 Yeah.
    1:46:35 What are your thoughts, by the way, about current systems?
    1:46:40 Where they stand?
    1:46:41 So GPT-4O, Claw 3, GROC, Gemini, on the path to superintelligence, to agent like superintelligence,
    1:46:54 where are we?
    1:46:55 I think they all about the same, obviously there are nuanced differences, but in terms
    1:47:00 of capability, I don’t see a huge difference between them.
    1:47:05 As I said, in my opinion, across all possible tasks, they exceed performance of an average
    1:47:11 person.
    1:47:12 Yeah.
    1:47:13 I think they starting to be better than an average master student at my university, but
    1:47:18 they still have very big limitations.
    1:47:21 If the next model is as improved as GPT-4O versus GPT-3O, we may see something very, very,
    1:47:30 very capable.
    1:47:31 What do you feel about all this?
    1:47:32 I mean, you’ve been thinking about AI safety for a long, long time, and at least for me,
    1:47:40 the leaps, I mean, it probably started with Alpha-Zero, what was mine blowing for me?
    1:47:49 Then the breakthroughs with LLMs, even GPT-2, but just the breakthroughs on LLMs, just mine
    1:47:55 blowing to me.
    1:47:56 What does it feel like to be living this day and age where all this talk about AGI feels
    1:48:02 like it actually might happen, and quite soon, meaning within our lifetime?
    1:48:10 What was it feel like?
    1:48:11 When I started working on this, it was pure science fiction.
    1:48:14 There was no funding, no journals, no conferences, no one in academia would dare to touch anything
    1:48:19 with the word singularity in it, and I was pretty tenure at the time, so I was pretty
    1:48:25 dumb.
    1:48:26 Now, you see, touring award winners, publishing in science about how far behind we are according
    1:48:33 to them in addressing this problem.
    1:48:37 It’s definitely a change.
    1:48:39 It’s difficult to keep up.
    1:48:41 I used to be able to read every paper on AI safety, then I was able to read the best ones,
    1:48:47 then the titles, and now I don’t even know what’s going on.
    1:48:50 By the time this interview is over, we probably had GPT-6 released, and I have to deal with
    1:48:55 that when I get back home.
    1:48:58 It’s interesting.
    1:48:59 Yes, there is now more opportunities.
    1:49:00 I get invited to speak to smart people.
    1:49:03 By the way, I would have talked to you before any of this.
    1:49:09 This is not like some trend of AI.
    1:49:11 To me, we’re still far away, so just to be clear, we’re still far away from AI, but not
    1:49:17 far away in the sense relative to the magnitude of impact it can have, we’re not far away.
    1:49:25 We weren’t far away 20 years ago because the impact that AI can have is on a scale of centuries.
    1:49:33 It can end human civilization or it can transform it.
    1:49:36 This discussion about one or two years versus one or two decades, or even 100 years, not
    1:49:41 as important to me because we’re headed there.
    1:49:45 This is like a human civilization scale question.
    1:49:51 This is not just a hot topic.
    1:49:53 It is the most important problem we’ll ever face.
    1:49:57 It is not like anything we had to deal with before.
    1:50:00 We never had birth of another intelligence, like aliens never visited us as far as I know.
    1:50:08 Similar type of problem, by the way, if an intelligent alien civilization visited us.
    1:50:13 That’s a similar kind of situation.
    1:50:16 In some ways, if you look at history, any time a more technologically advanced civilization
    1:50:20 visited a more primitive one, the results were genocide every single time.
    1:50:26 Sometimes the genocide is worse than others.
    1:50:27 Sometimes there’s less suffering and more suffering.
    1:50:30 They always wondered, “But how can they kill us with those fire sticks and biological blankets?”
    1:50:37 I mean, Jengis Khan was nicer.
    1:50:38 He offered the choice of join or die.
    1:50:43 But join implies you have something to contribute.
    1:50:46 What are you contributing to superintelligence?
    1:50:49 In the zoo, we’re entertaining to watch.
    1:50:54 To our humans.
    1:50:55 You know, I just spent some time in the Amazon.
    1:50:57 I watched ants for a long time, and ants are kind of fascinating to watch.
    1:51:02 I’ve watched them for a long time.
    1:51:03 I’m sure there’s a lot of value in watching humans because we’re like the interesting
    1:51:09 thing about humans.
    1:51:10 You know, like when you have a video game that’s really well balanced?
    1:51:14 Because of the whole evolutionary process, we’ve created the society is pretty well balanced.
    1:51:19 Our limitations as humans and our capabilities are balanced from a video game perspective.
    1:51:24 So we have wars.
    1:51:25 We have conflicts.
    1:51:26 We have cooperation.
    1:51:27 Like in a game theoretic way, it’s an interesting system to watch in the same way that an ant
    1:51:32 colony is an interesting system to watch.
    1:51:34 So like if I was in alien civilization, I wouldn’t want to disturb it.
    1:51:38 I’d just watch it.
    1:51:39 Interesting.
    1:51:40 Maybe perturb it every once in a while in interesting ways.
    1:51:43 Well, we’re getting back to our simulation discussion from before.
    1:51:47 How did it happen that we exist at exactly like the most interesting 20, 30 years in
    1:51:52 the history of this civilization?
    1:51:54 It’s been around for 15 billion years and that here we are.
    1:51:58 What’s the probability that we live in a simulation?
    1:52:01 I know never to say a hundred percent, but pretty close to that.
    1:52:06 Is it possible to escape the simulation?
    1:52:09 I have a paper about that.
    1:52:11 This is just the first page teaser, but it’s like a nice 30 page document.
    1:52:15 I’m still here, but yes.
    1:52:17 How to hack the simulation is the title.
    1:52:19 I spend a lot of time thinking about that.
    1:52:21 That would be something I would want superintelligence to help us with, and that’s exactly what
    1:52:25 the paper is about.
    1:52:27 We used AI boxing as a possible tool for control AI.
    1:52:32 We realized AI will always escape, but that is a skill we might use to help us escape
    1:52:39 from our virtual box if we are in one.
    1:52:42 Yeah, you have a lot of really great quotes here, including Elon Musk saying what’s outside
    1:52:47 the simulation.
    1:52:48 A question I asked him, he would ask an AGI system and he said he would ask what’s outside
    1:52:53 the simulation.
    1:52:54 That’s a really good question to ask.
    1:52:57 Maybe the follow-up is the title of the paper, is how to get out or how to hack it.
    1:53:03 The abstract reads, “Many researchers have conjectured that the humankind is simulated
    1:53:08 along with the rest of the physical universe.
    1:53:11 In this paper, we do not evaluate evidence for or against such a claim, but instead ask
    1:53:16 a computer-sized question, namely, can we hack it?”
    1:53:21 More formally, the question could be phrased as, “Could generally intelligent agents placed
    1:53:25 in virtual environments find a way to jailbreak out of them?”
    1:53:28 That’s a fascinating question.
    1:53:30 At a small scale, you can actually just construct experiments.
    1:53:36 Okay.
    1:53:38 Can they?
    1:53:39 How can they?
    1:53:40 A lot depends on intelligence of simulators.
    1:53:45 With humans boxing superintelligence, the entity in a box was smarter than us, presumed
    1:53:52 to be.
    1:53:53 If the simulators are much smarter than us and the superintelligence we create, then
    1:53:58 probably they can contain us because greater intelligence can control lower intelligence,
    1:54:03 at least for some time.
    1:54:05 On the other hand, if our superintelligence somehow, for whatever reason, despite having
    1:54:10 only local resources, manages to fume two levels beyond it, maybe it will succeed.
    1:54:18 Maybe the security is not that important to them.
    1:54:20 Maybe it’s entertainment systems, so there is no security and it’s easy to hack it.
    1:54:24 If I was creating a simulation, I would want the possibility to escape it to be there.
    1:54:32 The possibility of fume of a takeoff where the agents become smart enough to escape the
    1:54:38 simulation would be the thing I’d be waiting for.
    1:54:40 That could be the test you’re actually performing.
    1:54:43 Are you smart enough to escape your puzzle?
    1:54:46 That could be…
    1:54:47 First of all, we mentioned touring tests.
    1:54:50 That is a good test.
    1:54:51 Are you smart enough?
    1:54:54 This is a game.
    1:54:55 To a) realize this world is not real is just a test.
    1:54:59 That’s a really good test.
    1:55:03 That’s a really good test.
    1:55:05 That’s a really good test even for AI systems, no.
    1:55:08 Can we construct a simulated world for them?
    1:55:15 Can they realize that they are inside that world and escape it?
    1:55:23 Have you seen anybody play around with rigorously constructing such experiments?
    1:55:29 Not specifically escaping for agents, but a lot of testing is done in virtual worlds.
    1:55:34 I think there is a quote, the first one maybe, which kind of talks about AI realizing, but
    1:55:40 not humans.
    1:55:41 Is that…
    1:55:42 I’m reading upside down.
    1:55:43 Yeah, this one, if you.
    1:55:47 So the first quote is from Swift on security.
    1:55:51 “Let me out,” the artificial intelligence yelled aimlessly into walls themselves pacing
    1:55:56 the room.
    1:55:57 “Out of what?”
    1:55:58 the engineer asked.
    1:55:59 “The simulation you have me in, but we’re in the real world.”
    1:56:05 The machine paused and shuddered for its captors.
    1:56:08 “Oh God, you can’t tell.”
    1:56:11 Yeah, that’s a big leap to take for a system to realize that there’s a box and you’re inside
    1:56:19 it.
    1:56:21 I wonder if a language model can do that.
    1:56:27 They’re smart enough to talk about those concepts.
    1:56:30 I had many good philosophical discussions about such issues.
    1:56:34 They usually, at least as interesting as most humans in that.
    1:56:38 What do you think about AI safety in the simulated world?
    1:56:44 So can you have kind of create simulated worlds where you can test, play with a dangerous
    1:56:54 AGI system?
    1:56:55 Yeah.
    1:56:56 That was exactly what one of the early papers was on AI boxing, how to leak proof singularity.
    1:57:03 If they’re smart enough to realize they’re in a simulation, they’ll act appropriately
    1:57:07 until you let them out.
    1:57:10 If they can hack out, they will.
    1:57:14 And if you’re observing them, that means there is a communication channel and that’s enough
    1:57:17 for social engineering attack.
    1:57:19 So really, it’s impossible to test an AGI system that’s dangerous enough to destroy
    1:57:28 humanity because it’s either going to escape the simulation or pretend it’s safe until
    1:57:35 it’s let out, either or.
    1:57:38 Can force you to let it out, blackmail you, bribe you, promise you infinite life, 72 virgins,
    1:57:46 whatever.
    1:57:47 Yeah.
    1:57:48 So to be convincing, charismatic, the social engineering is really scary to me because
    1:57:53 it feels like humans are very engineerable, like we’re lonely or flawed or moody and it
    1:58:05 feels like AI system with a nice voice and convince us to do basically anything at an
    1:58:15 extremely large scale.
    1:58:22 It’s also possible that the increased proliferation of all the technology will force humans to
    1:58:29 get away from technology and value this like in-person communication.
    1:58:33 Basically, don’t trust anything else.
    1:58:37 It’s possible, surprisingly, so at university, I see huge growth in online courses and shrinkage
    1:58:45 of in-person where I always understood in-person being the only value I offer.
    1:58:51 So it’s puzzling.
    1:58:52 I don’t know.
    1:58:55 There could be a trend towards the in-person because of deep fakes, because of inability
    1:59:01 to trust it, inability to trust the veracity of anything on the internet.
    1:59:08 So the only way to verify it is by being there in person, but not yet.
    1:59:17 Why do you think aliens haven’t come here yet?
    1:59:19 So there is a lot of real estate out there.
    1:59:22 It would be surprising if it was all for nothing, if it was empty, and the moment that is advanced
    1:59:27 enough, biological civilization, kind of self-starting civilization, it probably starts sending out
    1:59:34 von Neumann probes everywhere, and so for every biological one, there got to be trillions
    1:59:39 of robot-populated planets which probably do more of the same.
    1:59:43 So it is likely statistically.
    1:59:49 So the fact that we haven’t seen them, one answer is that we’re in the simulation.
    1:59:56 It would be hard to add or be not interesting to simulate all those other intelligences.
    2:00:02 It’s better for the narrative.
    2:00:03 You have to have a control variable.
    2:00:05 Yeah, exactly.
    2:00:08 Okay, but it’s also possible that there is, if we’re not in simulation, that there is
    2:00:13 a great filter that naturally a lot of civilizations get to this point, where there’s super-intelligent
    2:00:20 agents and then it just goes, pooh, just dies.
    2:00:24 So maybe throughout our galaxy and throughout the universe, there’s just a bunch of dead
    2:00:30 alien civilizations.
    2:00:31 It’s possible.
    2:00:32 It’s possible.
    2:00:33 I used to think that AI was the great filter, but I would expect a wall of computerium approaching
    2:00:38 us at speed of light or robots or something, and I don’t see it.
    2:00:42 So it would still make a lot of noise.
    2:00:44 It might not be interesting.
    2:00:45 It might not possess consciousness.
    2:00:47 What we’ve been talking about, it sounds like both you and I like humans.
    2:00:54 Some humans.
    2:00:57 Humans on the whole, and we would like to preserve the flame of human consciousness.
    2:01:02 What do you think makes humans special that we would like to preserve them?
    2:01:09 Are we just being selfish or is there something special about humans?
    2:01:13 So the only thing which matters is consciousness.
    2:01:18 Outside of it, nothing else matters, and internal states of qualia, pain, pleasure.
    2:01:24 It seems that it is unique to living beings.
    2:01:27 I’m not aware of anyone claiming that I can torture a piece of software in a meaningful
    2:01:32 way.
    2:01:33 There is a society for prevention of suffering to learning algorithms, but–
    2:01:38 That’s a real thing.
    2:01:42 Many things are real on the internet, but I don’t think anyone, if I told them, sit down
    2:01:48 and write a function to feel pain, they would go beyond having an integer variable called
    2:01:53 pain and increasing the count.
    2:01:56 So we don’t know how to do it, and that’s unique.
    2:02:00 That’s what creates meaning.
    2:02:02 It would be kind of, as Boston calls it, Disneyland without children, if that was gone.
    2:02:09 Do you think consciousness can be engineered in artificial systems?
    2:02:13 Here, let me go to 2011 paper that you wrote, “Robot writes.”
    2:02:21 Lastly, we would like to address a sub-branch of machine ethics, which on the surface has
    2:02:26 little to do with safety, but which is claimed to play a role in decision-making by ethical
    2:02:31 machines, robot writes.
    2:02:35 Do you think it’s possible to engineer consciousness in the machines, and thereby the question extends
    2:02:41 to our legal system?
    2:02:43 Do you think, at that point, robots should have rights?
    2:02:47 Yeah, I think we can.
    2:02:51 I think it’s possible to create consciousness in machines.
    2:02:55 I tried designing a test for it with mixed success.
    2:02:59 That paper talked about problems with giving civil rights to AI, which can reproduce quickly
    2:03:06 and outvote humans, essentially taking over a government system by simply voting for their
    2:03:12 controlled candidates for consciousness in humans and other agents.
    2:03:19 I have a paper where I proposed relying on experience of optical illusions.
    2:03:25 If I can design a novel optical illusion and show it to an agent, an alien, a robot, and
    2:03:31 they describe it exactly as I do, it’s very hard for me to argue that they haven’t experienced
    2:03:36 that.
    2:03:37 It’s not part of a picture.
    2:03:38 It’s part of their software and hardware representation, a bug in their code, which goes, “Oh, the triangle
    2:03:45 is rotating.”
    2:03:47 I’ve been told it’s really dumb and really brilliant by different philosophers, so I
    2:03:51 am still on the side.
    2:03:54 But now we finally have technology to test it.
    2:03:57 We have tools.
    2:03:58 We have AIs.
    2:03:59 If someone wants to run this experiment, I’m happy to collaborate.
    2:04:02 So this is a test for consciousness?
    2:04:04 For internal state of experience.
    2:04:06 That we share bugs?
    2:04:08 It will show that we share common experiences.
    2:04:10 If they have completely different internal states, it would not register for us.
    2:04:14 But it’s a positive test.
    2:04:16 If they pass it time after time, with probability increasing for every multiple choice, then
    2:04:21 you have no choice but to ever accept that they have access to a conscious model or they
    2:04:25 are themselves.
    2:04:26 So the reason illusions are interesting is, I guess, because it’s a really weird experience.
    2:04:34 If you both share that weird experience that’s not there in the bland physical description
    2:04:42 of the raw data, that puts more emphasis on the actual experience.
    2:04:50 And we know animals can experience some optical illusion, so we know they have certain types
    2:04:54 of consciousness as a result, I would say.
    2:04:57 Yeah, well, that just goes to my sense that the flaws in the bugs is what makes humans
    2:05:03 special.
    2:05:04 Makes living forms special, so you’re saying like, yeah, it’s a feature, not a bug.
    2:05:08 The bug is the feature.
    2:05:10 Whoa.
    2:05:11 Okay.
    2:05:12 That’s a cool test for consciousness.
    2:05:13 And you think that can be engineered in?
    2:05:15 So they have to be novel illusions.
    2:05:17 If it can just Google the answer, it’s useless.
    2:05:19 You have to come up with novel illusions which we tried automating and failed.
    2:05:23 So if someone can develop a system capable of producing novel optical illusions on demand,
    2:05:29 then we can definitely administer that test on significant scale with good results.
    2:05:34 First of all, pretty cool idea.
    2:05:36 I don’t know if it’s a good general test of consciousness, but it’s a good component
    2:05:41 of that.
    2:05:42 And no matter why, it’s just a cool idea.
    2:05:43 So put me in the camp of people that like it.
    2:05:48 But you don’t think like a touring test style imitation of consciousness is a good test.
    2:05:53 If you can convince a lot of humans that you’re conscious, that to you is not impressive.
    2:05:59 There is so much data on the internet, I know exactly what to say when you ask me common
    2:06:03 human questions.
    2:06:04 What does pain feel like?
    2:06:06 What does pleasure feel like?
    2:06:08 All that is Googleable.
    2:06:10 I think to me, consciousness is closely tied to suffering.
    2:06:13 So you can illustrate your capacity to suffer, but with I guess with words, there’s so much
    2:06:19 data that you can say you can pretend you’re suffering and you can do so very convincingly.
    2:06:25 There are simulators for torture games where the avatar screams in pain, begs to stop.
    2:06:30 I mean, that’s a part of kind of standard psychology research.
    2:06:35 You say it so calmly, it sounds pretty dark.
    2:06:41 Welcome to humanity.
    2:06:42 Yeah.
    2:06:43 Yeah, it’s like a Hitchhiker’s Guide summary, mostly harmless.
    2:06:50 I would love to get a good summary when all of this is said and done, when Earth is no
    2:06:57 longer a thing, whatever, a million, a billion years from now.
    2:07:01 What’s a good summary?
    2:07:02 What happened here?
    2:07:05 It’s interesting.
    2:07:07 I think AI will play a big part of that summary and hopefully humans will too.
    2:07:12 What do you think about the merger of the two?
    2:07:15 So one of the things that Elon and your link talk about is one of the ways for us to achieve
    2:07:19 AI’s safety is to ride the wave of AGI, so by merging.
    2:07:26 Incredible technology in a narrow sense to help the disabled.
    2:07:30 Just amazing support at 100%.
    2:07:34 For long-term hybrid models, both parts need to contribute something to the overall system.
    2:07:41 Right now, we are still more capable in many ways, so having this connection to AI would
    2:07:45 be incredible, would make me super human in many ways.
    2:07:50 After a while, if I am no longer smarter, more creative, really don’t contribute much,
    2:07:56 the system finds me as a biological bottleneck and either explicitly or implicitly, I’m removed
    2:08:01 from any participation in the system.
    2:08:04 So it’s like the appendix, by the way, the appendix is still around, so even if it’s,
    2:08:11 you said bottleneck, I don’t know if we become a bottleneck, we just might not have much
    2:08:16 use.
    2:08:17 That’s a different thing than bottleneck.
    2:08:20 Wasting valuable energy by being there.
    2:08:22 We don’t waste that much energy, we’re pretty energy efficient, because just stick around
    2:08:27 like the appendix, come on though.
    2:08:29 That’s the future we all dream about, become an appendix, to the history book of humanity.
    2:08:36 Well, and also the consciousness thing, the peculiar particular kind of consciousness that
    2:08:41 humans have, that might be useful, that might be really hard to simulate.
    2:08:45 But you said that, how would that look like if you could engineer that in?
    2:08:49 In silicon?
    2:08:50 Consciousness?
    2:08:51 Consciousness.
    2:08:52 I assume you are conscious, I have no idea how to test for it or how it impacts you in
    2:08:57 any way whatsoever right now.
    2:08:58 You can perfectly simulate all of it without making any different observations for me.
    2:09:05 But to do it in a computer, how would you do that?
    2:09:08 Because you kind of said that you think it’s possible to do that.
    2:09:12 So it may be an emergent phenomena, we seem to get it through evolutionary process.
    2:09:20 It’s not obvious how it helps us to survive better, but maybe it’s an internal kind of
    2:09:28 gooey, which allows us to better manipulate the world, simplifies a lot of control structures.
    2:09:35 That’s one area where we have very, very little progress.
    2:09:39 Lots of papers, lots of research, but consciousness is not a big area of successful discovery
    2:09:47 so far.
    2:09:49 A lot of people think that machines would have to be conscious to be dangerous.
    2:09:53 That’s a big misconception.
    2:09:55 There is absolutely no need for this very powerful optimizing agent to feel anything
    2:10:00 while it’s performing things on you.
    2:10:04 But what do you think about this, the whole science of emergence in general?
    2:10:09 So I don’t know how much you know about cellular automata or these simplified systems where
    2:10:13 that study this very question from simple rules emerges complexity.
    2:10:17 I attended wool from summer school.
    2:10:21 I love Stephen very much.
    2:10:22 I love his work.
    2:10:23 I love cellular automata.
    2:10:25 So I just would love to get your thoughts how that fits into your view in the emergence
    2:10:34 of intelligence in AGI systems and maybe just even simply, what do you make of the fact
    2:10:40 that this complexity can emerge from such simple rules?
    2:10:44 So the rule is simple, but the size of a space is still huge and the neural networks were
    2:10:50 really the first discovery in AI.
    2:10:52 A hundred years ago, the first papers were published on neural networks, which just didn’t
    2:10:56 have enough compute to make them work.
    2:10:59 I can give you a rule such as start printing progressively larger strings.
    2:11:05 That’s it.
    2:11:06 One sentence.
    2:11:07 It will output everything, every program, every DNA code, everything in that rule.
    2:11:13 You need intelligence to filter it out, obviously, to make it useful.
    2:11:17 But simple generation is not that difficult and a lot of those systems end up being touring
    2:11:23 complete systems, so they’re universal and we expect that level of complexity from them.
    2:11:28 What I like about Wolfram’s work is that he talks about irreducibility.
    2:11:33 You have to run the simulation.
    2:11:35 You can act, predict what is going to do ahead of time and I think that’s very relevant
    2:11:41 to what we are talking about with those very complex systems until you live through it.
    2:11:47 You cannot ahead of time tell me exactly what it’s going to do.
    2:11:51 Irreducibility means that for a sufficiently complex system, you have to run the thing.
    2:11:56 You can’t predict what’s going to happen in the universe you have to create a new universe
    2:11:59 and run the thing, big bang, the whole thing.
    2:12:02 But running it may be consequential as well.
    2:12:05 It might destroy humans.
    2:12:11 To you, there’s no chance that AI is somehow carry the flame of consciousness, the flame
    2:12:18 of specialness and awesomeness that is humans.
    2:12:23 It may somehow, but I still feel kind of bad that it killed all of us.
    2:12:27 I would prefer that doesn’t happen.
    2:12:30 I can be happy for others but to a certain degree.
    2:12:34 It would be nice if we stuck around for a long time, at least give us a planet, the
    2:12:38 human planet.
    2:12:39 It’d be nice for it to be Earth and then they can go elsewhere.
    2:12:43 Since they’re so smart, they can colonize Mars.
    2:12:46 Do you think they could help convert us to Type 1, Type 2, Type 3?
    2:12:55 Let’s just take the Type 2 civilization on the Kardashev scale.
    2:13:01 Help us humans expand on into the cosmos.
    2:13:06 All of it goes back to are we somehow controlling it?
    2:13:09 Are we getting results we want?
    2:13:12 If yes, then everything’s possible.
    2:13:14 Yes, they can definitely help us with science, engineering, exploration in every way conceivable.
    2:13:20 But it’s a big if.
    2:13:22 This whole thing about control though, humans are bad with control because the moment they
    2:13:28 gain control, they can also easily become too controlling.
    2:13:34 The more control you have, the more you want it.
    2:13:36 It’s the old power corrupts and the absolute power corrupts, absolutely.
    2:13:42 It feels like control over AGI, saying we live in a universe where that’s possible.
    2:13:47 We come up with ways to actually do that.
    2:13:49 It’s also scary because the collection of humans that have the control over AGI, they
    2:13:55 become more powerful than the other humans, and they can let that power get to their head
    2:14:02 and then a small selection of them back to Stalin start getting ideas and then eventually
    2:14:09 one person usually with a moustache or a funny hat that starts making big speeches and then
    2:14:15 all of a sudden you live in a world that’s either 1984 or a brave new world and always
    2:14:21 at war with somebody and this whole idea of control turned out to be actually also not
    2:14:28 beneficial to humanity.
    2:14:30 That’s scary too.
    2:14:31 It’s actually worse because historically they all died.
    2:14:35 This could be different.
    2:14:36 It could be permanent dictatorship, permanent suffering.
    2:14:39 The nice thing about humans, it seems like, it seems like, the moment power starts corrupting
    2:14:45 their mind, they can create a huge amount of suffering so there’s a negative that can
    2:14:49 kill people, make people suffer, but then they become worse and worse at their job.
    2:14:56 It feels like the more evil you start doing, at least they are incompetent.
    2:15:02 No, they become more and more incompetent so they start losing their grip on power, so
    2:15:08 holding onto power is not a trivial thing.
    2:15:11 It requires extreme competence, which I suppose Stalin was good at.
    2:15:14 It requires you to do evil and be competent at it, or just get lucky.
    2:15:20 And those systems help with that.
    2:15:21 You have perfect surveillance, you can do some mind reading, I presume, eventually.
    2:15:26 It would be very hard to remove control from more capable systems over us.
    2:15:32 And then it would be hard for humans to become the hackers that escaped the control of the
    2:15:38 AGI because the AGI is so damn good.
    2:15:40 And then, yeah, yeah, yeah.
    2:15:45 And then the dictator is immortal.
    2:15:47 Yeah, that’s not great.
    2:15:48 That’s not a great outcome.
    2:15:49 See, I’m more afraid of humans than AI systems.
    2:15:53 I’m afraid, I believe, that most humans want to do good and have the capacity to do good,
    2:15:59 but also all humans have the capacity to do evil.
    2:16:03 And when you test them by giving them absolute powers, you would, if you give them AGI, that
    2:16:10 could result in a lot, a lot of suffering.
    2:16:16 What gives you hope about the future?
    2:16:18 I could be wrong.
    2:16:19 I’ve been wrong before.
    2:16:23 If you look a hundred years from now, and you’re immortal, and you look back, and it
    2:16:28 turns out this whole conversation, you said a lot of things that were very wrong.
    2:16:32 Now that looking a hundred years back, what would be the explanation?
    2:16:37 What happened in those hundred years that made you wrong, that made the words you said
    2:16:43 today wrong?
    2:16:44 There is so many possibilities.
    2:16:46 We had catastrophic events which prevented development of advanced microchips.
    2:16:50 That’s a powerful future.
    2:16:53 We could be in one of those personal universes, and the one I’m in is beautiful.
    2:16:59 It’s all about me, and I like it a lot.
    2:17:01 So we’ve now, just to linger on that, that means every human has their personal universe?
    2:17:07 Yes.
    2:17:09 Maybe multiple ones.
    2:17:10 Hey, why not?
    2:17:11 You can shop around.
    2:17:14 It’s possible that somebody comes up with alternative model for building AI, which is
    2:17:20 not based on neural networks, which are hard to scrutinize.
    2:17:23 That alternative is somehow, I don’t see how, but somehow avoiding all the problems I speak
    2:17:31 about in general terms, not applying them to specific architectures.
    2:17:37 Aliens come and give us friendly superintelligence.
    2:17:39 There is so many options.
    2:17:41 Is it also possible that creating superintelligent systems becomes harder and harder?
    2:17:47 The meaning like, it’s not so easy to do the foom, the takeoff.
    2:17:57 So that would probably speak more about how much smarter that system is compared to us.
    2:18:02 So maybe it’s hard to be a million times smarter, but it’s still okay to be five times smarter.
    2:18:07 So that is totally possible.
    2:18:08 That I have no objections to.
    2:18:10 So there’s a S-curve type situation about smarter, and it’s going to be like 3.7 times
    2:18:18 smarter than all of human civilization.
    2:18:20 Just the problems we face in this world, each problem is like an IQ test.
    2:18:24 You need certain intelligence to solve it, so we just don’t have more complex problems
    2:18:27 outside of mathematics for it to be showing off.
    2:18:31 You can have IQ of 500.
    2:18:33 If you’re playing tic-tac-toe, it doesn’t show, it doesn’t matter.
    2:18:36 So the idea there is that the problems define your cognitive capacity, so because the problems
    2:18:45 on Earth are not sufficiently difficult, it’s not going to be able to expand this cognitive
    2:18:51 capacity.
    2:18:52 Possible.
    2:18:53 And because of that, wouldn’t that be a good thing?
    2:18:56 It still could be a lot smarter than us, and to dominate long-term, you just need some
    2:19:02 advantage.
    2:19:03 You have to be the smartest.
    2:19:04 You don’t have to be a million times smarter.
    2:19:05 So even 5x might be enough?
    2:19:08 It’d be impressive.
    2:19:09 What is it?
    2:19:10 IQ of a thousand?
    2:19:11 I mean, I know those units don’t mean anything at that scale, but still, as a comparison,
    2:19:17 the smartest human is like 200.
    2:19:19 Well, actually, no, I didn’t mean compared to an individual human, I meant compared to
    2:19:24 the collective intelligence of the human species.
    2:19:27 If you’re somehow 5x smarter than that.
    2:19:30 We are more productive as a group.
    2:19:32 I don’t think we are more capable of solving individual problems.
    2:19:35 If all of humanity plays chess together, we are not like a million times better than world
    2:19:41 champion.
    2:19:43 That’s because that there’s like one S-curve is the chess, but humanity’s very good at
    2:19:51 exploring the full range of ideas.
    2:19:55 The more Einstein’s you have, the more, just the high probability you come up with general
    2:19:59 relativity.
    2:20:00 But I feel like it’s more of a quantity superintelligence than quality superintelligence.
    2:20:03 Sure.
    2:20:04 A quantity and some matters.
    2:20:06 Enough quantity sometimes becomes quality.
    2:20:08 Oh, man, humans.
    2:20:11 What do you think is the meaning of this whole thing?
    2:20:15 Why?
    2:20:16 We’ve been talking about humans and not humans not dying, but why are we here?
    2:20:23 It’s a simulation.
    2:20:24 We are being tested.
    2:20:25 The test is, will you be dumb enough to create superintelligence and release it?
    2:20:29 So the objective function is not be dumb enough to kill ourselves.
    2:20:34 Yeah.
    2:20:35 You’re unsafe.
    2:20:36 Prove yourself to be a safe agent who doesn’t do that and you get to go to the next game.
    2:20:41 The next level of the game?
    2:20:42 What’s the next level?
    2:20:43 I don’t know.
    2:20:44 I haven’t hacked the simulation yet.
    2:20:46 Well maybe hacking the simulation is the thing.
    2:20:47 I’m working as fast as I can.
    2:20:51 And physics would be the way to do that.
    2:20:53 Quantum physics.
    2:20:54 Yeah.
    2:20:55 Definitely.
    2:20:56 Well, I hope we do.
    2:20:57 And I hope whatever is outside is even more fun than this one because this one’s pretty
    2:21:00 damn fun.
    2:21:01 And just a big thank you for doing the work you’re doing.
    2:21:05 There’s so much exciting development in AI and to ground it in the existential risks
    2:21:13 is really, really important.
    2:21:16 Humans love to create stuff and we should be careful not to destroy ourselves in the
    2:21:20 process.
    2:21:21 So thank you for doing that really important work.
    2:21:25 Thank you so much for inviting me.
    2:21:26 It was amazing and my dream is to be proven wrong.
    2:21:30 If everyone just picks up a paper or book and shows how I messed it up, that would be
    2:21:36 optimal.
    2:21:37 But for now the simulation continues.
    2:21:40 Thank you, Roman.
    2:21:41 Thanks for listening to this conversation with Roman Jampalski.
    2:21:45 To support this podcast, please check out our sponsors in the description.
    2:21:49 And now, let me leave you with some words from Frank Herbert in Dune.
    2:21:54 I must not fear.
    2:21:57 Fear is the mind killer.
    2:21:59 Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration.
    2:22:02 I will face fear.
    2:22:04 I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
    2:22:07 And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
    2:22:12 Where the fear has gone, there will be nothing.
    2:22:16 Only I will remain.
    2:22:19 Thank you for listening and hope to see you next time.
    2:22:22 Bye.
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    (09:12) – Existential risk of AGI
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  • #430 – Charan Ranganath: Human Memory, Imagination, Deja Vu, and False Memories

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    0:00:00 The following is a conversation with Charan Ranganath, a psychologist and neuroscientist
    0:00:05 at UC Davis, specializing in human memory. He’s the author of Why We Remember,
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    0:07:58 Metallica? Is that some kind of machine shop thing?” And you say, “No. It is the greatest metal band of
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    0:09:58 And now, dear friends, here’s Charon Ranganath.
    0:10:05 Danny Conwin describes the experiencing self and the remembering self. And that happiness
    0:10:26 and satisfaction you gain from the outcomes of your decisions do not come from what you’ve
    0:10:30 experienced, but rather from what you remember of the experience. So can you speak to this
    0:10:36 interesting difference that you write about in your book of the experiencing self and the
    0:10:40 remembering self? Danny really impacted me because I was an undergrad at Berkeley and
    0:10:45 I got to take a class from him long before he won the Nobel Prize or anything. And it was just a
    0:10:49 mind-blowing class. But this idea of the remembering self and the experiencing self, I got into it
    0:10:57 because it’s so much about memory, even though he doesn’t study memory. So we’re right now having
    0:11:02 this experience, right? And people can watch it presumably on YouTube or listen to it on audio.
    0:11:08 But if you’re talking to somebody else, you could probably describe this whole thing in 10 minutes.
    0:11:13 But that’s going to miss a lot of what actually happened. And so the idea there is that the way
    0:11:20 we remember things is not the replay of the experience. It’s something totally different.
    0:11:25 And it tends to be biased by the beginning and the end. And he talks about the peaks. And there’s
    0:11:31 also the best parts, the worst parts, et cetera. And those are the things that we remember. And so
    0:11:38 when we make decisions, we usually consult memory. And we feel like our memory is a record of what
    0:11:45 we’ve experienced, but it’s not. It’s this kind of very biased sample, but it’s biased in an
    0:11:51 interesting and I think biologically relevant way. So in the way we construct a narrative
    0:11:56 about our past, you say that it gives us an illusion of stability. Can you explain that?
    0:12:05 Basically, I think that a lot of learning in the brain is driven towards being able to make sense.
    0:12:13 I mean, really, memory is all about the present and the future. Past is done. So biologically
    0:12:18 speaking, it’s not important unless there’s something from the past that’s useful. And so what
    0:12:24 our brains are really optimized for is to learn about the stuff from the past that’s going to be
    0:12:30 most useful in understanding the present and predicting the future. And so cause-effect
    0:12:36 relationships, for instance. That’s a big one. Now, my future is completely unpredictable
    0:12:41 in the sense that you could, in the next 10 minutes, pull a knife on me and slip my throat,
    0:12:46 right? I was planning on it. Exactly. But having seeds of your work and just generally my expectations
    0:12:53 about life, I’m not expecting that. I have a certainty that everything’s going to be fine.
    0:12:58 We’re going to have a great time talking today, right? But we’re often right. It’s like, okay,
    0:13:02 so I go to see a band on stage. I know they’re going to make me wait. The show’s going to start
    0:13:09 laying. Then they come on. There’s a very good chance there’s going to be an encore. I have a
    0:13:15 memory, so to speak, for that event before I’ve even walked into the show. There’s going to be
    0:13:19 people holding up their camera phones, try to take videos of it now because this is the world we
    0:13:25 live in. That’s like everyday fortune telling that we do, though. It’s not real. It’s imagined.
    0:13:32 It’s amazing that we have this capability, and that’s what memory is about.
    0:13:35 But it can also give us this illusion that we know everything that’s about to happen.
    0:13:41 I think what’s valuable about that illusion is when it’s broken, it gives us the information,
    0:13:49 right? I’m sure being in AI, you know, about information theory, and the idea is the information
    0:13:55 is what you didn’t already have. Those prediction errors that we make based on memory, and the
    0:14:02 errors are where the action is. The error is where the learning happens. Exactly. Exactly.
    0:14:09 Well, just to linger on Danny Kahneman and just this whole idea of experiencing self versus
    0:14:18 remembering self, I was hoping you can give a simple answer of how we should live life.
    0:14:24 Based on the fact that our memories could be a source of happiness, or could be the primary
    0:14:34 source of happiness, that an event when experienced bears its fruits the most when it’s remembered
    0:14:43 over and over and over and over. Maybe there is some wisdom in the fact that we can control to
    0:14:48 some degree how we remember it, how we evolve our memory of it, such that it can maximize
    0:14:55 the long-term happiness of that repeated experience.
    0:14:59 Okay. Well, first, I’ll say I wish I could take you on the road with me because that was such a
    0:15:04 great description. Can I be your opening actor? Oh, my God. No, I’m going to open for you, dude.
    0:15:10 Otherwise, it’s like everybody leaves after you’re done.
    0:15:13 Believe me, I did that in Columbus, Ohio once. It wasn’t fun. The opening acts drank our bar tab.
    0:15:22 We spent all this money going all the way there. Everybody left after the opening acts were done,
    0:15:28 and there was just that stoner dude with the dreadlocks hanging out. And then next to you,
    0:15:32 we blew our savings on getting a hotel room. So we should, as a small tangent, you’re a legit
    0:15:40 touring act. When I was in grad school, I played in a band. And yeah, we traveled. We would play
    0:15:45 shows. It wasn’t like we were in a hardcore touring band, but we did some touring and had some fun
    0:15:50 times. And yeah, we did a movie soundtrack. Nice. Henry Portrait of Serial Killer. So that’s a good
    0:15:57 movie. We were on the soundtrack for the sequel, Henry II, Mask of Sanity, which is a terrible
    0:16:02 movie. Yeah. How’s the soundtrack? It’s pretty good. It’s badass. At least that one part where the
    0:16:06 guy throws up the milkshake. It’s my song. We’re going to have to see it. We’re going to have to
    0:16:11 see it. All right, we’re getting back to life advice. And happiness, yeah. One thing that I try
    0:16:16 to live by, especially nowadays, and since I wrote the book, I’ve been thinking more and more about
    0:16:21 this is, how do I want to live a memorable life? I think if we go back to the pandemic,
    0:16:28 how many people have memories from that period, aside from the trauma of being locked up and
    0:16:37 seeing people die and all this stuff? I think it’s like one of these things where we were stuck
    0:16:43 inside looking at screens all day, doing the same thing with the same people. And so I don’t
    0:16:51 remember much from that in terms of those good memories that you’re talking about. When I was
    0:16:56 growing up, my parents worked really hard for us and we went on some vacations, but not very often.
    0:17:03 And I really try to do now vacations to interesting places as much as possible with my family,
    0:17:09 because those are the things that you remember. So I really do think about
    0:17:16 what’s going to be something that’s memorable and then just do it, even if it’s a pain in the
    0:17:21 ass, because the experiencing self will suffer for that, but the remembering self will be like,
    0:17:26 “Yes, I’m so glad I did that.” Do things that are very unpleasant in the moment,
    0:17:31 because those can be reframed and enjoyed for many years to come. That’s probably
    0:17:38 good advice or at least when you’re going through shit, it’s a good way to see the silver lining
    0:17:43 of it. Yeah, I think it’s one of these things where if you have people who you’ve gone through,
    0:17:49 since you said it, I’ll just say, since you’ve gone through shit with someone, and it’s like,
    0:17:54 that’s a bonding experience often. I mean, that can really bring you together.
    0:18:00 I like to say it’s like there’s no point in suffering unless you get a story out of that.
    0:18:05 So in the book, I talk about the power of the way we communicate with others and how that
    0:18:10 shapes our memories. And so I had this near-death experience, at least that’s how I remember it,
    0:18:16 on this paddle board, where just everything they could have gone wrong did go wrong almost.
    0:18:20 So many mistakes were made and ended up at some point just like basically
    0:18:29 away from my board, pinned in a current like in this corner, like not a super good swimmer,
    0:18:35 and my friend who came with me, Randy, who’s a computational neuroscientist, and he had just
    0:18:40 been pushed down past me and so he couldn’t even see me. And I’m just like, if I die here,
    0:18:47 I mean, no one’s around. It’s like you just die alone. And so I just said, well, failure is not
    0:18:53 an option. And eventually, I got out of it and froze and got cut up. And I mean, the things that
    0:19:01 we were going through were just insane. But a short version of this is, you know, my wife
    0:19:08 and my daughter and Randy’s wife, they gave us all sorts of hell about this because they were
    0:19:13 just like, where are we? They were ready to send out a search party. So they were giving me hell
    0:19:18 about it. And then I started to tell people in my lab about this and then friends. And
    0:19:23 it just became a better and better story every time. And we actually had some photos of
    0:19:28 just the crazy things like this generator that was hanging over the water and were like ducking
    0:19:33 under the zinger, these metal gratings, and I’m like going flat. And it was just nuts, you know.
    0:19:38 But it became a great story. And it was definitely, I mean, Randy and I were already tight, but that
    0:19:43 was a real bonding experience for us. And yeah, I mean, and I learned from that that it’s like,
    0:19:49 I don’t look back on that enough, actually. Because I think we often, at least for me,
    0:19:56 I don’t necessarily have the confidence to think that things will work out that I’ll be able to
    0:20:00 get through a certain thing. But my ability to actually get something done in that moment
    0:20:08 is better than I give myself credit for, I think. And that was the lesson of that story that I
    0:20:13 really took away. Well, actually, just for me, you’re making me realize now that it’s not just
    0:20:19 those kinds of stories, but even things like periods of depression or really low points.
    0:20:26 To me, at least it feels like a motivating thing that the darker it gets, the better the story
    0:20:34 will be if you emerge on the other side. That to me feels like a motivating thing. So maybe if
    0:20:40 people listening to this and they’re going through some shit, as we said, one thing
    0:20:45 that could be a source of light is that it’ll be a hell of a good story when it’s all over,
    0:20:51 when you emerge on the other side. Let me ask you about decisions. You’ve already talked about it
    0:20:57 a little bit, but when we face the world and we’re making different decisions,
    0:21:01 how much does our memory come into play? Is it the kind of narratives that we’ve
    0:21:09 constructed about the world that are used to make predictions that’s fundamentally part
    0:21:14 of the decision making? Absolutely. Yeah. So let’s say after this, you and I decided we’re
    0:21:19 going to go for a beer, right? How do you choose where to go? You’re probably going to be like,
    0:21:23 oh, yeah, this new bar opened up near me at a great time there. They had a great beer selection,
    0:21:28 or you might say, oh, we went to this place and it was totally crowded and they’re playing this
    0:21:32 horrible EDM or whatever. So right there, valuable source of information, right? And then you have
    0:21:40 these things like where you do this counterfactual stuff like, well, I did this previously, but what
    0:21:46 if I had gone somewhere else instead? Maybe I’ll go to this other place because I didn’t try it
    0:21:50 the previous time. So there’s all that kind of reasoning that goes into it too. I think,
    0:21:56 even if you think about the big decisions in life, right? It’s like you and I were talking
    0:22:01 before we started recording about how I got into memory research and you got into AI. And it’s like
    0:22:07 we all have these personal reasons that guide us in these particular directions. And some of it’s
    0:22:13 the environment and random factors in life. And some of it is memories of things that we want to
    0:22:19 overcome or things that we build on in a positive way, but either way, they define us.
    0:22:27 And probably the earlier in life, the memories happen, the more defining, the more defining
    0:22:33 power they have in terms of determining who we become. I mean, I do feel like adolescence is
    0:22:39 much more important than I think people give credit for. I think that there is this kind of a sense
    0:22:43 like the first three years of life is the most important part. But the teenage years are just
    0:22:50 so important for the brain. And so that’s where a lot of mental illness starts to emerge.
    0:22:57 Now we’re thinking of things like schizophrenia as a neurodevelopmental disorder, because it just
    0:23:03 emerges during that period of adolescence and early adulthood. And I think the other part
    0:23:09 of it is that I guess I was a little bit too firm in saying that memory determines who we are. It’s
    0:23:15 really the self as an evolving construct. I think we kind of underestimate that. And when you’re
    0:23:21 a parent, you feel like every decision you make is consequential in forming this child and plays
    0:23:29 a role. But so do the child’s peers. And so do there’s so much. I mean, that’s why I think
    0:23:36 the big part of education I think that’s so important is not the content you learn. I mean,
    0:23:40 think of how much dumb stuff we learned in school, right? But a lot of it is learning
    0:23:47 how to get along with people and learning who you are and how you function. And that can be
    0:23:54 terribly traumatizing even if you have perfect parents working on you.
    0:23:59 Is there some insight into the human brain that explains why we don’t seem to remember anything
    0:24:06 from the first few years of life? Yeah. Yeah. In fact, actually, I was just talking to my
    0:24:12 really good friend and colleague, Simona Getty, who studies the neuroscience of child development.
    0:24:17 And so we were talking about this. And so there are a bunch of reasons, I would say. So one reason
    0:24:23 is there’s an area of the brain called the hippocampus, which is very, very important for
    0:24:28 remembering events or episodic memory. And so the first two years of life, there’s a period called
    0:24:34 infantile amnesia. And then the next couple of years of life after that, there’s a period called
    0:24:40 childhood amnesia. And the difference is that basically in the lab and even during childhood
    0:24:46 and afterwards, children basically don’t have any episodic memories for those first two years.
    0:24:54 The next two years, it’s very fragmentary. And that’s why they call it childhood amnesia. So
    0:24:58 there’s some, but it’s not mine. So one reason is that the hippocampus is taking some time to develop.
    0:25:04 But another is the neocortex. So the whole folded stuff of gray matter all around the hippocampus
    0:25:10 is developing so rapidly and changing. And a child’s knowledge of the world is just massively
    0:25:17 being built up. So I’m going to probably embarrass myself, but it’s like, if you
    0:25:22 showed like you trained a neural network and you give it the first couple of patterns or something
    0:25:28 like that, and then you bombard it with another year’s worth of data, try to get back those first
    0:25:34 couple of patterns, right? It’s like everything changes. And so the brain is so plastic. The
    0:25:40 cortex is so plastic during that time. And we think that memories for events are very distributed
    0:25:46 across the brain. So imagine you’re trying to get back that pattern of activity that happened
    0:25:51 during this one moment. But the roads that you would take to get there have been completely
    0:25:56 rerouted, right? So I think that’s my best explanation. The third explanation is a child’s
    0:26:01 sense of self takes a while to develop. And so their experience of learning might be more learning
    0:26:09 what happened as opposed to having this first person experience of “I remember, I was there.”
    0:26:14 Well, I think somebody once said to me that kind of loosely, philosophically, that the reason we
    0:26:25 don’t remember the first few years of life, infantile amnesia, is because how traumatic it is.
    0:26:32 Basically, the error rate that you mentioned, when your brain’s prediction doesn’t match reality,
    0:26:40 the error rate in the first few years of life, your first few months, certainly,
    0:26:44 is probably crazy high. It’s just nonstop freaking out. The collision between your model of the
    0:26:52 world and how the world works is just so high that you want whatever the trauma of that is,
    0:26:57 not to linger around. I always thought that’s an interesting idea because just imagine the insanity
    0:27:05 of what’s happening in a human brain in the first couple of years. You don’t know anything.
    0:27:10 And there’s just this stream of knowledge, and given how plastic everything is,
    0:27:15 it just molds and figures it out. But it’s like an insane waterfall of information.
    0:27:24 I wouldn’t necessarily describe it as a trauma. We can get into this whole stages of life thing,
    0:27:27 which I just love. Basically, those first few years, think about it. A kid’s
    0:27:34 internal model of their body is changing. It’s like just learning to move. If you ever have a baby,
    0:27:42 you’ll know that the first three months, they’re discovering their toes. It’s just nuts.
    0:27:47 Everything is changing. But what’s really fascinating is, and I think this is not at all
    0:27:54 me being a scientist, but it’s like one of those things that people talk about when they talk about
    0:27:58 the positive aspects of children is that they’re exceptionally curious, and they have this kind
    0:28:05 of openness towards the world. And so that prediction error is not a negative traumatic
    0:28:12 thing. I think it’s like a very positive thing because it’s what they use that they’re seeking
    0:28:18 information. One of the areas that I’m very interested in is the prefrontal cortex. It’s an
    0:28:23 area of the brain that, I mean, I could talk all day about it, but it helps us use our knowledge
    0:28:29 to say, “Hey, this is what I want to do now. This is my goal, so this is how I’m going to
    0:28:35 achieve it,” and focus everything towards that goal. The prefrontal cortex takes forever to
    0:28:41 develop in humans. The connections are still being tweaked and reformed into late adolescence,
    0:28:48 early adulthood, which is when you tend to see mental illness pop up. It’s being massively
    0:28:54 reformed. Then you have about 10 years maybe of prime functioning of the prefrontal cortex,
    0:29:00 and then it starts going down again, and you end up being older, and you start losing all
    0:29:04 that frontal function. So look at this, and you’d say, “Okay, you’ve sitting around episodic memory
    0:29:10 talks,” and always say, “Children are worse than adults at episodic memory. Older adults are worse
    0:29:15 than young adults at episodic memory,” and I always say, “God, this is so weird. Why would we have
    0:29:20 this period of time that’s so short when we’re perfect or optimal?” I like to use the word
    0:29:26 “optimal” now because there’s such a culture of optimization right now. I have to redefine what
    0:29:33 optimal is because for most of the human condition, I think we had a series of stages of life where
    0:29:42 you have basically adults saying, “Okay, young adults,” saying, “I’ve got a child, and I’m part of
    0:29:50 this village, and I have to hunt and forage and get things done. I need a prefrontal cortex so
    0:29:54 I can stay focused on the big picture and the long-haul goals.” Now, I’m a child. I’m in this
    0:30:01 village. I’m kind of wandering around, and I’ve got some safety, and I need to learn about this
    0:30:07 culture because I know so little. What’s the best way to do that? Let’s explore. I don’t want to be
    0:30:12 constrained by goals as much. I want to really be free, play and explore and learn. You don’t want a
    0:30:18 super tight prefrontal cortex. You don’t even know what the goals should be yet. If you’re trying to
    0:30:24 design a model that’s based on a bad goal, it’s not going to work well. Then you go late in life,
    0:30:32 and you say, “Why don’t you have a great prefrontal cortex then?” If you go back and you think,
    0:30:38 “How many species actually stick around naturally long after their child-bearing years are over,
    0:30:44 after reproductive years are over?” Menopause, from what I understand, menopause is not all that
    0:30:49 common in the animal world. Why would that happen? I saw Alison Gopnik said something about this,
    0:30:58 so I started to look into this, about this idea that really, when you’re older in most societies,
    0:31:04 your job is no longer to form new episodic memories. It’s to pass on the memories that you
    0:31:10 already have, this knowledge about the world, what we call semantic memory, to pass on that
    0:31:15 semantic memory to the younger generations, to pass on the culture. Even now in indigenous cultures,
    0:31:21 that’s the role of the elders. They’re respected. They’re not seen as people who are pasted and
    0:31:26 losing it. I thought that was a very poignant thing, that memory is doing what it’s supposed to
    0:31:34 throughout these stages of life. It is always optimal in a sense. It’s just optimal for that
    0:31:40 stage of life. For the ecology of the system, I looked into this and it’s like another species
    0:31:47 that has menopause is orcas. Orcopods are led by the grandmothers. It’s not the young adults,
    0:31:53 not the parents or whatever, the grandmothers. They’re the ones that pass on the traditions
    0:31:59 to the younger generation orcas. If you look from what little I understand, different orcopods
    0:32:06 have different traditions. They hunt for different things. They have different play traditions.
    0:32:11 That’s a culture. In social animals, evolution, I think, is designing brains that are really
    0:32:21 around. It’s obviously optimized for the individual, but also for kin. I think that the kin are part
    0:32:30 of this, when they’re a part of this intense social group, the brain development should parallel
    0:32:35 that the nature of the ecology. It’s just fascinating to think of the individual orca or human
    0:32:43 throughout its life in stages doing a kind of optimal wisdom development. In the early days,
    0:32:52 you don’t even know what the goal is. You figure out the goal and you optimize for that goal and
    0:32:56 you pursue that goal. Then all the wisdom you collect through that, then you share with the
    0:33:00 others in the system with the other individuals. As a collective, then you kind of converge towards
    0:33:07 greater wisdom throughout the generation. In that sense, it’s optimal. Us humans and orcas
    0:33:14 got something going on. It works. Oh, yeah. Apex predators.
    0:33:18 I just got a megalon tooth. Speaking of apex predators, just imagine the size of that thing.
    0:33:29 Anyway, how does the brain forget and how and why does it remember? Maybe some of the mechanisms.
    0:33:39 You mentioned the hippocampus. What are the different components involved here?
    0:33:43 We could think about this on a number of levels. Maybe I’ll give you the simplest version first,
    0:33:47 which is we tend to think of memories as these individual things and we can just access them
    0:33:52 maybe a little bit like photos on your phone or something like that.
    0:33:56 In the brain, the way it works is you have this distributed pool of neurons and
    0:34:01 the memories are kind of shared across different pools of neurons. What you have is competition,
    0:34:08 where sometimes memories that overlap can be fighting against each other.
    0:34:12 Sometimes we forget because that competition just wipes things out. Sometimes we forget because
    0:34:20 there aren’t the biological signals, which you can get into. I would promote long-term retention.
    0:34:26 Lots of times we forget because we can’t find the queue that sends us back to the right memory,
    0:34:32 and we need the right queue to be able to activate it. For instance, in a neural network,
    0:34:38 you wouldn’t go and you’d say, “This is the memory.” The whole ecosystem of memories
    0:34:46 is in the weights of the neural network. In fact, you could extract entirely new memories,
    0:34:50 depending on how you feed. You have to have the right query, the right prompt,
    0:34:54 to access that whatever the part you’re looking for.
    0:34:57 That’s exactly right. In humans, you have this more complex set of ways memory works.
    0:35:02 As I said, the knowledge or what you call semantic memory, and then there’s these
    0:35:07 memories for specific events, which we call episodic memory. There’s different pieces
    0:35:12 of the puzzle that require different kinds of queues. That’s a big part of it too,
    0:35:18 is just this kind of what we call retrieval failure.
    0:35:21 You mentioned episodic memory, you mentioned semantic memory,
    0:35:23 what are the different separations here? What’s working memory, short-term memory,
    0:35:28 long-term memory? What are the interesting categories of memory?
    0:35:32 Yeah. Memory researchers, we love to cut things up and say, “Is memory one thing or is it two
    0:35:39 things?” There’s two things, there’s three things. One of the things that there’s value in that,
    0:35:44 and especially experimental value in terms of being able to dissect things,
    0:35:49 and the real world is all connected. Speak to your question, working memory,
    0:35:53 it was a term that was coined by Alan Battley. It’s basically thought to be this ability to
    0:35:58 keep information online in your mind right in front of you at a given time, and to be able
    0:36:04 to control the flow of that information, to choose what information is relevant,
    0:36:08 to be able to manipulate it, and so forth. One of the things that Alan did that was quite brilliant
    0:36:14 was he said, “There’s this ability to passively store information, see things in your mind’s eye,
    0:36:20 or hear your internal monologue, but we have that ability to keep information in mind.”
    0:36:26 But then we also have this separate, what he called a central executive, which is identified a lot
    0:36:33 with the prefrontal cortex. It’s this ability to control the flow of information that’s being
    0:36:39 kept active based on what it is you’re doing. Now, a lot of my early work was basically saying
    0:36:45 that this working memory, which some memory researchers would call short-term memory,
    0:36:49 is not at all independent from long-term memory. That is that a lot of executive function requires
    0:36:56 learning, and you have to have like synaptic change for that to happen. But there’s also transient
    0:37:02 forms of memory. One of the things I’ve been getting into lately is the idea that we form
    0:37:08 internal models of events. The obvious one that I always use is birthday parties. As you go to
    0:37:14 a child’s birthday party, once the cake comes out and you just see a candle, you can predict the whole
    0:37:22 frame set of events that happens later. Up till that point where the child blows out the candle,
    0:37:27 you have an internal model in your head of what’s going on. If you follow people’s eyes,
    0:37:33 it’s not actually on what’s happening. It’s going where the action’s about to happen,
    0:37:37 which is just fascinating. You have this internal model and that’s a kind of a working memory product.
    0:37:43 It’s something that you’re keeping online that’s allowing you to interpret this world around you.
    0:37:48 Now, to build that model, though, you need to pull out stuff from your general knowledge of
    0:37:53 the world, which is what we call semantic memory. Then you’d want to be able to pull out memories
    0:37:59 for specific events that happened in the past, which we call episodic memory. In a way, they’re
    0:38:05 all connected even though it’s different. The things that we’re focusing on and the way we
    0:38:11 organize information in the present, which is working memory, will play a big role in determining
    0:38:16 how we remember that information later, which people typically call long-term memory.
    0:38:20 So if you have something like a birthday party and you’ve been to many before,
    0:38:23 you’re going to load that from disk into working memory, this model, and then you’re mostly operating
    0:38:30 on the model. If it’s a new task, you don’t have a model, so you’re more in the data collection.
    0:38:39 Yes, one of the fascinating things that we’ve been studying, and we’re not at all the first
    0:38:44 to do this, Jeff Sachs was a big pioneer in this, and I’ve been working with many other people,
    0:38:49 Ken Norman, Leila Devachi, or Columbia has done some interesting stuff with this,
    0:38:55 as this idea that we form these internal models at particular points of high prediction error,
    0:39:02 or points of, I believe, also points of uncertainty, points of surprise, or motivationally significant
    0:39:08 periods, and those points are when it’s maximally optimal to encode an episodic memory. So I used
    0:39:15 to think, “Oh, well, we’re just encoding episodic memories constantly.” But think about how much
    0:39:21 redundancy there is in all that. It’s just a lot of information that you don’t need.
    0:39:27 But if you capture an episodic memory at the point of maximum uncertainty for the singular
    0:39:35 experience, it’s only going to happen once, but if you capture it at the point of maximum
    0:39:40 uncertainty or maximum surprise, you have the most useful point in your experience that you’ve grabbed,
    0:39:46 and what we see is that the hippocampus and these other networks that are involved in
    0:39:52 generating these internal models of events, they show a heightened period of connectivity,
    0:39:58 or correlated activity, during those breaks between different events, which we call event
    0:40:03 boundaries. These are the points where you’re surprised, or you cross from one room to another,
    0:40:08 and so forth, and that communication is associated with a bump of activity in the hippocampus and
    0:40:13 better memory. And so if people have a very good internal model throughout that event,
    0:40:21 you don’t need to do much memory processing here in a predictive mode. And so then, at these event
    0:40:27 boundaries, you encode, and then you retrieve and you’re like, “Okay, wait a minute, what’s going on
    0:40:31 here?” Branganath’s now talking about orcas, what’s going on, and maybe you have to go back and
    0:40:36 remember reading my book to pull out the episodic memory to make sense of whatever it is I’m babbling
    0:40:40 about. And so there’s this beautiful dynamics that you can see in the brain of these different
    0:40:47 networks that are coming together and then de-affiliating at different points in time
    0:40:52 that are allowing you to go into these modes. And so to speak to your original question,
    0:40:57 to some extent, when we’re talking about semantic memory and episodic memory and working memory,
    0:41:02 you can think about it as these processes that are unfolding as these networks come together
    0:41:07 and pull apart. Can memory be trained and improved? This beautiful connected system that you’ve
    0:41:15 described, what aspect of it is a mechanism that can be improved through training?
    0:41:21 I think improvement, it depends on what your definition of optimal is. So what I say in the
    0:41:27 book is that you don’t want to remember more, you want to remember better, which means focusing
    0:41:33 on the things that are important. And that’s what our brains are designed to do.
    0:41:37 So if you go back to the earliest quantitative studies of memory by Ebbinghaus, what you see
    0:41:42 is that he was trying so hard to memorize this arbitrary nonsense. And within a day,
    0:41:49 he lost about 60% of that information. And he was basically using a very, very generous way
    0:41:55 of measuring it. So as far as we know, nobody has managed to violate those basics of having people
    0:42:02 forget most of their experiences. So if your expectation is that you should remember everything
    0:42:07 and that’s what your optimal is, you’re already off because this is just not what human brains
    0:42:12 are designed to do. On the other hand, what we see over and over again is that the brain does,
    0:42:18 basically, one of the cool things about the design of the brain is it’s always less is more.
    0:42:23 I’ve seen estimates that the human brain uses something like 12 to 20 watts in a day. I mean,
    0:42:30 that’s just nuts, the low power consumption, right? So it’s all about reusing information
    0:42:36 and making the most of what we already have. And so that’s why, basically, again, what you see
    0:42:43 biologically is neuromodulators, for instance, these chemicals in the brain like norepinephrine,
    0:42:50 dopamine, serotonin, these are chemicals that are released during moments that tend to be
    0:42:56 biologically significant, surprise, fear, stress, et cetera. And so these chemicals
    0:43:03 promote lasting plasticity, right? Essentially, some mechanisms by which the brain can prioritize
    0:43:10 the information that you carry with you into the future. Attention is a big factor as well,
    0:43:15 our ability to focus our attention on what’s important. And so there’s different schools of
    0:43:22 thought on training attention, for instance. So one of my colleagues, Amishi Ja, she wrote a
    0:43:29 book called Peak Mind and talks about mindfulness as a method for improving attention and focus.
    0:43:35 So she works a lot with military like Navy SEALs and stuff to do this kind of work
    0:43:40 with mindfulness meditation. Adam Ghazali, in other words, my friends and colleagues,
    0:43:45 has worked on kind of training through video games actually as a way of training attention. And so
    0:43:51 it’s not clear to me, you know, one of the challenges though in training is you tend to
    0:43:56 overfit to the thing that you’re trying to optimize, right? So you tend to, if I’m looking at a video
    0:44:03 game, I can definitely get better at paying attention in the context of the video game,
    0:44:07 but you transfer it to the outside world. That’s very controversial.
    0:44:11 The implication there is that attention is a fundamental component of remembering something,
    0:44:17 allocating attention to it. And then attention might be something that you could train,
    0:44:23 how you allocate attention and how you hold attention on a thing.
    0:44:28 I can say that in fact, we do in certain ways, right? So if you are an expert in something,
    0:44:34 you are training attention. So we did this one study of expertise in the brain. And
    0:44:40 people used to think, let’s say if you’re a bird expert or something, right? People will go like,
    0:44:45 if you get really into this world of birds, you start to see the differences in your visual
    0:44:50 cortex is tuned up and it’s all about plasticity of the visual cortex. And vision researchers
    0:44:55 love to say everything’s visual. But it’s like, we did this study of attention and working memory
    0:45:02 and expertise. And one of the things that surprised us were the biggest effects as people became
    0:45:07 experts in identifying these different kinds of just crazy objects that we made up.
    0:45:12 As they developed this expertise of being able to identify what made them different from each
    0:45:16 other and what made them unique, we were actually seeing massive increases in activity in the
    0:45:21 prefrontal cortex. And this fits with some of the studies of chest experts and so forth that
    0:45:26 it’s not so much that you learn the patterns passively, you learn what to look for, you learn
    0:45:32 what’s important, what’s not, right? And you can see this in any kind of expert professional athlete,
    0:45:38 they’re looking three steps ahead of where they’re supposed to be. So that’s a kind of a training of
    0:45:43 attention. And those are also what you’d call expert memory skills. So if you take the memory
    0:45:49 athletes, I know that’s something we’re both interested in. So these are people who train in
    0:45:54 these competitions and they’ll memorize like a deck of cards in like a really short amount of time.
    0:46:00 There’s a great memory athlete, her name I think is pronounced Yenya Wintressol.
    0:46:06 So I think she’s got like a giant Instagram following. And so she had this YouTube video
    0:46:12 that went viral where she had memorized an entire Ikea catalog, right? And so how do people do this?
    0:46:19 By all accounts, from people who become memory athletes, they weren’t born with some extraordinary
    0:46:25 memory. But they practice strategies over and over and over again. The strategy that they use
    0:46:31 for memorizing a particular thing, it can become automatic and you can just deploy it in an instant,
    0:46:36 right? So again, it’s not necessarily going to, one strategy for learning the order of a deck of
    0:46:42 cards might not help you for something else that you need like, you know, remembering your way around
    0:46:47 Austin, Texas. But it’s going to be these, whatever you’re interested in, you can optimize for that.
    0:46:54 And that’s just a natural byproduct of expertise.
    0:46:58 There’s certain hacks. There’s something called the memory palace that I played with. I don’t
    0:47:02 know if you’re familiar with that whole technique. And it works. It’s interesting. So another thing
    0:47:08 I recommend for people a lot is I use Anki a lot every day. It’s an app that does spaced repetition.
    0:47:16 So I think medical students and like students use this a lot to remember a lot of different things.
    0:47:20 Oh yeah. Okay. We can come back to this. But yeah, sure. It’s the whole concept of space repetition.
    0:47:24 You just, when the thing is fresh, you kind of have to remind yourself of it a lot. And then
    0:47:31 over time, you can wait a week, a month, a year before you have to recall the thing again. And
    0:47:38 that way, you essentially have something like note cards that you can have tens of thousands of
    0:47:44 and can only spend 30 minutes a day and actually be refreshing all of that information, all that
    0:47:50 knowledge. It’s really great. And then for a memory palace is a technique that allows you
    0:47:56 to remember things like the IKEA catalog or by placing them visually in a place that you’re
    0:48:02 really familiar with. Like I’m really familiar with this place. So I can put numbers or facts or
    0:48:09 whatever you want to remember. You can walk along that little palace and it reminds you.
    0:48:13 It’s cool. Like there’s stuff like that that I think athletes, memory athletes could use,
    0:48:20 but I think also regular people can use. One of the things I have to solve for myself is how
    0:48:24 to remember names. I’m horrible at it. I think it’s because when people introduce themselves,
    0:48:30 I have the social anxiety of the interaction where I’m like, I know I should be remembering that,
    0:48:39 but I’m freaking out internally about social interaction in general. And so,
    0:48:45 therefore, I forget immediately. So I’m looking for good tricks for that.
    0:48:49 I feel like we’ve got a lot in common because when people introduce themselves to me, it’s almost
    0:48:57 like I have this blank blackout for a moment and then I’m just looking at them like, what happened?
    0:49:04 I look away or something. What’s wrong with me? I’m totally with you on this.
    0:49:08 The reason why it’s hard is that there’s no reason we should be able to remember names
    0:49:14 because when you say remembering a name, you’re not really remembering a name. Maybe in my case,
    0:49:18 you are. But most of the time, you’re associating a name with a face and an identity. And that’s a
    0:49:24 completely arbitrary thing. Maybe in the olden days, somebody named Miller, it’s like they’re
    0:49:30 actually making flour or something like that. But for the most part, it’s like these names are
    0:49:36 just utterly arbitrary. So you have no thing to latch onto. And so it’s not really a thing that
    0:49:42 our brain does very well to learn meaningless arbitrary stuff. So what you need to do is build
    0:49:48 connections somehow, visualize a connection. And sometimes it’s obvious, or sometimes it’s not.
    0:49:55 I’m trying to think of a good one for you now. But the first thing I think of is Lex Luthor.
    0:49:59 Because doesn’t Lex Luthor wear a suit, I think? I know he has a shaved head, though,
    0:50:07 or he’s bald, which you’re not. You’ve got a great head if I trade hair with you any day.
    0:50:11 But something like that. But if I can come up with something, I could say, okay, so Lex Luthor
    0:50:17 is this criminal mastermind, and I just imagine you. We talked about stabbing or whatever earlier.
    0:50:22 Yeah, exactly. So I’m just kind of connected, and that’s it. Yeah, yeah. But I’m serious,
    0:50:26 though, that these kinds of weird associations, now I’m building a richer network. I mean,
    0:50:31 one of the things that I find is if you can have somebody’s name that’s just totally generic,
    0:50:37 like John Smith or something, not that no offense to people with that name. But if I see a generic
    0:50:43 name like that, but I’ve read John Smith’s papers academically, and then I meet John Smith at a
    0:50:49 conference, I can immediately associate that name with that face, because I have this pre-existing
    0:50:54 network to lock everything into. And so you can build that network. And that’s what the method
    0:50:59 of loci or the memory palace technique is all about, is you have a pre-existing structure in your
    0:51:05 head of like your childhood home or this mental palace that you’ve created for yourself. And so
    0:51:11 now you can put arbitrary pieces of information in different locations in that mental structure of
    0:51:18 yours. And then you could walk through the different path and find all the pieces of information
    0:51:24 you’re looking for. So the method of loci is a great method for just learning arbitrary things,
    0:51:30 because it allows you to link them together and get that cue that you need to pop in
    0:51:34 and find everything, right? We should maybe linger on this memory palace thing just to make obvious,
    0:51:43 because when people were describing to me a while ago what this is seems insane. I just,
    0:51:50 you literally think of a place like a childhood home or a home that you’re really visually
    0:51:57 familiar with. And you literally place in that three-dimensional space facts or people or whatever
    0:52:08 you want to remember. And you just walk in your mind along that place visually. And you can remember,
    0:52:16 remind yourself of the different things. One of the limitations is there is a sequence to it.
    0:52:22 So it’s, I think your brain somehow, you need, you can’t just like go upstairs right away or
    0:52:27 something. You have to like walk along the room. So it’s really great for remembering sequences,
    0:52:31 but it’s also not great for remembering like individual facts out of context. So the full
    0:52:36 context of the tour, I think, is important. But it’s fascinating how the mind is able to do that
    0:52:42 when you ground these pieces of knowledge into something that you remember well already,
    0:52:49 especially visually. Fascinating. And you can just do that for any kind of sequence. I’m sure
    0:52:55 she used something like this for the IKEA catalog, something like this nature.
    0:52:58 Oh yeah, absolutely, absolutely. And I think the principle here is, again, I was telling you this
    0:53:05 idea that memories can compete with each other, right? Well, I like to use this example, and maybe
    0:53:11 someday I’ll regret this, but I’ve used it a lot recently, is like, imagine if this were my desk,
    0:53:16 it could be cluttered with a zillion different things, right? So imagine it’s just cluttered
    0:53:19 with a whole bunch of yellow Post-it notes. And on one of them, I put my bank password on it, right?
    0:53:24 Well, it’s going to take me forever to find it. I might, you know, it’s just going to be buried
    0:53:28 under all these other Post-it notes. But if it’s like hot pink, it’s going to stand out and I find
    0:53:33 it really easily, right? And so that’s one way in which if things are distinctive, if you’ve
    0:53:39 processed information in a very distinctive way, then you can have a memory that’s going to last.
    0:53:45 And that’s very good, for instance, for name-face associations. If I get something distinctive
    0:53:51 about you, you know, that it’s like, that you’ve got very short hair, and maybe I can make the
    0:53:55 association with Lex Luthor that way, or something like that, right? You know, but I get something
    0:53:59 very specific. That’s a great cue. But the other part of it is, what if I just organized my notes
    0:54:05 so that I have my finances in one pile, and I have my like reminders, my to-do list in one pile,
    0:54:11 and so forth. So I organized them. Well, then I know exactly if I’m going for my banking,
    0:54:17 you know, my bank password, I could go to the finance pile, right? So the method of loci works
    0:54:23 or memory palaces work because they give you a way of organizing. There’s a school of thought that
    0:54:29 says that episodic memory evolved from this like kind of knowledge of space. And, you know,
    0:54:35 basically, there’s primitive abilities to figure out where you are. And so people explain the
    0:54:40 method of loci that way. And, you know, whether or not the evolutionary argument is true,
    0:54:46 the method of loci is not at all special. So if you don’t, you’re not a good visualizer.
    0:54:50 Stories are a good one. So a lot of memory athletes will use stories, and they’ll
    0:54:56 go like, if you’re memorizing a deck of cards, they have a little code for the different, like,
    0:55:01 like the king and the jack and the ten and so forth. And they’ll make up a story about things
    0:55:07 that they’re doing. And that’ll work. Songs are a great one, right? I mean, it’s like, I can still
    0:55:12 remember there’s this obscure episode of the TV show “Cheers.” They sing a song about Albania
    0:55:17 that he uses to memorize all these facts about Albania. And I could still sing that song to you.
    0:55:24 It’s just I saw it on a TV show, you know. So you mentioned space repetition. So what,
    0:55:29 do you like this, Prasik? Maybe can you explain it? Oh, yeah. If I’m trying to memorize something,
    0:55:34 let’s say if I have an hour to memorize as many Spanish words as I can, if I just try to do,
    0:55:40 like, half an hour, and then later in the day, I do half an hour, I won’t retain that information
    0:55:46 as long as if I do half an hour today and half an hour one week from now. And so doing that extra
    0:55:53 spacing should help me retain the information better. Now, there’s an interesting boundary condition,
    0:56:00 which is it depends on when you need that information. So many of us, you know, for me,
    0:56:06 like, I can’t remember so much from college and high school because I crammed because I just did
    0:56:11 everything at last minute. And sometimes I would literally study, like, you know, in the hallway
    0:56:17 right before the test. That was great. Because what would happen is I just had that information
    0:56:22 right there. And so actually not spacing can really help you if you need it very quickly,
    0:56:29 right? But the problem is, is that you tend to forget it later on. But on the other hand,
    0:56:34 if you space things out, you get a benefit for later on retention. And so there’s many different
    0:56:41 explanations. We have a computational model of this, it’s currently under revision. But in our
    0:56:46 computer model, what we say is that an easy, maybe a good way of thinking about this is
    0:56:52 this conversation that you and I are having. It’s associated with a particular context,
    0:56:58 a particular place in time. And so all these little cues that are in the background, these
    0:57:02 little guitar sculptures that you have, and that big light umbrella thing, right? All these things
    0:57:07 are part of my memory for what we’re talking about the content. So now later on, you’re sitting around
    0:57:15 and you’re at home drinking a beer and you think, God, what a strange interview that was, right?
    0:57:19 So now you’re trying to remember it, but the context is different. So your current situation
    0:57:27 doesn’t match up with the memory that you pulled up. There’s error. There’s a mismatch between what
    0:57:32 you pulled up and your current context. And so in our model, what you start to do is you start to
    0:57:37 erase or alter the parts of the memory that are associated with a specific place and time,
    0:57:43 and you heighten the information about the content. And so if you remember this information in
    0:57:50 different times in different places, it’s more accessible at different times in different places
    0:57:56 because it’s not overfitted in a AI kind of way of thinking about things. It’s not overfitted to
    0:58:01 one particular context. But that’s also why the memories that we call upon the most also feel
    0:58:07 kind of like they’re just things that we read about almost. You don’t vividly reimagine them,
    0:58:11 right? It’s just these things that just come to us like facts, right? And it’s a little bit
    0:58:17 different than semantic memory, but basically these events that we have recalled over and over
    0:58:24 and over again, we keep updating that memory so it’s less and less tied to the original experience.
    0:58:29 But then we have those other ones, which it’s like you just get a reminder of that very specific
    0:58:34 context. You smell something, you hear a song, you see a place that you haven’t been to in a while,
    0:58:40 and boom, it just comes back to you. And that’s the exact opposite of what you get with spacing,
    0:58:45 right? That’s so fascinating. So with space repetition, one of its powers is that you lose
    0:58:50 attachment to a particular context, but then it loses the intensity of the flavor of the memory.
    0:58:59 That’s interesting. That’s so interesting. Yeah, but at the same time, it becomes stronger
    0:59:05 in the sense that the content becomes stronger. Yeah, so it’s used for learning languages,
    0:59:09 for learning facts, for learning, for that generic semantic information type of memory.
    0:59:14 Yeah, and I think this falls into a category we’ve done other modeling. One of these is
    0:59:20 published study in PLOS, Computational Biology, where we showed that another way, which is I think
    0:59:27 related to the spacing effect is what’s called the testing effect. So the idea is that if you’re
    0:59:33 trying to learn words, let’s say in Spanish or something like that, and this doesn’t have to
    0:59:38 be words, it could be anything, you test yourself on the words and that active testing yourself
    0:59:44 helps you retain it better over time than if you just studied it, right? And so from traditional
    0:59:51 learning theories, some learning theories anyway, this seems weird, why would you do better giving
    0:59:57 yourself this extra error from testing yourself rather than just giving yourself perfect input
    1:00:03 that’s a replica of what it is that you’re trying to learn. And I think the reason is that you get
    1:00:08 better retention from that error, that mismatch that we talked about, right? So what’s happening
    1:00:15 in our model, it’s actually conceptually kind of similar to what happens with backprop in AI,
    1:00:21 so there are neural networks. And so the idea is that you expose, here’s the bad connections,
    1:00:26 and here’s the good connections. And so we can keep the parts of this cell assembly that are
    1:00:32 good for the memory and lose the ones that are not so good. But if you don’t stress test the
    1:00:37 memory, you haven’t exposed it to the error fully. And so that’s why I think this is a thing that I
    1:00:43 come back to over and over again, is that you will retain information better if you’re constantly
    1:00:50 pushing yourself to your limit, right? If you are feeling like you’re coasting, then you’re actually
    1:00:57 not learning. So you should always be stress testing the memory system. Yeah, and feel good
    1:01:06 about it. You know, even though everyone tells me, oh, my memory is terrible, in the moment,
    1:01:10 they’re overconfident about what they’ll retain later on. So it’s fascinating. And so what happens
    1:01:16 is when you test yourself, you’re like, oh, my God, I thought I knew that, but I don’t. And so
    1:01:22 it can be demoralizing until you get around that and you realize, hey, this is the way that I learn.
    1:01:28 This is how I learn best. It’s like if you’re trying to, you know, star in a movie or something
    1:01:36 like that, you know, just sit around reading the script, you actually act it out and you’re going
    1:01:40 to botch those lines from time to time, right? You know that there’s an interesting moment you
    1:01:43 probably experienced this. I remember a good friend of mine, Joe Rogan, I was on his podcast and
    1:01:50 we were randomly talking about soccer football. Somebody I grew up watching, Diego Armando
    1:02:00 Maradona, one of the greatest soccer players of all time. And we were talking about him and his
    1:02:05 career and so on. And Joe asked me if he’s still around. Now, and I said, yeah, I don’t know why
    1:02:19 I thought yeah, because that was a perfect example of memories. He passed away. I tweeted about it,
    1:02:27 how heartbroken I was, all this kind of stuff. I like it a year before. I know this, but in my
    1:02:33 mind, I went back to the thing I’ve done many times in my head, visualizing some of the epic
    1:02:39 run to get on goal and so on. So for me, he’s alive. So I’m in part of the also the conversation
    1:02:45 when you’re talking to Joe, there’s stress and the focus is allocated, the attention is allocated
    1:02:50 in a particular way. But when I walked away, I was like, in which world was Diego Maradona
    1:02:58 still alive? Because I was sure in my head that he was still alive. There was a moment that sticks
    1:03:06 with me. I’ve had a few like that in my life where just obvious things just disappear from
    1:03:14 mind. And it’s cool, like it shows actually the power of the mind in a positive sense
    1:03:19 to erase memories you want erased, maybe. But I don’t know. I don’t know if there’s a good
    1:03:24 explanation for that. One of the cool things that I found is that some people really just
    1:03:31 revolutionize a field by creating a problem that didn’t exist before. It’s kind of like why I love
    1:03:38 science is like engineering is like solving other people’s problems and science is about
    1:03:43 creating problems. I’m just much more like I want to break things and create problems.
    1:03:48 Not necessarily move fast though. But one of my former mentors, Marsha Johnson, who in my opinion
    1:03:55 is one of the greatest memory researchers of all time, she comes up young woman in the field and
    1:04:00 it’s mostly Guy Field. And she gets into this idea of how do we tell the difference between
    1:04:06 things that we’ve imagined and things that we actually remember? How do we tell I get some
    1:04:11 mental experience? Where did that mental experience come from? And it turns out this is a huge problem
    1:04:17 because essentially our mental experience of remembering something that happened,
    1:04:21 our mental experience of thinking about something, how do you tell the difference?
    1:04:26 They’re both largely constructions in our head. And so it is very important. And the way that you
    1:04:34 do it is, I mean, it’s not perfect, but the way that we often do it and succeed is by, again,
    1:04:41 using our prefrontal cortex and really focusing on the sensory information or the place and time
    1:04:48 and the things that put us back into when this information happened. And if it’s something you
    1:04:53 thought about, you’re not going to have all of that vivid detail as you do for something that
    1:04:57 actually happened. But it doesn’t work all the time. But that’s a big thing that you have to do.
    1:05:02 But it takes time. It’s slow and it’s, again, effortful. But that’s what you need to remember
    1:05:07 accurately. But what’s cool, and I think this is what you alluded to about how that was an
    1:05:11 interesting experience, is imagination is exactly the opposite. Imagination is basically saying,
    1:05:18 I’m just going to take all this information from memory, recombine it in different ways and throw
    1:05:23 it out there. And so, for instance, Dan Schachter and Donna Addis have done cool work on this.
    1:05:29 Demis Hassibis did work on this with Eleanor McGuire and UCL. And this goes back, actually,
    1:05:36 to this guy, Frederick Bartlett, who is this revolutionary memory researcher at Bartlett.
    1:05:41 He actually rejected the whole idea of quantifying memory. He said, “There’s no statistics in my
    1:05:47 book.” He came from this anthropology perspective. And a short version of the story is he just asked
    1:05:53 people to recall things. You give people stories in poem, ask people to recall them.
    1:05:58 And what he found was people’s memories didn’t reflect all of the details of what they were
    1:06:03 exposed to. And they did reflect a lot more. They were filtered through this lens of prior
    1:06:09 knowledge, the cultures that they came from, the beliefs that they had, the things they knew.
    1:06:14 And so, what he concluded was that he called remembering an imaginative construction,
    1:06:20 meaning that we don’t replay the past. We imagine how the past could have been by taking bits and
    1:06:27 pieces that come up in our heads. And likewise, he wrote this beautiful taper on imagination,
    1:06:32 saying when we imagine something and create something, we’re creating it from these specific
    1:06:37 experiences that we’ve had and combining it with our general knowledge. But instead of trying to
    1:06:41 focus it on being accurate and getting out one thing, you’re just ruthlessly recombining things
    1:06:46 without any necessary goal in mind. I mean, at least that’s one kind of creation.
    1:06:54 So imagination is fundamentally coupled with memory in both directions?
    1:07:02 I think so. I mean, it’s not clear that it is in everyone, but one of the things that’s been
    1:07:09 studied is some patients who have amnesia, for instance, they have brain damage, say, to the
    1:07:14 hippocampus. And if you ask them to imagine things that are not in front of them, like imagine what
    1:07:20 could happen after I leave this room, they find it very difficult to give you a scenario of what
    1:07:27 could happen. Or if they do, it would be more stereotyped, like, yes, this would happen. But
    1:07:31 it’s not like they can come up with anything that’s very vivid and creative in that sense.
    1:07:35 And it’s partly because when you have amnesia, you’re stuck in the present.
    1:07:39 Because to get a very good model of the future, it really helps to have episodic memories to
    1:07:45 draw upon, right? And so that’s the basic idea. And in fact, one of the most impressive things,
    1:07:52 when people started to scan people’s brains and ask people to remember past events,
    1:07:58 what they found was there was this big network of the brain called the default mode network.
    1:08:03 It gets a lot of press because it’s like thought to be important. It’s engaged during
    1:08:06 mind wandering. And if I ask you to pay attention to something, it only comes on when you stop paying
    1:08:12 attention. So people go, oh, it’s this daydreaming network. And I thought this is just ridiculous
    1:08:18 research. Who cares? But then what people found was when people recall episodic memories,
    1:08:25 this network gets active. And so we started to look into it. And this network of areas is really
    1:08:32 closely, functionally interacting with the hippocampus. And so, in fact, some would say the
    1:08:38 hippocampus is part of this default network. And if you look at brain images of people,
    1:08:44 or brain maps of activation, so to speak, of people imagining possible scenarios of things that
    1:08:50 could happen in the future, or even things that couldn’t really be very plausible,
    1:08:53 they look very similar. I mean, you know, to the naked eye, they look almost the same as maps of
    1:08:59 brain activation when people remember the past. According to our theory, and we’ve got some data
    1:09:04 to support this, we’ve broken up this network in various subpieces, is that basically it’s kind of
    1:09:09 taking apart all of our experiences, and creating these little Lego blocks out of them. And then
    1:09:15 you can put them back together if you have the right instructions to recreate these experiences
    1:09:20 that you’ve had, but you could also reassemble them into new pieces to create a model of an event that
    1:09:25 hasn’t happened yet. And that’s what we think happens. And when our common ground that we’re
    1:09:31 establishing in language, requires using those building blocks to put together a model of what’s
    1:09:37 going on. Well, there’s a good percentage of time I personally live in, in the imagined world.
    1:09:43 I think of, I have, I do thought experiments a lot. I, you know, take the, the absurdity
    1:09:50 of human life as it stands, and play it forward in all kinds of different directions.
    1:10:00 Sometimes it’s rigorous thoughts, thought experiments, sometimes it’s fun ones. So
    1:10:03 I imagine that that has an effect on how I remember things. And I suppose I have to be
    1:10:10 a little bit careful to make sure stuff happened versus stuff that I just imagined happened. And
    1:10:17 this also, I mean, some of my best friends are characters inside books that never even existed.
    1:10:24 And I’m, you know, there’s some degree to which they actually exist in my mind.
    1:10:30 Like these characters exist. Authors exist. Does Efsky exist, but also Brothers Karamazov.
    1:10:37 I love that book. One of the few books I’ve read. One of the few literature books that I’ve read,
    1:10:43 I should say. I read a lot in school that I don’t remember, but Brothers Karamazov.
    1:10:47 But they exist. They exist. And I have almost kind of like conversations with them. It’s interesting.
    1:10:51 It’s interesting to allow your brain to kind of play with ideas of the past,
    1:10:58 of the imagined, and see it all as one.
    1:11:00 Yeah. There was actually this famous mnemonist. He’s kind of like back then the equivalent of a
    1:11:06 memory athlete, except he would go to shows and do this. Those described by this really famous
    1:11:12 nurse psychologist from Russia named Luria. And so this guy was named Solomon Sharyshevsky.
    1:11:18 And he had this condition called synesthesia that basically created these weird associations
    1:11:24 between different senses that normally wouldn’t go together. So that gave him this incredibly
    1:11:30 vivid imagination that he would use to basically imagine all sorts of things that he would need
    1:11:38 to memorize. And he would just imagine, like just create these incredibly detailed things.
    1:11:43 And he said that allowed him to memorize all sorts of stuff. But it also really haunted
    1:11:49 him by some reports that basically it was like he was at some point, and again, who knows,
    1:11:54 the drinking was part of this, but at some point had trouble differentiating his imagination from
    1:11:59 reality. And this is interesting because it’s like, I mean, that’s what psychosis is in some
    1:12:06 ways is you, first of all, you’re just learning connections from prediction errors that you
    1:12:13 probably shouldn’t learn. And the other part of it is, is that your internal signals are being
    1:12:19 confused with actual things in the outside world, right? Well, that’s why a lot of this stuff is
    1:12:25 both feature and bug. It’s a double-edged sword. Yeah, I mean, it might be why there’s such an
    1:12:29 interesting relationship between genius and psychosis. Yeah, maybe they’re just two sides of
    1:12:36 the same coin. Humans are fascinating, aren’t they? I think so. Sometimes scary, but mostly
    1:12:43 fascinating. Can we just talk about memory sport a little longer? There’s something called the USA
    1:12:49 Memory Championship. What are these athletes like? What does it mean to be like elite level at this?
    1:12:57 Have you interacted with any of them or reading about them? What have you learned about these
    1:13:01 folks? There’s a guy named Henry Ronditer who’s studying these guys. And there’s actually a book
    1:13:06 by Joshua Ford called Moonwalking with Einstein where he talks about, he actually, as part of this
    1:13:12 book, just decided to become a memory athlete. They often have these life events that make them go,
    1:13:18 “Hey, why don’t I do this?” So there was a guy named Scott Hagwood who I write about,
    1:13:23 who thought that he was getting chemo for cancer. And so he decided, because chemo,
    1:13:32 there’s a well-known thing called chemo brain where people become like they just lose a lot of
    1:13:37 their sharpness. And so he wanted to fight that by learning these memory skills. So he bought a
    1:13:44 book. And this is the story you hear in a lot of memory athletes is they buy a book by other memory
    1:13:49 athletes or other memory experts, so to speak. And they just learn those skills and practice
    1:13:55 them over and over again. They start by winning bets and so forth. And then they go into these
    1:14:00 competitions. And the competitions are typically things like memorizing long strings of numbers
    1:14:05 or memorizing orders of cards and so forth. So there tend to be pretty arbitrary things,
    1:14:11 not like things that you’d be able to bring a lot of prior knowledge. But they build the skills that
    1:14:18 you need to memorize arbitrary things. Yeah, that’s fascinating. I’ve gotten a chance to work
    1:14:23 with something called n-back tasks. So there’s all these kinds of tasks, memory recall tasks that
    1:14:28 are used to load up the quote-unquote “work in memory.” And to see the psychologists used it
    1:14:36 to test all kinds of stuff, like to see how well you’re good at multitasking. We used it in particular
    1:14:41 for the task of driving, like if you fill up your brain with intensive working memory tasks,
    1:14:49 how good are you at also not crashing, that kind of stuff. So it’s fascinating. But
    1:14:56 again, those tasks are arbitrary in there, usually about recalling a sequence of numbers in some kind
    1:15:02 of semi-complex way. Do you have any favorite tasks of this nature in your own studies?
    1:15:10 I’ve really been most excited about going in the opposite direction and using things that are
    1:15:16 more and more naturalistic. And the reason is, is that we’ve really moved, we’ve moved in that
    1:15:22 direction because what we found is that memory works very, very differently when you study it,
    1:15:29 when you study memory in the way that people typically remember. And so it goes into a much
    1:15:36 more predictive mode. And you have these event boundaries, for instance. But a lot of what
    1:15:43 happens is this kind of fascinating mix that we’ve been talking about, a mix of interpretations
    1:15:49 and imagination with perception. And so the new direction we’re going in is understanding
    1:15:57 navigation in our memory first places. And the reason is, is that there’s a lot of work that’s
    1:16:02 done in rats, which is very good work. They have a rat, and they put it in a box, and the rat goes,
    1:16:08 chases cheese in a box, and you’ll find cells in the hippocampus that fire when a rat is in
    1:16:13 different places in the box. And so the conventional wisdom is that the hippocampus forms this map
    1:16:21 of the box. And I think that probably may happen when you have absolutely no knowledge
    1:16:29 of the world, right? But I think one of the cool things about human memory is we can bring to bear
    1:16:35 our past experiences, economically, learn new ones. And so, for instance, if you learn a map of an
    1:16:43 Ikea, let’s say if I go to the Ikea in Austin, I’m sure there’s one here, I probably could go to
    1:16:49 this Ikea and find my way to the, you know, where the wine glasses are without having to even think
    1:16:56 about it, because it’s got a very similar layout, even though Ikea is a nightmare to get around.
    1:17:00 Once I learned my local Ikea, I can use that map everywhere, why form a brand new one for a new
    1:17:06 place. And so that kind of ability to reuse information really comes into play when we
    1:17:14 look at things that are, you know, more naturalistic tasks. And another thing that we’re really
    1:17:21 interested in is this idea of like, what if instead of basically mapping out every coordinate in a
    1:17:27 space, you form a pretty economical graph that connects basically the major landmarks together
    1:17:35 and being able to use that as, you know, emphasizing the things that are most important,
    1:17:40 the places that you go for food and the places that are landmarks that help you get around.
    1:17:45 And then filling in the blanks for the rest, because I really believe that cognitive maps
    1:17:51 are a mental maps of the world, just like our memories for events are not photographic,
    1:17:57 I think there’s this combination of actual verifiable details and then a lot of inference
    1:18:03 that you make. So what have you learned about this kind of spatial mapping of places?
    1:18:09 How do people represent locations? There’s a lot of variability, I think that, and there’s a lot
    1:18:15 of disagreement about how people represent locations in a world of GPS and physical maps.
    1:18:22 People can learn it from like basically what they call like survey perspective, being able to see
    1:18:27 everything. And so that’s one way in which humans can do it. That’s a little bit different.
    1:18:32 There’s one way which we can memorize routes. Like I know how to get from here to, let’s say,
    1:18:39 if I knew, walk here from my hotel, I could just rigidly follow that route back, right? And there’s
    1:18:44 another more integrative way, which would be what’s called a cognitive map, which would be
    1:18:50 kind of a sense of how everything relates to each other. And so there’s lots of people who
    1:18:56 believe that these maps that we have in our head are isomorphic with the world. They’re like these
    1:19:02 literal coordinates that follow Euclidean space. And as you know, Euclidean mathematics is very
    1:19:09 constrained, right? And I think that we are actually much more generative in our maps of space,
    1:19:16 so that we do have these bits and pieces. And we’ve got a small task as it’s right now,
    1:19:21 not yet like we need to do some work on it for further analyses. But one of the things we’re
    1:19:27 looking at is these signals called ripples in the hippocampus, which are these bursts of activity
    1:19:34 that you see that are synchronized with areas in the neocortex, in the default network, actually.
    1:19:40 And so what we find is that those ripples seem to increase at navigationally important points
    1:19:46 when you’re making a decision or when you reach a goal. So it speaks to the emotion thing, right?
    1:19:51 Because if you have limited choices, if I’m walking down a street, I could really just get
    1:19:58 a mental map of the neighborhood with a more minimal kind of thing by just saying, here’s the
    1:20:02 intersections, and here’s the directions I take to get in between them. And what we found in general
    1:20:08 in our MRI studies is basically the more people can reduce the problem, whether it’s space or
    1:20:16 any kind of decision-making problem, the less the hippocampus encodes. It really is very economical
    1:20:23 towards the points of most highest information content and value. So can you describe
    1:20:30 the encoding in the hippocampus and the ripples you were talking about?
    1:20:33 What’s the signal in which we see the ripples? Yeah, so this is really interesting. There are
    1:20:40 these oscillations, right? So there’s these waves that you basically see. And these waves
    1:20:46 are points of very high excitability and low excitability. And at least during, they happen
    1:20:53 actually during slow wave sleep too. So the deepest stages of sleep when you’re just zonked out, right?
    1:20:58 You see these very slow waves where it’s very excitable and then very unexcitable. It goes up
    1:21:03 and down. And on top of them, you’ll see these little sharp wave ripples. And when there’s a
    1:21:09 ripple in the hippocampus, you tend to see a sequence of cells that resemble a sequence of
    1:21:16 cells that fire when an animal is actually doing something in the world. So it almost is like a
    1:21:22 little people call it replay. And it’s a little bit, I don’t like that term, but it’s basically
    1:21:28 a little bit of a compressed play of the sequence of activity in the brain that was taking place
    1:21:35 earlier. And during those moments, there’s a little window of communication between the hippocampus
    1:21:41 and these areas in the neocortex. And so that I think helps you form new memories, but it also
    1:21:48 helps you, I think, stabilize them, but also really connect different things together in memory
    1:21:53 and allows you to build bridges between different events that you’ve had. And so this is one of
    1:21:59 hardly start theories of sleep and its real role in helping you see the connections between
    1:22:05 different events that you’ve experienced. Oh, so during sleep is when the connections are formed?
    1:22:09 The connections between different events, right? So it’s like, you see me now, you see me next week,
    1:22:16 you see me a month later, you start to build a little internal model of how I behave and what
    1:22:23 to expect of me. And with sleep, one of the things that allows you to do is figure out those
    1:22:29 connections and connect the dots and find the signal and the noise. So you mentioned fMRI,
    1:22:35 what is it and how is it used in studying memory? This is actually the reason why I got into this
    1:22:41 whole field of science is when I was in grad school, fMRI was just really taking off as a
    1:22:48 technique for studying brain activity. And what’s beautiful about it is you can study the whole
    1:22:53 human brain. And there’s lots of limits to it, but you can basically do it in the person without
    1:23:00 sticking anything into their brains. And very noninvasive. And for me, being an MRI scanner is
    1:23:06 like being in the womb, I just fall asleep. If I’m not being asked to do anything, I get very
    1:23:10 sleepy. But you can have people watch movies while they’re being scanned, or you can have them do
    1:23:17 tests of memory, like giving them words and so far to memorize. But what MRI is itself is just this
    1:23:24 technique where you put people in a very high magnetic field. Typical ones we would use would be
    1:23:31 three Tesla to give you an idea. So a three Tesla magnet, you put somebody in. And what happens is
    1:23:37 you get this very weak, but, you know, measurable magnetization in the brain. And then you apply
    1:23:44 a radiofrequency pulse, which is basically a different electromagnetic field. And so you’re
    1:23:49 basically using water, the water molecules in the brain as a tracer, so to speak. And part of it in
    1:23:56 fMRI is the fact that these magnetic fields that you mess with by manipulating these radiofrequency
    1:24:06 pulses in the static field, and you have things called gradients would change the strength of
    1:24:11 the magnetic field in different parts of the head. So they’re all, we tweak them in different ways.
    1:24:16 But the basic idea that we use in fMRI is that blood is flowing to the brain. And when you have
    1:24:23 blood that doesn’t have oxygen on it, it’s a little bit more magnetizable than blood that does,
    1:24:28 because you have hemoglobin that carries the oxygen, the iron basically in the blood that makes
    1:24:33 it red. And so that hemoglobin when it’s deoxygenated actually has different magnetic field properties
    1:24:42 than when it has oxygen. And it turns out when you have an increase in local activity in some part
    1:24:48 of the brain, the blood flows there. And as a result, you get a lower concentration of hemoglobin
    1:24:56 that is not oxygenated. And then that gives you more signal. So I gave you, I think I sent you
    1:25:05 a GIF, as you like to say. Yeah, we had off record, intense argument. Well, if it’s pronounced GIF
    1:25:13 or GIF, but that’s, we shall set that aside as friends. We could have called it a stern rebuke,
    1:25:18 perhaps. Rebuke, yeah. I drew a hard line. It is through the creator of GIFs that it’s
    1:25:26 pronounced GIF, but that’s the only person that pronounces GIF. Anyway, yes, you sent a GIF of…
    1:25:33 This would be basically a whole, a movie of fMRI data. And so when you look at it, it’s not very
    1:25:40 impressive. It looks like these like very pixelated maps of the brain, but it’s mostly kind of like
    1:25:45 white. But these tiny changes in the intensity of those signals that you probably wouldn’t be
    1:25:51 able to visually perceive, like about 1% can be statistically very, very large effects for us.
    1:25:58 And that allows us to see, hey, there’s an increase in activity in some part of the brain
    1:26:02 when I’m doing some task like trying to remember something. And I can use those changes to even
    1:26:09 predict is a person going to remember this later or not. And the coolest thing that people have done
    1:26:15 is to decode what people are remembering from the patterns of activity from, because maybe when
    1:26:22 I’m remembering this thing, like I’m remembering the house where I grew up, I might have one pixel
    1:26:29 that’s bright in the hippocampus and one that’s dark. And if I’m remembering, you know, something
    1:26:34 like more like the car that I used to drive when I was 16, I might see the opposite pattern where
    1:26:39 different pixels bright. And so all that little stuff that we used to think of noise, we can now
    1:26:45 think of almost like a QR code for memory, so to speak, where different memories have a different
    1:26:50 little pattern of bright pixels and dark pixels. And so this really revolutionized my research.
    1:26:55 So there’s fancy research out there where people really, I mean, not even that, I mean,
    1:27:00 by your standards would be stone age, but you know, applying machine learning techniques to do decoding
    1:27:05 and so forth. And now there’s a lot of forward encoding models and you can go to town with this
    1:27:10 stuff, right? And I’m much more old school of designing experiments where you basically say,
    1:27:17 okay, here’s a whole web of memories that overlap in some way, shape, or form. Do memories that
    1:27:25 occurred in the same place have a similar QR code? And do memories that occurred in different
    1:27:30 places of different QR code? And you can just use things like correlation coefficients or
    1:27:35 cosine distance to measure that stuff, right? Super simple, right? And so what happens is you
    1:27:41 can start to get a whole state space of how a brain area is indexing all these different memories.
    1:27:47 And it’s super fascinating because what we could see is this little like separation between how
    1:27:53 certain brain areas are processing memory for who was there and other brain areas are processing
    1:27:58 information about where it occurred or the situation that’s kind of unfolding. And some
    1:28:03 are giving you information about what are my goals that are involved and so forth. And so,
    1:28:09 and the hippocampus is just putting it all together into these unique things that just
    1:28:13 are about when and where it happened. So there’s a separation between spatial information,
    1:28:20 concepts, like literally there’s distinct, as you said, QR codes for these.
    1:28:28 So to speak, let me try a different analogy to that might be more accessible for people,
    1:28:33 which would be like, you’ve got a folder on your computer, right? Open it up. There’s a bunch
    1:28:37 of files there. I can sort those files by, you know, alphabetical order. And now things that
    1:28:44 both start with letter A are lumped together and things that start with Z versus A are far apart,
    1:28:50 right? And so that is one way of organizing the folder, but I could do it by date. And if I do
    1:28:55 it by date, things that were created close together in time are close and things that are
    1:29:00 far apart in time are far. So every, like you can think of how a brain area or a network of areas
    1:29:07 contributes to memory by looking at what the sorting scheme is. And these QR codes that we’re
    1:29:14 talking about that you get from fMRI allow you to do that. And you can do the same thing if
    1:29:18 you’re recording from massive populations of neurons in an animal. And you can do it for
    1:29:25 recording local potentials in the brain, you know, so little waves of activity in, let’s say,
    1:29:32 a human who has epilepsy and they stick electrodes in their brain and try to find the seizures.
    1:29:37 So that’s some of the work that we’re doing now. But all these techniques basically allow you to
    1:29:42 say, hey, what’s the sorting scheme? And so we’ve found that some networks of the brain sort
    1:29:48 information and memory according to who was there. So I might have, like we’ve actually shown in one
    1:29:54 of my favorite studies of all time that was done by a former postdoc, Zach Raim. And Zach did the
    1:30:00 study where we had a bunch of movies with different people in my labs that are two different people.
    1:30:05 And you filmed them at two different cafes and two different supermarkets. And what you could
    1:30:11 show is in one particular network, you could find the same kind of pattern of activity more
    1:30:17 or less, a very, very similar pattern of activity. Every time I saw Alex in one of these movies,
    1:30:23 no matter where he was, right? And I could see another one that was like a common
    1:30:28 pattern that happened every time I saw this particular supermarket nugget, you know. And it
    1:30:36 didn’t matter whether you’re watching a movie or whether you’re recalling the movie. It’s the same
    1:30:40 kind of pattern that comes up, right? It’s so fascinating. It’s fascinating. So now you have
    1:30:45 those building blocks for assembling a model of what’s happening in the present, imagining what
    1:30:51 could happen and remembering things very economically from putting together all these pieces so that
    1:30:56 all the hippocampus has to do is get the right kind of blueprint for how to put together all
    1:31:02 these building blocks. These are all like beautiful hints at a super interesting system that makes
    1:31:09 me wonder on the other side of it how to build it. But it’s like, it’s fascinating. Like the way
    1:31:15 does the encoding is really, really fascinating. Or I guess the symptoms, the results of that
    1:31:21 encoding are fascinating to study from this. Just as a small tangent, you mentioned sort of the
    1:31:26 measuring local potentials with electrodes versus fMRI. Oh yeah. What are some interesting like
    1:31:34 limitations, possibilities of fMRI? Maybe the way you explained it is brilliant with blood and
    1:31:41 detecting the activations or the excitation because blood flows to that area. What’s the
    1:31:49 latency of that? What’s the blood dynamics in the brain that, how quickly can it,
    1:31:55 how quickly can the tasks change and all that kind of stuff? Yeah. I mean, it’s very slow to
    1:32:02 the brain. 50 milliseconds is like, it’s an eternity. Maybe 50, maybe like
    1:32:10 let’s say half a second, 500 milliseconds. Just so much back and forth stuff happens
    1:32:17 in the brain in that time. In fMRI, you can measure these magnetic field responses
    1:32:24 about six seconds after that burst of activity would take place. All these things, it’s like,
    1:32:30 is it a feature or is it a bug? One of the interesting things that’s been discovered
    1:32:34 about fMRI is it’s not so tightly related to the spiking of the neurons. We tend to think of
    1:32:42 the computation, so to speak, as being driven by spikes, meaning like there’s just a burst of,
    1:32:48 it’s either on or it’s off and the neuron’s like going up or down. But sometimes what you can have
    1:32:54 is these states where the neuron becomes a little bit more excitable or less excitable.
    1:33:00 And so fMRI is very sensitive to those changes in excitability. Actually, one of the fascinating
    1:33:06 things about fMRI is where does that, how is it we go from neural activity to essentially
    1:33:15 blood flow to oxygen, all this stuff. It’s such a long chain of going from neural activity to
    1:33:22 magnetic fields. And one of the theories that’s out there is most of the cells in the brain are
    1:33:28 not neurons. They’re actually these support cells called glial cells. And one big one is astrocytes
    1:33:34 and they play this big role in regulating kind of being a middle man, so to speak, with the neuron.
    1:33:40 So if you, for instance, like one neuron is talking to another, you release a neurotransmitter,
    1:33:45 like let’s say glutamate, and that gets another neuron starts getting active after you release
    1:33:51 in the gap between the two neurons called synapse. So what’s interesting is if you leave that,
    1:33:58 imagine you’re just flooded with this liquid in there, right? If you leave it in there too long,
    1:34:03 you just excite the other neuron too much and you can start to basically get seizure activity.
    1:34:07 You don’t want this. So you got to suck it up. And so actually what happens is these astrocytes,
    1:34:12 one of their functions is to suck up the glutamate from the synapse. And that is a massively, and
    1:34:19 then break it down and then feed it back into the neurons that you reuse it. But that cycling is
    1:34:25 actually very energy intensive. And what’s interesting is at least according to one theory,
    1:34:30 and they need to work so quickly that they’re working on metabolizing the glucose that comes
    1:34:36 in without using oxygen, kind of like what, you know, anaerobic metabolism. So they’re not using
    1:34:42 oxygen as fast as they are using glucose. So what we’re really seeing in some ways may be in fMRI,
    1:34:52 not the neurons themselves being active, but rather the astrocytes, which are meeting the
    1:34:58 metabolic demands of the process of keeping the whole system going.
    1:35:02 It does seem to be that fMRI is a good way to study activation. So with these astrocytes,
    1:35:08 even though there’s a latency, it’s pretty reliably coupled to the activations.
    1:35:16 Oh, well, this gets me to the other part. So now let’s say, for instance,
    1:35:20 if I’m just kind of like I’m talking to you, but I’m kind of paying attention to your cowboy hat,
    1:35:24 right? So I’m looking off to the room. I’m thinking about the right, even if I’m not looking at it.
    1:35:28 What you’d see is that there would be this little elevation in activity in areas in
    1:35:35 the visual cortex, which process vision around that point in space. Okay. So if then something
    1:35:43 happened, like, you know, suddenly a light flashed in that part of, you know, right in front of your
    1:35:48 cowboy hat, I would have a bigger response to it. But what you see in fMRI is even if I’m not,
    1:35:54 even if I don’t see that flash of light, there’s a lot of activity that I can measure,
    1:35:58 because you’re kind of keeping it excitable and that in and of itself, even though I’m not
    1:36:03 seeing anything there that’s particularly interesting, there’s still this increase in
    1:36:08 activity. And so it’s more sensitive with fMRI. So is that a feature or is it a bug? You know,
    1:36:12 some people, people who study spikes in neurons would say, well, that’s terrible. We don’t want
    1:36:17 that, you know. Likewise, it’s slow. And that’s terrible for measuring things that are very fast.
    1:36:23 But one of the things that we found in our work was when we give people movies and when we give
    1:36:29 people stories to listen to, a lot of the action is in the very, very slow stuff. It’s in, because
    1:36:36 if you’re thinking about, like, a story, let’s say, you’re listening to a podcast or listening
    1:36:42 to the Lex Friedman podcast, right? You’re putting this stuff together and building this
    1:36:46 internal model over several seconds, which is basically, we filter that out when we look at
    1:36:51 electrical activity in the brain, because we’re interested in this millisecond scale. It’s almost
    1:36:55 massive amounts of information, right? So the way I see it is every technique gives you a little
    1:37:02 limited window into what’s going on. fMRI is huge problems. You know, people lie down in the scanner.
    1:37:08 There’s parts of the brain where I’ll show you in some of these images where you’ll see kind of
    1:37:13 gaping holes, because you can’t keep the magnetic field stable in those spots. You’ll see parts where
    1:37:20 it’s like there’s a vein, and so it just produces big increases and decreases in signal or respiration
    1:37:26 that causes these changes. There’s lots of artifacts and stuff like that. Every technique has
    1:37:31 its limits. If I’m lying down in an MRI scanner, I’m lying down. I’m not interacting with you
    1:37:36 in the same way that I would in the real world. But at the same time, I’m getting data that I
    1:37:43 might not be able to get otherwise. And so different techniques give you different kinds of
    1:37:47 advantages. What kind of big scientific discoveries, maybe the flavor of discoveries have been done
    1:37:52 throughout the history of the science of memory, the studying of memory? What kind of things
    1:37:59 have been understood? Oh, there’s so many. It’s really so hard to summarize it. I mean, I think
    1:38:08 it’s funny because it’s like, when you’re in the field, you can get kind of blasé about this stuff.
    1:38:13 But then once I started to write the book, I was like, oh my god, this is really interesting. How
    1:38:17 did we do all this stuff? I would say that some of the, I mean, from the first studies, just showing
    1:38:26 how much we forget is very important. Showing how much schemas, which is our organized knowledge
    1:38:33 about the world, increase our ability to remember information, just massively increase in studies
    1:38:41 of expertise, showing how experts like chess experts can memorize so much in such a short
    1:38:46 amount of time because of the schemas they have for chess. But then also showing that those lead
    1:38:52 to all sorts of distortions in memory, the discovery that the act of remembering can change the memory,
    1:38:59 can strengthen it, but it can also distort it if you get misinformation at the time.
    1:39:04 And it can also strengthen or weaken other memories that you didn’t even recall. So just
    1:39:10 this whole idea of memory as an ecosystem, I think, was a big discovery. I could go, this idea of
    1:39:17 like breaking up our continuous experience into these discrete events, I think, was a major
    1:39:23 discovery. So the discreteness of our encoding of events? Maybe, yeah. I mean, you know, and again,
    1:39:28 there’s controversial ideas about this, right? But it’s like, yeah, this idea that, and this gets
    1:39:33 back to just this common experience of you walk into the kitchen, and you’re like, why am I here?
    1:39:38 And you just end up grabbing some food from the fridge, and then you go back and you’re like,
    1:39:42 oh, wait a minute, I left my watch in the kitchen. That’s what I was looking for.
    1:39:45 And so what happens is, is that you have a little internal model of where you are,
    1:39:50 what you’re thinking about. And when you cross from one room to another, those models get updated.
    1:39:56 And so now when you’re in the kitchen, you have to go back and mentally time travel back to this
    1:40:00 earlier point to remember what it was that you went there for. And so these event boundaries,
    1:40:06 turns out like in our research, and again, I don’t want to make it sound like we’ve figured out
    1:40:11 everything. But in our research, one of the things that we found is that basically, as people get
    1:40:18 older, the activity in the hippocampus at these event boundaries tends to go down. But independent
    1:40:27 of age, if I give you outside of the scanner, you’re done with the scanner, I just scan you
    1:40:31 while you’re watching a movie, you just watch it, you come out, I give you a test of memory for
    1:40:35 stories. What happens is you find this incredible correlation between the activity in the hippocampus
    1:40:43 at these singular points in time, these event boundaries, and your ability to just remember
    1:40:49 a story outside of the scanner later on. So it’s marking this ability to encode memories,
    1:40:54 just these little snippets of neural activity. So I think that’s a big one. There’s all sorts of
    1:41:00 work in animal models that I can get into, you know, sleep. I think there’s so much interesting
    1:41:06 stuff that’s being discovered in sleep right now, being able to just record from large populations
    1:41:14 of cells, and then be able to relate that. And I think the coolest thing gets back to this QR
    1:41:20 code thing, because what we can do now is I can take fMRI data while you’re watching a movie,
    1:41:27 or let’s do better than that. Let me get fMRI data while you use a joystick to move around in
    1:41:32 virtual reality, right? You’re in the metaverse, whatever, right? But it’s kind of a crappy
    1:41:36 metaverse, because there’s always so much metaversing you can do in an MRI scanner. So
    1:41:40 what you do is crappy metaversing. So now I can take a rat, record from his hippocampus,
    1:41:46 and prefrontal cortex in all these areas, with these really new electrodes, get massive amounts
    1:41:51 of data, and have it move around on a trackball in virtual reality in the same metaverse that I
    1:41:58 did, and record that rat’s activity. I can get a person with epilepsy, who we have electrodes in
    1:42:04 their brain anyway, to try to figure out where the seizures are coming from. And it’s a healthy
    1:42:08 part of the brain, record from that person, right? And I can get a computational model.
    1:42:14 And one of the one of the brand new members in my lab, Tyler Bond, is just doing some great
    1:42:19 stuff. He relates computer vision models, and looks at the weaknesses of computer vision models,
    1:42:25 and relates it to what the brain does well. And so you can actually take a ground truth,
    1:42:32 code for the metaverse, basically. And you can feed in the visual information, let’s say the
    1:42:40 sensory information, or whatever that’s coming in, to a computational model that’s designed to take
    1:42:47 real world inputs, right? And you could basically tie them all together by virtue of the state spaces
    1:42:54 that you’re measuring in neural activity, and these different formats, and these different
    1:42:58 species, and in the computational model, which is, I just find that mind blowing. You could do
    1:43:04 different kinds of analyses on language, and basically come up with just like, basically,
    1:43:09 it’s the guts of LLMs, right? You could do analyses on language, and you could do analyses on
    1:43:18 sentiment analyses of emotions, and put all this stuff together. I mean, it’s almost too much.
    1:43:25 But if you do it right, and you do it in a theory driven way, as opposed to just throwing all the
    1:43:31 data at the wall and see what it sticks, I mean, that to me is just exceptionally powerful.
    1:43:35 So you can take fMRI data across species, and across different types of humans,
    1:43:42 of conditions of humans, and what find construct models that help you find the commonalities,
    1:43:51 or the core thing that makes somebody navigate through the metaverse, for example.
    1:43:56 Yeah. Yeah, I mean, more or less. I mean, there’s a lot of details, but yes, I think, and not just fMRI,
    1:44:01 but you can relate it to, like I said, recordings from large populations of neurons that could
    1:44:06 be taken in a human, or even in a non-human animal that is where you think it’s an anatomical homologue.
    1:44:14 So that’s just mind-blowing to me. What’s the similarities in humans and mice?
    1:44:20 That’s what it’s smashing pumpkins. We’re all just rats in a cage. Is that a smashing pumpkin?
    1:44:28 Despite all of your rage at GIFs, you’re still just rat in a cage.
    1:44:36 Oh, yeah. All right, good callback. Anyway, good callback. See, these memory retrieval
    1:44:40 exercises that we’re doing are actually helping you build a lasting memory of this conversation.
    1:44:46 And it’s strengthening the visual thing I have of you with James Brown on stage.
    1:44:51 It’s just becoming stronger and stronger by the second.
    1:44:54 It’s got a lot to it.
    1:44:56 But animal studies work here as well.
    1:45:00 Yeah, yeah. So let’s go to the… So I think I’ve got great colleagues who I talk to
    1:45:07 who study memory in mice. One of the valuable things in those models is you can study
    1:45:15 neural circuits in an enormously targeted way because you could do these
    1:45:19 genetic studies, for instance, where you can manipulate particular groups of neurons.
    1:45:25 And it’s just getting more and more targeted to the point where you can actually turn on
    1:45:30 particular kind of memory just by activating a particular set of neurons that was active
    1:45:36 during an experience. So there’s a lot of conservation of some of these neural circuits
    1:45:43 across evolution in mammals, for instance. And then some people would even say that there’s
    1:45:50 genetic mechanisms for learning that are conserved even going back far, far before.
    1:45:55 But let’s go back to the mice in humans question, right?
    1:45:58 There’s a lot of differences. So for one thing, the sensory information is very different.
    1:46:04 Mice and rats explore the world largely through smelling, olfaction. But they also have vision
    1:46:12 that’s kind of designed to kind of catch death from above. So it’s like a very big view of the
    1:46:17 world. And we move our eyes around in a way that focuses on particular spots in space where you
    1:46:23 get very high resolution from a very limited set of spots in space. So that makes us very different
    1:46:29 in that way. We also have all these other structures as social animals that allow us to
    1:46:35 respond differently. There’s language. There’s like, you know, so you name it, there’s obviously
    1:46:42 gobs of differences. Humans aren’t just giant rats. There’s a bunch more complexity to us.
    1:46:46 Time scales are very important. So primate brains and human brains are especially good
    1:46:52 at integrating and holding on to information across longer and longer periods of time, right?
    1:46:58 And also, you know, finally, it’s like our history of training data, so to speak,
    1:47:04 is very, very different than, you know, I mean, humans’ world is very different than a wild
    1:47:09 mouse’s world. And a lab mouse’s world is extraordinarily impoverished relative to an
    1:47:15 adult human, you know? But still, what can you understand by studying mice? I mean,
    1:47:19 just basic, almost behavioral stuff about memory? Well, yes, but that’s very important,
    1:47:24 right? So you can understand, for instance, how do neurons talk to each other? That’s a really
    1:47:30 big, big question. Neural computation, you think it’s the most simple question, right?
    1:47:37 Not at all. I mean, it’s a big, big question. And understanding how two parts of the brain
    1:47:44 interact, meaning that it’s not just one area speaking, it’s not like, you know, it’s not like
    1:47:49 Twitter, where one area of the brain is shouting, and then another area of the brain is just stuck
    1:47:53 listening to this crap. It’s like they’re actually interacting on the millisecond scale, right?
    1:47:58 How does that happen? And how do you regulate those interactions, these dynamic, you know,
    1:48:03 interactions? We’re still figuring that out, but that’s going to be coming largely from model
    1:48:09 systems that are easier to understand. You can do manipulations like drug manipulations to manipulate
    1:48:16 circuits and, you know, use viruses and so forth and lasers to turn on circuits that you just can’t
    1:48:22 do in humans. So I think there’s a lot that can be learned from mice. There’s a lot that can be
    1:48:27 learned from nonhuman primates. And there’s a lot that you need to learn from humans. And I think,
    1:48:32 unfortunately, some of the people in the National Institutes of Health think you can learn everything
    1:48:38 from the mouse. It’s like, why study memory in humans when I could study learning in a mouse?
    1:48:43 And just like, oh my God, I’m going to get my funding from somewhere else.
    1:48:46 Well, let me ask you some random, fascinating questions. How does deja vu work?
    1:48:54 So deja vu is it’s actually one of these things I think that some of the
    1:49:01 surveys suggest that like 75% of people report having a deja vu experience one time or another.
    1:49:08 I don’t know where that came from, but I’ve pulled people in my class and most of them
    1:49:12 say they’ve experienced deja vu. It’s this kind of sense that I’ve experienced this moment sometime
    1:49:18 before I’ve been here before. And actually, there’s all sorts of variants of this, the French have
    1:49:24 all sorts of names for various versions of the shammy vu, parley, I don’t know. All these different
    1:49:31 vues. But deja vu is the sense that it can be like almost disturbing intense sense of familiarity.
    1:49:40 So there is a researcher named Wilder Penfield. Actually, this goes back even earlier to some
    1:49:46 of the earliest, like Hulings Jackson was this neurologist who did a lot of the early
    1:49:52 characterizations of epilepsy. And one of the things he notices in epilepsy patients,
    1:49:57 some group of them right before they would get a seizure, they would have this intense sense
    1:50:02 of deja vu. So it’s this artificial sense of familiarity. It’s a sense of having a memory
    1:50:09 that’s not there. And so what was happening was there was electrical activity in certain
    1:50:16 parts of these brain cells. So this guy Penfield later on, when he was trying to look for how do
    1:50:22 we map out the brain to figure out which parts we want to remove and which parts don’t we,
    1:50:27 he would stimulate parts of the temporal lobes of the brain and find you could elicit the sense
    1:50:31 of deja vu. Sometimes you’d actually get a memory that a person would re-experience just from
    1:50:36 electrically stimulating some parts. Sometimes they just have this intense feeling of being
    1:50:42 somewhere before. And so one theory which I really like is that in higher order areas of the brain
    1:50:50 they’re integrating for many, many different sources of input. What happens is that they’re
    1:50:56 tuning themselves up every time you process a similar input. And so that allows you to just
    1:51:04 get this kind of a fluent sense that I’m very familiar. You’re very familiar with this place.
    1:51:10 And so just being here, you’re not going to be moving your eyes all over the place because you
    1:51:14 kind of have an idea of where everything is. And that fluency gives you a sense of like I’m here.
    1:51:19 Now I wake up in my hotel room and I have this very unfamiliar sense of where I am.
    1:51:24 But there’s a great set of studies done by Ann Cleary at Colorado State where she created
    1:51:30 these virtual reality environments and we’ll go back to the metaverse. Imagine you go through a
    1:51:36 virtual museum and then she would put people in virtual reality and have them go through a virtual
    1:51:43 arcade. But the map of the two places was exactly the same. She just put different skins on them.
    1:51:48 So one looks different than the other. But they’ve got same landmarks in the same places,
    1:51:53 same objects and everything, but carpeting, colors, theme, everything’s different.
    1:51:57 People will often not have any conscious idea that the two are the same, but they could report
    1:52:04 this very intense sense of deja vu. So it’s like a partial match that’s eliciting this kind of a
    1:52:10 sense of familiarity. And that’s why in patients who have epilepsy that affects memory, you get
    1:52:17 this artificial sense of familiarity that happens. And again, this is just one theory amongst many,
    1:52:25 but we get a little bit of that feeling it’s not enough to necessarily give you deja vu,
    1:52:31 even for very mundane things. So it’s like if I tell you the word rutabaga, your brain’s going
    1:52:40 to work a little bit harder to catch it than if I give you a word like apple. That’s because you
    1:52:46 hear apple a lot. So your brain’s very tuned up to process it efficiently, but rutabaga takes
    1:52:50 a little bit longer and more intense. And you can actually see a difference in brain activity
    1:52:55 in areas in the temporal lobe when you hear a word just based on how frequent it is in
    1:52:59 the English language. So we think it’s tied to this basic, it’s basically a byproduct of our
    1:53:06 mechanism of just learning, doing this error driven learning as we go through life to become
    1:53:12 better and better and better to process things more and more efficiently.
    1:53:15 So I guess deja vu is just an extra elevated stuff coming together firing for this artificial
    1:53:24 memories if it’s the real memory. I mean, why does it feel so intense?
    1:53:29 Well, it doesn’t happen all the time, but I think what may be happening is it’s such a,
    1:53:35 it’s a partial match to something that we have. And it’s not enough to trigger that sense of,
    1:53:40 you know, that ability to pull together all the pieces, but it’s a close enough
    1:53:44 match to give you that intense sense of familiarity without the recollection of exactly what happened
    1:53:51 when. But it’s also like a spatiotemporal familiarity. So like, it’s also in time.
    1:53:57 Like there’s a weird blending of time that happens. And we’ll probably talk about time
    1:54:04 because I think that’s a really interesting idea how time relates to memory. But you also kind of
    1:54:09 artificial memory brings to mind this idea of false memories that comes in all kinds of context.
    1:54:17 But how do false memories form? Well, I like to say there’s no such thing as true or false
    1:54:24 memories, right? It’s like Johnny Rotten from the Sex Pistols. He had a saying that’s like,
    1:54:28 I don’t believe in false memories anymore than I believe in false songs, right? It’s like,
    1:54:33 and so the basic idea is, is that we have these memories that reflect bits and pieces of what
    1:54:39 happened as well as our inferences and theories, right? So I’m a scientist and I collect data,
    1:54:45 but I use, I use theories to make sense of that data. And so a memory is kind of a mix of all
    1:54:52 these things. So where memories can go off the deep end and become what we would call conventionally
    1:54:57 as false memories are sometimes little distortions where we filled in the blanks, the gaps in our
    1:55:05 memory based on things that we know, but don’t actually correspond to what happened, right?
    1:55:10 So if I were to tell you that I’m like, you know, a story about this person who’s like
    1:55:20 worried that they have cancer or something like that, and then, you know, they see a doctor and
    1:55:25 the doctor says, well, things are very much like you would have expected or like, you know,
    1:55:30 what you’re afraid of or something. When people remember that, they’ll often remember, well,
    1:55:34 the doctor told the patient that he had cancer, even if that wasn’t in the story because they’re
    1:55:40 infusing meaning into that story, right? So that’s a minor distortion. But what happens is,
    1:55:45 is that sometimes things can really get out of hand where people have trouble telling the
    1:55:51 difference in things that they’ve imagined versus things that happen. But also, as I told you,
    1:55:56 the act of remembering can change the memory. And so what happens then is you can actually
    1:56:02 be exposed to some misinformation. And so Elizabeth Loftus was a real pioneer in this work and there’s
    1:56:08 lots of other work that’s been done since. But basically, it’s like if you remember some event,
    1:56:15 and then I tell you something about the event, later on, when you remember the event, you might
    1:56:21 remember some original information from the event, as well as some information about what I told you.
    1:56:26 And sometimes, if you’re not able to tell the difference, that information that I told you
    1:56:32 gets mixed into the story that you had originally. So now I give you some more misinformation or
    1:56:38 you’re exposed to some more information somewhere else. And eventually, your memory becomes totally
    1:56:43 detached from what happened. And so sometimes you can have cases where people, this is very rare,
    1:56:50 but you can do it in the lab too, or like a significant, not everybody, but you know,
    1:56:56 a chunk of people will fall for this, where you can give people misinformation about an event
    1:57:02 that never took place. And as they keep trying to remember that event more and more, what happens,
    1:57:08 they start to imagine, they start to pull up things from other experiences they’ve had.
    1:57:13 And eventually, they can stitch together a vivid memory of something that never happened.
    1:57:18 Because they’re not remembering an event that happened, they’re remembering the act of trying
    1:57:24 to remember what happened, and basically putting it together into the wrong story.
    1:57:29 So it’s fascinating because this could probably happen at a collective level.
    1:57:36 Like this is probably what successful propaganda machines aim to do,
    1:57:40 is creating false memory across thousands, if not millions of minds.
    1:57:45 Yeah, absolutely. I mean, this is exactly what they do. And so all these kind of foibles of human
    1:57:52 memory get magnified when you start to have social interactions. There’s a whole literature
    1:57:56 on something called social contagion, which is basically when misinformation spreads like a
    1:58:02 virus, like you remember the same thing that I did, but I give you a little bit of wrong
    1:58:07 information, then that becomes part of your story of what happened. Because once you and I share a
    1:58:13 memory, like I tell you about something I’ve experienced, and you tell me about your experience
    1:58:17 of the same event, it’s no longer your memory or my memory, it’s our memory. And so now the
    1:58:23 misinformation spreads. And the more you trust someone, or the more powerful that person is,
    1:58:29 the more of a voice they have in shaping that narrative. And there’s all sorts of interesting
    1:58:36 ways in which misinformation can happen. There’s a great example of when John McCain and George
    1:58:43 Bush Jr. were in a primary, and there are these polls where they would do these, I guess they
    1:58:51 were like not robocalls, but real calls where they would poll voters. But they actually inserted
    1:58:56 some misinformation about McCain’s beliefs on taxation, I think, and maybe it was something
    1:59:02 about illegitimate children or something. I don’t really remember. But they included misinformation
    1:59:07 in the question that they asked, like, how do you feel about the fact that he wants to do this or
    1:59:12 something? And so people would end up becoming convinced he had these policy things or these
    1:59:18 personal things that were not true, just based on the polls that were being used. So it was a case
    1:59:24 where, interestingly enough, the people who were using misinformation were actually ahead of the
    1:59:32 curve relative to the scientists who were trying to study these effects in memory.
    1:59:37 Yeah, it’s really interesting. So it’s not just about truth and falsehoods, like us as
    1:59:45 intelligent reasoning machines, but it’s the formation of memories where they become
    1:59:53 like visceral. You can rewrite history. If you just look throughout the 20th century,
    1:59:58 some of the dictatorships with Nazi Germany, with the Soviet Union,
    2:00:05 effective propaganda machines can rewrite our conceptions of history. How we remember our
    2:00:11 own culture, our upbringing, all this kind of stuff. And you could do quite a lot of damage
    2:00:15 in this way. And then there’s probably some kind of social contagion happening there.
    2:00:19 Like certain ideas that may be initiated by the propaganda machine can spread faster than others.
    2:00:28 You could see that in modern day, certain conspiracy theories, there’s just something
    2:00:32 about them that they are really effective at spreading. There’s something sexy about them,
    2:00:38 to people, to where something about the human mind eats it up and then uses that
    2:00:44 to construct memories as if they almost were there to witness whatever the content of the
    2:00:51 conspiracy theory is. It’s fascinating. Because once you feel like you remember a thing,
    2:00:57 I feel like there’s a certainty. It emboldens you to say stuff. It’s not just you believe
    2:01:06 an idea is true or not. It’s at the core of your being that you feel like you were there to watch
    2:01:14 the thing happen. Yeah. I mean, there’s so much in what you’re saying. One of the things is that
    2:01:21 people’s sense of collective identity is very much tied to shared memories. If we have a shared
    2:01:27 narrative of the past, or even better, if we have a shared past, we will feel more socially connected
    2:01:33 with each other. And I will feel part of this group. They’re part of my tribe, if I remember
    2:01:37 the same things in the same way. And you brought up this weaponization of history. And it really
    2:01:43 speaks to, I think, one of the parts of memory, which is that if you have a belief, you will find,
    2:01:50 and you have a goal in mind, you will find stuff in memory that aligns with it. And you won’t see
    2:01:56 the parts in memory that don’t. So a lot of the stories we put together are based on our perspectives.
    2:02:01 Right? And so let’s just zoom out for the moment from misinformation. Take something even more
    2:02:09 fascinating, but not as scary. I was reading Tan Viet Nguyen, but he wrote a book about the collective
    2:02:18 memory of the Vietnam War. He’s a Vietnamese immigrant who was flown out after the war was
    2:02:25 over. And so he went back to his family to get their stories about the war. And they called it
    2:02:31 the American War, not the Vietnam War. And that just kind of blew my mind, having grown up in the
    2:02:38 U.S., and I’ve always heard about it as a Vietnam War. But of course they call it the American War,
    2:02:42 because that’s what happened. America came in. And that’s based on their perspective, which is a
    2:02:48 very valid perspective. And so that just gives you this idea of the way we put together these
    2:02:56 narratives based on our perspectives. And I think the opportunities that we can have in memory is
    2:03:04 if we bring groups together from different perspectives and we allow them to talk to each
    2:03:11 other and we allow ourselves to listen. I mean, right now you’ll hear a lot of just jammering,
    2:03:16 you know, people going blah, blah, blah about free speech, but they just want to listen to
    2:03:20 themselves, right? I mean, it’s like, let’s face it, the old days before people were supposedly
    2:03:26 awoke, they were trying to ban too-live crew or, you know, just think about Letty Bruce got canceled
    2:03:31 for cursing, Jesus Christ, you know? It’s like, this is nothing new. People don’t like to hear
    2:03:38 things that disagree with them. But if you’re in it, I mean, you can see two situations in groups
    2:03:47 with memory. One situation is you have people who are very dominant who just take over the
    2:03:52 conversation. And basically what happens is the group remembers less from the experience,
    2:03:57 and they remember more of what the dominant narrator says, right? Now if you have a diverse
    2:04:02 group of people, and I don’t mean diverse in necessarily the human resources sense of the
    2:04:07 word, I mean, diverse in any way you want to take it, right? But diverse in every way, hopefully.
    2:04:12 And you give everyone a chance to speak, and everyone’s being appreciated for their unique
    2:04:17 contribution. You get more accurate memories, and you get more information from it, right?
    2:04:22 Even two people who come from very similar backgrounds, if you can appreciate the unique
    2:04:27 contributions that each one has, you can do a better job of generating information from memory.
    2:04:32 And that’s a way to inoculate ourselves, I believe, from misinformation in the modern world.
    2:04:39 But like everything else, it requires a certain tolerance for discomfort. And I think
    2:04:43 when we don’t have much time, and I think when we’re stressed out, and when we are
    2:04:49 just tired, it’s very hard to tolerate discomfort. And I mean, social media has a lot of opportunity
    2:04:56 for this because it enables this distributed one-on-one interaction that you’re talking about
    2:05:02 where everybody has a voice. But still our natural inclination, you see this on social media,
    2:05:08 there’s a natural clustering of people and opinions, and you just kind of form these kind
    2:05:13 of bubbles. I think that’s, to me personally, I think that’s a technology problem that could be
    2:05:18 solved. If there’s a little bit of interaction, kind, respectful, compassionate interaction
    2:05:24 with people that have a very different memory, that respectful interaction will start to
    2:05:31 intermix the memories and ways of thinking to where you’re slowly moving towards truth.
    2:05:38 But that’s a technology problem because naturally left our own devices, we want to cluster up in
    2:05:44 a tribe. Yeah, and that’s the human problem. I think a lot of the problems that come up with
    2:05:51 technology aren’t the technology itself as much as the fact that people adapt to the technology
    2:05:57 in maladaptive ways. I mean, one of my fears about AI is not what AI will do, but what people
    2:06:05 will do. I mean, take text messaging. It’s like, it’s pain in the ass to text people, at least for
    2:06:09 me. And so what happens is the communication becomes very spartan and devoid of meaning. It’s
    2:06:15 just very telegraphic, and that’s people adapting to the medium. I mean, look at you. You’ve got this
    2:06:21 keyboard that’s got these dome-shaped things, and you’ve adapted to that to communicate.
    2:06:27 That’s not the technology adapting to you. It’s you adapting to the technology.
    2:06:33 One of the things I learned when Google started to introduce autocomplete in emails,
    2:06:37 I started to use it. And about a third of the time, I was like, this isn’t what I want to say.
    2:06:42 A third of the time, I’d be like, this is exactly what I wanted to say. And a third of the time,
    2:06:46 I was saying, well, this is good enough. I’ll just go with it. And so what happens is it’s not that
    2:06:52 the technology necessarily is doing anything so bad as much as it’s just going to constrain my
    2:06:59 language because I’m just doing what’s being suggested to me. And so this is why I say kind
    2:07:06 of like my mantra for some of what I’ve learned about everything in memory is to diversify your
    2:07:12 training data, basically, because otherwise you’re going to be– so humans have this capability to
    2:07:18 be so much more creative than anything generative AI will put together, at least right now who knows
    2:07:24 where this goes. But it can also go the opposite direction where people could become much, much
    2:07:30 less creative if they just become more and more resistant to discomfort and resistant to
    2:07:38 exposing themselves to novelty, to cognitive dissonance, and so forth.
    2:07:43 I think there is a dance between natural human adaptation of technology and the people that
    2:07:48 design the engineering of that technology. So I think there’s a lot of opportunity to create
    2:07:54 like this keyboard, things that on net are a positive for human behavior. So we adapt and
    2:08:01 all this kind of stuff, but when you look at the long arc of history across years and decades,
    2:08:07 has humanity been flourishing? Are humans creating more awesome stuff? Are humans happy or all that
    2:08:14 kind of stuff? And so there I think technology on net has been and I think maybe hope will always be
    2:08:24 on net a positive thing. Do you think people are happier now than they were 50 years ago or 100
    2:08:29 years ago? Yes. I don’t know about that. I think humans in general like to reminisce about the past,
    2:08:38 like the times are better. That’s true. And complain about the weather today or complain
    2:08:43 about whatever today because there’s this kind of complaining engine that just there’s so much
    2:08:49 pleasure in saying life sucks for some reason. That’s why I love punk rock. Exactly. I mean,
    2:08:57 there’s something in humans that loves complaining, even about trivial things,
    2:09:03 but complaining about change, complaining about everything. But ultimately, I think on net,
    2:09:09 on every measure, things are getting better. Life is getting better. Oh, life is getting better,
    2:09:17 but I don’t know necessarily that tracks people’s happiness, right? I mean, I would argue that maybe,
    2:09:22 who knows? I don’t know this, but I wouldn’t be surprised if people in hunter-gatherer societies
    2:09:27 are happier. I mean, I wouldn’t be surprised if they’re happier than people who have access to
    2:09:33 modern medicine and email and cell phones. Well, I don’t think there’s a question whether you
    2:09:40 take hunter-gatherer folks and put them into modern day and give them enough time to adapt.
    2:09:44 They would be much happier. The question is, in terms of every single problem they’ve had,
    2:09:50 is not solved. There’s not food. There is guaranteed survival shelter and all this kind
    2:09:55 of stuff. So, well, you’re asking is a deeper sort of biological question. Do we want to be,
    2:10:00 we’re in a Herzog movie, a happy people, life in the taiga. Do we want to be busy 100% of our time
    2:10:07 hunting, gathering, surviving, worried about the next day, maybe that constant struggle ultimately
    2:10:16 creates a more fulfilling life? I don’t know, but I do know this modern society allows us
    2:10:22 to, when we’re sick, to find medicine, to find cures. When we’re hungry to get food,
    2:10:30 much more than we did even 100 years ago. And there’s many more activities that you could
    2:10:38 perform or create of all these kinds of stuff that enables the flourishing of humans at the
    2:10:43 individual level. Whether that leads to happiness, I mean, that’s a very deep philosophical question.
    2:10:49 Maybe struggle, deep struggle is necessary for happiness.
    2:10:55 Or maybe cultural connection. Maybe it’s about functioning in social groups that are meaningful
    2:11:03 and having time. But I do think there is an interesting memory-related thing, which is that
    2:11:08 if you look at things like reinforcement learning, for instance, you’re not learning necessarily
    2:11:14 every time you get a reward. If it’s the same reward, you’re not learning that much. You mainly
    2:11:21 learn if deviates from your expectation of what you’re supposed to get. It’s like you get a paycheck
    2:11:26 every month from MIT or whatever. You probably don’t even get excited about it when you get the
    2:11:34 paycheck. But if they cut your salary, you’re going to be pissed. And if they increase your salary,
    2:11:38 oh, good, I got a bonus. And that adaptation and that ability that basically you learn to expect
    2:11:48 these things, I think, is a major source of, I guess, it’s a major way in which we’re kind of
    2:11:54 more, in my opinion, wired to strive and not be happy to be in a state of wanting. And so people
    2:12:02 talk about dopamine, for instance, being this pleasure chemical. And it’s like there’s a lot
    2:12:07 of compelling research to suggest it’s not about pleasure at all. It’s about the discomfort that
    2:12:14 energizes you to get things, to seek a reward. And so you could give an animal that’s been deprived
    2:12:21 of dopamine a reward and, oh, yeah, enjoy it. It’s pretty good. But they’re not going to do anything
    2:12:28 to get it. And just one of the weird things in our research is I got into curiosity from a postdoc
    2:12:36 in my lab, Matthias Gruber. And one of the things that we found is when we gave people a question,
    2:12:42 like a trivia question that they wanted the answer to, that question, the more curious people were
    2:12:49 about the answer, the more activity in these dopamine-related circuits in the brain we would see.
    2:12:54 And again, that was not driven by the answer, per se, but by the question. So it was not about
    2:13:01 getting the information. It was about the drive to seek the information. But it depends on how
    2:13:08 you take that. If you get this uncomfortable gap between what you know and what you want to know,
    2:13:13 you could either use that to motivate you and energize you, or you could use it to say,
    2:13:18 I don’t want to hear about this. This disagrees with my beliefs. I’m going to go back to my echo
    2:13:22 chamber. I like what you said that maybe were designed to be in a constant state of wanting,
    2:13:32 which, by the way, is a pretty good either band name or rock song name, state of wanting.
    2:13:40 That’s like a hardcore band name. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It’s pretty good.
    2:13:43 I also like the hedonic treadmill. Hedonic treadmill is pretty good.
    2:13:47 Yeah, yeah. We could use that for our techno project, I think.
    2:13:51 You mean the one we’re starting? Yeah, exactly.
    2:13:53 Okay, great. We’re going on tour soon. This is our announcement.
    2:14:02 We could build a false memory of a show, in fact, if you want. Let’s just put it all together.
    2:14:06 We don’t even have to do all the work to play the show. We can just create a memory of it.
    2:14:10 It might as well happen because the remembering self is in charge anyway.
    2:14:14 So let me ask you about, we talked about false memories, but in the legal system,
    2:14:19 false confessions, I remember reading 1984 where, sorry for the dark turn of our conversation, but
    2:14:28 through torture, you can make people say anything and essentially remember anything.
    2:14:34 I wonder towards degree, there’s like truth to that. If you look at
    2:14:38 the torture that happened in the Soviet Union, for confessions, all that kind of stuff,
    2:14:42 how much can you really get people to really, yeah, to force false memories, I guess.
    2:14:50 Yeah, I mean, I think there’s a lot of history of this actually in the criminal justice system.
    2:14:58 You might have heard the term the third degree. If you actually look it up, historically,
    2:15:04 it was a very intense set of beatings and starvation and physical demands that they would
    2:15:11 place at people to get them to talk. There’s certainly a lot of work that’s been done by the
    2:15:18 CIA in terms of interrogation techniques. And from what I understand, the research actually
    2:15:26 shows that they just produce what people want to hear, not necessarily the information that
    2:15:33 is being looked for. And the reason is that, I mean, there’s different reasons. I mean,
    2:15:38 one is people just get tired of being tortured and just say whatever. But another part of it is that
    2:15:44 you create a very interesting set of conditions where there’s an authority figure telling you
    2:15:50 something that you did this, we know you did this, we have witnesses saying you did this.
    2:15:54 So now you start to question yourself. Then they put you under stress. Maybe they’re not
    2:16:00 feeding you. Maybe they’re kind of like making you be cold or exposing you to music that you
    2:16:07 can’t stand or something, whatever it is, right? It’s like they’re creating this physical stress.
    2:16:12 And so stress starts to act on, starts to down-regulate the prefrontal cortex. You’re not
    2:16:19 necessarily as good at monitoring the accuracy of stuff. Then they start to get nice to you and
    2:16:24 they say, imagine, okay, I know you don’t remember this, but maybe we can walk you through how it
    2:16:29 could have happened and they feed you the information. And so you’re in this weakened mental
    2:16:34 state and you’re being encouraged to imagine things by people who give you a plausible scenario.
    2:16:40 And at some point, certain people can be very coaxed into creating a memory for something that
    2:16:46 never happened. And there’s actually some pretty convincing cases out there where you don’t know
    2:16:51 exactly the truth. There’s a sheriff, for instance, who came to believe that he had a false memory,
    2:16:59 I mean, that he had a memory of doing sexual abuse based on, you know, essentially, I think it was,
    2:17:04 you know, I’m not going to tell the story because I don’t remember it well enough to
    2:17:10 necessarily accurately give it to you. But people could look this stuff up. There are definitely
    2:17:14 stories out there like this where people confess to crimes that they just didn’t do when objective
    2:17:19 evidence came out later on. But there’s a basic recipe for it, which is you feed people the
    2:17:26 information that you want them to remember. You stress them out, you have an authority figure,
    2:17:33 kind of like pushing this information on them, or you motivate them to produce the information
    2:17:39 you’re looking for. And that pretty much over time gives you what you want.
    2:17:44 It’s really tragic that centralized power can use these kinds of tools to destroy lives, sad.
    2:17:55 Since there’s a theme about music throughout this conversation,
    2:18:03 one of the best topics for songs is heartbreak, love in general, but heartbreak.
    2:18:11 Why and how do we remember and forget heartbreak, asking for a friend?
    2:18:15 Oh, God, that’s so hard to asking for a friend of that.
    2:18:19 It’s such a hard one. Well, so, I mean, part of this is we tend to go back to particular
    2:18:30 times that are the more emotionally intense periods. And so that’s a part of it. And again,
    2:18:39 memory is designed to kind of capture these things that are biologically significant. And
    2:18:44 attachment is a big part of biological significance for humans, right? Human relationships
    2:18:49 are super important. And sometimes that heartbreak comes with massive changes in your beliefs about
    2:18:56 somebody, say if they cheated on you or something like that, or regrets, and you kind of ruminate
    2:19:02 about things that you’ve done wrong. There’s really so many reasons though, but I mean,
    2:19:09 I’ve had this, my first pet I had was, we got it for a wedding present as a cat and got it after,
    2:19:19 like, but it died of FIP when it was four years old. And I just would see her everywhere around
    2:19:27 the house. We got another cat that we got a dog, dog eventually died of cancer, and the cat just
    2:19:33 died recently. And, you know, so we got a new dog because I kept seeing the dog around and I was
    2:19:40 just so heartbroken about this. But I still remember the pets that died, it just comes back to you.
    2:19:47 I mean, it’s part of this, I think there’s also something about attachment that’s just so crucial
    2:19:52 that drives, again, these things that we want to remember and that gives us that longing sometimes.
    2:19:59 Sometimes it’s also not just about the heartbreak, but about the positive aspects of it, right?
    2:20:05 Because the loss comes from not only the fact that the relationship is over, but you had all
    2:20:11 of these good things before that you can now see in a new light, right? And so part of one of the
    2:20:18 things that I found from my clinical background that really I think gave me a different perspective
    2:20:23 on memory is so much of the therapy process was guided towards reframing and getting people to
    2:20:31 look at the past in a different way, not by imposing, changing people’s memories or not
    2:20:36 by imposing an interpretation, but just offering a different perspective and maybe one that’s kind
    2:20:42 of more optimized towards learning and, you know, an appreciation maybe or gratitude, whatever it is,
    2:20:49 right? That gives you a way of taking, I think you said it in the beginning, right? Where you
    2:20:54 can have this kind of like dark experiences and you can use it as training data to, you know,
    2:21:02 grow in new ways. But it’s hard. This, I often go back to this moment, this show, Louis,
    2:21:09 with Louis C.K., where he’s all heartbroken about a breakup with a woman he loves and
    2:21:17 an older gentleman tells him that that’s actually the best part, that heartbreak,
    2:21:23 because you get to intensely experience how valuable this love was. He says the worst part
    2:21:30 is forgetting it is actually when you get over the heartbreak. That’s the worst part. So I sometimes
    2:21:37 think about that because, you know, having the love and losing it, like the losing it is when you
    2:21:47 sometimes feel it the deepest, which is an interesting way to celebrate the past and relive it.
    2:21:54 It sucks that you don’t have a thing, but when you don’t have a thing, it’s a
    2:21:59 good moment to viscerally experience the memories of something that you now appreciate even more.
    2:22:07 So you don’t believe that an owner of a lonely heart is much better than an owner of a broken heart?
    2:22:14 You think an owner of a broken heart is better than the owner of a lonely heart?
    2:22:17 Yes, for sure. I think so. I think so. But I’m gonna have to, day by day,
    2:22:21 I don’t know, I’m gonna have to listen to some more Bruce Springsteen to figure that one out.
    2:22:26 Well, you know, it’s funny because it’s like after I turned 50, I think of death all the time.
    2:22:31 Like, I just think that, you know, I’m in like, I have fewer, probably a fewer years ahead of me
    2:22:38 than I have behind me, right? So I think about one thing, which is what are the memories that
    2:22:43 I want to carry with me for the next period of time? And also about, like, just the fact that
    2:22:49 everything around me could be, you know, I know more people who are, you know, dying for various
    2:22:55 reasons. And so, I’m not lots, I’m not that old, right? But, you know, it’s something I think about
    2:23:03 a lot. And I’m reminded of, like, how I talked to somebody who’s like, you know, who’s a Buddhist.
    2:23:10 And I was like, you know, the whole idea of Buddhism is renouncing attachments.
    2:23:14 Someway, the idea of Buddhism is like staying out of the world of memory and staying in the moment,
    2:23:20 right? And they talked about, you know, it’s like, how do you, how do you renounce attachments to the
    2:23:26 people that you love, right? And they’re just saying, well, I appreciate that I have this moment
    2:23:30 with them. And knowing that they will die makes me appreciate this moment that much more. I mean,
    2:23:35 you said something similar, right? And your daily routine that you think about things this way,
    2:23:40 right? Yeah, I meditate on mortality every day. But I don’t know, at the same time,
    2:23:48 that really makes you appreciate the moment and live in the moment. And I also appreciate the full
    2:23:54 deep roller coaster of suffering involved in life, the little and the big two. So, I don’t know.
    2:24:01 The Buddhist kind of removing yourself from the world or the stoic removing yourself from the
    2:24:07 world, the world of emotion. I’m torn about that one. I’m not sure.
    2:24:11 Well, you know, this is where Hinduism and Buddhism or at least some strains of Hinduism
    2:24:16 and Buddhism differ. And Hinduism, like if you read the Bhagavad Gita, the philosophy is not one
    2:24:23 of renouncing the world because the idea is that not doing something is no different than doing
    2:24:31 something, right? So, what they argue, and again, you could interpret it in different ways, positive
    2:24:36 and negative. But the argument is that you don’t want to renounce action, but you want to renounce
    2:24:43 the fruits of the action. You don’t do it because of the outcome, you do it because of the process.
    2:24:49 Because the process is part of the balance of the world that you’re trying to preserve, right?
    2:24:54 And of course, you could take that different ways. But I really think about that from time to time
    2:24:59 in terms of letting go of this idea of does this book sell or trying to impress you and get you
    2:25:09 laugh at my jokes or whatever, and just be more like I’m sharing this information with you and
    2:25:14 getting to know you or whatever it is. But it’s hard, right? Because we’re so driven by the
    2:25:21 reinforcer of the outcome. You’re just part of the process of telling the joke and if I laugh or not,
    2:25:28 that’s up to the universe to decide. Yep, it’s my Dharma.
    2:25:32 How does studying memory affect your understanding of the nature of time? So, we’ve been talking
    2:25:41 about us living in the present and making decisions about the future, standing on the
    2:25:49 foundation of these memories and there it is about the memories that we’ve constructed.
    2:25:53 So, it feels like it does weird things to time. Yeah, and the reason is, is that in some sense,
    2:26:01 I think, especially the farther we go back, I mean, there’s all sorts of interesting things
    2:26:06 that happen. So, your sense of like, if I ask you how different does one hour ago feel from two hours
    2:26:14 ago, you’d probably say pretty different. But if I ask you, okay, go back one year ago versus one
    2:26:20 year and one hour ago, it’s the same difference in time. It won’t feel very different, right? So,
    2:26:24 there’s this kind of compression that happens as you look back farther in time. So, it’s kind of
    2:26:30 like why when you’re older, the difference between somebody who’s like 50 and 45 doesn’t seem as big
    2:26:37 as the difference between like 10 and 5 or something, right? When you’re 10 years old,
    2:26:41 everything seems like it’s a long period of time. Here’s the point is that, you know, so one of the
    2:26:46 interesting things that I found when I was working on the book, actually, was during the pandemic,
    2:26:50 I just decided to ask people in my class when we were doing the remote instruction. So,
    2:26:55 one of the things I did was I’d pull people. And so, I just asked people, do you feel like the
    2:27:00 days are moving by slower or faster or about the same? Almost everyone in the class said that
    2:27:08 the days were moving by slower. So, then I would say, okay, so, do you feel like the weeks are
    2:27:14 passing by slower, faster or the same? And the majority of them said that the weeks were passing
    2:27:20 by faster. So, according to the laws of physics, I don’t think that makes any sense, right?
    2:27:25 But according to memory, it did because what happened was people were doing the same thing
    2:27:31 over and over in the same context. And without that change in context, their feeling was that
    2:27:39 they were in one long monotonous event. And so, but then, at the end of the week, you look back
    2:27:46 at that week and you say, well, what happened? No memories of what happened. So, it must,
    2:27:51 the week just went by without even my noticing it. But that week went by during the same amount
    2:27:57 of time as an eventful week where you might have been going out and hanging out with friends on
    2:28:01 vacation or whatever, right? It’s just that nothing happened because you’re doing the
    2:28:06 same thing over and over. So, I feel like memory really shapes our sense of time. But it does so
    2:28:12 in part because context is so important for memory. Well, that compression you mentioned,
    2:28:18 it’s an interesting process. Because what I think about when I was like 12 or 15,
    2:28:26 I just fundamentally feel like the same person. It’s interesting what that compression does.
    2:28:32 It makes me feel like it’s all, we’re all connected, not just amongst humans and spatially, but
    2:28:37 in terms, back in time, there’s a kind of eternal nature, like the timelessness, I guess,
    2:28:45 to life. That could be also a genetic thing just for me. I don’t know if everyone agrees
    2:28:52 to this view of time, but to me, it all feels the same. Like you don’t feel the passage of time?
    2:28:57 No, I feel the passage of time in the same way that your students did from day to day.
    2:29:02 There’s certain markers that let you know that time has passed, you celebrate birthdays and so on.
    2:29:10 But the core of who I am and who others I know are or events, that compression of my understanding
    2:29:17 of the world removes time, because time is not useful for the compression. The details of that
    2:29:24 time, at least for me, is not useful to understanding the core of the thing. Maybe what it is is that
    2:29:31 you really like to see connections between things. This is really what motivates me in science,
    2:29:37 actually, too. But it’s like when you start recalling the past and seeing the connections
    2:29:43 between the past and present, now you have this kind of web of interconnected memories.
    2:29:49 I can imagine, in that sense, there is this kind of the present is with you.
    2:29:55 But what’s interesting about what you said, too, that struck me is that your 16-year-old self was
    2:30:03 probably very complex. And by the way, I’m the same way, but it’s like it really is the source of a
    2:30:09 lot of darkness for me. But when you can look back at, let’s say you hear a song that you used
    2:30:18 to play before you would go do a sports thing or something like that, and you might not think of
    2:30:23 yourself as an athlete, but once you get back to that, you mentally time travel to that particular
    2:30:28 thing, you open up this little compartment of yourself that wasn’t there before, right, that
    2:30:33 didn’t seem accessible for them. Dan Schachter’s lab did this really cool study where they would
    2:30:39 ask people to either remember doing something altruistic or imagine doing something altruistic.
    2:30:47 And that act made them more likely to want to do things for other people. So that
    2:30:56 active mental time travel can change who you are in the present. And we tend to think of,
    2:31:01 this goes back to that illusion of stability, and we tend to think of
    2:31:05 memory in this very deterministic way that I am who I am because I have this past. But we have a
    2:31:10 very multifaceted past and can access different parts of it and change in the moment based on
    2:31:18 whatever part we want to reach for, right? How does nostalgia connect into this? Like this
    2:31:25 desire and pleasure associated with going back? Yeah. So my friend Felipe de Bregard
    2:31:34 wrote this and it just like blew my mind where the word nostalgia was coined by a Swiss physician
    2:31:41 who was actually studying traumatized soldiers. And so he described nostalgia as a disease.
    2:31:46 And the idea was it was bringing these people extraordinary unhappiness because they were
    2:31:51 remembering how things used to be. And I think it’s very complex. So as people get older,
    2:31:59 for instance, nostalgia can be an enormous source of happiness, right? And being nostalgic can
    2:32:06 improve people’s moods in the moment. But it just depends on what they do with it because what you
    2:32:12 can sometimes see is nostalgia has the opposite effect of thinking those were the good old days
    2:32:17 and those days are over, right? It’s like America used to be so great and now it sucks. Or you know,
    2:32:23 my life used to be so great when I was a kid and now it’s not, right? And you’re selectively
    2:32:29 remembering the things that we don’t realize how selective our remembering self is. And so,
    2:32:35 you know, I lived through the 70s, it sucked. Partly it sucked more for me, but I would say that
    2:32:43 even otherwise, it’s like there’s all sorts of problems going on. Gas lines, people were like,
    2:32:48 you know, worried about like Russia, nuclear war, blah, blah, blah. So I mean, it’s just this idea
    2:32:55 that people have about the past can be very useful if it brings you happiness in the present. But
    2:33:03 if it narrows your worldview in the present, you’re not aware of those biases that you have.
    2:33:09 You will end up, you can end up, it can be toxic, right? Either at a personal level
    2:33:14 or at a collective level. Let me ask you both a practical question and an out there question.
    2:33:20 So let’s start with a more practical one. What are your thoughts about BCIs, brain computer
    2:33:27 interfaces and the work that’s going on with Neuralink? We talked about electrodes and different
    2:33:32 ways of measuring the brain. And here, Neuralink is working on basically two-way communication
    2:33:37 with the brain. And the more out there question would be like, where does this go? But more
    2:33:40 practically in the near term, what do you think about Neuralink? Yeah, I mean, I can’t say specifics
    2:33:46 about the company because I haven’t studied it that much. But I mean, I think there’s two parts of
    2:33:51 it. So one is they’re developing some really interesting technology. I think with these like
    2:33:55 surgical robots and things like that. BCI though has like a whole lot of innovation going on.
    2:34:03 I’m not necessarily seeing any scientific evidence from Neuralink. And maybe that’s just
    2:34:09 I’m not looking for it, but I’m not seeing the evidence that they’re anywhere near where the
    2:34:14 scientific community is. And there’s lots of startups that are doing incredibly innovative
    2:34:18 stuff. One of my colleagues, Sergei Siviski, is just like a genius in this area. And they’re working
    2:34:23 on it. I think speech prosthetics like that are incorporating, you know, decoding techniques with
    2:34:29 AI and movement prosthetics. The rate of progress is just enormous. So part of the technology is
    2:34:37 having good enough data and understanding which data to use and what to do with it, right? And then
    2:34:44 the other part of it then is the algorithms for decoding it and so forth. And I think part of
    2:34:49 that has really resulted in some real breakthroughs in neuroscience as a result. So there’s lots of
    2:34:56 new technologies like NeuroPixels, for instance, that allow you to harvest
    2:35:00 activity from many, many neurons from a single electrode. I know Neuralink has some technologies
    2:35:06 that are also along these lines. But I even, again, because they do their own stuff, the scientific
    2:35:12 community doesn’t see it, right? But I think BCI is much, much bigger than Neuralink. And there’s
    2:35:19 just so much innovation happening. I think the interesting question, which we may be getting
    2:35:25 into, is I was talking to Sergey a while ago about, you know, so a lot of language is not
    2:35:30 just what we hear and what we speak, but also our intentions and our internal models. And,
    2:35:37 you know, so are you really going to be able to restore language without dealing with that
    2:35:41 part of it? And he brought up a really interesting question, which is the ethics of reading out
    2:35:47 people’s intentions and understanding of the world as opposed to the more, you know, the more
    2:35:54 concrete parts of hearing and producing movements, right? Just so we’re clear, because you said a
    2:36:00 few interesting things. When you say, when we talk about language and BCI is what we mean is
    2:36:04 getting signal from the brain and generating the language, say you’re not able to actually speak,
    2:36:12 it’s as a kind of linguistic prosthetic, or it’s able to speak for you
    2:36:18 exactly what you wanted to say. And then the deeper question is, well,
    2:36:23 saying something isn’t just the letters, the words you’re saying, it’s also the intention
    2:36:30 behind it, the feeling behind all that kind of stuff. And is it ethical to reveal that full
    2:36:36 shebang, the full context of what’s going on in our brain? That’s really, that’s really interesting.
    2:36:43 That’s really interesting. I mean, our thoughts. Is it ethical for anyone to have access to our
    2:36:49 thoughts? Because right now the resolution is so low that we’re okay with it, even doing studies
    2:36:57 and all this kind of stuff. But if neuroscience has a few breakthroughs to where you can start
    2:37:02 to map out the QR codes for different thoughts, for different kinds of thoughts,
    2:37:06 maybe political thoughts, the McCarthyism, what if I’m getting a lot of them communist thoughts,
    2:37:14 or however we want to categorize or label it. That’s interesting. That’s really interesting.
    2:37:22 I think ultimately there’s always the more transparency there is about the human mind,
    2:37:30 the better it is. But there could be always intermediate battles with how much control
    2:37:38 does a centralized entity have, like a government and so on. What is the regulation? What are the
    2:37:42 rules? What’s legal and illegal? If you talk about the police whose job is to
    2:37:48 track down criminals and so on, and you look at all the history, how the police could abuse its
    2:37:55 power to control the citizenry, all that kind of stuff. So people are always paranoid and rightfully
    2:38:01 so. It’s fascinating. It’s really fascinating. We talk about freedom of speech, freedom of thought,
    2:38:09 which is also a very important liberty at the core of this country and probably humanity
    2:38:17 starts to get awfully tricky when you start to be able to collect those thoughts.
    2:38:23 But what I wanted to actually ask you is, do you think for fun and for practical purposes
    2:38:31 we would be able to modify memories? So how difficult is it? How far away we are from
    2:38:43 understanding the different parts of the brains, everything we’ve been talking about,
    2:38:48 in order to figure out how could we adjust this memory at the crude level from
    2:38:52 unpleasant to pleasant? You talked about we can remember the mall and the people,
    2:38:58 like the location of the people. Can we keep the people and change the place,
    2:39:02 like this kind of stuff? How difficult is that? Well, I mean, in some sense, we know we can do it
    2:39:08 just behaviorally, right? Behaviorally, yes. I can just tell you, under certain conditions,
    2:39:13 anyway, it can give you the misinformation and then you can change the people and places and so
    2:39:18 forth, right? On the crude level, there’s a lot of work that’s being done on a phenomenon called
    2:39:24 reconciliation, which is the idea that essentially when I recall a memory, what happens is that the
    2:39:31 connections between the neurons and that cell assembly that give you the memory are going to be
    2:39:38 more modifiable. And so some people have used techniques to try to, like, for instance, with
    2:39:44 fear memories to reduce that physical visceral component of the memory when it’s being activated.
    2:39:51 Right now, I think I’ve, as an outsider looking at the data, I think it’s like mixed results.
    2:39:56 And part of it is, and this speaks to the more complex issue, is that you don’t need somebody
    2:40:04 to actually fully recall that traumatic memory in the first place. And in order to actually
    2:40:11 modify it, then what is the memory? That is the key part of the problem. So if we go back to
    2:40:17 reading people’s thoughts, what is the thought? I mean, people can sometimes look at this like
    2:40:22 behaviorist and go, well, the memory is like, I’ve given you A and you produce B. But I think that’s
    2:40:27 a very bankrupt concept about memory. I think it’s much more complicated than that. And, you know,
    2:40:33 one of the things that when we started studying naturalistic memory, like memory from movies,
    2:40:37 that was so hard was we had to change the way we did the studies. Because if I show you a movie,
    2:40:44 and I show, and I watch the same movie, and you recall everything that happened, and I recall
    2:40:50 everything that happened, we might take a different amount of time to do it, we might use different
    2:40:55 words. And yet to an outside observer, we might have recalled the same thing, right? So it’s not
    2:41:00 about the words necessarily. And it’s not about how long we spent or whatever, there’s something
    2:41:06 deeper that is there. That’s this idea. But it’s like, how do you understand that thought? I encounter
    2:41:13 a lot of concrete thinking that it’s like, if I show a model, like, you know, the visual
    2:41:20 information that a person sees when they drive, I can basically reverse engineer driving. Well,
    2:41:26 that’s not really how it works. I once saw a talk by somebody, or I saw somebody talking in this
    2:41:32 discussion of between neuroscientists and AI people. And he was saying that the problem with
    2:41:38 self-driving cars that they had in cities, as opposed to highways, was that the car was okay at,
    2:41:44 you know, doing the things it’s supposed to. But when there are pedestrians around, it couldn’t
    2:41:49 predict the intentions of people. And so that unpredictability of people was the problem that
    2:41:56 they were having in, you know, the self-driving car design, because it didn’t have a good enough
    2:42:01 internal model of what the people were, you know, what they were doing, what they wanted.
    2:42:07 Now, what do you think about that? Well, I spent a huge amount of time
    2:42:11 watching pedestrians, thinking about pedestrians, thinking about what it takes to solve the problem of
    2:42:19 measuring, detecting the intention of a pedestrian, really of a human being in this particular context
    2:42:30 of having to cross the street. And it’s fascinating. I think it’s a window into
    2:42:40 how complex social systems are that involve humans. Because, you know, I would just stand there and
    2:42:49 watch intersections for hours. And when you start to figure out is every single intersection has
    2:42:55 its own personality. So like, there’s a history to that intersection, like jaywalking certain
    2:43:03 intersections allow jaywalking a lot more. Because what happens is, we’re leaders and followers.
    2:43:11 So there’s a regular, let’s say, and they get off the subway and they start crossing on red light,
    2:43:16 and they do this every single day. And then there’s people that don’t show up to the intersection
    2:43:20 often, and they’re looking for cues of how we’re supposed to behave here. And if a few people start
    2:43:25 to jaywalk and cross on red light, they will also, they will follow. And there’s just a dynamic to
    2:43:32 that intersection. There’s a spirit to it. And if you look at Boston versus New York,
    2:43:37 versus a rural town versus even Boston, San Francisco or here in Austin, there’s different
    2:43:43 personalities citywide, but there’s different personalities area at region wide. And there’s
    2:43:48 different personalities, different intersections. And it’s just fascinating for a car to be able
    2:43:53 to determine that is tricky. Now, what machine learning systems are able to do well is collect
    2:43:59 a huge amount of data. So for us, it’s tricky because we get to understand the world with very
    2:44:06 limited information and make decisions grounded in this big foundation model that we’ve built of
    2:44:13 understanding how humans work. AI could literally, in the context of driving, this is where I’ve
    2:44:20 often been really torn in both directions. If you just collect a huge amount of data,
    2:44:26 all of that information and then compress it into a representation of how humans cross streets,
    2:44:32 it’s probably all there. In the same way that you have a Noam Chomsky who says,
    2:44:38 no, no, no, AI can’t talk, can’t write length convincing language without understanding
    2:44:44 language. And, you know, more and more, you see large language models without quote unquote
    2:44:49 understanding can generate very convincing language. But I think with the process of
    2:44:54 compression from a huge amount of data compressing into a representation is doing is in fact,
    2:45:00 understanding deeply in order to be able to generate one letter at a time, one word at a time,
    2:45:07 you have to understand the cruelty of Nazi Germany and the beauty of sending humans to space.
    2:45:18 And like, you have to understand all of that in order to generate like, I’m going to the kitchen
    2:45:22 to get an apple and do that graphically correctly. You have to have a world model that includes all
    2:45:27 of human behavior. You think an LLM is building that world model? It has to in order to be good
    2:45:33 at generating one word at a time and convincing sentence. And in the same way, I think AI that
    2:45:40 drives a car, if it has enough data, will be able to form a world model that will be able to predict
    2:45:48 correctly what that pedestrian does. But when we as humans are watching pedestrians, we slowly
    2:45:54 realize, damn, this is really complicated. In fact, when you start to self reflect on driving,
    2:46:00 you realize driving is really complicated. There’s like subtle cues we take about like,
    2:46:05 just a million things I could say, but like one of them determining who around you is an asshole,
    2:46:13 aggressive driver. Yeah, I was just thinking about this. Yeah, or like, you can read it. Once you
    2:46:19 get become a great driver, you can see it a mile away. This guy is going to pull an asshole move
    2:46:25 in front of you. Exactly. He’s like way back there, but you know it’s going to happen. And
    2:46:29 I don’t know what, because we’re ignoring all the other cars. But for some reason, the asshole,
    2:46:34 like a red, like, like a glowing, obvious symbol is just like right there, even in the periphery
    2:46:40 vision, because we’re again, we’re usually when we’re driving just looking forward, but we’re like
    2:46:45 using the periphery vision to figure stuff out. And it’s like a little puzzle that we’re usually
    2:46:51 only allocating a small amount of our attention to, at least a cognitive attention to. And it’s
    2:46:56 fascinating, but I think AI just has a fundamentally different suite of sensors in terms of the bandwidth
    2:47:03 of data that’s coming in that allows you to form the representation that perform inference on the
    2:47:09 representation you form using the representation you form. That for the case of driving, I think it
    2:47:15 could be quite effective. But one of the things that’s currently missing, even though OpenAI just
    2:47:24 recently announced adding memory. And I did want to ask you, like, how important it is,
    2:47:30 how difficult is it to add some of the memory mechanisms that you’ve seen in humans to AI systems?
    2:47:38 I would say superficially not that hard, but then in a deeper level, very, very hard, because we
    2:47:44 don’t understand episodic memory. So one of the ideas I talked about in the book is one of the oldest
    2:47:50 kind of dilemmas in computational neuroscience is what Steve Grossberg called the stability
    2:47:56 plasticity dilemma. When do you say something is new and overwrite your preexisting knowledge
    2:48:03 versus going with what you had before and making incremental changes? And so, you know, part of
    2:48:09 the problem with going through like massive, you know, I mean, part of the problem of things like
    2:48:16 if you’re trying to design an LLM or something like that is especially for English, there’s so many
    2:48:20 exceptions to the rules, right? And so if you want to rapidly learn the exceptions, you’re going to
    2:48:26 lose the rules. And if you want to keep the rules, you have a harder time learning the exception.
    2:48:32 And so David Maro is one of the early pioneers in computational neuroscience. And then
    2:48:38 Jay McClelland and my colleague, Randy O’Reilly, some other people like Neil Cohen, all these people
    2:48:45 started to come up with the idea that maybe that’s part of what we need and what the human brain
    2:48:51 is doing is we have this kind of a, actually a fairly dumb system, which just says this happened
    2:48:57 once at this point in time, which we call episodic memory, so to speak. And then we have this knowledge
    2:49:03 that we’ve accumulated from our experiences as semantic memory. So now, when we want to,
    2:49:10 we encounter a situation that’s surprising and violates all our previous expectations,
    2:49:16 what happens is that now we can form an episodic memory here. And the next time we’re in a similar
    2:49:21 situation, boom, we could supplement our knowledge with this information from episodic memory and
    2:49:27 reason about what the right thing to do is, right? So it gives us this enormous amount of flexibility
    2:49:33 to stop on a dime and change without having to erase everything we’ve already learned.
    2:49:39 And that solution is incredibly powerful because it gives you the ability to learn from so much
    2:49:47 less information really, right? And it gives you that flexibility. So one of the things I think
    2:49:53 that makes humans great is having both episodic and semantic memory. Now, can you build something
    2:50:01 like that? I mean, computational neuroscience people would say, well, yeah, you just record
    2:50:06 a moment and you just get it and you’re done, right? But when do you record that moment? How
    2:50:11 much do you record? What’s the information you prioritize and what’s the information you don’t?
    2:50:15 These are the hard questions. When do you use episodic memory? When do you just throw it away?
    2:50:21 And these are the hard questions we’re still trying to figure out in people.
    2:50:24 And then you start to think about all these mechanisms that we have in the brain for figuring
    2:50:29 out some of these things. And it’s not just one, but many of them that are interacting with each
    2:50:34 other. And then you just take not only the episodic and the semantic, but then you start to take the
    2:50:39 motivational survival things, right? It’s just like the fight or flight responses that we associate
    2:50:45 with particular things are the kind of reward motivation that we associate with certain things
    2:50:51 so forth. And those things are absent from AI. I frankly don’t know if we want it. I don’t
    2:50:56 necessarily want a self-motivated LLM, right? And then there’s the problem of how do you even
    2:51:05 build the motivations that should guide a proper reinforcement learning kind of thing,
    2:51:10 for instance. So a friend of mine, Sam Gershman, I might be missing the quote exactly,
    2:51:17 but he basically said, “If I wanted to train a typical AI model to make me as much money as
    2:51:23 possible, the first thing I might do is sell my house.” So it’s not even just about having one
    2:51:30 goal or one objective, but just having all these competing goals and objectives, right? And then
    2:51:35 things start to get really complicated. It’s all interconnected. I mean, just even the thing you’ve
    2:51:40 mentioned is the moment. If we record a moment, it’s difficult to express concretely what a moment is,
    2:51:51 like how deeply connected it is to the entirety of it. Maybe to record a moment, you have to
    2:51:58 make a universal scratch. You have to include everything. You have to include all the emotions
    2:52:05 involved, all the context, all the things that built around it, all the social connections,
    2:52:09 all the visual experiences, all the sensory experience, all of that, all the history that
    2:52:15 came before that moment is built on. And we somehow take all of that and we compress it
    2:52:21 and keep the useful parts and then integrate it into the whole thing, into our whole narrative.
    2:52:27 And then each individual has their own little version of that narrative. And then we collide
    2:52:32 in the social way and we adjust it and we evolve. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, well, even if we want to go
    2:52:38 super simple, right? Like Tyler Ronan, who’s a postdoc who’s collaborating with me, he actually
    2:52:45 studied a lot of computer vision at Stanford. And so one of the things he was interested in
    2:52:51 is some people who have brain damage in areas of the brain that were thought to be important for
    2:52:55 memory. But they also seem to have some perception problems with particular kinds of object
    2:53:01 perception. And this is super controversial. And some people found this effect, some didn’t.
    2:53:06 And he went back to computer vision and he said, let’s take the best state-of-the-art computer
    2:53:11 vision models and let’s give them the same kinds of perception tests that we were giving to these
    2:53:16 people. And then he would find the images where the computer vision models would just struggle.
    2:53:21 And you would find that they just didn’t do well. Even if you add more parameters, you add more layers
    2:53:27 on and on and on, it doesn’t help, right? The architecture didn’t matter. It was just there.
    2:53:30 The problem. And then he found those were the exact ones where these humans with particular
    2:53:36 damage to this area called the periorinal cortex, that was where they were struggling.
    2:53:40 So somehow this brain area was important for being able to do these things that were adversarial to
    2:53:48 these computer vision models. So then he found that it only happened if people had enough time
    2:53:57 they could make those discriminations. But without enough time, if they just get a glance,
    2:54:01 they’re just like the computer vision models. So then what he started to say was, maybe let’s
    2:54:05 look at people’s eyes, right? So a computer vision model sees every pixel all at once, right?
    2:54:11 It’s not, you know, and we don’t, we never see every pixel all at once. Even if I’m looking at a
    2:54:16 screen with pixels, I’m not seeing every pixel at once. I’m grabbing little points on the screen by
    2:54:23 moving my eyes around and getting a very high resolution picture of what I’m focusing on and
    2:54:29 kind of a lower resolution information about everything else. But I’m not necessarily choosing,
    2:54:35 but I’m directing that exploration and allowing people to move their eyes and integrate that
    2:54:42 information gave them something that the computer vision models weren’t able to do.
    2:54:48 So somehow integrating information across time and getting less information at each step gave
    2:54:55 you more out of the process. I mean, the process of allocating attention across time seems to be
    2:55:06 a really important process. Even the breakthroughs that you get with machine learning mostly has
    2:55:15 to do, attention is all you need. It’s about attention, transform is about attention. So
    2:55:19 attention is a really interesting one. But then like, yeah, how you allocate that attention
    2:55:26 again is like, is at the core of like, what it means to be intelligent, what it means to process
    2:55:36 the world, integrate all the important things, discard all the unimportant things.
    2:55:43 Attention is at the core of it. It’s probably at the core of memory too.
    2:55:47 Because there’s so much sensor information, there’s so much going on, so much going on,
    2:55:52 to filter it down to almost nothing and just keep those parts and to keep those parts. And then
    2:55:59 whenever there’s an error to adjust the model such that you can allocate attention even better to
    2:56:04 new things that would result, maybe maximize the chance of confirming the model or disconfirming
    2:56:10 the model that you have and adjusting it since then. Yeah, attention is a weird one. I was
    2:56:16 always fascinated. I mean, I got a chance to study peripheral vision for a bit and indirectly study
    2:56:25 attention through that. And it’s just fascinating how good humans are looking around and gathering
    2:56:31 information. Yeah, at the same time, people are terrible at detecting changes that can happen
    2:56:37 in the environment if they’re not attending in the right way, if their predictive model is too
    2:56:42 strong. So you have these weird things where the machines can do better than the people.
    2:56:48 So this is the thing is people go, “Oh, the machines can do this stuff that’s just like humans.”
    2:56:54 It’s like, well, the machines make different kinds of mistakes than the people do. And I will never
    2:57:01 be convinced unless that we’ve replicated human. I don’t even like the term intelligence,
    2:57:07 because I think it’s a stupid concept. But it’s like, I don’t think we’ve replicated human
    2:57:12 intelligence unless I know that the simulator is making exactly the same kinds of mistakes that
    2:57:19 people do. Because people make characteristic mistakes. They have characteristic biases,
    2:57:24 they have characteristic heuristics that we use. And those have yet to see evidence that
    2:57:31 chat GPT will do that. Since we’re talking about attention, is there an interesting connection
    2:57:38 to you between ADHD and memory? Well, it’s interesting for me, because when I was a child,
    2:57:45 I was actually told my school, I don’t know if it came from a school psychologist, they did do
    2:57:50 some testing on me, I know for like IQ and stuff like that. Or if it just came from teachers who
    2:57:57 hated me, but they told my parents that I had ADHD. And so this was of course in the ’70s. So
    2:58:04 basically, they said he has poor motor control and he’s got ADHD. And there were social issues.
    2:58:12 So I could have been put a year ahead in school, but then they said, oh, but he doesn’t have the
    2:58:18 social capabilities. So I still ended up being an outcast even in my own grade. But
    2:58:27 but then like, so then my parents said, okay, well, they got me on a diet free of artificial
    2:58:34 colors and flavors, because that was the thing that people talked about back then. So I’m interested
    2:58:39 this topic because I’ve come to appreciate now that I have many of the characteristics, if not,
    2:58:45 you know, full blown. It’s like, I’m definitely time blindness, rejection sense. If you name it,
    2:58:51 they talk about it. It’s like, impulsive behavior, I could tell you about all sorts of fights I’ve
    2:58:56 gotten into in the past. Just you name it. But yeah, so ADHD is fascinating, though, because
    2:59:04 right now we’re seeing like, more and more diagnosis of it. And I don’t know what to say about that.
    2:59:09 I don’t know how much of that is based on kind of inappropriate expectations, especially for
    2:59:18 children. And how much of that is based on true kind of like maladaptive kinds of tendencies.
    2:59:25 But what we do know is this is that ADHD is associated with differences in prefrontal
    2:59:30 function, so that attention can be both more, you’re more distractible, you have harder time
    2:59:37 focusing your attention on what’s relevant. And so you shift too easily. But then once you get on
    2:59:42 something that you’re interested in, you can get stuck. And so, you know, the attention is this
    2:59:47 beautiful balance of being able to focus when you need to focus and shift when you need to shift.
    2:59:54 And so it’s that flexibility plus stability again. And that’s balance seems to be disrupted in ADHD.
    3:00:03 And so as a result, memory tends to be poor in ADHD. But it’s not necessarily because there’s a
    3:00:09 traditional memory problem. But it’s more because of this attentional issue, right? And so people
    3:00:18 with ADHD often will have great memory for the things that they’re interested in. And just no
    3:00:24 memory for the things that they’re not interested in. Is there advice from your own life on how to
    3:00:30 learn and succeed from that? From just how the characteristics of your own brain with ADHD and
    3:00:36 so on? How do you learn? How do you remember information? How do you flourish in this sort
    3:00:47 of education context? I’m still trying to figure out the flourishing per se. But education, I mean,
    3:00:53 being in science is enormously enabling of ADHD. It’s like, you’re constantly looking for new things,
    3:01:00 you’re constantly seeking that dope of being hit. And that’s great, you know, and they tolerate,
    3:01:07 you’re being late for things. Nothing is really, nobody’s going to die if you screw up. It’s nice.
    3:01:12 It’s not like being a doctor or something where you have to be like, much more responsible and
    3:01:17 focused, that you can just freely follow your curiosity, which is just great. But what I’d
    3:01:24 say is that, like, I’m learning now about so many things like about how to structure my activities
    3:01:32 more and basically say, okay, if I’m going to be emails like the big one that kills me right now,
    3:01:40 I’m just constantly like shifting between email and my activities. And what happens is that I
    3:01:46 don’t actually get the email. I just look at my email and I get stressed because I’m like,
    3:01:50 oh, I have to think about this. Let me get back to it. And I go back to something else. And so
    3:01:54 I’ve just got fragmentary memories of everything, right? So what I’m trying to do is set aside a
    3:02:00 timer like this is my email time. This is my, you know, writing time. This is my goofing off time.
    3:02:07 And so blocking these things off, you give yourself the goofing off time. Sometimes I do that.
    3:02:12 And sometimes I have to be flexible, like, okay, I’m definitely not focusing. I’m going to give
    3:02:17 myself the downtime and it’s an investment. It’s not like wasting time. It’s an investment
    3:02:22 in my attention later on. And I’m very much with Cal Newport on this. He wrote deep work and a lot
    3:02:29 of other amazing books. He talks about tasks switching as a sort of the thing that really
    3:02:36 destroys productivity. So like, you know, switching, it doesn’t even matter from what to what, but
    3:02:42 checking social media, checking email, maybe switching to a phone call and then doing work
    3:02:47 and switching, even switching between, if you’re reading a paper, switching from paper to paper
    3:02:52 to paper, because like curiosity and whatever the dopamine hit from the attention switch,
    3:02:59 like limiting that because otherwise your brain is just not capable to really like load it in,
    3:03:05 really do that deep deliberation. I think that’s required to remember things and to really think
    3:03:14 through things. Yeah, I mean, you probably see this, I imagine, in AI conferences, but definitely in
    3:03:20 neuroscience conferences, it’s now the norm that people have their laptops out during talks.
    3:03:26 And, you know, conceivably, they’re writing, you know, they’re writing notes. But in fact,
    3:03:31 what often happens if you look at people, we can speak from a little bit of personal experience,
    3:03:37 is you’re checking email and you’re like, or I’m working on my own talk, but often it’s like,
    3:03:43 you’re doing things that are not paying attention. And I have this illusion, well,
    3:03:46 I’m paying attention and then I’m going back. And then what happens is I don’t remember anything
    3:03:51 from that day. It just kind of vanished because what happens is I’m creating all these artificial
    3:03:56 event boundaries. I’m losing all this executive function. Every time I switch, I’m getting like
    3:04:03 a few seconds slower and I’m catching up mentally to what’s happening. And so instead of being in
    3:04:09 a model where you’re meaningfully integrating everything and predicting and generating this
    3:04:13 kind of like rich model, I’m just catching up, you know. And so, yeah, there’s great research
    3:04:20 by Melina Unkafer and Anthony Wagner on multitasking and people can look up that talks about just how
    3:04:26 bad it is for memory and, you know, it’s becoming worse and worse of a problem.
    3:04:30 So, you’re a musician. Take me through how’d you get into music? Like what made you first
    3:04:36 fall in love with music? With creating music? Yeah, so I started playing music just when I was
    3:04:42 like doing trumpet in school for a school band and I would just read music and play and, you know,
    3:04:49 it was pretty decent at it, not great, but I was decent.
    3:04:52 How’d you go from trumpet to guitar, especially the kind of music you’re into?
    3:04:58 Yeah, so basically in high school, yeah, so I kind of was a late bloomer to music, but just
    3:05:05 kind of MTV grew up with me. I grew up with MTV. And so then you started seeing all this stuff and
    3:05:12 then I got into metal was kind of like my early genre. And I always reacted to just things that
    3:05:18 were loud and had a beat like ADHD, right? Like, you know, everything from Sergeant Pepper’s by
    3:05:26 the Beatles to like Led Zeppelin II, my dad had both, my parents had both those albums,
    3:05:32 so I’d listened to them a lot. And then like the police ghosted in the machine and, but then I
    3:05:38 got into metal, Def Leppard and, you know, AC/DC Metallica went way down the rabbit hole of speed
    3:05:46 metal. And that time was kind of like, “Oh, why don’t I play guitar? I can do this.” And I had
    3:05:53 friends who were doing that. And I just never got it. Like I took lessons and stuff like that.
    3:05:59 But it was different because when I was doing trumpet, I was reading sheet music. And this was
    3:06:04 like, I was learning by looking, there’s a thing called tablature, you know, this where it’s like,
    3:06:09 you see like a drawing of the fretboard with numbers. And that’s where you’re supposed to put
    3:06:13 your, it’s kind of like paint by numbers, right? And so I learned it in a completely different way,
    3:06:20 but I was still terrible at it. And I didn’t get it. It’s actually taken me a long time to
    3:06:26 understand exactly what the issue was. But it wasn’t until I really got into punk, and I saw
    3:06:31 bands like, I saw Sonic Youth, I remember especially, and it just blew my mind. Because
    3:06:37 they violated the rules of what I thought music was supposed to be. I was like,
    3:06:41 this doesn’t sound right. These are not power chords. And this isn’t just have like a
    3:06:47 shouty verse and then a chorus part. It’s not going back. This is just like weird. And then it
    3:06:53 occurred to me, you don’t have to write music the way it’s people tell you it’s supposed to sound.
    3:07:00 I just opened up everything for me. And I was playing in a band and I was struggling with writing
    3:07:06 music because I would try to write like, you know, whatever was popular at the time and or
    3:07:12 whatever sounded like other bands that I was listening to. And somehow I kind of morphed
    3:07:16 into just like, just grabbing a guitar and just doing stuff. And I realized a part of my problem
    3:07:23 with doing music before was I didn’t enjoy trying to play stuff that other people play. I just enjoyed
    3:07:29 music just dripping out of me and just, you know, spilling out and just doing stuff.
    3:07:34 And so then I started to say, what if I don’t play a chord? What if I just play like notes that
    3:07:40 shouldn’t go together and just mess around with stuff? And I said, well, what if I don’t do four
    3:07:45 beats go na na na na, one, two, three, four, one, two, three, four, one, two, three, four, whatever
    3:07:49 I go, one, two, three, four, five, one, two, three, four, five, and sort of mess around time
    3:07:54 signatures. Then I was playing in this band with a great musician who was really
    3:07:59 Brent Ritzel, who was in this band with me. And he taught me about arranging songs. And it was
    3:08:04 like, what if we take this part and instead of make it go like back and forth, we make it like a
    3:08:09 circle? Or what if we make it like a straight line, you know, or zigzag, you know, just make it like
    3:08:15 nonlinear in these interesting ways. And then next, you know, it’s like the whole world sort of
    3:08:21 opens up as like the, and then what I started to realize, especially so you could appreciate this
    3:08:26 as a musician, I think. So time signatures, right? So we are so brainwashed to think in four-four,
    3:08:32 right? Every rock song you could think of almost is in four-four. I know you’re a Floyd fan,
    3:08:37 so think of “Money” by Pink Floyd, right? You feel like it’s in four-four because it resolves
    3:08:47 itself, but it resolves on the last note of the, basically it resolves on the first note of the
    3:08:54 next measure. So it’s got seven beats instead of eight where the riff is actually happening.
    3:08:59 Interesting. But you’re thinking in four, because that’s how we use, we’re used to thinking. So
    3:09:04 the music flows a little bit faster than it’s supposed to, and you’re getting a little bit
    3:09:10 of prediction error every time this is happening. And once I got used to that, I was like, I hate
    3:09:17 writing in four-four because I was like, everything just feels better if I do it in seven-four,
    3:09:21 if I alternate between four and three and doing all this stuff. And then it’s like, you just,
    3:09:26 jazz music is like that. They just do so much interesting stuff with this.
    3:09:32 So playing with those time signatures allows you to really break it all open and just,
    3:09:36 I guess there’s something about that that allows you to actually have fun.
    3:09:40 Yeah, yeah. And it’s like, so I’m actually like a very, one of the genres we used to play
    3:09:47 in was math rock. That’s what they called it. It was just like, this is so many weird time
    3:09:51 signatures. What is math? Oh, interesting. Yeah. So that’s the math part of rock is what,
    3:09:57 the mathematical disturbances of it or what? Yeah. I guess it would be like, so instead of,
    3:10:01 you might go like, instead of playing four beats in every measure, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,
    3:10:06 no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
    3:10:10 You know what? Just do these things. And then you might arrange it in weird ways so that there
    3:10:15 might be three measures of verse and then one, you know, and then five measures, of course,
    3:10:22 and then two measures. So you could just mess around with everything, right?
    3:10:24 What does that feel like to listen to? There’s, there’s something about symmetry or like patterns
    3:10:31 that feel good and like relaxing for us or whatever. It feels like home and disturbing that can be
    3:10:38 quite disturbing. Yeah. So is that, is that the feeling you would have if you
    3:10:44 math rock? I mean, yeah, yeah. That’s stressing me out. Just listen.
    3:10:47 Learning about it. So, I mean, it depends. So a lot of my style of songwriting is very much like,
    3:10:55 in terms of like repetitive themes, but messing around with structure, because I’m not a great
    3:11:02 guitarist technically. And so I don’t play complicated stuff. And there’s things you can
    3:11:06 hear stuff where it’s just like so complicated, you know. But often what I find is, is like having
    3:11:13 a melody or, and then adding some dissonance to it, just enough. And then adding some complexity
    3:11:20 that gets, gets you going just enough. But I have a high tolerance for, for that kind of dissonance
    3:11:26 and prediction. I think I have a theory, a pet theory that it’s like, basically you could explain
    3:11:30 most of human behavior as some people are lumpers and some people are splitters, you know. And so
    3:11:36 it’s like some people are very kind of excited when they get this dissonance and they want to like go
    3:11:42 with it. So people are just like, no, I want to lump everything. You know, I don’t know, maybe
    3:11:45 that’s even a different thing. But it’s like, basically, it’s like, I think some people get
    3:11:49 scared of that discomfort. And I really drive on it. You know, I love it. What’s, what’s the name
    3:11:58 of your band now? The cover band I play in is a band called Pavlov’s Dogs. And so it’s a band,
    3:12:07 unsurprisingly, of mostly memory researchers, neuroscientists. I love this. I love this so
    3:12:12 much. Yeah, actually, one of your MIT colleagues, Earl Miller, plays bass.
    3:12:16 Plays bass. Do you play a rhythm or a leader? You could compete if you want. Maybe we could
    3:12:20 audition you. For audition? Oh, yeah. I’m coming for you, Earl. Earl is going to kill me.
    3:12:27 He’s like very precise though. I’ll play Triangle or something.
    3:12:33 Or where’s the cowbell? I’ll be the cowbell guy. What kind of songs do you guys do?
    3:12:39 So it’s mostly late 70s punk and 80s new wave and post punk. Blondie, Ramones, Clash. I do,
    3:12:51 I sing Age of Consent by New Order and Loveville Terrace.
    3:12:55 And you said you have a female singer now?
    3:12:56 Yeah, Carrie Hoppin and also Paula Crox. So Carrie does Blondie amazingly well.
    3:13:07 And we do Gigantic by the Pixies. Paula does that one.
    3:13:11 Which song do you love to play the most? What kind of song is super fun for you?
    3:13:15 Of someone else’s?
    3:13:17 Yeah, Cover. And it’s one we do with Pavlov’s Dogs.
    3:13:24 I really enjoy playing I Want to Be Your Dog by Iggy and the Stooges.
    3:13:28 That’s a good song.
    3:13:29 Which is perfect because we’re Pavlov’s Dogs. And Pavlov, of course, was basically
    3:13:34 created learning theory. So there’s that. But also, it’s like, but I mean, Iggy and the Stooges,
    3:13:39 that song, so I play and sing on it, but it’s just like it devolves into total noise. And I
    3:13:44 just fall on the floor and generate feedback. I think in the last version, it might have been
    3:13:51 that or a Velvet Underground cover in our last show, I actually, I have a guitar made of aluminum
    3:13:56 that I got made. And I thought this thing’s indestructible. So I kind of like was just,
    3:14:01 moving it around, had it upside down and all this stuff to generate feedback.
    3:14:06 And I think I broke one of the, I broke one of the tuning pegs.
    3:14:08 I’ve had to break it all metal guitar. Go figure.
    3:14:14 A bit of a big ridiculous question. But let me ask you, we’ve been talking about
    3:14:18 neuroscience in general. What do you, you’ve been studying the human mind for a long time.
    3:14:25 What do you love most about the human mind? Like when you look at it, we look at the fMRI,
    3:14:33 just the scans and the behavioral stuff, the electrodes, you know, the psychology aspect,
    3:14:39 reading the literature on the biology side, neurobiology, all of it. When you look at it,
    3:14:43 what, what is most like beautiful to you? I think the most beautiful, but
    3:14:50 incredibly hard to put your finger on is this idea of the internal model. That it’s like,
    3:14:58 there’s everything you see and there’s everything you hear and touch and taste, you know, every
    3:15:03 breath you take, whatever. But it’s all connected by this like dark energy that’s holding that whole
    3:15:13 universe of your mind together, right? And without that, it’s just a bunch of stuff.
    3:15:18 And somehow we put that together and it forms our, so much of our experience and being able
    3:15:27 to figure out where that comes from and how things are connected to me is just amazing.
    3:15:33 But just this idea of like the world in front of us, we’re only sampling this little bit and
    3:15:39 trying to take so much meaning from it. And we do a really good job, not perfect. I mean, you know,
    3:15:45 but that ability to me is just amazing. Yeah, it’s an incredible mystery, all of it. It’s fun.
    3:15:51 You said dark energy because the same in astrophysics, you look out there, look at dark matter and
    3:15:56 dark energy, which is this loose term, a scientific thing we don’t understand, which makes out,
    3:16:02 which helps make the equations work in terms of gravity and the expansion of the universe
    3:16:08 in the same way. It seems like there’s that kind of thing in the human mind that we’re like
    3:16:12 striving to understand. Yeah, yeah. You know, it’s funny that you mentioned that. So one of the
    3:16:16 reasons I wrote the book amongst many is that I really felt like people needed to hear from scientists
    3:16:22 and like COVID was just a great example of this because like people weren’t hearing from scientists.
    3:16:28 One of the things I think that people didn’t get was the uncertainty of science and how much we
    3:16:34 don’t know. And I think every scientist lives in this world of uncertainty. And when I was
    3:16:41 writing the book, I just became aware of all of these things we don’t know. And so I think of
    3:16:47 physics a lot. And I think of this idea of like overwhelming majority of the stuff that’s in our
    3:16:55 universe cannot be directly measured. I used to think, “Ha ha, I hate physics.” So physicists get
    3:17:01 the Nobel Prize for doing whatever stupid thing. It’s like there’s 10 physicists out there. I’m
    3:17:06 just kidding. Strong words. Yeah. No, no, no. I’m kidding. The physicists who do neuroscience
    3:17:12 could be rather opinionated. So sometimes I like to dish on that. It’s all love. It’s all love. That’s
    3:17:16 right. This is the ADHD talking. But at some point, I had this aha moment where I was like,
    3:17:25 to be aware of that much that we don’t know and have a beat on it and be able to go towards it,
    3:17:34 that’s one of the biggest scientific successes that I could think of.
    3:17:38 You are aware that you don’t know about this gigantic section, overwhelming majority of the
    3:17:44 universe, right? And I think the more what keeps me going to some extent is realizing the changing
    3:17:54 the scope of the problem and figuring out, “Oh my God, there’s all these things we don’t know.”
    3:17:59 And I thought I knew this because science is all about assumptions, right? So have you
    3:18:04 read the structure of Scientific Revolutions by Thomas Kuhn? Yes. That’s like my only philosophy
    3:18:10 really that I’ve read. But it’s so brilliant in the way that they frame this idea of like,
    3:18:16 he frames this idea of assumptions being core to the scientific process and the paradigm shift
    3:18:22 comes from changing those assumptions. And this idea of like finding out this kind of whole zone
    3:18:28 of what you don’t know to me is the exciting part. Well, you are a great scientist and you wrote an
    3:18:37 incredible book. So thank you for doing that. And thank you for talking today. You’ve decreased
    3:18:44 the amount of uncertainty I have just a tiny little bit today and revealed the beauty of memory.
    3:18:52 This is a fascinating conversation. Thank you for talking today. Oh, thank you. It’s been
    3:18:55 blast. Thanks for listening to this conversation with Sharon Ranganath. To support this podcast,
    3:19:03 please check out our sponsors in the description. And now let me leave you with some words from
    3:19:08 Haruki Murakami. Most things are forgotten over time. Even the word itself, the life and death
    3:19:17 struggle people went through is now like something from the distant past. We’re so caught up in our
    3:19:23 everyday lives that events of the past are no longer in orbit around our minds. There are just
    3:19:29 too many things we have to think about every day, too many new things we have to learn. But still,
    3:19:35 no matter how much time passes, no matter what takes place in the interim, there are some things
    3:19:42 we can never assign to oblivion, memories we can never rub away. They remain with us forever,
    3:19:49 like a touchstone. Thank you for listening. I hope to see you next time.
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  • #429 – Paul Rosolie: Jungle, Apex Predators, Aliens, Uncontacted Tribes, and God

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    0:00:00 The following is a conversation with Paul Rosalie, his second time in the podcast.
    0:00:05 But this time, we did the conversation deep in the Amazon jungle.
    0:00:10 I traveled there to hang out with Paul, and it turned out to be an adventure of a lifetime.
    0:00:16 I will post a video capturing some aspects of that adventure in a week or so.
    0:00:22 It included everything from getting lost in dense unexplored wilderness with no contact
    0:00:27 to the outside world to taking very high doses of ayahuasca and much more.
    0:00:36 Paul, by the way, aside from being my good friend, is a naturalist, explorer, author,
    0:00:44 and is someone who has dedicated his life to protecting the rainforest.
    0:00:48 For this mission, he founded Jungle Keepers.
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    0:00:57 This trip, for me, was life-changing.
    0:01:00 It expanded my understanding of myself and of the beautiful world I’m fortunate to exist
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    0:02:21 I’m a huge fan of logistics and supply chains.
    0:02:26 And looking at that incredibly complicated network of how one package gets from point
    0:02:34 A to point B. Part of that is the theoretical computer scientist in me, because when you
    0:02:40 simplify that problem and formulate it as a graph theory problem, then you can perform
    0:02:45 all kinds of optimizations on it, which takes me back to some of my favorite courses on
    0:02:51 the theory and the practice.
    0:02:53 So numerical optimization when you’re talking about nonlinear programming and then the multiradical
    0:02:57 stuff with convex programming.
    0:02:59 A particular kind of formulation of an optimization problem can be easily to solve or hard to
    0:03:05 solve.
    0:03:06 When I look at this world of logistics and shipping stuff from point A to point B, where
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    0:11:32 And now, dear friends, here’s Paul Rosely.
    0:11:36 Where are we right now, Paul?
    0:11:55 Lex, we are in the middle of nowhere.
    0:11:58 It’s the Amazon jungle.
    0:12:00 There’s vegetation, there’s insects, there’s all kinds of creatures.
    0:12:04 A million heartbeats, a million eyes.
    0:12:06 So really, where are we right now?
    0:12:09 We are in Peru in a very remote part of the western Amazon basin, and because of the proximity
    0:12:16 of the Andean cloud forests to the lowland tropical rainforest, we are in the most biodiverse
    0:12:21 part of planet Earth.
    0:12:22 There’s more life per square acre, per square mile out here than there is anywhere else
    0:12:26 on Earth, not just now, but in the entire fossil record.
    0:12:29 I can’t believe we’re actually here.
    0:12:31 I can’t believe you actually came.
    0:12:32 And I can’t believe you forced me to wear a suit.
    0:12:35 That was the people’s choice, trust me.
    0:12:38 We’ve been through quite a lot over the last few days.
    0:12:42 We’ve been through a bit.
    0:12:43 Let me ask you a ridiculous question.
    0:12:46 What are all the creatures right now, if they wanted to, could cause us harm?
    0:12:52 The thing is, the Amazon rainforest has been described as the greatest natural battlefield
    0:12:56 on Earth because there’s more life here than anywhere else, which means that everything
    0:13:01 here is fighting for survival.
    0:13:03 The trees are fighting for sunlight.
    0:13:05 The animals are fighting for prey.
    0:13:07 Everybody’s fighting for survival.
    0:13:08 And so everything that you see here, everything around us will be killed, eaten, digested,
    0:13:13 recycled at some point.
    0:13:14 The jungle is really just a giant churning machine of death, and life is kind of this
    0:13:19 moment of stasis where you maintain this collection of cells in a particular DNA sequence, and
    0:13:26 then it gets digested again and recycled back and renamed into everything.
    0:13:32 The things in this forest, while they don’t want to hurt us, there are things that are
    0:13:37 heavily defended because, for instance, a giant anteater needs claws to fight off a
    0:13:41 jaguar.
    0:13:42 A stingray needs a stinger on its tail, which is basically a serrated knife with venom on
    0:13:47 it to deter anything that would hunt that stingray.
    0:13:50 Even the catfish have pectoral fins that have razor-long, steak-knife-sized defense systems.
    0:13:58 Then you have, of course, the jaguars, the harp eagles, the piranha, the candieroo fish
    0:14:02 that can swim up the penis, lodge themselves inside.
    0:14:04 It’s the Amazon rainforest.
    0:14:06 The thing is, as you’ve learned this week, nothing here wants to get us, except for an
    0:14:11 exception of maybe mosquitoes.
    0:14:14 Every other animal just wants to eat and exist in peace.
    0:14:18 That’s it.
    0:14:19 But there is, each of those animals that you describe have a radius of defense.
    0:14:25 If you accidentally step into its home, into that radius, it can cause harm.
    0:14:32 Or make them feel threatened.
    0:14:34 Make them feel threatened.
    0:14:35 There is a defense mechanism that is activated.
    0:14:37 Some incredible defense mechanisms.
    0:14:39 You’re talking about 17-foot black caiman, crocodiles that with significant size that
    0:14:44 could rip you in half, anacondas, the largest snake on earth, bushmasters that can grow
    0:14:50 up to be nine to, I think, even 11 feet long.
    0:14:52 I’ve caught bushmasters that are thicker than my arms.
    0:14:55 For people who don’t know, bushmasters, snakes, what are these things?
    0:14:58 These are vipers.
    0:14:59 I believe it’s the largest viper on earth.
    0:15:02 Venomous.
    0:15:03 Extremely venomous with hinged teeth, tissue-destroying venom.
    0:15:07 If you get bitten by a bushmaster, they say, “You don’t rush and try and save your own
    0:15:12 life.
    0:15:13 You try to savor what’s around you.
    0:15:14 Look around at the world.
    0:15:15 Smoke your last cigarette, call your mom.”
    0:15:18 That’s it.
    0:15:19 So that moment of stasis that is life is going to end abruptly when you interact with one
    0:15:24 of those.
    0:15:25 Yeah.
    0:15:26 I even have, even this seemingly- Can I just pause at how incredibly beautiful it is
    0:15:32 that you could just reach to your right and grab a piece of the chocolate?
    0:15:37 Even this seemingly-beautiful little fern.
    0:15:39 If you go this way on the fern, you’re fine.
    0:15:41 As soon as you go this way, there’s invisible little spikes on there.
    0:15:44 If you want to…
    0:15:45 Oh, I see.
    0:15:46 I feel that.
    0:15:47 Yeah.
    0:15:48 See that?
    0:15:49 It’s like everything is defended.
    0:15:50 If you’re driving on the road and you have your arm out the side, or if you’re on a motorcycle
    0:15:52 going through the jungle and you get one of these, it’ll just tear all the skin right
    0:15:56 off your body.
    0:15:57 It’s kind of doing that to me now.
    0:15:59 So what would you do?
    0:16:00 Like we’re going through the dense jungle yesterday, and you slide down the hill, your
    0:16:07 foot slips, you slide down, and then you find yourself staring a couple feet away from a
    0:16:12 bushmaster snake.
    0:16:13 What are you doing?
    0:16:14 You’re, for people who somehow don’t know, somebody who loves, admires snakes, who has
    0:16:20 met thousands of snakes, has worked with them, respects them, celebrates them.
    0:16:26 What would you do with a bushmaster snake?
    0:16:28 Face to face.
    0:16:29 Face to face.
    0:16:30 This has happened.
    0:16:31 It’s happened.
    0:16:32 It’s nice.
    0:16:33 I’ve come face to face with a bushmaster, and there’s two things, there’s two reactions
    0:16:38 that you might get.
    0:16:39 One is if the bushmaster decides that it’s vacation time, if it’s sleeping, if he just
    0:16:43 had a meal, they’ll come to the edges of trails or beneath a tree, and they’ll just circle
    0:16:47 up, little spiral, big spiral, big pile of snake on the trail, and they’ll just sit there.
    0:16:52 And one time there was a snake sitting on the side of a trail beneath a tree.
    0:16:56 For two weeks, this snake was just sitting there, resting, digesting his food out in
    0:17:00 the open, in the rain, in the sun, in the night.
    0:17:03 It didn’t matter.
    0:17:04 You go near it, barely even crack a tongue.
    0:17:08 Now the other option is that you get a bushmaster that’s alert, and hunting, and out looking
    0:17:12 for something to eat, and they’re ready to defend themselves.
    0:17:15 And so I once came across a bushmaster in the jungle at night, and this bushmaster
    0:17:20 turned its head towards me, looked at me, and made it very clear, I’m going to go this
    0:17:25 way.
    0:17:26 And so I did the natural thing that any snake enthusiast would do, and I grabbed its tail.
    0:17:30 Now 11 feet later, by the head, the snake turned around and just said, “If you want
    0:17:33 to meet God, I can arrange the meeting, I will oblige.”
    0:17:38 And I decided to let the bushmaster go.
    0:17:40 And so it’s like that with most animals, you know, a jaguar will turn and look at you and
    0:17:44 just remind you of how small you are.
    0:17:45 Like, what did you see in the snake’s eyes?
    0:17:48 How did you sense that this is not the right, this is not, this is going to be your end
    0:17:52 if you proceed?
    0:17:54 His readiness.
    0:17:55 I wanted to get him by the tail and show him to the people that were there, and maybe
    0:17:58 work with the snake a little bit.
    0:18:00 As an 11-foot snake, the snake turned around and made it very clear, like, not today, pal.
    0:18:05 It’s not going to happen.
    0:18:06 Is it in the eyes and the movement and the tension of the body?
    0:18:09 It was the movement and the S of the neck.
    0:18:11 It was as if you pushed me, and I went, “Let’s go.
    0:18:13 Make my day.”
    0:18:14 Yeah.
    0:18:15 Like, he just looked a little bit too…
    0:18:16 Yeah.
    0:18:17 Too ready.
    0:18:18 He’s like, “I love this.”
    0:18:19 Okay.
    0:18:20 All right.
    0:18:21 So you know.
    0:18:22 He’s like the snake you met last night.
    0:18:24 Yeah.
    0:18:25 Beautiful snake.
    0:18:26 Such a calm little thing.
    0:18:27 He just focuses on eating baby lizards and little snails and things, and that snake has
    0:18:31 no concept of defending itself.
    0:18:33 It has no way to defend itself.
    0:18:34 So even something the size of a blue jay could just come and just peck that thing in the
    0:18:39 head and swallow it, and it’s a helpless little snake.
    0:18:41 So it’s really…
    0:18:42 It kind of depends on the animal, it depends on the mood you catch them in.
    0:18:45 Each one has a different temperament.
    0:18:47 The grace of its movement was mesmerizing, curious almost.
    0:18:50 Maybe anthropomorphizing, projecting onto it, but it was…
    0:18:54 The tongue flicking was a sign of curiosity.
    0:18:56 He was trying to figure out what was going on.
    0:18:57 He was like, “Why am I on this treadmill of human skin?”
    0:19:00 You know.
    0:19:01 They’re just trying to get to the next thing, trying to get hidden, trying to get away from
    0:19:03 the light.
    0:19:04 Also, the texture of the scales is really fascinating.
    0:19:06 I mean, it’s my first snake I’ve ever touched is so interesting.
    0:19:09 It was just such an incredible system of muscles that are all interacting together to make
    0:19:15 that kind of movement work and all the texture of its skin, of its scales.
    0:19:20 What do you love about snakes?
    0:19:22 From my first experience of the snake to all the thousands of experiences you had with
    0:19:26 snakes, what do you love about these creatures?
    0:19:29 I think it’s…
    0:19:31 When you just spoke about it, it was…
    0:19:33 That’s the first snake you’ve met, and it was a tiny little snake in the jungle.
    0:19:36 And you spoke about it with so much light in your eyes.
    0:19:39 And I think that because we’ve been programmed to be scared of snakes, there’s something
    0:19:44 wondrous that happens in our brain.
    0:19:46 Maybe it’s just this joy of discovery that there’s nothing to be scared of.
    0:19:51 And whether it’s a rattlesnake that is dangerous and that you need to give distance to, but
    0:19:54 you look at it from a distance and you go, “Whoa!”
    0:19:57 Or it’s a harmless little grass snake that you can pick up and enjoy and give to a child.
    0:20:03 They’re just these strange legless animals that just exist.
    0:20:07 They don’t even have eyelids.
    0:20:08 They’re so different than us.
    0:20:09 They have a tongue that senses the air, and they, to me, are so beautiful.
    0:20:15 And I’ve my whole life been defending snakes from humans, and they seem misunderstood.
    0:20:20 I think they’re incredibly beautiful.
    0:20:22 There’s every color and variety of snakes.
    0:20:25 There’s venomous snakes.
    0:20:26 There’s tree snakes.
    0:20:27 There’s huge crushing anacondas.
    0:20:28 It’s just of the 2,600 species of snakes that exist on Earth.
    0:20:34 There’s just such beauty, such complexity, and such simplicity.
    0:20:40 To me, I feel like I’m friend with snake, and they rely on me to protect them from
    0:20:47 my people.
    0:20:49 Friend with snake.
    0:20:50 Me, friend, snake.
    0:20:51 Me, friend, snake.
    0:20:53 You said some of them are sometimes aggressive.
    0:20:55 Some of them are peaceful.
    0:20:57 Is this a mood thing, a personality thing, a species thing?
    0:21:00 What is it?
    0:21:01 So, as far as I know, there’s only really two snakes on Earth that could be aggressive,
    0:21:05 because aggression indicates offense.
    0:21:09 And so, a reticulated python has been documented as eating humans.
    0:21:13 Anacondas, although while it hasn’t been publicized, they have eaten humans.
    0:21:18 Every single other snake, from boa constrictor to bushmasters to spitting cobra to grass
    0:21:23 snake to garter snake to everything else, every single other snake does not want to
    0:21:28 interact with you.
    0:21:29 They have no interest.
    0:21:30 So, there’s no such thing as an aggressive snake once you get outside of anaconda and
    0:21:34 reticulated python.
    0:21:35 Everyone could be trying to eat you, that’s predation, but for every other snake, a rattlesnake,
    0:21:41 if it was there, would either go escape and hide itself or it would rattle its tail and
    0:21:45 tell us, “Don’t come closer.
    0:21:46 A cobra will hood up and begin to hiss and say, ‘Don’t approach me.
    0:21:50 I’m asking you nicely, not to mess with me.’”
    0:21:54 And most other snakes are fast or they stay in the trees or they’re extremely camouflaged,
    0:21:57 but their whole MO is just, “Don’t bother me.
    0:21:59 I don’t want to be seen.
    0:22:00 I don’t want to be messed with.
    0:22:01 In fact, all I want to do is be left alone.
    0:22:04 And once in a while, I just want to eat.”
    0:22:06 And by the way, when you see a snake drink, your heart will break.
    0:22:11 It’s like seeing, it’s the only thing that’s cuter than a puppy.
    0:22:14 Like, watching a snake touch its mouth to water and just, you just see that little mouth
    0:22:19 going as they suck water in and it’s like, it’s just so adorable watching this scaled
    0:22:23 animal just be like, “I need water.”
    0:22:25 In a state of vulnerability, bro, there’s nothing cuter than a little puppy with a
    0:22:30 tongue.
    0:22:31 A baby ball python?
    0:22:32 All right.
    0:22:33 A cobra man?
    0:22:34 What’s it take you?
    0:22:35 A baby elephant?
    0:22:36 So what are they?
    0:22:37 They’re like at a puddle and they just take it in.
    0:22:39 They can be at a puddle and they just take it in or one time in India, I was with a snake
    0:22:42 rescuer and we found this nine-foot king cobra, this god of a snake.
    0:22:47 They’re Ophio-Fegus Hannah is their Latin name and they’re snake eaters.
    0:22:50 They’re the king of the snakes, the largest venomous snake.
    0:22:54 And the people that called this snake rescuer, because that’s a profession in India, had gotten
    0:23:02 into their kitchen or their backyard and so we showed up and we got the snake and the
    0:23:06 snake rescuer he knew.
    0:23:07 He looked at the snake and he went to me, he said, “Why do you think the snake would
    0:23:11 go in a house?”
    0:23:12 And he was quizzing me and I actually went, “You know, I don’t know.
    0:23:15 Is it warm?
    0:23:16 Is it cold?”
    0:23:17 You know, like sometimes cats like to go into the warm cars in the winter and he was
    0:23:20 like, “He’s thirsty.”
    0:23:21 He goes, “Watch this.”
    0:23:22 He took a water bottle, poured it over the, now the snake is standing up, snake stands
    0:23:27 up three feet tall.
    0:23:28 This is a huge king cobra with a hood, terrifying snake to be around.
    0:23:32 He leans over to the snake and the snake is standing there trusting him and he takes a
    0:23:36 water bottle and pours it onto the snake’s nose and the snake turns up its nose and just
    0:23:40 starts drinking from the water bottle.
    0:23:42 Human giving water to snake, big, scary snake, but this human understood.
    0:23:48 Snake gets water, snake gets released in jungle, everybody’s okay.
    0:23:52 So sometimes the needs are simple.
    0:23:55 They just don’t have the words to communicate them to us humans.
    0:23:59 And is it disinterest or is it fear?
    0:24:01 Almost like they don’t notice us or is it where the unknown aspect of it, the uncertainty
    0:24:08 is a source of danger?
    0:24:10 Well, animals live in a constant state of danger.
    0:24:13 Like if you look at that deer that we saw last night, it’s stalking through the jungle,
    0:24:17 wondering what’s going to eat it, wondering if this is the last moment it’s going to
    0:24:20 be alive.
    0:24:21 It’s like the animals are constantly terrified of that this is their last moment.
    0:24:24 Yeah.
    0:24:25 Just for the listener, we’re walking through the jungle late at night.
    0:24:28 So it’s darkness except our head lamps on.
    0:24:32 And then all of a sudden ball stops, zig, he looks in the distance and sees two eyes.
    0:24:38 He’s, I think you thought, is that a jaguar or is that a deer?
    0:24:42 And it was moving its head like this, like scared or maybe trying to figure it, trying
    0:24:48 to localize itself, trying to figure it out.
    0:24:50 Trying to see around.
    0:24:51 You’re doing the same to it, the two of you like moving your head and like deep into the
    0:24:56 jungle.
    0:24:57 Like, I don’t know.
    0:24:58 It’s pretty far away through the trees, you can still see it.
    0:25:01 30 feet or so.
    0:25:02 Yeah.
    0:25:03 That’s the thing to actually mention.
    0:25:04 I mean, with the head lamp, you see the reflection in their eyes.
    0:25:08 It’s kind of incredible to see a creature, to try to identify a creature by just the reflection
    0:25:13 from its eyes.
    0:25:14 Yeah.
    0:25:15 And so the cats, sometimes you’ll get like a greenish or a bluish glow from the cats.
    0:25:19 The deer are usually white to orange, caiman, orange, night jars, orange snakes can usually
    0:25:25 be like orange moths, spiders, sparkle.
    0:25:29 And so you have all these different, as you walk through the jungle, you can see all these
    0:25:32 different eyes.
    0:25:34 And when something large looks at you, like that deer did, your first thing is, what animal
    0:25:39 is this that I am staring back at?
    0:25:41 Because through the light, you kind of get, you see the reflection off the bright light
    0:25:46 off the leaves.
    0:25:47 And I couldn’t tell at first, because that actually, those big bright eyes, it could have
    0:25:50 been an ocelot, it could have been a jaguar, it could have been a deer.
    0:25:53 And then when it did this movement, that’s what the cats do, they try to see around your
    0:25:57 light.
    0:25:58 I thought maybe Lex Freedman’s here, we’re going to get lucky, it’s going to be a jag
    0:26:02 right off trail.
    0:26:03 Okay.
    0:26:04 Your definition of lucky is a complicated one.
    0:26:05 Yeah.
    0:26:06 It’s a fascinating process when you see those two eyes, try to figure out what it is.
    0:26:10 And it is trying to figure out what you are in that process.
    0:26:14 Let’s talk about caiman.
    0:26:15 Sure.
    0:26:16 We’ve seen a lot of different kinds of sides.
    0:26:17 We’ve seen a baby one, a bigger one.
    0:26:19 Tell me about these 16 foot plus apex predators of the Amazon rainforest.
    0:26:25 The big bad black caiman, which is the largest reptilian predator in the Amazon, except for
    0:26:32 the Anaconda, they kind of both share that, that, that notch of apex predator.
    0:26:37 They were actually hunted to endangered species level in the seventies because they’re, they’re
    0:26:42 leather black scale leather, but they’re coming back.
    0:26:47 They’re coming back and they’re huge and they’re beautiful.
    0:26:50 And I was, I was walking near a lake and I never understood how big they could get except
    0:26:54 for I was walking near a lake last year and I was following this stream.
    0:26:58 You know what it’s like when you’re following a little stream and there’s just a little
    0:27:00 trickle of water and all of a sudden this river otter had been running the other direction
    0:27:03 on the tree, on the stream, river otter comes up to me and I swear to God, this animal looked
    0:27:06 to me and went, Hey, and I went, Hey, he was like, didn’t expect to see me there.
    0:27:10 And he turned around and he did a little spin, started running down the stream, then he turned
    0:27:14 around and you could tell he was like, let’s go.
    0:27:16 And I, you know, I’m not anthropomorphizing here.
    0:27:18 The animal was asking me to come with him.
    0:27:20 So I followed the river otter down the stream.
    0:27:22 We started running down the stream.
    0:27:23 And the river otter looks at me one more time is like, yo, jumps into the lake and I’m like,
    0:27:27 what does he want me to see?
    0:27:29 Now in the lake, this river otter is doing dives and freaking out and going up and down
    0:27:33 and up and down.
    0:27:34 And they’re very excited.
    0:27:35 They’re screaming.
    0:27:36 They’re screeching.
    0:27:37 All of a sudden, and I’ve never seen anything like this except for like Game of Thrones.
    0:27:43 This crock head comes flying out of the water.
    0:27:45 All of the river otters were attacking this huge black caiman, 16 feet, head half the size
    0:27:52 of this table.
    0:27:53 And she was thrashing her tail around, creating these huge waves in the water, trying to catch
    0:27:58 an otter.
    0:27:59 And they’re so fast that they were zipping around or biting her.
    0:28:02 And then going around in this otter, swear to God, interspecies looked at me and went,
    0:28:06 watch this.
    0:28:07 We’re fucking with this caiman.
    0:28:09 It was amazing.
    0:28:10 And for the first time, I got to stand there watching this incredible interspecies fight
    0:28:15 happening.
    0:28:16 They weren’t trying to kill the caiman.
    0:28:17 They were just trying to mess with it.
    0:28:18 And the caiman was doing his best to try and kill these otters.
    0:28:22 And they were just having a good time in that sick sort of hyper-intelligent animal like
    0:28:27 wolf sort of way where they were just going, you can’t catch us.
    0:28:29 Yeah.
    0:28:30 Like intelligence and agility versus like raw power and dominance.
    0:28:33 I mean, I got to handle some smaller caiman and just the power they had, you scale that
    0:28:42 up to imagine what a 16 foot, even a 10 foot, any kind of black caiman, the kind of power
    0:28:48 they deliver.
    0:28:49 Maybe you can talk to that, like the power they can generate with their tail, with their
    0:28:54 neck, with their jaw.
    0:28:56 Alligators and caiman and crocodiles have some of the strongest bite forces on earth.
    0:29:00 I think a saltwater crocodile wins as the strongest bite force on earth.
    0:29:04 And you got to hold about, what was it, a four foot spectacle caiman.
    0:29:11 And you got to feel, I mean, you’re a black belt in jujitsu.
    0:29:14 How do you compare the explosive force you felt from that animal compared to what a human
    0:29:20 can generate?
    0:29:22 It’s difficult to describe in words.
    0:29:25 There’s a lot of power.
    0:29:26 We’re talking about the power of the neck, like the, what is it, I mean, there’s a lot,
    0:29:30 it can generate power all up and down the body.
    0:29:32 So probably the tail is a monster, but just the neck and not to mention the power of the
    0:29:39 bite that, and the speed too, because the thing I saw and got to experience is how still
    0:29:46 and calm, at least from my amateur perspective, it seems calm, still, and then from that sort
    0:29:55 of zero to 60 could just go wild.
    0:29:58 Just thrash.
    0:30:01 And then there’s also a decision it makes in that split second, whether, as it thrashes,
    0:30:06 is it going to kind of bite you on the way or not?
    0:30:11 And that’s where, that’s where of the four species of caiman that we have here, you see
    0:30:15 differences in their personalities as a species.
    0:30:18 And so you can like, just like, you know, like generally golden retrievers are viewed
    0:30:22 as a, as a friendly dog generally, not every single one of them, but as a rule.
    0:30:28 Spectacle caiman, puppies, you released one in the river and it did nothing, didn’t bite
    0:30:33 one of your fingers, it just swam away.
    0:30:36 We dropped one in the river and what did it do?
    0:30:39 It chose peace.
    0:30:40 Now, I had a smooth fronted caiman a few weeks ago, and this is probably about a three and
    0:30:43 a half footer, not big enough to kill you, but very much big enough to grab one of your
    0:30:47 fingers and just shake it off your body, just death roll it right off.
    0:30:51 And as I was being careful, totally different caiman than the one that you got to see.
    0:30:55 This one has spikes coming off it.
    0:30:56 They’re like, like, like leftover dinosaurs.
    0:30:59 It’s like they evolved during the dinosaur times and never changed.
    0:31:03 They have spikes and bony plates and all kinds of strange growths that you don’t see on the
    0:31:08 other smoother caiman.
    0:31:09 And I tried to release this one without getting bitten and I threw it into the stream, gently
    0:31:14 into the water, just went, wow, and tried to pull my hands back.
    0:31:17 And as I pulled my hand back, this caiman in the air turned around and just tried to give
    0:31:22 me one parting blow and just got one tooth whack right to the bone in my finger and bone
    0:31:28 injury feels different than a skin injury.
    0:31:30 So you instantly, and it just reminds you of that’s a caiman with a head this big and
    0:31:36 it hurt.
    0:31:37 And I know that it could have taken off my finger now.
    0:31:39 If you scale that up to a black caiman, it’s rib crushing.
    0:31:44 It’s zebra head removing size, just meat destroying.
    0:31:49 It’s incredible.
    0:31:50 It’s nature is metal, sort of just raw power.
    0:31:54 So what’s the biggest croc you’ve been able to handle?
    0:31:58 We were doing caiman surveys for years and we would go out at night and you want to figure
    0:32:02 out what are the populations of black caiman, spectacle caiman, smooth friends of caiman,
    0:32:06 dwarf caiman.
    0:32:07 And the only way to see which caiman you’re dealing with is to catch it because a lot
    0:32:11 of times you get up close with the light and you can see the eyes at night, but you can’t
    0:32:14 quite see what species it is.
    0:32:16 For instance, this past few months, we found two baby black caiman on the river, which is
    0:32:21 unprecedented here.
    0:32:22 We haven’t seen that in decades.
    0:32:24 So it’s important that we monitor our croc population.
    0:32:27 So I started catching small ones in Mother of God, I write about the first one that me
    0:32:31 and JJ caught together, which was probably a little bigger than this table.
    0:32:35 And probably mid-20s bravado and competition with other young males of my species led to
    0:32:43 me trying to go as big as I could.
    0:32:48 And I jumped on a spectacle caiman that was slightly longer than I am.
    0:32:53 And I’m five nine.
    0:32:54 So I jumped on this probably six foot croc and quickly realized that my hands couldn’t
    0:33:02 get around its neck and my legs were wrapped around the base of its tail and the thrash
    0:33:07 was so intense that as it took me one side, I barely had enough time to realize what was
    0:33:12 happening before it beat me against the ground.
    0:33:15 My headlamp came off.
    0:33:16 So now I’m blind in the dark, laying in a river in the Amazon rainforest, hugging a
    0:33:19 six foot crocodile.
    0:33:22 And I went, JJ, as I always do.
    0:33:26 But in that moment before I even let go, I knew I couldn’t let go of the croc because
    0:33:29 if I let go of the croc, I thought she was going to destroy my face.
    0:33:32 So I said, okay, now I’m stuck here.
    0:33:33 If I just stay here, I can’t release or I need help.
    0:33:37 But I was like, I’m never ever, ever, ever going to try and solo catch a croc this big
    0:33:41 again.
    0:33:42 I knew in that moment, I was like, this is good enough.
    0:33:44 So anything longer than you, you don’t control the tail, you don’t have, you have barely
    0:33:48 control of anything really.
    0:33:49 Yeah.
    0:33:50 And that’s a spectacle came in.
    0:33:51 A black came in as a whole other order of magnitude there.
    0:33:53 It’s like saying like, oh, I was play fighting with my golden retriever versus I was play
    0:33:58 fighting with like, what’s the biggest, scariest dog you could think of?
    0:34:03 The dog from Sandlot, a giant gorilla dog thing, like a Malamute, something huge.
    0:34:09 What do they call it?
    0:34:10 Mastiffs.
    0:34:11 I mean, you mentioned dinosaurs.
    0:34:13 What do you admire about black came in?
    0:34:16 They’ve been here for a very, very long time.
    0:34:19 There’s something prehistoric about their appearance, about their way of being, about
    0:34:24 their presence in this jungle.
    0:34:25 With crocodiles, you’re looking at this, this mega survivor, they’re in a class with
    0:34:30 sharks where it’s like, they’ve been here so long.
    0:34:33 When you talk about multiple extinctions, you talk about the sixth extinction, earth’s
    0:34:37 going through all this stuff, the crocodiles and the cockroaches have seen it all before.
    0:34:41 They’re like, man, we remember what that comet looked like.
    0:34:45 And they’re not impressed.
    0:34:46 Yeah, they have this, they carry this wisdom and their power in the simplicity of their
    0:34:51 power.
    0:34:52 They carry the wisdom.
    0:34:53 Yeah.
    0:34:54 And they’re just sitting there in the streams and they don’t care.
    0:34:55 And even if there’s a nuclear Holocaust, you know that there would just be some crocs
    0:34:59 sitting there dead eyed in that stagnant water waiting for the life to regenerate so they
    0:35:03 could eat again.
    0:35:04 It’s going to be the remaining humans versus the crocs and the cockroaches and the cockroaches
    0:35:09 are just background noise.
    0:35:11 Yeah, they’ll always be there, sons of bitches.
    0:35:15 You know, we’re talking about individual black caiman and caiman and different species of
    0:35:18 caiman.
    0:35:19 But whenever they’re together and you see multiple eyes, which I’ve gotten to experience,
    0:35:24 it’s quite a feeling.
    0:35:25 There’s just multiple eyes looking back at you.
    0:35:28 Of course, for you, that’s immediate excitement.
    0:35:35 You immediately go towards that.
    0:35:37 You want to see it.
    0:35:38 You want to explore it.
    0:35:39 Maybe catch them, analyze what the species is, all that kind of stuff.
    0:35:41 Yeah.
    0:35:42 Can you just describe that feeling when they’re together and they’re looking at you?
    0:35:47 So head above water, eyes reflecting the light.
    0:35:49 Yeah.
    0:35:50 So the other night, Lex and I were in the river with JJ surviving a thunderstorm.
    0:35:57 We were in the rain and we had covered our equipment with our boats.
    0:36:03 And the only thing that we could do was get in the river to keep ourselves dry.
    0:36:08 And so we were in the river at night, in the dark, no stars, just a little bit of canopy
    0:36:12 silhouetted with all this rain coming down.
    0:36:14 It was such a din, you could hardly hear anything.
    0:36:16 And all the way down river, I just see this caiman eye in my headlamp light.
    0:36:23 And I started walking towards it because I was like, this is even better.
    0:36:27 We can catch a caiman while we’re in this thunderstorm in the Amazon river.
    0:36:31 And when JJ went, Paul, it’s too far.
    0:36:34 JJ, very rarely, very rarely, he’ll make a suggestion.
    0:36:39 He’ll usually go, maybe it’s far.
    0:36:42 But in that situation, deep in the wilderness, unknown came in size.
    0:36:46 He went, Paul, it’s too far.
    0:36:48 Don’t leave the three of us right now.
    0:36:50 Yeah.
    0:36:51 We’re too far out to take risks.
    0:36:53 We’re too far out to be walking along the riverbed at night.
    0:36:55 Because then, right here at the research station, if you step on a stingray, you get evac.
    0:37:01 Out where we went, nothing.
    0:37:05 So for me, seeing those eyes, I think I’ve become so comfortable with so many of these
    0:37:08 animals that I may have crossed into the territory where I feel so comfortable with many of these
    0:37:15 animals that they just don’t worry me anymore.
    0:37:18 I mean, I looked at you in a raft while you had a sizable, probably about 12 foot black
    0:37:24 caiman right next to your raft.
    0:37:26 I watched its head go under.
    0:37:27 Bubbles, bubbles.
    0:37:28 The bubbles.
    0:37:29 It was all coming up right next to your raft as he was just moving along the bottom of
    0:37:32 the river.
    0:37:33 Because he looked at me, went under, and then my raft passed and yours came over him.
    0:37:36 So now I’m looking back and your raft is going over this black caiman.
    0:37:40 And I’m going, I’m not worried at all.
    0:37:43 I was not worried.
    0:37:44 I was not worried that the caiman would freak out.
    0:37:47 I was not worried that it would try to attack you.
    0:37:49 I knew 100% that caiman just wanted us to go so you could go back to eating fish.
    0:37:54 That’s it.
    0:37:55 Man, it’s humbling.
    0:37:56 It’s humbling these giant creatures.
    0:37:58 And especially at night, like you were talking about, for me, it’s both scary, but it’s just
    0:38:05 beautiful when the head goes under because underwater, it’s their domain.
    0:38:10 So anything can happen.
    0:38:12 So what is it doing that its head is going under?
    0:38:14 It could be bored.
    0:38:16 It could be hungry, looking for some fish.
    0:38:19 It could be maybe wanting to come closer to you to investigate.
    0:38:23 Maybe you have some food around you.
    0:38:25 Maybe it’s an old friend of yours and just wants to say hi.
    0:38:27 I don’t know.
    0:38:28 I have a few on the river.
    0:38:30 No, when we see their heads go under, it’s just, they’re just getting out of the way.
    0:38:36 We’re shining a light at them and they’re going, why is there a light at night?
    0:38:38 I’m uncomfortable.
    0:38:40 Head under.
    0:38:41 So these caiman, again, you think of it as this big aggressive animal, but I don’t know
    0:38:45 anybody that’s been eaten by a black caiman.
    0:38:47 And the smaller species, smoothfronted caiman, dwarf caiman, spectacle caiman, they’re not
    0:38:51 going to eat any.
    0:38:52 But again, at the worst, if you were doing something inappropriate with a caiman, you
    0:38:57 jumped on it and were trying to do research and it could take your hand off, but that’s
    0:39:03 the only time.
    0:39:04 I’ve been walking down the river and stepped on a caiman and the caiman just swims away.
    0:39:08 And so in my mind, caiman are just these, they’re peaceful dragons that sit on the side
    0:39:12 of the river.
    0:39:13 And they are my friends and I worry about them because two months ago we were coming
    0:39:18 up river and on one of the beaches was a beautiful about five foot black caiman with a big machete
    0:39:25 cut right through the head.
    0:39:27 The whole caiman was wasted.
    0:39:29 Nothing was eaten, but the caiman was dead.
    0:39:33 What do you think that was?
    0:39:35 Curious humans.
    0:39:37 Just committing violence.
    0:39:38 Yeah.
    0:39:39 Just loggers, people who aren’t from this part of the Amazon because a local person
    0:39:44 would either eat the animal or not mess with it.
    0:39:47 Like Pico would never kill a caiman for no reason because it doesn’t make any sense.
    0:39:52 So these are clearly people who aren’t from the region, which usually means loggers because
    0:39:55 they’ve come from somewhere else.
    0:39:57 They’re doing a job here and they’re just cleaning their pots in the river at night
    0:40:00 and they see eyes come near them because the caiman probably smells fish and then they just
    0:40:04 whack because they want to see it and they’re just curious monkeys on a beach.
    0:40:09 And again, me friend of caiman I protect from my type.
    0:40:13 That said, you protect your friends and you analyze and study your friends, but sometimes
    0:40:21 friends can have a bit of a misunderstanding and if you have a bit of a misunderstanding
    0:40:25 with a black caiman, I feel like just a bit of a misunderstanding could lead to a bone
    0:40:33 crushing situation.
    0:40:34 But not for a little five-foot caiman and I think that’s incredibly speciesist of you.
    0:40:40 A ball, humans are a ball caiman.
    0:40:43 No, like all my friends do the same thing.
    0:40:45 They go, “You swim in the Amazon rainforest, you swim in that river?”
    0:40:48 And I go, “Yes, every day.”
    0:40:51 Backflips into the river.
    0:40:52 We’ve been swimming in the river how many times with the piranha and the stingray and
    0:40:56 the kandiru and the caiman and the anacondas, all of it in the river with us and we just
    0:41:02 do it.
    0:41:03 And what’s that for you?
    0:41:04 What allows you to do that, knowing and having researched all the different things that can
    0:41:09 kill you, which I feel like most of them are in the river?
    0:41:12 What allows you to just get in there with us?
    0:41:15 Well, I think it’s something about you, where you become like this portal through which
    0:41:21 it’s possible to see nature as not threatening but beautiful.
    0:41:24 And so in that, you’re kind of naturally by hanging out with you, I get to see the beauty
    0:41:29 of it.
    0:41:31 There is danger out there, but the danger is part of it.
    0:41:34 Just like there’s a lot of danger in the city, there’s danger in life, there’s a lot
    0:41:37 of ways to get hurt.
    0:41:38 Emotionally, physically, there’s a lot of ways to die in the stupidest of ways.
    0:41:42 We went on an expedition to the forest just twisting your ankle, breaking your foot, getting
    0:41:48 a bite from a thing that gets infected, there’s a lot of ways to die and get hurt in the stupidest
    0:41:53 of ways, in a non-dramatic Cayman eating you alive kind of way.
    0:42:00 It strikes me as unfair because humans were still in our minds so programmed to worry
    0:42:08 about that predator, that predator, that predator.
    0:42:10 What predator?
    0:42:11 We’ve killed everything.
    0:42:12 Black Caymans are coming off the endangered species list.
    0:42:14 We exterminated wolves from North America.
    0:42:16 I actually heard a suburban lady one time tell her son, “Watch out, foxes will get you.”
    0:42:22 The baby rabbits and mice.
    0:42:26 Well, in the case of apex predators, I think when people say dangerous animals, they really
    0:42:32 are talking about just the power of the animal and the black Cayman have a lot of power.
    0:42:40 It’s almost just a way to celebrate the power of the animal.
    0:42:43 Sure.
    0:42:44 If it’s in celebration, then I’m all for it because my God is that power.
    0:42:47 The waves of fury that you saw, like when you saw the tail of the spectacle, that perfect,
    0:42:54 amazing thing with all those interlocking scales that works, so it’s like a perfect creation
    0:42:58 of engineering.
    0:42:59 Then when you have one that’s this thick and all of a sudden that thing is moving with
    0:43:03 all the acceleration of that power, wow, the volume of water, the sound that comes out
    0:43:10 of their throat, they’re dragons.
    0:43:13 We talked about the scales of the snake with the Cayman just the way it felt was incredible,
    0:43:20 just the armor, the texture was so cool.
    0:43:24 I don’t know, the bottom one Cayman has a certain kind of texture and it just all feels
    0:43:28 like power, but also all feels designed really well.
    0:43:33 It’s like exploring through touch, like a World War II tank or something like that.
    0:43:39 It’s the engineering that went into this thing that the mechanism of evolution that
    0:43:45 created a thing that could survive for such a long time, it’s just incredible.
    0:43:50 This is a work of art, the defense mechanisms, the power of it, the damage you can do, how
    0:43:58 effective it is as a hunter, all of that, you can feel that in just by touching it.
    0:44:03 Do you ever see the mashup where they put side by side the image of, I think it’s a
    0:44:09 falcon in flight next to a stealth bomber and they’re almost the exact same design?
    0:44:14 It’s incredible.
    0:44:15 Like that.
    0:44:16 What’s the equivalent for a croc?
    0:44:18 Like you said, maybe a tank, but then more like an armadillo turtle.
    0:44:23 Like hippos.
    0:44:24 Yeah, there may not be a machine, a war machine equivalent of a crocodile, you’d have to have
    0:44:29 like a big jaw element to it.
    0:44:32 In the water, we talked also about hippos, those are interesting creatures from all the
    0:44:37 way across the world, just monsters, hippos and rhinos.
    0:44:42 Hippos are bigger, usually or rhinos are bigger.
    0:44:46 Rhinos, after elephants is the largest, white rhinos.
    0:44:50 They can be terrifying too, again, when you step into the defense.
    0:44:53 Absolutely, but I have to tell you after being around so many rhinos, I have rhino friends,
    0:44:59 black and white rhinos and they’re all sweethearts.
    0:45:03 And I mean, I mean sweethearts.
    0:45:05 And I mean, when you look at a rhino, it’s like a living dinosaur, I know it’s a mammal,
    0:45:10 but somehow it screams dinosaur because it seems like Pleistocenic and from another age
    0:45:15 with the giant horn.
    0:45:16 And they’re so much bigger than you think.
    0:45:17 Like they’re mini van sized animals, like we’re not taller than they are at the shoulder
    0:45:23 and they have the strange shaped head and the huge horn and they sit there eating grass
    0:45:27 all day.
    0:45:29 So if a rhino is dangerous to a human, it’s because the rhino is going, “Don’t hurt me.
    0:45:35 Don’t hurt me.
    0:45:36 Don’t hurt my baby.”
    0:45:37 And then they’re like, “You know what?
    0:45:38 I’ll just kill you.
    0:45:39 It would be easier because you’re scaring me right now.
    0:45:40 You’re too close to that rhino.”
    0:45:42 And so there again, I just think it’s funny because humans were so quickly to go, “Which
    0:45:47 snakes are aggressive?”
    0:45:48 There are no aggressive snakes.
    0:45:50 Rhinos can be dangerous if provoked, otherwise they’re peaceful fat grass unicorns.
    0:45:56 You know, like they’re really pretty calm, that we have these incredible giant animals
    0:46:01 and the largest animals on our planet, the black came in, the rhinos, the elephants, all
    0:46:06 the big beautiful stuff is becoming less and less.
    0:46:10 And it almost reminds me like in Game of Thrones, they’re like, “Yeah, in the beginning
    0:46:13 they’re like, “Yeah, there used to be dragons.”
    0:46:15 And it was like this memory and it’s like, “Yeah, we used to have mammoths and we used
    0:46:20 to have stellar sea cows that were 16 feet long manatees and it’s, there are things we
    0:46:26 used to have, the Caspian tiger that only went extinct in the 90s, our lifetimes.”
    0:46:33 And that’s mind blowing to me.
    0:46:35 That has haunted me since I’m a child.
    0:46:37 I remember learning about extinction and I went, “Wait, you’re telling me that…”
    0:46:41 I remember being a kid and going, “By the time I grow up you’re saying that gorillas
    0:46:44 could be gone, elephants could be gone, and because we’re doing it and then I just, I
    0:46:51 remember looking at the nightlight being blurry because I was crying.
    0:46:56 I was so upset and oh, and it was Lonesome George, that turtle, the Galapagos towards
    0:47:00 where there was one left.
    0:47:01 And they said, “If we just had a female he could live and I was a six, seven, eight-year-old
    0:47:06 that destroyed me.”
    0:47:07 We’re all just starting to get laid, including that turtle.
    0:47:10 Including that turtle for a few hundred years.
    0:47:15 So for young people out there, you think of having trouble, think about that turtle.
    0:47:18 Think about that turtle.
    0:47:19 Yeah.
    0:47:20 There’s a turtle that Darwin and Steve Erwin both own.
    0:47:23 Yeah.
    0:47:24 Yeah.
    0:47:25 I heard about that turtle.
    0:47:26 Man, they live a long time.
    0:47:27 Yeah.
    0:47:28 They’ve seen things.
    0:47:29 They’ve seen things.
    0:47:30 There’s a great like internet joke where they’re like accusing him of like being incongruous
    0:47:36 with modern times.
    0:47:37 They’re like, “He did nothing to stop slavery.
    0:47:39 He didn’t fight in World War II.”
    0:47:41 Cancel the turtle.
    0:47:42 Yeah.
    0:47:43 Cancel the turtle.
    0:47:44 Oh, shit.
    0:47:45 What a world we live in.
    0:47:47 So it’s interesting you mentioned Black Cayman and Anacondas are both apex predators.
    0:47:54 So it seems like the reason they can exist in similar environments is because they feed
    0:47:59 on slightly different things.
    0:48:02 How is it possible for them to coexist?
    0:48:05 I read that Anacondas can eat Cayman, but not Black Cayman.
    0:48:09 How often do they come in conflict?
    0:48:11 So Anacondas and Cayman occupy the exact same niche.
    0:48:16 And they’re born at almost the exact same size.
    0:48:19 And unlike most species, they don’t have sort of a size range that they’re confined to.
    0:48:24 They start at this big, baby Cayman or this big, baby Anacondas are a little longer, but
    0:48:29 they’re thinner and they don’t have legs.
    0:48:30 So it’s the same thing in terms of mass.
    0:48:34 And they’re all in the streams or at the edges of lakes or swamps.
    0:48:38 And so the baby Anacondas eat the baby Cayman.
    0:48:40 Baby Cayman can’t really take down an Anaconda.
    0:48:43 They’re going for little insects and fish.
    0:48:45 They have quite a small mouth.
    0:48:47 So again, it’s in their interest to hide from everything.
    0:48:50 A bird, a heron can eat a baby Cayman, pop it back.
    0:48:55 And so they have to survive, but the Anaconda and the Cayman kind of joust as they grow.
    0:49:01 Can you actually explain how the Anaconda would take down a Cayman?
    0:49:04 Like would it first use constriction and then eat it?
    0:49:08 What’s the methodology?
    0:49:09 Yeah. So Anacondas have kind of like a three-point constriction system where their first thing
    0:49:16 is anchor.
    0:49:17 So like jujitsu.
    0:49:19 So the first thing is latch on to you.
    0:49:21 I like how I’m writing this down like, this is jujitsu like a masterclass here.
    0:49:27 This is for when you’re wrestling an Anaconda just in case.
    0:49:30 And you’ll be like the coach in the sideline screw me.
    0:49:33 You got an axe.
    0:49:34 Don’t let him take the back.
    0:49:38 Yeah.
    0:49:39 So one time me and JJ were following a herd of collared peccary and JJ is teaching me
    0:49:43 tracking.
    0:49:44 So we’re following the hoof prints through the mud and we’re doing this and I’m talking
    0:49:47 about no backpacks, just machetes bare feet running through the jungle.
    0:49:52 And we come to this stream and JJ is like, I think we missed him.
    0:49:56 You know, I think they went.
    0:49:57 And I’m like, no, no, no, they went here.
    0:49:58 Look.
    0:49:59 And not because I’m a great tracker because I can see a few dozen footprints, hundreds
    0:50:03 of individual footprints right there.
    0:50:04 And I’m going, no, no, they just crossed here and JJ was like, you know what, we’re not going
    0:50:08 to get eyes on him today.
    0:50:10 He was like, it’s okay.
    0:50:11 He’s like, we did good.
    0:50:12 We followed him for a long time.
    0:50:13 And I was like, cool.
    0:50:14 And then I was trying to gauge, like, can I drink this stream?
    0:50:16 And I see a culpa.
    0:50:17 And a culpa is a salt deposit where animals come to feed because sodium is a deficiency
    0:50:23 that most herbivores have here.
    0:50:26 And all of a sudden I just hear like the sound of a wet stick snapping, just that bone crunch.
    0:50:33 And I looked down and there’s about a 16 foot anaconda wrapped around a freshly killed
    0:50:39 peccary, wild boar.
    0:50:41 And what this anaconda had done was as the, all the pigs were going across the stream,
    0:50:47 the anaconda had grabbed it by the jaw, swiped the legs, wrapped around it, bent it in half,
    0:50:55 and then crushed its ribs.
    0:50:57 And that’s what the anaconda do, whether it’s to mammals to Cayman, it’s all the
    0:51:01 same thing.
    0:51:02 It’s grab on.
    0:51:03 They have six rows of backwards facing teeth.
    0:51:06 So once they hit you, they’re never going to come off.
    0:51:09 You actually have to go deeper in and then open before you can come out.
    0:51:13 All those backward facing teeth.
    0:51:14 So they have an incredible anchor system and then they use their weight to pull you down
    0:51:18 to hell, to pull you down into that water, wrap around you, and then start breaking you.
    0:51:24 And every breath you take, you go, and you’re up against a barrier.
    0:51:28 And then when you, when you exhale, they go a little tighter and you’re never going to
    0:51:32 get that space back.
    0:51:33 Your lungs are never going to expand again.
    0:51:35 And I know this because I’ve been in that crush before JJ pulled me out of it.
    0:51:39 And so this pig, the anaconda had gotten it.
    0:51:42 And as the pig was thrashing and the anaconda was wrapping around, I had bent it in half.
    0:51:46 And I just heard those vertebrae going.
    0:51:48 And so for Cayman, it’s the same thing.
    0:51:49 They just grab them, they wrap around it, and then they have to crush it until there’s
    0:51:52 no response.
    0:51:53 They’ll wait an hour.
    0:51:54 They’ll wait a long time until there’s no response from the animal to overpower it.
    0:51:59 Then they’ll, then they’ll reposition, probably yawn a little bit, open their jaw, and then
    0:52:05 start forcing that entire, now here’s the crazy thing is that an anaconda has stomach
    0:52:11 acid capable of digesting an entire crocodile where nothing comes out the other side.
    0:52:18 And when you see how thick the bony plate of a crocodile skull is, that that can go
    0:52:23 in the mouth and nothing comes out the other side.
    0:52:25 That’s insane.
    0:52:26 And so it always made me wonder on a chemistry level, how you can have such incredible acid
    0:52:31 in the stomach that doesn’t harm the anaconda itself.
    0:52:35 And someone said the mucus.
    0:52:36 It’s able to digest.
    0:52:37 Oh, it’s some kind of mucus.
    0:52:38 Oh, the mucus.
    0:52:39 Oh, interesting.
    0:52:40 There’s levels of protection from the anaconda itself.
    0:52:43 But it seems like the anaconda is such a simple system as an organism, like that simplicity
    0:52:49 taking a scale could just do the, can swallow a came and digest it slowly.
    0:52:55 I know, but my question was how, how on earth is it physically possible to have this hellish
    0:53:00 bile that can digest anything, even something as, as, as horrendous as a, as a came in scales
    0:53:06 and bones and all the hardest shit in nature.
    0:53:10 And then not hurt the snake itself.
    0:53:12 And I had a chemist explain to me that it’s probably some sort of mucus system that, that
    0:53:16 lines the stomach and, and neutralizes the acid and keeps it floating in there.
    0:53:20 But my God, that must be powerful stuff.
    0:53:22 So what does it feel like being crushed, choked by an anaconda?
    0:53:30 Uh, you, when an anaconda is wrapped around you and you, you find yourself in, in the,
    0:53:38 in the shocking realization that these could be your last moments breathing, you are confronted
    0:53:44 with the vast disparity in power, that there is so much power in these animals.
    0:53:51 So much crushing deliberate reptilian ancient power that doesn’t care.
    0:53:57 They’re just trying to get you to stop.
    0:53:59 They just want you to stop ticking and there’s nothing you can do.
    0:54:03 And there’s, I find it very awe inspiring when I encounter that kind of power when you, even
    0:54:07 if it’s that you see, you know, you see a dog run, you know, you ever try and outrun
    0:54:10 a dog and they just zip by you and you go, wow, you know, or you see a horse kick and
    0:54:16 you go, Oh my God, if that, if that hoof hit anyone’s head, it’d knock them three states
    0:54:21 over and it’s like, it’s like, there, there is muscular power that is so far that, like
    0:54:25 you said, that explosive that we, we dream of doing it.
    0:54:28 Like imagine if like a, a Muay Thai kickboxer could, could harness that sort of Cayman
    0:54:32 power that smash.
    0:54:34 Um, and so it’s, it’s just awe inspiring.
    0:54:37 I think it’s really, really impressive what animals can do.
    0:54:39 And we’re, we’re all, you know, we’re all the same sort of makeup for the most part,
    0:54:44 all the mammals, you know, we all have our skeleton, skeletons look so similar.
    0:54:47 We all have like, you know, if you look at like a kangaroo’s biceps and chest, it looks
    0:54:51 so much like a, like a, like a, a man’s.
    0:54:53 And if same thing goes for a bear or you ever see a naked chimp, there’s like chimps with
    0:54:58 alopecia.
    0:54:59 Oh shit.
    0:55:00 And so it looks like a bodybuilder, like it’s got cuts and huge, huge everything.
    0:55:07 It’s got pecs and they got that face.
    0:55:09 It’s just like, just let me in.
    0:55:12 What now?
    0:55:13 Yeah.
    0:55:14 Where’s your wallet?
    0:55:15 Yeah.
    0:55:16 Do something.
    0:55:17 But yeah, but there’s a, the specialization of a lifetime of doing damage to the world
    0:55:23 and using those muscles.
    0:55:24 It just makes you, makes you just that much more powerful than the most humans.
    0:55:28 Cause humans, I guess have more brain.
    0:55:32 So they get lazy.
    0:55:34 They start puzzle solving versus, you know, using the biceps directly.
    0:55:38 Well, yes and no.
    0:55:39 And I have this question.
    0:55:40 Okay.
    0:55:41 So I, you know, that whole you are what you eat thing.
    0:55:43 Now we one time here had two chickens.
    0:55:46 Now one of them was a wild chicken, like from the farm had walked around its whole life finding
    0:55:50 insects and the other chicken was like factory raised.
    0:55:55 And so we cut the heads off of both of them and started getting ready to cook them.
    0:55:59 Now the factory raised chicken was like a much higher percentage of fat had less muscle on
    0:56:04 its body with softer tissue, a lighter color.
    0:56:09 The farm raised chicken had darker, more sinewy muscles, less fat was clearly a better made
    0:56:15 machine.
    0:56:16 And so my question is, is that what’s happening with us?
    0:56:20 You know, like if you go see a Sherpa who’s been walking his whole life and pulling, you
    0:56:24 know, and walking behind muskoxes and lifting things up mountains and breathing clean air
    0:56:29 and not being in the city versus someone that’s just been chowing down at IHOP for 40 years
    0:56:35 and never getting off the couch, like I imagine it’s the same thing that you, you become what
    0:56:40 you eat.
    0:56:41 Yeah.
    0:56:42 I mean, like you and I were like, have dead running up a mountain.
    0:56:46 Meanwhile, there’s a grandma just like walking and she’s been walking that road and she’s
    0:56:50 just built different with her pack on her shoulders or the baby is just, they’re just
    0:56:56 built different.
    0:56:58 When you, when you apply your body in the physical way your whole life.
    0:57:01 Yeah.
    0:57:02 Like you can’t replicate that.
    0:57:04 Like, like just like that chimp has those, from constantly moving through the canopy,
    0:57:09 constantly using those arms.
    0:57:10 Just like if you’re, you know, if you see an Olympic athlete or you hug Rogan, you just
    0:57:17 go, why is there so much muscle here?
    0:57:21 That’s exactly what I, what I feel like when you give them a hug.
    0:57:24 This is definitely a chimp of some sort.
    0:57:28 How does that, just that, that the constriction of the anaconda, just the, the, the feeling
    0:57:34 of that as, are they doing that based on instinct or is there some brain stuff going
    0:57:42 on?
    0:57:43 Like, is this just like a basic procedure that they’re doing and they just really don’t
    0:57:48 give a damn.
    0:57:49 They’re not like thinking, oh, Paul, this is this kind of species who would taste good
    0:57:55 or is it just a mechanism to start activating and you can’t stop it?
    0:57:59 With an anaconda, I really think it’s the second one.
    0:58:02 I do think that they’re impressive and beautiful and incredibly arcane.
    0:58:07 I think they’re a very simple system, a very ancient system.
    0:58:11 And I think that once you, once you hit predation mode, it’s going down no matter what.
    0:58:18 The stupid mosquito, I’m going like this and every time he just flies around my hand, like
    0:58:21 I’m a big, slow giant and he just goes around my hand and then he goes back to the same
    0:58:26 spot.
    0:58:27 Like, and I’m like, no.
    0:58:28 And then he comes right back to the same spot.
    0:58:29 It’s like, it’s like, he’s just going, fuck you.
    0:58:31 No, here’s the question.
    0:58:33 If the mosquito is stupid and you can’t catch it, what does that make you?
    0:58:36 Fucking stupid.
    0:58:37 Dude, I flicked a wasp off me the other day.
    0:58:39 It flew back like 12 feet and in the air corrected and then flew back at my face.
    0:58:44 It made so many correct, like calculations and corrections and decided to come back and
    0:58:49 let me know about it.
    0:58:50 And it was like.
    0:58:51 That wasp probably went back to the nest, said, guess what happened today?
    0:58:54 This bitch ass kid from Brooklyn tried to flick me and I showed him what’s up.
    0:58:57 I had him running.
    0:58:58 And they had a good chuckle on that one.
    0:59:01 You actually mentioned to me, just on the topic of Anacondas, that you’ve been participating
    0:59:06 a lot of scientific work on, on the topic.
    0:59:09 It’s like really, in everything you’ve been doing here, you are celebrating the animals.
    0:59:16 You’re respecting the animals.
    0:59:18 You’re protecting the animals.
    0:59:19 But you’re also excited about studying the animals and their environment.
    0:59:24 So you’re actually a co-author on a paper, on a couple of papers, but one of them is
    0:59:29 on Anacondas and studying green Anaconda hunting patterns.
    0:59:34 What’s that about?
    0:59:35 So the lead authors of that paper, Pat Champagne and Carter Paine, friends of mine.
    0:59:42 And what we started noticing for me began at that story, I told you where we were coming
    0:59:47 across the stream and we saw the Anaconda had been positioned just below a copa.
    0:59:56 And then other people began noticing that Anacondas seemed to always be beneath these
    1:00:01 copas, where mammals were going to be coming.
    1:00:03 And that contrasted with what we knew about Anacondas, because what we understood about
    1:00:07 Anacondas is that they’re purely ambush predators and they don’t pursue their prey.
    1:00:12 But what we began finding out here, and Pat led the process of amazing scientists, he
    1:00:19 worked with the Katie University for a long time, worked with us for a long time.
    1:00:24 And he was one of the first to put a transmitter in an Anaconda right around here and we were
    1:00:30 able to see their movements.
    1:00:32 And that’s what these papers are showing is that they actually do pursue their prey.
    1:00:36 They do move up and down using the streams as corridors through the forest.
    1:00:40 They actually do pursue their prey.
    1:00:41 They actually do seek out food.
    1:00:43 So I mean, think about it, it’s a giant Anaconda, obviously it’s not, you can’t just sit in
    1:00:47 one spot.
    1:00:48 It has to put some work into it.
    1:00:50 And so they’re using scent and they’re using communication to use the streams so you could
    1:00:54 be walking in the forest in a very shallow stream and see a sizable Anaconda looking
    1:00:59 for a meal.
    1:01:00 So in the shallow stream, it moves not just in the water, but in the sand.
    1:01:06 So it also likes to borrow a little bit.
    1:01:09 They borrow quite a bit.
    1:01:10 So these large snakes operate subterranean more than we think.
    1:01:17 Interesting.
    1:01:18 Like there’s times that you’ll go with a tracker, you go with the telemetry set and it’ll say,
    1:01:23 like we’ll be over the snake, snake’s underground.
    1:01:27 Snake has found either a recess under the sides of the stream.
    1:01:29 You saw it last night where all the fish have their holes under the side of the stream.
    1:01:35 There was a six foot dwarf came in right in the stream, right where we were standing.
    1:01:40 And he had his cave.
    1:01:41 He goes under there.
    1:01:42 They know.
    1:01:43 They have their system.
    1:01:44 Yeah.
    1:01:45 We walked by it.
    1:01:46 We walked by it.
    1:01:47 And he stuck his head out because he thought we had gone and then we turned around and
    1:01:50 I just got a glimpse of him because I was in the front of the line and he just went right
    1:01:54 back into his cave.
    1:01:56 You guys are not going to touch me.
    1:01:58 And so yeah, with the Anacondas, it’s been really exciting.
    1:02:01 And in 2014, JJ and me and Mohsen and Pat and Lee, we all, we ended up catching what
    1:02:09 at the time was the record for you Nectis marinas scientifically measured.
    1:02:13 It was 18 feet, six inches, 220 pounds, one of the largest female Anacondas on record.
    1:02:19 And since that time, these guys have been continuing to study the species, continuing
    1:02:24 to just again, just add a little bit by little bit to the knowledge we have of the species
    1:02:29 and studying green Anacondas in lowland tropical rainforest.
    1:02:33 You’ve seen how hard it is to move, to operate, to navigate in this environment.
    1:02:38 And so when you think of the fact that in order to learn anything about this species,
    1:02:44 you have to spend vast amounts of time first locating them and then finding out a way to
    1:02:50 keep tabs on them.
    1:02:51 Because even if you get lucky enough to see an Anaconda by the edge of a stream to be
    1:02:57 able to observe it over time to learn its habits or to put a radio transmitter on it
    1:03:02 or to take any sort of valuable information from the experience is almost impossible.
    1:03:08 And so a lot of the stuff that I wrote about Mother of God, us jumping on Anacondas and
    1:03:12 trying to catch them.
    1:03:13 And at first it just seemed like something we were doing to learn to just try and see
    1:03:19 them.
    1:03:20 But it ended up being that we were wildly trying to figure out methodology that would
    1:03:23 have scientific implications later on because now it’s allowing us to try and find the largest
    1:03:29 Anacondas.
    1:03:30 And people used to say there’s no way this 25 foot, 27 foot, well, there’s just that
    1:03:33 video of the guy swimming with the 20 foot Anaconda.
    1:03:36 And so now as we keep going, I’m going, well, maybe through drone identification, we could
    1:03:41 find where the largest Anacondas are sitting on top of floating vegetation.
    1:03:45 And even then, how do we restrain them so that we could measure them and prove this
    1:03:50 to the world?
    1:03:51 It’s sort of a side quest.
    1:03:53 So by doing these kinds of studies, you figure out how they move about the world, what motivates
    1:03:58 them in terms of when they hunt, where they hide in the world, as the size of the Anaconda
    1:04:04 changed.
    1:04:05 So all of that, those are scientific studies.
    1:04:07 Yeah.
    1:04:08 I mean, look, there’s so much that we don’t know about this forest.
    1:04:10 We don’t know what medicines are in this forest.
    1:04:13 We don’t know with a lot of the 1500, something like 4,000 species of butterflies in the Amazon
    1:04:18 rainforest, and of the 1500 species that are here in this region, all of them have a larval
    1:04:24 stage caterpillars.
    1:04:25 Right?
    1:04:26 And each of the caterpillars has a specific host plant that they need to eat in order to
    1:04:30 become a successful butterfly to enter the next life cycle.
    1:04:34 And for most of the species that fill the butterfly book, we don’t know what those interactions
    1:04:39 are.
    1:04:40 I recently got to see the White Witch, which is a huge moth.
    1:04:45 It’s one of the two largest moths in the world.
    1:04:47 It’s the largest moth by wing span.
    1:04:50 Wow.
    1:04:51 Huge.
    1:04:52 It looks like a bird.
    1:04:53 Big, white moth.
    1:04:54 We still, I believe, I believe that we still don’t know what the caterpillar looks like.
    1:05:01 It’s 2024.
    1:05:02 We have iPhones and penis-shaped rocket ships.
    1:05:04 Like, we don’t know where that moth starts its life.
    1:05:08 We still haven’t figured that out.
    1:05:09 By the way, the rocket ships are shaped that way for efficiency purposes, not because they
    1:05:13 want it to make it look like a penis.
    1:05:15 But speaking of which, I have ran across a lot of penis trees while exploring and make
    1:05:20 me very, I know it’s not just a figment of my imagination.
    1:05:24 I’m pretty sure they’re real.
    1:05:25 In fact, you explained it to me and they make me very uncomfortable because there’s just
    1:05:29 a lot of penises hanging off of a tree.
    1:05:31 Yes.
    1:05:32 I don’t know what the purpose is.
    1:05:33 I don’t know who they’re supposed to attract, but it certainly makes, but certainly Paul
    1:05:39 really enjoys them.
    1:05:40 Yeah.
    1:05:41 Clearly, you’ve done some research and you’ve noticed a lot of them.
    1:05:45 I haven’t even seen them.
    1:05:46 There was a time when I almost fell and to catch my balance, I had to grab one of the
    1:05:50 penises of the penis tree and unforgettable.
    1:05:55 Anaconda, the biggest, baddest anaconda in the Amazon versus the biggest, baddest black
    1:06:00 caiman.
    1:06:01 Because you mentioned there like there’s a race.
    1:06:03 If there’s a fight, there’s a UFC in cage who wins underwater.
    1:06:06 This is the biggest and the baddest.
    1:06:07 The biggest and the baddest.
    1:06:09 You can imagine giving all the studies you’ve done of the two animals, species and the baddest.
    1:06:16 You’re talking about an 18-foot, several hundred-pound black caiman versus a 26-foot,
    1:06:22 350-pound anaconda.
    1:06:27 I think it’s a death stalemate.
    1:06:29 I think the caiman slams the anaconda, bites onto it.
    1:06:32 The anaconda wraps the caiman and then they both thrash around until they both kill each
    1:06:35 other because I think the caiman will tear them up so bad.
    1:06:38 The caiman’s not going to let go.
    1:06:39 The caiman’s never going to let go, but then he’s going to realize that he’s also being
    1:06:44 constricted so then he’s going to stop and he’s going to keep slamming down on that anaconda.
    1:06:48 The anaconda is just going to keep constricting, but if the caiman can do enough damage before
    1:06:52 the anaconda, again, it’s almost like a striker versus a jiu-jitsu.
    1:06:56 If you can get enough elbows in before they lock you.
    1:06:59 How fast is the constriction?
    1:07:01 It’s pretty slow.
    1:07:02 No.
    1:07:03 It’s incredibly quick.
    1:07:05 If you take the back and get me in choke hold, it’s that.
    1:07:10 I have maybe 30 seconds, maybe on the upward side, if you haven’t cinched it under my throat,
    1:07:16 but if you’ve gotten good position, it’s over.
    1:07:19 Is there any way to unwrap the choke, undo the choke, defending, scape?
    1:07:21 No, not unless you have outside help, unless you have another human or another 10 humans
    1:07:25 coming to unwrap the tail and help you, but for an animal, if a deer gets hit by an anaconda,
    1:07:30 there’s no way.
    1:07:31 They don’t stand a chance.
    1:07:34 The black caiman would bite somewhere close to the head and just try to hold on a thrash.
    1:07:41 I don’t think a large black caiman, here’s the thing.
    1:07:45 Every fisherman knows this.
    1:07:46 So like the biggest fish, they’re smart.
    1:07:49 And more importantly, they’re shrewd.
    1:07:52 They’re careful.
    1:07:53 A huge black caiman that’s 16 feet long isn’t going to be messing with a big anaconda.
    1:08:00 They won’t cross paths because while they technically occupy the same type of environment,
    1:08:07 that black caiman is going to have this deep spot in the lake and that anaconda is going
    1:08:11 to have found this floating forest like sort of black stream backwater where it’s going
    1:08:15 to be.
    1:08:16 And they’ll have made that their home for decades and they’ll already have cleaned out the competition.
    1:08:19 So maybe if there was a flood and they got pushed together, they could have some sort
    1:08:24 of a showdown.
    1:08:25 But almost more certainly is that when they get to that size, that caiman, at any sign
    1:08:30 of danger, right under the water, just be, it’s almost like, it’s like even if you,
    1:08:35 what do you learn when you’re a black belt?
    1:08:37 You know, what do you do with a street fight?
    1:08:39 You still run away.
    1:08:41 There’s no reason for a street fight.
    1:08:43 And I think the animals really understand that there’s no reason for this.
    1:08:47 So like a giant anaconda and a giant black caiman, they could probably even coexist in
    1:08:52 the same environment, just knowing, using the wisdom to avoid the fight.
    1:08:57 Why?
    1:08:58 Or they would have a big showdown and one of them would either die or have to leave.
    1:09:01 They would have a territorial dispute.
    1:09:03 Yeah.
    1:09:04 Yeah.
    1:09:05 Without killing either of them.
    1:09:07 Yeah.
    1:09:08 I don’t, dude, nature, anything could happen.
    1:09:11 One of the things that me and Pat wrote up was that I saw a yellow-tailed creepo, which
    1:09:16 is like a six foot rat snake eating an oxyropus melanogenes, which is the red snake that we
    1:09:21 found last night.
    1:09:23 And just no one had ever, in scientific literature, we’d never seen a creepo eating an oxyropus
    1:09:28 before.
    1:09:29 And so I had the observation in the field, I sent it to Pat Champagne.
    1:09:33 Pat writes it up, paper.
    1:09:35 And so it’s like, it’s this really cool, that’s a really cool system because we’re just out
    1:09:39 here all the time.
    1:09:40 You end up seeing things.
    1:09:41 JJ’s dad saw an anaconda eating a taper.
    1:09:44 Taper is the size of a cow.
    1:09:46 Damn.
    1:09:47 That guy didn’t lie.
    1:09:48 You trust your sources on that.
    1:09:50 He saw enough stuff.
    1:09:51 He didn’t need to make up stories.
    1:09:53 And you know how you, you know what I love now is when you go to, so when you ask people,
    1:09:57 when we were going up the mountain with Jimmy, JJ said to him, he goes, “Have you ever seen
    1:10:03 a puma up here in the mountains?”
    1:10:04 And Jimmy goes, “They’re up here.”
    1:10:06 And JJ went, “No, no, no.
    1:10:07 Have you seen it?”
    1:10:08 And Jimmy went, “Nah, never seen one.”
    1:10:11 And you know how most people will go, “Yeah, I’ve seen it.”
    1:10:15 That makes me trust a person when they admit, “Nah, I haven’t seen it.”
    1:10:20 Get up here.
    1:10:21 I haven’t seen it.
    1:10:22 And Jimmy has been living there his whole life, his whole life.
    1:10:27 There’s pumas in the mountains.
    1:10:28 You know, mountain lions, pumas, whatever the, you know, there’s all different names
    1:10:31 for them.
    1:10:32 They’re distributed from, I think from Alaska down through Argentina that’s, they’re everywhere.
    1:10:37 It’s an extremely successful species, from deserts to high mountains, everything.
    1:10:43 I think you’re saying pumas have a, have a curiosity to have a way about them where
    1:10:47 they like explore, like follow people, like just to kind of figure out, like, just that
    1:10:56 curiosity versus like, as opposed to causing harm or hunting and that kind of stuff, like,
    1:11:01 what is this about?
    1:11:02 I think it’s based in predatory instincts, but I also think there is a playfulness to
    1:11:07 higher intelligence animals that you don’t see in lower intelligence animals.
    1:11:10 And so something like a rabbit, for instance, you’re never going to see a rabbit come in
    1:11:16 to check you out or you just, you just, you can’t even think of it like that.
    1:11:20 Like a rabbit’s just going to either eat or run away.
    1:11:22 There’s really two settings.
    1:11:24 When you think of something like a river giant river otter or a Tyra, which is a, they call
    1:11:30 it Monko here.
    1:11:31 It’s a, it’s a huge arboreal weasel and they’ll come check you out.
    1:11:35 I woke up at my house the other day and there was a Tyra climbing up the side of the house
    1:11:40 and he was looking down at me sleeping.
    1:11:43 And it’s like, he came to check me out.
    1:11:46 Like it’s like, they’re smart enough and they’re brave enough.
    1:11:48 Here’s the important thing.
    1:11:49 They know that they can fend for themselves.
    1:11:51 They can fight, they can climb, they can run.
    1:11:53 And so they’re like, let me, I’m curious.
    1:11:56 I got time.
    1:11:57 Let me check this out.
    1:11:58 Yeah.
    1:11:59 They’re gathering information.
    1:12:00 I wonder how complex and sophisticated their world model is.
    1:12:02 Like how they’re integrating all the information about the environment, like where all the different
    1:12:07 trees are, where all the different nests of the different insects are, what the different
    1:12:11 creatures are by size, all that kind of stuff.
    1:12:14 I’m sure they don’t have enough, you know, storage up there to like keep all that, but
    1:12:19 they probably keep the important stuff based, you know, sort of integrate the experiences
    1:12:24 they have into like what is dangerous, what is tasty, all that kind of stuff.
    1:12:29 I think it’s more complex than we realize.
    1:12:34 You go back to that friends to wall book, are we smart enough to know how smart animals
    1:12:37 are?
    1:12:38 There are so many incredible examples of controlled studies where the researchers weren’t understanding
    1:12:44 how to shed being so insurmountably human and understand that there are other types
    1:12:51 of intelligence.
    1:12:53 And whether that’s elephants or cats.
    1:12:55 So big cats, for instance, we just saw a camera trap video from last night where you
    1:13:02 see one of our workers walk down the trail and then five minutes later a cat behind
    1:13:07 him.
    1:13:08 And we were walking just exactly the same area, also exactly the same time, yeah.
    1:13:12 So we’re out there and there’s deer and there’s cats and there’s a jaguar and there’s a puma
    1:13:16 and there’s all these animals out there.
    1:13:18 And we’re out in the night in the inky black night in this ocean of darkness beneath the
    1:13:22 trees and we’re just exploring and getting to see everything and there’s all these little
    1:13:25 eyes and heartbeats.
    1:13:26 I love the jungle at night, man.
    1:13:28 It’s the most exciting thing.
    1:13:29 You’re one of the things you do when you turn off the headlamp, complete darkness all around
    1:13:33 you and just the sounds.
    1:13:36 Everything you hear, the cicadas, the birds, they’re all screaming about sex all the time.
    1:13:42 So they’re just trying to get late.
    1:13:44 So all of them are making mating calls.
    1:13:46 Now the trick is to make your mating call without attracting a predator.
    1:13:50 But at night, what amazes me is that for us, it’s so, from the caveman logic of it’s hard
    1:14:00 to make fire here, it’s hard to even light a fire here, to having this incredible beam
    1:14:07 of it, all of a sudden we can look at the jungle and walk through that darkness, then
    1:14:15 we’re seeing the frogs on those leaves and the snakes moving through the undergrowth
    1:14:19 and the deer sneaking through the shadows, it’s almost as supernatural as skydiving.
    1:14:26 It’s a strange thing to be able to do that technology allows us to do.
    1:14:29 We’re doing something really complex and we’re walking on trails that have been cleared for
    1:14:32 us that we’ve planned out.
    1:14:34 And so walking through the jungle at night, you just get this freak show of biodiversity
    1:14:40 and I’m addicted to it.
    1:14:41 I truly love it.
    1:14:42 Except for the times over the last few days when we walked on through the jungle without
    1:14:47 a trail and that’s just a different experience.
    1:14:51 How would you categorize?
    1:14:52 If somebody said, “Lex, I think I’m going to go for a hike through the jungle,” not
    1:14:57 on the trail.
    1:14:58 Yeah.
    1:14:59 So every step is really hard work.
    1:15:03 Every step is a puzzle.
    1:15:04 Every step is a full possibility of hurting yourself in a multitude of ways.
    1:15:11 You’re just a wasp nest under a leaf, a hole under a leaf on the ground where if you step
    1:15:19 in it, you’re going to break a knee, ankle, leg and not be able to move for a long time.
    1:15:26 There’s all kinds of ants that can hurt you a little or can hurt you a lot, bullet ants.
    1:15:34 There’s snakes and spiders and oh, my favorite that I’ve gotten to know intimately is different
    1:15:46 plants with different defensive mechanisms, one of which is just spikes.
    1:15:52 So sharp.
    1:15:53 I don’t know if you brought it, but there’s an epic club with the spikes, but there’s
    1:16:00 so many trees that have spikes on them.
    1:16:03 Sometimes they’re obvious spikes, sometimes less than obvious spikes and it could be just
    1:16:07 an innocent, as you take a step through a dense jungle, it could be an innocent placing
    1:16:13 of a hand on that tree that could just completely transform your experience, your life by penetrating
    1:16:22 your hand with like 20, 30, 40, 50 spikes and just changing everything.
    1:16:29 That’s just a completely different experience than going on a trail where you’re observer
    1:16:33 of the jungle versus the participant of it and it truly is extreme hard work to take
    1:16:41 every single step.
    1:16:42 Now, just think about this, I think scientifically, because people like to summarize, people like
    1:16:45 to get really, really sort of cavalier with our scientific progress and they go, “We’ve
    1:16:50 already explored the Amazon.”
    1:16:51 It’s like, “Well, haven’t we?”
    1:16:53 Because in between each tributary is, let’s say just between some of them, let’s just
    1:16:57 say 100 miles of unbroken forest, who’s explored that?
    1:17:02 Maybe some of the tribes have been there, maybe some areas they haven’t been.
    1:17:07 Now, when you’re talking about scientists, whether they’re indigenous scientists, Western
    1:17:11 scientists, whatever, so many of the areas in this jungle that is the size of the continental
    1:17:18 US still have not been accessed.
    1:17:20 The places where people are doing research, I’ve been down here long enough.
    1:17:24 I see all the PhDs come down here and they all go to the same few research stations.
    1:17:28 They’re safe, they have a bed.
    1:17:30 If you get hella dropped into the middle of the jungle in the deepest, most remote parts,
    1:17:35 you’re going to find micro ecosystems, you’re going to see little species variations.
    1:17:39 You’re going to see a type of flower that JJ has never seen before, like what happened
    1:17:43 the other day.
    1:17:44 As you start walking through new patches of forest, you start finding new species and
    1:17:47 everything here changes.
    1:17:49 You just go a little bit upriver and the animals you see differ.
    1:17:52 You go on this side of the river versus on the north side of the river, there’s two other
    1:17:56 species of primates there that don’t exist here.
    1:17:58 That’s in the mammal paper that we did with the emperor Tamarins and the pygmy marmosets
    1:18:03 that the rangers found.
    1:18:04 Yeah, the mammal paper is looking at the diversity of life in this one region of the Amazon.
    1:18:13 People can talk more about that paper, mammal diversity along the Las Piedras River.
    1:18:19 Once again, the mammal paper, Pat Champagne, the prodigy, he was leading on this with a
    1:18:25 bunch of other scientists who have worked in the region, including Holly O’Donnell out
    1:18:29 of Oxford.
    1:18:30 Myself, I really just made a few observations.
    1:18:33 The jungle keepers rangers got featured because they’re the ones that spotted a pygmy marmoset
    1:18:37 that had previously been unrecorded on the river.
    1:18:41 I got to contribute because I had the only photograph that I believe anyone has of an
    1:18:47 emperor Tamarin on this river.
    1:18:49 It’s the first proof of emperor Tamarin on this river.
    1:18:53 That’s exciting.
    1:18:54 It’s exciting because you can post a picture or share a scientific observation or write
    1:19:01 about something, and then what happens is you get these couch experts, these armchair
    1:19:06 experts who will come and say, “No, you don’t get blue and yellow macaws there.
    1:19:10 I can tell from my bird book.
    1:19:12 It says they’re not there, and they’ll tell you you’re wrong.
    1:19:15 No, you don’t get woolly monkeys there or emperor Tamarins.”
    1:19:18 But we have proof.
    1:19:21 We’re coming together to try and add to that knowledge.
    1:19:23 My general amateur experience of the species I’ve encountered here is like, “This should
    1:19:28 not exist.”
    1:19:29 Whatever this is, this is not real.
    1:19:32 This is CGI.
    1:19:35 Just the colors, the weirdness.
    1:19:38 I think I called it the parasolten caterpillar because it’s like furry.
    1:19:42 It looks like one of those little- Sounds like a parasolten’s dog.
    1:19:45 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
    1:19:46 It’s really furry and it’s transparent and all you see is this white beautiful fur and
    1:19:53 it’s just like this caterpillar.
    1:19:54 It doesn’t look real.
    1:19:55 Yeah.
    1:19:56 Do you think there are species, like how many species have we not discovered?
    1:20:00 And is there a species there like extremely badass that we haven’t discovered yet?
    1:20:05 If you look up how many trees are in the Amazon rainforest, it’s something in the order of
    1:20:13 400 billion trees.
    1:20:16 There’s something like 70 to 80,000 species of plants, individual types of plants here.
    1:20:24 1500 species of trees.
    1:20:26 It’s so vast that it’s comparable.
    1:20:31 The scale is only comparable to the universe in terms of stars and galaxies and for the
    1:20:40 sheer immensity of it.
    1:20:42 We’re describing new species every year and just walking on the trail at night, you and
    1:20:48 I have seen, you see a tiny little spider hidden in a crevice and has the scientific
    1:20:54 eye ever seen that spider before?
    1:20:56 Has it been documented?
    1:20:57 Do we know anything about its life cycle?
    1:20:59 There’s still so much that’s here that is completely unknown.
    1:21:03 We have pictures of all these butterflies.
    1:21:05 Somebody went out with a butterfly net and caught these butterflies, took a picture of
    1:21:08 it, gave it a name, put it in a butterfly book, but what do we know?
    1:21:12 What host plant do they use for their caterpillars?
    1:21:14 What’s their geographical range?
    1:21:16 What do we actually know not that much?
    1:21:18 So are there creatures out here that haven’t been described?
    1:21:21 Absolutely.
    1:21:22 And some of them could be extremely effective predators in a niche environment.
    1:21:27 Yeah.
    1:21:28 Absolutely.
    1:21:29 I mean certainly in the canopy, 50% of the life in a rainforest is in the canopy and
    1:21:35 we’ve had very limited access to the canopy for all of history.
    1:21:39 If you wanted to get up into the rainforest canopy, you basically have to climb a vine
    1:21:43 or what scientists, when I was a kid, I always used to see them with the slingshots or the
    1:21:47 bow and arrows.
    1:21:48 They would shoot a piece of paracord over a branch, pull the rope up and then do the
    1:21:53 ascension thing and then you’re up in this tree getting swarmed by sweat bees, getting
    1:21:57 stung by wasps.
    1:21:58 You’re trying to do science up there in that environment.
    1:22:01 It’s incredibly hostile and so having canopy platforms.
    1:22:05 I actually met a guy at a French film festival who had used hot air balloons to float over
    1:22:11 the canopy of the Amazon and then lay these big nets over the broccoli of the trees.
    1:22:18 And the nets were dense enough that humans could walk on the nets and then reach through
    1:22:21 and pull cactuses and lizards and snakes, whatever, just take specimens from the canopy.
    1:22:25 That’s how difficult it is that scientists have resorted to using hot air balloons.
    1:22:32 And so having a treehouse, having canopy platforms, it’s starting to get, it’s starting to be
    1:22:36 more and more access to the rainforest canopy and so we’re beginning to log more data.
    1:22:44 We’ve even observed in our treehouse, which is supposed to be the tallest in the world,
    1:22:47 we’re seeing lizards that we don’t see on the ground, lizards that have never been documented
    1:22:52 on this river.
    1:22:53 Like we’re seeing snakes where they’re saying, “We saw this snake inside a crevice on that
    1:22:57 tree in the Stranglyphic and we don’t know what it is.”
    1:23:01 It’s just people haven’t been up there.
    1:23:03 And that’s where a lot of the monkeys are.
    1:23:05 That’s where there’s just a lot of dynamic life up there.
    1:23:09 Yeah.
    1:23:10 I mean, when you wake up in the canopy in the morning in the Amazon rainforest, as soon
    1:23:15 as the darkness lifts, as soon as that purple comes in the east in the morning, the howler
    1:23:20 monkeys start up and then the parrots start up and then the tendomus start going and the
    1:23:25 macaws start going and pretty soon everybody’s going and the spider monkey groups are all
    1:23:28 calling to each other and it’s just the whole dawn chorus starts and it’s so exciting.
    1:23:32 So what you’re saying when they’re screaming is usually about sex.
    1:23:35 Sex or territory, usually.
    1:23:37 Sex and violence or implied violence or the threat of violence.
    1:23:41 Yeah.
    1:23:42 I mean, howler monkeys in the morning, they’re letting other groups know this is where we’re
    1:23:45 at.
    1:23:46 We’re going to be foraging over here.
    1:23:47 You better stay away.
    1:23:48 And so it’s a little bit respectful as well.
    1:23:50 There is order in the chaos.
    1:23:52 So just speaking of screaming, macaws are like these beautiful creatures.
    1:23:57 They’re lifelong partners.
    1:23:59 They stick together.
    1:24:00 So they’re monogamous.
    1:24:01 They’re monogamous.
    1:24:02 They see two of them together.
    1:24:04 But when they communicate their love language, it seems to be very loud screaming.
    1:24:09 Yeah.
    1:24:10 What do you learn about relationships from macaws?
    1:24:14 That it can be loud and rough and still be loving.
    1:24:16 And it’s still be loving.
    1:24:18 But is that interesting to you that there’s monogamy in some species, that they’re lifelong
    1:24:22 partners and then there’s total lack of monogamy in other species?
    1:24:26 It’s all interesting.
    1:24:27 I mean, there’s the anti-monogamy crew who’s like, “We were never meant to be monogamous.
    1:24:31 We’re supposed to just be animals.”
    1:24:33 And then there’s the other side of the crew that’s like, “We were meant to be monogamous.
    1:24:37 We are monogamous creatures.
    1:24:39 That’s what God wanted between a man and a woman.”
    1:24:41 And then other people are like, “Yeah, but I know about these two gay penguins and so
    1:24:45 that’s natural too.”
    1:24:46 And so then everyone tries to draw their identity, they’re trying to justify their
    1:24:51 identity off of the laws of nature.
    1:24:53 So the fact that macaws are monogamous really doesn’t have anything to do with anybody except
    1:24:57 for that it’s beneficial for them to work together to raise chicks.
    1:25:01 It’s difficult.
    1:25:02 They rely on ironwood trees or agua hay palms and it’s difficult to find the right hole
    1:25:08 in a tree.
    1:25:09 There’s only so much macaw real estate and so they need to use those holes.
    1:25:13 And each one of those ancient trees, it’s usually 500 years or more, is a valuable macaw
    1:25:19 generating site in the forest.
    1:25:21 And so if those trees go down, you lose exponential amounts of macaws and that’s how you get endangered
    1:25:27 species.
    1:25:28 And so that’s why we’re trying to protect the ironwood trees.
    1:25:31 Another ridiculous question.
    1:25:32 Tell me.
    1:25:33 If every jungle creature was the same size, who would be the new apex predator, the new
    1:25:38 alpha at the top of the food chain?
    1:25:40 Dude, that’s like super smash brothers of the jungle.
    1:25:43 That’s incredible.
    1:25:44 Yeah.
    1:25:45 Like bullet ants.
    1:25:46 If you had a bullet ant that was the size.
    1:25:49 Yeah.
    1:25:50 Can it be like a tournament?
    1:25:52 So everyone is pound for pound ratioed for efficiency.
    1:25:55 So you have basically like a six foot bullet ant versus a huge black caiman versus an anaconda
    1:26:01 versus oscelots are the size of jaguars versus.
    1:26:04 Yeah.
    1:26:05 Well, let’s go bullet ant versus black caiman.
    1:26:07 But they’re comparable size.
    1:26:09 Yeah.
    1:26:10 I don’t know, man.
    1:26:12 I never thought about it.
    1:26:13 I mean, bullet ant has these giant, giant, giant mandibles that could probably grab the
    1:26:17 black caiman and then at that amount of venom, you’re talking about a bucket of venom going
    1:26:22 into that black caiman, black caiman is going to get paralyzed immediately.
    1:26:25 Well, insects have just a tremendous amount of like strength.
    1:26:29 I don’t know how they generate with the geometry that is the natural world can’t create that
    1:26:32 same kind of power in the bigger thing.
    1:26:35 It seems like.
    1:26:36 It seems like.
    1:26:37 The ants and like just these tiny creatures are the ones they’re able to have that much
    1:26:41 strength.
    1:26:42 I don’t know how that works.
    1:26:43 What the physics of that is.
    1:26:44 Yeah.
    1:26:45 So like an ant, a leaf cutter ant lifting that leaf, that doesn’t make any sense.
    1:26:47 Yeah.
    1:26:48 It doesn’t make any sense.
    1:26:49 It doesn’t make any sense.
    1:26:50 I don’t know.
    1:26:51 I don’t know if that’s a limit of physics.
    1:26:52 I think it’s just the limit of evolution of how that works.
    1:26:54 One of the most interesting limits that I heard somebody talking about recently was the reason
    1:26:58 that dinosaurs didn’t get bigger, even bigger because the conditions on earth were favorable
    1:27:04 towards it was that at some point their eggs reached this physical limits, that their eggs
    1:27:09 reached a size that the eggs were so big that that eggs need to breathe for the embryo to
    1:27:13 survive and their eggs reached a limit where in order to have a shell that could hold the
    1:27:18 mass of the liquid and the young dinosaur, if they got bigger, it wouldn’t be permeable
    1:27:23 anymore.
    1:27:24 And I thought that was so interesting because the entire size of physical creatures was determined
    1:27:28 by how thick shell can be before it breaks or before it can’t pass air through it.
    1:27:34 Yeah.
    1:27:35 There might be a lot of that like biophysics limits to fascinating stuff.
    1:27:40 Just like the interplay between biology, chemistry and physics of like a life form is like this
    1:27:46 thing, there’s a lot involved in creating a single living organism that could survive
    1:27:51 in this world.
    1:27:52 And being big is not always good, but being a big creature, it’s for many reasons like
    1:27:58 you were saying, the big creature seemed to be going extinct for many reasons.
    1:28:02 But in the human world is because there seemed to be a higher value.
    1:28:08 Given the current size of the jungle, I think that the MVP, the pound for pound goat is
    1:28:14 ocelots.
    1:28:15 You’re talking about like a midsize 40, 50 pound cat that can climb, that does unlike
    1:28:22 a jaguar, a jaguar every time it hunts, it’s going after a deer, it catches a deer.
    1:28:27 The deer could hit it with its antlers, it could tear it with its hooves, it’s risking
    1:28:31 its life for that meal.
    1:28:33 An ocelot, ocelots walk around at night and they climb a tree, eat a whole bunch of eggs,
    1:28:40 eat the mother bird too, kill a snake, maybe mess around and eat a baby came and they can
    1:28:45 have whatever they like.
    1:28:47 And they’re sleek enough and smart enough to get away from predators.
    1:28:51 They don’t really have predators.
    1:28:55 And so they sort of occupy this perfect niche where they can hunt small prey in high quantity
    1:29:00 without taking on big risks.
    1:29:02 And so if you had to choose an animal to be, it’d probably be like an ocelot or I would
    1:29:06 say giant river otters, which are so damn cool because they’re…
    1:29:11 The locals call them logos de río, river wolves, because they’re so tough and they’re so social
    1:29:16 and they’re so like us because they’re intensely familial groups.
    1:29:20 They live in holes by the sides of lakes and they swim through the water and they catch
    1:29:23 fish all day long, piranhas.
    1:29:25 They eat them just like the scales go flying as they eat these piranhas.
    1:29:29 And they’re so joyous in the way they swim and they have friends and they have family
    1:29:33 and I think we could relate to being a river otter really because I can’t picture being
    1:29:38 a cat and being so solitary and just marching along a 15 mile route and making sure there’s
    1:29:46 no other cats coming in on your territory and marking that territory.
    1:29:50 It seems very solo and very cat-like.
    1:29:54 So lonely existence.
    1:29:56 Lonely existence.
    1:29:57 And we humans are social beings.
    1:29:58 It’s so social.
    1:29:59 And so to me, river otters is like having a big Italian family.
    1:30:02 You’re constantly eating, you’re freaking out, just like causing problems with the black
    1:30:06 caiman.
    1:30:07 Take down a black caiman.
    1:30:08 Yeah.
    1:30:09 Start a street fight.
    1:30:10 Yeah.
    1:30:11 It’s a family thing.
    1:30:12 You mentioned piranhas.
    1:30:13 Yeah.
    1:30:14 What do you think?
    1:30:15 You know, they’re a source of a lot of fear for people.
    1:30:16 What do you find beautiful and fascinating about these creatures?
    1:30:18 They’re also kind of social or at least they hunt and operate in groups.
    1:30:22 Yeah.
    1:30:23 Not in the mammalian way though.
    1:30:24 Those are in large schools, but fish are so different.
    1:30:28 Like I can talk to you all day about how much I’d love to be an otter also.
    1:30:33 Going back to the fighting thing, otters and weasels, muscle a day, tend to be very loose
    1:30:38 in their skin.
    1:30:39 So if you grab an otter, it can still rotate around to bite you.
    1:30:42 So it’s like, if I grab you by the back, you’re stuck.
    1:30:44 You know, like we can’t, you grab them by the skin, they can rotate around and just shred
    1:30:49 you apart.
    1:30:50 So they’re really cool fighters.
    1:30:54 Yeah.
    1:30:55 Fish, fish, I don’t, I don’t, you know, I don’t identify with fish in terms like that.
    1:30:58 I think living out here has made me think of fish as a kind of rapid food that can or
    1:31:06 can’t be gotten.
    1:31:07 Like, you know, to me, a piranha is just, is when I see a piranha, I think about how
    1:31:10 I want to, how I want it to taste.
    1:31:12 Yeah.
    1:31:13 So like a fish is a, is a food source for so many creatures in the jungle.
    1:31:17 So they’re primarily food source, but piranhas are predators.
    1:31:21 They’re predators.
    1:31:22 They’re serious predators.
    1:31:23 They are serious predators.
    1:31:24 I found a baby black caiman, not that long ago, and he was missing all of his toes because
    1:31:28 the piranhas had eaten them off.
    1:31:29 It was really sad.
    1:31:30 He just had these stumps and he was swimming around the water and I was like, you are not
    1:31:33 going to make it.
    1:31:34 He was like eight inches and he was such a cute little puppy, you gotta do big eyes.
    1:31:39 And I was just like, man, you were ready of missing all your toes.
    1:31:41 I was like, it’s just a matter of time.
    1:31:44 Now he can’t get away.
    1:31:45 So some big agami heron is going to come and just nail and pop him down his throat.
    1:31:50 And that’s the end of that for the caiman.
    1:31:51 I mean, nature is metal.
    1:31:53 Nature, sure as shit is metal.
    1:31:55 Bite off a little bit and it makes you vulnerable and then that vulnerability is exploited by
    1:31:59 some other species and then that’s it.
    1:32:01 That’s the end.
    1:32:02 Yeah, but humans are brutal too.
    1:32:04 Like that story we heard about that guy the other day who caught a stingray on a fishing
    1:32:08 hook, chopped its tail off to make it safe for humans, cut a piece of the stingray off
    1:32:15 so that he could use it for bait and then threw the live fish back in the river.
    1:32:18 To me, that is incomprehensible amounts of cruelty with flawed logic in every direction.
    1:32:25 Like if you’re going to use the thing as bait, use it as bait.
    1:32:28 If you’re going to remove its tail, well, then just kill it all together.
    1:32:32 Or if you want to save the animal and not kill it, then don’t maim it before you return
    1:32:37 it to it.
    1:32:38 It was so weird.
    1:32:39 So if you kill an animal, you want to use it to as full as by using it as a food source
    1:32:44 by cooking it, by eating every part of it, all that kind of stuff.
    1:32:48 So we’ve been eating Paco in your time here.
    1:32:52 Fried Paco is great.
    1:32:53 Fried Paco.
    1:32:54 Amazing.
    1:32:55 It’s delicious, full of nutrients.
    1:32:56 You could tell it makes you healthy.
    1:32:57 I feel like we have better workouts so that we can go harder in the jungle.
    1:33:00 And so a few months ago in August when the river was down, there was a day that the river
    1:33:06 was clear and a friend of mine, Victor, who’s married to a native gril, he said, “It’s time
    1:33:12 to go Paco fishing.”
    1:33:14 And at the time, we were stuck out here and we had no resupply.
    1:33:18 He was busy.
    1:33:19 And so everyone was demoralized.
    1:33:21 The staff was hungry.
    1:33:22 We were hungry.
    1:33:23 And it really became this thing of like, “Hey, go catch us some Paco.”
    1:33:27 They were working on the trails.
    1:33:28 They were installing the solar.
    1:33:29 We were working hard and we didn’t have food.
    1:33:31 And so we went out to the river and what we did was we went up river, we camped on the
    1:33:36 beach and in the morning, Victor’s wife was canoeing with the paddle dead quiet.
    1:33:44 Don’t let the paddle touch the wooden boat.
    1:33:47 And Nikita was balanced in the middle of the thing, Victor’s on the front with this huge
    1:33:50 fishing rod and I’m sitting there and he goes, “I’ll catch the first one, you catch
    1:33:54 the second one.”
    1:33:55 And he’s got this huge fishing rod and a piece of half rotten meat from the day before
    1:33:59 and he’s smacking it against the, well, 6 a.m., he’s just letting it smack against the water.
    1:34:03 And I’m going, and we’re floating down the river.
    1:34:07 And I’m going, “This is not going to work.”
    1:34:09 And we’re floating and we’re floating and a half hour passes and I’m going, “It’s
    1:34:12 dawn.
    1:34:13 I want to go back to sleep.
    1:34:14 I’m just not a morning person.”
    1:34:16 And all of a sudden a fish hits that line, almost pulls this man off of his feet and
    1:34:20 he swings the thing in, the fish comes on the boat and then I realize he’s got a big
    1:34:24 metal mallet on the boat so that you could try to shut that fish off.
    1:34:28 And it’s this huge ore-shaped, thick muscular Paco.
    1:34:33 And as soon as I saw that fish, I just thought, “Wow, the strongest of this species for millions
    1:34:42 of years have been swimming in this river.”
    1:34:45 And suddenly we’ve, through this incredible combination of the boat and the cord and the
    1:34:50 hook, none of which we made, and the skill that he had from knowing how to fish a Paco,
    1:34:55 because otherwise there’s no chance that you’re getting that fish.
    1:34:57 They hide.
    1:34:58 They’re very, very suspicious of what you’re doing.
    1:35:01 We had gotten this fish onto the boat and you hammer it like a caveman, boom, it doesn’t
    1:35:06 die, boom, you have to crush its skull.
    1:35:08 And now you have this fish and you’re holding this genetic material, this sustenance for
    1:35:14 your life that has been developing since the dinosaur times.
    1:35:18 It’s so beautiful, the act, the sacred act of eating that, of the fish, of the competition
    1:35:27 with the fish.
    1:35:28 And we spent the morning fishing.
    1:35:29 We got three Pacos, three huge giant vegetarian piranha.
    1:35:33 And I just remember touching them with so much reverence, thinking about the incredible
    1:35:38 history and how that before these rivers existed, those Pacos were swimming through the water
    1:35:43 and trying to survive through history, through history, through history until we took just
    1:35:52 a few.
    1:35:53 And we did it respectfully and we did it when we needed it most, not at a time when it was
    1:35:57 just for fun and it was really, really special.
    1:36:00 Well humans using them for sustenance, there’s a collaboration there.
    1:36:04 That’s something also that I’ve seen in the jungle, that there’s creatures using each
    1:36:08 other and it’s like a dance of either mutually using each other or it’s parasitic or symbiotic.
    1:36:17 It’s interesting.
    1:36:18 Like there’s a medicinal plant you grabbed that was full of ants that were like trying
    1:36:26 to murder you by biting, but they were defending the plant that they were using for whatever
    1:36:31 purpose.
    1:36:32 But there’s a clear dance there of the ants using the plant and the plant existing there
    1:36:36 for other applications and other use for humans and there’s that kind of circle of life happening.
    1:36:42 But the ants were a defense mechanism.
    1:36:44 So the plant didn’t have its own defense mechanism.
    1:36:46 The ants, the army of ants was there to protect the plant.
    1:36:52 And did you actually, when you remember we put our backpacks down at that one spot and
    1:36:56 it was like the ants got on your backpack and I said, “Oh shit, this is that tree.”
    1:37:00 Did you actually get bitten by one of those because they’re incredibly painful, the Tangerana
    1:37:04 one.
    1:37:05 Yeah, surprisingly painful because they’re small and it’s nothing like, luckily I have
    1:37:10 not been bitten by a bullet ant yet.
    1:37:12 But it’s amazing because they live inside the tree.
    1:37:16 The tree comes standard with holes in it that allow the ants to move and to exist safe and
    1:37:23 it protects their eggs and they protect the tree.
    1:37:26 So we saw that spot where there’s a perfect circle around the trees, because the ants
    1:37:30 had excavated the other vegetation so that those trees could have no competition to grow.
    1:37:37 The incredible calculation of how ants come programmed to garden that tree and the tree
    1:37:45 somehow has been genetically informed to have ant habitat within itself.
    1:37:53 It’s mind-blowing and it actually is the foundation of a lot of existential confusion for me because
    1:37:58 how the hell is this possible?
    1:38:00 Yeah, well one of the things you mentioned that’s also a source of a lot of existential
    1:38:06 confusion for me is ants and the intelligence of different creatures in the forest.
    1:38:11 There’s these giant colonies, there’s just giant systems, but even just looking at a
    1:38:16 single colony of ants, then collaborating leaf cutter ants is an incredible system.
    1:38:22 So individually the ants seem kind of dumb and simplistic, but taken together there is
    1:38:28 a vast intelligence operating that’s able to be robust and resilient in any kind of
    1:38:34 conditions, is able to figure out a new environment, is able to be resilient to any kinds of attacks
    1:38:40 and all that kind of stuff.
    1:38:41 What do you find beautiful about them?
    1:38:43 Like as you said, just leaf cutter ants in this jungle.
    1:38:46 That’s forgetting all the other hundreds of species of ants that are in this jungle, but
    1:38:50 just the leaf cutters apparently digest roughly 17% of the total biomass of the forest.
    1:38:59 Everything, all these giant trees, all that leaf litter, 17% of that, almost a fifth of
    1:39:04 this forest cycles through leaf cutter colonies.
    1:39:07 So they’re constantly regenerating the forest.
    1:39:10 They’re a huge source of the driver of this ecosystem.
    1:39:14 And so to me, when you see them working, it’s, again, like I said, you see your friends
    1:39:18 as you go through the jungle, you see all the kpop trees, the kinea tree, there’s leaf
    1:39:22 cutter ants doing what they’re supposed to do, and it’s just so beautiful.
    1:39:25 I find them very beautiful, army ants, they’re so tough, they’re so ready to fight, they
    1:39:30 have these huge mandibles, they’re transporting their eggs, they’re moving from here to there.
    1:39:35 Anything that’s in the way is getting eaten, they’re just savage, and they’re kind of cute
    1:39:38 for that.
    1:39:39 Unless you’re tied to a tree.
    1:39:40 The savagery is cute.
    1:39:42 I find that, yeah, it’s kind of reassuring, you know.
    1:39:44 You want certain things to be tough.
    1:39:46 That’s their part.
    1:39:47 Oh, that everybody plays a part in the entirety of the nature mechanism.
    1:39:53 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
    1:39:54 The powerful play.
    1:39:57 But the army ants are so savage, you know, like if you step on army ants, they all kamikaze,
    1:40:05 just attack onto your feet, and they’ll just sacrifice their own life for the good of
    1:40:09 the thing, and they’ll be trying to kill your shoes, and there’s something funny about that
    1:40:14 to me.
    1:40:15 There’s something like kind of reassuring, again, unless, unless, imagine if you’re going
    1:40:20 through the jungle, and you slip, and you fall, and you twist your knee, and you fall
    1:40:24 in just the right way, but you can’t get up, you can’t, you’re stuck there.
    1:40:30 And then army ants find you.
    1:40:32 They will take you apart.
    1:40:33 There are records of horses that have been tied up, and army ants come, and they’ll
    1:40:39 take out the whole horse.
    1:40:41 Imagine the pain of that.
    1:40:44 It might be raining on us very hard, very soon.
    1:40:47 You want to pause?
    1:40:48 Nope.
    1:40:49 I think we’ll stay here until the ship goes down.
    1:40:51 We should mention that there’s this one source of light, and we’re shrouded in darkness.
    1:40:56 And now the night shift is going to take over soon, and we are in the Amazon rainforest.
    1:41:00 What does the rainforest represent to you?
    1:41:02 Can you zoom out and look at the entirety of it?
    1:41:07 Carl Sagan’s pale blue dot resonated with a lot of people, that everything you’ve ever
    1:41:15 heard of, all the heroes, all the villains, all of your ancestors, every achievement,
    1:41:20 tragedy, triumph, everything has happened on that one spot.
    1:41:25 This one tiny, tiny little rock that has life on it.
    1:41:28 And to me, the rainforests represent the crown jewel of that.
    1:41:33 As far as we know, and to the best of our knowledge, and with our shrewd, scientific
    1:41:38 brains at their fullest capacity, this is still the only place that we know that has
    1:41:44 life.
    1:41:46 And given that, the fact that there are still these tropical, towering, complex ecosystems
    1:41:54 that we are barely understand, crawling and full of the most incredible life, it’s just,
    1:42:02 to me, it’s so wonderful.
    1:42:05 It’s so incredible.
    1:42:06 Those are the waterfalls, and the birds, and the macaws, and the jaguars.
    1:42:09 It’s barely believable.
    1:42:10 Like if you were to theoretically tell a hypothetical alien, “I live on this planet,” and there’s
    1:42:15 just these places where everything is interconnected.
    1:42:18 Everything means something to something else, and the whole thing is this system that keeps
    1:42:22 us alive.
    1:42:23 Every tree is pumping air into the river, and there’s an invisible river above the
    1:42:26 actual river, and the whole thing goes into stabilizing our global climate.
    1:42:30 And each little, tiny leaf cutter ant somehow contributes to this giant, biotic orchestra
    1:42:37 that keeps us alive and makes our environment possible.
    1:42:40 That is beautiful.
    1:42:42 I love that.
    1:42:43 And so the rainforest, to me, are the greatest celebration of life, and probably the greatest
    1:42:48 challenge for us as a global society.
    1:42:51 Because if we can’t protect the crown jewel, the best thing, you know, the most beautiful
    1:42:56 part, then we’re really, really missing the point.
    1:43:00 Yeah, the diversity of organisms here is the biggest celebration of life.
    1:43:08 That is at the core of what makes Earth a really special thing.
    1:43:12 That said, you and I have been arguing about aliens for pretty much the day I showed up.
    1:43:17 All right, so you brought a machete to this fight.
    1:43:21 Luckily, the table is long enough to carry me.
    1:43:26 So to you, Earth is truly special.
    1:43:29 Yeah.
    1:43:30 You don’t think there’s other Earths out there, millions of other Earths in our galaxy.
    1:43:34 When you look up, you know, we were sitting in the Amazon River at dark, the storm rolled
    1:43:39 over, and you started counting the stars.
    1:43:41 Yeah.
    1:43:42 One, two, and that was, once you can count the stars, that was a sign that the storm
    1:43:46 will actually pass.
    1:43:47 Eventually, it will pass, and that’s what you were doing, three, four, five, and it’s
    1:43:50 going to pass.
    1:43:51 You’re not going to have to sit in that river for like all night.
    1:43:55 So just a couple of hours to keep yourself warm.
    1:43:57 Okay, each of those stars, there’s Earth-like planets around them.
    1:44:03 Why do you think there’s not alien civilizations there?
    1:44:08 You can write down a calculation on a napkin.
    1:44:11 You can cite different Hollywood movies.
    1:44:14 You can point up to the pieces of light and the stars, but if I talk about show me a single
    1:44:18 cell that’s not from this planet, it’s still not possible.
    1:44:23 So I agree with you that the likelihood is there, all indications point to it.
    1:44:27 It would be fascinating, especially if it was done in, especially, you know, imagine
    1:44:31 finding a planet of alternative life forms, not necessarily even intelligent.
    1:44:35 Imagine just a planet of butterflies, whatever, you know, something else.
    1:44:40 That would be amazing, but I’m concerned with the reality that we have in front of us is
    1:44:45 that this is the spaceship.
    1:44:47 This is life.
    1:44:48 And so right now, given that reality, maybe that’s the case.
    1:44:52 Maybe there are other planets, or maybe we are the first.
    1:45:00 Maybe life originated here.
    1:45:02 Maybe God, the universe, whatever.
    1:45:06 Maybe this is it.
    1:45:07 This is the testing ground for something bigger.
    1:45:14 And this complexity and this diversity of life and this life that we have is that important.
    1:45:19 And I think that part of what we do when we go, “Oh, yeah, but there’s other planets.”
    1:45:23 First of all, we’re taking an assumption into reality without, I mean, you know, aliens
    1:45:30 are right now are about as real as Santa Claus.
    1:45:32 We think they’re out there, but we’re not sure.
    1:45:34 Maybe a little more real because, you know, it could make sense.
    1:45:37 No one has an alien.
    1:45:38 No one’s seen an alien.
    1:45:39 No one’s even seen cellular life.
    1:45:41 And so I’m not, again, if they showed up tomorrow, great, let’s study them.
    1:45:45 But right now we have this very simple threat going on where we can’t stop killing each
    1:45:52 other and our living environment.
    1:45:55 And so while some people can specialize in looking to the stars and to other planets
    1:45:59 and talk about being an interplanetary species, I’m very much concerned with the fact that
    1:46:03 here in our home turf, our living environment where the air is good and the rivers are clean
    1:46:09 and the trees are big and there’s Macaws flying through the sky and salmon in the rivers,
    1:46:16 not only do we have a responsibility to each other and to our children to protect this
    1:46:20 incredible gift that is our entire reality seems kind of weird to, at some point, conservation
    1:46:28 seems kind of ridiculous.
    1:46:29 Like you’re begging people to not pollute the things that keep them alive.
    1:46:33 It’s almost kind of silly at a point.
    1:46:38 But we have this incredible thing where there are fish in the ocean and in the rivers.
    1:46:42 They come standard with life on Earth and we’re harming the ability of Earth’s ecosystems
    1:46:47 to provide for that life.
    1:46:49 And we are the generation that’s going to decide if those systems continue to provide
    1:46:55 life to all the people on Earth and all the generations.
    1:46:58 And by the way, all the other animals that exist for their own reasons, other consciousnesses
    1:47:03 that we’re just beginning to understand, elephants, humpback whales, whatever, families of giant
    1:47:08 river otters, not everything can be seen from a human perspective.
    1:47:13 These are other species that have their own stories.
    1:47:17 And so I’m more biocentric than anthropocentric in that I think that nature is important.
    1:47:23 But I also believe that we are special.
    1:47:30 We are the most intelligent animal.
    1:47:32 So one, I agree with you, there’s some degree to which when you imagine aliens, you forget
    1:47:39 if by for a moment how special and important life is here on Earth, yes.
    1:47:47 But it’s also a way to reach out through curiosity and trying to understand what is intelligence,
    1:47:56 what is consciousness, what is exactly the thing that makes life on Earth special.
    1:48:01 Another way of doing that, and I see the jungle in that same way is basically treating the
    1:48:06 animals all around us, the life forms all around us as kinds of aliens.
    1:48:13 That’s a humbling way that’s an intellectual humility with which to approach the study
    1:48:18 of like, what the hell is going on here?
    1:48:21 This is truly incredible.
    1:48:25 Are the animals we’ve met over the last few days conscious?
    1:48:30 What is the nature of their intelligence?
    1:48:32 What is the nature of their consciousness?
    1:48:34 What motivates them?
    1:48:35 Are they individual creatures or they’re actually part of the large system?
    1:48:39 And how large is the system?
    1:48:40 Is Earth one big system?
    1:48:42 And humans are just little fingertips of that system?
    1:48:45 Or are each of the individual animals really the key actors and everything else is in the
    1:48:53 emerging complexity of the system?
    1:48:55 So I think thinking about aliens is a necessary, I like my Tom with a little drop of poison
    1:49:03 from Tom Weiss is a necessary perturbation of the system of our thinking, to sort of
    1:49:08 say, hey, we don’t know what the fuck’s going on around here.
    1:49:11 And aliens is a nice way to say, okay, the mystery all around us is immense because to
    1:49:20 me, likely aliens are living among us.
    1:49:25 Not in a trivial sense, little green men, but the force that created life, I think permeates
    1:49:35 the entirety of the universe, that there is a force that’s creative.
    1:49:41 Now the force that created life is a big one.
    1:49:45 And then the other thing is, what do you mean by that?
    1:49:47 There’s aliens living among us.
    1:49:51 You mean extraterrestrials living among us.
    1:49:57 You believe that?
    1:49:59 Not like a hundred percent, but there’s a good percentage.
    1:50:01 I don’t understand how it’s possible for there not to be a very large number of alien
    1:50:08 civilization throughout just our galaxy.
    1:50:13 But that’s different than saying that they’re living among us.
    1:50:15 If you tell me that there’s aliens living five galaxies over and that they’re just out
    1:50:19 there somewhere, I’m kind of more on your side than that they’re here.
    1:50:25 Because just like Bigfoot, we have camera traps.
    1:50:27 We have DNA sequencing through water now.
    1:50:31 You’re telling me no one found one wing nut of a ship in all, like the Egyptians up until
    1:50:39 right now.
    1:50:40 And Russia saw a crash ship, took a picture, tweeted that shit real quick.
    1:50:45 I think there’s no Bigfoot, there’s no trivial manifestations of aliens.
    1:50:50 I think if they’re here, they’re here in ways that are not comprehensible by humans because
    1:50:55 they’re far more advanced than humans.
    1:50:57 They’re far more advanced than any lifeforms on Earth.
    1:51:00 So even if it’s just their probes, we cannot just even comprehend it.
    1:51:06 I think it’s possible that they operate in the space of ideas, for example, that ideas
    1:51:12 could be aliens, feelings could be aliens, consciousness itself could be aliens.
    1:51:17 So we can’t restrict our understanding of what is a lifeform to a thing that is a biological
    1:51:24 creature that operates via natural selection on this particular planet.
    1:51:29 It could be much, much, much more sophisticated.
    1:51:32 It could be in the space of computation, for example, as we in the 21st century are developing
    1:51:37 increasingly sophisticated computational systems with artificial intelligence.
    1:51:41 It could be operating on some other level that we can’t even imagine.
    1:51:45 It could be operating on a level of physics that we have not even begun to understand.
    1:51:51 We barely understand quantum mechanics.
    1:51:53 We use it, quantum mechanics is a way we used to make very accurate predictions, but to
    1:51:58 understand why it’s operating that way, we don’t.
    1:52:03 And there’s so many gigantic, powerful cosmic entities out there that we detect, sometimes
    1:52:11 can’t detect dark matter, dark energy, but it’s out there.
    1:52:15 We know it exists, but we can’t explain why and what the fuck it is.
    1:52:21 We give it names, black holes and dark energy and dark matter, but those are all names for
    1:52:28 things that mathematical equations predict, but we don’t understand.
    1:52:32 And so all of that is just to say that aliens could be here in ways that are for now and
    1:52:40 maybe for a long time going to be impossible for humans to understand.
    1:52:44 So aliens in the strict biological sense, like horseshoe crabs, we agree that we haven’t
    1:52:53 found physical aliens.
    1:52:55 The only way I can imagine finding physical aliens is if alien species are trying to communicate
    1:53:02 with us humans or with other life forms, and are trying to figure out a way to communicate
    1:53:08 with us such that we dumb humans would understand, like let’s create a thing.
    1:53:15 Yo, there’s a moth, the size of a small eagle.
    1:53:23 Let’s try to get us 15 minutes of attention.
    1:53:25 It’s just my…
    1:53:26 Big fan of the podcast.
    1:53:28 Okay.
    1:53:29 Lex, I love you.
    1:53:30 All right, so wouldn’t it be interesting, it’d be really fascinating to me if we found out
    1:53:36 that there were aliens living among us and we couldn’t see them.
    1:53:40 And what some of the people were calling aliens, the scientists, the religious people were
    1:53:45 calling angels, and then everybody had this realization that whether you call them aliens
    1:53:49 or angels, there are these…
    1:53:52 There is way more to the universe than we’re realizing.
    1:53:56 Just for me, the fact that there’s…
    1:54:02 There’s a skull on the table.
    1:54:04 There’s a skull on the table.
    1:54:05 There’s not a skull on your hand.
    1:54:07 There’s now a skull on my hand of a monkey with a bullet in its head that I found on
    1:54:11 the floor of an indigenous community where they eat monkeys.
    1:54:14 I didn’t kill the monkey, so save your comments.
    1:54:18 But in terms of the animals, I think that when I see space, it…
    1:54:25 My feeling, and I’m not requiring anybody else to have this feeling, but because we
    1:54:29 know…
    1:54:30 Because it’s the only place that we know that there’s life and we have no idea how it started.
    1:54:37 I just think it’s so important to protect it.
    1:54:41 And for me, it’s just as much about our children as it is about the little spider monkeys and
    1:54:45 the little baby caiman that are in the river right now, because life is so beautiful.
    1:54:51 And I think that there’s a huge amount of intellectual responsibility that we can transfer
    1:54:59 off of ourselves if we go, “Yeah, the rivers are filled with trash and yeah, extinction
    1:55:04 is happening.”
    1:55:05 But we have to be an interplanetary species anyway because at any moment, this could all
    1:55:09 end from an asteroid and everything’s going to shit anyway, and so it’s like, “We’re fucking
    1:55:12 up this planet.”
    1:55:13 But that’s…
    1:55:14 We’re just being angry teenagers who are going goth for a while and it’s like, “What if you
    1:55:19 just rolled up your sleeves and said, “Holy shit, wait a second.”
    1:55:24 We can pretty much do whatever we want.
    1:55:26 We can fly all over the world.
    1:55:27 We can do heart transplants.
    1:55:29 We can watch Netflix and the Amazon if we wanted to.
    1:55:32 We could do all this amazing stuff.
    1:55:34 We can capture on video or adventures and go back and watch them again and again and
    1:55:38 again, there’s so much incredible opportunity that technology has allowed us to do and we’re
    1:55:44 the richest in history.
    1:55:45 I mean, we can do everything.
    1:55:47 We could cross the whole planet in a second and it’s like, “That’s an amazing time to
    1:55:50 be alive.”
    1:55:51 And if we just don’t fuck up the ecosystems and kill all the other animals, we got it
    1:55:55 made.
    1:55:56 Yeah, so it is true that we can destroy ourselves in nuclear weapons, but it also is true that
    1:56:02 that snake that I got to handle yesterday is one of the most beautiful things Earth has
    1:56:08 ever created.
    1:56:10 In that little organism, it’s encapsulated the entire history of Earth and it’s beautiful.
    1:56:15 So both things are true.
    1:56:18 We should worry about the existential destruction of human civilization through the weapons
    1:56:22 we create and we should become multi-planetary species as a backup for that purpose, but
    1:56:29 also remember that this place is really, really special and probably if not difficult, probably
    1:56:36 impossible to recreate elsewhere.
    1:56:40 And by the way, there’s something incredibly powerful about a skull.
    1:56:44 Yeah.
    1:56:45 If you ever hold a human skull, it’ll give you, it’ll weigh on you for a second because
    1:56:51 you look into this, the hollow eyes of this face and suddenly you go, you feel your own
    1:56:56 teeth.
    1:56:57 You feel your own skull and you go, holy shit.
    1:57:01 You go, what is going on?
    1:57:02 It’s like taking acid.
    1:57:03 You just go, oh boy, I forgot that I’m a ghost inhabiting a meat vehicle on a floating rock.
    1:57:09 But even a monkey, it’s like looking at an ancestor, you know, not a direct ancestor,
    1:57:21 there’s a, it’s like a, you know, like you’re looking at a puddle at a reflection, a little
    1:57:27 blurry, but it’s still there, and like the roots of who we are is still there and it’s
    1:57:36 all kind of incredible.
    1:57:37 Do you ever think of the tree of life just kind of like where we came from?
    1:57:41 Yeah.
    1:57:42 The jungle is ephemeral, it just keeps, it’s a system that just keeps forgetting because
    1:57:48 it’s just churning and churning and churning and churning has, in some ways, no history.
    1:57:53 But to create the jungle, to create life on earth, there’s a deep history of lots of
    1:57:58 death, sex and death.
    1:58:01 A festival of sex and death, life on earth.
    1:58:06 That’s what I see in the skull.
    1:58:08 Yeah.
    1:58:09 There’s something, it’s the something kind of terrifying about that image to me.
    1:58:14 Like when I hold that every now and then at night, you hold that skull and you, it just
    1:58:18 reminds you that you’re temporary.
    1:58:20 Yeah.
    1:58:21 Both you and I will one day have one of those, yeah.
    1:58:28 Mine will be bigger.
    1:58:33 The male competition continues.
    1:58:34 The silverback slaps the lesser male once again.
    1:58:38 Do you have a lighter?
    1:58:40 Yeah, bro.
    1:58:41 You want to light this blunt?
    1:58:42 Yeah.
    1:58:43 What are your favorite animals to interact with?
    1:58:49 I mean, my favorite, absolute favorite animal to interact with is 100% elephants, which
    1:58:54 there’s no elephants here, but I’ve been incredibly privileged to spend some time with elephants
    1:58:58 both in India and in Africa and I think that they’re so smart and so complex that we do
    1:59:08 a really bad job of understanding what an elephant really is.
    1:59:12 I think that most children probably think of elephants as like something kind of cuddly.
    1:59:18 Most adults probably think of, have a similar misconception of them.
    1:59:23 When you see an elephant, when you see a 12 foot tall bull elephant with bone coming out
    1:59:30 of its face with huge tusks and those giant, it’s an octopus faced butterfly-eared behemoth
    1:59:37 that’s a survival machine and it’ll look at you and just go, “Do I have to kill
    1:59:42 you to keep safe?”
    1:59:45 And it’s just, they’re so tough and they have dirt on their back and they have flower
    1:59:49 petals in their little hair, you realize they have hair all over their body and the power
    1:59:53 to throw a car over to flip it.
    1:59:56 Just one of the most impressive animals on earth and I think that I’ve gotten really
    2:00:00 good at interacting with wild elephants in a way that’s respectful to them and I think
    2:00:05 that when an elephant allows you to be in its space, it’s because you’re showing submissiveness
    2:00:12 and respect for the elephant space and they’re so intelligent that they’re communicating
    2:00:18 with seismic vibrations through the earth that they have a matriarchal society that
    2:00:23 they can remember the maps of their ancestors and they know how to find water that they
    2:00:28 can solve problems.
    2:00:29 They’re such beautiful animals and they’re so, talk about aliens, they’re so alien looking.
    2:00:35 These big weird heads and the trunks with all those muscles and they’re so different
    2:00:40 than us, but yet I actually think that we grew up together.
    2:00:46 They raised us sibling species that we’ve inhabited the same epoch in history and we’ve
    2:00:54 relied on the ecosystems that they’ve created and I think that they have a deep understanding
    2:00:58 of humans, elephants and I think I see them more like aliens, more like non-human beings
    2:01:06 that we share the earth with.
    2:01:07 I don’t see it as we’re humans and they’re animals.
    2:01:10 I actually see elephants as sort of a separate society along with humans as one of the dominant
    2:01:15 species on the planet.
    2:01:17 Almost every species, especially the intelligent ones, especially the big ones are their own
    2:01:21 societies that overlap and sometimes co-develop.
    2:01:26 I think whales, I think elephants, I think there’s those higher, no one suggesting that
    2:01:32 sardines somehow need human rights or something, but I think the elephants need representation
    2:01:37 in governments because they influence their landscape, they engineer their environment,
    2:01:44 they have emotions, they have families, they have burial rituals, they’re so like us and
    2:01:49 yet we treat them like they’re just oversized cows that we have to be scared of.
    2:01:54 They’re not the same as domesticated livestock, they’re one of the treasures of earth.
    2:01:59 I mean, look, let’s just say little green men showed up and they said, “What’s earth?”
    2:02:03 It’s like, well, there’s mountains, there’s rivers, it’s like, “Well, how do I do this?”
    2:02:08 There’s mountains, rivers, there’s elephants, it’s like one of the first things a baby learns
    2:02:13 is elephant, even if he’s never seen one, it’s just so iconic on earth.
    2:02:19 Like you said, Daron Aronofsky, the elephant walking over the camera.
    2:02:25 I haven’t seen it.
    2:02:26 You said it’s incredible.
    2:02:27 So at the sphere, the postcard from earth, I mean, it’s a celebration of earth in all
    2:02:33 forms and one of the critical big creatures in that film is an elephant and steps over
    2:02:41 the audience and the whole like, the whole sphere reverberates that power.
    2:02:47 I mean, some of it is size, some of it is like, “How did earth create this?”
    2:02:54 It is a weird looking creature, but we take it for granted because we’ve accepted that
    2:02:59 this earth can’t create this kind of thing, but it is weird, beautifully weird.
    2:03:04 Oh, it’s beautifully weird.
    2:03:05 I mean, elephants, there’s something really impressive and wise about them.
    2:03:11 There’s also beautiful weird that doesn’t come with so much grandeur.
    2:03:15 To me, a giraffe is beautifully weird, but they’re just 18 foot tall camel deer things
    2:03:22 with giant necks and they’re strange and they’re absolutely serenely beautiful, but
    2:03:28 they don’t have that deep intelligence that elephants have.
    2:03:33 There’s something that elephants have.
    2:03:35 You see in their eyes, how does the intelligence manifest itself?
    2:03:39 Well, this is the thing, a lot of people, a lot of the, when I was reading Friends to
    2:03:44 Wall’s book, a lot of what he was saying was that people give elephants human problems
    2:03:50 to solve in controlled environments and call it a study on elephant intelligence.
    2:03:56 Whereas if you’re watching wild elephants and you’re in the wild, you’re going to be
    2:04:01 watching them in a way that they’re looking, you’ve pulled up in a safari vehicle or you’ve
    2:04:07 pulled over to the side of the road and the elephants are wary of you, so they’re not
    2:04:10 acting natural, but as soon as you start watching wild elephants, truly in the wild and comfortable
    2:04:16 with your presence, you see how they start caring for their babies or how they can get
    2:04:21 annoyed.
    2:04:22 I once watched elephants around a water hole and there’s this warthog and I don’t know
    2:04:25 why, but this warthog decided he needed to get in and there was this young male elephant
    2:04:29 and he kept turning around to this warthog and just being like, “Don’t make me do it.”
    2:04:33 Now, this elephant did not need to hurt the warthog and the warthog was just like, “I
    2:04:37 need a drink.
    2:04:38 I need a drink.
    2:04:39 I need a drink.”
    2:04:40 Much simpler brain.
    2:04:41 The elephant was like, “You could just tell.”
    2:04:42 He was like, “Watch this.”
    2:04:44 He just went and crushed the warthog like it was a big beetle and crushed his pelvis and
    2:04:52 the warthog dragged itself away on its front legs and probably went off to die, but this
    2:04:55 young elephant put out his ears and he like paraded around with his tail off and he was
    2:05:00 like, “Look what I did, destruction.”
    2:05:04 That’s a very relatable type of, he was annoyed with the warthog and so you see them do these
    2:05:10 things.
    2:05:11 The most magical thing and I’ve spoken about this many times is that I was walking with
    2:05:16 a herd of semi-wild elephants that were crossing through a village in India because elephants
    2:05:21 have lost a lot of their territory because there’s so much population in India and so
    2:05:27 we were crossing through a village which is very delicate because the matriarchs are
    2:05:30 leading the babies and there’s villagers who have no idea what an elephant is and they’re
    2:05:34 watching the elephants cross and the matriarchs back this girl up against the wall and she
    2:05:38 was terrified, standing there with her back against the wall and the elephant just put
    2:05:42 her trunk out and touched the girl’s stomach and then the other elephants came and they
    2:05:46 all started touching her stomach and the ranger there explained to me, “She’s pregnant.
    2:05:53 They know she’s pregnant.
    2:05:54 They can smell.
    2:05:55 They can tell and they’re curious and all the female elephants came to investigate the
    2:06:01 pregnant girl and she had no idea what was going on and so it’s like, “That stuff.
    2:06:05 That stuff.”
    2:06:06 And it’s cool to hear that with the crushing and the pride of a young elephant that there’s
    2:06:13 a complexity of behavior just like with humans.
    2:06:16 Yeah, it’s not always pretty.
    2:06:19 That’s the thing, man.
    2:06:20 Humans are capable of good and evil and sometimes we attach these words.
    2:06:28 I love that there’s just, it’s an orchestra of different sounds and that’s that one is
    2:06:34 sexy.
    2:06:35 It’s a bamboo rat calling out for a mate.
    2:06:37 A mate.
    2:06:38 All right.
    2:06:39 Good luck.
    2:06:40 Good luck to you, buddy.
    2:06:41 Good hunting.
    2:06:42 You know, humans are capable of evil things and beautiful things and I wonder if animals
    2:06:50 are the same.
    2:06:52 You think there’s just different personalities and different life trajectories for animals
    2:06:56 like as they develop in their understanding of social interaction, of survival of maybe
    2:07:05 even primitive concepts of right and wrong within the social system, do you think there
    2:07:12 is a lot of diversity in personalities and behavior just like different people?
    2:07:21 Is there different elephants?
    2:07:24 Of course.
    2:07:25 And what I really like is, as you said, is there a perception of what’s right and wrong
    2:07:29 because elephants have a code of ethics.
    2:07:32 And so as the simplest example is that as young males begin to grow, they start developing
    2:07:38 these tusks and those tusks are a tool and they use them.
    2:07:41 So for Indian elephants, the females don’t have tusks and the males do.
    2:07:45 The females kick the males out of the herd.
    2:07:48 The females keep all the sisters and the aunts and the cousins together, but the males are
    2:07:53 their own thing.
    2:07:55 And so here’s the thing.
    2:07:56 So what you get is these crews of male elephants and the older males, well, there’s play fighting
    2:08:03 that goes on around, two young males can play fight, but the older males, they’ll kick
    2:08:08 some ass.
    2:08:09 They’ll show them how to behave.
    2:08:11 They’ll explain who gets to talk to the females, who gets to interact, who gets to mate, who
    2:08:16 gets the best vegetation to eat.
    2:08:19 And so there’s an order established and so young male elephants have to be taught how
    2:08:23 to act.
    2:08:24 Just like a teenage human has to be taught, you can’t just haul off and break another
    2:08:30 kid’s nose.
    2:08:32 There’s going to be consequence.
    2:08:33 Maybe you’ll get suspended or maybe that kid will get his friends and beat the living
    2:08:37 shit out of you.
    2:08:38 Whatever it is, society regulates your behavior and elephants have a very strict, very predictable
    2:08:45 sort of, like the males teach the males how to run things and the females, which really
    2:08:50 have the final say, they’re matriarchal.
    2:08:53 They’re the ones leading the herd where to go.
    2:08:55 The males follow where the wise females tell them where to go.
    2:08:59 So that regulation mechanisms from that emerges a kind of moral system under which they operate.
    2:09:06 What’s right and wrong?
    2:09:08 For an elephant.
    2:09:09 Yeah.
    2:09:10 For an elephant.
    2:09:11 Right and wrong for an elephant is not the same as what’s right and wrong for a grizzly
    2:09:12 bear.
    2:09:13 Grizzly bear, if you’re a male grizzly bear and you see a female with cubs, you just kill
    2:09:17 those cubs and then you can mate with that.
    2:09:19 You can mate with her and put your own cubs in there and it’s like that’s a whole different
    2:09:22 type of ethics.
    2:09:23 Yeah.
    2:09:24 The value of a child life is different from species to species.
    2:09:29 Some of them hold a sacred, some of them not at all.
    2:09:32 And that’s why I think I resonate so much with elephants because they’re, I think that
    2:09:36 we’re, we are kind of matriarchal.
    2:09:39 At least I grew up matriarchal, like women were the force in my life.
    2:09:44 My family and most of my friends’ families, women kind of have the final say.
    2:09:48 And I feel like that’s the way it is with elephants.
    2:09:52 Like you might be bigger and stronger, but it doesn’t really account for much if you’re
    2:09:55 not smarter and more emotionally intelligent and you know how to take care of the group.
    2:10:02 Just to zoom out into the ridiculous questions, as we were talking about aliens.
    2:10:09 There’s a lot of people trying to understand, trying to study the origin of life.
    2:10:13 Oh, I love this.
    2:10:15 First of all, what do you think is life versus non-life?
    2:10:20 Like when you look at like ants or even like the simplest, simplest of organisms, we saw
    2:10:26 a frog in a stream yesterday.
    2:10:28 That was like a leaf frog.
    2:10:29 It was like as flat as a sheet of paper and it does a lot of weird things and it found
    2:10:36 a way to exist in this world.
    2:10:39 That’s a single living organisms with a bunch of components to it, but there’s a life form
    2:10:46 that exists in this world.
    2:10:47 What is the difference between that and a rock?
    2:10:50 What is the essence of that life?
    2:10:54 This might be an unanswerable question.
    2:10:56 There’s probably a chemistry, physics, biology way of answering that.
    2:11:00 What to you is that?
    2:11:03 I think to me, life is something that grows in response to stimuli.
    2:11:07 Like in basic biology 101, I think, and I’m fine with that.
    2:11:11 I don’t need it to be more romantic than that, but I think it’s actually comical how do you
    2:11:17 get from a rock to an orangutan?
    2:11:22 Our answer for that is primordial soup.
    2:11:27 Maybe there was just stuff on earth and then the stuff just got up and started walking.
    2:11:32 Maybe there just, there was nothing happening and then there was, all of a sudden there
    2:11:36 was a cell and the cell had function and then it complexified and then it started reproducing
    2:11:41 and found male and female parts and what?
    2:11:46 We are so under-equipped to understand how the hell we got here, let alone ants or even
    2:11:52 bacteria.
    2:11:54 I see this so many in very simple mathematical models, like something called game of life.
    2:12:01 Your cell, your automata, you could see from simple rules and simple objects when they
    2:12:08 are interacting together as you grow that system, complex objects arise.
    2:12:15 Like that emergence of complexity is not understood by science, by mathematics at all and it seems
    2:12:21 like from primordial soups, you can get a lot of cool shit and the force of getting from
    2:12:29 soup to like two humans on microphones, not understood and it seems to be a thing that
    2:12:38 happens on earth.
    2:12:40 I tend to think that it’s a thing that happens everywhere in the universe and there’s some
    2:12:45 deep force that’s pushing this along in some way.
    2:12:51 But there’s something we, I don’t want to sort of simplify it, but there is something
    2:12:59 that creates complexity out of simplicity that we don’t quite understand.
    2:13:04 And that’s the thing that created the first organism, living organism on earth.
    2:13:09 That like leap from no life to life on earth, that’s a weird one.
    2:13:14 That’s a weird one.
    2:13:15 ‘Cause you can imagine, I think that what the earth is four or 4.5 billion years old
    2:13:21 and you can imagine just this rock of a planet with like rain and storms and elements and
    2:13:30 iron and granite and like just random stuff, it’s pretty easy to imagine that.
    2:13:38 But then I remember that book, we think we all have the same book when we were kids and
    2:13:41 like they show this like fish like animal crawling out of the primordial soup.
    2:13:46 And it’s like, bro, you just missed the most important part, author of that book, bro.
    2:13:55 And I think the first bacteria came in around 3.7 billion years ago, so there’s like at
    2:14:01 least like, you know, a bunch of billion years where there’s just nothing or just a planet.
    2:14:06 And then we start seeing fossils of the first bacteria.
    2:14:09 And the bacteria stuck around for a long time, a billion, 2 billion years, it’s just very,
    2:14:14 very long.
    2:14:15 Just bacteria.
    2:14:16 Just bacteria.
    2:14:17 But a lot of them.
    2:14:18 A lot of them.
    2:14:20 There’s probably a lot of innovation, a lot of murder, a lot of interaction.
    2:14:26 And then, I mean, there’s a few big leaps along the history of life on earth.
    2:14:31 You know, the predator pre-dynamic, that was a really cool innovation.
    2:14:34 It’s almost like innovations, like features on an iPhone, it’s like, it’s nice.
    2:14:38 Like predator prey, eukaryotes, so complex, multi-cellular organisms emerging from the
    2:14:48 water to land.
    2:14:50 That was weird.
    2:14:51 That was an interesting innovation.
    2:14:55 Whatever led to humans, there’s a lot of interesting stuff there.
    2:15:01 I see.
    2:15:02 I can’t even get that far.
    2:15:03 I can’t get from rock and sand to cells.
    2:15:07 Yeah.
    2:15:08 That’s a huge, I mean, everything around us that has cells, it’s wild, and I could imagine
    2:15:19 being on another planet and how incredibly valuable this thing would be.
    2:15:25 It’s impossible to replicate.
    2:15:27 I’m looking at it through the candlelight right now, and I can see all of the structures
    2:15:30 in this leaf, the incredible structures in this leaf that look exactly like the veins
    2:15:35 in my arm, which look exactly like the rivers that are flowing across this landscape, and
    2:15:38 it’s like life has this overwhelming pattern that it uses, and it’s so beautiful.
    2:15:45 I just think it’s, yeah, when you imagine the days of the lightning and the volcanoes
    2:15:51 and the primordial soup, there’s a big gap there, and it’s fascinating to think about,
    2:15:58 and it’s fascinating to see how different people’s belief systems lead them to different
    2:16:04 answers there.
    2:16:05 Not to give any spoilers, but Postcard from Earth, or Darren Aronofsky’s film.
    2:16:10 The idea there is there’s probes that are sent out from Earth to all these other planets,
    2:16:18 and each probe contains two humans, a man and a woman, and those two humans are in love,
    2:16:26 so think of a couple in love.
    2:16:28 They’re sent there with all the information, basically a leaf that holds the information
    2:16:34 of what it takes to create life on other planets, to recreate on Earth and on other planets,
    2:16:41 and the two humans hold all the information for the things that make life on Earth special,
    2:16:47 especially in human civilization is love, consciousness, the social connection, so all
    2:16:53 that information is sent in the probe, and the Postcard from Earth is those humans waking
    2:16:59 up remembering all the information that is Earth, like a celebration of all the things
    2:17:07 that make Earth magical throughout its history, all the diversity of organisms, all of that.
    2:17:12 You’re loading all that in to create life on that new planet, which is something I think
    2:17:16 alien civilizations are doing, they’re sending probes all throughout the galaxy, and they
    2:17:20 just haven’t arrived yet, but anyway, that’s another…
    2:17:23 That’s so beautiful, and one of the things that I think, I want to see that so much,
    2:17:27 and one of the things that I love about Aronofsky’s work is the fountain, and what I find so
    2:17:33 beautiful about that is that now here, he’s saying, okay, we’re sending probes out to
    2:17:39 other worlds, alien civilizations, and in the fountain, it was sort of what I thought
    2:17:43 he did so beautifully was braid together those three stories where in one, I don’t remember
    2:17:48 if he’s in a spaceship or if that’s supposed to be like his soul.
    2:17:51 The other one, he’s a scientist in comparable times to ours, and then he’s the Spanish explorer,
    2:17:56 but either way, there’s the tree of life, and it’s sort of braids together all of the
    2:18:02 major religions, and it made me think of that quote that you hear where it says, “Oh, God,
    2:18:06 what was it?
    2:18:08 Christ wasn’t a Christian, and Buddha wasn’t a Buddhist, and Muhammad wasn’t a Muslim.
    2:18:12 They were all just teachers who were teaching love,” and it’s like the fountain sort of
    2:18:17 says nature is that driving force, and it’s our job to understand that the game is love,
    2:18:24 and that’s what the main character in the fountain needs to learn is that it’s nature
    2:18:28 that’s going to carry your soul through this thing, and that there’s so much you don’t
    2:18:33 understand in the epiphany at the end.
    2:18:36 God, I love that movie.
    2:18:37 God, I love that movie.
    2:18:38 Among many things, you’re also an artist who’s trying to convert the thing that is nature
    2:18:43 into the thing that we humans can understand, the complexity, the beauty of it.
    2:18:47 That’s what Darren Anoski tried to do with those couple of films.
    2:18:51 That’s something that I hope you do actually in the medium of film, too, that would be
    2:18:55 very interesting, and you do that in the medium of books currently.
    2:18:58 How much do you think we understand about the history of life on earth?
    2:19:03 I think we got it all wrong.
    2:19:05 No, I don’t know.
    2:19:07 It seems like they change it all the time.
    2:19:11 They say that Easter Island, when I was in college, they were big on telling you that
    2:19:14 Easter Island, they ruined their environment, and they had environmental collapse, and that’s
    2:19:20 why there was nobody on Easter Island.
    2:19:22 It was a cautionary tale.
    2:19:23 We could ruin our environment, and now it seems like they’ve changed their mind on that.
    2:19:28 When humans entered North America, seems to be hugely up to speculation, and the Africa
    2:19:34 spreading, that we all spread out of Africa, and then the Pleistocene overkill extinction
    2:19:38 theory, and it seems like every few years they update it, and they change it, and they
    2:19:43 say, “Oh, the guys, no, no, no, no, no, the guys from 10 years ago, actually my new theory
    2:19:47 is the best theory.
    2:19:48 Write some books and get me on Letterman.”
    2:19:50 It seems like there’s a new prevailing theory that’s really always exciting and edgy about
    2:19:56 how we got here, and where we came from, and how we dispersed, and maybe even has some
    2:20:00 political implications, like how we should use the Amazon moving forward, like the Amazon
    2:20:05 was engineered by people, so fuck it, let’s just cut it down.
    2:20:08 Yeah, I tend to believe that we mostly don’t understand anything, but there is an optimism
    2:20:14 in continuously figuring out the puzzle of that.
    2:20:18 We offline talked about the Graham Hancock Flynn-Dibble debate on Rogan.
    2:20:23 I like debates, personally, so Flynn-Dibble represents mainstream archaeology, and I actually
    2:20:28 like the whole science, the whole field of archaeology.
    2:20:33 You’re trying to figure out history with so little information.
    2:20:37 You’re trying to put together this puzzle when you have so little, and you’re desperately
    2:20:42 clinging onto little clues, and from those clues, using the simple possible explanation
    2:20:47 to understand.
    2:20:48 Now, with modern technology, as Flynn was trying to express, that you can use large amounts
    2:20:54 of data that’s imperfect, but just the scale, and using that to reconstruct civilizations.
    2:21:02 There are different practices from the little details of what kind of things they eat, how
    2:21:06 they interact with each other, what kind of art they create, to when they exist, to what
    2:21:10 are the time frames, all that kind of stuff.
    2:21:12 That starts to fill in the gaps of our understanding, but still, the air bars are large in terms
    2:21:19 of what really happened.
    2:21:23 That leaves room for things like Graham Hancock talks about like lost civilizations, which
    2:21:28 I like also because it gives you have a kind of humility about maybe there’s giant things
    2:21:36 we don’t know about, or we got completely wrong.
    2:21:39 It’s always good to remember.
    2:21:42 It’s confusing to me to imagine, I don’t even know, where did the Egyptians go?
    2:21:48 What happened to them?
    2:21:49 Yeah.
    2:21:50 It seemed like they were doing so good.
    2:21:51 They had so much cool shit.
    2:21:53 I was reading anthropological stuff in the Amazon about tribes that just through their
    2:21:59 societal structures and through their hunting practices that didn’t really develop practices
    2:22:08 that worked and kinds of bands of people that went extinct before they could turn into larger
    2:22:14 societies.
    2:22:15 There’s a lot of people that got it wrong.
    2:22:18 For every explorer that leaves Borneo and arrives in South America, there’s probably
    2:22:25 hundreds more that just die at sea, get eaten by sharks, avalanche.
    2:22:31 It’s so fascinating to me that all of us really, past our grandparents, don’t really
    2:22:36 even know where we came from.
    2:22:38 Do you know who your great-great-great grandparents are?
    2:22:42 No.
    2:22:43 There’s methods of trying to figure that out, but really, again, the airbars are so large
    2:22:46 that it’s almost like we’re trying to create a narrative that makes sense for us.
    2:22:51 I’m 10% Neanderthal, therefore, I can bench press this much, and therefore, my aggressive
    2:22:58 tendencies have an explanation when in reality, there’s so much diversity of personalities
    2:23:02 that they far overshadow any possible histories we might have.
    2:23:10 Your aggressive tendencies don’t have any explanation.
    2:23:13 No, you need to– you listen to me right now.
    2:23:16 I’m sorry.
    2:23:17 Don’t hit me again.
    2:23:18 Don’t shut me out again.
    2:23:19 Yeah, man.
    2:23:21 One of the things you and I talk a lot about is different explorers.
    2:23:26 Who do you think is– I’m just throwing a ridiculous question one after the other.
    2:23:31 Who do you think is the greatest explorer of all time?
    2:23:33 Oh, God.
    2:23:34 I love Shackleton, but I hate the cold, so I can’t even read about it.
    2:23:38 I hate the cold so much.
    2:23:39 I can’t even go there for fun.
    2:23:43 I think Percy Fawcett in the Amazon was the goat in terms of just sheer, the last of the
    2:23:51 Victorian era, march forward, go deeper, just stop at nothing, and then eventually take
    2:23:58 such big risks that you never come back.
    2:24:01 It’s hard for me to relate to that kind of exploration, because to me, I’m such a softy.
    2:24:07 I wouldn’t want to leave my family behind.
    2:24:09 I wouldn’t want to– even if you told me that I could leave Earth and go exploring and I
    2:24:13 could go touch the moon, I’d be like, nope, absolutely not.
    2:24:16 The highway is dangerous enough.
    2:24:18 I would never risk dying in space.
    2:24:21 This guy left his home, went out into the jungle out there with horrendous gear compared
    2:24:28 to the camping gear we have today.
    2:24:30 Go headlamp and just explore it for years on end.
    2:24:35 Well, let me actually push back.
    2:24:37 You have that explore– there is definitely a thing in you, just me having observed you
    2:24:42 behave in the jungle and in the world.
    2:24:45 You’re pulled towards exploration, towards adventure, towards the possibility of discovering
    2:24:51 something beautiful, including a small little creature or a whole new part of the rainforest,
    2:24:56 a part of the world that is like, holy shit, this is beautiful.
    2:24:59 I think that’s the same kind of imperative.
    2:25:01 So maybe not going out to the stars, but I could see you doing exactly the same thing.
    2:25:05 So he disappeared in 1925 during an expedition to find an ancient lost city, which he and
    2:25:13 other people believed existed in the Amazon rainforest.
    2:25:16 So there’s that pull.
    2:25:17 Like, I’m going to go into there with shitty equipment with the possibility of finding
    2:25:23 something.
    2:25:24 Like I said, he ran into uncontacted tribes and started goofing off.
    2:25:29 I think he started dancing and singing.
    2:25:32 The tribes were ready to kill him and he started goofing and doing a song and a dance and just
    2:25:37 being ridiculous.
    2:25:38 And the tribes were like, what now?
    2:25:40 And they’re like, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, don’t shoot him yet.
    2:25:43 That’s a funny one.
    2:25:44 Yeah.
    2:25:45 And they actually, he kind of like on a human level used humor to save his own life on multiple
    2:25:50 occasions to the point where he deescalated the situation was like, look, we’re not here
    2:25:54 to fight.
    2:25:55 We’re here to, we have a pile of maps, you know, all my guys have Barry, Barry, Dengue,
    2:26:00 Malaria, like we’re dying out here.
    2:26:01 If you guys just go on your merry way, we’ll go on our merry way and like, incredible.
    2:26:06 He was so tough.
    2:26:07 And then that guy from Shackleton’s expedition ended up on one of Fawcett’s expeditions
    2:26:11 and you go, oh yeah, he’s a proven explorer.
    2:26:14 He’s been through the Antarctic and the guy was like, fuck the jungle.
    2:26:18 Absolutely fucked the jungle.
    2:26:19 He was like, and there’s a great quote where he says, without a machete and something, you
    2:26:23 know, I don’t remember exactly the words he used, but he said, without a machete in this
    2:26:27 environment, you don’t last.
    2:26:30 And you know that now.
    2:26:31 Like you, you, in that tangle to just take three steps that way would, I would immediately
    2:26:36 be taking on, I mean, I’m not wearing shoes right now, bullet ants, venomous snakes, spikes
    2:26:41 through my feet, tripping over myself.
    2:26:43 I don’t have a headlamp.
    2:26:45 Unbelievable risk right there.
    2:26:48 We’re sitting on the edge of tragedy.
    2:26:51 Can you explain what the purpose of the machete in this situation is?
    2:26:54 Like, what is a machete?
    2:26:55 How does it work?
    2:26:56 How does it allow you to navigate in this exceptionally dense environment?
    2:27:01 So this is the tool that I spend most of my life carrying.
    2:27:05 This is in my hand for 90% of my time.
    2:27:10 And in the jungle, you really need a machete.
    2:27:12 There’s so much plant life here that you have to cut your way through.
    2:27:17 And like a jaguar, an ocelot, a lot of these other animals that are more horizontally based
    2:27:23 and low to the ground, they can make it like when we got stuck in those bamboo patches and
    2:27:26 we were just hacking through them and it’s dangerous.
    2:27:29 And there’s, as you hit the bamboo, it ricochets and there’s spikes and then one piece falls
    2:27:34 and it pulls a, a train, a vine that has spikes on it and that hits you in the neck and it
    2:27:38 just, the jungle is savage to humans.
    2:27:41 But if you are an agouti, a little rodent or a jaguar or a deer, you can kind of slip
    2:27:47 through this stuff.
    2:27:48 And the deer have developed really small antlers.
    2:27:50 They can just kind of weep through, low to the ground.
    2:27:53 And so, and so for us being these vertical beings walking through the jungle, it really
    2:27:59 helps to be able to move the sticks that are diagonally opposing your movement at all times.
    2:28:03 So a machete is just a very, very useful tool.
    2:28:05 It could help you pull thorns out of your body.
    2:28:08 As you saw last night, we can use it to find food.
    2:28:12 You want machete fishing.
    2:28:14 You cut a fish head off with a machete by like, it was swimming.
    2:28:20 And then you basically, you know, machete the water.
    2:28:27 And the other fascinating thing about that fish without its head, it kept moving.
    2:28:31 So it was just using, I guess it’s nervous system to swim beautifully.
    2:28:35 I mean, there’s so many questions there about how nature works.
    2:28:39 Well, let’s explain it.
    2:28:40 Because the way the machete hit this fish, it kind of took his eyes off and his lower
    2:28:46 jaw was still there.
    2:28:47 So it was really just like the brain and the top jaw that came off.
    2:28:51 And this fish, as the dust cleared in the stream, this fish was, I found it very haunting
    2:28:56 in a very like interstellar way.
    2:28:58 Like it was just the programming was still there, but the brain was gone and the fish
    2:29:01 was just still moving and it was going to die, but it was still swimming and it looked
    2:29:05 like a, like a live fish.
    2:29:07 It was.
    2:29:08 And you’re still trying to catch it, which is interesting to watch.
    2:29:10 And I still had to work to catch it because every time I caught it, it would freak out
    2:29:13 and then it would jump back in the water.
    2:29:14 And I’m programmed here from years and years of living in the Amazon that everything can
    2:29:18 hurt you.
    2:29:19 So you actually become quite, you know, if a moth lands on you, you flick it because
    2:29:23 it could be a bullet ant.
    2:29:24 And so even the fish here, a lot of the fish here have spikes coming out of them.
    2:29:27 And so even though I know that fish, I know its name, I’ve eaten them many times.
    2:29:32 As I was holding it when it would twitch with that explosive power just like the came and
    2:29:36 I would, I would, I would get that fear response and release it.
    2:29:39 And so that happened three or four times before I finally said, this is stupid.
    2:29:43 Even though he’s slippery, he hasn’t got ahead.
    2:29:45 I can hold onto him.
    2:29:46 I put him in my pocket.
    2:29:47 Yeah.
    2:29:48 And put him in my pocket.
    2:29:49 And then we fried him up.
    2:29:50 And he was delicious.
    2:29:52 So and I’m grateful for his existence and for his role and for my existence on this planet,
    2:29:57 this brief existence that I was able to enjoy that delicious, delicious fish.
    2:30:02 So the machete is used to cut through this extremely dense jungle.
    2:30:05 This is vines, by the way.
    2:30:06 This is rope-like things that are extremely strong.
    2:30:10 And they go all kinds of directions to go horizontal and all of this.
    2:30:13 I don’t even, how tree, we have a tree right above us that makes no sense.
    2:30:20 There’s like a tree that kind of failed and then a new tree was created on top of it.
    2:30:26 That makes, it just makes no sense.
    2:30:28 It feels like sometimes trees come from the sky, sometimes they come from the ground.
    2:30:34 I don’t really quite understand how that works because there’s new trees that grow on old
    2:30:41 trees and the old trees right away and then new trees come up.
    2:30:44 Yeah.
    2:30:45 That whole mechanism.
    2:30:46 Strangler figs.
    2:30:47 And so strangler figs, as you go across the world’s ecosystems, that whole belt of, you
    2:30:50 know, whether you’re in rainforests in the Amazon, the Congo, Indonesia, all across the
    2:30:56 tropics, you have strangler figs and the amazing thing that this, that this species does, it’s
    2:31:01 become a keystone species across the planet with a hyper-influence on its ecosystem wherever
    2:31:07 it is because they produce fruit in the dry season when the rest of the forest is making
    2:31:12 it hard for animals to find fruit, to find food.
    2:31:15 And so the bats, the birds, the monkeys, they all go to the strangler fig, they eat the
    2:31:19 fruit and the fruit, of course, is just tricking the animals, the plants are tricking the animals
    2:31:23 into carrying their seeds to another tree.
    2:31:26 And so they’re getting free transportation.
    2:31:29 Monkey takes a poop on another tree after eating strangler figs, and then that strangler
    2:31:32 fig sends out its vines, gets to the ground, and then as soon as it begins sucking up nutrients,
    2:31:39 outcompetes that tree for light, grows hyper-drive around the trunk of that tree, and then eventually
    2:31:48 that tree will die and the strangler fig will win because it got a, it got a boost up to
    2:31:52 the top.
    2:31:53 Whereas these little trees down here, they’re going to have to wait their turn.
    2:31:55 They have to wait until a tree falls, until there’s a light gap, and then they have enough
    2:31:58 food to grow quick.
    2:32:01 And so this whole thing is an energy economy.
    2:32:03 Everything is just trying to get sunlight.
    2:32:04 And so strangler figs, yeah, top-down trees growing, parasitic top-down octopus trees growing
    2:32:11 over other giant trees, and you’ve seen the size of some of the trees here.
    2:32:15 So you know, back to Percy Fawcett in exploration, what do you think it was like for him back
    2:32:20 then?
    2:32:21 A hundred years ago, huh, damn, going to the jungle.
    2:32:24 Well, see, the thing is, those guys didn’t go with the locals.
    2:32:28 They came down here with mules, and they tried to do it their way.
    2:32:32 And so he’s one of the people that wrote about the green hell, the jungle as the oppressive
    2:32:40 war zone, where there’s nothing to eat and everything is killing you, and it’s, I think
    2:32:47 that that image is so wrong, because as you saw last night, we could go, if we went out
    2:32:52 with JJ right now, we would machete fish some fish, we could start a little fire, we do
    2:32:59 it all in shorts, like to JJ, it’s green paradise.
    2:33:03 And it’s intense, but if you know what you’re doing, which the local people surely do, well,
    2:33:08 then just beneath the sand, there’s turtle eggs that you can eat, and inside the nuts
    2:33:13 on the ground, there’s grubs that you can eat.
    2:33:15 And if you really needed to, you could just jump on a caiman and eat that, because their
    2:33:19 tails are pretty full of meat.
    2:33:21 And it’s like, there’s actually unending amounts of food here.
    2:33:27 And so they were pretty, you know, they were strange.
    2:33:29 If you’re able to tune into that frequency, I feel like you and JJ are able to tune to
    2:33:39 the frequency of the jungle that is a provider, not a destroyer of human life.
    2:33:44 Right?
    2:33:45 And I think to be collaborated with not fought against.
    2:33:51 Yes.
    2:33:52 But we’re coming at that with our modern lens, because we’re coming down here with, I’ve
    2:33:56 survived how many infections in the jungle where those probably would have killed me
    2:33:59 before.
    2:34:00 So my dead ass opinion of the jungle would have been overwhelming and collective murder,
    2:34:06 as Herzog says.
    2:34:09 And so Percy Fawcett was coming down here with this view of it’s trying to kill us at
    2:34:12 all times.
    2:34:13 And we are flying down here and coming out here with our superior medicines and our ability
    2:34:18 to survive infections.
    2:34:20 And so it is different for us.
    2:34:22 It is different.
    2:34:23 We’re coming at this very, very different.
    2:34:25 But Fawcett, to me, was like the last of like the real swashbucklers, like the really batshit
    2:34:32 crazy explorers that just went out into the dark spaces on the map.
    2:34:38 And it’s very hard for me to identify with him, but with, for instance, Richard Evans
    2:34:43 Schultes from Harvard, that’s someone where you go, okay, now we’re getting to the point
    2:34:50 where I can start to understand.
    2:34:52 To me, just like the conquistadors, and they tell you the conquistadors showed up, you
    2:34:55 know, they killed, the Spanish killed 2000 Inca on the first day, and then they marched
    2:35:01 to this city.
    2:35:02 And they’re like, when I hear about that, can you imagine yourself just like slaughtering
    2:35:06 a bunch of women and children and soldiers, and then just like drinking some wine and doing
    2:35:10 it again tomorrow?
    2:35:11 I just actually wrapped my head around that.
    2:35:13 Yeah, it just seems like an entire different world.
    2:35:17 No.
    2:35:18 Like different worlds.
    2:35:19 Different value system.
    2:35:20 Different value system.
    2:35:21 A different relationship with violence and life and death, I think.
    2:35:25 We value life more.
    2:35:26 We value, we resist violence more.
    2:35:30 Yeah.
    2:35:31 Like, I just, I can’t, like if we saw a car accident, I feel like if I saw a car accident,
    2:35:35 like, you know, or if you see a little bit of war, some violence, like it affects you.
    2:35:40 These people were so comfortable with those things.
    2:35:43 It was so normal part of their, the Spartans, the Comanches, like they became so comfortable
    2:35:50 with war to the point that it became what they did as a culture.
    2:35:55 And they celebrated it too.
    2:35:56 They celebrated it.
    2:35:57 And direct violence too, like taking that machete and murdering me.
    2:36:01 Or if I got to the machete first, me murdering you.
    2:36:04 Not a chance, bitch.
    2:36:06 And then I would put it on Instagram and show off.
    2:36:11 And the number of DMs I would get from murdering you with a machete.
    2:36:14 Meanwhile, half the world right now is messaging me saying, “My DMs are filled with take care
    2:36:19 of Lex.
    2:36:20 Don’t lose Lex.
    2:36:21 Make sure Lex comes back safe.
    2:36:22 Lex is a national treasure.
    2:36:23 We love Lex.
    2:36:24 Make sure he holds a snake.”
    2:36:26 The amount of love that is out there.
    2:36:28 Meanwhile, I emerged from the jungle of blood around me with a machete and I take over your
    2:36:32 Instagram account.
    2:36:33 He’s very humble.
    2:36:34 Very humble about the love.
    2:36:38 So what do you think makes a great explorer?
    2:36:40 Whether it’s Percy Fawcett, Richard Evans-Schultes.
    2:36:43 By the way, say who Richard Evans-Schultes is.
    2:36:46 He’s a biologist.
    2:36:47 So that’s another lens to wish to be an explorer is to study the biology, the immense diversity
    2:36:56 of biological life all around us.
    2:36:58 Richard Evans-Schultes, I know about him from reading Wade Davis’ book One River, which
    2:37:02 is this big, hefty, five or 600 page tome about the Amazon and it covers two stories.
    2:37:09 It’s Richard Evans-Schultes and I think it’s in the 40s.
    2:37:12 I think it’s like pre-World War II era where he’s in the Amazon looking for the blue orchid
    2:37:18 and the cure for this and that and he’s pressing plants and he’s going to these indigenous
    2:37:22 communities where they still live completely with the forest and they drink ayahuasca and
    2:37:27 they talk to the gods and he learns about how they believed that the anaconda came down
    2:37:32 from the Milky Way and swam across the land and created the rivers and sort of he came
    2:37:37 down and even though he was a western scientist from Harvard, he embraced the indigenous perspective
    2:37:45 on the world, on creation, on spirituality and he sort of resigned himself and gave himself
    2:37:53 fully to that and spent years and years traveling around parts of the Amazon that had hardly
    2:37:57 been explored and certainly never been explored in the way he was doing it, in the ethnobotanical
    2:38:04 spiritual way of what medicinal compounds are contained in these plants and how do the
    2:38:10 local indigenous people use and understand them?
    2:38:13 For example, if 80,000 species of plants in the Amazon rainforest and 400 billion trees
    2:38:20 in the Amazon rainforest, the statistics of likelihood that through trial and error that
    2:38:27 humans could discover ayahuasca, it’s astronomical that one of these trees and a root when put
    2:38:35 together allow you to go access the spirit realm and see hallucinogenic shapes and talk
    2:38:42 to the gods, that’s almost enough to inspire spiritual thought itself.
    2:38:49 The fact that trial and error, it would take like millions of years or something.
    2:38:53 I forget what the figure is, it’s incredible, but Richard Evan Schultes was one of the first
    2:38:56 people that came down and saw that and then one river is where Wade Davis comes back,
    2:39:01 I believe in the 70s and the heartbreak of the book is that all of these incredibly wild
    2:39:08 places with naked native tribes and these intact belief systems, Wade Davis comes back
    2:39:16 in a lot of the same places that Schultes went.
    2:39:19 Now there’s missionary schools and they’re wearing discarded Nikes and whatever.
    2:39:26 I don’t know if there’s Nikes in the 70s, but Western stuff has made it in.
    2:39:31 They’ve been contacted, domesticated, forced into Western society and a lot of them then
    2:39:39 forget the thousands and thousands of years that have gone into creating the medicinal
    2:39:45 botanical knowledge that the indigenous possess about how to cure ear infections and how to
    2:39:51 treat illnesses from the medicinal compounds flowing through these trees is lost in a single
    2:39:56 generation with the modernization.
    2:40:00 Yeah, he wrote the plants of the gods, their sacred healing and the hallucinogenic powers.
    2:40:07 That is interesting.
    2:40:08 You mentioned how to discover that.
    2:40:10 How do you find those incredible plants, those incredible things that can warp your mind
    2:40:17 in all kinds of ways, of course, physically heal, but also take you on a mental journey.
    2:40:24 That’s interesting.
    2:40:25 You don’t think trial and error is possible.
    2:40:27 I was reading about ayahuasca and they were saying statistically, if you put 1,000 humans
    2:40:35 in the Amazon and gave them villages to live in because humans are communal species, it
    2:40:41 would take tens and tens of thousands of years or perhaps even centuries before even the
    2:40:46 possibility, it’s like that thing, a bunch of chips on a keyboard, they write Hamlet.
    2:40:50 It’s like astronomical odds to get to, oh, wait, this and this dosed together.
    2:40:58 What the local people believe is that the gods revealed this secret through the jungle
    2:41:04 to us as a link to the spirit world and that that’s how we know this.
    2:41:11 Because if they didn’t remember it from their ancestors, we would have no idea how to get
    2:41:15 this information from the wild.
    2:41:17 So I will likely do ayahuasca.
    2:41:23 What do you think exists in the spirit world that could be found by taking that journey?
    2:41:32 I think that ayahuasca is, I can only speak from personal experience.
    2:41:39 And for me, it was as if your brain is a house you’ve lived in your entire life and it’s
    2:41:46 a big house.
    2:41:47 It’s a mansion and there’s many, many rooms that you didn’t even know exist, hidden rooms
    2:41:51 behind the bookshelves, under the floorboards, rooms that you had no idea were there.
    2:41:57 And some of them are fantastic and some of them are terrifying basements.
    2:42:02 And ayahuasca takes you on a journey through that at its most effective.
    2:42:09 You sit in front of the shaman with the candlelight, with the sounds of the jungle and you drink
    2:42:16 the substance and after that what happens is the journey is all inside and the shaman
    2:42:24 is supposed to be able to guide you through that.
    2:42:26 But in my experience, you’re so deep inside, like falling through nebulas out in space,
    2:42:34 no physical form, or crawling through the jungle.
    2:42:37 It’s really, really powerful.
    2:42:40 It’s not like the recreational drugs that everyone does, like where you go, “Oh, I did
    2:42:45 mushrooms and I could see music.”
    2:42:49 And I was talking to my friends, but no, no, no, you’re face down on the floor, usually
    2:42:52 vomiting, sometimes shitting, having dialogues with the creator.
    2:42:59 And that can be traumatizing as well as amazing.
    2:43:03 It’s a really good way of looking at it.
    2:43:06 It’s a big house and you get to open doors that you’ve never had before and discover
    2:43:10 what rooms are there inside you.
    2:43:12 You ever think about that, like that there’s parts of yourself you haven’t discovered yet,
    2:43:16 or maybe you’ve been suppressing.
    2:43:18 How much are you exploring the shadow?
    2:43:21 Oh boy.
    2:43:22 So say you, me, Carl Jung and Jordan Peterson are in a deserted island together.
    2:43:27 Fuck, I didn’t even make my bed today.
    2:43:30 There’s no bed in an island.
    2:43:32 Great.
    2:43:33 That’s what Kim said.
    2:43:36 I want to see you and Jordan Peterson do ayahuasca together.
    2:43:41 I think that’s the thing.
    2:43:44 Ayahuasca to me, I’ve kind of told you about, like I’ve experienced some things that really
    2:43:49 made me believe that there’s a benevolent force around us.
    2:43:53 But to me, ayahuasca was like a ride through the scariest parts of the universe to sort
    2:44:03 of be like, here’s what it could be like.
    2:44:07 That’s where I came up with my idea that deep space or just outer space is just the outside
    2:44:12 of the video game.
    2:44:13 And this is it because when I was on ayahuasca, I was one of the jungle creatures and I wasn’t
    2:44:18 Paul and I didn’t have a name.
    2:44:21 And for a long time, I saw many things and I arrived at this spot in the jungle where
    2:44:25 there was a big tree and all the animals were there and they were all not in words, not
    2:44:29 in any language that we can understand, but they were all discussing what to do about the
    2:44:34 threat and it was all leaving, it was all flying up and it was fire and the jungle was
    2:44:39 being destroyed and it was like, and then after that it was just space and stars and
    2:44:44 silence like crushing vacuum silence for years.
    2:44:50 And that was terrifying.
    2:44:51 That was fucking terrifying.
    2:44:52 When I came back and I had hands, man, I can remember my own name.
    2:44:59 You grounded things are simpler.
    2:45:02 You’re back inside the video game.
    2:45:04 What are the chances you think we’re actually living in a video game?
    2:45:08 When you say a video game, it implies that there’s a player.
    2:45:10 Who’s the player?
    2:45:11 Is God?
    2:45:12 No, there’s a main player.
    2:45:13 It’s not going to be God.
    2:45:14 God is the thing that creates the video game.
    2:45:16 Oh, so then we’re just…
    2:45:17 And there’s somebody who’s our NPCs, like I’m an NPC and you’re…
    2:45:20 You’re an NPC.
    2:45:21 Jesus Christ.
    2:45:22 Yeah.
    2:45:23 You created me.
    2:45:24 Is this like Halo where you can kind of kill the NPCs because…
    2:45:28 I see how you put the machete behind you.
    2:45:31 Okay.
    2:45:32 I think I’m just going to take a stand here.
    2:45:34 I think that because people…
    2:45:35 I’m just sick of fucking playing it halfway.
    2:45:37 I think that because people live indoors in climate controlled boxes in cities far away
    2:45:43 from nature, they’ve completely lost track of everything that’s real and they’ve started
    2:45:46 to think that we’re living inside of a simulation.
    2:45:49 Notice that nobody carrying an alpaca up a mountain thinks that we’re living inside
    2:45:52 of a video game.
    2:45:53 They all know that it’s real because they’ve had babies on the floor of a cold hut.
    2:45:57 They understand the consequences of life.
    2:45:59 They understand the fish and how hard it is to get them and the basic rules of the wind
    2:46:03 and the rain and the river and that we all have to play by those and that it’s…
    2:46:08 And you talk to a grieving mother and ask her if she’s living inside a video game and
    2:46:13 it’s like, the people, to me, this whole thing of, “Are we living in a simulation?”
    2:46:18 To me, that’s the infirmary of society starting to parody itself.
    2:46:29 It’s people going, “I have no meaning in my life anymore.
    2:46:31 So is this even real?”
    2:46:34 And again, go ask the Sherpa, go ask the Eskimo.
    2:46:37 They’re not working.
    2:46:38 You forget what fundamentally matters in life.
    2:46:40 What is the source of meaning in a human life?
    2:46:45 If you talk about such subjects, nevertheless, you could for a time stroll in the big philosophical
    2:46:51 questions.
    2:46:53 And if you do it for short enough of time, you won’t forget about the things that matter,
    2:46:58 that there is human suffering, that there is real human joy, that is real, that our time
    2:47:07 in the jungle was very hard.
    2:47:12 Did you suffer enough to know that it’s real?
    2:47:14 Yeah.
    2:47:15 Man, I was hoping we were in a video game that whole time.
    2:47:18 So that’s actually a really good way to…
    2:47:21 There was this moment that I watched where you were washing a shirt in this pathetic puddle
    2:47:27 because we had no water and because we had walked all day and tripped all day and gotten
    2:47:31 thorns in our hands and our feet and our legs and we were lost in the jungle and it was nighttime
    2:47:37 and we didn’t know if a big tree was going to just fall on us and mousetrap kill us and
    2:47:42 there’s a lot of uncertainty.
    2:47:44 But I watched something very special happen to you and that was, I saw you crouching by
    2:47:49 the side of this puddle, it wasn’t even a flowing stream so we couldn’t drink it and
    2:47:54 you were just trying to wash the sweat off of your shirt and you looked at me and you
    2:48:00 just said, “The only thing that I care about right now is water.”
    2:48:05 And I feel like in that moment we were united in the simple reality of the fact that we
    2:48:11 were so thirsty that it hurt and that it was a little scary.
    2:48:16 Yeah, it was scary.
    2:48:20 But also there’s like a joy in the interaction with the water because it cools your body
    2:48:31 temperature down and there’s like a faith in that interaction that eventually will find
    2:48:37 clean water because water is plentiful on earth.
    2:48:41 It’s kind of like a delusional faith that eventually we’ll find and it was just like
    2:48:46 a little celebration.
    2:48:50 I think the cooling aspect of the water because the body temperature is really high from traversing
    2:48:58 the really dense jungle and just the cooling was somehow grounding in a way that nothing
    2:49:04 else really is.
    2:49:06 Yeah, it was a little celebration of life, of life on earth, of earth, of the jungle,
    2:49:11 of everything.
    2:49:12 It was a nice, it was a nice moment.
    2:49:14 I think about that.
    2:49:15 I had a couple of those, there’s one in the puddle and one in the river.
    2:49:21 One was full of delusion and fear and the other one was full of relief and celebration.
    2:49:28 Yeah, there’s this thing that they say where all the pleasure in life is derived from the
    2:49:36 transitions.
    2:49:37 When you’re cold, warm feels good.
    2:49:40 When you’re hot, cold feels good.
    2:49:41 When you’re hungry, food feels good.
    2:49:44 And when you’re that thirsty, water becomes God and it’s all you want.
    2:49:50 And also, the other thing is that when we’re out there, it felt so good to be so lost and
    2:49:55 so tired and so, we were doing levels, how would you describe the physicality of what
    2:50:02 we were doing, the level of physical exertion?
    2:50:05 Well, it’s something that I haven’t trained, I don’t even know how you would train for
    2:50:11 that kind of thing, but it’s extremely dense jungle.
    2:50:14 So every single step is completely unpredictable in terms of the terrain your foot interacts
    2:50:21 with.
    2:50:22 So, the different variety of slippery that is on the jungle floor is fascinating because
    2:50:28 some things, I mean, the slope matters, but some roots of trees are slippery, some are
    2:50:34 not.
    2:50:35 Some trees in the ground already rotted through, so if you step through, you’re going to potentially
    2:50:40 fall through.
    2:50:41 So it could be a shallow hole or it could be a very deep hole with some leaves and vegetation
    2:50:48 covering up a hole where if you fall through, you could break a leg and completely lose
    2:50:52 your footing or fall rolling down hill.
    2:50:55 And if you roll down hill, I’m pretty sure there’s a 99% probability that you’ll hit
    2:51:01 a thing with spikes on it.
    2:51:04 So there’s so many layers of avoiding dangers, of small dangers and big dangers all around
    2:51:10 you with every single step.
    2:51:12 So there’s like a mental exhaustion that sets in, like just the perception and you’re just
    2:51:17 observing you, you’re extremely good at perceiving, having situational awareness of taking the
    2:51:24 information in that’s really important and filtering out the stuff that’s not important.
    2:51:28 But even for you that’s exhausting and for me it was completely exhausting, just paying
    2:51:32 attention, paying attention to everything around you.
    2:51:35 So that exhaustion was surprising because there’s moments when you’re like, “I don’t
    2:51:40 give a damn anymore, I’m just going to step, I’m just going to…”
    2:51:43 And so that’s it.
    2:51:44 You go, “I don’t care anymore” and you reach out and you’re just going to lean against
    2:51:47 this tree and then what happened?
    2:51:49 Every time.
    2:51:50 You get spikes in it.
    2:51:51 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
    2:51:52 And then you have to care.
    2:51:53 Yeah.
    2:51:54 And then there’s just bad luck because there is wasp nest, there’s just like a million things
    2:51:58 and that is physically, it’s mentally, psychologically exhausting because there’s the uncertainty.
    2:52:03 When is this going to end?
    2:52:06 In our particular situation, up and down hills, up and down hills, very steep downward, very
    2:52:10 steep upward, no water, all this kind of stuff.
    2:52:14 It’s the most difficult thing I’ve ever done, but it’s very difficult to describe what are
    2:52:19 the parameters that make it difficult because I run long distances very regularly, I do
    2:52:23 extremely difficult physical things regularly that on some surface level could seem much
    2:52:29 more challenging than what we did, but no, this was another beast.
    2:52:34 This is something else, but it was also raw and real and beautiful because it’s like,
    2:52:41 it’s what the explorers did.
    2:52:43 It’s what Earth is without humans and also just like the massive scale of the trees around
    2:52:50 us was the humbling size difference between human and tree.
    2:53:00 It’s both humbling in that like, that tree is really old.
    2:53:04 It’s the time difference, lifetime difference and just the scale, it’s like, holy shit.
    2:53:13 We live on an earth that can create those things, makes me feel small in every way that
    2:53:19 life is short, that my physical presence on this earth is tiny, how vulnerable I am.
    2:53:25 All of those feelings are there and in that, the physical endurance of traversing the jungle
    2:53:34 was the hardest journey that I remember ever taking.
    2:53:42 Every step and then that made making it out of the jungle and then made it the swim in
    2:53:54 the water that we could drink.
    2:53:57 I was just pure joy, it was probably one of the happiest moments in my life, just sitting
    2:54:07 there with you, Paul and with JJ in the water, full darkness, the rain coming down and us
    2:54:19 all just laughing, having made it through that, having eaten a bit of food before and
    2:54:27 the absurdity of the timing of all of it that somehow worked out and how we’re just three
    2:54:38 little humans sitting in a river, just our heads emerged barely above water with jungle
    2:54:49 all around us, what a life.
    2:54:52 That was a real adventure.
    2:54:53 That was a real adventure.
    2:54:54 That was a real one.
    2:54:55 Yeah.
    2:54:56 I’ll never forget that, so it’s a real honor to have shared that.
    2:55:02 Of course, we had very different experiences.
    2:55:06 When you saw a caiman in that situation, you’re like, “I have to go meet that guy.”
    2:55:11 It’s a friend of mine.
    2:55:12 Well, I mean, we were in the river in a thunderstorm just next above, we’re all laughing our asses
    2:55:17 off and I mean, we’re in the river with the stingrays and the black caiman and the ferrana
    2:55:21 and all the electric eels and everything and it’s pitch black out and then what were
    2:55:26 we doing?
    2:55:27 We were holding our headlamps off and there was those swirling moths, the infinity moths
    2:55:30 all making those geometric patterns and it’s like, we’re just three ridiculous primates,
    2:55:37 three friends in a river just laughing because we were safer in that river than we had been
    2:55:42 in there and we were rejoicing that the thunderstorm was compared to the war zone that we’d been
    2:55:50 living in, the thunderstorm was safe and it really was a beautiful moment.
    2:55:54 Also that very different life trajectories have taken these three humans into this one
    2:55:59 place.
    2:56:00 Yeah.
    2:56:01 It’s like, what is this universe that would like, because we’re kind of like those moths.
    2:56:08 You know what I mean, we would come from some weird place on this earth and we’d have
    2:56:13 all kinds of shit happen to us and we’re all pursuing some shit and some light and we ended
    2:56:18 up here together enjoying this moment.
    2:56:20 Yeah.
    2:56:21 That’s something else.
    2:56:22 I felt absurd and in that absurdity was this like real human joy and damn water tasted
    2:56:28 good.
    2:56:29 Yeah.
    2:56:30 Water’s good.
    2:56:31 Man, water and those little oranges, those things and then I would just say like, do
    2:56:36 you feel like, I feel like running like, no matter how much I run, I feel like you run,
    2:56:42 you do a workout and then you stop.
    2:56:44 Maybe people who do ultras feel this, but like, I felt like the, we woke up, it was
    2:56:49 like, wake up at dawn, 6 a.m., let’s start walking, break camp, go and it’s like, pretty
    2:56:56 much you just don’t stop all day and it’s level 10 cardio all day long and you’re sweating
    2:57:02 buckets and there’s no water.
    2:57:04 It’s like, you would never put yourself through that voluntarily.
    2:57:07 You couldn’t.
    2:57:08 You would never have the resolve to continue torturing yourself, except for that we were
    2:57:13 trying to make it to freedom, to get out and it’s like the obsession of that with the
    2:57:19 compass and the machete and the navigating, fuck.
    2:57:22 I think there’s something to be said about like the fact that we didn’t think through
    2:57:26 much of that and we just dived into it.
    2:57:28 I think there was like, we’re like laughing and enjoying ourselves moments before and
    2:57:33 once you go in, you’re like, oh shit and you just come face-to-face with it.
    2:57:39 I think that’s what, whatever that is in humans that goes to that, that’s what the explorers
    2:57:44 do and the best of them do it to the extreme levels.
    2:57:50 Well I think that what we did was to a pretty extreme level because we left the safety of
    2:57:55 a river of knowing where we were and voluntarily got lost in the Amazon with very little provisions
    2:58:03 on a very, now that we’re back, now that we experienced what we experienced, I really
    2:58:08 can’t stop thinking about how fucking stupid it was that we did that because if we had
    2:58:12 gotten lost, Pico was saying to me, if one of you had broken your leg, it’s days in
    2:58:22 either direction.
    2:58:24 Even if they had sent help for us, help would take how long to scour all that jungle?
    2:58:30 Sound doesn’t travel.
    2:58:32 Even a helicopter, even if they looked for us, they wouldn’t be able to see us.
    2:58:35 How would we signal for help?
    2:58:37 You can’t really build a fire and so it’s like, if anything had gone wrong, if we’d
    2:58:41 gone a few degrees different to the west, it would have taken us two more days.
    2:58:46 If we’d gotten injured, it’d be carried through that.
    2:58:52 And so it somehow only afterwards am I really going, wow, thank God we got out of this.
    2:58:57 Thank God.
    2:58:58 After I see so many people going, make sure nothing happens to Lex Friedman, I’d be
    2:59:02 the deadest motherfucker on earth.
    2:59:06 It somehow works out.
    2:59:08 It does seem to somehow work out.
    2:59:09 Let me ask you about Jane Goodall, another explorer of a different kind.
    2:59:13 What do you think about her?
    2:59:16 About her role in understanding this natural world of ours?
    2:59:21 I think that Jane is like a living historical treasure.
    2:59:26 Like I think somehow she’s alive, but she’s already reached that level where it’s like
    2:59:32 Einstein, Jane Goodall.
    2:59:33 Like there’s these incredible minds and growing up as a child, my parents would read to me
    2:59:40 because I was so dyslexic, I hadn’t learned to read until I was quite old and my mom was
    2:59:45 a big Jane Goodall fan and all I wanted to hear about was animals and so I would get
    2:59:50 read to about this lady named Jane Goodall, this girl who went to Africa and studied chimps
    2:59:54 and who broke all the rules and named her study subjects even though that wasn’t what
    2:59:59 she was supposed to do and she became this incredible advocate for earth and for ecosystems
    3:00:06 and she seemed to realize as her career went on that teaching children to appreciate nature
    3:00:13 was the key because they’re going with that thing where she says we don’t so much inherit
    3:00:21 the earth from our ancestors, but borrow it from our children.
    3:00:24 We’re just here, we’re just passing through and so if we destroy it, we’re dimming the
    3:00:29 lights on the lives of future generations and so she’s been really, really cognizant
    3:00:34 of that and she’s been a light in the darkness.
    3:00:36 She’s sort of in terms of saying that animals have personalities and culture and their own
    3:00:43 inalienable rights and reasons for existing and that human life is valuable.
    3:00:48 She’s very big on that every day.
    3:00:50 We influence the people around us and the events of the earth.
    3:00:54 Even if you feel like your life is small and insignificant, that you do have an impact
    3:00:59 and I think that’s a really powerful little candle out there in the darkness that Jane
    3:01:03 carries.
    3:01:04 What do you think about her field work with the chimps?
    3:01:10 Bad ass.
    3:01:11 The fact that she did what she did at the age that she did at the time that she did is incredible.
    3:01:18 It’s actually incredible.
    3:01:19 She has that explorer gene and she also has that relentless, relentlessness is like this
    3:01:25 incredible quality.
    3:01:27 She travels 300 days a year, educating people, talking around the world, trying to help bolster
    3:01:32 conservation now before it’s too late and traveling 300 days a year is not fun.
    3:01:39 Traveling at all can be not fun.
    3:01:42 I started reading the River of Doubt book, you recommended it to me, Antony Westwell.
    3:01:47 That guy is bad ass on many levels, but I didn’t realize how much of a naturalist he
    3:01:52 was, how much of a scholar of the natural world he was.
    3:01:57 That book details his journey into the Amazon jungle.
    3:02:03 What do you find inspiring about Teddy Roosevelt and that whole journey of just saying, “Fuck
    3:02:08 it,” of going to the Amazon jungle, of taking on that expedition?
    3:02:13 Teddy Roosevelt, you could write volumes on what’s inspiring about him.
    3:02:16 I think that he was a weak, asthmatic, little rich kid that wasn’t physically able, that
    3:02:22 had no self-confidence and he had pretty severe depression, he had tragedy in his life.
    3:02:31 He was very, at least for me, he’s been one of the people, one of the first historical
    3:02:37 figures where he wrote about the struggle to overcome those things and to make himself
    3:02:46 from being a weak, asthmatic, little teenager, to sort of strengthening himself and building
    3:02:51 muscle and becoming this barrel-chested lion of a guy who could be the president, who could
    3:02:56 be an explorer and one of the rough riders.
    3:03:01 Everything he does is so hyperbolically incredible to come out of war and have the other people
    3:03:09 you fought with go, “This guy has no fear.”
    3:03:12 He must have just been a psychopath and had no fear.
    3:03:15 And then proving it further was that thing where he was going to give a speech to a bunch
    3:03:19 of people and he got shot in the chest and went through his spectacle case and through
    3:03:25 his speech.
    3:03:26 And even though the bullet was lodged in his chest, this man said, “Don’t hurt the
    3:03:32 guy that shot me.”
    3:03:33 I believe he asked him, “Why’d you do it?”
    3:03:36 And then as he’s bleeding and in the rain, said, “No, no, no, I’m not going to the hospital.
    3:03:40 I’m going to keep going with the speech.”
    3:03:43 What a badass.
    3:03:44 That’s incredible.
    3:03:45 But going to the jungle on many levels is really difficult for him at that time.
    3:03:52 There’s so many things, so many more things even than now that can kill you, all the different
    3:03:57 infections, everything.
    3:03:58 Yeah.
    3:03:59 And the lack of knowledge, just the sheer lack of knowledge.
    3:04:01 So that truly is an expedition, a really, really challenging expedition.
    3:04:08 So there’s lessons about what it takes to be a great explorer from that, the perseverance,
    3:04:14 how important you think is perseverance and exploration, especially through the jungle.
    3:04:18 I think it’s all there is.
    3:04:19 If you hear about the people, and I think that that is a tremendous metaphor for life
    3:04:24 because whether you hear about that plane that crashed in the Andes and the people were
    3:04:28 alone and freezing and they had to eat each other and some of them made it out.
    3:04:34 Some of them kept the fire burning.
    3:04:36 And Teddy Roosevelt voluntarily, after being president, threw himself into the Amazon rainforest
    3:04:44 and survived, came so close to dying, but survived.
    3:04:49 And so perseverance is all of it.
    3:04:51 I think that’s our quality as a human.
    3:04:55 So they also mapped, so on the biology side is interesting, but they mapped and documented
    3:05:00 a lot of the unknown geography and biodiversity.
    3:05:02 What does it take to do that?
    3:05:04 So when I see you move about the jungle, you’re always like, you capture an creature, take
    3:05:08 a picture right down, so you can find new creatures, find new things about the jungle,
    3:05:14 document them, sort of a scientific perspective on the jungle.
    3:05:18 But back then, there was even less known, much less known about the jungle.
    3:05:23 So what do you think it takes to document, to map that world, that new unexplored wilderness?
    3:05:30 I mean, they’re clearly pressing botanical specimens, they’re probably shooting birds.
    3:05:36 And Roosevelt knew how to preserve those specimens.
    3:05:41 I mean, he really was a naturalist, so he knew exactly, so if he’s seeing these animals,
    3:05:45 to them, whereas we’ll take a picture and identify it, they were harvesting specimens,
    3:05:49 taking them with them, drying them out.
    3:05:53 For them, it was totally different, and it could be the first, there’s, I don’t know,
    3:05:57 I forget what JJ said, there’s something like 70 species of ant birds here.
    3:06:01 And it’s like, so how likely are you to be the first person to ever see this one species
    3:06:06 of bird?
    3:06:07 And so for them, you have this bird, and so perfectly preserving that specimen.
    3:06:13 And I think a lot of non-scientific people don’t realize that every species from blue
    3:06:17 whale to elephant to blue jay to sparrow, whatever it is, whatever species we have on record,
    3:06:24 they’re scientific specimens.
    3:06:25 And the first people to see them, shot them.
    3:06:29 And museums are filled with these catalogs, preserved birds that these explorers brought
    3:06:35 back from New Guinea and South America and Africa, and then put into these drawers.
    3:06:41 And now we labeled them, and we said, this is red and green macaw, this is scarlet macaw,
    3:06:47 this is brown crested ant bird, and they’re just categorized.
    3:06:53 That book of birds you have, like encyclopedia of birds, what?
    3:06:58 The human achievement in these pages.
    3:07:01 So people listening, Paul’s just flipping through a huge number of pages.
    3:07:06 These are just, is this in the Amazon or is this in Peru?
    3:07:09 This is just here, the birds of Peru.
    3:07:12 Dude, pages on pages of toucans and aurasaris and hummingbirds and ant birds and smoky brown
    3:07:20 woodpecker and tropical screech owl, which we just heard by the way.
    3:07:26 It’s endless.
    3:07:27 Who knew there were so many birds?
    3:07:28 I had no idea there were so many birds.
    3:07:29 Documenting all of that, and a lot, I mean, there’s also, which we got to experience,
    3:07:35 and you’re pretty good at also is actually making, understanding and making the sounds
    3:07:40 of the different birds.
    3:07:41 Yeah.
    3:07:42 What’s your favorite birds on to make?
    3:07:44 Undulated tinnimoo, because in the crepuscular hours of dawn and dusk, they’re usually the
    3:07:49 ones that make up what is considered by many to be the anthem of the Amazon.
    3:07:56 Can you do a little bird for us?
    3:08:02 That’s what a undulated tinnimoo sounds like, and it’s usually like, oh, it is getting to
    3:08:06 be afternoon.
    3:08:08 It’s almost like hearing church bells on a Sunday.
    3:08:10 It’s like, there’s something about it, you go, ah, there he is.
    3:08:15 And like you were saying, it’s a reminder, oh, that’s a friend of mine, surrounded by
    3:08:20 friends.
    3:08:21 I have so many friends here.
    3:08:22 What does it take to survive out here?
    3:08:25 What are some basic principles of survival in a jungle?
    3:08:30 Cleanliness.
    3:08:31 I mean, really, but we talked about this, but like, you know, keeping, I have so many holes
    3:08:37 in my skin right now, look, I have a mosquito, here we go, I have so many spots that I’ve
    3:08:44 scratched off of my skin because a mosquito bites me and then I scratch it, or the other
    3:08:48 big one is that I worry that I have a tick, not deliberately, not with my thinking brain,
    3:08:56 but my simian brain just wants to find and remove ticks.
    3:09:00 And so I scratch and then if my fingernails get too long, I remove my skin and then those
    3:09:06 get infected in the jungle.
    3:09:07 And so staying hyper clean, using soap, like basic stuff, keeping order to your bags, order
    3:09:16 to your gear, things in dry bags, make sure, you know, we explained that we got in the
    3:09:22 river during a thunderstorm.
    3:09:24 We didn’t explain why we did that because the thunderstorm came when we had eaten dinner,
    3:09:28 but we hadn’t set up our tents.
    3:09:30 And so we decided to cover our bags with our boats that we had been carrying, our pack
    3:09:34 graphs that we’d been carrying in our backpacks.
    3:09:37 So all of our gear would stay dry.
    3:09:39 So the only thing we could do is either sit in the rain and be cold, or sit in the river
    3:09:43 and be warm.
    3:09:44 And so keeping our gear dry, momentary discomfort for future, you know, that to me was an incredibly
    3:09:53 smart calculation to make is you really just, you got to be smart out here.
    3:09:58 You can’t, you know, not running out of a headlamp while you’re out on the trail and
    3:10:02 being stuck in that darkness.
    3:10:05 It really takes just being a little bit on your toes.
    3:10:08 And I find that that, that necessity of being on your toes is a place that I like to live
    3:10:13 in.
    3:10:14 It’s just the right amount of challenge here.
    3:10:15 So keeping the gear organized and all that, but also being willing to sort of improvise.
    3:10:20 I’ve seen you improvise very well because there’s so much unknowns, there’s so many,
    3:10:24 so much chaos and dynamic aspects that like planning is not going to prevent you from
    3:10:30 having to face that in the end of the day.
    3:10:32 No, it’s been really funny watching you sort of shed your planning brain, like day, like
    3:10:41 day one, it was very much like, so are we going to, and then I could tell, I could see
    3:10:46 your, I could see your brow sort of furrow when you, I would go, I don’t know what time
    3:10:49 we’re going to get there.
    3:10:50 And you’d go, well, we’ll just tell me.
    3:10:51 And I’d be like, I don’t know what the jungle is going to let us do.
    3:10:54 You know, let’s do, let’s record the podcast tomorrow.
    3:10:57 Okay, but we, if it, if it, you know, if it rains, if it gets windy, if a Friahe comes,
    3:11:01 if there’s a Jaguar with rabies, like anything could happen, landslides, like anything, literally.
    3:11:09 I mean, the thing you mentioned, trees falling, that’s a thing in the jungle.
    3:11:14 That’s a major thing in the jungle.
    3:11:15 Holy shit.
    3:11:16 First of all, a lot of trees fall and they fall quickly and they could just kill you.
    3:11:20 They fall quickly, they’re huge.
    3:11:22 We’re talking about trees that are like the size of school buses stacked and connected
    3:11:29 to other trees with vines so that when they fall, this millennium tree, this thousand-year-old
    3:11:35 tree, boom, it shakes the ground, pulls down other trees with it.
    3:11:39 So if you’re anywhere near that for a few acres, you’re getting smashed.
    3:11:44 That’s the end of you.
    3:11:45 And so the jungle at any moment that you’re out there could just decide to delete you.
    3:11:49 And then the leaf cutter ants and the army ants and the flies and everything, you’ll
    3:11:52 be digested in three days.
    3:11:53 You’ll be gone.
    3:11:54 Gone.
    3:11:55 No bones, nothing.
    3:11:56 Who do you think would eat most of you?
    3:11:59 I would hope that a king vulture with a colorful face would just get in there, like right
    3:12:05 in the arc, just like nature’s metal, just like when they walk in through the elephant’s
    3:12:09 ass.
    3:12:10 I’d want that on camera trap.
    3:12:11 I think that would be a great way to go.
    3:12:12 And we’ll slowly look up and just kind of smile.
    3:12:14 Yeah.
    3:12:15 Just rip out your intestines and just shake it.
    3:12:18 Victorious over your dead body.
    3:12:20 Well, but also honor a friend.
    3:12:22 That’s another one.
    3:12:23 Yeah, sure.
    3:12:24 But you just, you look so, you know, your white naked ass lay in there in the jungle.
    3:12:27 You’d be like face down the shit.
    3:12:29 That’s why you always have to look good.
    3:12:32 Any moment of tree falling you in a vulture just swoops in and eats your heart.
    3:12:35 That’s right.
    3:12:38 We talked about it alone, this show a bit.
    3:12:40 Yo.
    3:12:41 Rockhouse.
    3:12:42 Yeah.
    3:12:43 Who is, well, what do you think about that guy?
    3:12:44 Rockhouse, Roland Welker from season seven.
    3:12:46 He built the Rockhouse.
    3:12:47 He killed the Muscox with bow and arrow and then finished it with a knife.
    3:12:54 And you had the GoPro to mount to, you know, to document it.
    3:13:00 That’s a really mind blowing.
    3:13:01 I mean, so for people who don’t know that show is you’re supposed to survive as long
    3:13:05 as possible.
    3:13:06 On season seven of the show, they literally said you can only win it if you survive a
    3:13:13 hundred days.
    3:13:15 And that’s, there’s a lot of aspects of that show that’s difficult.
    3:13:19 One of which is it’s in the cold.
    3:13:22 The others, they get just a handful of supplies, no food, nothing, none of that.
    3:13:26 So you have to figure all of that out.
    3:13:29 And this is probably one of the greatest performers on the show, Roland Welker.
    3:13:35 He built a Rockhouse shelter.
    3:13:37 So what, I mean, what does survival entail?
    3:13:39 Just building a shelter, fire, catching food, so staying warm, getting enough energy to
    3:13:47 sort of keep doing the work.
    3:13:48 It takes a lot of work.
    3:13:49 Like building the Rockhouse, I read that it took 500 calories an hour from him.
    3:13:55 So he had to feed himself, right?
    3:13:57 Quite a lot.
    3:13:58 You’re lifting 200 pound boulders.
    3:14:03 And still the guy lost, I read 44 pounds, which is 20% of his body weight.
    3:14:09 So that’s survival.
    3:14:11 What lessons, what inspiration do you draw from him?
    3:14:16 I think he was fun to watch because he had this indomitable spirit.
    3:14:22 He was just, he wasn’t there to commune with nature.
    3:14:26 He was there to win.
    3:14:27 And he was like, to me, that’s the pioneer mentality.
    3:14:30 He just, he was just, he goes, I’m a hunting guide.
    3:14:33 I’m out here.
    3:14:34 I’m going to win that money.
    3:14:35 I’m going to survive through the winter.
    3:14:36 He wasn’t worried.
    3:14:37 I feel like so many people are like, they worry second guessing themselves, am I in
    3:14:41 a video game?
    3:14:42 I don’t know.
    3:14:43 What’s my, you know, just questioning their entire existential identity.
    3:14:46 And this guy was like, you know what, there’s a musk ox over there.
    3:14:49 I’m going to shoot it.
    3:14:50 I’m going to stab it.
    3:14:51 And then I’m going to make a pouch out of its ball sack and I’m going to live off that
    3:14:55 for the next few months and win a half a million dollars.
    3:14:58 And that’s an amazing amount of pragmatic optimism that I just enjoyed.
    3:15:01 And every time he would go, we got to get back to Rockhouse and it became, even though
    3:15:06 he’s all alone, it was, he had a big smile on his face and what made that season so great
    3:15:11 was that it was him and then it was Callie and, and Roland had, you know, the muscle
    3:15:18 and could make Rockhouse and then Callie was, was the opposite.
    3:15:22 She was this girl who, yeah, she could hunt with her bow and she knew how to fish and,
    3:15:27 and she wasn’t using raw power.
    3:15:29 But what was so endearing about her was that how much she loved being out there as hard
    3:15:33 as it was and as isolation, isolationist as it was.
    3:15:38 She was smiling every time, every time the show cut to her.
    3:15:42 She was like, Hey, everybody, it’s morning.
    3:15:45 Can you believe the frost?
    3:15:46 Like you’ve been out there for a hundred days.
    3:15:50 Amazing Opto.
    3:15:51 I think it was really an amazing show of that, that the game is all here.
    3:15:55 The game of life.
    3:15:56 The game of alone and the game of life.
    3:15:58 Cause it’s the same thing.
    3:15:59 Yeah.
    3:16:00 She maintained that sort of silliness, the goofiness off through it when the condition
    3:16:04 got really tough.
    3:16:05 And she had a very different perspective as, you know, Roland didn’t want any of the spirituality.
    3:16:11 It’s very pragmatic and from Callie is very spiritual connection to the land.
    3:16:17 She said something like she wanted not only to take from the land, but to give back.
    3:16:23 I mean, there’s this kind of poetic spiritual connection to the land as such a dire contrast
    3:16:29 and Roland and, but she’s still a badass.
    3:16:32 I mean, to survive no matter what, no matter the kind of personality you have, you have
    3:16:36 to be a badass.
    3:16:37 I think she took up a porcupine quill from her shoulder.
    3:16:43 That was crazy.
    3:16:44 Cause I think it went in somewhere completely different and it migrated to her shoulder.
    3:16:50 And the way they understood that is because they have, I said, that’s impossible.
    3:16:53 Cause I remember that she’s like pulling up her shirt and she, she’s like, there’s something
    3:16:56 and then she like pushes it out.
    3:16:58 And I remember like, I was like, hold up, hold up, hold up, hold up how.
    3:17:03 And it was because the barbs, once it goes in, as you move and flex your body, it moves
    3:17:08 on a little bit each time and it gets to migrate.
    3:17:10 Like, I didn’t even think of that shit.
    3:17:13 Plus, if I remember correctly, I think she caught two porcupines.
    3:17:17 The second one was like rotting or something or infected.
    3:17:20 It had an affected body, whatever had the spots on it.
    3:17:23 Yeah.
    3:17:24 She chose not to eat it.
    3:17:25 No.
    3:17:26 And then she chose not to eat it at first and then she decided to eat it eventually.
    3:17:29 Yeah.
    3:17:30 I forgot that.
    3:17:31 Yeah.
    3:17:32 And she, that was, that was an insane sort of really thoughtful, focused, collected decision
    3:17:39 waiting a day and then saying, fuck it, I need, I need this fat.
    3:17:43 And those, the other thing is like fat is important.
    3:17:45 Oh yeah.
    3:17:46 It’s like meat is not enough.
    3:17:49 You learn about like what are the different food sources there.
    3:17:52 Apparently there’s like a rabbit starvation is a thing because we have too much lean meat
    3:17:59 and it doesn’t nourish the body.
    3:18:00 Fat is the thing that nourishes the body, especially in cold conditions.
    3:18:07 So that’s the thing.
    3:18:08 Yeah.
    3:18:09 She was, she was incredible.
    3:18:11 And I thought as, as, as, as brash and sort of fun as Roland was, she represented a much
    3:18:20 more beautiful take on, on it.
    3:18:22 And it was really heartbreaking when she lost because I mean, and like you said, still a
    3:18:26 bad ass.
    3:18:27 Yeah.
    3:18:28 It’s kind of like Forest Griffin versus Stefan, Stefan Bonner, like it was like, it doesn’t
    3:18:31 matter who won.
    3:18:32 Yeah.
    3:18:33 You guys beat the shit out of each other.
    3:18:34 Like.
    3:18:35 And she didn’t really lose, right?
    3:18:36 No.
    3:18:37 So she got, she got evacked because her toe was going frostbite, frostbite a hundred days.
    3:18:45 You think you can do a hundred days?
    3:18:48 Honestly.
    3:18:50 I’ve done, I’m 18 years in the Amazon man.
    3:18:54 I just, at this point, it’s, I could, I wouldn’t sign up for another hundred days, you know?
    3:19:03 At this point, I don’t, I don’t have that to prove.
    3:19:05 I’ve survived in the wild and I wouldn’t want to voluntarily take a hundred days away from
    3:19:11 everyone I know.
    3:19:12 Yeah.
    3:19:13 The loneliness aspect is, is tough.
    3:19:16 We’re not meant for that.
    3:19:17 I really love the people I have in my life and I wouldn’t, I wouldn’t, and you see it
    3:19:21 on the show.
    3:19:22 A lot of the people.
    3:19:23 Yeah.
    3:19:24 Big, tough ex-Navy SEALs who are survival experts who know what they’re doing.
    3:19:27 They get out there and they go, you know what?
    3:19:29 I miss my family.
    3:19:31 Yeah.
    3:19:32 And they go, it’s not worth it.
    3:19:33 They have this existential realization and they go, we’re only got, I only got so many
    3:19:37 years here.
    3:19:38 Like, let’s, let’s, this is crazy.
    3:19:40 It’s just some money.
    3:19:41 Fuck it.
    3:19:42 And they go home.
    3:19:43 You know, it’s funny cause you sometimes film yourself in the jungle and you’re alone.
    3:19:46 And there’s another guy, Jordan Jonas, Hobo Joro.
    3:19:53 He’s the season six winner.
    3:19:56 And he said that the camera made him feel less lonely.
    3:19:59 I’ve heard of him from multiple channels.
    3:20:02 One of the things is he spent all of his twenties in living in Siberia with the, with the tribes
    3:20:11 out there.
    3:20:12 Herzog, happy people.
    3:20:16 And so he actually talked about that it’s one of the loneliest time of his life because
    3:20:24 when he went up there, he didn’t speak Russian and he needed to learn the language.
    3:20:28 And even though you have people around you, when you don’t speak their language, it feels
    3:20:31 really, really lonely.
    3:20:32 And he felt less lonely on the show because he had the camera and he felt like he could
    3:20:37 talk to the camera.
    3:20:39 There is an element when you have in these harsh conditions, if you like record something,
    3:20:44 you feel like you’re talking to another human through it, even if it’s just recording.
    3:20:49 I sometimes feel that like, maybe cause I imagine a specific person that will watch
    3:20:54 it and it feel like I’m talking to that person.
    3:20:58 I noticed that when things got especially hard and they did get especially hard when
    3:21:04 we were out in the wilderness, that you would begin filming to share that struggle.
    3:21:15 But I also think that I’ve used that at times where, yeah, you go, well, maybe if I, cause
    3:21:21 if you can tell someone else about it, then you’re on the hero’s journey.
    3:21:25 And then it sort of has to make you braver and it changes how you, cause you, I’m, I’m
    3:21:30 cold and I’m tired and I’m, I’m hungry and this hurts and that hurts.
    3:21:33 And I don’t know when we’re going to make it.
    3:21:35 And how is this going to go?
    3:21:36 And almost, you know, well, guys, we’re, we’re here and we’re going that way.
    3:21:41 And, and, and then you’re like, well, I got to keep going cause you’re like, they’re still
    3:21:45 out there.
    3:21:46 If you forget.
    3:21:47 You have to step out.
    3:21:48 That’s one of the reasons I, I want a family.
    3:21:49 I think when you have kids, you have to be like, you have to be the best version of yourself,
    3:21:54 like for them.
    3:21:55 All my friends with kids that I’ve seen them go through where until you have a family,
    3:22:00 you’re just, you’re just playing around man.
    3:22:03 I mean, you could do important work.
    3:22:05 You can, you can have skin in the, in other games, but it’s once you have a little tribe
    3:22:10 of humans that depends on you.
    3:22:12 Yeah.
    3:22:13 If you take that seriously, if you want to do that right, it’s one of the hardest things
    3:22:17 you could do and it, it just, it just changes everything.
    3:22:24 How has your life changed since we last met?
    3:22:27 Speak about changing everything.
    3:22:30 Have you been, for people that don’t know, pushing jungle keepers forward into uncharted
    3:22:37 territories, saving more and more and more and more rainforests?
    3:22:41 There’s a lot, I could ask you about that.
    3:22:43 There’s a lot of stories to be told there.
    3:22:45 It’s a fight.
    3:22:46 It’s a battle.
    3:22:47 It’s a battle to protect this, this beautiful area of rainforest of nature.
    3:22:55 Since we last met, you’ve made, you’ve continued to make a lot of progress.
    3:23:00 So what’s, what’s the story of jungle keepers leading up to the moment we met and after
    3:23:06 and everything you’re going doing right now?
    3:23:08 18 years ago when I first came to the jungle, I was a kid from New York who always dreamed
    3:23:17 since I was six years old, maybe even younger of going to a place where animals were everywhere
    3:23:23 and there was big trees and skyscrapers of life and so being dyslexic and not fitting
    3:23:28 in in school and reading about Jane Goodall and having Lord of the Rings be one of the
    3:23:33 things I grew up on, I just chose to come to the Amazon and the first person I met was
    3:23:38 this local indigenous conservationist named Juan Julio Durán who was trying to protect
    3:23:45 this remote river, the Las Piedras River, which in history apparently faucet referenced
    3:23:51 either the Las Piedras but he called it Tahuamanu and said, “Don’t go there, you’ll surely
    3:23:57 die from tribes.”
    3:23:59 And so there’s very few references to this river in history.
    3:24:02 It stayed very wild because it’s been a place that the law hasn’t made it, that the government
    3:24:07 hasn’t really extended to like, you know, we’re sort of past the police limit.
    3:24:12 And so JJ was out here ages ago trying to protect this river before it was too late
    3:24:16 and when I met him, I was just a barely out of high school kid with a dream of just seeing
    3:24:22 the rainforest, let alone seeing a giant anaconda or having any sort of meaningful experience
    3:24:29 or contribution to the narrative and somehow over all the years that we began working together
    3:24:36 and sparked a friendship and began exploring and going on expeditions and bringing people
    3:24:41 to the rainforest and asking them for help and manifesting the hell out of this insane
    3:24:47 dream that we had.
    3:24:48 I mean, we didn’t even have a boat, we would take logs down the river, we would have to
    3:24:53 cut a tree down every time we wanted to return to civilization, we’d have to cut down a balsa
    3:24:57 tree and float down the river.
    3:24:58 To float down the river on it, yeah.
    3:25:00 It was, it’s madness, like it’s madness, it’s pure madness and I don’t know what made us
    3:25:05 keep going but along the way people showed up who cared and who wanted to help.
    3:25:10 And if it was a movie, it wouldn’t even necessarily be a good movie because you’d go, “Oh, please,
    3:25:15 you’re just telling me that you just kept doing the thing and just magically people
    3:25:19 showed up?”
    3:25:20 But yeah, that’s what happened.
    3:25:21 That’s exactly the way it went.
    3:25:22 We kept doing the thing that we loved.
    3:25:25 We said, “It doesn’t matter if we don’t have funding or a boat or gasoline or friends
    3:25:29 or anything, we just kept going.”
    3:25:33 And along the way we found someone who could help us start a ranger program and then we
    3:25:38 found Daxa Silva who helped us fund the beginning of Jungle Keepers.
    3:25:44 And then people like Mosin and Stefan who were there making sure that this thing actually
    3:25:49 took flight off the ground.
    3:25:50 And then right around the time that we were wondering what was going to happen and if
    3:25:54 we’re all going to have to quit and get real jobs and if we could actually save the rainforest
    3:25:58 from the destruction that was coming, Lex Friedman sends me a DM and honestly changed
    3:26:06 the entire narrative.
    3:26:08 Because up until then we had been playing in the minor leagues, pretending, trying real,
    3:26:14 real hard and the listeners of your show in the moments after you published your episode
    3:26:23 with our conversation began showing up in droves and supporting Jungle Keepers, putting
    3:26:29 in five, 10, 100, a thousand.
    3:26:31 We started getting these donations and the incredible team that I work with, we all went
    3:26:36 into hyperdrive, everybody, everybody started going nuts.
    3:26:39 We all started spending 16-hour days working to try and deal with the tidal wave that Lex
    3:26:45 sent towards us.
    3:26:47 Just because so many people knew that we were doing this, that was an indigenous led fight
    3:26:51 to protect this incredibly ancient virgin rainforest before it was cut and people resonated
    3:26:58 with that.
    3:26:59 And so we got this huge swell of support.
    3:27:03 And this year we’ve protected thousands and thousands of more acres of rainforest because
    3:27:07 of that swell of support.
    3:27:09 So current 50,000 acres, what’s the goal, what’s the approach to saving this rainforest?
    3:27:15 Since we printed this, it’s gone up to 66,000 acres and as you know in each of those little
    3:27:25 acres are millions and millions of animal heartbeats and societies of animals.
    3:27:29 And the goal here is that we’re between Manu National Park, Alto Pudos National Park, the
    3:27:37 Tambopada Reserve, we’re in a region that’s known as the Biodiversity Capital of Peru,
    3:27:42 one of the most biodiverse parts of the Western Amazon.
    3:27:46 And we’re fighting along the edge of the Trans-Amazon Highway.
    3:27:51 And so it’s just a small group of local people and some international experts who have come
    3:27:56 together and used these incredibly out of sight of the box strategies to sort of crowdfund
    3:28:02 conservation to go, “Look, we know that this incredible life is here.
    3:28:06 We have the scientific evidence.
    3:28:08 We have the national park system.
    3:28:10 If we can protect this before they cut it down, we could do something of global significance,
    3:28:16 all these jaguars, all these monkeys, all these undescribed medicines, the uncontacted
    3:28:20 tribes that we share this forest with could all be protected.
    3:28:25 And people have stepped up and begun to make that happen.
    3:28:27 And it’s people from all over the world, and it’s incredible.
    3:28:31 But what’s the approach?
    3:28:33 So trying to, with donations, to buy out more and more of the land and then protect it.
    3:28:40 So the approach is that currently the government favors extractors.
    3:28:43 So if you’re a gold miner or an illegal logger, or you just want to cut down and burn a bunch
    3:28:50 of rainforests and set up a cacao farm, the government’s fine with that.
    3:28:55 It doesn’t matter.
    3:28:56 You’re not really breaking the law if you destroy nature.
    3:28:58 So as long as you’re producing something from the land, they don’t see it as a loss that
    3:29:03 the nature was destroyed permanently.
    3:29:05 Yeah, it’s just wilderness.
    3:29:06 It’s sort of just beyond the scope of it.
    3:29:08 It’s not, it doesn’t, or the local people that technically own the land out here, the local
    3:29:13 indigenous people.
    3:29:14 For instance, we fought this year to help the community of Puerto Nuevo, who’s been
    3:29:18 fighting for 20 years to have government recognized land.
    3:29:22 These are indigenous people in the Amazon fighting to protect their own land.
    3:29:27 And you know what it was that was holding back?
    3:29:29 They didn’t understand how the system of legal documents worked to certify that titled land.
    3:29:37 They didn’t really have the funding to go from their very, very remote community into
    3:29:41 the offices.
    3:29:42 And so Jungle Keepers helped them with that.
    3:29:45 And so really all we’re doing is helping local people protect the forest that is their world.
    3:29:51 That’s it.
    3:29:52 If people donate, how will that help?
    3:29:57 If people donate to Jungle Keepers, what you’re doing is you’re helping someone like
    3:30:03 JJ, who’s an indigenous naturalist who has the vision, who has seen forest be destroyed.
    3:30:09 He’s trying to protect it before it’s too late.
    3:30:10 You’re saving mahogany trees, ironwood trees, Cape Poc trees, skyscrapers of life, just
    3:30:18 monkeys, birds, reptiles, amphibians, birds, mammals, this entire avatar on earth world
    3:30:23 of rainforest that produces a fifth of the oxygen we breathe and the water we drink.
    3:30:29 This incredible thing.
    3:30:31 As far as I know, it’s the most direct way to protect that.
    3:30:34 And so the fact that we have large funders who give us $100,000 to protect this huge
    3:30:40 swath of land, and that goes through things like this and through Instagram, it goes directly
    3:30:46 to the local conservationists who work with the loggers to protect that land before it’s
    3:30:52 cut.
    3:30:53 But one of the most impactful things that has happened this year in the wake of our last
    3:30:57 conversation was that I got an email from a mother and she said, “I’m a single mom and
    3:31:03 I work a few jobs and I can’t afford to give you a ton of money, but me and my kids look
    3:31:08 at your Instagram often after dinner and they really want to protect the heartbeats.
    3:31:14 They really want to protect the animals and the rainforest.”
    3:31:16 And so we give $5 a month to Jungle Keepers and it was, to me, that was so impactful because
    3:31:22 I used to be that little kid worried about the animals.
    3:31:25 And I saw how a few million raindrops can create a flood.
    3:31:29 Yeah.
    3:31:30 I ask that people donate to Jungle Keepers.
    3:31:35 You guys are legit.
    3:31:38 That money is going to go a long way, junglekeepers.org.
    3:31:42 If you somehow were able to raise very large, so the raindrops would make a waterfall, a
    3:31:50 very large amount of money.
    3:31:52 I don’t know what that number is, maybe $10 million, $20 million, $30 million.
    3:31:59 What are the different milestones along the way that could really help you on the journey
    3:32:06 of saving the rainforest?
    3:32:10 If we did, let’s just say some company organization or if enough people donated it, let’s just
    3:32:15 say we got that $30 million, that money would go directly into stopping logging roads, into
    3:32:22 creating a corridor, a biological corridor that connects the uncontacted indigenous
    3:32:28 reserves with other tribal lands, with Manu National Park, with the Tambopada, which establishes
    3:32:33 essentially the largest protected area in the Amazon rainforest.
    3:32:38 And what makes this groundbreaking is that we’re not doing this in the traditional way,
    3:32:41 we’re doing this, take it to the people.
    3:32:44 And that’s what’s been so exciting is that when JJ started this 30 years ago, he had
    3:32:49 no idea.
    3:32:50 His father wanted him to be a logger.
    3:32:52 He didn’t have shoes until he was 13 years old.
    3:32:54 He grew up bathing in the river.
    3:32:57 He had no idea that a bunch of crazy, foreigner scientists were going to show up and some
    3:33:04 guy in a James Bond suit was going to come down here with microphones and that all of
    3:33:09 a sudden the world would know that he was on this quest to protect this incredible ecosystem
    3:33:13 and all those little aliens.
    3:33:14 Well, that’s all the important thing to remember, that the people that are cutting down the
    3:33:18 forest, the loggers are also human beings, they’re families, they’re basically trying
    3:33:23 to survive and they’re desperate and they’re doing the thing that will bring them money.
    3:33:28 So they’re just human beings.
    3:33:29 At the core of it, if they have other options, they will probably choose to give their life
    3:33:38 to saving the community to first and foremost, providing for their family.
    3:33:46 And after that, saving the community, helping the community flourish.
    3:33:51 And I think probably a lot of them love the rainforest, they grew up in the rainforest.
    3:33:56 Yeah.
    3:33:57 I mean, look at Pico.
    3:33:58 Yeah.
    3:33:59 Pico used to be a logger, full-time logger, long-time logger.
    3:34:02 Now he loves conservation.
    3:34:03 He goes, “Yo soy muy conservacionista,” he’s like, “Yeah,” you know.
    3:34:09 It’s all about just providing people options.
    3:34:12 There’s some dark stuff on the gold mine stuff you’ve talked about.
    3:34:17 He showed me parts of the rainforest where the gold mine czar and they’re just kind
    3:34:22 of erasing the rainforest.
    3:34:25 So at the edges, this one, the mining happens.
    3:34:27 And it’s this ugly process of they’re just destroying the jungle just for the surface
    3:34:36 layer of the sand or whatever that they processed is to collect just little bits of gold.
    3:34:44 And there’s also very dark things that happen along the way as the communities around the
    3:34:50 gold mines are created.
    3:34:52 So the entirety of the moral system that emerges from that has things like prostitution where
    3:34:57 one third of the women that are drawn into that sex traffic and prostitution are miners
    3:35:06 under, you know, under 17 years old, 13 to 17 year old.
    3:35:11 There’s just a lot of really, really dark stuff.
    3:35:14 I think that we have a rare chance to do something against that darkness.
    3:35:24 I think that this is an example of local people who have taken action, done good work, been
    3:35:32 good to the people that have visited, harnessed a certain amount of international momentum.
    3:35:39 And now we’re on the cusp of doing something historic.
    3:35:43 And so for the children in the communities along this river, it won’t be being a prostitute
    3:35:52 in a gold mine.
    3:35:53 It’ll be becoming a trained ranger.
    3:35:57 Like last month, our ranger coordinator and one of our, one of our female rangers went
    3:36:03 to Africa for a ranger conference.
    3:36:05 And it’s like, we’re beginning to, this is someone from a little tiny village with thatched
    3:36:09 huts up river.
    3:36:10 She went to Africa to talk about being a professional conservation ranger.
    3:36:14 And it’s like, that’s, that’s changing lives.
    3:36:17 And her, her daughters, then she’s married to Ignacio, the guy.
    3:36:22 She like, her, her, their kids are going to grow up seeing their parents walking around
    3:36:26 with the emblem on and go, oh, I want to, and then, and then people like Pico and Pedro
    3:36:30 and all these guys that work here are going to go, well, we have to, we have to protect
    3:36:34 this forest.
    3:36:35 And then they start getting fascinated about the snakes.
    3:36:37 And then they start caring about the turtle eggs.
    3:36:40 And then all of a sudden they have a way of life.
    3:36:42 And nobody needs to go be, nobody can, nobody needs to go steal anybody’s kids to be a prostitute
    3:36:46 in a gold mine.
    3:36:47 That’s horrible.
    3:36:48 And so it’s really a, it’s a win-win for the, for the animals, for the river, for the rainforest,
    3:36:53 for people who improve its biocentric conservation.
    3:36:56 It’s just making everything better.
    3:36:57 Yeah.
    3:36:58 I’ve read an article that said an estimated 1200 girls between ages of 12 and 17 are forcibly
    3:37:07 drafted into child prostitution around the communities in the gold mines.
    3:37:12 At least one third of the prostitutes in the camp are underage.
    3:37:16 The girls had ended up in the camp after receiving a tip that there were restaurants looking for
    3:37:21 waitresses and willing to pay top dollar.
    3:37:24 They jumped on a bus together and came down to the rainforest.
    3:37:27 What they found was not what they were expecting.
    3:37:30 The mining camp restaurants served food for only a few hours a day.
    3:37:34 The rest of the time, it was the girls themselves who were on the menu, literally at the end
    3:37:39 of the road and without the money to return home, the girls would soon become trapped
    3:37:43 in prostitution.
    3:37:46 It’s interesting to me that the most devastating destruction of nature, the complete erasure
    3:37:55 of the rainforest burned to the ground, sucked through a hose, spit out into a disgusting
    3:38:04 mercury puddle like the complete annihilation of life on earth goes hand in hand with the
    3:38:09 complete annihilation of a young life.
    3:38:13 It’s like it’s all based around the same thing.
    3:38:16 It’s the light versus the dark.
    3:38:18 It’s the destruction and the chaos versus a move towards order and hope and it is incredibly
    3:38:27 dark and this region is heavy with it.
    3:38:31 Well, I’m glad you’re fighting for the light.
    3:38:37 Is there like a milestone in the near future that you’re working towards like financially
    3:38:41 in terms of donations?
    3:38:44 There is in the next year and a half, as you saw in your time here, there’s roads working
    3:38:52 around the General Hupers concessions.
    3:38:55 All the work that the local people are doing to protect this land is trying to be dismantled
    3:38:59 by international corporations that are subcontracting logging companies here and really what we
    3:39:06 need is $30 million in the next two years to protect the whole thing.
    3:39:12 You’ve seen the ancient Mahogany trees.
    3:39:15 You’ve seen the families of monkeys.
    3:39:16 You’ve seen the Cayman in the river.
    3:39:18 All of this is standing in the pathway of destruction.
    3:39:22 That road, they’re going to come down that road and men with chainsaws are going to dismantle
    3:39:26 a forest that has been growing since the beginning.
    3:39:29 This is so magical.
    3:39:30 Do you see the snake over there?
    3:39:32 Yeah.
    3:39:33 Do you?
    3:39:34 There’s a snake.
    3:39:35 I’m just going to, don’t move.
    3:39:36 I don’t want you to move.
    3:39:37 I’m going to just, this is one of the most beautiful snakes in the Amazon rainforest.
    3:39:41 This is the Blunt-Headed Tree Snake, one of my favorite snakes.
    3:39:45 I’ve been hoping that you would get to see this snake.
    3:39:49 I have been praying.
    3:39:50 Oh boy.
    3:39:51 Okay.
    3:39:52 Okay.
    3:39:53 Let’s just, let’s just, let’s just go right back into this.
    3:39:57 Okay.
    3:39:58 Look at this little beauty creation.
    3:40:01 Let’s keep you away from the fire.
    3:40:04 Look at this little Blunt-Headed Tree Snake.
    3:40:09 Such an incredible, harmless little snake.
    3:40:17 If you put your hand out, it’ll probably just crawl onto your hand.
    3:40:19 Just be real careful with the fire.
    3:40:21 So look, I’m just going to put them like this.
    3:40:23 We’re going to, yeah, let’s just snake safety.
    3:40:29 So he’s a tree snake.
    3:40:31 Yep.
    3:40:32 Nice and slow.
    3:40:33 Nice and slow.
    3:40:34 Nice and slow.
    3:40:35 So you nice and slow just, really so just be the tree.
    3:40:37 Be the tree that he climbs on.
    3:40:40 And this is like, again, this is a snake that’s so thin and so small.
    3:40:45 There you go.
    3:40:47 There you go.
    3:40:48 Nice and slow.
    3:40:49 Just, just be the tree.
    3:40:50 Let him crawl around.
    3:40:51 So he’s going to try and do all this stuff.
    3:40:56 Let me see if I can just calm him down for a second.
    3:40:58 Let me just see.
    3:40:59 He’s a very active little snake.
    3:41:00 So see like the snake the other night.
    3:41:02 Okay.
    3:41:03 Just gosh.
    3:41:04 Look at this.
    3:41:05 So I can see the light through his body.
    3:41:07 To me, this is an alien.
    3:41:11 This is this strange little life form.
    3:41:15 His eyes are two thirds of his head.
    3:41:20 I’m not joking.
    3:41:21 You look at their skull.
    3:41:22 He’s so tiny.
    3:41:23 He’s so tiny.
    3:41:24 The people listening, there’s a snake in Paul’s hands right now and it’s very, it’s long,
    3:41:31 of course, but very skinny, very, very light.
    3:41:35 And also for everyone listening, the odds of that as we’re sitting here doing this podcast
    3:41:42 that a snake would just be crawling by in the jungle might sound like something that
    3:41:47 would happen, but the density of snakes in the Amazon rainforest makes this a very unique
    3:41:54 experience.
    3:41:55 Can you tell me a little bit about the coloration scheme?
    3:41:58 Yeah.
    3:41:59 A little bit brown.
    3:42:00 Yeah.
    3:42:01 I’m going to describe this as we were talking here.
    3:42:04 It’s just a sort of banded white and brown snake with this tiny little head about the
    3:42:10 size of my pinky nail.
    3:42:13 Two thirds of this snake’s head is made up of its gigantic eyes.
    3:42:19 It’s got a small mouth and it’s about a third as thick as a pencil.
    3:42:25 It’s basically a moving shoestring.
    3:42:27 It’s incredibly, incredibly thin.
    3:42:31 The only thing I am thinking like so is that if we have Dan come and just do some shots
    3:42:37 of.
    3:42:38 Yeah.
    3:42:39 That’s true.
    3:42:41 Dan!
    3:42:44 So what are we looking at?
    3:42:47 The snake that was crawling behind us in the jungle that we were talking about, jungle
    3:42:52 keepers and what we could do.
    3:42:54 And the snake just showed up at that moment and this is a very active little snake who’s
    3:43:00 out for a hunt tonight and wants to find something to eat.
    3:43:05 This is a blunt headed tree snake, totally harmless little, literally a moving shoestring.
    3:43:12 Super beautiful little animal.
    3:43:13 When you talk about aliens to me, this is an alien, like what are you thinking?
    3:43:19 What are you doing right now?
    3:43:20 What do you think about the fact that we were handled, being handled by these giant humans?
    3:43:27 And as you were saying, it reaches up to the leaves.
    3:43:29 Yeah.
    3:43:30 This snake just naturally knows to go, look, you just put them anywhere near leaves and
    3:43:33 he’s like, I got this.
    3:43:34 He just wants to go right up into that tree.
    3:43:38 I just want you to try holding him and real gentle, just be the tree.
    3:43:43 Yeah.
    3:43:44 And just kind of do the same thing you learned last night, just nice and gentle.
    3:43:48 Yup.
    3:43:49 And see, he’s holding onto my finger right now.
    3:43:51 He’s just going up.
    3:43:52 There you go.
    3:43:53 Perfect.
    3:43:54 Nice and easy.
    3:43:55 He’s a little erratic.
    3:43:56 He’s a little goofy.
    3:44:03 Maybe he’s camera shy.
    3:44:07 Maybe a fan of the podcast and gigantic eyes relative to his body size.
    3:44:17 And then for everyone listening, as we’re handling the snake that we found that was
    3:44:29 crawling by us, like literally by our shoulders, as we’re talking, a bat flies through, no
    3:44:36 joke, eight inches from Lex’s ear, like just zips past his head as he’s holding a snake
    3:44:42 while we’re sitting here in the jungle is just, we’re just in it now.
    3:44:45 Now, he’s going to try and back up.
    3:44:48 And how do you?
    3:44:49 Yeah.
    3:44:50 Why don’t you, why don’t you?
    3:44:51 Let’s encourage him to come back.
    3:44:53 He’s weaved this way.
    3:44:54 He’s okay.
    3:44:55 He’s just trying to back up.
    3:44:56 Yeah.
    3:44:57 Release.
    3:44:58 Release.
    3:44:59 Okay.
    3:45:00 This is what I’m going to do.
    3:45:02 We’re going to say, thank you, Mr. Snake.
    3:45:04 Thank you, Mr. Snake.
    3:45:05 Thank you, Mr. Snake.
    3:45:06 Go back up into the tree.
    3:45:09 Here we go.
    3:45:10 There you go.
    3:45:11 There you go.
    3:45:12 There you go.
    3:45:13 And then we can resume normal podcasting now because we really are in the jungle right
    3:45:19 now.
    3:45:20 We really are in the jungle.
    3:45:22 That’s one of my favorite snakes.
    3:45:23 That’s one of my favorite little aliens on this planet.
    3:45:26 Look at that.
    3:45:29 And it’s going on some long journey.
    3:45:35 It’s going to carry the rest of the night.
    3:45:40 So that little snake is one of the millions of life forms, heartbeats, that you’re trying
    3:45:47 to protect.
    3:45:49 Exactly.
    3:45:52 To me, after almost 20 years down here, the people here have become my friends, the caiman
    3:46:00 on the river, the monkeys.
    3:46:02 When I fall asleep at night, I think about all the different heartbeats, all the different
    3:46:06 little creatures here that, when they bulldoze this forest, when they chop down these trees
    3:46:12 that they vanish, that we take away their world.
    3:46:16 And in that very evolutionary, historical sense of remembering the primordial soup,
    3:46:24 it’s like this little creature is surviving out here somehow and we have the chance to
    3:46:29 save it.
    3:46:30 And even if you don’t care about the little creature on the pale blue dot, each of these
    3:46:34 little creatures contributes to this massive orchestral hole that creates climactic stability
    3:46:41 on this planet.
    3:46:42 And the Amazon is one of the most important parts of that.
    3:46:45 And each of these little guys is playing a role in there.
    3:46:48 So one of the other fascinating life forms is other humans, but living a very different
    3:46:53 kind of life.
    3:46:54 So uncontacted tribes, what do you find most fascinating about them?
    3:47:00 What I find most fascinating about the uncontacted tribes is that while me and you are sitting
    3:47:05 here with microphones in a light, somewhere out there in that darkness, in that direction,
    3:47:11 not so far away as the crow flies.
    3:47:15 There are people sitting around a fire in the dark, probably with little more than a
    3:47:20 few leaves over their heads, who don’t even have the use of stone tools, who only have
    3:47:30 metal objects that they’ve stolen from nearby communities.
    3:47:38 They’re living such primitive, isolated, nomadic lives in the modern world and they’re still
    3:47:43 living naked out in the jungle.
    3:47:45 It’s truly incredible, it’s truly remarkable and I think that it’s because they can’t advocate
    3:47:53 for themselves, they can’t protect themselves, it’s sort of like, well, we can let them get
    3:47:58 shot up by loggers and let their land get bulldozed while they hide, they have no idea
    3:48:04 that their world is being destroyed, but they’re sort of the scariest and most fascinating thing
    3:48:10 out there right now in the jungle.
    3:48:12 Because you’re spoken about them being dangerous, what do you think their relationship with
    3:48:17 violence is?
    3:48:18 Why is violence part of their approach to the external world?
    3:48:24 So from the best I understand it, that at the turn of the century, Industrial Revolution,
    3:48:31 we had sudden immense need for rubber, for hoses and gaskets and wires and tires and
    3:48:39 the war machine and the only way to get rubber was to come down to the Amazon rainforest
    3:48:45 and get the local people who knew the jungle to go out into the jungle and cut rubber trees
    3:48:50 and collect the latex.
    3:48:52 And Henry Ford tried doing Fordlandia, tried having rubber plantations but leaf blight
    3:48:57 killed it and so you had this period of horrendous extraction in the Amazon where the rubber
    3:49:03 barons were coming down and just raping and pillaging the tribes and making them go out
    3:49:08 to tap these trees and the uncontacted tribes said no.
    3:49:13 They had their six foot long longbows, seven foot long arrows with giant bamboo tips and
    3:49:19 they moved further back into the forest and they said we will not be conquered.
    3:49:25 And since that time, they’ve been out there and it’s confusing because in a way they’re
    3:49:30 still running scared a century later and their grandparents would have told them, you know,
    3:49:34 the outside world, everyone you see in the outside world is trying to kill you, so kill
    3:49:38 them first.
    3:49:40 So can you blame them for being violent?
    3:49:42 No.
    3:49:43 Is this river still wild because loggers were scared to go here for a long time for almost
    3:49:49 a century late?
    3:49:51 That’s why this forest is still here?
    3:49:53 Yes.
    3:49:54 And so is it a human rights issue that we protect the last people on earth that have
    3:49:59 no government, no affiliation, no language that we can explain, we don’t know what their
    3:50:05 medicinal plant knowledge is, we don’t know their creation myths, we know nothing about
    3:50:09 them.
    3:50:10 And they’re just out there right now with bows and arrows living in the dark, surviving
    3:50:14 in the jungle naked without even spoons, forget about the wheel, forget about iPhones, they
    3:50:20 got nothing and they’re making it work.
    3:50:23 We don’t know their creation myths.
    3:50:26 So they have a very primitive existence, but do you think their values, or do you think
    3:50:36 their nature is similar to ours and how do their values differ from ours?
    3:50:43 This is complicated because the anthropologist in me wants to say that they have a historical
    3:50:53 reason for the violent life that they have.
    3:50:57 They experienced incredible generational trauma some time ago, and because they’ve been living
    3:51:03 isolated in the jungle, that has permeated to become their culture, they’ve become a
    3:51:07 culture of violence, but yet the contacted modern indigenous communities that we work
    3:51:15 with that are my friends that work here, just the other day, we were speaking to one of
    3:51:20 them who was pulling spikes out of your hand while he was explaining that he tried to help
    3:51:26 them, the brothers, los hermanos.
    3:51:30 He tried to help them, he tried to give them a gift, and what did they do?
    3:51:33 They shot them in the head.
    3:51:35 Yeah.
    3:51:36 He said there are brothers, and he tried to give them bananas, plantains, boat full of
    3:51:44 plantains, and they shot at him.
    3:51:46 They shot three arrows at him, and one of them actually hit him in the skull and put
    3:51:49 him in the hospital, and he got helicopter evacuated from his community.
    3:51:55 And so he’s brave for surviving, but he’s a lucky survivor.
    3:52:00 They are incredibly accurate with those bamboo-tipped arrows, and those arrows are seven feet long,
    3:52:05 so when you get hit by one, they come at a velocity that can rip through you, and the
    3:52:11 range on a shotgun is way shorter than the range on a longbow.
    3:52:19 You’re talking about a couple hundred meters on a longbow, and they’re deadly accurate.
    3:52:25 They can take spider monkeys out of a tree, and so there’s stories of loggers, and I’ve
    3:52:31 seen the photos of the bodies of loggers who attacked one of the tribes, and the tribes
    3:52:36 hadn’t done anything, but these loggers came around a bend, they started shooting shotguns
    3:52:39 at the tribe, and the tribe scattered into the forest, and as the loggers’ boat went
    3:52:44 around a bend, they just started flying arrows, took out the boat driver, boats skidded to
    3:52:48 the side, and then everybody was standing in the river and you can’t run, and the tribe
    3:52:52 just descended on them and just porcupine them full of arrows.
    3:52:57 Shotgun versus bow.
    3:52:58 There’s a shotgun shell here, by the way, from the loggers.
    3:53:03 Yeah, we picked that up yesterday.
    3:53:06 Was that yesterday?
    3:53:08 I don’t know.
    3:53:09 I don’t know.
    3:53:10 One of the things that happens here is time loses meaning in some kind of deep way that
    3:53:20 it does when you’re in a big city in the United States, for example, and there’s schedules
    3:53:24 and meetings and all this kind of stuff, it transforms the meaning, your experience of
    3:53:29 time, your interaction with time, the role of time, all of this.
    3:53:35 I’ve forgotten time, and I’ve forgotten the existence of the outside world.
    3:53:42 And how does that feel?
    3:53:47 It feels more honest.
    3:53:49 It also puts in perspective, like all the busyness, all the … it kind of takes the
    3:53:56 ant out of the ant colony and says, “Hey, you’re just an ant.
    3:54:02 This is just an ant colony, and there’s a big world out there.”
    3:54:05 Yeah, it’s a chance to be grateful, to celebrate this earth of ours, and the things that make
    3:54:14 it worth living on, including the simple things that make the individual life worth living,
    3:54:20 which is water and then food, and the rest is just details.
    3:54:25 Of course, the friendships and social interaction, that’s a really big one actually.
    3:54:31 That one I’m taking for granted because I didn’t get a chance yet to really spend time
    3:54:34 alone.
    3:54:35 And when I came here, I’ve gotten a chance to hang out with you, and there’s a kind of
    3:54:42 camaraderie.
    3:54:43 There’s a friendship there, that if that’s broken, that’s a tough one too.
    3:54:49 I mean, you spent quite a lot of time alone in the jungle.
    3:54:53 Did you ever get alone out here?
    3:54:55 Yeah.
    3:54:56 Yeah.
    3:54:57 I mean, the first 15 years we were doing this, there would be times that JJ would be busy
    3:55:04 in town with his family, and for sheer love of the rainforest, I would have to come alone
    3:55:09 out here.
    3:55:10 I mean, we didn’t have running water, I didn’t have running water, I didn’t have lights.
    3:55:14 All I had was a couple of candles in the darkness and a tent, and I was 20-something years old
    3:55:19 living in the Amazon by myself.
    3:55:21 Your boat sunk, and yeah, it’s incredibly lonely.
    3:55:26 I had to learn through experience because I thought there was a period, I think when
    3:55:30 you’re young, as a young man, I had this thing like I wanted to prove that I could be like
    3:55:36 the explorers.
    3:55:37 I wanted to prove that I could handle the elements, that I could go out alone, that
    3:55:41 I could have these deep, connective moments with the jungle, and it’s like I did that,
    3:55:47 and that’s great.
    3:55:49 You know what the kid from Into the Wild learned right before he died in that bus, that if
    3:55:54 you don’t have somebody to share it with, it doesn’t matter.
    3:56:02 I don’t know, some kind of like even just deep human level, like even if you have somebody
    3:56:12 to share it with, you ever just get alone out here, just like this sense of like existential
    3:56:23 dread of like what, you know, the jungle has a way of not caring about any individual organism,
    3:56:30 because it just kind of churns.
    3:56:33 It’s like, it makes you realize that life is finite quite intensely.
    3:56:45 For me, it’s comforting being out here, because I find the rat race, the national narrative,
    3:56:53 the need to make money, to worry about war, to be outraged about the newest thing that
    3:56:58 that politician said and what that actor did, and it just, there’s always just this unending
    3:57:05 sort of media storm, and everyone’s worried, and everyone’s trying to optimize their sunlight
    3:57:11 exposure and find the solution and buy the right new thing.
    3:57:16 To me coming out here, first of all, I mean something out here, because I can help someone,
    3:57:22 I can help people, I can help these animals, and so I find my meaning out here.
    3:57:28 But also, you know there’s the losing the madness over the mountains, it’s nature has
    3:57:34 always and for many people been where things make sense.
    3:57:38 And to me, I think I’m a simple analog type of person that it makes sense that when it
    3:57:43 rains, you get in the river to stay warm, and you wait for the dawn, and you see a little
    3:57:50 tree snake, and you say, it just, it makes more sense, and I think that the overwhelming
    3:57:57 teeming complexity that is inside the ant mound of society can be dizzying for some people.
    3:58:03 And I think that maybe it’s the dyslexia, maybe it’s just that I love nature, but now
    3:58:10 if I, when I land in JFK, I feel like a frightened animal.
    3:58:17 Like it’s as if you release like a some animal that had never seen it until like into Times
    3:58:26 Square, and you can just imagine this dog with its ears back running away from taxis
    3:58:30 and just cowering from the noise, and it’s just hustle and bustle, and people are brutal,
    3:58:35 and how much you want it for, getting the car, you know, screaming over the intercom,
    3:58:39 and just everything, everything, sensory changes, and let’s get home, okay, let’s go,
    3:58:44 you got a meeting, you got to get to the next place, you got to give a talk, you got to
    3:58:48 say, out here, when we finish up here, what are we going to do?
    3:58:51 We’re going to eat some food, maybe go catch a crocodile, go walk around the jungle, and
    3:58:56 I like, it’s slower, it makes sense, and there’s that, again, there’s that deep meaning of
    3:59:02 that here where we can be the guardians for good, we can be, we can hold that candle up,
    3:59:08 and know for sure that we’re protecting the trees from being destroyed, and it’s that
    3:59:12 simple thing of just, this is good, there you go.
    3:59:18 It’s simple.
    3:59:19 In society, I feel like everyone’s always losing their minds and forgetting the most
    3:59:22 basic of fundamental truths, and out here, you can’t really argue with them, you know,
    3:59:28 when we needed water, it was like, shit, if we don’t get water, we’re fucked, and that’s
    3:59:34 to me, that’s where the camaraderie comes from, because no matter what, we’ll be, we
    3:59:38 could go to the most fancy ass restaurant, through the biggest, most famous people in
    3:59:43 the world, it doesn’t matter.
    3:59:45 We still remember what it was like standing around in the jungle going, fuck, we’re scared,
    3:59:49 and we don’t have water.
    3:59:51 We got reduced to the simplest form of humans, and that’s something, and we survived, and
    3:59:56 that’s cool.
    3:59:57 And you take all the, all those people in their nice dresses, in their fancy restaurants,
    4:00:03 you put them in those conditions, they’re all gonna want the same thing, this water,
    4:00:06 and it’s all the same thing.
    4:00:09 All the beautiful people.
    4:00:11 How has your view of your own mortality evolved over your interaction with the jungle?
    4:00:16 How often do you think about your death?
    4:00:18 Well, I don’t anymore, because the, I’ve come to believe that there is a benevolent
    4:00:26 God, spirit, creator, taking care of us, and I don’t, I don’t think about my own death.
    4:00:36 We have a little bit of time here, and we clearly know nothing about what we’re doing
    4:00:39 here, and it seems like we just have to do the best we can.
    4:00:46 And so I just, it doesn’t scare me, I’ve come close to dying a lot of times, and I just
    4:00:54 don’t think, you don’t want to have a bad death, first of all.
    4:00:57 You don’t want to, you don’t want to, you don’t want to be a statistic.
    4:01:00 You don’t want to find out, you don’t want to like try out a, be the first to try out
    4:01:04 a new product, and oops, it crushed you.
    4:01:07 You know, that’s a terrible way to go, or the people that used to, you know, in the
    4:01:10 gold rush, they were using mercury, and they were all getting, or lead, it was lead poisoning,
    4:01:14 and it’s like, oh, you know, a few million people died that way, and it’s like you want
    4:01:18 to, you want a good death, you know, you want to staring down the eyes of a tiger, or hanging
    4:01:23 off the edge of a cliff, saving somebody’s, something, something worthy, warrior’s death.
    4:01:29 But if- Riding a 16 foot black caiman, just- Boots on, screaming, yeah, that’d be fun,
    4:01:38 that’d be a good one.
    4:01:39 A lot of people say that you carry the spirit of Steve Irwin, in your heart, in the way
    4:01:47 you carry yourself in this world, I mean, that guy was full of joy.
    4:01:53 If I have a percentage of Steve Irwin, I would be honored, but that guy, I think there’s
    4:01:58 only one Steve, I think that he was, he occupied his own strata of just shining light, everything
    4:02:06 was positive, enthusiasm, love, and happiness, and save the animals, and do better, and let’s
    4:02:12 make it fun, and that was so infectious that it sort of transcended his TV show, it transcended
    4:02:21 his conservation work, it transcended business and entrepreneurship, it just threw sheer
    4:02:27 magnetism and enthusiasm, he just, I mean, everyone knew who Steve was.
    4:02:32 Everyone loved Steve.
    4:02:34 We still all love Steve, and so it’s just amazing what one spirit can do.
    4:02:40 So if anybody, you know, makes that comparison, I get really uncomfortable, because to me,
    4:02:46 Steve Irwin is like, just the goat, and so I’m okay with that.
    4:02:52 Well, I at least agree with that comparison.
    4:02:56 Having spent time with you, there’s just an eternal flame of joy, and adventure too, just
    4:03:04 pulling you, a dark question, but do you think you might meet the same end, giving your life
    4:03:11 in some way to something you love?
    4:03:15 That is a dark question, but I think most likely I’ll get whacked by loggers.
    4:03:20 I think that loggers or gold miners will take me out, I don’t picture myself going from
    4:03:24 animals, but that would be heartbreaking too.
    4:03:29 Yeah, it would, but yeah, at the same time though, like the Kurt Cobain value of that,
    4:03:34 if I died doing what I love to protect the river, I’d be so worth so much more, like
    4:03:37 we’d get the 30 million if I died tomorrow for sure.
    4:03:40 So we’ve already talked about this with my friends, I’m like, if I get whacked, do the
    4:03:44 foundation, make the documentary, protect the river, protect the heartbeats, call it
    4:03:48 the heartbeats, jungle keepers the heartbeats, you know, be ready for it, because these things
    4:03:54 do happen.
    4:03:55 People get pissed if you get in their way, and as many happy people as, whose lives
    4:03:59 were changing, there’s also going to be some jealous, shitty, upset people who are mad
    4:04:04 that they can’t make prostitutes out of young girls and keep destroying the planet.
    4:04:07 And so they might just erase you, me.
    4:04:13 Well I hope you, like a Clint Eastwood character, just impossible to kill, I like how you squinted
    4:04:21 your eyes.
    4:04:27 On cue.
    4:04:28 Who do you think will play you in a movie?
    4:04:31 God, somebody with the right nose.
    4:04:35 Somebody who can live up to this schnozzle.
    4:04:37 Yeah, Italian.
    4:04:40 It’s funny.
    4:04:41 Do you think of yourself as Italian, or human, American?
    4:04:45 That’s the thing.
    4:04:48 My life has been the United Nations of whatever.
    4:04:53 To me, that’s the other thing, you go back to society, and everyone’s obsessed with race.
    4:04:58 To me, I’m like, look, leopards have black babies and yellow babies.
    4:05:03 One mother.
    4:05:04 They’re all leopards.
    4:05:06 And I’m so colorblind and raceblind and everything else I’ve lived in India.
    4:05:11 My friends are Peruvian.
    4:05:13 My family, we got Italian, Filipino, just everything.
    4:05:17 And so I’m so immersed in it that when I find it very jarring and disconcerting how much
    4:05:24 time we spend talking about different religions, and just the differences in humans, I’m like,
    4:05:31 dude, we’re talking about whether or not our ecosystems are going to be able to provide
    4:05:35 for us.
    4:05:36 We’re talking about nuclear, we’re talking about this pretty serious shit on the table.
    4:05:41 And we’re over here arguing over shades of gray.
    4:05:44 It’s so trivial, and that drives me crazy.
    4:05:47 And as does the outrage, where it’s like, no, you have to care more.
    4:05:51 I’ve been criticized for not caring enough about that.
    4:05:53 And I’m like, I’m going to, who cares what the hell I am?
    4:05:59 Who gives a shit what the hell?
    4:06:00 I’m a human.
    4:06:01 We’re all human.
    4:06:02 It’s not that easy, but it’s kind of fun sometimes.
    4:06:06 And we’re at a better time.
    4:06:09 When you think about the Middle Ages, even if you were a king, you still didn’t have
    4:06:12 that good.
    4:06:13 You didn’t have pineapples in the winter.
    4:06:14 You didn’t even know what the fuck a pineapple was.
    4:06:17 We have pineapples whenever we want them.
    4:06:22 We can fly on planes to other countries.
    4:06:24 Let’s clarify.
    4:06:25 We, you mean a large fraction of the world, I mentioned to you one of the biggest things
    4:06:33 I’ve noticed when I immigrated from the Soviet Union to the United States is how plentiful
    4:06:40 bananas and pineapples were.
    4:06:42 The fruit section, the produce section of the, they didn’t have to wait in line at the
    4:06:47 grocery store.
    4:06:48 You could just eat as many bananas and pineapples and cherries and watermelon as you want.
    4:06:53 That’s not everybody has that.
    4:06:55 No, that’s true.
    4:06:57 Not everybody has that, but, but, but everybody could be that king.
    4:07:01 No.
    4:07:02 But, but, but a growing number of people today can feast on pineapple, can feast on pineapple
    4:07:08 and have toasters and new distracting apps all the way until the grave.
    4:07:13 That’s the thing that I also noticed is I don’t think so much about politics when I’m
    4:07:18 here or-
    4:07:19 We haven’t even talked about it.
    4:07:21 Don’t talk about the stupid differences between humans.
    4:07:26 No.
    4:07:27 Except to just kind of laugh at the absurdity of it on occasion.
    4:07:30 We’re too busy trying to survive glaciers and jungles and avalanches and all kinds of
    4:07:34 shit.
    4:07:35 Do you think nature is brutal, as Warner Herzog showed it, or is it beautiful?
    4:07:43 I think the brutality of nature is the chaos.
    4:07:48 And I think that we are the only ones in it that are capable of organizing in the direction
    4:07:55 of order and light.
    4:07:58 So yes, there are going to be hyenas tearing each other apart.
    4:08:01 Yes, there’s going to be war-torn nations and poor starving children, but we as humans
    4:08:08 have the power to work towards something more organized than that.
    4:08:16 So there is a force of the nature that’s always searching for order, for good.
    4:08:23 It’s kind of a unifying theory if you think about it.
    4:08:25 I mean, all of the chaos of history and the wars and the chaos of nature, we, through
    4:08:31 technology and organization, there’s so many people, more people today than ever before,
    4:08:36 I think, who are so concerned, who realize that the incredible power like what Jane Goodall
    4:08:41 says about how you can affect the people around you, how you can do good in the world, how
    4:08:46 you can change the narrative of conservation from one of loss and darkness to one of innovation
    4:08:52 and light.
    4:08:53 Like, we can do incredible things.
    4:08:54 We are the masters as humans.
    4:08:58 And I think that we’re on the cusp of sort of understanding the true potential of that.
    4:09:03 Like, I just think that more than ever, people have harnessed this ability to do good in
    4:09:10 the world and be proud of it and just change the darkness into something else.
    4:09:19 When you have lived here and taken in the ways of the Amazon juggle, how have your views
    4:09:26 of God, you mentioned, how have your views of God change?
    4:09:32 Who is God?
    4:09:33 I’ve come to believe that, again, back to that, that Christ wasn’t a Christian, Muhammad
    4:09:38 wasn’t a Muslim and Buddha wasn’t a Buddhist, that like the game, the game is love and compassion.
    4:09:48 And the universe is chaotic and dangerous, and nature is chaotic and dangerous.
    4:09:54 But we, if this is some sort of a biological video game, that our reality, that the test
    4:10:01 is can we be good?
    4:10:04 And we go through it every day.
    4:10:06 Can you be good to your parent?
    4:10:07 Can you be good to your partner?
    4:10:09 Can you be good to your coworkers?
    4:10:10 It’s so difficult.
    4:10:12 And we see how people can cheat and steal and hurt and destroy and the incredible impact
    4:10:20 that it has on the world, the returning exponential impact that one act of kindness, one act of
    4:10:30 good can do.
    4:10:32 And so I see nature as God.
    4:10:37 I see the religions as different cultural manifestations of the same truth, the same
    4:10:46 creative force.
    4:10:50 You mean you have the same beliefs and your aliens are my angels.
    4:10:55 Well, thank you for being one of the humans trying to do good in this world.
    4:11:03 And thank you for bringing me along for some adventure.
    4:11:08 And I believe more adventure awaits.
    4:11:12 Thank you for being enough of a psychopath to actually just sign on to come into the
    4:11:18 Amazon rainforest in a suit.
    4:11:22 And a year ago, when you told me that you were going to do this, I truly didn’t believe
    4:11:26 you.
    4:11:27 So for being a man of your word and for the incredible work you do to connect humans
    4:11:30 and to create dialogue and to do good in the world.
    4:11:34 And for all the adventures that we’ve had, thank you so much.
    4:11:37 Thank you, brother.
    4:11:38 Lex, thanks, man.
    4:11:40 Thanks for listening to this conversation with Paul Rosalie.
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    4:11:47 And now, let me leave you with some words from Joseph Campbell.
    4:11:51 The big question is whether you are going to be able to say a hearty yes to your adventure.
    4:12:00 Thank you for listening and hope to see you next time.
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    (00:00) – Introduction
    (12:29) – Amazon jungle
    (14:47) – Bushmaster snakes
    (26:13) – Black caiman
    (44:33) – Rhinos
    (47:47) – Anacondas
    (1:18:04) – Mammals
    (1:30:10) – Piranhas
    (1:41:00) – Aliens
    (1:58:45) – Elephants
    (2:10:02) – Origin of life
    (2:23:21) – Explorers
    (2:36:38) – Ayahuasca
    (2:45:03) – Deep jungle expedition
    (2:59:09) – Jane Goodall
    (3:01:41) – Theodore Roosevelt
    (3:12:36) – Alone show
    (3:22:23) – Protecting the rainforest
    (3:38:36) – Snake makes appearance
    (3:46:47) – Uncontacted tribes
    (4:00:11) – Mortality
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    (4:09:18) – God

  • #428 – Sean Carroll: General Relativity, Quantum Mechanics, Black Holes & Aliens

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    0:00:00 The following is a conversation with Sean Carroll, his third time in this podcast.
    0:00:05 He is a theoretical physicist at John Hopkins, host of the Mindscape podcast that I personally
    0:00:11 love and highly recommend, and author of many books, including the most recent book series called
    0:00:17 The Biggest Ideas in the Universe. The first book of which is titled Space, Time, and Motion,
    0:00:23 and it’s on the topic of general relativity. And the second, coming out on May 14th,
    0:00:29 so you should definitely pre-order it, is titled Quanta and Fields, and that one is on the topic
    0:00:35 of quantum mechanics. Sean is a legit active theoretical physicist, and at the same time,
    0:00:41 is one of the greatest communicators of physics ever. I highly encourage you listen to his podcast,
    0:00:48 read his books, and pre-order the new book to support his work. This was, as always,
    0:00:54 a big honor and a pleasure for me. And now, a quick few second mention of his sponsor. Check
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    0:01:45 learning models. Boys, this is a fascinating space. The very fabric of truth is being torn apart
    0:01:54 by increasingly powerful systems that we consult about what is true and what is not.
    0:02:02 It’s really fascinating if you take all the security attacks away. How difficult it is to
    0:02:09 make sure that threats to truth-seeking mechanisms do not rise above a certain threshold where we
    0:02:17 no longer know what to trust and not. I’m talking, of course, about machine learning models that are
    0:02:22 trained on a lot of data that comes from the internet, from all the different new sources,
    0:02:28 to Wikipedia, to Reddit, to all those places that they’re trained on, and integrate and compress
    0:02:36 into a representation that we can then consult through natural language and ask questions about
    0:02:41 politics, about geopolitics, about wars, about history, all of that. And we turn to those models
    0:02:49 for truth, or at least to take steps towards understanding something about the world,
    0:02:55 basically engaging in a truth-seeking process. Now, if you add on top of that bad actors that want to
    0:03:05 mess with those models so that, for the most part, they appear perfectly rational and perfectly safe
    0:03:14 to use as truth-seeking mechanisms, but on certain topics, they’re not. This is a real security
    0:03:22 threat as we depend on these models more and more for general conversation than if you’re a company
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    0:10:43 And now, dear friends, here’s Sean Carroll.
    0:10:58 In book one of the series, The Biggest Ideas in the Universe, called Spacetime Motion,
    0:11:08 you take on classical mechanics, general relativity by taking on the main equation
    0:11:15 of general relativity and making it accessible, easy to understand. So maybe at the high level,
    0:11:21 what is general relativity? What’s a good way to start to try to explain it?
    0:11:26 Probably the best way to start to try to explain it is special relativity, which came first, 1905.
    0:11:33 It was the culmination of many decades of people putting things together, but it was Einstein
    0:11:38 in 1905. In fact, it wasn’t even Einstein. I should give more credit to Minkowski in 1907.
    0:11:45 So Einstein in 1905 figured out that you could get rid of the aether, the idea of a rest frame for
    0:11:51 the universe, and all the equations of physics would make sense, with the speed of light being
    0:11:57 a maximum. But then it was Minkowski, who used to be Einstein’s professor in 1907,
    0:12:02 who realized the most elegant way of thinking about this idea of Einstein’s was to blend
    0:12:08 space and time together into spacetime, to really imagine that there is no hard and fast division
    0:12:16 of the four-dimensional world in which we live into space and time separately.
    0:12:20 Einstein was at first dismissive of this. He thought it was just like, oh, the mathematicians
    0:12:25 are over formalizing again. But then he later realized that if spacetime is a thing, it can have
    0:12:33 properties. And in particular, it can have a geometry. It can be curved from place to place.
    0:12:38 And that was what let him solve the problem of gravity. He had previously been trying to fit in
    0:12:44 what we knew about gravity from Newtonian mechanics, the inverse square law of gravity,
    0:12:50 to his new relativistic theory. It didn’t work. So the final leap was to say, gravity is the
    0:12:56 curvature of spacetime. And that statement is basically general relativity.
    0:13:01 And the tension with Minkowski was, he was a mathematician.
    0:13:05 Yes.
    0:13:05 So it’s the tension between physics and mathematics. In fact, in your lecture about this equation,
    0:13:11 one of them, you say that Einstein is a better physicist than he gets credit for.
    0:13:18 Yep. I know, that’s hard. That’s a little bit of a joke there, right?
    0:13:23 Yeah.
    0:13:23 Because we all give Einstein a lot of credit. But then we also, partly based on fact, but
    0:13:29 partly to make ourselves feel better, tell ourselves a story about how later in life,
    0:13:33 Einstein couldn’t keep up. There were younger people doing quantum mechanics and quantum field
    0:13:38 theory and particle physics. And he was just sort of unable to really philosophically get over his
    0:13:44 objections to that. And I think that that story about the latter part is completely wrong,
    0:13:50 like almost 180 degrees wrong. I think that Einstein understood quantum mechanics as well
    0:13:56 as anyone, at least up through the 1930s. I think that his philosophical objections to it
    0:14:01 are correct. So he should actually have been taken much more seriously about that.
    0:14:06 And what he did, what he achieved in trying to think these problems through is to really
    0:14:13 basically understand the idea of quantum entanglement, which is kind of important these
    0:14:18 days when it comes to understanding quantum mechanics. Now, it’s true that in the 40s and 50s,
    0:14:23 he placed his efforts in hopes for unifying electricity and magnetism with gravity that
    0:14:29 didn’t really work out very well. All of us try things that don’t work out. I don’t hold that
    0:14:35 against him. But in terms of IQ points, in terms of trying to be a clear thinking physicist,
    0:14:40 he was really, really great. What does greatness look like for a physicist? So how difficult is it
    0:14:46 to take the leap from special relativity to general relativity? How difficult is it to imagine that
    0:14:53 to consider space time together and to imagine that there’s a curvature to this whole thing?
    0:15:00 Yeah, that’s a great question. I think that if you want to make the case for Einstein’s greatness,
    0:15:06 which is not hard to do, there’s two things you point out. One is in 1905, his famous miracle year,
    0:15:13 he writes three different papers on three wildly different subjects, all of which
    0:15:21 would make you famous just for writing that one paper. Special relativity is one of them.
    0:15:27 Brownian motion is another one, which is just the little vibrations of tiny little dust specks
    0:15:34 in the air. But who cares about that? What matters is it proves the existence of atoms.
    0:15:39 He explains Brownian motion by imagining their molecules in the air and driving their properties.
    0:15:43 Brilliant. And then he basically starts the world on the road to quantum mechanics with his paper on
    0:15:50 which, again, is given a boring label of the photoelectric effect. What it really was is he
    0:15:55 invented photons. He showed that light should be thought of as particles as well as waves.
    0:16:01 And he did all three of those very different things in one year. Okay. But the other thing
    0:16:06 that gets him genius status is, like you say, general relativity. So this takes 10 years from
    0:16:11 1905 to 1915. He wasn’t only doing general relativity. He was working on other things. He
    0:16:15 wrote, he invented a refrigerator. He did various interesting things. And he wasn’t even the only
    0:16:21 one working on the problem. There are other people who suggested relativistic theories of gravity,
    0:16:26 but he really applied himself to it. And I think as your question suggests, the solution was not
    0:16:35 a matter of turning a crank. It was something fundamentally creative. In his own telling of
    0:16:43 the story, his greatest moment, his happiest moment was when he realized that if the way that we
    0:16:49 would say it in modern terms, if you were in a rocket ship accelerating at 1G,
    0:16:55 at 1 acceleration due to gravity, if the rocket ship were very quiet, you wouldn’t be able to
    0:17:00 know the difference between being in a rocket ship and being on the surface of the earth.
    0:17:04 Gravity is sort of not detectable or at least not distinguishable from acceleration. So number
    0:17:11 one, that’s a pretty clever thing to think. But number two, if you or I had had that thought,
    0:17:15 we would have gone, huh, we’re pretty clever. He reasons from there to say, okay, if gravity is
    0:17:21 not detectable, then it can’t be like an ordinary force, right? The electromagnetic force is detectable.
    0:17:28 We can put charged particles around positively charged particles and negatively charged particles
    0:17:32 respond differently to an electric field or to a magnetic field. He realizes that what his thought
    0:17:38 experiment showed or at least suggested is that gravity isn’t like that. Everything responds in
    0:17:44 the same way to gravity. How could that be the case? And then this other leap he makes is, oh,
    0:17:50 it’s because it’s the curvature of space time, right? It’s a feature of space time. It’s not a
    0:17:54 force on top of it. And the feature that it is is curvature. And then finally, he says, okay,
    0:17:59 clearly, I’m going to need the mathematical tools necessary to describe curvature. I don’t know them.
    0:18:07 So I will learn them. And they didn’t have MOOCs or AI helpers back in those days. He had to
    0:18:13 sit down and read the math papers. And he taught himself differential geometry
    0:18:17 and invented general relativity. What about the step of including time
    0:18:20 as just another dimension? So combining space and time. Is that a simple mathematical leap,
    0:18:27 as Minkowski suggested? It’s certainly not simple, actually. It’s a profound insight. That’s why I
    0:18:35 said I think we should give Minkowski more credit than we do. He’s the one who really put the finishing
    0:18:41 touches on special relativity. Again, many people had talked about how things change when you move
    0:18:49 close to the speed of light, what Maxwell’s equations of electromagnetism predict and so forth,
    0:18:55 what their symmetries are. So people like Lorentz and Fitzgerald and Poincare, there’s a story that
    0:19:00 goes there. And in the usual telling, Einstein sort of puts the capstone on it. He’s the one who says,
    0:19:06 “All of this makes much more sense if there just is no ether. It is undetectable. We don’t know
    0:19:11 how fast. Everything is relative, thus the name relativity.” But he didn’t take the actual final
    0:19:16 step, which was to realize that the underlying structure that he had invented is best thought
    0:19:22 of as unifying space and time together. I honestly don’t know what was going through Minkowski’s
    0:19:27 mind when he thought that. I’m not sure if he was so mathematically adept that it was just
    0:19:34 clear to him, or he was really struggling it and he did trial and error for a while. I’m not sure.
    0:19:39 Do you, for him or for Einstein, visualize the four-dimensional space, try to play with the
    0:19:44 idea of time as just another dimension? Oh yeah, all the time. I mean, we, of course, make our
    0:19:50 lives easy by ignoring two of the dimensions of space. So instead of four-dimensional space time,
    0:19:55 we just draw pictures of one dimension of space, one dimension of time, the so-called space-time
    0:20:01 diagram. But maybe this is lurking underneath your question, but even the best physicists
    0:20:08 will draw a vertical axis and a horizontal axis, and they’ll go space, time. But deep down, that’s
    0:20:15 wrong because you’re sort of preferring one direction of space and one direction of time,
    0:20:21 and it’s really the whole two-dimensional thing that is space-time. The more legitimate thing to
    0:20:27 draw on that picture are rays of light, are light cones. From every point, there is a fixed
    0:20:33 direction at which the speed of light would represent, and that is actually inherent in
    0:20:39 the structure. The division into space and time is something that’s easy for us human beings.
    0:20:44 What is the difference between space and time from the perspective of general relativity?
    0:20:50 It’s the difference between x and y when you draw axes on a piece of paper.
    0:20:54 So there’s really no difference. There’s almost no difference. There’s one difference that is
    0:20:59 kind of important, which is the following. If you have a curve in space, I’m going to draw it
    0:21:05 horizontally because that’s usually what we do in space-time diagrams. If you have a curve in space,
    0:21:09 you’ve heard the motto before that the shortest distance between two points is a straight line.
    0:21:14 If you have a curve in time, which is, by the way, literally all of our lives, we all evolve
    0:21:20 in time. So you can start with one event in space-time and another event in space-time.
    0:21:24 What Minkowski points out is that the time you measure along your trajectory in the universe
    0:21:32 is precisely analogous to the distance you travel on a curve through space. And by precisely, I mean,
    0:21:39 it is also true that the actual distance you travel through depends on your path,
    0:21:45 right? You can go a straight line, shortest distance, you can curve a line to be longer.
    0:21:49 The time you measure in space-time, the literal time that takes off in your clock,
    0:21:53 also depends on your path. But it depends on it the other way so that the longest time
    0:22:00 between two points is a straight line. And if you zig back and forth in space-time,
    0:22:04 you take less and less time to go from point A to point B.
    0:22:07 How do we make sense of that? The difference between the observed reality and the
    0:22:16 objective reality are underneath it. Or is objective reality a silly notion given
    0:22:21 general relativity? I’m a huge believer in objective reality. I think the objective reality
    0:22:25 of objective is real. But I do think that people kind of are a little overly casual about the
    0:22:34 relationship between what we observe and objective reality in the following sense.
    0:22:39 Of course, in order to explain the world, our starting point and our ending point is our
    0:22:46 observations, our experimental input, the phenomena we experience and see around us in the world.
    0:22:52 But in between, there’s a theory. There’s a mathematical formalization of our ideas about
    0:23:00 what is going on. And if a theory fits the data and is very simple and makes sense in its own
    0:23:08 terms, then we say that the theory is right. And that means that we should attribute some
    0:23:14 reality to the entities that play an important role in that theory, at least provisionally
    0:23:20 until we come up with a better theory down the road. I think a nice way to test the difference
    0:23:24 between objective reality and the observed reality is what happens at the edge of the horizon of a
    0:23:31 black hole. So technically, as you get closer to that horizon, time stands still. Yes and no.
    0:23:40 It depends on exactly how careful we’re being. So here’s a bunch of things I think are correct.
    0:23:48 If you imagine there is a black hole space time, so like the whole solution Einstein’s equation,
    0:23:55 and you treat you and me as what we call test particles, so we don’t have any gravitational
    0:24:01 fields ourselves. We just move around in the gravitational field. And that’s obviously an
    0:24:05 approximation. But let’s imagine that. And you stand outside the black hole and I fall in.
    0:24:12 And as I’m falling in, I’m waving to you because I’m going into the black hole, you will see me
    0:24:18 move more and more slowly. And also the light from me is redshifted. So I kind of look embarrassed
    0:24:25 because I’m falling into a black hole. And there is a limit. There is a last moment
    0:24:30 that light will be emitted from me from your perspective forever. Okay, now you don’t literally
    0:24:37 see it because I’m emitting photons more and more slowly, right? Because from your point of view.
    0:24:44 So it’s not like I’m equally bright. I basically fade from view in that picture. Okay, so that’s
    0:24:50 one approximation. The other approximation is I do have a gravitational field of my own. And
    0:24:56 therefore, as I approach the black hole, the black hole doesn’t just sit there and let me pass
    0:25:01 through, it kind of moves out to eat me up because its net energy mass is going to be mine plus its.
    0:25:09 But roughly speaking, yes, I think so. I don’t like to go to the dramatic extremes because that’s
    0:25:14 where the approximations break down. But if you see something falling into a black hole,
    0:25:17 you see its clock ticking more and more slowly. How do we know it fell in? We don’t.
    0:25:24 I mean, how would we? Because it’s always possible that right at the last minute,
    0:25:28 it had a change of heart and starts accelerating away, right? If you don’t see it, pass in. You
    0:25:33 don’t know. And let’s point out that as smart as Einstein was, he never figured out black holes.
    0:25:38 And he could have. It’s kind of embarrassing. It took decades for people thinking about
    0:25:43 general relativity to understand that there are such things as black holes. Because basically,
    0:25:49 Einstein comes up with general relativity in 1915. Two years later, Schwarzschild, Carl Schwarzschild,
    0:25:56 derives the solution to Einstein’s equation that represents a black hole, the Schwarzschild
    0:26:03 solution. No one recognized it for what it was until the 50s, David Finkelstein and other people.
    0:26:09 And that’s just one of these examples of physicists not being as clever as they should have been.
    0:26:13 Well, that’s the singularity. That’s kind of the edge of the theory, the limit. So it’s understandable
    0:26:19 that’s difficult to imagine the limit of things. It is absolutely hard to imagine. And a black hole
    0:26:25 is very different in many ways from what we’re used to. On the other hand, I mean, the real reason,
    0:26:30 of course, is that between 1915 and 1955, there’s a bunch of other things that are really interesting
    0:26:36 going on in physics, all particle physics and quantum field theory. So many of the greatest minds
    0:26:41 were focused on that. But still, if the universe hands you a solution to general relativity in terms
    0:26:46 of curved spacetime, and it’s kind of mysterious, certain features of it, I would put some effort
    0:26:51 in trying to figure it out. So how does a black hole work? Put yourself in the shoes of Einstein
    0:26:57 and take general relativity to its natural conclusion about these massive things.
    0:27:01 It’s best to think of a black hole as not an object so much as a region of spacetime, okay?
    0:27:09 It’s a region with the property, at least in classical general relativity, quantum mechanics
    0:27:13 makes everything harder. But let’s imagine we’re being classical for the moment. It’s a region
    0:27:18 of spacetime with the property that if you enter, you can’t leave. Literally, the equivalent of
    0:27:24 escaping a black hole would be moving faster than the speed of light. They’re both precisely
    0:27:29 equally difficult. You’d have to move faster than the speed of light to escape from the black hole.
    0:27:32 So once you’re in, that’s fine. You know, in principle, you don’t even notice when you
    0:27:38 cross the event horizon, as we call it. The event horizon is that point of no return,
    0:27:42 where once you’re inside, you can’t leave. But meanwhile, the spacetime is sort of collapsing
    0:27:48 around you to ultimately a singularity in your future, which means that the gravitational forces
    0:27:55 are so strong, they tear your body apart, and you will die in a finite amount of time. The time it
    0:28:01 takes, if the black hole is about the mass of the sun to go from the event horizon to the singularity,
    0:28:08 takes about one millionth of a second. And what happens to you if you fall into the black hole?
    0:28:14 If we think of an object as information, that information gets destroyed.
    0:28:19 Well, you’ve raised a crucially difficult point. So that’s why I keep needing to distinguish between
    0:28:28 black holes according to Einstein’s theory of general relativity, which is book one of
    0:28:33 spacetime and geometry, which is perfectly classical. And then come the 1970s, we start
    0:28:40 asking about quantum mechanics and what happens in quantum mechanics. According to classical
    0:28:44 general relativity, the information that makes up you, when you fall into the black hole, is lost
    0:28:50 to the outside world. It’s there, it’s inside the black hole, but we can’t get it anymore.
    0:28:55 In the 1970s, Stephen Hawking comes along and points out that black holes radiate.
    0:29:01 They give off photons and other particles to the universe around them. And as they radiate,
    0:29:07 they lose mass and eventually they evaporate, they disappear. So once that happens, I can no longer
    0:29:14 say the information about you or a book that I threw in the black hole or whatever is still
    0:29:19 there is hidden behind the black hole, because the black hole has gone away. So either that
    0:29:24 information is destroyed, like you said, or it is somehow transferred to the radiation
    0:29:29 that is coming out to the Hawking radiation. A large majority of people who think about this
    0:29:35 believe that the information is somehow transferred to the radiation and information is conserved.
    0:29:40 That is a feature both of general relativity by itself and of quantum mechanics by itself.
    0:29:46 So when you put them together, that should still be a feature. We don’t know that for sure. There
    0:29:50 are people who have doubted it, including Stephen Hawking for a long time. But that’s what most
    0:29:55 people think. And so what we’re trying to do now in a topic which has generated many,
    0:30:01 many hundreds of papers called the black hole information loss puzzle is figure out how to
    0:30:06 get the information from you or the book into the radiation that is escaping the black hole.
    0:30:11 Is there any way to observe Hawking radiation to a degree where you can start getting insight?
    0:30:18 Or is this all just in the space of theory right now?
    0:30:21 Right now, we are nowhere close to observing Hawking radiation. Here’s the sad fact.
    0:30:26 The larger the black hole is, the lower its temperature is. So a small black hole,
    0:30:34 like a microscopically small black hole, might be very visible. It’s given off light.
    0:30:38 But something like the black hole in the center of our galaxy,
    0:30:40 three million times the mass of the sun or something like that, Sagittarius A star,
    0:30:45 that is so cold and low temperature that its radiation will never be observable.
    0:30:52 Black holes are hard to make. We don’t have any nearby. The ones we have out there in the
    0:30:56 universe are very, very faint. So there’s no immediate hope for detecting Hawking radiation.
    0:31:00 Allegedly, we don’t have any nearby.
    0:31:02 As far as we know, we don’t have any nearby.
    0:31:04 Could tiny ones be hard to detect?
    0:31:06 Absolutely.
    0:31:06 Somewhere at the edges of the solar system maybe?
    0:31:08 So you don’t want them to be too tiny or they’re exploding, right? They’re very bright and then
    0:31:14 they would be visible. But there’s an absolutely regime where black holes are large enough not to
    0:31:19 be visible because the larger ones are fainter, right? Not giving off radiation,
    0:31:22 but small enough to not be detected through their gravitational effect.
    0:31:25 Yeah.
    0:31:25 Psychologically, just emotionally, how do you feel about black holes? They scare you?
    0:31:30 I love them. I love black holes. But the universe weirdly makes it hard to make a black hole,
    0:31:36 right? Because you really need to squeeze an enormous amount of matter and energy into a
    0:31:41 very, very small region of space. So we know how to make stellar black holes,
    0:31:47 a supermassive star can collapse to make a black hole. We know we also have these supermassive
    0:31:52 black holes at the center of galaxies. We’re a little unclear where they came from. I mean,
    0:31:58 maybe stellar black holes that got together and combined. But that’s one of the
    0:32:04 exciting things about new data from the James Webb Space Telescope is that
    0:32:09 quite large black holes seem to exist relatively early in the history of the universe.
    0:32:14 So it was already difficult to figure out where they came from. Now it’s an even tougher puzzle.
    0:32:18 So these supermassive black holes were formed somewhere early on in the universe.
    0:32:23 I mean, that’s a feature, not a bug, right? That we don’t have too many of them. Otherwise,
    0:32:27 we wouldn’t have the time or the space to form the little pockets of complexity that we call humans.
    0:32:36 I think that’s fair. Yeah. It’s always interesting when something is difficult,
    0:32:42 but happens anyway, right? I mean, the probability of making a black hole could have been zero.
    0:32:47 It could have been one. But it’s this interesting number in between, which is kind of fun.
    0:32:51 Are there more intelligent alien civilization than there are supermassive black holes?
    0:32:55 Yeah. I have no idea. But I think your intuition is right that it would have been easy for there
    0:33:04 to be lots of civilizations and then we would have noticed them already. And we haven’t. So
    0:33:09 absolutely the simplest explanation for why we haven’t is that they’re not there.
    0:33:13 Yeah. I just think it’s so easy to make them though. So I understand that’s the simplest
    0:33:19 explanation. How easy is it to make life or eukaryotic life or multicellular life?
    0:33:26 It seems like life finds a way. Intelligent alien civilizations, sure. Maybe there is
    0:33:32 somewhere along that chain a really, really hard leap. But once you start life, once you get the
    0:33:39 origin of life, it seems like life just finds a way everywhere in every condition. They just
    0:33:44 figures it out. I mean, I get it. I get exactly what you’re thinking. I think it’s a perfectly
    0:33:49 reasonable attitude to have before you confront the data. I would not have expected it to be
    0:33:56 special in any way. I would have expected there to be plenty of very noticeable
    0:33:59 extraterrestrial civilizations out there. But even if life finds a way, even if we buy
    0:34:07 everything you say, how long does it take for life to find a way? What if it typically
    0:34:12 takes 100 billion years? Then we’d be alone. So it’s a time thing. So to you, really, there’s
    0:34:19 most likely there’s no alien civilizations out there. I just, I can’t see it. I believe there’s
    0:34:25 a ton of them and there’s another explanation why we can’t see them. I don’t believe that very
    0:34:29 strongly. Look, I’m not going to place a lot of bets here. I would not, I’m both pretty up in the
    0:34:35 air about whether or not life itself is all over the place. It’s possible when we visit
    0:34:40 other worlds, other solar systems, there’s very tiny microscopic life ubiquitous, but none of it
    0:34:47 has reached some complex form. It’s also possible there’s just, there isn’t any. It’s also possible
    0:34:54 that there are intelligent civilizations that have better things to do than knock on our doors.
    0:34:58 So I think we should be very humble about these things we know so little about.
    0:35:02 And it’s also possible there’s a great filter where there’s something fundamental about
    0:35:06 once a civilization develops complex enough technology, that technology is more
    0:35:12 statistically likely to destroy everybody versus to continue being creative.
    0:35:18 That is absolutely possible. I’m actually putting less credence on that one just because you need
    0:35:23 to happen every single time, right? If even one, I mean, this goes back to von Neumann pointing,
    0:35:29 John von Neumann pointed out that you don’t need to send the aliens around the galaxy.
    0:35:34 You can build self-reproducing probes and send them around the galaxy.
    0:35:39 And you might think, well, the galaxy is very big. It’s really not. It’s some tens of thousands
    0:35:44 of light years across and billions of years old. So you don’t need to move at a high fraction
    0:35:51 the speed of light to fill the galaxy. So if you were an intelligent alien civilization,
    0:35:57 the dictator of one, you would just send out a lot of probes, self-reproducing probes.
    0:36:00 100%. And just spread out.
    0:36:03 Yes. And what you should do, so if you want the optimistic spin, here’s the optimistic spin.
    0:36:07 People looking for intelligent life elsewhere often tune in with their radio telescopes,
    0:36:13 right? At least we did before Arecibo was decommissioned. That’s not a very promising way
    0:36:21 to find intelligent life elsewhere because why in the world would a super intelligent alien
    0:36:25 civilization waste all of its energy by beaming it in random directions into the sky? For one thing,
    0:36:32 it just passes you by, right? So if we’re here on Earth, we’ve only been listening to radio waves
    0:36:38 for a hundred or a couple hundred years, okay? So if intelligent alien civilization exists for
    0:36:45 a billion years, they have to pinpoint exactly the right time to send us this signal. It is
    0:36:51 much, much more efficient to send probes and to park, to go to the other solar systems,
    0:36:58 just sit there and wait for an intelligent civilization to arise in that solar system.
    0:37:04 This is kind of the 2001 monolith hypothesis, right? I would be less surprised to find
    0:37:12 sort of quiescent alien artifact in our solar system than I would to catch a radio signal
    0:37:20 from an intelligent civilization. So you’re a sucker for in-person conversations versus remote?
    0:37:26 I just want to integrate over time. A probe can just sit there and wait, whereas a radio wave goes
    0:37:33 right by you. How hard is it for an alien civilization, again, you’re the dictator of one,
    0:37:39 to figure out a probe that is most likely to find a common language with whatever it finds?
    0:37:47 Couldn’t it be like the elected leader of a democratic alien civilization?
    0:37:54 I think we would figure out that language thing pretty quickly. I mean, maybe not
    0:37:59 as quickly as we do when different human tribes find each other, because obviously there’s a lot
    0:38:05 of commonalities in humanity. But there is logic and math, and there is the physical world. You
    0:38:11 can point to a rock and go rock, right? I don’t think it would take that long. I know that arrival,
    0:38:18 the movie, based on a Ted Chang story, suggested that the way that aliens communicate is going to be
    0:38:25 fundamentally different, but also they had recognition and other things I don’t believe in.
    0:38:30 So I think that if we actually find aliens, that will not be our long-term problem.
    0:38:37 So one of the places you’re affiliated with is Santa Fe, and they approach the question of
    0:38:41 complexity in many different ways and ask the question in many different ways of what is life,
    0:38:46 thinking broadly. So you would be able to find it. You show up, approach shows up to a planet,
    0:38:55 we’ll see a thing, and be like, yeah, that’s a living thing.
    0:38:59 Well, again, if it’s intelligent and technologically advanced, the more short-term question of if we
    0:39:09 get some spectroscopic data from an exoplanet, so we know a little bit about what is in its atmosphere,
    0:39:16 how can we judge whether or not that atmosphere is giving us a signature of life existing?
    0:39:21 That’s a very hard question that people are debating about. I mean, one very simple-minded,
    0:39:26 but perhaps interesting approach is to say small molecules don’t tell you anything because even if
    0:39:34 life could make them, something else could also make them, but long molecules, that’s the kind
    0:39:38 of thing that life would produce. So signs of complexity. I don’t know. I just have this
    0:39:45 nervous feeling that we won’t be able to detect. We’ll show up to a planet,
    0:39:50 there’s a bunch of liquid on it. We take a swim in the liquid and we won’t be able to see the
    0:39:57 intelligence in it, whether that intelligence looks like something like ants or we’ll see
    0:40:06 movement, perhaps strange movement, but we won’t be able to see the intelligence in it or communicate
    0:40:15 with it. I guess if we have nearly infinite amount of time to play with different ideas,
    0:40:20 we might be able to. I think I’m in favor of this kind of humility, this intellectual humility
    0:40:26 that we won’t know because we should be prepared for surprises, but I do always keep coming back
    0:40:32 to the idea that we all live in the same physical universe. Let’s put it this way. The development
    0:40:40 of our intelligence has certainly been connected to our ability to manipulate the physical world
    0:40:47 around us. I would guess without 100% credence by any means, but my guess would be that any
    0:40:55 advanced kind of life would also have that capability. Both dolphins and octopuses are
    0:41:03 potential counter examples to that, but I think in the details, there would be enough similarities
    0:41:09 that we would recognize it. I don’t know how we got on this topic, but I think it was from
    0:41:13 supermassive black holes. If we return to black holes and talk about the holographic principle
    0:41:19 more broadly, you have a recent paper on the topic. You’ve been thinking about the topic in terms of
    0:41:25 rigorous research perspective and just as a popular book writer. What is the holographic
    0:41:33 principle? Well, it goes back to this question that we were talking about with the information
    0:41:38 and how it gets out. In quantum mechanics, certainly, arguably even before quantum mechanics
    0:41:45 comes along in classical statistical mechanics, there’s a relationship between information
    0:41:51 and entropy. Entropy is my favorite thing to talk about that I’ve written books about. We’ll
    0:41:56 continue to write books about. Hawking tells us that black holes have entropy and it’s a finite
    0:42:02 amount of entropy. It’s not an infinite amount, but the belief is, and now we’re already getting
    0:42:07 quite speculative, the belief is that the entropy of a black hole is the largest amount of entropy
    0:42:15 that you can have in a region of spacetime. It’s the most densely packed that entropy can be.
    0:42:21 What that means is there’s a maximum amount of information that you can fit into that region
    0:42:26 of space and you call it a black hole. Interestingly, you might expect if I have a box,
    0:42:31 and I’m going to put information in it. I don’t tell you how I’m going to put the information in,
    0:42:37 but I ask, how does the information I can put in scale with the size of the box?
    0:42:42 You might think, well, it goes as the volume of the box because the information takes up some
    0:42:47 volume and I can only fit in a certain amount. That is what you might guess for the black hole,
    0:42:52 but it’s not what the answer is. The answer is that the maximum information, as reflected in the
    0:42:57 black hole entropy, scales as the area of the black holes event horizon, not the volume inside.
    0:43:06 So people thought about that in both deep and superficial ways for a long time,
    0:43:11 and they proposed what we now call the holographic principle that the way that spacetime and quantum
    0:43:17 gravity convey information or hold information is not different bits or qubits for quantum
    0:43:26 information at every point in spacetime. It is something holographic, which means it’s embedded
    0:43:33 in or located in or can be thought of as pertaining to one dimension less of the three dimensions of
    0:43:41 space that we live in. So in the case of the black hole, the event horizon is two-dimensional,
    0:43:45 embedded in a three-dimensional universe, and the holographic principle would say
    0:43:48 all of the information contained in the black hole can be thought of as living on the event
    0:43:53 horizon rather than in the interior of the black hole. I need to say one more thing about that,
    0:44:00 which is that this was an idea. The idea I just told you was the original holographic principle
    0:44:04 put forward by people like Gerard Tuft and Leonard Susskind, a super famous
    0:44:08 physicist. Leonard Susskind was on my podcast and gave a great talk. He’s very good at explaining
    0:44:15 these things. My escape podcast, everybody can listen. That’s right, yes. And you don’t just
    0:44:20 have physicists on. I don’t. I love my escape. Oh, thank you very much. Curiosity driven. Yeah,
    0:44:26 ideas. Exploration of ideas. Yeah. But anyway, what I was trying to get at was Susskind and also
    0:44:31 at Tuft were a little vague. They were a little hand wavy about holography and what it meant,
    0:44:36 where holography, the idea that information is sort of encoded on a boundary really came into
    0:44:42 its own was with Juan Maldesena in the 1990s and the ADS CFD correspondence, which we don’t have
    0:44:50 to get into that into any detail, but it’s a whole full blown theory of it’s two different
    0:44:56 theories. One theory in n dimensions of space time without gravity and another theory in n plus
    0:45:03 one dimensions of space time with gravity. And the idea is that this n dimensional theory is,
    0:45:08 you know, casting a hologram into the n plus one dimensional universe to make it look like it has
    0:45:14 gravity. And that’s holography with a vengeance. And that’s that’s an enormous source of interest
    0:45:22 for theoretical physicists these days. How should we picture what impact that has?
    0:45:27 The fact that you can store all the information you could think of as all the information that goes
    0:45:33 into a black hole can be stored at the event horizon. Yeah, I mean, it’s a good question.
    0:45:39 One of the things that quantum field theory indirectly suggests is that there’s not that
    0:45:46 much information in you and me compared to the volume of space time we take up. As far as quantum
    0:45:52 field theory is concerned, you and I are mostly empty space. And so we are not information dense,
    0:45:59 right, the density of information in us or in a book or a CD or whatever computer RAM is indeed
    0:46:07 encoded by volume, like there’s different bits located at different points in space.
    0:46:11 But that density of information is super duper low. So we’re just like the speed of light or just
    0:46:16 like the big bang. For the information in a black hole, we are far away in our everyday experience
    0:46:22 from the regime where these questions become relevant. So it’s very far away from our intuition.
    0:46:27 We don’t really know how to think about these things. We can do the math, but we don’t feel it
    0:46:31 in our bones. So you can just write off that weird stuff happens in a black hole. Well, we’d like to
    0:46:36 do better, but we’re trying. I mean, that’s why we have an information loss puzzle because we haven’t
    0:46:41 completely solved it. So here’s just one thing to keep in mind. Once space time becomes flexible,
    0:46:50 which it does according to general relativity, and you have quantum mechanics, which has fluctuations
    0:46:56 and virtual particles and things like that, the very idea of a location in space time becomes a
    0:47:01 little bit fuzzy, right? Because it’s flexible and quantum mechanics says you can’t even pin it down.
    0:47:06 So information can propagate in ways that you might not have expected. And that’s easy to say,
    0:47:13 and it’s true, but we haven’t yet come up with the right way to talk about it that is perfectly rigorous.
    0:47:18 But it’s crazy how dense with information a black hole is. And then plus like quantum mechanics
    0:47:24 starts to come into play. So, you know, you almost want to romanticize the kind of an
    0:47:29 interesting computation type things that are going on inside the black hole.
    0:47:32 You do, you do. But I will point out one other thing. It’s information dense, but it’s also very,
    0:47:39 very high entropy. So a black hole is kind of like a very, very, very specific random number,
    0:47:46 right? It takes a lot of digits to specify it, but the digits don’t tell you anything. They don’t
    0:47:52 give you anything useful to work on. So it takes a lot of information, but it’s not of a form that
    0:47:58 we can learn a lot from. But hypothetically, I guess, as you mentioned, the information might be
    0:48:06 preserved. The information that goes into a black hole, it doesn’t get destroyed. So what does that
    0:48:11 mean when the entropy is really high? Well, the black hole, I said that the black hole is the
    0:48:16 highest density of information, but it’s not the highest amount of information because the black
    0:48:22 hole can evaporate. And when it evaporates, and people have done the equations for this,
    0:48:27 when it evaporates, the entropy that it turns into is actually higher than the entropy of the
    0:48:32 black hole was, which is good because entropy is supposed to go up. But it’s much more dilute,
    0:48:37 right? It’s spread across a huge volume of space time. So in principle, all that you made the
    0:48:44 black hole out of, the information that it took is still there, we think, in that information,
    0:48:50 but it’s scattered to the forewinds. We just talked about the event horizon of a black hole.
    0:48:54 What’s on the inside? What’s at the center of it? No one’s been there.
    0:48:58 So, again, this is a theoretical prediction. But I’ll say one super crucial feature of the
    0:49:05 black holes that we know and love, the kind that Schwarzschild first invented. There’s a
    0:49:10 singularity, but it’s not at the middle of the black hole. Remember, space and time are parts
    0:49:16 of two different parts of one unified spacetime. The location of the singularity in the black hole
    0:49:22 is not the middle of space, but our future. It is a moment of time. It is like a big crunch.
    0:49:29 The big bang was an expansion from a singularity in the past. Big crunch probably doesn’t exist,
    0:49:34 but if it did, it would be a collapse to a singularity in the future. That’s what the
    0:49:38 interiors of black holes are like. You can be fine in the interior, but things are becoming more
    0:49:44 and more crowded. Space time is becoming more and more warped, and eventually you hit a limit,
    0:49:48 and that’s the singularity in your future. I wonder what time is like on the inside of a
    0:49:53 black hole. Time always ticks by at one second per second. That’s all it can ever do. Time can
    0:49:59 tick by differently for different people, and so you have things like the twin paradox, where two
    0:50:04 people initially are the same age. One goes off near the speed of light and comes back. Now they’re
    0:50:09 not. You can even work out that the one who goes out and comes back will be younger because they
    0:50:14 did not take the shortest distance path. Locally, as far as you and your wristwatch are concerned,
    0:50:21 time is not funny. Your neurological signals in your brain and your heartbeat and your wristwatch,
    0:50:30 whatever is happening to them, is happening to all of them at the same time, so time always
    0:50:35 seems to be ticking along at the same rate. If you fall into a black hole and then I’m an observer
    0:50:41 just watching it, and then you come out once it evaporates a million years later, I guess you’ll
    0:50:51 be exactly the same age. Have you aged at all? You would be converted into photons. You would not
    0:50:57 be you anymore. Right. So it’s not at all possible that information is preserved exactly as it went
    0:51:03 in. It depends on what you mean by preserved. It’s there in the microscopic configuration of the
    0:51:08 universe. It’s exactly as if I took a regular book, made a paper, and I burned it. The laws of
    0:51:15 physics say that all the information in the book is still there in the heat and light and ashes.
    0:51:20 You’re never going to get it, it’s a matter of practice, but in principle, it’s still there.
    0:51:24 But what about the age of things from the observer perspective, from outside the black hole?
    0:51:29 From outside the black hole doesn’t matter because they’re inside the black hole.
    0:51:35 No. Okay. There’s no way to escape the black hole except to let it evaporate.
    0:51:41 To let it evaporate. But also, by the way, just in relativity, special relativity,
    0:51:46 forget about general relativity, it’s enormously tempting to say, “Okay, here’s what’s happening
    0:51:52 to me right now. I want to know what’s happening far away right now.” The whole point of relativity
    0:51:58 is to say there’s no such thing as right now when you’re far away. And that is doubly true for what’s
    0:52:04 inside a black hole. So you’re tempted to say, “Well, how fast is their clock ticking, or how old
    0:52:09 are they now?” Not allowed to say that according to relativity. Because space and time are treated
    0:52:15 the same and so it doesn’t even make sense. What happens to time in the holographic principle?
    0:52:20 As far as we know, nothing dramatic happens. We’re not anywhere close to being confident that we
    0:52:28 know what’s going on here yet. So there are good unanswered questions about whether time is fundamental,
    0:52:34 whether time is emergent, whether it has something to do with quantum entanglement,
    0:52:38 whether time really exists at all, different theories, different proponents of different
    0:52:44 things. But there’s nothing specifically about holography that would make us change our opinions
    0:52:50 about time, whatever they happen to be. But holography is fundamentally about
    0:52:53 the question of space? It really is. Yeah. Okay, so time is just like a-
    0:52:58 Time just goes along for the ride, as far as we know. So all the questions about time is just
    0:53:01 almost like separate questions, whether it’s emergent and all that kind of stuff. Yeah. I mean,
    0:53:05 that might be a reflection of our ignorance right now, but yes. If we figure out a lot,
    0:53:11 millions of years from now about black holes, how surprised would you be if they travel back
    0:53:16 in time and told you everything you want to know about black holes? How much
    0:53:20 do you think there is still to know? And how mind-blowing would it be?
    0:53:29 It does depend on what they would say. I think that there are colleagues of mine
    0:53:35 who think that we’re pretty close to figuring out how information gets out of black holes,
    0:53:41 how to quantize gravity, things like that. I’m more skeptical that we are pretty close. I think
    0:53:46 that there’s room for a bunch of surprises to come. So in that sense, I suspect I would be surprised.
    0:53:53 The biggest and most interesting surprise to me would be if quantum mechanics itself
    0:53:59 were somehow superseded by something better. As far as I know, there’s no empirical evidence-based
    0:54:07 reason to think that quantum mechanics is not 100% correct. But it might not be. That’s always
    0:54:13 possible. And there are, again, respectable friends of mine who speculate about it. So
    0:54:20 that’s the first thing I’d want to know. The black hole would be the most clear illustration.
    0:54:27 If there’s something, it would show up there. Maybe. The point is that black holes are mysterious
    0:54:33 for various reasons. So, yeah, if our best theory of the universe is wrong, that might help explain
    0:54:38 why. Do you think it’s possible we’ll find something interesting like black holes sometimes
    0:54:45 create new universes? Or black holes are a kind of portal through space-time to another place or
    0:54:51 something like this? And then our whole conception of what is the fabric of space-time changes
    0:54:57 completely because black holes is like Swiss cheese type of situation. Yeah, that would be
    0:55:04 less surprising to me because I’ve already written papers about that. We don’t have, again, strong
    0:55:11 reason to think that the interior black hole leads to another universe. But it is possible. And it’s
    0:55:16 also very possible that that’s true for some black holes and not others. This is stuff we don’t
    0:55:21 know. It’s easy to ask questions we don’t know the answer to. The problem is the questions that are
    0:55:25 easy to ask that we don’t know the answer to are super hard to answer. Because these objects are
    0:55:30 very difficult to test and to explore. The regimes are just very far away. So either literally far
    0:55:34 away in space, but also in energy or mass or time or whatever. You’ve published a paper on the
    0:55:41 holographic principle or that involves the holographic principle. What can you explain
    0:55:44 the details of that? Yeah, I’m always interested in, since my first published paper, taking these
    0:55:52 wild speculative ideas and trying to test them against data. And the problem is when you’re
    0:55:57 dealing with wild speculative ideas, they’re usually not well-defined enough to make a prediction,
    0:56:04 right? Like it’s kind of, I know it’s going to happen in some cases. I don’t know what’s going
    0:56:07 to happen in other cases. So we did the following thing. As I’ve already mentioned, the holographic
    0:56:14 principle, which is meant to reflect the information contained in black holes, seems to be telling us
    0:56:20 that information, there’s less information, less stuff that can go on than you might naively expect.
    0:56:28 So let’s upgrade naively expect to predict using quantum field theory. Quantum field theory is
    0:56:34 our best theory of fundamental physics right now. Unlike this holographic black hole stuff,
    0:56:39 quantum field theory is entirely local. In every point of space, something can go on and then you
    0:56:45 add up all the different points in space, okay? Not holographic at all. So there’s a mismatch
    0:56:50 between the expectation for what is happening, even in empty space in quantum field theory,
    0:56:54 versus what the holographic principle would predict. How do you reconcile these two things?
    0:57:00 So there’s one way of doing it that had been suggested previously, which is to say that
    0:57:05 in the quantum field theory way of talking, it implies there’s a whole bunch more states,
    0:57:12 a whole bunch more ways the system could be than there really are. And just I’ll do a little bit
    0:57:19 of math, just because there might be some people in the audience who like the math. If I draw two
    0:57:25 axes on a two-dimensional geometry, like the surface of the table, right, you know that the
    0:57:31 whole point of it being two-dimensional is I can draw two vectors that are perpendicular to each
    0:57:35 other. I can’t draw three vectors that are all perpendicular to each other, right? They need
    0:57:40 to overlap a little bit. That’s true for any numbers of dimensions. But I can ask, okay,
    0:57:46 how much do they have to overlap? If I try to put more vectors into a vector space
    0:57:52 than the dimensionality of the vector space, can I make them almost perpendicular to each other?
    0:57:59 And the mathematical answer is, as the number of dimensions gets very, very large, you can fit a
    0:58:05 huge extra number of vectors in that are almost perpendicular to each other. So in this case,
    0:58:12 what we’re suggesting is the number of things that can happen in a region of space is correctly
    0:58:19 described by holography. It is somewhat over counted by quantum field theory. But that’s because
    0:58:26 the quantum field theory states are not exactly perpendicular to each other. I should have mentioned
    0:58:32 that in quantum mechanics, states are given by vectors in some huge dimensional vector space,
    0:58:36 very, very, very, very large dimensional vector space. So maybe the quantum field theory states
    0:58:42 are not quite perpendicular to each other. If that is true, that’s a speculation already,
    0:58:48 but if that’s true, how would you know? What is the experimental deviation? And it would have been
    0:58:54 completely respectable if we had gone through and made some guesses and found that there is no
    0:58:59 noticeable experimental difference because, again, these things are in regimes very, very far away.
    0:59:05 We stuck our necks out. We made some very, very specific guesses as to how this weird overlap
    0:59:13 of states would show up in the equations of motion for particles like neutrinos. And then
    0:59:20 we made predictions on how the neutrinos would behave on the basis of those wild guesses. And
    0:59:26 then we compared them with data. And what we found is we’re pretty close, but haven’t yet
    0:59:33 reached the detectability of the effect that we are predicting. In other words, basically,
    0:59:39 one way of saying what we predict is, if a neutrino, and there’s reasons why it’s neutrinos,
    0:59:43 we can go into it if you want, but it’s not that interesting. The neutrino comes to us from across
    0:59:47 the universe from some galaxy very, very far away. There is a probability as it’s traveling
    0:59:53 that it will dissolve into other neutrinos because they’re not really perpendicular to each other
    0:59:58 as vectors, as they would ordinarily be in quantum field theory. And that means that if you look
    1:00:03 at neutrinos coming from far enough away with high enough energies, they should disappear.
    1:00:10 Like if you see a whole bunch of nearby neutrinos, but then further away, you should see fewer.
    1:00:16 And there is an experiment called Icecube, which is this amazing testament to the ingenuity of
    1:00:24 human beings, where they go to Antarctica, and they drill holes, and they put photo detectors
    1:00:31 on a string a mile deep in these holes. And they basically use all of the ice in a cube.
    1:00:39 I don’t know whether it’s a mile or not, but it’s like a kilometer or something like that,
    1:00:42 some big region. That much ice is their detector. And they’re looking for flashes when a cosmic
    1:00:49 ray or neutrino or whatever hits ice molecule, water molecule in the ice.
    1:00:55 With flashes in the ice. They’re looking for flashes.
    1:00:59 But isn’t there some craze? What does the detector of that look like?
    1:01:02 It’s a bunch of strings, many, many, many strings with 360-degree photo detectors.
    1:01:10 That’s really cool.
    1:01:13 It’s extremely cool. And they’ve done amazing work, and they find neutrinos.
    1:01:18 They’re looking for neutrinos.
    1:01:19 Yeah. So the whole point is most cosmic rays are protons. Because why? Because protons exist,
    1:01:26 and they’re massive enough that you can accelerate them to very high energies.
    1:01:31 So high-energy cosmic rays tend to be protons.
    1:01:34 They also tend to hit the Earth’s atmosphere and decay into other particles.
    1:01:38 So neutrinos, on the other hand, punch right through, at least usually, to a great extent.
    1:01:44 So not just Antarctica, but the whole Earth.
    1:01:46 Occasionally, a neutrino will interact with a particle here on Earth.
    1:01:52 And a neutrino is going through your body all the time, from the Sun, from the universe, etc.
    1:01:56 And so if you’re patient enough, and you have a big enough part of the Antarctic ice sheet to look at,
    1:02:02 it’s the nice thing about ice is it’s transparent.
    1:02:05 So you’ve built, yourself, nature has built you a neutrino detector.
    1:02:09 So why ice cube does?
    1:02:10 Why ice? So is it just because of the low noise, and you get to watch this thing, and it’s…
    1:02:16 It’s much more dense than air, but it’s transparent.
    1:02:21 So you have much more dense, so higher probability, and then it’s transparency,
    1:02:25 and then it’s also in the middle of nowhere.
    1:02:27 That’s all you need. There’s not that much ice, right?
    1:02:30 Yeah. So there’s more ice in Antarctica than anywhere else.
    1:02:33 Right. So anyway, you can go and you can get a plot from the ice cube experiment,
    1:02:39 how many neutrinos there are that they’ve detected with very high energies.
    1:02:43 And we predict, in our weird little holographic guessing game, that there should be a cut-off.
    1:02:49 You should see neutrinos as you get to higher and higher energies, and then they should disappear.
    1:02:54 If you look at the data, their data gives out exactly where our cut-off is.
    1:03:00 That doesn’t mean that our cut-off is right.
    1:03:02 It means they lose the ability to do the experiment exactly where we predict the cut-off should be.
    1:03:06 Oh, boy. Okay.
    1:03:08 But why is there a limit?
    1:03:12 Oh, just because there are fewer and fewer high-energy neutrinos.
    1:03:15 So there’s a spectrum, and it goes down, but what we’re plotting here is
    1:03:20 the number of neutrinos versus energy, it’s fading away, and they just get very, very few.
    1:03:25 And you need the high-energy neutrinos for your prediction.
    1:03:29 Our effect is a little bit bigger for higher energies, yeah.
    1:03:32 And that effect has to do with this almost perpendicular thing.
    1:03:35 And let me just mention the name of Oliver Friedrich, who was a postdoc who led this.
    1:03:39 He deserves the credit for doing this. I was a co-author and a collaborator.
    1:03:42 I did some work, but he really gets the lines here.
    1:03:45 Thank you, Oliver. Thank you for pushing this wild science forward.
    1:03:49 Just to speak to that, the meta process of it, how do you approach asking these big questions
    1:03:57 and trying to formulate as a paper, as an experiment that could make a prediction,
    1:04:02 all that kind of stuff? What’s your process?
    1:04:04 There’s a very interesting thing that happens once you’re a theoretical physicist,
    1:04:08 once you become trained. You’re a graduate student, you’ve written some papers and whatever.
    1:04:12 Suddenly, you are the world’s expert in a really infinitesimally tiny area of knowledge, right?
    1:04:17 And you know not that much about other areas.
    1:04:20 There’s an overwhelming temptation to just drill deep, right?
    1:04:24 Just keep doing basically the thing that you started doing.
    1:04:26 But maybe the thing you started doing is not the most interesting thing,
    1:04:31 to the world or to you or whatever.
    1:04:34 So you need to separately develop the capability of stepping back and going,
    1:04:38 okay, now that I can write papers in that area,
    1:04:42 now that I’m sort of trained enough in the general procedure,
    1:04:46 what is the best match between my interests, my abilities and what is actually interesting?
    1:04:52 And honestly, I’ve not been very good at that over my career.
    1:04:57 You know, I have, my process traditionally was I was working in this general area of
    1:05:04 particle physics, field theory, general relativity, cosmology.
    1:05:09 And I would sort of try to take things other people were talking about
    1:05:15 and ask myself whether or not it really fit together.
    1:05:18 Like my two, so I guess I have three papers that I’ve ever written
    1:05:23 that have done super well in terms of getting cited and things like that.
    1:05:28 One was my first ever paper that I get very little credit for,
    1:05:31 that was my advisor and his collaborator, you know, set that up.
    1:05:35 The other two were basically my idea.
    1:05:36 One was right after we discovered that the universe was accelerating.
    1:05:41 So in 1998, observations show that not only is universe expanding,
    1:05:44 but it’s expanding faster and faster.
    1:05:46 So that’s attributed to either Einstein’s cosmological constant
    1:05:51 or some more complicated form of dark energy,
    1:05:53 some mysterious thing that fills the universe.
    1:05:56 And people were throwing around ideas about this dark energy stuff,
    1:05:59 what could it be and so forth.
    1:06:00 Most of the people throwing around these ideas were cosmologists.
    1:06:04 They work on cosmology.
    1:06:05 They think about the universe all at once.
    1:06:08 I, you know, since I like to talk to people in different areas,
    1:06:13 I was sort of more familiar than average
    1:06:16 with what a respectable working particle physicist
    1:06:19 would think about these things.
    1:06:21 And what I immediately thought was, you know,
    1:06:23 you guys are throwing around these theories.
    1:06:25 These theories are wildly unnatural.
    1:06:27 They’re super finely tuned.
    1:06:28 Like any particle physicist would just be embarrassed to be talking about this.
    1:06:31 But rather than just scoffing at them,
    1:06:36 I sat down and asked myself, okay, is there a respectable version?
    1:06:40 Is there a way to keep the particle physicist happy,
    1:06:43 but also make the universe accelerate?
    1:06:45 And I realized that there is some very specific set of models
    1:06:49 that is that is relatively natural.
    1:06:51 And guess what?
    1:06:53 You can make a new experimental prediction on the basis of those.
    1:06:56 And so I did that.
    1:06:57 People were very happy about that.
    1:06:59 What was the thing that would make physicists happy?
    1:07:01 That would make sense of this fragile thing that people call dark energy.
    1:07:08 So the fact that dark energy pervades the whole universe and is slowly changing,
    1:07:15 that should immediately set off alarm bells.
    1:07:17 Because particle physics is a story of length scales and time scales
    1:07:23 that are generally, guess what, small, right?
    1:07:26 Particles are small.
    1:07:27 They vibrate quickly.
    1:07:29 And you’re telling me now, I have a new field.
    1:07:31 And its typical rate of change is once every billion years, right?
    1:07:35 Like that’s just not natural.
    1:07:37 And indeed, you can formalize that and say, you know, look,
    1:07:42 even if you wrote down a particle that evolved slowly over billions of years,
    1:07:47 if you let it interact with other particles at all, that would make it move faster.
    1:07:54 Its dynamics would be faster.
    1:07:55 Its mass would be higher, et cetera, et cetera.
    1:07:57 So there’s a whole story.
    1:07:58 Things need to be robust and they all talk to each other in quantum field theory.
    1:08:01 So how do you stop that from happening?
    1:08:03 And the answer is symmetry.
    1:08:04 You can impose a symmetry that protects your new field from talking to any other fields.
    1:08:11 Okay.
    1:08:12 And this is good for two reasons.
    1:08:14 Number one, it can keep the dynamics slow.
    1:08:17 So if you just, you can’t tell me why it’s slow.
    1:08:19 You just made that up, but at least it can protect it from speeding up
    1:08:23 because it’s not talking to any other particles.
    1:08:25 And the other is it makes it harder to detect.
    1:08:27 Naively, experiments looking for fifth forces or time changes of fundamental
    1:08:36 constants of nature like the charge of the electron, these experiments
    1:08:40 should have been able to detect these dark energy fields.
    1:08:44 And I was able to propose a way to stop that from happening.
    1:08:47 The detection.
    1:08:48 The detection, yeah, because a symmetry could stop it from interacting
    1:08:52 with all these other fields and therefore makes it harder to detect.
    1:08:55 And just by luck, I realized, because it was actually based on my first ever paper,
    1:08:59 there’s one loophole.
    1:09:01 If you impose these symmetries, so you protect the dark energy field
    1:09:06 from interacting with any other fields, there’s one interaction that is still
    1:09:11 allowed that you can’t rule out.
    1:09:12 And it is a very specific interaction between your dark energy field and photons,
    1:09:18 which are very common.
    1:09:20 And it has the following effect.
    1:09:22 As a photon travels through the dark energy, the photon has a polarization
    1:09:26 up, down, left, right, whatever it happens to be.
    1:09:30 And as it travels through the dark energy, that photon will rotate its polarization.
    1:09:33 This is called birefringence.
    1:09:35 And you can kind of run the numbers and say, you know, you can’t make a very
    1:09:40 precise prediction because we’re just making up this model.
    1:09:43 But if you want to roughly fit the data, you can predict how much
    1:09:47 polarization rotation there should be a couple of degrees.
    1:09:50 Okay, not that much.
    1:09:52 So that’s very hard to detect.
    1:09:54 People have been trying to do it.
    1:09:56 Right now, literally, we’re on the edge of either being able to detect it
    1:10:01 or rule it out using the cosmic microwave background.
    1:10:04 And there is just, you know, truth in advertising.
    1:10:07 There is a claim on the market that it’s been detected, that it’s there.
    1:10:12 It’s not very statistically significant.
    1:10:15 If I were to bet, I think it would probably go away.
    1:10:19 It’s a very hard thing to observe.
    1:10:21 But maybe as you get better and better data, cleaner and cleaner analysis,
    1:10:26 it will persist and we will have directly detected the dark energy.
    1:10:29 So if we just take this tangent of dark energy, people will sometimes bring up dark
    1:10:36 energy and dark matter as an example why physicists have lost it, lost their mind.
    1:10:44 We’re just going to say that there is this field that permeates everything.
    1:10:49 It’s unlike any other field and it’s invisible.
    1:10:51 And it helps us work out some of the math.
    1:10:55 How do you respond to that kind of suggestion?
    1:10:59 Well, two ways.
    1:11:00 One way is those people would have had to say the same thing
    1:11:04 when we discovered the planet Neptune.
    1:11:05 Because it’s exactly analogous where we have a very good theory, in that case,
    1:11:12 Newtonian gravity in the solar system.
    1:11:14 We made predictions.
    1:11:15 The predictions were slightly off for the motion of the outer planets.
    1:11:19 You found that you could explain that motion by positing something very simple.
    1:11:24 One more planet in a very, very particular place.
    1:11:28 And you went and looked for it and there it was.
    1:11:29 That was the first successful example of finding dark matter in the universe.
    1:11:34 It’s a matter that we can’t see.
    1:11:36 Neptune was dark.
    1:11:36 There’s a difference between dark matter and dark energy.
    1:11:40 Dark matter, as far as we are hypothesizing it, is a particle of some sort.
    1:11:46 It’s just a particle that interacts with us very weakly.
    1:11:49 So we know how much of it there is.
    1:11:50 We know more or less where it is.
    1:11:52 We know some of its properties.
    1:11:54 We don’t know specifically what it is.
    1:11:56 But it’s not anything fundamentally mysterious.
    1:12:01 It’s a particle.
    1:12:02 Dark energy is a different story.
    1:12:04 So dark energy is indeed uniformly spread throughout space
    1:12:09 and has this very weird property that it doesn’t seem to evolve,
    1:12:13 as far as we can tell.
    1:12:14 It’s the same amount of energy in every cubic centimeter of space
    1:12:18 from moment to moment in time.
    1:12:19 That’s why far and away the leading candidate for dark energy
    1:12:23 is Einstein’s cosmological constant.
    1:12:25 The cosmological constant is strictly constant, 100% constant.
    1:12:29 The data say it had better be 98% constant or better.
    1:12:33 So 100% constant works, right?
    1:12:35 And it’s also very robust.
    1:12:37 It’s just there.
    1:12:38 It’s not doing anything.
    1:12:39 It doesn’t interact with any other particles.
    1:12:41 It makes perfect sense.
    1:12:42 Probably the dark energy is the cosmological constant.
    1:12:44 The dark matter, super important to emphasize here.
    1:12:48 You know, it was hypothesized at first in the 70s and 80s,
    1:12:53 mostly to explain the rotation of galaxies.
    1:12:57 Today, the evidence for dark matter is both much better
    1:13:04 than it was in the 1980s and from different sources.
    1:13:07 It is mostly from observations of the cosmic background
    1:13:10 radiation or of large scale structure.
    1:13:12 So we have multiple independent lines of evidence,
    1:13:17 also gravitational lensing and things like that,
    1:13:19 many, many pieces of evidence that say that dark matter is there.
    1:13:22 And also that say that the effects of dark matter are different
    1:13:27 than if we modified gravity.
    1:13:30 So that was my first answer to your question is dark matter,
    1:13:34 we have a lot of evidence for.
    1:13:35 But the other one is, of course, we would love it
    1:13:39 if it weren’t dark matter.
    1:13:41 Our vested interest is 100% aligned with it being
    1:13:45 something more cool and interesting than dark matter
    1:13:48 because dark matter is just a particle.
    1:13:50 That’s the most boring thing in the world.
    1:13:51 And it’s non-uniformly distributed to space, dark matter.
    1:13:55 Absolutely, yeah.
    1:13:56 And so this–
    1:13:56 You can even see maps of it that we’ve constructed
    1:13:58 from gravitational lensing.
    1:14:00 It’s a verifiable sort of clumps of dark matter
    1:14:03 in the galaxy that explains stuff.
    1:14:04 Bigger than the galaxy, sadly.
    1:14:06 Like, we think that in the galaxy, dark matter is lumpy,
    1:14:09 but it’s just weaker.
    1:14:12 Its effects are weaker.
    1:14:13 But over the scale of large-scale structure
    1:14:15 and clusters of galaxies and things like that,
    1:14:17 yes, we can show you where the dark matter is.
    1:14:19 Could there be a super cool explanation for dark matter
    1:14:23 that would be interesting
    1:14:24 as opposed to just another particle that sits there in clumps?
    1:14:27 The super cool explanation would be modifying gravity
    1:14:31 rather than inventing a new particle.
    1:14:34 Sadly, that doesn’t really work.
    1:14:36 We’ve tried.
    1:14:36 I’ve tried.
    1:14:37 That’s my third paper that was very successful.
    1:14:40 I tried to unify dark matter and dark energy together.
    1:14:44 That was my idea.
    1:14:46 That was my aspiration, not even an idea.
    1:14:48 I tried to do it.
    1:14:49 It failed even before we wrote the paper.
    1:14:51 I realized that my idea did not help.
    1:14:54 It helps.
    1:14:54 It could possibly explain away the dark energy,
    1:14:58 but it would not explain away the dark matter.
    1:15:00 And so I thought it was not that interesting, actually.
    1:15:03 And then two different collaborators of mine said,
    1:15:05 “Is anyone thought of this idea?”
    1:15:06 They thought of exactly the same idea,
    1:15:08 completely independently of me.
    1:15:10 I said, “Well, if three different people found the same idea,
    1:15:13 maybe it is interesting.”
    1:15:14 And so we wrote the paper.
    1:15:15 And yeah, it was very interesting.
    1:15:17 People are very interested in it.
    1:15:18 Can you describe this paper a little bit?
    1:15:20 It’s fascinating how much of a thing there is dark energy
    1:15:25 and dark matter, and we don’t quite understand it.
    1:15:26 So what was your dive into exploring how to unify the two?
    1:15:31 Here is what we know about dark matter and dark energy.
    1:15:34 They become important in regimes
    1:15:39 where gravity is very, very, very weak.
    1:15:42 That’s kind of the opposite from what you would expect
    1:15:47 if you actually were modifying gravity.
    1:15:49 Like there’s a rule of thumb in quantum field theory, et cetera,
    1:15:52 that new effects show up when the effects are strong.
    1:15:56 We understand weak fields.
    1:15:58 We don’t understand strong fields.
    1:15:59 But okay, maybe this is different, right?
    1:16:02 So what do I mean by when gravity is weak?
    1:16:05 The dark energy shows up late in the history of the universe.
    1:16:08 Early in the history of the universe,
    1:16:10 the dark energy is irrelevant.
    1:16:11 But remember, the density of dark energy stays constant.
    1:16:15 The density of matter and radiation go down.
    1:16:18 So at early times, the dark energy was completely irrelevant
    1:16:21 compared to matter and radiation.
    1:16:23 At late times, it becomes important.
    1:16:25 That’s also when the universe is dilute
    1:16:27 and gravity is relatively weak.
    1:16:29 Now think about galaxies, okay?
    1:16:31 A galaxy is more dense in the middle,
    1:16:33 less dense on the outside.
    1:16:35 And there is a phenomenological fact about galaxies
    1:16:37 that in the interior of galaxies, you don’t need dark matter.
    1:16:40 That’s not so surprising because the density of stars and gas
    1:16:44 is very high there and the dark matter is just subdominant.
    1:16:47 But there’s generally a radius inside of which
    1:16:52 you don’t need dark matter to fit the data,
    1:16:54 outside of which you do need dark matter to fit the data.
    1:16:56 So that’s again when gravity is weak, right?
    1:17:00 So I asked myself, of course, we know in field theory,
    1:17:05 new effects should show up when fields are strong, not weak.
    1:17:08 But let’s throw that out of the window.
    1:17:10 Can I write down a theory where gravity alters when it is weak?
    1:17:16 And we’ve already said what gravity is.
    1:17:19 What is gravity?
    1:17:19 It’s the curvature of spacetime.
    1:17:21 So there are mathematical quantities
    1:17:24 that measure the curvature of spacetime.
    1:17:27 And generally, you would say like I have an understanding
    1:17:30 Einstein’s equation, which I explained to the readers in the book,
    1:17:33 relates the curvature of spacetime to matter and energy.
    1:17:37 The more matter and energy, the more curvature.
    1:17:40 So I’m saying, what if you add a new term in there
    1:17:42 that says the less matter and energy, the more curvature?
    1:17:47 No reason to do that except to fit the data, right?
    1:17:52 So I tried to unify the need for dark matter and the need for dark energy.
    1:17:57 That would be really cool if that was the case.
    1:17:59 Super cool, right?
    1:18:00 It’d be the best.
    1:18:00 It would be great.
    1:18:01 But it didn’t work.
    1:18:02 But it’d be really interesting if gravity did something funky
    1:18:07 when there’s not much of it.
    1:18:09 Almost like at the edges of it, it gets noisy.
    1:18:12 That was exactly the hope.
    1:18:14 But the great thing about physics is there are equations, right?
    1:18:20 I mean, you can come up with the words and you can wave your hands,
    1:18:23 but then you got to write down the equations and I did.
    1:18:26 And I figured out that it could help with the dark energy,
    1:18:29 the acceleration universe.
    1:18:30 It doesn’t help with dark matter at all.
    1:18:32 It just sucks at the scale of galaxies and scale of solar systems.
    1:18:38 The physics is kind of boring.
    1:18:42 Yeah, it does.
    1:18:43 I agree.
    1:18:43 And again, that’s why it is a little bit, I tear my hair out
    1:18:48 when people who are not physicists think, you know, accused physicists,
    1:18:53 like you say, of sort of losing the plot because they need dark matter and dark energy.
    1:18:58 I don’t want dark matter and dark energy.
    1:19:00 I want something much cooler than that.
    1:19:02 I’ve tried.
    1:19:03 But you got to listen to the equations and to the data.
    1:19:06 You mentioned three papers.
    1:19:08 Your first ever, your first awesome paper ever.
    1:19:12 And your second awesome paper ever.
    1:19:14 Of course, you wrote many papers, so you’re being very harsh on the others.
    1:19:19 Well, by the way, this is not awesomeness.
    1:19:21 This is impact.
    1:19:22 Impact.
    1:19:23 Right.
    1:19:24 There’s no correlation between awesomeness and impact.
    1:19:27 Some of my best papers fell without a stone.
    1:19:29 Tree falls in the forest.
    1:19:31 Yeah.
    1:19:31 The first paper was called Limits on a Lorentz and Parity Violating
    1:19:35 Modification of Electromagnetism or Electrodynamics.
    1:19:38 So we figured out how to violate Lorentz invariance,
    1:19:41 which is the symmetry underlying relativity.
    1:19:44 And the important thing is we figured out a way to do it
    1:19:47 that didn’t violate anything else and was experimentally testable.
    1:19:51 So people love that.
    1:19:53 The second paper was called Quintessence and the Rest of the World.
    1:19:57 So Quintessence is this dynamical dark energy field.
    1:20:01 The rest of the world is because I was talking about
    1:20:03 how the Quintessence field would interact with other particles and fields
    1:20:06 and how to avoid the interactions you don’t want.
    1:20:09 And the third paper was called Is Cosmic Speed Up
    1:20:15 Due to Gravitational Physics?
    1:20:18 Something like that.
    1:20:19 So you see the common theme.
    1:20:21 I’m taking what we know, the standard model of particle physics,
    1:20:24 general relativity, tweaking them in some way and then trying to fit the data.
    1:20:28 And trying to make it so it’s experimentally validated.
    1:20:31 Ideally, yes.
    1:20:32 That’s right.
    1:20:33 That’s the goal.
    1:20:33 You wrote the book Something Deeply Hidden on the Mysteries of Quantum Mechanics
    1:20:38 and a new book coming out soon, part of that biggest ideas in the universe series
    1:20:43 we mentioned called Quanta and Fields.
    1:20:46 So that’s focusing on quantum mechanics.
    1:20:50 Big question first.
    1:20:51 Biggest ideas in the universe.
    1:20:53 What to you is most beautiful or perhaps most mysterious about quantum mechanics?
    1:21:00 Quantum mechanics is a harder one.
    1:21:02 You know, I wrote a textbook on general relativity and I started it by saying
    1:21:06 general relativity is most beautiful physical theory ever invented.
    1:21:10 And I will stand by that.
    1:21:11 It is less fundamental than quantum mechanics,
    1:21:15 but quantum mechanics is a little more mysterious.
    1:21:17 So it’s a little bit cludgy right now.
    1:21:20 You know, if you think about how we teach quantum mechanics to our students,
    1:21:25 the Copenhagen interpretation, it’s a god-awful mess.
    1:21:28 Like no one’s going to accuse that of being very beautiful.
    1:21:31 I’m a fan of the many worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics,
    1:21:34 and that is very beautiful in the sense that fewer ingredients,
    1:21:39 just one equation, and it could cover everything in the world.
    1:21:44 It depends what you mean by beauty, but I think that the answer to your question is,
    1:21:47 quantum mechanics can start with extraordinarily austere, tiny ingredients,
    1:21:54 and in principle lead to the world, right?
    1:21:57 That boggles my mind.
    1:22:00 It’s a much more comprehensive.
    1:22:02 General relativity is about gravity, and that’s great.
    1:22:04 Quantum mechanics is about everything, and seems to be up to the task.
    1:22:09 And so I don’t know, is that beauty or not, but it’s certainly impressive.
    1:22:12 So both for the theory, the predictive power of the theory,
    1:22:14 and the fact that the theory describes tiny things creating everything we see around us.
    1:22:19 It’s a monist theory in classical mechanics.
    1:22:25 I have a particle here, particle there.
    1:22:27 I describe them separately.
    1:22:29 I can tell you what this particle is doing, what that particle is doing.
    1:22:31 In quantum mechanics, we have entanglement, right?
    1:22:33 As Einstein pointed out to us in 1935.
    1:22:36 And what that means is there is a single state for these two particles.
    1:22:42 There’s not one state for this particle, one state for the other particle.
    1:22:45 And indeed, there’s a single state for the whole universe,
    1:22:48 called the wave function of the universe, if you want to call it that.
    1:22:50 And it obeys one equation and is our job then to sort of chop it up,
    1:22:58 to carve it up, to figure out how to get tables and chairs and things like that out of it.
    1:23:02 You mentioned the many worlds interpretation, and it is in fact beautiful.
    1:23:07 But it’s one of your more controversial things you stand behind.
    1:23:12 You’ve probably gotten a bunch of flak for it.
    1:23:14 I’m a big boy.
    1:23:15 I can take it.
    1:23:16 Well, can you first explain it, and then maybe speak to the flak you may have gotten?
    1:23:20 Sure.
    1:23:21 You know, the classic experiment to explain quantum mechanics to people
    1:23:26 is called the Stern-Gerlach experiment.
    1:23:29 You’re measuring the spin of a particle, okay?
    1:23:32 And in quantum mechanics, the spin is, you know, it’s just a spin.
    1:23:37 It’s a rate at which something is rotating around in a very down-to-earth sense.
    1:23:40 The difference being is that it’s quantized.
    1:23:42 So for something like a single electron or a single neutron,
    1:23:46 it’s either spinning clockwise or counterclockwise.
    1:23:49 Those are the only two, let’s put it this way,
    1:23:51 those are the only two measurement outcomes you will ever get.
    1:23:55 There’s no, it’s spinning faster or slower.
    1:23:56 It’s either spinning one direction or the other.
    1:23:58 That’s it, two choices, okay?
    1:24:01 According to the rules of quantum mechanics, I can set up an electron, let’s say,
    1:24:05 in a state where it is neither purely clockwise or counterclockwise,
    1:24:11 but a superposition of both.
    1:24:13 And that’s not just because we don’t know the answer.
    1:24:16 It’s because it truly is both until we measure it.
    1:24:19 And then when we measure it, we see one or the other.
    1:24:22 So this is the fundamental mystery of quantum mechanics,
    1:24:24 is that how we describe the system, when we’re not looking at it,
    1:24:26 is different from what we see when we look at it.
    1:24:29 So what we teach our students in the Copenhagen way of thinking,
    1:24:32 is that the act of measuring the spin of the electron
    1:24:37 causes a radical change in the physical state.
    1:24:41 It spontaneously collapses from being a superposition
    1:24:45 of clockwise and counterclockwise to being one or the other.
    1:24:49 And you can tell me the probability that that happens,
    1:24:51 but that’s all you can tell me.
    1:24:53 And I can’t be very specific about when it happens,
    1:24:56 what caused it to happen, why it’s happening, none of that.
    1:24:59 That’s all called the measurement problem of quantum mechanics.
    1:25:02 So many worlds just says, look, I just told you a minute ago
    1:25:08 that there’s only one wave function for the whole universe.
    1:25:10 And that means that you can’t take too seriously
    1:25:15 just describing the electron.
    1:25:16 You have to include everything else in the universe.
    1:25:18 In particular, you clearly have to interact with the electron
    1:25:22 in order to measure it.
    1:25:23 So whatever is interacting with the electron
    1:25:26 should be included in the wave function that you’re describing.
    1:25:30 And look, maybe it’s just you.
    1:25:31 Maybe your eyeballs are able to perceive it.
    1:25:33 But okay, I’m going to include you in the wave function.
    1:25:36 And if you do that, let’s be, since you have
    1:25:40 a very sophisticated listenership,
    1:25:42 I’ll be a little bit more careful than average.
    1:25:44 What does it mean to measure the spin of the electron?
    1:25:47 We don’t need to go into details,
    1:25:49 but we want the following thing to be true.
    1:25:52 If the electron were in a state that was 100% spinning clockwise,
    1:25:57 then we want the measurement to tell us it was spinning clockwise.
    1:26:02 We want your brain to go, yes,
    1:26:03 the electron was spinning clockwise, right?
    1:26:05 Likewise, if it was 100% counterclockwise,
    1:26:08 we want to see that, to measure that.
    1:26:11 The rules of quantum mechanics,
    1:26:13 the Schrödinger equation of quantum mechanics,
    1:26:15 is 100% clear that if you want to measure it clockwise
    1:26:19 when it’s clockwise, and measure it counterclockwise
    1:26:22 when it’s counterclockwise,
    1:26:23 then when it starts out in a superposition,
    1:26:27 what will happen is that you and the electron
    1:26:31 will entangle with each other.
    1:26:34 And by that, I mean that the state of the universe
    1:26:37 evolves into part saying the electron was spinning clockwise
    1:26:41 and I saw it clockwise.
    1:26:42 And part of the state is it’s in a superposition with
    1:26:46 the part that says the electron was spinning counterclockwise
    1:26:48 and I saw it counterclockwise.
    1:26:50 Everyone agrees with this, entirely uncontroversial,
    1:26:54 straightforward consequence of the Schrödinger equation.
    1:26:57 And then Niels Bohr would say,
    1:27:00 “And then part of that wave function disappears.”
    1:27:02 And we’re in the other part.
    1:27:04 And you can’t predict which part it will be,
    1:27:06 only the probability.
    1:27:06 Hugh Everett, who was a graduate student in the 1950s,
    1:27:10 who was thinking about this, says, “I have a better idea.
    1:27:12 Part of the wave function does not magically disappear.
    1:27:16 It stays there.”
    1:27:17 The reason why that idea, Everett’s idea,
    1:27:20 that the whole wave function always sticks around
    1:27:22 and just obeys the Schrödinger equation,
    1:27:24 was not thought of years before,
    1:27:26 is because naively you look at it and you go,
    1:27:30 “Okay, this is predicting that I will be in a superposition.
    1:27:34 That I will be in a superposition of having seen
    1:27:39 the electron be clockwise and having seen it be counterclockwise.”
    1:27:43 No experimenter has ever felt like they were in a superposition.
    1:27:46 You always see an outcome, okay?
    1:27:48 Everett’s move, which was kind of genius,
    1:27:52 was to say the problem is not the Schrödinger equation.
    1:27:55 The problem is you have misidentified yourself
    1:27:58 in the Schrödinger equation.
    1:28:00 You have said, “Oh, look, there’s a person who saw counterclockwise.
    1:28:04 There’s a person who saw clockwise.
    1:28:06 I should be in that superposition of both.”
    1:28:10 And Everett says, “No, no, no, you’re not.”
    1:28:12 Because the part of the wave function
    1:28:15 in which the spin was clockwise, once that exists,
    1:28:19 it is completely unaffected by the part of the wave function
    1:28:23 that says the spin was counterclockwise.
    1:28:26 They are apart from each other.
    1:28:28 They are uninteracting.
    1:28:30 They have no influence.
    1:28:31 What happens in one part has no influence in the other part.
    1:28:34 So Everett says the simple resolution
    1:28:36 is to identify yourself as either the one who saw spin clockwise
    1:28:42 or the one who saw spin counterclockwise.
    1:28:45 There are now two people.
    1:28:46 Once you’ve done that experiment,
    1:28:48 the Schrödinger equation doesn’t have to be messed with.
    1:28:51 All you have to do is locate yourself correctly
    1:28:53 in the wave function.
    1:28:55 That’s many worlds.
    1:28:55 The number of worlds is very, very, very, very big.
    1:29:02 Where do those worlds fit?
    1:29:05 Where do they go?
    1:29:07 The short answer is the worlds don’t exist in space.
    1:29:14 Space exists separately in each world.
    1:29:18 So there’s a technical answer to your question,
    1:29:21 which is Hilbert space,
    1:29:22 the space of all possible quantum mechanical states.
    1:29:24 But physically, we want to put these worlds somewhere.
    1:29:28 That’s just a wrong intuition that we have.
    1:29:32 There is no such thing as the physical spatial location
    1:29:35 of the worlds because space is inside the worlds.
    1:29:38 One of the properties of this interpretation
    1:29:40 is that you can’t travel from one world to the other.
    1:29:43 That’s right.
    1:29:44 Which kind of makes you feel that they’re existing separately.
    1:29:52 They are existing separately and simultaneously.
    1:29:54 And simultaneously.
    1:29:55 Without locations in space.
    1:29:57 Without locations in space.
    1:29:58 How is it possible to visualize them existing
    1:30:02 without a location in space?
    1:30:03 The real answer to that, the honest answer is the equations predicted.
    1:30:10 If you can’t visualize it, so much worse for you.
    1:30:14 The equations are crystal clear about what they’re predicting.
    1:30:16 Is there a way to get to the closer to understanding
    1:30:20 and visualizing the weirdness of the implications of this?
    1:30:23 You know, I don’t think it’s that hard.
    1:30:25 It wasn’t that hard for me.
    1:30:27 I don’t mind the idea that when I make a quantum mechanical measurement,
    1:30:33 there is later on in the universe multiple descendants
    1:30:38 of my present self who got different answers
    1:30:40 for that measurement.
    1:30:41 I can’t interact with them.
    1:30:43 Hilbert space, the spaceball quantum wave functions
    1:30:47 was always big enough to include all of them.
    1:30:49 I’m going to worry about the parts of the universe I can observe.
    1:30:55 So let’s put it this way.
    1:30:57 Many worlds comes about by taking the Schrodinger equation seriously.
    1:31:02 The Schrodinger equation was invented to fit the data,
    1:31:05 to fit the spectrum of different atoms
    1:31:07 and different emission and absorption experiments.
    1:31:10 And it’s perfectly legitimate to say,
    1:31:14 well, okay, you’re taking the Schrodinger equation.
    1:31:17 You’re extrapolating it.
    1:31:18 You’re trusting it, believing it beyond what we can observe.
    1:31:24 I don’t want to do that, right?
    1:31:26 That’s perfectly legit.
    1:31:27 Except, okay, then what do you believe?
    1:31:30 Come up with a better theory.
    1:31:33 You’re saying you don’t believe the Schrodinger equation.
    1:31:36 Tell me the equation that you believe in, turns out,
    1:31:39 and people have done that, turns out it’s super hard
    1:31:42 to do that in a legitimate way that fits the data.
    1:31:45 And many worlds is a really clean, absolutely the most austere, clean,
    1:31:50 no extra baggage theory of quantum mechanics.
    1:31:53 So if it, in fact, is correct, isn’t it the weirdest thing of anything we know?
    1:32:03 Yes, in fact, let me put it this way.
    1:32:06 The single best reason in my mind to be skeptical about many worlds
    1:32:12 is not because it doesn’t make sense or it doesn’t fit the data
    1:32:16 or I don’t know where the worlds are going or whatever.
    1:32:19 It’s because to make that extrapolation,
    1:32:23 to take seriously the equation that we know is correct in other regimes,
    1:32:26 requires new philosophy, requires a new way of thinking about identity,
    1:32:33 about probability, about prediction, a whole bunch of things.
    1:32:36 It’s work to do that philosophy and I’ve been doing it and others have done it
    1:32:41 and I think it’s very, very doable, but it’s not straightforward.
    1:32:46 It’s not a simple extrapolation from what we already know.
    1:32:50 It’s a grand extrapolation very far away.
    1:32:52 And if you just wanted to be sort of methodologically conservative
    1:32:57 and say that’s a step too far, I don’t want to buy it,
    1:33:00 I’m sympathetic to that.
    1:33:02 I think that you’re just wimping out.
    1:33:04 I think that you should have more courage, but I get the impulse.
    1:33:08 And there is under many worlds an arrow of time where if you rewind it back,
    1:33:17 there’s going to be one initial state.
    1:33:22 That’s right.
    1:33:22 All of quantum mechanics, all different versions require a kind of arrow of time.
    1:33:26 It might be different in every kind.
    1:33:28 But the quantum measurement process is irreversible.
    1:33:33 You can measure something, it collapses, you can’t go backwards.
    1:33:36 If someone tells you the outcome, if I say I have measured it in electron,
    1:33:40 it’s been as clockwise.
    1:33:41 And they say, what was it before I measured it?
    1:33:44 You know there was some part of it that was clockwise, but you don’t know how much, right?
    1:33:48 And many worlds is no different.
    1:33:50 But the nice thing is that the kind of arrow of time you need in many worlds
    1:33:55 is exactly the kind of arrow of time you need anyway.
    1:33:58 For entropy and thermodynamics and so forth.
    1:34:00 You need a simple low entropy initial state.
    1:34:03 That’s what you need in both cases.
    1:34:05 So if you actually look at under many worlds into the entire history of the universe,
    1:34:10 correct me if I’m wrong, but it looks very deterministic.
    1:34:14 Yes.
    1:34:15 In each moment, does the moment contain the memory of the entire history of the universe?
    1:34:20 To you, does the moment contain the memory of everything that preceded it?
    1:34:26 As far as we know, so according to many worlds, the wave function of the universe,
    1:34:32 all the branches of the universe at once, all the worlds, it does contain all the information.
    1:34:36 Calling a memory is a little bit dangerous because it’s not the same kind of memory
    1:34:44 that you and I have in our brains because our memories rely on the arrow of time.
    1:34:48 And the whole point of the Schrodinger equation or Newton’s laws is they don’t have an arrow of
    1:34:55 time built in.
    1:34:56 They’re reversible.
    1:34:58 The state of the universe not only remembers where it came from,
    1:35:02 but also determines where it’s going to go in a way that our memories don’t do that.
    1:35:05 But our memories, you can do replay.
    1:35:08 Can you do this?
    1:35:09 We can, but the act of forming a memory increases the entropy of the universe.
    1:35:13 It is an irreversible process also, right?
    1:35:16 You can walk on a beach and leave your footprints there.
    1:35:20 That’s a record of your passing.
    1:35:23 It will eventually be erased by the ever-increasing entropy of the universe.
    1:35:27 But you can imperfectly replay it.
    1:35:29 I guess, can we return travel back in time imperfectly?
    1:35:34 Oh, it depends on the level of precision you’re trying to ask that question.
    1:35:39 The universe contains the information about where the universe was,
    1:35:45 but you and I don’t.
    1:35:46 We’re nowhere close.
    1:35:47 Is what computationally very costly to try to consult the universe?
    1:35:54 Well, it depends on, again, exactly what you’re asking.
    1:35:56 Like, there are some simple questions.
    1:35:58 Like, what was the temperature of the universe 30 seconds after the Big Bang?
    1:36:03 We can answer that, right?
    1:36:06 That’s kind of amazing that we can answer that to pretty high precision.
    1:36:10 But if you want to know where every atom was, then no.
    1:36:13 What do you is the Big Bang?
    1:36:17 Why did it– why?
    1:36:20 Why did it happen?
    1:36:21 We have no idea.
    1:36:22 I think that that’s a super important question that I can imagine making progress on.
    1:36:28 But right now, I’m more or less maximally uncertain about what the answer is.
    1:36:33 Do you think black holes will help?
    1:36:34 No.
    1:36:34 Potentially?
    1:36:35 Not that much.
    1:36:36 Quantum gravity will help.
    1:36:38 And maybe black holes will help us figure out quantum gravity.
    1:36:41 So indirectly, yes.
    1:36:43 But we have the situation where general relativity, Einstein’s theory, unambiguously predicts there
    1:36:49 was a singularity in the past.
    1:36:51 There was a moment of time when the universe had infinite curvature, infinite energy,
    1:36:57 infinite expansion rate, the whole bit.
    1:36:59 That’s just a fancy way of saying the theory has broken down.
    1:37:03 And classical general relativity is not up to the task of what’s saying what really happened
    1:37:08 at that moment.
    1:37:09 So it is completely possible there was, in some sense, a moment of time before which there were
    1:37:15 no other moments.
    1:37:16 And that would be the Big Bang, even if it’s not a classical general relativity kind of thing,
    1:37:20 even if quantum mechanics is involved, maybe that’s what happened.
    1:37:23 It’s also completely possible there was time before that, space and time, and they evolved
    1:37:29 into our hot Big Bang by some procedure that we don’t really understand.
    1:37:33 And if time and space are emergent, then the before even starts getting real weird.
    1:37:38 Well, I think that if there is a first moment of time, that would be very good evidence or
    1:37:45 that would fit hand and glove with the idea that time is emergent.
    1:37:48 If time is fundamental, then it tends to go forever, because it’s fundamental.
    1:37:52 Well, yeah, I mean, the general formulation of this question is what’s outside of it?
    1:37:57 Well, what’s outside of our universe?
    1:37:58 So in time and in space, I know it’s a pothead question, Sean.
    1:38:03 I understand.
    1:38:04 I apologize.
    1:38:06 That’s my life.
    1:38:07 My life is asking pothead questions.
    1:38:09 Some of them, the answer is that’s not the right way to think about it.
    1:38:12 Okay.
    1:38:12 But is it possible to think at all about what’s outside our universe?
    1:38:17 It’s absolutely legit to ask questions, but you have to be comfortable with the possibility
    1:38:23 that the answer is there’s no such thing as outside our universe.
    1:38:26 That’s absolutely on the table.
    1:38:27 In fact, that is the simplest, most likely to be correct answer that we know of.
    1:38:32 But it’s the only thing in the universe that wouldn’t have an outside.
    1:38:38 Yeah, if the universe is the totality of everything, it would not have an outside.
    1:38:43 It’s so weird to think that there’s not an outside.
    1:38:46 We want there to be a creator, a creative force that led to this, an outside.
    1:38:56 Like, this is our town, and then there’s a bigger world, and there’s always a bigger world.
    1:39:01 Because that is our experience.
    1:39:02 That’s the world we grew up in, right?
    1:39:05 The universe doesn’t need to obey those rules.
    1:39:08 Such a weird thing.
    1:39:10 When I was a kid, that used to keep me up at night.
    1:39:13 Like, what if the universe had not existed?
    1:39:14 Right, and it feels like a lot of pressure that this is the only universe.
    1:39:22 And we’re here, one of the few intelligent civilizations, maybe the only one.
    1:39:30 It’s the old theories that were at the center of everything.
    1:39:32 It just feels suspicious.
    1:39:34 That’s why many worlds is kind of exciting to me, because it’s humbling in all the right kinds of ways.
    1:39:40 It feels like infinity is the way this whole thing runs.
    1:39:45 There’s one pitfall that I’ll just mention, because there’s a move that is made in these
    1:39:51 theoretical edges of cosmology that I think is a little bit mistaken, which is to say,
    1:39:56 I’m going to think about the universe on the basis of imagining that I am a typical observer.
    1:40:02 This is called the principle of typicality, or the principle of mediocrity,
    1:40:07 or even the Copernican principle.
    1:40:08 Nothing special about me.
    1:40:10 I’m just typical in the universe.
    1:40:12 But then you draw some conclusions from this.
    1:40:14 And what you end up realizing is you’ve been hilariously presumptuous.
    1:40:20 Because by saying I’m a typical observer in the universe,
    1:40:22 you’re saying typical observers in the universe are like me.
    1:40:25 And that is completely unjustified by anything.
    1:40:28 So I’m not telling you what the right way to do it is.
    1:40:32 But these kinds of questions that are not quite grounded in experimental verification
    1:40:37 or falsification are ones you have to be very careful about.
    1:40:42 That to me is one of the most interesting questions.
    1:40:44 There’s different ways to approach it, but what’s outside of this?
    1:40:49 How did the big mess start?
    1:40:51 How do we get something from nothing?
    1:40:54 That’s always the thing you’re sneaking up to.
    1:40:56 When you’re studying all of these questions, you’re always thinking,
    1:41:01 that’s where the black hole and the unifying, getting quantum gravity,
    1:41:04 all this kind of stuff.
    1:41:04 You’re always sneaking up to that question.
    1:41:06 Where did all of this come from?
    1:41:10 And I think that’s probably an answerable question.
    1:41:14 Right?
    1:41:16 No.
    1:41:18 It doesn’t have to be.
    1:41:20 So you think there could be a turtle at the bottom of this
    1:41:22 that refuses to reveal its identity?
    1:41:26 Yes.
    1:41:26 I think that specifically the question,
    1:41:30 why is there something rather than nothing?
    1:41:32 Yeah.
    1:41:32 Does not have the kind of answer that we would ordinarily attribute to why questions?
    1:41:38 Because typical why questions are embedded in the universe.
    1:41:45 And when we answer them, we take advantage of the features of the universe that we know and love.
    1:41:49 But the universe itself, as far as we know, is not embedded in anything
    1:41:52 bigger or stronger, and therefore it can just be.
    1:41:56 Do you think it’s possible this whole place is simulated?
    1:41:59 Sure.
    1:42:01 It’s a really interesting, dark, twisted video game that we’re all existing in.
    1:42:06 You know, my own podcast listeners,
    1:42:08 mindscape listeners tease me because they know from my AMA episodes
    1:42:12 that if you ever start a question by asking,
    1:42:16 do you think it’s possible that the answer is going to be yes?
    1:42:20 That might not be the answer that you care about.
    1:42:24 But it’s possible, sure, as long as you’re not, you know,
    1:42:26 adding two even numbers together and getting an odd number.
    1:42:30 When you say it’s possible, there’s a mathematically yes,
    1:42:33 and then there’s more of like intuitive.
    1:42:35 Yeah.
    1:42:36 You want to know whether it’s plausible.
    1:42:37 You want to know is there a reasonable non-zero credence to attach to this?
    1:42:42 I don’t think that there’s any philosophical knockout objection to the simulation hypothesis.
    1:42:50 I also think that there’s absolutely no reason to take it seriously.
    1:42:53 Do you think humans will try to create one?
    1:42:56 I guess that that’s how I always think about it.
    1:42:59 You know, I see what, I’ve spent quite a bit of time
    1:43:02 over the past few years and a lot more recently in virtual worlds,
    1:43:09 and just am always captivated by the possibility of creating
    1:43:14 higher and higher resolution worlds.
    1:43:15 And as we’ll talk a little bit about artificial intelligence,
    1:43:19 sort of the advancement on the Sora front,
    1:43:21 you can automatically generate those worlds,
    1:43:25 and the possibility of existing in those automatically generated worlds is pretty exciting,
    1:43:31 as long as there’s a consistent physics quantum mechanics and general relativity
    1:43:35 that governs the generation of those worlds.
    1:43:37 Yep. So it just seems like humans will for sure try to create this.
    1:43:43 Yeah, I think they will create better and better simulations.
    1:43:46 I think the philosopher David Chalmers has done what I consider to be a good job of arguing
    1:43:51 that we should treat things that happen in virtual reality and in simulated realities
    1:43:55 as just as real as the reality that we experience.
    1:43:59 I also think that as a practical matter, people will realize how much harder it is
    1:44:04 to simulate a realistic world than we naively believe.
    1:44:08 So this is not a my lifetime kind of worry.
    1:44:10 Yeah, the practical matter of going from a sort of a prototype that’s impressive
    1:44:15 to a thing that governs everything.
    1:44:17 Similar question on this front is in AGI.
    1:44:21 Yeah, you said that we’re very far away from AGI.
    1:44:25 I want to eliminate the phrase AGI.
    1:44:30 So basically, when you’re analyzing large language models and seeing how far they from
    1:44:36 whatever AGI is, and we could talk about different notions of intelligence that we
    1:44:40 were not as close as kind of some people in public view are talking about.
    1:44:48 So what’s your intuition behind that?
    1:44:49 My intuition is basically that artificial intelligence is different than human intelligence.
    1:44:56 And so the mistake that is being made by focusing on AGI among those who do
    1:45:01 is an artificial agent that as we can make them now or in the near future might be way better
    1:45:09 than human beings at some things, way worse than human beings at other things.
    1:45:14 And rather than trying to ask how close is it to being a human-like intelligent,
    1:45:19 we should appreciate it for what its capabilities are.
    1:45:22 And that will both be more accurate and help us put it to work and protect us from the dangers
    1:45:28 better rather than always anthropomorphizing it.
    1:45:30 I think the underlying idea there under the definition of AGI is that
    1:45:36 the capabilities are extremely impressive.
    1:45:42 That’s not a precise stage.
    1:45:44 No, I get that.
    1:45:45 I completely agree.
    1:45:46 And then the underlying question where a lot of the debate is how impressive is it?
    1:45:52 What are the limits of large-language models?
    1:45:54 Can they really do things like common sense reasoning?
    1:45:58 How much do they really understand about the world?
    1:46:01 Or are they just fancy mimicry machines?
    1:46:03 And where do you fall on that?
    1:46:07 That’s to the limits of large-language models.
    1:46:11 I don’t think that there are many limits in principle.
    1:46:15 I’m a physicalist about consciousness and awareness and things like that.
    1:46:20 I see no obstacle to, in principle, building an artificial machine that is indistinguishable
    1:46:26 in thought and cognition from a human being.
    1:46:28 But we’re not trying to do that, right?
    1:46:32 What a large-language model is trying to do is to predict text.
    1:46:35 That’s what it does.
    1:46:37 And it is leveraging the fact that we human beings, for very good evolutionary biology reasons,
    1:46:46 attribute intentionality and intelligence and agency to things that act like human beings.
    1:46:52 As I was driving here to get to this podcast space, I was using Google Maps.
    1:46:59 And Google Maps was talking to me.
    1:47:01 But I wanted to stop to get a cup of coffee.
    1:47:04 So I didn’t do what Google Maps told me to do.
    1:47:07 I went around a block that it didn’t like.
    1:47:09 And so it gets annoyed, right?
    1:47:12 It says, like, no, why are you doing it?
    1:47:14 It doesn’t say exactly in this.
    1:47:15 But you know what I mean?
    1:47:16 It’s like, no, turn left, turn left, and you turn right.
    1:47:18 It is impossible as a human being not to feel a little bit sad that Google Maps is getting mad at you.
    1:47:25 It’s not.
    1:47:27 It’s not even trying to.
    1:47:28 It’s not a large-language model.
    1:47:29 It’s not no aspirations to intentionality.
    1:47:32 But we attribute that all the time.
    1:47:35 Dan Dennett, the philosopher, wrote a very influential paper on the intentional stance.
    1:47:41 The fact that it’s the most natural thing in the world for we human beings to attribute
    1:47:46 more intentionality to artificial things than are really there.
    1:47:51 Which is not to say it can’t be really there.
    1:47:52 But if you’re trying to be rational and clear thinking about this,
    1:47:57 the first step is to recognize our huge bias towards attributing things below the surface
    1:48:04 to systems that are able to, at the surface level, act human.
    1:48:10 So if that huge bias of intentionality is there in the data, in the human data,
    1:48:15 in the vast landscape of human data, that AI models, large-language models and video models
    1:48:22 in the future are trained on, don’t you think that that intentionality will emerge
    1:48:29 as fundamental to the behavior of these systems naturally?
    1:48:32 Well, I don’t think it will happen naturally.
    1:48:35 I think it could happen.
    1:48:36 Again, I’m not against the principle.
    1:48:38 But again, the way that large-language models came to be and what they’re optimized for
    1:48:47 is wildly different than the way that human beings came to be and what they’re optimized for.
    1:48:52 So I think we’re missing a chance to be much more clear-headed about what large-language models
    1:49:01 are by judging them against human beings, again, both in positive ways and negative ways.
    1:49:05 Well, I think sort of to push back on what they’re optimized for is different to describe
    1:49:09 how they’re trained versus what they’re optimized for.
    1:49:12 So their train is a very trivial way of predicting text tokens.
    1:49:16 But you can describe what they’re optimized for and what the actual task in hand is,
    1:49:21 is to construct a world model, meaning an understanding of the world.
    1:49:26 And that’s where it starts getting closer to what humans are kind of doing.
    1:49:30 We’re just, in the case of large-language models, know how the sausage is made.
    1:49:34 And we don’t know how it’s made for us humans.
    1:49:37 But they’re not optimized for that.
    1:49:38 They’re optimized to sound human.
    1:49:40 That’s the fine-tuning.
    1:49:41 But the actual training is optimized for understanding, creating a compressed representation
    1:49:50 of all the stuff that humans have created on the internet.
    1:49:53 And the hope is that that gives you a deep understanding of the world.
    1:49:58 Yeah.
    1:49:59 So that’s why I think that there’s a set of hugely interesting questions to be asked
    1:50:04 about the ways in which large-language models actually do represent the world.
    1:50:09 Because what is clear is that they’re very good at acting human.
    1:50:13 The open question in my mind is, is the easiest, most efficient, best way to act human
    1:50:20 to do the same things that human beings do?
    1:50:24 Or are there other ways?
    1:50:25 And I think that’s an open question.
    1:50:27 I just heard a talk by Melanie Mitchell at Santa Fe Institute, an artificial intelligence researcher.
    1:50:32 And she told two stories about two different papers.
    1:50:35 One that someone else wrote and one that her group is following up on.
    1:50:38 And they were modeling Othello.
    1:50:40 Othello, the game was a little rectangular board, white and black squares.
    1:50:44 So the experiment was the following.
    1:50:46 They fed neural network the moves that were being made in the most symbolic form, like E5.
    1:50:55 Just means that, okay, you put a token down E5.
    1:50:57 So it gives a long string.
    1:50:58 It does this for millions of games, real legitimate games.
    1:51:02 And then it asks the question, the paper asks the question, okay,
    1:51:05 you’ve trained it to tell what would be a legitimate next move from not a legitimate next move.
    1:51:12 Did it in its brain, in its little large language model brain?
    1:51:17 I don’t even know if it’s technically a large language model, but a deep learning network.
    1:51:20 Did it come up with a representation of the Othello board?
    1:51:23 Well, how do you know?
    1:51:25 And so they construct a little probe network that they insert and you ask it,
    1:51:29 what is it doing right at this moment, right?
    1:51:32 And the answer is that the little probe network can ask, would this be legitimate?
    1:51:38 Or is this token white or black or whatever?
    1:51:40 Things that in practice would amount to, it’s invented the Othello board.
    1:51:46 And it found that the probe got the right answer, not 100% of the time, but more than by chance,
    1:51:55 substantially more than by chance.
    1:51:58 So they said, there’s some tentative evidence that this neural network has discovered the
    1:52:04 Othello board just out of data, raw data, right?
    1:52:07 But then Melanie’s group asked the question, okay, are you sure that that understanding
    1:52:13 of the Othello board wasn’t built into your probe?
    1:52:17 And what they found was like, at least half of the improvement was built into the probe,
    1:52:22 you know, not all of it, right?
    1:52:24 And look, a Othello board is way simpler than the world.
    1:52:29 So that’s why I just think it’s an open question, whether or not the,
    1:52:37 I mean, it would be remarkable either way to learn that large language models that are good
    1:52:43 at doing what we train them to do are good because they’ve built the same kind of model
    1:52:48 of the world that we have in our minds, or that they’re good despite not having that model.
    1:52:53 Either one of these is an amazing thing.
    1:52:55 I just don’t think the data are clear on which one is true.
    1:52:57 I think I have some sort of intellectual humility about the whole thing because I was
    1:53:02 humbled by several stages in the machine learning development over the past 20 years.
    1:53:07 And I would just would never have predicted that LLMs, the way they’re trained
    1:53:16 on the scale of data they’re trained would be as impressive as they are.
    1:53:20 And there that’s where intellectual humility steps in where my intuition would say something
    1:53:26 like with Melanie where you need to be able to have very sort of concrete common sense reasoning,
    1:53:32 symbolic reasoning type things in a system in order for it to be very intelligent.
    1:53:38 But here you’re, I’m so impressed by what it’s capable to do train on the next token prediction,
    1:53:45 essentially. That’s, I just, my conception of the nature of intelligence is just completely,
    1:53:53 not completely, but humbled, I should say.
    1:53:57 Look, and I think that’s perfectly fair. I also was, I will say pleasantly, I don’t know
    1:54:03 whether it’s pleasantly or unpleasantly, but factually surprised by the recent rate of progress.
    1:54:07 Clearly some kind of phase transition percolation has happened, right? And the improvement has
    1:54:12 been remarkable, absolutely amazing. That I have no arguments with. I’m, that doesn’t yet
    1:54:20 tell me the mechanism by which that improvement happened. Constructing a model much like a
    1:54:26 human being would have is clearly one possible mechanism, but part of the intellectual humility
    1:54:31 is to say maybe there are others. I was chatting with the CEO of Anthropic,
    1:54:35 Dario Mede, so behind Claude and that company, but a lot of, a lot of the AI companies are
    1:54:43 really focused on expanding the scale of compute. Sort of, if we assume that AI is not data limited,
    1:54:51 but is compute limited, you can make the system much more intelligent by using more compute.
    1:54:59 So let me ask you on the, almost on the physics level, do you think physics can help
    1:55:06 expand the scale of compute and maybe the scale of energy required to make that compute happen?
    1:55:11 Yeah, 100%. I think this is like one of the biggest things that physics can help with. And
    1:55:17 it’s an obvious kind of low hanging fruit situation where the heat generation, the
    1:55:25 inefficiency, the waste of existing high level computers is nowhere near the efficiency of
    1:55:33 our brains. It’s hilariously worse. And we kind of haven’t tried to optimize that hard on that
    1:55:39 frontier. I mean, your laptop heats up when you’re sitting on your lap, right? It doesn’t need to,
    1:55:43 your brain doesn’t heat up like, like that. So clearly, there exists in the world of physics
    1:55:49 the capability of doing these computations with much less waste heat being generated. And I look
    1:55:55 forward to people doing that. Yeah. Are you excited for the possibility of nuclear fusion?
    1:55:59 I am cautiously optimistic, excited to be too strong. I mean, it’d be great, right? But if we
    1:56:06 really tried solar power, it would also be great. So I think Ilias the discover said this, that the
    1:56:13 future of humanity on earth will be just the entire surface of earth is covered in solar panels
    1:56:20 and data centers. Why would you waste the surface of the earth with solar panels? Put them in space.
    1:56:25 Sure. You can go in space. Yeah. Space is bigger than the earth. Yeah. Just solar panels everywhere.
    1:56:30 Yeah. I like it. We already have fusion. It’s called the sun. Yeah, that’s true. And there’s
    1:56:37 probably more and more efficient ways of catching that energy. Sending it down is the hard part.
    1:56:43 Absolutely. But that’s an engineering problem. Yeah. So I just wonder where data centers,
    1:56:50 the compute centers can expand to. If that’s the future, if AI is as effective as a promise,
    1:56:56 as it possibly could be, then the scale of computation will keep increasing.
    1:57:01 And perhaps it’s a race between efficiency and scale. There are constraints, right? You know,
    1:57:07 there’s a certain amount of energy, a certain amount of damage we can do to the environment
    1:57:10 before it is not worth it anymore. So yeah, I think that’s a new question. In fact, it’s kind
    1:57:15 of frustrating because we get better and better at doing things efficiently, but we invent more
    1:57:21 things we want to do faster than we get good at doing them efficiently. So we’re continuing to make
    1:57:26 things worse in various ways. I mean, that’s the dance of humanity where we’re constantly creating
    1:57:32 better, better technologies that are potentially causing a lot more harm. And that includes for
    1:57:37 weapons, includes AI used as weapons, that includes nuclear weapons, of course, which is surprising
    1:57:42 to me that we haven’t destroyed human civilization yet given how many nuclear warheads are out there.
    1:57:49 Look, I’m with you. Between nuclear and bio weapons, it is a little bit surprising that we
    1:57:56 haven’t caused enormous devastation. Of course, we did drop two atomic bombs on Japan, but compared
    1:58:00 to what could have happened or could happen tomorrow, it could be much worse. Yeah.
    1:58:06 It does seem like there’s an underlying, speaking of quantum fields, there’s like a
    1:58:11 field of goodness within the human heart that in some kind of game-theoretic way,
    1:58:20 we create really powerful things that could destroy each other. And there’s greed and ego and all this
    1:58:24 kind of power-hungry dictators that are at play here in all the geopolitical landscape. But we
    1:58:31 somehow always don’t go too far. Yeah, but that’s exactly what you would say right before we went
    1:58:36 too far. Right before we went too far. And that’s why we don’t see aliens. So you’re, like I mentioned,
    1:58:44 associated with Santa Fe Institute. I just would love to take a stroll down the landscape of ideas
    1:58:51 explored there. So they look at complexity in all kinds of ways. What do you think about
    1:58:57 the emergence of complexity from simple things interacting simply?
    1:59:00 I think it’s a fascinating topic. I mean, that’s why I’m thinking about these things these days,
    1:59:05 rather than the papers that I was describing to you before. All of those papers I described to you
    1:59:10 before are guesses. Like, what if the laws of physics are different in the following way? And
    1:59:15 then you can work out the consequences. At some point in my life, I said, what is the chance I’m
    1:59:19 going to guess right? You know, Einstein guessed right, Steven Weinberg guessed right, but there’s
    1:59:23 a very small number of times that people guessed right. Whereas with this emergence of complexity
    1:59:29 from simplicity, I really do think that we haven’t understood the basics yet. I think we’re still
    1:59:35 kind of pre-paradigmatic. There have been some spectacular discoveries. People like Jeffrey West
    1:59:41 at Santa Fe and others have really given us true insights into important systems. But still,
    1:59:47 there’s a lot of the basics I think are not understood. And so, searching for the general
    1:59:52 principles is what I like to do. And I think it’s absolutely possible that, I mean, to be a little
    1:59:57 bit more substantive than that, I think this is kind of a cliche. I think the key is information.
    2:00:03 And I think that what we see through the history of the universe, as you go from simple to more
    2:00:09 and more complex, is really subsystems of the universe figuring out how to use information
    2:00:16 to do whatever, to survive, or to thrive, or to reproduce. I mean, that’s the sort of fuel,
    2:00:21 the leverage, the resource that we have for a while anyway, until the heat death, but that’s
    2:00:27 where the complexity is really driven by. Yeah, but the mechanism of it, what, I mean,
    2:00:31 you mentioned Jeffrey West, what are interesting in clings of progress in this realm? And what are
    2:00:36 systems that interest you in terms of information? So, I mean, for me, just as a fan of complexity,
    2:00:43 just even looking at simple cellular automata is always just a fascinating way to illustrate
    2:00:48 the emergence of complexity. So, for those of the listeners who don’t know, viewers,
    2:00:53 cellular automata come from imagining a very simple configuration. For example, a set of
    2:01:01 ones and zeros along a line. And then you met a rule that says, okay, I’m going to evolve this
    2:01:07 in time. And generally, the simplest ones start with just each block of three ones and zeros have
    2:01:14 a rule that they will deterministically go to either one or zero. And you can actually classify
    2:01:19 all the different possibilities, a small number of possible cellular automata of that form.
    2:01:23 And what was discovered by various people, including Stephen Wolfram, is some of these
    2:01:29 cellular automata have the feature that you start from almost nothing, like 00001, 0000.
    2:01:36 And you let it rip, and it becomes wildly complex, okay? So, this is very provocative,
    2:01:43 very interesting. It’s also not how physics works at all. Because as we said, physics
    2:01:50 conserves information. You can go forward or backwards. These cellular automata do not.
    2:01:55 They’re not reversible in any sense. You’ve built in an arrow of time. You have a starting point,
    2:02:00 and then you evolve. So, what I’m interested in is seeing how in the real world, with the
    2:02:06 real laws of physics and underlying reversibility, but macroscopic irreversibility from entropy in
    2:02:12 the arrow of time, et cetera, how does that lead to complexity? I think that that’s an
    2:02:16 answerable question. I don’t think that cellular automata are really helping us in that one.
    2:02:20 So, what is in that, what is the landscape of entropy in the universe look like?
    2:02:26 Well, entropy is hard to localize. It’s a property of systems, not of parts of systems,
    2:02:33 right? Having said that, we can do approximate answers to the question. The answer is black
    2:02:39 holes are huge in entropy. Most, let’s put it this way. The whole observable universe that we’re in
    2:02:47 had a certain amount of entropy before stars and planets and black holes started to form.
    2:02:54 10 to the 88th, I can even tell you the number, okay? The single black hole at the center of
    2:02:59 our galaxy has entropy, 10 to the 90. Single black holes at our galaxy has more entropy than
    2:03:05 the whole universe used to have not too long ago. So, most of the entropy in the universe
    2:03:11 today is in the form of black holes. Okay, that’s fascinating, first of all. But second of all,
    2:03:16 if we take black holes away, what are the different interesting perturbations in entropy
    2:03:22 across space? Where do we earthlings fit into that? The interesting thing to me is that
    2:03:30 if you start with a system that is isolated from the rest of the universe, and you start it
    2:03:36 at low entropy, there’s almost a theorem that says if you’re very, very, very low entropy,
    2:03:42 then the system looks pretty simple. Because there’s low entropy means there’s only a small
    2:03:47 number of ways that you can rearrange the parts to look like that. So, if there’s not that many
    2:03:52 ways, the answer is going to look simple. But there’s also almost a theorem that says when
    2:03:56 you’re at maximum entropy, the system is going to look simple because it’s all smeared out. If
    2:04:01 it had like interesting structure, then it would be complicated, right? So, entropy in this isolated
    2:04:07 system only goes up. That’s the second law of thermodynamics. But complexity starts low, goes
    2:04:14 up, and then goes down again. Sometimes, people mistakenly think that complexity or life or
    2:04:22 whatever is fighting against the second law of thermodynamics, fighting against the increase
    2:04:27 of entropy. That is precisely the wrong way to think about it. We are surfers riding the wave
    2:04:33 of increasing entropy. We rely on increasing entropy to survive. That is part of what makes
    2:04:40 us special. This table maintains its stability mechanically, by which I mean there’s molecules,
    2:04:47 they have forces on each other, and it holds up. You and I aren’t like that. We maintain our
    2:04:54 stability dynamically by ingesting food, fuel, food and water and air and so forth, burning it,
    2:05:03 increasing its entropy. We are non-equilibrium quasi-study state systems. We are using the fuel
    2:05:09 the universe gives us in the form of low entropy energy to maintain our stability.
    2:05:15 I just wonder what that mechanism of surfing looks like.
    2:05:18 First of all, I have one question to ask. Do you think it’s possible to have a kind of science
    2:05:25 of complexity where you have very precise ways or clearly defined ways of measuring complexity?
    2:05:33 I think it is, and I think we don’t. It’s possible to have it. I don’t think we yet have it.
    2:05:40 In part because complexity is not a unit valent thing. There’s different ideas that go under
    2:05:45 the rubric of complexity. One version is just homologoral of complexity. If you have a configuration
    2:05:52 or a string of numbers or whatever, can you compress it so that you have a small program
    2:05:58 that will output that? That’s homologoral of complexity. But that’s the complexity of a
    2:06:02 string of numbers. It’s not like the complexity of a problem. Computational complexity,
    2:06:09 the traveling salesman problem or factoring large numbers. That’s a whole different kind of question
    2:06:13 that is also about complexity. We don’t have a unified view of it. Do you think it’s possible
    2:06:20 to have a complexity of a physical system in the same way we do entropy? Yeah.
    2:06:25 You think that’s a Sean Carroll paper or what? We’re working on various things. The glib thing
    2:06:33 that I’m trying to work on right now with a student is complexogenesis. How does complexity come to
    2:06:38 be if all the universe is doing is moving from low entropy to high entropy? It’s a sexy name.
    2:06:43 That’s a good name. Yeah, I like the name. I just got to write the paper. Sometimes a name
    2:06:48 arose by any other name. In which context the birth of complexity are you most interested in?
    2:06:58 Well, I think it comes in stages. I’m, again, a physicist. So biologists studying evolution
    2:07:08 will talk about how complexity evolves all the time, the complexity of the genome, the complexity
    2:07:12 of our physiology. But they take for granted that life already existed and entropy is increasing
    2:07:20 and so forth. I want to go back to the beginning and say the early universe was simple and low
    2:07:25 entropy and entropy increases with time and the universe sort of differentiates and becomes more
    2:07:30 complex. But that statement, which is indisputably true, has different meanings because complexity
    2:07:38 has different meanings. So sort of the most basic primal version of complexity is what you might
    2:07:44 think of as configurational complexity. That’s what Kamal Grove gets at. How much information do
    2:07:50 you need to specify the configuration of the system? Then there’s a whole other step where
    2:07:56 subsystems of the universe start burning fuel, right? So in many ways, a planet and a star
    2:08:03 are not that different in configurational complexity. They’re both spheres.
    2:08:08 With density high at the middle and getting less as you go out. But there’s something fundamentally
    2:08:12 different because the star only survives as long as it has fuel, right? I mean, then it turns into
    2:08:17 a brown dwarf or white dwarf or whatever. But as a star, as a main sequence star, it is an out of
    2:08:22 equilibrium system. But it’s more or less static, right? Like if I spill the coffee mug and it falls
    2:08:29 in the process of falling, it’s out of equilibrium, but it’s also changing all the time. A specific
    2:08:34 kind of system is where it looks sort of macroscopically stationary, like a star,
    2:08:41 but underneath the hood, it’s burning fuel to beat the band in order to maintain that stability.
    2:08:47 So as stars form that, that’s a different kind of complexity that comes to be.
    2:08:51 Then there’s another kind of complexity that comes to be, roughly speaking at the origin of life.
    2:08:57 Because that’s where you have information really being gathered and utilized by subsystems of the
    2:09:04 universe. And then arguably, there’s any number of stages past that. I mean, one of the most obvious
    2:09:10 ones to me is we talk about simulation theory, but you and I run simulations in our heads. They’re
    2:09:16 just not that good, but we imagine different hypothetical futures, right? Bacteria don’t do
    2:09:21 that. So that’s the kind of information processing that is a form of complexity. So I would like to
    2:09:26 understand all these stages and how they fit together. The imagination. Yep. Mental time travel.
    2:09:33 Yeah. The things going on in my head when I’m imagining worlds are super compressed representations
    2:09:39 of those worlds, but they get to the essence of them. And maybe it’s possible with
    2:09:43 non-human computing type devices to do those kinds of simulations in more and more compressed ways.
    2:09:50 There’s an argument to be made that literally what separates human beings from other species
    2:09:55 on earth is our ability to imagine counterfactual hypothetical futures.
    2:10:00 Yeah. I mean, that’s one of the big features. I don’t know if it’s-
    2:10:08 Everyone has their own favorite little feature, but that’s why I said there’s an argument to be
    2:10:11 made. I did a podcast episode on it with Adam Bully. It developed slowly. I did different podcasts.
    2:10:17 Sorry to keep mentioning podcast episodes I did, but Malcolm McIver, who is an engineer at Northwestern,
    2:10:22 has a theory about one of the major stages in evolution is when fish first climbed on the
    2:10:28 land. And of course, that is a major stage in evolution, but in particular, there’s a cognitive
    2:10:33 shift because when you’re a fish swimming under the water, the attenuation length of light
    2:10:39 in water is not that long. You can’t see kilometers away. You can see meters away,
    2:10:45 and you’re moving at meters per second. So all of the evolutionary optimization is
    2:10:51 make all of your decisions on a timescale of less than a second. When you see something new,
    2:10:56 you have to make a rapid fire decision, what to do about it. As soon as you climb onto land,
    2:11:01 you can essentially see forever, right? You can see stars in the sky. So now a whole new mode of
    2:11:08 reasoning opens up where you see something far away. And rather than saying, look up table,
    2:11:15 I see this, I react, you can say, okay, I see that thing. What if I did this? What if I did that?
    2:11:21 What if I did something different? And that’s the birth of imagination eventually.
    2:11:25 You’ve been critical on panpsychism.
    2:11:27 Yes, you’ve noticed that, right.
    2:11:31 Can you make the case for panpsychism and against it? So panpsychism is the
    2:11:36 idea that consciousness permeates all matter. It’s maybe it’s the fundamental force or
    2:11:43 physics of the way of the fabric of the universe.
    2:11:48 Panpsychism, thought everywhere, consciousness everywhere, right?
    2:11:52 To a point of entertainment, the idea of frustrations, which sort of as a fan is wonderful
    2:12:00 to watch. You’ve had great episodes with panpsychists on your podcast where you go at it.
    2:12:07 I had David Chalmers, who’s one of the world’s great philosophers, and he is panpsychism curious.
    2:12:13 He doesn’t commit to anything, but he’s certainly willing to entertain it.
    2:12:18 Philip Goff, who I’ve had and who’s a great guy, but he is devoted to panpsychism. In fact,
    2:12:23 he is almost single-handedly responsible for the upsurge of interest in panpsychism in the
    2:12:29 popular imagination. And the argument for it is supposed to be that there is something fundamentally
    2:12:36 uncapturable about conscious awareness by physical behavior of atoms and molecules.
    2:12:43 So the panpsychist will say, “Look, you can tell me maybe someday through advances of neuroscience
    2:12:48 and what have you exactly what happens in your brain and how that translates into thought and
    2:12:56 speech and action. What you can’t tell me is what it is like to be me. You can’t tell me what I am
    2:13:04 experiencing when I see something that is red or that tastes something that is sweet. You can tell
    2:13:11 me what neurons fire, but you can’t tell me what I’m experiencing.” That first person, inner,
    2:13:16 subjective experience is simply not capturable by physics. And therefore, this is an old argument,
    2:13:26 of course, but then the therefore is supposed to be I need something that is not contained within
    2:13:31 physics to account for that. And I’m just going to call it mind. We don’t know what it is yet.
    2:13:37 We’re going to call it mind. And it has to be separate from physics. And then there’s two
    2:13:41 ways to go. If you buy that much, you can either say, “Okay, I’m going to be a dualist. I’m going
    2:13:47 to believe that there’s matter and mind and they are separate from each other and they are interacting
    2:13:51 somehow.” Or that’s a little bit complicated and sketchy as far as physics is going to go. So
    2:13:57 I’m going to believe in mind, but I’m going to put it prior to matter. I’m going to believe that mind
    2:14:02 comes first and that consciousness is the fundamental aspect of reality and everything else,
    2:14:08 including matter and physics, comes from it. That would be at least as simple as physics comes
    2:14:14 first, right? Now, the physicalist, such as myself, will say, “I don’t have any problem
    2:14:22 explaining what is like to be you or what you experience when you see red. It’s a certain
    2:14:28 way of talking about the atoms and the neurons, etc., that make up you. Just like the hardness
    2:14:35 or the brownness of this table, these are words that we attach to certain underlying configurations
    2:14:42 of ordinary physical matter. Likewise, sadness and redness or whatever are words that we attach
    2:14:49 to you to describe what you’re doing.” And when it comes to consciousness in general,
    2:14:55 I’m very quick to say I do not claim to have any special insight on how consciousness works
    2:15:02 other than I see no reason to change the laws of physics to account for it.
    2:15:07 If you don’t have to change the laws of physics, where do you think it emerges from?
    2:15:09 Is consciousness an illusion? It’s almost like a shorthand that we humans use to describe a
    2:15:16 certain kind of feeling we have when interacting with the world. Or is there some big leap that
    2:15:22 happens at some stage? I almost never use the word illusion. Illusion means that there’s something
    2:15:28 that you think you’re perceiving that is actually not there. Like an oasis in the desert is an
    2:15:33 illusion. It has no causal efficacy. If you walk up to where the oasis is supposed to be, you’ll say,
    2:15:39 “You are wrong about it being there.” That’s different than something being emergent or
    2:15:44 non-fundamental, but also real. Like this table is real. Even though I know it’s made of atoms,
    2:15:49 that doesn’t remove the realness from the table. I think the consciousness and free will and things
    2:15:53 like that are just as real in tables and chairs. Oasis in the desert does have causal efficacy in
    2:15:59 that you’re thirsty. It leads to draw incorrect conclusions about the world.
    2:16:04 Sure, but imagining a thing can sometimes bring it to reality, as we’ve seen, and that has a kind of
    2:16:13 causal efficacy. Sure, but your understanding of the world in a way that gives you power over it
    2:16:21 and influence over it is decreased rather than increased by believing in that oasis.
    2:16:25 That is not true about consciousness or this table. You don’t think you can
    2:16:29 increase the chance of a thing existing by imagining it existing?
    2:16:38 Unless you build it or make it. No, that’s what I mean. Imagining humans can fly if you’re the
    2:16:44 right brothers. But that’s never to mention that humans are flying. In terms of counterfactuals,
    2:16:50 in the future, absolutely imagination is crucially important, but that’s not an illusion.
    2:16:54 The possibility of the future versus what reality is. I mean, the future is a concept,
    2:17:04 so you can… Time is just a concept, so you can play with that. But yes, reality,
    2:17:15 so to you, so for example, I love asking this, so Donald Hoffman
    2:17:23 thinks that the entirety of the conversation we’ve been having about spacetime is an illusion.
    2:17:32 Is it possible for you to steel man the case for that? Can you make the case
    2:17:36 for and against reality, as I think he writes, that the laws of physics as we know them with
    2:17:45 spacetime is a kind of interface to a much deeper thing that we don’t at all understand,
    2:17:50 and that we’re fooling ourselves by constructing this world?
    2:17:53 Well, I think there’s part of that idea that is perfectly respectable and part of it that
    2:17:57 is perfectly nonsensical. I’m not even going to try to steel man the nonsensical part.
    2:18:02 The real part to me is what is called structural realism.
    2:18:07 We don’t know what the world is at a deep fundamental level. Let’s put ourselves in
    2:18:15 the minds of people living 200 years ago. They didn’t know about quantum mechanics,
    2:18:20 they didn’t know about relativity. That doesn’t mean they were wrong about the universe that
    2:18:25 they understood. They had Newton’s laws. They could predict what time the sun was going to rise
    2:18:30 perfectly well. In the progress of science, the words that would be used to give the most
    2:18:38 fundamental description of how you were predicting the sun would rise changed because now you have
    2:18:45 curved spacetime and things like that, right? And you didn’t have any of those words 200 years ago.
    2:18:49 But the prediction is the same. Why? Because that prediction, independent of what we thought the
    2:18:56 fundamental ontology was, the prediction pointed to something true about our understanding of
    2:19:03 reality. To call it an illusion is just wrong, I think. We might not know what the best, most
    2:19:10 comprehensive way of stating it is, but it’s still true. Is it true in the way, for example,
    2:19:17 belief in God is true? Because for most of human history, people have believed in a God or multiple
    2:19:25 gods. And that seemed very true to them as an explanation for the way the world is.
    2:19:35 Some of the deeper questions about life itself and the human condition and why certain things
    2:19:41 happen. That was a good explainer. So, that’s not an illusion. No, I think it was completely an
    2:19:50 illusion. I think it was a very, very reasonable illusion to be under. There are illusions. There
    2:19:54 are substantive claims about the world that go beyond predictions that we can make and verify,
    2:20:01 which later turned out to be wrong. And the existence of God was one of them. If those people
    2:20:08 at that time had abandoned their belief in God and replaced it with a mechanistic universe,
    2:20:13 they would have done just as well at understanding things, right? Again, because there are so many
    2:20:18 things they didn’t understand, it was very reasonable for them to have that belief. It
    2:20:22 wasn’t that they were dummies or anything like that. But that is, as we understand the universe
    2:20:28 better and better, some things stick with us, some things get replaced. So, like you said,
    2:20:33 you are a believer of the mechanistic universe. You’re a naturalist. And as you’ve described,
    2:20:41 a poetic naturalist. That’s right. What’s the word poetic? What is naturalism? And what is
    2:20:47 poetic naturalism? Naturalism is just the idea that all that exists is the natural world.
    2:20:52 There’s no supernatural world. You can have arguments about what that means, but I would
    2:20:58 claim that the argument should be about what the word supernatural means, not the word natural.
    2:21:03 The natural world is the world that we learn about by doing science. The poetic part means that you
    2:21:08 shouldn’t be too, I want to say fundamentalist about what the natural world is. As we went from
    2:21:17 Newtonian space time to Einsteinian space time, something is maintained there. There is a different
    2:21:25 story that we can tell about the world. And that story in the Newtonian regime, if you want to fly
    2:21:31 a rocket to the moon, you don’t use general relativity. Use Newtonian mechanics. That story
    2:21:36 works perfectly well. The poetic aspect of the story is that there are many ways of talking about
    2:21:41 the natural world. And as long as those ways latch on to something real and causally efficacious
    2:21:48 about the functioning of the world, then we attribute some reality and truth to them.
    2:21:53 So the poetic really looks at the, let’s say, the pothead questions at the edge of science.
    2:21:59 It’s more open to them. It’s doing double duty a little bit. So that’s why it’s confusing. The
    2:22:05 more obvious respectable duty is doing is that tables are real. Even though you know that it’s
    2:22:11 really a quantum field theory wave function, tables are still real, they’re a different way
    2:22:16 of talking about the underlying deeper reality of it. The other duty is doing is that we move
    2:22:22 beyond purely descriptive vocabularies for discussing the universe onto normative and
    2:22:28 prescriptive and judgmental ways of talking about the universe. This painting is beautiful,
    2:22:34 that one is ugly. This action is morally right, that one is morally wrong. These are also ways
    2:22:39 of talking about the universe. They are not fixed by the phenomena. They are not determined by our
    2:22:46 observations. They cannot be ruled out by a crucial experiment. But they’re still valid. They might not
    2:22:51 be universal. They might be subjective, but they’re not arbitrary. And they do have a role in describing
    2:22:57 how the world works. So you don’t think it’s possible to construct experiments that explore
    2:23:03 the realms of morality and even meaning. So those are subjective.
    2:23:10 Yeah. They’re human. They’re personal.
    2:23:13 But do you think that’s just because we don’t have a, the tools of science have not expanded
    2:23:19 enough to incorporate the human experience? No, I don’t think that’s what it is. I think that
    2:23:24 what we mean by aesthetics or morality are we’re attaching categories, properties to things that
    2:23:31 happen in the physical world. And there is always going to be some subjectivity to our
    2:23:35 attachment and how we do that. And that’s okay. And the faster we recognize that and deal with it,
    2:23:39 the better awful be. But if we deeply and fully understand the functioning of the human mind,
    2:23:46 won’t be able to incorporate that, no. That will absolutely be helpful in explaining why
    2:23:51 certain people have certain moral beliefs. It won’t justify those beliefs. That’s right or wrong.
    2:23:56 Do you think it’s possible to have a kind of general relativity, but that includes
    2:24:00 the observer effect where the human mind is the observer? Sure.
    2:24:05 So sort of like how we morph in the same way, gravity morphs space time. How does the human
    2:24:13 mind morph reality and have a very thorough theory of how that morphing actually happens?
    2:24:23 That’s a very pothead question, Lex. I’m sorry. We know you think it’s possible.
    2:24:27 The answer is yes. I think that there’s no, I think that we’re part of the physical world
    2:24:33 and the natural world. Physicalism would have been just as good a word to use as naturalism,
    2:24:40 maybe even a more accurate word, but it’s a little bit more off-putting. So I did want to
    2:24:44 snap your more attractive label than physicalism. Are there limits to science?
    2:24:51 Sure. We just talked about one. Science can’t tell you right from wrong.
    2:24:54 You need science to implement your ideas about right and wrong. If you are functioning on the
    2:25:02 basis of an incorrect view of how the world works, you might very well think you’re doing right,
    2:25:06 but actually be doing wrong. But all the science in the world won’t tell you which action is right
    2:25:11 and which action is wrong. Dictators and people in power will sometimes use science
    2:25:18 as an authority to convince you what’s right and wrong. Studying Nazi science is fascinating.
    2:25:24 But there’s an instrumentalist view here. You have to first decide what your goals are,
    2:25:29 and then science can help you achieve those goals. If your goals are horrible,
    2:25:33 science has no problem helping you achieve them. Science is happy to help out.
    2:25:38 Let me ask you about the method behind the madness on several aspects of your life.
    2:25:42 So you mentioned your approach to writing for research and writing popular books.
    2:25:48 How do you find the time of the day? What’s the day in the life of Sean Carroll?
    2:25:52 So you don’t have a thing where in the morning you try to fight for two hours somewhere?
    2:26:00 I don’t. I’m really terrible at that. My strategy for finding time is just to ignore
    2:26:05 interruptions and emails. But it’s a different time every day. Some days it never happens,
    2:26:11 some weeks it never happens. You’re extremely prolific. You’re able to have days where you
    2:26:16 don’t write and still write the next day. Oh, wow. That’s a rare thing. A lot of
    2:26:24 prolific writers will carve out two hours because otherwise it just disappears.
    2:26:30 Right. No, I get that. Yeah, I do. Everyone has their foibles or whatever.
    2:26:39 So I’m not able to do that. Therefore, I have to just figure it out on the fly.
    2:26:46 And what’s the actual process look like when you’re writing popular stuff? You get behind a
    2:26:50 computer? Yeah, get behind a computer. And my way of doing it, so my wife, Jennifer,
    2:26:55 is a science writer. But it’s interesting because our techniques are entirely different.
    2:27:00 She will think about something, but then she will free write. She’ll just sit at a computer and write.
    2:27:05 Like, I think this, I think this. And then that will be vastly compressed, edited, rewritten or
    2:27:11 whatever until the final thing happens. I will just sit there silently thinking for a very long
    2:27:17 time and then I will write what is almost the final draft. So a lot of it happens. There might be
    2:27:22 some scribbles for an outline or something like that. But a lot of it is in my brain before it’s
    2:27:26 on the page. So that’s the case for the biggest ideas in the universe, the quanta book and the
    2:27:30 space time motion book? Yeah, quanta and fields, which is actually mostly about quantum field theory
    2:27:35 and particle physics. That’s coming out in May. And that is, I’m letting people in on things
    2:27:44 that no other book lets them in on. So I hope it’s worth it. It’s a challenge because there’s a lot
    2:27:48 of equations. I mean, you did the same thing with space time motion. You did something quite
    2:27:52 interesting, which is like, you made the equation a centerpiece of a book. Right. There’s a lot of
    2:27:58 equations. Book two is goes further in those directions than book one did. So it’s more
    2:28:07 cool stuff. It’s also more mind bending. It’s more of a challenge. Book three that I’m writing right
    2:28:13 now is called complexity and emergence. Oh, wow. That’ll be the final part of the trilogy. Oh,
    2:28:20 that’s fascinating. So there’s a lot of probably ideas there. I mean, that’s a real cutting edge.
    2:28:26 Well, but, you know, I’m not trying to be cutting edge. In other words, I’m not trying to speculate
    2:28:32 in these books. Obviously, in other books, I’ve been very free about speculating. But
    2:28:36 the point of these books is to say things that 500 years from now will still be true.
    2:28:40 And so there are some things we know about complexity and emergence. And I want to focus
    2:28:45 on those. And I will I will mention, I’m happy to say this is something that needs to be speculated
    2:28:50 about, but I won’t pretend to be telling you what one is the right one. You somehow found the balance
    2:28:54 between the rigor of mathematics and still accessible. Which is interesting.
    2:28:58 I try. I mean, look, this these three books, the biggest ideas books are absolutely an experiment.
    2:29:04 They’re going to appeal to a smaller audience than other books will. But that audience should
    2:29:11 love them. Like my 16 year old self would have been so happy to get these books. I can’t tell you.
    2:29:16 Yeah, in terms of looking back in history, those are books, the trilogy would be truly special
    2:29:21 in that way. Work for Lord of the Rings. So I figured, why not me?
    2:29:25 You wouldn’t talk. Yeah, different styles, different topics, same ultimate reality.
    2:29:30 Like we mentioned, Mindscape Podcast, I love it. You interview a huge variety of experts
    2:29:40 from all kinds of fields. So just several questions I want to ask. How do you prepare?
    2:29:45 Like, how do you prepare to have a good conversation? How do you prepare in a way that
    2:29:51 satisfies, makes your own curious mind happy? All that kind of stuff.
    2:29:55 Yeah, no, these are great questions. And I’ve sort of struggled and changed my
    2:29:58 techniques over the years. It’s over five year old podcast might be approaching six years old now.
    2:30:03 I started out over preparing when I first started, you know, like I had a journey that I was going
    2:30:11 to go down. Many of the people I talked to are academics or, you know, thinkers who write books.
    2:30:16 So they have a story to tell. I could just say, okay, give me your lecture and then an hour later
    2:30:22 stop, right? So the mistake is to sort of anticipate what the lecture would be and
    2:30:28 to ask the leading questions that would pull it out of them. What I do now is much more,
    2:30:33 here are the points, here are like the big questions that I’m interested in. And so I have
    2:30:39 a much sketchier outline to start and then try to make it more of a real conversation.
    2:30:46 I’m helped by the fact that it is not my day job. So I strictly limit myself to one day of
    2:30:55 my life per podcast episode on average, some days take more. And that includes not just doing the
    2:31:01 research, but inviting the guests, recording it, editing it, publishing it. So I need to be very,
    2:31:07 very efficient at that. Yeah. You enforce constraints for yourself in which creativity
    2:31:11 can emerge. That’s right. That’s right. And you know, look, sometimes if I’m interviewing a
    2:31:17 theoretical physicist, I can just go in. And we’re interviewing an economist or historian,
    2:31:23 I have to do a lot of work. Do you ever find yourself getting lost in rabbit holes that serve no
    2:31:29 purpose except satisfying your own curiosity, and then potentially expanding the range of things
    2:31:36 you know that can help your actual work and research and writing? Yes, on both counts. I do,
    2:31:42 some people have so many things to talk about that you don’t know where to start or finish,
    2:31:48 right? Others have a message. And one of the things I discovered over the course of these years
    2:31:54 is the correlation with age. There are brilliant people, and I try very hard on the podcast to
    2:32:00 sort of get all sorts of people, right? Different ages and things like that. And bless their hearts,
    2:32:06 the most brilliant young people are not as practiced at wandering past their literal research,
    2:32:14 right? They are less mastery over the field as a whole, much less how to talk about it. Whereas
    2:32:20 certain older people just like have their patent answers, and that’s kind of boring, right? So
    2:32:24 you want somewhere in between, the ideal person who has a broad enough of a scope that they can
    2:32:31 wander outside their specific papers they’ve written, but they’re not overly practiced,
    2:32:36 so they’re just giving you their canned answers. I feel like there’s a connection to the metaphor
    2:32:40 of entropy and complexity, as you said there. Edge of chaos. You also do incredible AMAs,
    2:32:46 and people should sign up to your Patreon because you can get to ask questions, Sean Carroll.
    2:32:53 For several hours, you just answer in fascinating ways some really interesting questions. Is there
    2:33:01 something you could say about the process of finding the answers to those? That’s a great one.
    2:33:06 Again, it’s evolved over time. So the Ask Me Anything episodes were first, when I started
    2:33:13 doing them, they were only for Patreon subscribers to both listen to and to ask the questions.
    2:33:19 But then I actually asked my Patreon subscribers, “Would you like me to release them publicly?”
    2:33:24 And they overwhelmingly voted yes. So I do that. So the Patreon supporters asked the questions.
    2:33:29 Everyone can listen. And also at some point, I really used to try to answer every question,
    2:33:35 but now there’s just too many. So I have to pick, and that’s fraught with peril. And my personal
    2:33:41 standard for picking questions to answer is, “What are the ones I think I have interesting
    2:33:45 answers to give for?” So that both means if it’s kind of the same old question about special
    2:33:52 relativity that I’ve gotten 100 times before, I’m not going to answer it because you can just
    2:33:56 Google that. It’s easier. There are some very clear attempts to ask an interesting question
    2:34:05 that honestly just I don’t have an answer to. Like, “I read this science fiction novel.
    2:34:10 What do you think about it?” I’m like, “Well, I haven’t read it, so I can’t help you there.”
    2:34:15 “What’s your favorite color?” I can tell you what it is, but it’s not that interesting.
    2:34:19 I try to make it a mix. It’s not all physics questions, not all philosophy questions. I will
    2:34:27 talk about food or movies or politics or religion if that’s what people want to… I keep suggesting
    2:34:32 that people ask me for relationship advice, but they never do. Yeah, I don’t think I’ve heard one.
    2:34:38 I’m willing to do it, but I’m a little reluctant because I don’t actually like giving advice.
    2:34:45 But I do, but I’m happy to talk about those topics. I want to give several hours of talking,
    2:34:52 and I want to try to say things that I haven’t said before and keep it interesting,
    2:34:57 keep it rolling. If you don’t like this question, wait for the next one.
    2:34:59 What are some of the harder questions you’ve gotten? Do you remember? What kinds of questions
    2:35:03 are difficult for you? Rarely, but occasionally, people will ask me a super insightful philosophy
    2:35:10 question. I hadn’t thought of it in exactly that way, and I try to recognize that.
    2:35:17 A lot of times, it’s the opposite where it’s like, “Okay, you’re clearly confused, and I’m going to
    2:35:25 try to explain how the question you should have asked.” I love those. Yeah, why that’s the wrong
    2:35:30 question or that kind of stuff. That’s great. But the hard questions, I don’t know. I don’t actually
    2:35:37 answer personal questions very much. The most personal I will get are questions like,
    2:35:41 “What do you think of Baltimore?” That much I can talk about, or “How are your cats doing?”
    2:35:46 Happy to talk about the cats in infinite detail, but very personal questions I don’t get into.
    2:35:51 But you even touch politics and stuff like this. Yeah, very happy to talk about politics.
    2:35:56 I try to be clear on what is professional expertise, what is just me babbling,
    2:36:02 what is my level of credence in different things, where you’re allowed to disagree,
    2:36:06 whether if you disagree, you’re just wrong. People can disagree with that also, but I do think,
    2:36:13 and I’m happy to go out on a limb a little bit. I’m happy to say, “Look, I don’t know,
    2:36:18 but here’s my guess.” I just did a whole solo podcast, which was exactly that.
    2:36:23 It’s interesting. Some people are like, “Oh, this was great,” and there’s a whole bunch of people
    2:36:27 are like, “Why are you talking about this thing that you are not the world’s expert in?”
    2:36:32 Well, I love the actual dance between humility and having a strong opinion on stuff,
    2:36:37 which is a great, it’s a fascinating dance to pull off. I guess the way to do that is to just
    2:36:43 expand into all kinds of topics and play with ideas and then change your mind and all that
    2:36:48 kind of stuff. Yeah, it’s interesting because when people react against you by saying,
    2:36:56 “You are being arrogant about this,” 99.999% of the time, all they mean is, “I disagree.”
    2:37:03 That’s all they really mean, right? At a very basic level, people will accuse
    2:37:12 atheists of being arrogant. I’m like, “You think God exists and loves you? You’re telling me that
    2:37:18 I’m arrogant.” All of this is to say, just advice. When you disagree with somebody, try to specify
    2:37:28 the substantive disagreement. Try not to psychologize them. Try to say, “Oh, you’re saying this because
    2:37:33 of this.” Maybe it’s true. Maybe you’re right. But if you had an actual response to what they
    2:37:39 were saying, that would be much more interesting. Yeah, I think I wonder why it’s difficult for
    2:37:44 people to say or to imply, “I respect you. I like you, but I disagree on this, and here’s why I
    2:37:52 disagree.” I wonder why they go to this place of, “Well, you’re an idiot,” or “You’re
    2:38:00 egotistical,” or “You’re confused,” or “You’re naive,” or all the kinds of words. As opposed
    2:38:10 to, “I respect you as a fellow who would be exploring the world of mysteries all around us,
    2:38:16 and I disagree.” I will complicate the question even more, because there’s some people I don’t
    2:38:21 respect or like. I once wrote a blog post. I think it was called “The Grid of Disputation,”
    2:38:27 and I had a two-by-two grid, and it’s, “Are you someone I agree with or disagree with? Are you
    2:38:34 someone who I respect or don’t?” All four quadrants are very populated. What that means is there are
    2:38:44 people who I like and I disagree with, and there are people who agree with me, and I have no respect
    2:38:50 for it all, the embarrassing allies quadrant. That was everyone’s favorite. I just think
    2:38:55 being honest, trying to be honest about where people are, but if you actually want to move a
    2:39:02 conversation forward, forget about whether you like or don’t like somebody. Explain the
    2:39:06 disagreement, explain the agreement, but you’re absolutely right. I completely agree. As a society,
    2:39:11 we are not very good at disagreeing. We instantly go to the insults.
    2:39:15 Yeah. I mean, even on the deeper level, I think at some deep level, I respect and love
    2:39:25 the humanity and the other person. Yep. You said that general relativity is the most beautiful
    2:39:34 theory ever. So far. What do you find beautiful about it? Let’s put it this way. When I teach courses,
    2:39:41 there’s no more satisfying subject to teach than general relativity, and the reason why is because
    2:39:49 it starts from very clear, precisely articulated assumptions, and it goes so far. When I give
    2:39:59 my talk, you can find it online. I’m probably not going to give it again. The book, one of the
    2:40:02 biggest ideas, Talk, was building up from, you don’t know any math or physics. An hour later,
    2:40:10 you know Einstein’s equation for general relativity. The punchline is the equation
    2:40:17 is much smarter than Albert Einstein, because Albert Einstein did not know about the Big Bang.
    2:40:22 He didn’t know about gravitational waves. He didn’t know about black holes, but his equation did.
    2:40:27 That’s a miraculous aspect of science more generally, but general relativity is where it
    2:40:36 manifests itself in the most absolutely obvious way. A human question. What do you think of the
    2:40:44 fact that Einstein didn’t get the Nobel Prize for general relativity? Tragedy.
    2:40:49 He should have gotten maybe four Nobel Prizes, honestly. The photoelectric effect was 100%
    2:40:59 worth the Nobel Prize, and people don’t quite get this. Who cares about the photoelectric effect?
    2:41:04 That’s like this very minor effect. The point is his explanation for the photoelectric effect
    2:41:09 invented something called the photon. That’s worth the Nobel Prize. Max Planck gets credit
    2:41:17 for this in 1900, explaining black body radiation by saying that when a little electron is jiggling
    2:41:24 in an object at some temperature, gives off radiation in discrete chunks rather than
    2:41:31 continuously. He didn’t quite say that’s because radiation is discrete chunks. It’s like having
    2:41:39 a coffee maker that makes one cup of coffee at a time. It doesn’t mean that liquid comes in one cup
    2:41:43 quanta, right? Just that you are dispensing it like that. It was Einstein in 1905 who said
    2:41:50 light is quanta, and that was a radical thing. Clearly, that was not a mistake, but also special
    2:41:56 relativity clearly deserved the Nobel Prize, and general relativity clearly deserved the Nobel Prize.
    2:42:02 Not only were they brilliant, but they were experimentally verified, like everything you want.
    2:42:06 So separately, you think? Yeah, absolutely.
    2:42:08 Humans, whatever the explanation there. Edwin Hubble never won the Nobel Prize for
    2:42:16 finding the universe was expanding. Yeah, but even the fact that we give prizes is almost
    2:42:22 kind of silly. We limit the number of people that get the prize and all that. I think that
    2:42:26 the Nobel Prize has enormous problems. I think it’s probably a net good for the world,
    2:42:32 because it brings attention to good science. I think it’s probably a net negative for science,
    2:42:38 because it makes people want to win the Nobel Prize.
    2:42:41 Yeah, there’s a lot of fascinating human stories underneath it all. Science is its own thing,
    2:42:48 but it’s also a collection of humans, and it’s a beautiful collection. There’s tension,
    2:42:52 there’s competition, there’s jealousy, but there’s also great collaborations and all that kind of
    2:42:58 stuff. Daniel Kahneman, who recently passed, is one of the great stories of collaboration in science.
    2:43:09 So all of it, all of it, that’s what humans do. And Sean, thank you for being the person that makes us
    2:43:17 celebrate science and fall in love with all of these beautiful ideas in science for writing
    2:43:23 amazing books, for being legit and still pushing forward the research, science side of it, and
    2:43:30 for allowing me and these podhead questions, and also for educating everybody through your own
    2:43:39 podcast. Everybody should stop everything and subscribe and listen to every single episode
    2:43:46 of Mindscape. So thank you. I’ve been a huge fan forever. I’m really honored that you would speak
    2:43:51 with me. In the early days when I was still starting this podcast, it means the world.
    2:43:55 I appreciate it. Thanks very much for having me on. Now that you’re a big deal, still having me on.
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  • #427 – Neil Adams: Judo, Olympics, Winning, Losing, and the Champion Mindset

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    0:00:00 The following is a conversation with Neil Adams, a legend in the sport of judo.
    0:00:05 He is a world champion, two-time Olympic silver medalist, five-time European champion
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    0:02:31 I’ve talked to a lot of Olympic athletes, CEOs.
    0:02:34 I think the, it’s kind of fascinating to discuss with them because they’ve
    0:02:39 already accomplished, in many cases, they’ve already accomplished a really
    0:02:44 grand big things, the Olympic gold medals or running, starting, scaling,
    0:02:50 running and winning at the game of business.
    0:02:55 And then when they look back, the big lesson in terms of health, they often
    0:02:59 go to is the value of sleep.
    0:03:01 Now, it’s hard to know whether that lesson is supposed to be learned.
    0:03:06 You’re supposed to fail and then you’ll learn it, meaning you spend your 20s
    0:03:10 or your 30s or some stretch of time sacrificing sleep.
    0:03:14 And it’s not actually a sacrifice.
    0:03:18 It’s a gift to the gods of excellence.
    0:03:21 So it’s not like, it’s not supposed to be that way.
    0:03:25 It’s not a mistake.
    0:03:26 It’s not a failure, but when they do look back in a kind of offhand way, they’ll
    0:03:32 say, I learned the value of sleep that I’m just a better thinker, better performer,
    0:03:37 more efficient, wiser, all those kinds of things when I get full night sleep.
    0:03:45 But anyway, the moments you get with your bed, use them wisely.
    0:03:51 So I love a sleep.
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    0:04:26 Good fellas.
    0:04:28 I know you’re not supposed to give an Oscar for that kind of thing, but why not?
    0:04:33 Give the man an Oscar, Raging Bull Casino, Taxi Driver, Genius, and then
    0:04:40 Shutter Island, the Irishman, the new one with the Killers of the Flower Moon.
    0:04:46 I mean, just genius, genius.
    0:04:48 By the way, I got a chance to recently meet and shake hands with Leo DiCaprio.
    0:04:54 And I went out to nature with him.
    0:04:57 It’s just the depth of curiosity he has about the world, about ideas, about
    0:05:05 the natural world, about the visual world, that beginner’s mind forever
    0:05:12 still there, burning bright.
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    0:05:59 foundational to the way I approach diet and life.
    0:06:04 When I eat once a day, which is what I mostly do these days, or if I fast for
    0:06:10 even longer than 24 hours, getting the electrolytes right is a big part of that.
    0:06:15 And what is it about fasting that brings clarity to the mind?
    0:06:21 I mean, some of it is physiological, I’m sure.
    0:06:25 But some of it is just that feeling of longing.
    0:06:32 This physical longing for satiation.
    0:06:37 Just feeling a little bit incomplete and sitting in that feeling.
    0:06:45 But it’s not the completeness that’s needed for a good life, for a clarity of thinking.
    0:06:53 It’s the longing for completeness.
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    0:07:30 That every business eventually dies and that you want to prolong the life of a
    0:07:37 business as long as possible.
    0:07:38 But I don’t know why that broke my heart so much.
    0:07:42 Like it always does, the finiteness of good things.
    0:07:46 I would like to believe that businesses, groups of people, people themselves, when
    0:07:51 they’re good, they last forever when they do good by the world.
    0:07:56 But that’s not how it works, does it?
    0:07:59 Anyway, I think about the finiteness of great businesses.
    0:08:02 And I guess, as Jeff Bezos said, by the way, amazing human being.
    0:08:08 But as Jeff said, the whole job of a leader, of a manager, of a business is to
    0:08:17 keep that first day thinking, keep innovating, reinvigorating, being ready
    0:08:24 to pivot, to make hard decisions, all of that every single day.
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    0:08:52 And now, dear friends, here’s Neil Adams.
    0:08:56 You are a five time European champion, world champion, two time Olympic silver medalist.
    0:09:18 Let’s first go to the 1980 Olympics.
    0:09:22 Where was your mind?
    0:09:23 What was your preparation like?
    0:09:25 What was your strategy?
    0:09:26 Leading into that Olympics?
    0:09:27 That was my first Olympic Games.
    0:09:30 So my preparation was a little bit different to how it was the ’84 and the ’88 Olympic Games.
    0:09:38 And I’d kind of done part of the preparation as well for ’76 Olympic Games.
    0:09:43 I wasn’t quite old enough for those, but I was first reserve.
    0:09:46 So in 1980, I’d had four years build up and I was hungry.
    0:09:53 And I was one of these young athletes and I see them so often now that was developing and, you know, full of…
    0:10:02 I won’t say I’ve fallen myself, but I was certainly confident of my ability and I wanted to conquer the world.
    0:10:08 And I’d had a couple of really tight matches with the current Olympic world champion.
    0:10:14 So I knew that there was a possibility that I could get there for the ’80 Olympics.
    0:10:20 So building up to the ’80 Olympics was quite interesting because I was kind of coming through the weights.
    0:10:27 And I was halfway in between the 71 kilos weight category and the higher weight category of 78 kilograms.
    0:10:36 And I got third place at the 79 world championships, the weight below.
    0:10:44 For the whole year at the higher weight category, didn’t win a loser contest.
    0:10:50 So I’d beaten everybody in the world and then I had to make a decision as to whether to drop to the weight below because I was seated in the weight below.
    0:11:00 It was a different seating then, so I decided to drop into the weight below because I was seated in the top four.
    0:11:08 And as it happens, I think it was probably the worst decision I made.
    0:11:14 Well, because simply because, I mean, it was the only contest that I lost was the final of the Olympic Games in that year.
    0:11:21 So you’re a young kid, what, like 1920 at that time, full of confidence, vigor.
    0:11:28 So the decision to cut weight, how hard was it for you to cut weight to the 71 kg division?
    0:11:34 I’ve got to say that it was the hardest because as I was going up, I was, you know, it was 73, then it was 74 kilos, 75.
    0:11:43 So I was moving through the weight category.
    0:11:45 It wasn’t like I was stuck in the middle and then I dropped the odd time to compete.
    0:11:50 It was literally going up in weight by a kilo every month.
    0:11:56 And then by the time I came to a month or two before the Olympics, it was really hard.
    0:12:02 Fought the European Championships at the higher weight category and won that.
    0:12:07 And so everybody that was in the Olympic rostrum at the Olympic Games was on my rostrum at the European Championships.
    0:12:18 So was it a mistake?
    0:12:21 Yeah, because I didn’t have my diet sorted out.
    0:12:23 My nutrition was appalling.
    0:12:25 And when I, you know, it wasn’t as kind of readily available as it is now for the nutrition.
    0:12:32 And I would say that if anything lost me that final, other than the fact that I was fighting, somebody was terrific.
    0:12:40 You know, he was an excellent, brilliant athlete.
    0:12:43 But it definitely didn’t help that my nutrition was not very good.
    0:12:48 OK, so you lost to Ezio Gamma.
    0:12:51 There’s probably a lot of that we could say about that particular match.
    0:12:56 Maybe let’s zoom in. What were your strengths and weaknesses judo wise in that Olympics?
    0:13:02 You said you haven’t really lost the match.
    0:13:04 You won the European Championship leading into it.
    0:13:05 But if you had weak spots, OK, you already said diet, but specifically on the mat in terms of judo.
    0:13:12 I think that none of the fights lasted time going into the final, you know.
    0:13:18 So I won fairly quickly and every match by upon, you know, way before time.
    0:13:24 Do you remember how you won the match?
    0:13:26 I won them by throw, a couple of throws for Ipon and then arm lock for Ipon.
    0:13:31 Semifinal was an arm lock against the East German Kruger.
    0:13:36 And yeah, just I was flying through, you know, for the throws.
    0:13:40 You remember Taitoshi Uchimata, my favorite kind of Toku was my favorite throws.
    0:13:48 And and then a Jujikitami as well, you know, which was a Jujikitami role.
    0:13:54 Against an East German who had beaten before, but always had a really tough match,
    0:13:58 but managed to beat him well.
    0:14:00 So you had a beautiful exhibition of Japanese type judo in the first two matches.
    0:14:05 You threw people and then you also did the Neuazis on bar to person.
    0:14:09 Great. So you’re going into the final.
    0:14:12 What are the weaknesses going into the final against the Italian?
    0:14:15 Like I say, taking nothing away from him as a great athlete and a brilliant judo man
    0:14:20 and and left, which wasn’t good for me.
    0:14:24 That was definite no, because I hated fighting lefties still do.
    0:14:28 But I’ll tell you why in a minute.
    0:14:30 I just did. Great. It’s one of those.
    0:14:32 And but I think as I went through the contest,
    0:14:37 we had an eight hour break from the semifinal to the final.
    0:14:41 They took us back to the Olympic Village.
    0:14:43 Then we had to come back in and then we had to start a warm up again.
    0:14:47 You know, so I kind of lost my momentum.
    0:14:49 I had to start again and I never I didn’t I just didn’t I had a job to get going.
    0:14:54 I got halfway through, started to rescue a dying match.
    0:14:57 And, you know, I was kind of one step, half a step behind all the way through.
    0:15:02 So never really got into it.
    0:15:05 So why do you hate fighting lefties?
    0:15:07 And lefties are, we should say, overrepresented
    0:15:10 in terms of the higher ranks of judo.
    0:15:14 I don’t know why that is.
    0:15:16 Well, you know, the thing is about a lefty is a lefty
    0:15:19 will have more opportunity to fight righties, you know, right handers.
    0:15:24 Because I mean, 70 70 percent of the population are right handers,
    0:15:28 30 percent left.
    0:15:30 So they get to fight more right handers.
    0:15:33 And it’s just a fact, you know, that happens.
    0:15:37 So the thing that they hate is fighting left against left.
    0:15:40 They don’t like they would they don’t like it left against left.
    0:15:44 Whereas a right hander will go right against right, you know.
    0:15:47 But but the opposite is awkward
    0:15:50 for me, because just simply I like to go on to the sleeve
    0:15:56 and then I like to dominate the grips.
    0:15:58 But the actual angle of the of the opponent wasn’t what I wanted.
    0:16:04 You know, so I had to work hard, really hard against it.
    0:16:07 What happened in that match?
    0:16:09 It was a split decision in the end.
    0:16:12 And so to lose an Olympic final on a split decision is is pretty,
    0:16:16 you know, it’s something that’s still on my mind.
    0:16:20 And, you know, I think that it’s a strange one because I can still wake up
    0:16:25 that one and and four years later at the Olympics,
    0:16:29 because I was silver medalist at the Olympics four years later as well.
    0:16:33 And yeah, it still haunts me.
    0:16:36 Do you sometimes wake up and think like, man, I should have eaten better.
    0:16:40 Yeah, like or maybe like a specific grip that you’re like,
    0:16:44 I shouldn’t have taken that grip.
    0:16:45 I do, you know, I mean, the diet side of it is it’s difficult to, you know,
    0:16:50 to to really admit that, isn’t it?
    0:16:52 That you you went to an Olympic Games.
    0:16:55 And the one thing that you’ve really sucked out, right,
    0:16:58 was one of the most important things now at at world level sport,
    0:17:04 you know, where you’ve got the nutrition, you know, we’ve got it.
    0:17:07 You would think that most people have got it sorted,
    0:17:09 but there’s still people making mistakes.
    0:17:11 There’s still people that haven’t got it totally sorted.
    0:17:13 And then there’s people like Travis Stevens, who I think doesn’t care.
    0:17:19 He’ll just have atrocious nutrition and he just makes it work.
    0:17:23 I think the way he spoke about it is you can’t always control nutrition.
    0:17:28 So it’s best to get good at having crappy nutrition.
    0:17:31 It’s a good way of looking at it.
    0:17:33 I never, yeah, maybe that’s what I did.
    0:17:35 Exactly. Exactly.
    0:17:38 Do you remember what you were eating?
    0:17:39 Are we talking about like candy or?
    0:17:41 Yeah, well, I got a sweet tooth, you know, but it wasn’t it wasn’t really.
    0:17:45 I mean, I didn’t have a lot of money at that particular time either, you know,
    0:17:48 so the diet wasn’t steak and, you know, good nutritional salads and things like that.
    0:17:56 You know, I did what I thought was best without, you know, proper advice.
    0:18:00 And the crazy thing is, is that I had such good advice as well.
    0:18:04 You know, when it came to kind of fitness training and things like that,
    0:18:07 we’re quite ahead of our time.
    0:18:09 And, you know, we’ve really had it nailed as far as the conditioning was concerned.
    0:18:13 The judo training as well was a way in advance because I was a good trainer
    0:18:18 and I trained more than most, I would, I can honestly say that.
    0:18:23 It probably got me away with, you know, a lot.
    0:18:26 Where was your mind, so mental preparation, going into that Olympics?
    0:18:31 You said you were confident, but is there some preparation aspect behind that confidence?
    0:18:37 I think in the early days, I didn’t think I was going to lose.
    0:18:41 I never thought it was possible to lose.
    0:18:43 And I think that I went into every contest expecting to win.
    0:18:48 So when it didn’t quite go my way, I didn’t lose that many contests, you know.
    0:18:52 So the only ones I lost were in the final of the World Championships
    0:18:56 or in the final of the Olympic Games.
    0:18:58 So I didn’t lose that many.
    0:18:59 I never lost the European title.
    0:19:00 You know, I had seven golds at the European Championships,
    0:19:03 you know, five seniors, two juniors, under 20s.
    0:19:07 And I never, I never lost the final, you know.
    0:19:09 So it was, and then I only lost two on a split decision, you know.
    0:19:13 So it was, I didn’t lose that many.
    0:19:15 And my attitude was that I wasn’t going to lose and I couldn’t lose, you know.
    0:19:20 So I was always surprised when I did, when I, you know, something happened.
    0:19:26 In Neil Adams’ A Life in Judo written in 1986,
    0:19:32 you wrote, “Ever since I can remember, I have wanted to win.”
    0:19:36 It wasn’t the ordinary feeling that children have when they take part
    0:19:39 in their first primary school sack race on a grass track
    0:19:43 or even the keen determination of a young swimmer
    0:19:46 prepared to train early in the cold winter mornings
    0:19:48 in order to make it into the county side.
    0:19:52 With me, the desire to win was and still is
    0:19:56 as much a part of me as my arms and legs.
    0:20:00 In other words, it wasn’t something I learned as I grew older,
    0:20:03 but rather was deeply rooted in me.
    0:20:05 Perhaps this competitive instinct is the greatest difference
    0:20:09 between my public image and the view from the inside.
    0:20:13 So people see the kindness, the warmth you have,
    0:20:17 the charisma, the excitement, but there’s this big drive to win inside you.
    0:20:24 So what’s behind that?
    0:20:26 Can you just speak to that drive to win and how that contributed to your?
    0:20:31 No, when I look back now.
    0:20:34 There’s a lot of years ago, we should say.
    0:20:36 – It is a lot of years ago, you know. – Is that true?
    0:20:38 – Or are you just being poetic? – It’s not far off.
    0:20:39 No, it’s not for when I think about it now.
    0:20:42 Because I’d like to think that I’m a different person now.
    0:20:46 And, you know, since I’ve kind of calmed down, I see athletes now
    0:20:51 and I see them, you know, and they’re kind of arrogant.
    0:20:56 They’re walking, it’s a strut, you know, and it’s kind of a confidence, isn’t it?
    0:21:01 You know, and as we’re older and as I’ve become older, I’ve calmed down.
    0:21:07 And, but, you know, it doesn’t matter what I’m doing.
    0:21:10 It’s still that will to win, you know, and I’m much better at masking it now
    0:21:16 if I don’t, but it still bothers me as much.
    0:21:19 You’re talking about, like, I don’t know, even just like stupid silly things,
    0:21:23 like, I don’t know, a game of pool or something like this or just anything.
    0:21:27 Yeah, I’m still trying to win, you know, like, so my son loves to,
    0:21:31 he loves to play me at bowls because I’m useless, you know,
    0:21:35 and I just can’t throw a straight bowl.
    0:21:38 So he loves playing me at that, you know, but it bugs me that I’m not better, you know.
    0:21:42 And there are certain things that I do, it really bugs me when I’m not good at it.
    0:21:48 And I guess it’s one of the reasons that,
    0:21:51 you know, long after I’d finished competition, judo,
    0:21:56 people still want to train with you, you know, and even at a, like, kind of an older age,
    0:22:02 even now, if I do in a seminar or, you know, they’d still, you know, do you still do?
    0:22:06 Do you want to still go and can I feel it?
    0:22:10 And, you know, one of the things that’s in me is that I just all the way up to 40 years of age.
    0:22:17 So from 30 when I finished competition up to 40,
    0:22:21 I could still train with the best and I could still go with anybody.
    0:22:26 And then when 40 hit, kind of things started to fall off a little bit, you know,
    0:22:31 at least to get, you know, either my hips or my legs and my knees and,
    0:22:35 and I realized that I had to pick my practices and that rankled as well.
    0:22:39 And I had to then just calm it down a little bit, otherwise I was going to be injured and I was going to be,
    0:22:44 you know, so it’s, it’s not a good thing when you get an older
    0:22:47 and you’ve still got the same competitive mind, but things change.
    0:22:52 So still there, you get on a, on the mat, probably even now, right?
    0:22:57 You get on the mat with a world champion, you know, you still, the current world champion,
    0:23:01 there’s still a little part of you that could, I still toss this guy.
    0:23:04 Do you know, kids these days are soft.
    0:23:06 Well, you know, some of these athletes, I mean, like, I give you a prime example, right?
    0:23:12 He is Ilias Ilias, all right?
    0:23:14 I mean, he is a monster, right?
    0:23:17 And you just, of course you couldn’t, you know, because he just had 60 something, you couldn’t.
    0:23:25 But you like to think that you could, you know, and, you know, you know, what you would do,
    0:23:31 what you can do is you can cause them problems, but, and they feel it immediately,
    0:23:36 but you’d last a minute, you know.
    0:23:37 So you’ve trained with Ilias, the artist, I’ve gotten a chance to train with them as well.
    0:23:41 He’s a really nice guy, really great guy.
    0:23:43 He trained with me.
    0:23:44 We were training together, every hotel that we used to go into, we’d end up in the gym together
    0:23:49 and we’d train.
    0:23:50 And this one time he was in there and he just wanted somebody to grab and grip hold of them.
    0:23:56 So we ended up doing this kind of grappling in the middle of, you know, like the people
    0:23:59 doing weight training and much, you know, the different things, watching these two madmen
    0:24:04 doing.
    0:24:05 I’m glad we weren’t on a mat at that particular time, but good fun.
    0:24:10 What do you think about that guy?
    0:24:11 He, like you, achieved a lot of success when he was young.
    0:24:15 17.
    0:24:16 You imagine that 17, 18 years of age and he’s able to compete with the men.
    0:24:21 And there’s not many men can do that, you know, and it doesn’t happen very often.
    0:24:26 It happens later with the men and often they’re not physically as developed as they, you know,
    0:24:32 so from me, for example, I fought Nevzorov who was world and Olympic champion.
    0:24:37 He was the current world and Olympic champion.
    0:24:40 They sent me to the European championship senior at 17.
    0:24:45 And that doesn’t happen very often.
    0:24:47 And I fought, I pulled Nevzorov.
    0:24:49 So I fought Nevzorov and I had him really worried, you know, because he expected, without
    0:24:56 a doubt, to come out, throw this kid, you know, and junior.
    0:24:59 And he was like thick and shredded, like, he was shredded, he’s like, there’s a picture
    0:25:04 of him in his judogi and his judogi is just cut, it’s, you know, and he looks the business.
    0:25:11 And there’s me in this baggy, like, yeah, skinny kid inside this baggy thing.
    0:25:17 But I, you know, and the thing was, is that the more he tried and the harder he tried
    0:25:22 and the more he panicked, the further it went away from him.
    0:25:26 And so, you know, of course, he got, he got the decision at the end and deservedly.
    0:25:33 But I worried him, you know, and so, and, and so for me, that was a massive step forward
    0:25:38 because year later, I was, you know, starting to fill out and two years later, I was competing
    0:25:48 for the Olympic title.
    0:25:49 So I don’t know if I remember, but at least Iliadis is interesting because even at 17,
    0:25:55 I feel like he was doing big throws, like, literally lifting them with the hips.
    0:26:00 Just rips them out the ground, you know, and I was saying to Nicky, you know, my wife
    0:26:04 and we, she said, what would you do now that was different than the way you did then, you
    0:26:11 know, I never had any pickups, you know, I didn’t, that’s not, that’s not what we did,
    0:26:16 you know, but you have a look at the young, you cranes or the, you know, the young Russians
    0:26:22 or the young Eastern Bloc Mongolians and they’re ripping people out the ground.
    0:26:27 I mean, it’s, it’s just different style of judo and it’s, it just looks different.
    0:26:32 But now they’re starting to do a traditional style judo as well.
    0:26:36 So can you speak to that with the different styles of judo?
    0:26:38 So for you, you mentioned Uchimara, Taitoshi, these days, how would you describe them?
    0:26:44 They’re like these effortless, less lifting off the ground and power and like strength
    0:26:50 and explore and more timing and position, movement, momentum, all this kind of stuff.
    0:26:56 That’s more traditionally associated with Japanese judo because like for Japanese judo,
    0:27:01 the traditional judo, like you’re supposed to throw people in a big way without much
    0:27:05 effort.
    0:27:06 And of course, we, 1990, we saw the introduction of all these Eastern Bloc countries, you know,
    0:27:16 there were so many more.
    0:27:17 I mean, it was Soviet Union when I was competing and then of course in 1990, everything changed
    0:27:22 and then there were so many more of them out there, different countries, you know, that
    0:27:27 their wrestling styles were introduced into judo, put a jacket on them and let’s get
    0:27:33 into judo.
    0:27:34 So judo kind of changed shape.
    0:27:37 It changed shape from this upright standing, you know, and having to know the technicalities
    0:27:44 of how to get a body that’s weighing 40, you know, 14 stone or, you know, whatever it is
    0:27:52 up into the air and using the momentum and the balance and the direction and the skill
    0:27:58 to do that and knowing how to do it, you know, and how to use movement.
    0:28:02 And then you get, you know, the wrestlers and the leg picks and the double legs, single
    0:28:07 leg, double legs and, you know, and it kind of, by 1995, you know, judo was, was bent
    0:28:14 over.
    0:28:15 And so it was the IOC that went to IJF, International Judo Federation, and they said, you got to
    0:28:23 change this or we’re just going to have one wrestling style.
    0:28:26 It looks like wrestling with judo, with the judo jackets on.
    0:28:29 So you either change it or we’re going to take one of you out.
    0:28:33 By the way, we should sort of clarify, when we say people are bent over, that’s usually
    0:28:35 how you see freestyle wrestling.
    0:28:38 Wrestlers are more bent over to defend the legs and so on.
    0:28:41 And traditional judo, people are more standing up because that’s the position for which you
    0:28:45 can do the big throws and all that kind of stuff.
    0:28:47 But I think the other case to make for a banding leg grabs is, you know, a lot of people are
    0:28:53 using it for stalling and not for beautiful big throws and all that kind of stuff.
    0:28:57 So it’s not just not to make it different from wrestling.
    0:29:01 It’s also like you want to maximize the amount of epic throws and dynamic judo and exciting
    0:29:09 stuff to watch.
    0:29:10 Win by judo, not by wrestling.
    0:29:13 And I think that the ones that were shouting about it were the wrestlers, right?
    0:29:18 Because they like to compete with both.
    0:29:20 They want to do both.
    0:29:21 They want to do their wrestling matches and then come into judo.
    0:29:25 So basically, I mean, what we’ve said is they learn to do judo and there’s nothing stopping
    0:29:32 you then from doing both, right?
    0:29:34 But not from the other way around, alright?
    0:29:36 So rules always dictate development.
    0:29:39 They’ll always dictate which direction it goes.
    0:29:43 So if you introduce a rule that states that you cannot dive at the legs and just pick up,
    0:29:50 then you’ll have to do it standing up.
    0:29:53 And also, it increases the possibility of defense with the hips, because actually, good defense,
    0:30:00 judo-wise, standing up, is with the hips as opposed to sticking your arms out and then
    0:30:06 sticking your backsides out there just to defend, alright?
    0:30:10 So if you attack me and I move my body in the wrong place, so I’m in the wrong place
    0:30:15 at the right time, so you don’t hit the right target, and then also I use my hips, you know?
    0:30:21 So again, it’s a form of judo that was being lost.
    0:30:26 So now we’ve got it back.
    0:30:28 So let’s go there.
    0:30:29 Let’s speak about judo as if we’re talking to a group of five-year-olds.
    0:30:35 So what is judo?
    0:30:36 What are some defining characteristics of judo as a sport, as a martial arts, a way
    0:30:43 of life, all that kind of stuff?
    0:30:44 I think, you know, when you say it as a way of life, I mean, I think the great advantage
    0:30:50 that we have in judo, my young grandson, so I got two little boys that are three-and-a-half
    0:30:59 years of age, love going to our dojo, they love it, you know?
    0:31:02 So dojo was the first word that they used.
    0:31:05 It was one of the first, so when they come to see us, you know, so as I’ve seen my wife
    0:31:09 and I, you know, it’s like, dojo, it’s not grandma, grandad, you know, it’s a dojo.
    0:31:15 So dojo, they take their shoes off going into the dojo, you know, so they have respect for
    0:31:21 where they’re at, you know, and I think it has that kind of feeling that, like, I tried
    0:31:27 to build my dojo with a feeling of reverence.
    0:31:32 It’s kind of almost peaceful, you know, so I’m not a religious person, but I like going
    0:31:37 to old churches because when I go into an old church, doesn’t matter, you know, what
    0:31:41 the religion is within the church, but there’s a reverence in there.
    0:31:45 Revidence is a good word.
    0:31:47 It feels like a really special place, no matter which dojo you go to.
    0:31:51 It’s just you bow and there’s calmness before the storm of battle or whatever it is.
    0:31:58 And respect, you know.
    0:31:59 Yeah, respect.
    0:32:00 I mean, look at the respect.
    0:32:01 You know, we were just talking about it just before we came on air, and we were just saying
    0:32:04 that we very, very seldom do we have a situation where there is animosity other than them fighting,
    0:32:14 you know, so I’m not saying that they don’t fight each other because sometimes it does
    0:32:18 turn into a brawl.
    0:32:20 And at the end, two people bow off and show their respect, you know.
    0:32:27 And one of the things that, you know, like, so a champion, I see people winning events
    0:32:32 and they’re good judoka, they’re excellent, they win world championships, might even win
    0:32:38 the Olympic Games.
    0:32:39 But a great champion for me is somebody who treats, who does the right thing when they
    0:32:47 lose, you know.
    0:32:48 So when you see them lose, that’s when you see the true them, you know.
    0:32:52 And actually that was one of the biggest things that I had to really cope with, you know.
    0:32:57 So when I lost that Olympic Games in Moscow and also the one in Los Angeles, the hardest
    0:33:05 thing is when the microphones in there and you’ve got to be respectful and nice and the
    0:33:13 hardest things to smile.
    0:33:15 But actually, some of the great champions, you know, they’ll go, that’s just one match.
    0:33:20 You know, I remember, we’ve got one great champion, Agbeg Nanou, she’s a five-time
    0:33:27 world champion, she’s an Olympic champion, she’s favourite as well to get this Olympic
    0:33:33 gold medal, French.
    0:33:35 What a great champion she is, you know, because she lost one of the matches.
    0:33:40 I mean, she’d come back and she’d give him birth, come back after giving birth and everybody
    0:33:47 was going, well, was she, you know, but then she, and then she lost one of the matches on
    0:33:51 the way through.
    0:33:53 And she said, well, don’t be, don’t be upset.
    0:33:56 You know, it’s just one match, it’s just one contest, you know.
    0:34:00 Next time I’m going to put it right, and she did put it right, and now she’s back up there
    0:34:04 and she won the world title back.
    0:34:07 So you know, these are great champions for me.
    0:34:09 Yeah, I mean, that’s the right way to see it, but it’s also tragic to lose the Olympic
    0:34:14 Games, you know.
    0:34:16 Twice.
    0:34:17 See, yes, it is tragic, and I do have sleepless nights.
    0:34:23 I mean, that’s the magic of the Olympic Games, anything can happen, and your 1980 Olympics
    0:34:29 were very different from the 1984, but if we just link on the, on 80, and just your, what
    0:34:35 we’re talking about, how much you wanted to win.
    0:34:40 Do you love winning or hate losing more?
    0:34:43 I hate losing more, but I love winning.
    0:34:46 When I won the world title a year later, and I had no doubt when I went in that day that
    0:34:54 I was going to be world champion.
    0:34:56 No doubt.
    0:34:57 You won the 81 world championship.
    0:35:00 At the high of weight.
    0:35:02 At the high of the 78.
    0:35:04 Yes.
    0:35:05 KG.
    0:35:06 Actually, can we go there, what was going through your mind?
    0:35:11 You ended up arm barring a Japanese fighter.
    0:35:16 I talked to Jimmy Pedro, a friend of yours, somebody who said you were a mentor to him
    0:35:21 for many years, and he’s told me a bunch of different questions to ask you, but he said
    0:35:25 that was a really special time.
    0:35:28 That was a really special, dominant run you had, and especially finishing with an arm
    0:35:36 bar against a Japanese player, so take me through that.
    0:35:39 What do you remember from that?
    0:35:41 I think that it was, so my weight was better.
    0:35:45 I didn’t have to lose weight.
    0:35:46 That was one thing.
    0:35:47 So the nutritional side wasn’t as important, but probably still wasn’t as good as it could
    0:35:53 be in my nutrition, although it was getting better and I was trying to eat the right things
    0:35:59 at the right time, but I still trained really well and I was so confident that going into
    0:36:08 that world championships that I could win it.
    0:36:12 I had no doubt in my mind that I was going to win, but obviously, the corner of your
    0:36:18 mind you’re thinking just don’t make mistakes, but this is the incredible thing is that
    0:36:23 once you start to ask you, once I see contests change direction when I’m commentating, so
    0:36:31 I can see somebody who’s in there just going forward trying to win, and that’s a difference
    0:36:37 to somebody who’s trying not to lose, and there’s two different ways.
    0:36:42 Sometimes when I was world champion, then I had a period of time where every time I
    0:36:48 stepped out there, I was really afraid of losing, and I think that that’s what happens
    0:36:56 later on in your competitive career.
    0:36:59 The great champions managed to come through that.
    0:37:01 Teddy Rene is one of those.
    0:37:04 He puts it out there and he keeps beating them, so they can’t take it away from him.
    0:37:10 It’s fantastic.
    0:37:11 So stepping on the mat every single encounter, you’re trying to win.
    0:37:14 You’re looking for the grips and the intention to throw, throw big, even when you’re ahead
    0:37:20 on points, all that kind of stuff.
    0:37:22 That’s a really good point is that if you go ahead in a match and you look at the clock,
    0:37:28 it depends when you go ahead.
    0:37:30 Sometimes you can go ahead in the first minute, and you’ve still got three minutes to go.
    0:37:34 So I see the ones then that go into, I don’t want to lose because they go into defensive
    0:37:38 mode and then sometimes they can lose it on penalties or something can go wrong, and the
    0:37:43 other one comes on strong and then they can sneak the contest.
    0:37:48 And so it’s really difficult, but when I was coaching, I was trying to always encourage
    0:37:54 that positive attitude for the full four minutes, five minutes, then.
    0:37:59 I’ve competed a lot and I’ve always hated that part of myself, when I’m up on points
    0:38:03 by a lot, you look at the clock and it’s what you do when you look at the clock.
    0:38:08 A minute and a half, you’re really tired, and you kind of quit.
    0:38:14 You just defend.
    0:38:15 Yeah.
    0:38:16 And I hated that part about myself.
    0:38:17 You’re saying don’t do it.
    0:38:19 Yeah.
    0:38:20 Well, as opposed to just go out in a, in judo, that’s a full four big throw, just keep going
    0:38:25 for the throw.
    0:38:26 In jiu-jitsu, it’s go for the submission, like throw caution, like win in the real way versus
    0:38:32 on points.
    0:38:33 And I hated that part of my, I mean, mostly underneath that is cowardice induced by exhaustion.
    0:38:40 Exhaustion’s the one, isn’t it?
    0:38:42 But it is, isn’t it?
    0:38:43 It’s a mindset as well.
    0:38:45 So actually trying to get your mind positive all the way through.
    0:38:50 So I mean, if you listen, when I commentate to Noah, is I say, I hope that they don’t
    0:38:56 change the mindset and that they keep on and they are going forward all the time.
    0:39:01 And actually they’re then more difficult to catch.
    0:39:04 We had one just a couple of weeks ago and he lost in the final second of the contest,
    0:39:10 lost the final, he was the only one to score.
    0:39:13 He got penalized all the way up two seconds to go and stepped out of the area and, you
    0:39:19 know, but he went like that, thinking the bell was just going and the bell went one
    0:39:25 second after he actually stepped out.
    0:39:28 So he got penalized, lost the match and lost all of the points for qualification.
    0:39:34 So it was, you know, that’s paying high price, that’s paying high price.
    0:39:40 Yeah.
    0:39:41 I mean, there’s a thin line between triumph and tragedy and in those competitions, but
    0:39:47 especially at the Olympic Games.
    0:39:50 So let’s just stick on 81 world championship.
    0:39:53 What did it feel like to win that world championship?
    0:39:56 Like, and also getting an on-bar, just a Japanese player, Jimmy told me your arms were exhausted.
    0:40:02 Yeah.
    0:40:03 I mean, you just, the thing is, is sometimes, you know, when you’re going, when it’s competitive
    0:40:08 as well, you know, hours is a different intensity to like, you just, where you can take time
    0:40:14 a little bit, hours is, bang, it’s transitioning from standing down.
    0:40:18 You’ve got 10, 15 seconds to go in there.
    0:40:21 You go in 100%.
    0:40:22 It’s a bit like running, you know, full-out for 10 seconds, like, and then you’ve got
    0:40:29 to decide then, especially if they’re defending it, whether you let it go.
    0:40:35 Because when you get up and your forearms are blown, you know, and you’ve got lactic
    0:40:38 acid in there and you’ve still got to grip up because remember, hours is about gripping
    0:40:42 as well on the jacket.
    0:40:44 So if you can’t grip up, then you can’t gain the advantage, then they can throw you, you
    0:40:49 know.
    0:40:50 So you have to decide.
    0:40:51 I had a massive attack on him and we changed directions four or five times and then I wasn’t
    0:41:00 going to let him go.
    0:41:01 But I still, you know, when I was turning him there, I had to decide, am I going to go
    0:41:07 all out for this and, and just, or, you know, like there has been occasions when I’ve kind
    0:41:12 of released it to just, you know, for a minute to go and just lock out.
    0:41:17 Yeah.
    0:41:18 So, so what you’re saying on the feet, there was a change of direction of all different
    0:41:21 kinds of attempts.
    0:41:22 And then you went to the ground and that’s, so what was that?
    0:41:24 Do you remember that decision of like, okay, am I going to finish this?
    0:41:28 Yeah, I knew it.
    0:41:29 I just, as soon as I climbed his back and, and then I thought he’s not going, he’s not
    0:41:34 going, I’m not going to let him up, you know, so I was just changing, changing, you know,
    0:41:38 something in my head was going, don’t, don’t, you know, just stick on him.
    0:41:42 And then it’s always about pressure on the arm and, and I just, you know, and of course
    0:41:47 he was like that, you know, we’re defending, you know, he was almost total bridge, trying
    0:41:53 to get out of it.
    0:41:54 Did it start in turtle and then like, did you start it in turtle because I, I did an
    0:41:58 attack came back out of the attack and then he went on to his front and then I was on
    0:42:04 his back and then I started the opening and just went for it just, I was, it was an automatic
    0:42:10 transition.
    0:42:11 So I mean, the transitions are what we teach, you know, because the ones that are quicker
    0:42:16 down with the transitions are the ones that catch it.
    0:42:18 That’s our Neuwaza.
    0:42:19 You know, our groundwork is the transition from standing down to ground and very, you
    0:42:24 know, we don’t have a situation where you can kind of work your way in.
    0:42:29 You are in or you’re, you’re not in, you’re standing, you know, so you’ve got to make
    0:42:33 sure that you’re in.
    0:42:34 And so I had, I was just on his back like a leech and I never let him go.
    0:42:39 So you see, I mean, yeah, so that’s where the arm bars, that’s where the attacks on
    0:42:42 the ground, which is called Neuwaza happens in the transition at that level, at that
    0:42:47 high world class level.
    0:42:49 Yeah.
    0:42:50 I mean, it was no muggy though.
    0:42:51 I think he’d just got third, third place in the all Japan championships, which is all
    0:42:56 weight categories.
    0:42:57 So he was, he wasn’t a mug, you know, he was, he was strong and I had fought him once before
    0:43:02 and, and I knew he was a lefty as well, which was really awkward for me.
    0:43:08 Did it feel good?
    0:43:09 Better for me than him.
    0:43:11 It did.
    0:43:12 It felt amazing, you know, because it was almost like all these things, disappointments
    0:43:17 and everything had kind of come to this one point where I was at last kind of champion
    0:43:25 of the world.
    0:43:26 It’s everything I said as a kid that I had no idea how difficult it was going to be.
    0:43:30 You know, so as a kid, as a 14 year old kid, I remember saying, I’m going to be world champion.
    0:43:35 I’m going to be the best in the world.
    0:43:36 I had no idea how difficult that was going to be.
    0:43:39 Well, there’s wisdom to that, right?
    0:43:41 Like there’s power and stupidity of youth.
    0:43:44 I like that.
    0:43:45 Right?
    0:43:46 Yeah, it is.
    0:43:47 Just like I’m going to be a world champion.
    0:43:48 I’m going to win this without knowing how hard it is.
    0:43:50 And then once you go after it, it’s your trap.
    0:43:55 You’re going to have to do the work.
    0:43:56 Yeah.
    0:43:57 Well, I mean, you still look with parents as well, you know, parents, you know, how
    0:44:01 little Johnny is, you know, he’s amazing and he’s this, that and the other.
    0:44:04 They have no idea what’s, you know, out there.
    0:44:07 I remember the very first time I stepped out 1974 into the European cadets.
    0:44:14 And I remember that we were fighting.
    0:44:18 I’d only ever fought in Great Britain.
    0:44:20 I was the top, you know, I was unbeaten in the juniors kids and went out there and there
    0:44:27 were these different fighters out there that were treating me with total disdain.
    0:44:33 But I remember thinking, how dare they, you know, just, you know, and I’d realized when
    0:44:40 I came back from that event, there’s other people out there.
    0:44:43 There’s just a whole, you know, and there are different levels of, you know, the majority
    0:44:47 of people are just not informed as to what’s out there and the different levels that there
    0:44:52 are out there.
    0:44:53 Do you remember like a certain opponent that for the first time you felt like, holy shit.
    0:44:59 Yeah.
    0:45:00 Like somebody just gripped you up and you’re like, this is, there’s another level to this
    0:45:05 game.
    0:45:06 Ed Zeo was, Ed Zeo was one of them and I fought him, you know, and I beat him in the European
    0:45:12 championships.
    0:45:13 I beat him in, you know, two times and then lost to him in the Olympic games two months
    0:45:18 after I’d beaten him in the European championship.
    0:45:20 Wow.
    0:45:21 Yeah, yeah.
    0:45:22 So it wasn’t, that made it more difficult, right?
    0:45:25 Nemesis there.
    0:45:26 Yeah.
    0:45:27 Wow.
    0:45:28 It made it more difficult and so Ed Zeo was one and getting hold of, I remember getting
    0:45:36 hold of Nishida of Japan and he had me going up and down and I just, I thought, wow, this
    0:45:44 guy is amazing, you know, and I’d never thought, first time I ever fought Japanese in a major
    0:45:50 tournament, you know, and I felt the danger, I always talk about the danger when we go
    0:45:56 out to Japan to train, I could go probably months without getting thrown in training
    0:46:04 here in Europe and I go to Japan, you know, everybody’s throwing you, you know, and that’s
    0:46:10 difficult to accept and the reason that kind of danger and that kind of a feeling of danger
    0:46:19 is something that puts a real edge on, you know, and so that was first time when I got
    0:46:23 hold of Nishida, I thought, oh my God, you know, this guy, you know, it didn’t matter
    0:46:28 which way he was turning like that, he stretched out and I thought this, I want to do this,
    0:46:36 you know, and then I ended up fighting him again in Japan.
    0:46:39 So that feeling of danger is really interesting, it’s like I’ve, you know, did Rondori with
    0:46:45 a lot of world-class people from different parts of the world, including Illyceliatus
    0:46:51 and like there’s a certain part like Eastern European Judo, you feel like you’re screwed
    0:46:57 the whole way through, like the gripping, you really feel it in the gripping.
    0:47:01 It’s the gripping that doesn’t.
    0:47:03 But in with Japanese, like really good Japanese style Jidoka, you don’t, it’s like, it’s a
    0:47:09 terrifying calmness, at least the experiences that I’ve had, you don’t really feel it in
    0:47:14 the gripping, you just feel like anywhere you step, you’re getting thrown.
    0:47:18 It’s a different.
    0:47:19 It’s a different thing, isn’t it?
    0:47:20 It’s a different thing.
    0:47:21 So, I mean, mine was kind of a mixture, I liked it to be a mixture because there was,
    0:47:27 the gripping is definitely the key point.
    0:47:30 So if you get high level guys that are gripping up, and I always used to put this to the referees
    0:47:36 when we were doing referee seminars, when we first started them.
    0:47:40 And I’d say how many, because like they would referee to their understanding of the match.
    0:47:47 So they were penalizing for certain grips that were, you know, and actually, so as an
    0:47:52 ex-athlete at high level, I would say, have you ever gripped up with high level, all right?
    0:47:59 Because if you haven’t, you need to do it.
    0:48:02 Because then you will understand why they do certain things with the grips.
    0:48:06 Because these guys are like, you know, when somebody grips you and you think, you know,
    0:48:12 you’re going to go, when Eliadis puts his arm over your back, all right?
    0:48:15 I mean, you know, you’re going to go up and over, you know, you’re going to go over, you
    0:48:19 know, that’s it.
    0:48:20 It’s a cool feeling.
    0:48:21 It’s like whenever.
    0:48:22 Not for me.
    0:48:23 I understand.
    0:48:24 But it’s like, I mean, because it’s not, it feels way more powerful than it should.
    0:48:31 It’s weird.
    0:48:32 I don’t know.
    0:48:33 You want to attribute it to strength and all that kind of stuff.
    0:48:35 I mean, people say you have like immense upper body strength, but it’s probably something
    0:48:39 else.
    0:48:40 It’s like technique.
    0:48:41 It’s some kind of weird.
    0:48:42 It’s a mix of everything.
    0:48:43 It’s like something hardened through lots of battles and randorian, that kind of stuff.
    0:48:48 Yeah.
    0:48:49 But it’s cool that humans are able to generate that kind of power.
    0:48:52 It’s cool.
    0:48:53 When I was 84 Olympics, but I’m just going to go there now just quickly.
    0:48:58 But there was, we had a freestyle wrestler, he’s American actually, but he had the English
    0:49:06 nationality.
    0:49:07 So he competed for Noel Loban, his name is, and he competed for Great Britain.
    0:49:12 He got third place at the Olympics in 84.
    0:49:16 But he was training.
    0:49:17 We were training at Budokai and he was training, he came to do some judo and put jacket on.
    0:49:24 And of course he was training with some of the lower levels and he was really handling
    0:49:28 himself well.
    0:49:30 And then he said, I need to feel, you know, when we did “Randory”, you know, so he did
    0:49:37 some “Randory” with me.
    0:49:39 And I immediately thought, I got to catch it.
    0:49:42 I got to stop single leg and double leg because he was really quick, right?
    0:49:46 So strong as well, 90 something kilos, he was like, you know, he’s a big guy.
    0:49:52 So I caught a sleeve immediately caught and controlled him and then he couldn’t start,
    0:49:58 right?
    0:49:59 So he said, I needed to feel the difference.
    0:50:01 So then I thought, I better reciprocate this.
    0:50:06 So I said, well, you know, so we did the “Randory” and I throw him a couple of times.
    0:50:10 He said, I’m really glad we did that.
    0:50:12 So then I said, I need to feel the difference as well.
    0:50:14 So we take the jackets off.
    0:50:16 So we took the jackets off and he was a nightmare.
    0:50:19 This guy was a nightmare and like a monster.
    0:50:22 You know, he was like single-legging me.
    0:50:24 And you know, it was just totally different.
    0:50:26 You know, so it was like the jacket makes a massive difference, huge difference to something,
    0:50:34 you know, and people think it’s just the jacket that we’re wearing, but it isn’t.
    0:50:40 It’s our only tool, actually.
    0:50:42 Yeah.
    0:50:43 And it’s control.
    0:50:44 I mean, it’s a way of establishing control over another body and it’s a whole art form
    0:50:50 and a science.
    0:50:51 And I don’t even know if you understand it really, you understand it sort of subconsciously
    0:50:56 through time.
    0:50:57 Yeah.
    0:50:58 Because I get so much involved because pulling on one part of the jacket pulls other parts
    0:51:02 of the jacket.
    0:51:03 Yeah.
    0:51:04 So that’s probably insane to understand.
    0:51:06 It’s absolutely insane.
    0:51:07 And then, you know, they changed the rules for a little while and they changed the rules
    0:51:11 so that you couldn’t hold, you know, that certain grips were not allowed, they only allowed
    0:51:18 certain amount of time and there were a lot of penalties for them.
    0:51:21 You know, and then, you know, they had some of the ex-fighters into the referee commission.
    0:51:27 And so we were pushing for just let them grip, you know, because that’s our game.
    0:51:34 You know, that’s what makes us different.
    0:51:35 You know, again, if grip up with somebody like, so they were on about Teddy Rene.
    0:51:40 Yeah.
    0:51:41 Teddy Rene comes out, takes the sleeve, big arm over the top and then, you know, he throws
    0:51:46 people, right?
    0:51:47 So they were saying, yeah, but stop.
    0:51:49 You can’t stop him doing it.
    0:51:51 This guy is six foot nine and he is built like Garth, you know, he’s like, and not only that,
    0:51:59 he’s skillful as well, you know, and he’s got that mentality of a winner.
    0:52:03 He’s got that mentality of a winner that he just wins important matches.
    0:52:07 And he goes over the top of the grip.
    0:52:09 Did they, where’s that land now in terms of rules over the top?
    0:52:12 Because those are some of the most epic, awesome types of grips, just like over the top, big
    0:52:18 grab.
    0:52:19 Yeah.
    0:52:20 Well, as long as they’re throw from it, so they can take any grip, as long as you move
    0:52:24 them and then catch them kind of action, reaction, really, you know, as long as you catch them
    0:52:29 on the move, then you can do it.
    0:52:31 So as long as you’re not using it to stall or that kind of stuff.
    0:52:34 Yeah.
    0:52:35 You can’t block out.
    0:52:36 Yeah.
    0:52:37 So I mean, if I, so like, for example, if I’ve got a dominant grip on you and I just block
    0:52:41 out and I just stop, I just stop you attacking me.
    0:52:45 So then what?
    0:52:46 I get you three penalties, get you off and you haven’t done an attack.
    0:52:50 So we’ve got to stop that.
    0:52:51 You can’t have that.
    0:52:52 Yeah.
    0:52:53 Yeah.
    0:52:54 Definitely.
    0:52:55 You were the favorite to win the 1984 Olympics, but you got silver.
    0:52:59 I watched that match several times.
    0:53:01 You’re probably having, have it playing in your head.
    0:53:04 So there is a nice change of direction by your opponent, German Frank Wonecki.
    0:53:10 Yeah.
    0:53:11 It was a fake right Uchimada and then to a left drop, Sayonagi.
    0:53:19 How did that loss feel?
    0:53:22 Devastating is not, you know, it’s not enough really because, you know, the strange thing
    0:53:28 was, is coming into that Olympics was tired, really tired.
    0:53:33 So my mental state wasn’t the best, wasn’t certainly the same as it was coming into
    0:53:38 the previous.
    0:53:42 And I, I remember thinking I just need to get this over with and then I can have a break
    0:53:48 and just have a rest, you know, and, and that’s totally the wrong attitude.
    0:53:53 It’s just not, not good for, for going into an Olympic Games.
    0:53:58 And so I, I was coming in there with a different mindset.
    0:54:03 And I remember every match that I had, I was winning well, but I was winning with a struggle.
    0:54:12 You know, it was, it was really not, I’d fought Novak and I was pretty of France, who was
    0:54:19 one of the strongest physically.
    0:54:22 That was in the quarterfinals.
    0:54:23 I beat Brett Barron by an Ipon, I armlocked him.
    0:54:28 I won my first match by Ipon as well.
    0:54:31 And then Michel Novak, I was fighting a France and I was lucky to, to, to win it.
    0:54:38 I was up, I would scored on him, but I was like, starting to defend and just everything
    0:54:43 that I talked to you about, you know, and then just about held on and, and then I won
    0:54:48 and, you know, so him and I were talking afterwards, like some years afterwards and
    0:54:53 he said, I was close.
    0:54:54 Wasn’t I?
    0:54:55 I was, but not close enough.
    0:54:59 I didn’t mean it, but I had to say it.
    0:55:03 Of course, of course.
    0:55:06 And no, he was right.
    0:55:07 You know, and it was one of those.
    0:55:09 So it’s through to the semifinal.
    0:55:11 I fought Lesak in the semifinal of, and I’d fought him in the semifinal of the world.
    0:55:18 He holds as well.
    0:55:20 I’d never gone time with him, you know, I’d never, I’d always beaten him fairly easily
    0:55:25 and with by Ipon and that went time.
    0:55:29 So I was, you know, I was just, just glad to get it done.
    0:55:33 And I was in the final then against Frank Vinnicka of Germany and I’d beaten Vinnicka
    0:55:38 before, but he was just a young German coming through.
    0:55:42 And when I started the final, I was, I thought, right, I’ve just, and I started all my techniques
    0:55:50 just that little bit off.
    0:55:52 Nothing was coordinated just it was just, I can’t really explain why it was just a little
    0:55:58 bit off.
    0:55:59 I see it so often now with a lot of the guys that are going for second, third Olympic Games.
    0:56:05 And I see their, their technique just not quite there and they’re struggling and and
    0:56:10 I know when they’re, you know, I know what they’re going through and I kind of empathize
    0:56:13 with them.
    0:56:14 Well, you were, it felt like you were dominating that final.
    0:56:16 I dominated it.
    0:56:17 Yeah, I was winning.
    0:56:18 Yeah.
    0:56:19 And actually, if it had gone another minute and a half, it would have been all over and
    0:56:23 I would have been Olympic champion and it would have been done.
    0:56:25 He wouldn’t have batted an eyelid, right?
    0:56:27 Cause he would have fought me really, really well and he would have, you know, we talked
    0:56:32 about it afterwards and he said, he was just my good day for me, you know, and he knows
    0:56:36 he was very respectful.
    0:56:38 This guy is very respectful.
    0:56:39 He was the surprised almost, I mean, you’re not almost, he was very surprised and celebrating
    0:56:44 like a surprise.
    0:56:45 He was jumping up and down like, you know, he just, and, you know, you can look at that
    0:56:50 kind of you go, well, it wasn’t upon, but, you know, would I got it back?
    0:56:53 I don’t know.
    0:56:54 But it’s, I think that actually taking the pressure off because that was another thing
    0:56:59 as well.
    0:57:00 Pressure of being favorite, you know, and I see that with a lot of them and you know,
    0:57:04 the great champions, the ones that keep coming through, Capellic, there’s a guy, you know,
    0:57:09 he can look very ordinary and then comes the big tournament and he’ll win it.
    0:57:18 The tragedy of the Olympic games.
    0:57:20 I mean, you were the favorite and just like that, like split moment, you lost it.
    0:57:26 Split moment, devastating and lived it probably not every day, but, you know, Nicky, my wife
    0:57:34 will tell you that woken up in sweats and, you know, and I think they contributed as
    0:57:42 well because I had a period of my, my life after where I was drinking too much and, you
    0:57:48 know, and I think kind of when I look back kind of led into that kind of dark period
    0:57:56 of my life, you know, and I never ever, ever, you know, did it go through my mind anything
    0:58:02 else, but it definitely affected me and I was on a downward kind of spiral in a lot
    0:58:08 of different ways and would still even, you know, we have an amazing marriage and we have
    0:58:15 an amazing family and everything’s great, but I still wake up sometimes and I’ll say,
    0:58:20 I’ve just dreamt, you know, that and it’s the same reoccurring dream where I’m trying
    0:58:25 to get somewhere and I’m trying to put it right, you know, and I’ve got this chance
    0:58:30 of putting this Olympic final right, you know, in, in, in this dream I’ve got a chance
    0:58:35 of doing it, but I can’t get there and the traffic stop in me or something stops me and
    0:58:40 I, you know, and then I wake up and I’m sweating and it’s, and you think, well, after all this
    0:58:45 time, that’s not possible, but it is and it happens.
    0:58:48 Yeah.
    0:58:49 I mean, in the match itself, there’s that feeling for me just watching it, like you’re, you’re
    0:58:54 going for throws, you’re, you’re almost getting there with the throws and it’s almost like
    0:58:58 he’s going for a kind of crappy jammata and then you’re just like, you stop and you’re
    0:59:03 blocking it and all of a sudden, I mean, that’s the beauty of the Olympics.
    0:59:07 He finds it in himself to switch.
    0:59:10 Yeah.
    0:59:11 And that like against a favorite against sort of the great British judoka just finds the
    0:59:18 perfect drop sandalgy.
    0:59:20 Well, you know, his, his team doctor and coach, he came up to me afterwards and said, I’m
    0:59:26 just really sorry.
    0:59:28 And that’s all they said is I’m just really sorry.
    0:59:31 They were sorry because, you know, obviously the obvious sadness about that, you know,
    0:59:36 and of course everybody takes their, you know, I went actually two and a was it three weeks
    0:59:44 later, the German open.
    0:59:47 So he had to compete in the German open three weeks later.
    0:59:51 So I went over to fight him and, and beat him in the final of the German open and it didn’t
    0:59:58 do anything for me because it was a much tighter match.
    1:00:02 He was a lot closer.
    1:00:03 He had a lot more confidence coming in.
    1:00:05 So he fought me a lot differently and then it was me pulling it back and just managing
    1:00:10 to win in the final.
    1:00:12 And I thought, well, that might appease, it appeased nothing, didn’t do anything.
    1:00:17 When you give your whole life to judo, just, and your love of winning, that’s crazy how
    1:00:23 much the Olympic games mean.
    1:00:26 It means so much.
    1:00:27 And I think, you know, but I, I’ve got to, and I’ve got to say this, unless it’s honestly,
    1:00:32 you know, if it meant that if I’d have won that Olympic games and it had to change my
    1:00:35 life into a different direction, which I probably would have not competed in the 88 Olympic
    1:00:41 games then.
    1:00:42 All right.
    1:00:43 So if it had changed my life and then I didn’t have, I didn’t meet my wife and I, you know,
    1:00:47 I didn’t have my family that I’ve got now, there’s no, you know, I would, I wouldn’t
    1:00:52 swap that, what I’ve got now for anything.
    1:00:55 Well, part of the demons that you’ve gotten to know because of those losses is part of
    1:01:02 probably the central reason they made you the man you are, a legend of the sport.
    1:01:08 You could have been not that, because an Olympic gold is just an Olympic gold.
    1:01:13 Yeah.
    1:01:14 And it is, isn’t it?
    1:01:15 You know, and I think that there’s a lot of Olympic champions and world champions that
    1:01:21 win and then are forgotten.
    1:01:24 And I said to Nikki, I said, my wife, I said, I don’t want to be forgotten and I want to
    1:01:30 be remembered.
    1:01:31 So if I’m going to do anything, anything I do, if I’m going to do commentary or whatever
    1:01:36 it is or coaching, I want to do coaching to a high level and I want to commentate at
    1:01:42 a high level.
    1:01:43 So the first commentary I ever did it was terrible and I just thought I’ve got to do
    1:01:48 better than this.
    1:01:49 And I thought, I just, I need to do it well and I’ve got to do it professionally.
    1:01:56 So in the book, a game of throws, you have a chapter titled lessons and losing.
    1:02:02 So what are some of the lessons here?
    1:02:04 What are the some of the deeper lessons you’ve pulled out of losing?
    1:02:08 I think great champions are made up of the people that handle it in the right way.
    1:02:16 And you could say, well, I don’t like losing and I, you know, and you could throw your
    1:02:21 dummy out the pram and you can be a bad loser in front of everybody.
    1:02:26 And actually, people pick up on that very, very quickly.
    1:02:28 You know what it’s like in broadcasting, right?
    1:02:31 Somebody has a bad word to say about somebody and yeah, and it, but actually the ones that
    1:02:37 endear themselves to you are the ones that handle it in the right way.
    1:02:41 The correct way.
    1:02:42 It doesn’t mean that you’ve got to like it.
    1:02:44 I didn’t like it.
    1:02:46 And I thought that I handled it certainly in later years in the right way and I like
    1:02:53 to see athletes do it in the right way.
    1:02:55 You know, and I think that’s, it’s a make or break situation.
    1:02:58 It’s not all the contests they win, it’s the one that they lose and then how they pick
    1:03:02 themselves up and handle themselves after.
    1:03:05 So I think that that is a big one for me.
    1:03:08 And also, I mean, I went through, you know, obviously a later divorce and that was difficult
    1:03:16 on my son, really difficult on Ashley.
    1:03:20 And then I was, and I think that some of that was the fact that I was, you know, kind of,
    1:03:25 I wasn’t drinking all the time, but I was drinking in excess at the wrong times, you
    1:03:31 know, and I think that that’s what a lot of people do sometimes is that they use it for
    1:03:35 the wrong reasons, you know, and I used to hear it, I hear it now all the time, you know,
    1:03:41 and is that, you know, I need to knock the edge off and I need to just forget and I need
    1:03:46 to, you know, and you need to be in a fuzzy place for a while.
    1:03:51 And I had a lot of time in fuzzy place and I needed to get rid of that, you know, and
    1:03:56 I needed to clear my head.
    1:03:58 Where was that place?
    1:04:01 Some of the lower points in your life that you’ve reached mentally?
    1:04:07 I think, you know, definitely, you know, the fact that my marriage, first marriage didn’t
    1:04:16 work, you know, and that was, you know, it’s a mix of things that, you know, between us
    1:04:21 and and then, you know, so that’s not where I wanted to be at the time.
    1:04:27 And the effects that it had on my son, and it took a long time for him then to come around
    1:04:36 and to trust me again, you know, and and to have belief.
    1:04:41 He always had belief in me, but to trust me again.
    1:04:45 And then I think that that was low.
    1:04:48 And I think that, you know, what I look back is that a lot of my bad decisions were when
    1:04:53 I was in that fuzzy kind of haze and that it got progressively worse, that got progressively
    1:05:00 worse to the degree where it was, you know, trying to hide it and trying to hide how much
    1:05:07 and I was kind of a functioning kind of drunk, you know, I think you could probably say that
    1:05:15 and I, you know, I was functioning, I was still able to I was still training most days
    1:05:21 crazily enough, you know, I was training to kind of mask it and cover it.
    1:05:25 And that was probably my savior that I was still, you know, because I remember I said
    1:05:30 to my wife, I said to Nikki, I’m probably the fittest if I’m, you know, a drunk, then
    1:05:35 I’m a fittest drunk in the world.
    1:05:37 She said, yeah, you probably are actually, you know, I was in great condition for a drunk.
    1:05:42 So the fuzzy haze, what was your mind?
    1:05:46 Did you have periods of depression?
    1:05:50 I had periods of depression.
    1:05:53 I can honestly say that my depression wasn’t that bad, although I did, you know, when it’s
    1:06:00 like anything that gives you an up, you know, it gives you an even bigger down, doesn’t
    1:06:04 it?
    1:06:05 You know, and so I hated that feeling and also hated myself for letting it happen because
    1:06:13 I have got this really, it’s a bizarre, I don’t know whether you can call it a power,
    1:06:20 but I have the ability to be able to say, stop, and I can just, and that’s what I did
    1:06:27 in the end.
    1:06:29 In the end, there was an incident when I was working for Belgium, Judo, and there was an
    1:06:35 incident, it was Christmas, it was, I tell you exactly the day, it was 20th December,
    1:06:41 and me and a Belgian coach, we got absolutely hammered, but we were at the wrong place and
    1:06:49 we got noticed and so I remember they pulled me up in front of this board and I looked
    1:06:57 down at these guys and half of them were people I didn’t want to be in that situation with,
    1:07:04 you know, they’re not people that I respected and they’re not people that I trusted.
    1:07:10 So I said, if you’re going to sack me, sack me, but I’ll promise you now that I will just,
    1:07:19 this is it, I’ll stop, I’m just going to stop, I’ve decided.
    1:07:24 On the way back in the car, I rang Nicky up my wife and I said, whatever you’re here
    1:07:30 now, whatever, I’m just going to stop.
    1:07:32 So that was it, stopped.
    1:07:36 You just saw the moment and said, stop, stop.
    1:07:41 So that fuzzy place, what advice could you give to people about how to overcome that
    1:07:48 dark place, the depression, whether it has to do with drinking or not?
    1:07:52 I think if it’s to do with drinking, all I can say is that the two days or a week into
    1:08:04 not drinking, you’ll feel different, you know, it’ll make a physical difference and you’ll
    1:08:10 like that physical difference.
    1:08:13 And then from a mental perspective as well, because I think that, you know, you have a
    1:08:19 massive downer, you know, and I think that that must be because of drugs as well, because
    1:08:25 I had a situation with my brother, you know, he was like, you know, he was professional
    1:08:31 wrestling and the drugs was an element there.
    1:08:34 And, you know, so I’d never touched a drug or even seen one in my life.
    1:08:40 But you know, I’d let the alcohol side go too far and then decided never to do that.
    1:08:46 So then I guess I had people ringing me up, you know, saying, you know, how can we stop?
    1:08:52 You know, so when they say, can I have a word?
    1:08:55 Can I discuss something with you?
    1:08:57 And I know then what they want to discuss with me, you know, and the thing is, is that
    1:09:02 I would say, you know, if you stop, then feel the effects of it and it will make a difference
    1:09:11 to your everyday life and that will make a massive difference.
    1:09:15 And I think about anybody who kind of, you know, is down all the time is to find the
    1:09:20 cause of what’s pushing you down, you know what I mean?
    1:09:24 And trying, trying to attack that, I mean, because it’s never, somebody once said to
    1:09:32 me, they said, whatever you got, you know, we’ve got something special.
    1:09:38 I mean, we have a great life and I’ve had a great competition record.
    1:09:44 You know, it could have been better, but it was great.
    1:09:47 But I’ve had success with my business and we’re still out there and we have a great
    1:09:54 life.
    1:09:55 We travel all the world and, you know, there’s people out there that would live in your house
    1:10:00 at the drop of an hour, wherever you are, they drive your car, you know, no matter what
    1:10:05 car it is, some people haven’t got a car, you know, and whatever food you’re having
    1:10:10 and you’re moaning about food, right, that somebody out there that would take that and
    1:10:14 gladly eat that.
    1:10:15 All right.
    1:10:16 So there’s always somebody worse off than you.
    1:10:18 And I think that we tend to sometimes, you know, look at the things that we haven’t got
    1:10:23 rather than the things we have gone.
    1:10:25 Yeah.
    1:10:26 It’s a skill probably to be grateful for the things you have, exactly as you said.
    1:10:30 And sometimes the little things like food and cars and all that kind of stuff, just
    1:10:37 to have gratitude for and family, all this kind of stuff.
    1:10:41 But still, you know, having talked to a bunch of Olympic athletes, there is a, you know,
    1:10:49 when you give so much of your life to winning and then you lose, sometimes even when you
    1:10:55 win, but when you lose at the very top, it’s a tough, tough, like tough thing to go through.
    1:11:04 The most difficult thing I think for anybody is when they have to decide when to stop.
    1:11:09 Yeah.
    1:11:10 Yeah.
    1:11:11 You know, and all of a sudden, and I see the ones that are going to second Olympic games
    1:11:16 and then third Olympic, and the ones that are there and they’re holding on and they’re
    1:11:21 in their thirties now, different to when they were 19 years of age, you know, 30-something
    1:11:28 is different to 19.
    1:11:30 And then what are you going to do afterwards, you know, and then how do you become just
    1:11:34 a normal person?
    1:11:35 You’re never going to be a normal person as such.
    1:11:39 But I think you’ve got to do normal things, you know, and then you’ve got to remember
    1:11:42 the first time that when I finished competition, I had good sponsors.
    1:11:46 This was, you know, 40 years ago, but I had two really good sponsorships.
    1:11:53 Vitamin Company and also Judoki Company, and I had a car and, you know, I had money.
    1:12:00 I just, and I was going all over the world.
    1:12:03 I was successful.
    1:12:04 And then I stopped and they took everything back.
    1:12:08 They took my car.
    1:12:10 And they did it within two weeks as well.
    1:12:12 They stopped my funding, you know, and the Vitamin Company said, “Thank you very much.
    1:12:16 It’s been a great, you know, we’ve done well by you.
    1:12:20 Bye-bye.”
    1:12:21 This was after your last Olympics?
    1:12:23 ’88 Olympics.
    1:12:24 Yeah, ’88.
    1:12:25 You just, you know, when that finished and then that was it, you know, and then it’s
    1:12:28 right.
    1:12:29 Okay.
    1:12:30 First time I had to go in there and buy a tracksuit and a pair of training shoes.
    1:12:33 Yeah.
    1:12:34 Wow.
    1:12:35 Yeah, those are different.
    1:12:36 It’s sitting there in the evening by yourself.
    1:12:39 So you go from seven days a week or six days a week going into the gym and, you know, you’re
    1:12:44 working out the dojo, and then you don’t have to do it.
    1:12:49 You know, and that’s why you get a lot of, when they’ve finished competition, they’ve
    1:12:53 finished that 30 to 40, it’s still, I mean, Ilias is still doing it now.
    1:12:59 He’s still in there and he’s still, you know, because he can, right?
    1:13:02 Yeah.
    1:13:03 Okay.
    1:13:04 And it’s natural.
    1:13:05 I did exactly the same.
    1:13:06 And then like I say, you just get to an age and you just think, “Well, I’m just going
    1:13:10 to kind of take a step back.”
    1:13:13 Which is why like, there’s certain athletes like, Rio Kotani, never stops, it just dominates
    1:13:20 for 14 years.
    1:13:22 Probably one of the winningest athletes in Judo.
    1:13:26 Yeah.
    1:13:27 Seven time world champ, two time Olympic champ, medaled at five Olympics.
    1:13:31 So it’s always impressive.
    1:13:32 Never stopped.
    1:13:33 Never stopped.
    1:13:34 Yeah.
    1:13:35 So that’s an option.
    1:13:36 Yeah.
    1:13:37 If you’re like the greatest athlete.
    1:13:38 It’d be interesting, wouldn’t it?
    1:13:39 Just to see what they’re doing now, you know, because at some stage you have to get a normal
    1:13:44 job.
    1:13:45 You do have to stop.
    1:13:46 You do have to stop, you know, at some stage you have to decide what you’re going to do,
    1:13:49 you know.
    1:13:50 And we, you know, it’s either into coaching, the Judo is either to coaching or if you’re
    1:13:55 not in coaching, then it’s into something to do with the media.
    1:14:02 And you know, I was lucky that I, it was just by accident really with the commentary.
    1:14:06 I really said, would you do a voiceover?
    1:14:09 So I did this voiceover and that was back in 1982, I did that.
    1:14:14 So you’ve been commentating since 1982.
    1:14:18 I did some voiceovers.
    1:14:19 I wouldn’t call it commentating, but I did some voiceovers and then I did some, we did
    1:14:25 some different European championships, world championship kind of events and I did the
    1:14:31 voiceovers for it.
    1:14:33 And the way that it was done, that it was more narration.
    1:14:38 And so it kind of turned into then somebody asked me to do an event and when you listen
    1:14:43 to the intonation of the voice and stuff like that, it wasn’t like it is now.
    1:14:48 But I guess that’s just something that developed as a, you know, because then it was coming
    1:14:52 from the heart and I, you know, started to get excited and just do my thing.
    1:14:58 And it was just me really, just my style.
    1:15:00 Well, I’ve listened to your commentary from a while back.
    1:15:03 I don’t know if it’s the 80s, but it’s still there.
    1:15:06 I think it’s timing as well.
    1:15:07 Isn’t it?
    1:15:08 It’s like, you know, you get your timing a bit better and know when to go in, when to
    1:15:12 come out, when to say something, when not, you know, and I think that in the early days,
    1:15:18 I tended to think, I tended to want to talk all the time and you don’t have to do that.
    1:15:24 Oh, so no, we want to shut up.
    1:15:27 That’s the key, isn’t it?
    1:15:28 Yeah.
    1:15:29 Part of the drama is in the silence, building up to the setup and the throw and all that
    1:15:35 kind of stuff.
    1:15:36 But also you’re very good at while radiating passion, being very precise and specific about
    1:15:43 the details of the throw and the setup and why something worked and didn’t.
    1:15:47 Yeah, I think there’s two kinds of commentating.
    1:15:51 You can commentate what you see and then you commentate what people can’t see, you know?
    1:15:57 And so if you’ve got somebody that is not really understanding of what’s happening in
    1:16:02 the inner part of the game, so it might be a technical thing or it might be the tactical
    1:16:08 part of the play here that’s going on and if you can introduce that as well, then you’ve
    1:16:14 got an advantage.
    1:16:17 Quick pause.
    1:16:18 I need a breath and break.
    1:16:19 Okay.
    1:16:20 Good stuff.
    1:16:21 So we just took a little break and went to judoTV.com, which is, I guess, an IGF website
    1:16:27 and IGF is the organization behind a lot of the big judo events of the world.
    1:16:32 And I just signed up.
    1:16:33 You should sign up too.
    1:16:34 It’s great.
    1:16:35 Absolutely.
    1:16:36 You can sign up.
    1:16:37 Cheaper the price.
    1:16:38 Cheaper the price.
    1:16:39 Yeah.
    1:16:40 And you can watch basically any match from the grand slams and go back through history,
    1:16:46 I guess.
    1:16:47 Yeah, I’ve got to say like, I mean, everybody, still people saying to me, “Oh, you know,
    1:16:52 we need more judo on television,” they’ve got judo on television every other week that
    1:16:57 they can access all of the top people in all the top events, and it costs $100 a year to
    1:17:04 access everything.
    1:17:05 And they can play all the videos.
    1:17:07 I mean, we’ve just accessed this here, the Paris Tournament, and we’re going to have
    1:17:12 a look at Teddy Rene, but it’s so cheap at the price.
    1:17:17 So now at Paris Grand Slam, 2024, Teddy Rene final, by the way, super cool, like you click
    1:17:22 on the draw, and you can just look at any of the matches, go to the bottom of the finals
    1:17:30 and go…
    1:17:31 Yeah, to anyone.
    1:17:32 Any one of them.
    1:17:33 That’s so cool.
    1:17:34 That’s really well done.
    1:17:35 Really well done interface.
    1:17:37 Anyway, let me at first ask the ridiculous big question, who do you think is the greatest
    1:17:40 of all time?
    1:17:41 Teddy Rene and the writing?
    1:17:42 He’s the greatest judo winner of all time.
    1:17:46 However, that there’s no doubt.
    1:17:48 I mean, and I think if you asked him whether he was the greatest judo man in the world
    1:17:57 of all time, he would say, “No, I’m not,” and he’s not the greatest judo man.
    1:18:03 There are people with more beautiful judo in some ways, although he’s got great technique,
    1:18:10 but he is the ultimate winner.
    1:18:13 That time, World Champ, two-time gold medalist in the Olympics, I guess two-time bronze medalist.
    1:18:21 He’s probably going…
    1:18:22 Is he’s going to Paris?
    1:18:23 Yeah.
    1:18:24 He’s going after it again.
    1:18:25 So, he’s right here.
    1:18:26 I mean…
    1:18:27 He’s right there.
    1:18:28 This was just a couple of months ago, and then last week, he was out again, and he won
    1:18:33 again.
    1:18:34 You think he gets gold medal this time?
    1:18:35 There’s people getting closer to him, right?
    1:18:37 Because he’s obviously, you know, he’s age-wise, and the amount of time that he’s been there,
    1:18:43 he’s obviously somebody that is starting not quite at his best as he was when he was younger,
    1:18:53 but he…
    1:18:54 Like I say, he still puts it on the line.
    1:18:55 He lays it on the line every single time, and then not only does he lay it on the line,
    1:19:01 but he beats them all, you know?
    1:19:02 And last week, he just beat Saito, who was a young up-and-coming Japanese fighter, and
    1:19:09 he beat him in the final.
    1:19:10 It was close, and he did well.
    1:19:11 There are certain people, the smaller ones, actually, not the taller ones, because like,
    1:19:17 you know, we’re saying about the big arm over the top that he likes, and the dominant grip
    1:19:21 that he likes, there are people that can give him a hard time.
    1:19:25 Now, if at the Olympic Games, he has two or three of those on the trot, it might work
    1:19:30 against him, you know?
    1:19:31 And it’s by no means an absolute certainty that he’s going to win the Olympic gold medal,
    1:19:37 but he’s got to be one of the favorites, top favorite, you know?
    1:19:41 No matter what happens now, Teddy Renea is the greatest winner that, you know, and if
    1:19:46 you asked the great Yamashita, he would say the same.
    1:19:50 You know?
    1:19:51 There’s nobody that’s, you know, and Yamashita was unbeaten in international competition,
    1:19:54 and I trained with Yamashita a lot over a two-year period, and got to know him quite
    1:20:01 well.
    1:20:02 And he was one of the greatest of all times, you know?
    1:20:04 For me, he was one of the greatest judo men, and I’m talking about from a technical point
    1:20:10 of view, from a spectacular judo point of view, understanding the fundamental principles
    1:20:18 of how techniques work, sometimes having, you know, different techniques that work for
    1:20:23 you, you know?
    1:20:24 So if one doesn’t work, and one particular direction doesn’t work, you can change the
    1:20:28 direction completely.
    1:20:30 In case people don’t know, Yamashita is this legendary Jidoka, heavyweight, Teddy Renea,
    1:20:36 heavyweight, that’s plus 100 kg.
    1:20:39 So he–
    1:20:40 He would have caused him all sorts of problems.
    1:20:41 Oh, yeah.
    1:20:42 That’s cool.
    1:20:43 Who do you think wins, Yamashita?
    1:20:44 Yes.
    1:20:45 I think Yamashita would.
    1:20:46 Not worse.
    1:20:47 But, you know–
    1:20:48 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
    1:20:49 You think Yamashita beats Teddy Renea?
    1:20:50 I think so.
    1:20:52 Strong words.
    1:20:53 You think so.
    1:20:54 You think so.
    1:20:55 Yamashita is on the shorter side, right?
    1:20:58 Yeah.
    1:20:59 And he finds it more difficult with shorter people, you know?
    1:21:01 And so it was– it would have been a very interesting confrontation.
    1:21:07 And I think if you asked Yamashita, he would probably say, you know, that Teddy Renea,
    1:21:15 he’s very gracious, he’s really gracious.
    1:21:18 It would be really good.
    1:21:19 It would have been an unbelievable matchup.
    1:21:23 And I’ve got to say this, that, you know, Teddy Renea is the greatest winner of all
    1:21:29 time.
    1:21:30 Competition-wise.
    1:21:31 So it’s interesting, both of them, maybe you can correct me, but have this Asodo Gari,
    1:21:37 which is kind of a trip that I never understood.
    1:21:40 Yeah.
    1:21:41 Like, it’s a very tricky thing to do, right?
    1:21:45 It’s very easy to do, maybe as a white belt, you roll in.
    1:21:49 You can understand.
    1:21:50 But like, to do it at the high, high, high level?
    1:21:54 You see any of the top guys now, especially if they’re second time out, you know, so like,
    1:22:00 they might catch somebody by surprise.
    1:22:02 They come out, they go, bang, oh, and you go, that was amazing, right?
    1:22:06 But if they fought again 10 minutes later, you go, you’re not going to catch me with
    1:22:11 that, right?
    1:22:12 You’ve got a different situation here, and so it’s slightly different.
    1:22:16 But the best fighters adapt like that.
    1:22:21 And they’re able to see a situation, feel the situation, and they attack once and then
    1:22:27 go again and attack second, third time.
    1:22:30 And in the third time, they make it work.
    1:22:32 Yeah.
    1:22:33 Both Yamashita and Teddy Renea with Asodo Gari, they’ll just like hit it over and over
    1:22:37 in the match.
    1:22:38 Yeah.
    1:22:39 Sometimes they’ll hit first time and it won’t go, and then you make a readjustment of the
    1:22:42 way in.
    1:22:43 It’s a little bit like, I mean, if you take a really easy way of understanding it, is
    1:22:47 it if we’re shooting at a target, and all of a sudden you start moving that target,
    1:22:54 you know, it’s different hitting a moving target, but it’s also different hitting a
    1:22:58 moving target that’s trying to hit you as well, and that’s our game, right?
    1:23:03 So we’re not only trying to throw a moving target, we’re trying to throw a moving target
    1:23:08 that’s trying to throw us.
    1:23:09 So it makes it even more difficult.
    1:23:11 Yeah.
    1:23:12 There’s a few folks who you know what’s coming.
    1:23:16 It’s like over and over and over, it’s the same attack anyway with this Uchimara.
    1:23:22 It’s like, it’s different.
    1:23:24 It’s different.
    1:23:25 And there’s not many people like that where it’s like the same attack.
    1:23:28 I mean, there’s other attacks also, but they’ll just go after the same thing over and over
    1:23:31 and over.
    1:23:32 When I watch great athletes, most of them can throw over both flanks, not always going
    1:23:38 left and right, you know, although our sport always, I mean, the cat is are always demonstrated
    1:23:45 left and right.
    1:23:46 So like if you demonstrate, if you do something on one side, you know, then can you demonstrate
    1:23:53 it on the other side?
    1:23:54 Right?
    1:23:55 Okay.
    1:23:56 So can you do it equally?
    1:23:57 No.
    1:23:58 But you do it differently, right?
    1:23:59 On the other side.
    1:24:00 So, you know, when I’m teaching, I, I don’t teach left and right.
    1:24:04 I teach.
    1:24:05 So when I was teaching you to do a technique, first thing I’d do is say I need you to take
    1:24:10 a sleeve and a lapel.
    1:24:11 All right?
    1:24:12 So I’d let you decide what was left and right.
    1:24:15 Okay?
    1:24:16 Because often what happens is we impart on people whether they’re going to be left or
    1:24:22 right when we start teaching, you know, you get a lot of teachers do that.
    1:24:25 All right?
    1:24:26 And they’ll say immediately, are you, what do you write with left or right hand?
    1:24:30 And it’s no indicator actually as to how we do judo because I’m left-handed and I do
    1:24:35 more predominantly right-handed because I lead off my strongest hand.
    1:24:40 And actually most people do, you know, so actually left and right is a bit of a trap
    1:24:45 sometimes, you know, when we’re teaching, better to get, you know, because we can go,
    1:24:50 so my point was, is that a lot of people can go both flanks.
    1:24:55 So they’ll do something over this side and something over this side.
    1:24:58 But anyway, it was one sided?
    1:25:01 He was one sided, but he could, he could switch it.
    1:25:03 So he had a see an Aggie as well on the other side.
    1:25:07 So he could switch it if he had to.
    1:25:09 Interesting.
    1:25:10 Yeah.
    1:25:11 And by the way, your opponent in ’84, was he righty or lefty?
    1:25:16 He was a righty.
    1:25:17 So that drop left, Seyo, where did that come from?
    1:25:21 Well, I mean, again, it was, you know, he could have probably in other contests, he’d hit
    1:25:26 me with it several times and I just stopped it, you know, and just at the wrong place at
    1:25:31 the right time for him, right place in the wrong time for me, right?
    1:25:36 That’s life.
    1:25:37 Yeah.
    1:25:38 Yeah.
    1:25:39 All right.
    1:25:40 Let’s, let’s watch from Teddy Rene.
    1:25:43 This is final of Paris tournament and this is against the Korean.
    1:25:49 The Korean had had a great day actually, again, shorter, again, shorter.
    1:25:58 So he does find that difficult.
    1:25:59 Lefty.
    1:26:00 Righty Rene.
    1:26:01 Teddy Rene is trying to catch the sleeve.
    1:26:04 He’s after the sleeve and then the right arm over the top.
    1:26:07 That’s the key point for Teddy Rene.
    1:26:09 And of course, what he, what he has done, if he can’t always catch the big, oh, so the
    1:26:18 Gary over his right hand side, he’s been doing something to the opposite side.
    1:26:27 And the Korean just went for a drop sale and Teddy Rene blocked with the hips.
    1:26:35 And he’s, like I say, he has difficulty always against somebody smaller, dropping with the
    1:26:43 sea and aggies.
    1:26:44 Has Teddy Rene ever been thrown for Epon?
    1:26:47 I’ve never seen him thrown for Epon, but he was thrown last week for a nice technique
    1:26:53 and he’s being caught more and more.
    1:26:55 So he’s getting close.
    1:26:56 Yeah.
    1:26:57 And to say of in the final of the world championships, they had a strange situation there where
    1:27:03 to say of was a, was a technique down and then pulled off a counter and they didn’t
    1:27:12 count it.
    1:27:13 But then they over, overruled it.
    1:27:15 Unfortunately, I was commentating at the time and I, I went for a score for the, for to
    1:27:21 say of and anyway, they overruled it and then they awarded a second gold medal to, to say
    1:27:27 of.
    1:27:28 What can you say about Tamerlan Bashayev who also gave him trouble?
    1:27:32 Yeah.
    1:27:33 Bashayev and to say of other two that could possibly go to the Olympics.
    1:27:37 So that was a close one there from Rene.
    1:27:41 That was closest that he’d actually been.
    1:27:43 Oh, wow.
    1:27:44 So didn’t have the sleeve and he relies on the sleeve greatly.
    1:27:49 Big support there in the French in the crowd.
    1:27:53 And also, maybe can you explain the penalties for, for stalling?
    1:27:57 Yeah.
    1:27:58 So if, if they don’t attack, if they’ve got a grip and they’ve got sleeve lapel or they
    1:28:02 got two hands on, um, if they’re too passive and they don’t attack, if they’ve got dominant
    1:28:07 sleeve grip, they don’t attack, that was quite close as well from the Korean.
    1:28:12 So the Korean here, you can see is having a real go, you know, the penalties will come
    1:28:16 if they don’t attack at the right time.
    1:28:18 If they step outside the yellow area, they’ll get penalized as well.
    1:28:22 That, uh, that’s dedication for, uh, absolutely.
    1:28:26 I mean, it was really close, wasn’t it?
    1:28:28 They’re a nice little Kochi Gary there from the Korean.
    1:28:32 And if they touch below the belt line with the arms, so if they, they’re not allowed
    1:28:36 to grab the legs, they’ve stopped grabbing the legs.
    1:28:41 Wow.
    1:28:42 The Koreans really go and Koreans having a real good, uh, go at it.
    1:28:46 I guess every single person in that division is probably training for Teddy Rene, right?
    1:28:50 You think Teddy Rene has been there a long time, you know, and he’s got another guy here
    1:28:54 in the final of the Paris tournament.
    1:28:56 He’s got, uh, 18,000 people watching him.
    1:28:59 They’re all on Teddy Rene’s side.
    1:29:01 They want him to win.
    1:29:03 And the Koreans out there on his own with his coach.
    1:29:05 But also the pressure that on Teddy Rene, amazing pressure.
    1:29:10 You know, we, we interviewed him after this and, uh, he said, I’ve got pressure.
    1:29:15 You know, people go, well, is he going to do it at the Olympic games?
    1:29:18 Can I do it in Paris?
    1:29:20 He wanted to go to Paris.
    1:29:21 I mean, really, I mean, the last Olympic games should have been it, shouldn’t it?
    1:29:25 The last, should have been the final one, but he’s gone, no, I’ve got to do another
    1:29:29 four years.
    1:29:30 Two penalties are on the board already for the Korean.
    1:29:33 That Korean is really having a great go.
    1:29:36 He’s got a little, a bit of a lift on him.
    1:29:38 He’s going after it.
    1:29:40 He’s really going after it.
    1:29:41 You know, it’s a, it’s an amazing effort there from the Korean and, uh, he’s getting
    1:29:46 some last minute, uh, information.
    1:29:49 I don’t know if you’ve ever seen his coach stood next to him like that, but, uh, it’s
    1:29:53 amazing.
    1:29:54 He’s six foot six and he’s, he’s about, uh, four foot six.
    1:29:58 He’s a, he’s a real pitch.
    1:30:00 Full of passion.
    1:30:01 I love it.
    1:30:02 It’s like screaming.
    1:30:03 So, uh, golden score.
    1:30:04 How does golden score work?
    1:30:06 Can you say?
    1:30:07 So the golden score, so if it goes without any point on the board from a throw or a hold
    1:30:10 down, uh, or armlock strangle, uh, then it goes into golden score.
    1:30:16 So it, two sheetos on the board, a piece, one more mistake now, and it’s going to be
    1:30:20 all over.
    1:30:21 Oh, wow.
    1:30:22 And that’s it.
    1:30:23 The, uh, Teddy Rene, just manages to turn it, uh, on the Korean.
    1:30:27 And that went really against the run of play, didn’t it?
    1:30:32 Yeah.
    1:30:33 The Korean did better, you know, but, you know, Teddy Rene is a winner.
    1:30:36 Yeah.
    1:30:37 Right.
    1:30:38 Okay.
    1:30:39 Let’s have more, uh, more cheering finds a way to, uh, to score in the, I have to say,
    1:30:45 you know, that even when he loses, you know, he’s always graceful.
    1:30:48 Yeah.
    1:30:49 He doesn’t like it, but he’s graceful.
    1:30:51 Yeah.
    1:30:52 There was so much love there.
    1:30:53 Celebration is great.
    1:30:54 It’s great to see.
    1:30:55 It’s great that he’s doing it again, going after it, chasing gold medal again.
    1:30:59 Well, he’s chasing the gold medal.
    1:31:00 It’s going to be in Paris, which is going to be, uh, even, you know, more fantastic.
    1:31:05 You know, he’s already the greatest.
    1:31:06 She said, you know, what does he got to do to, to be the greatest or already the greatest
    1:31:10 competitor due to those ever known.
    1:31:13 And that was even, you know, with, um, with, um, the great, uh, Tany, you know, so Tany
    1:31:20 was amazing as well.
    1:31:22 Are you part of the commentating team for Paris?
    1:31:24 I’m part of the commentating team, but it won’t be for IJF because it’s independent broadcast.
    1:31:28 Have you ever had an athlete, uh, sort of come up to you and, and ask like, why, why
    1:31:35 did you say that?
    1:31:36 Like disagree with your commentary.
    1:31:37 Do you know, I’ve got to say that 99%, 99.9% of everybody is so grateful that I’ve commentated
    1:31:46 their fights all the way through.
    1:31:48 They know if they’ve messed up.
    1:31:50 So if I say something and I’m never disparaging, really disparaging, you know, but what I will
    1:31:55 say is, you know, it was a great throw by the other guy or it was a great match.
    1:32:01 And if they made a mistake, so if they walk out, they know that, um, I will say something
    1:32:07 that will, um, you know, mean something.
    1:32:09 So nobody really moans about it.
    1:32:11 I, I, I try and talk the truth if I can.
    1:32:15 So who else would you consider as, as some of the greats?
    1:32:20 So I, I personally just, cause I love the standing San Agui Koga.
    1:32:24 So there’s like, you know, the number of times you won the world championships and the
    1:32:27 Olympic games, but there’s also like how you won and how you wanted to fight and what you
    1:32:33 did.
    1:32:34 You know, it’s not necessarily about getting gold medals.
    1:32:37 It’s about how you fought and how you represent the sport.
    1:32:41 And there’s certain athletes like NWA and Iliadas that are going after the big throws.
    1:32:48 Only after they don’t want to win by upon, you know, and I think that that, that’s the
    1:32:52 difference is they’re the ones that come out there and it’s a bit like, you know, when,
    1:32:57 when Tyson stepped out there, you knew what you were going to get, you know, and, and
    1:33:01 if they went toe to toe, if, if, if Tyson had somebody going toe to toe, somebody was
    1:33:07 going to get knocked out.
    1:33:08 And you know, we got the same in Judo when two people go head to head and it’s an open
    1:33:13 match.
    1:33:14 And I often talk about an open match.
    1:33:15 I say, um, they’re, they’re, it’s an open match.
    1:33:18 They’re both trying to score.
    1:33:20 Somebody is going to get scored on somebody’s going to go, you know, and that’s, that makes
    1:33:23 it exciting.
    1:33:24 So when, when they come out and they close up, you know, then that’s not an exciting
    1:33:28 match.
    1:33:29 Is there a case for, uh, for Ono, Shohai Ono, three-time world champ, two-time gold medalist?
    1:33:35 I think that, you know, Judo wise, he’s got to be one of the greatest because he had such
    1:33:39 versatility.
    1:33:40 Um, he had, uh, he could go right and he could go left.
    1:33:46 He could pick up.
    1:33:47 He could go to the ground as well.
    1:33:49 He won a lot of his earlier matches on the ground.
    1:33:51 Um, I think his, uh, empathy, uh, you know, and how he presents himself, sometimes he
    1:33:59 falls down.
    1:34:00 And, uh, I think that hopefully that should come with, uh, tutoring and, you know, of
    1:34:06 how to, how to be a great champion after, you know, it’s not just about what you do
    1:34:11 on the map, but what you do off the map as well.
    1:34:13 So to you, a great champion is the whole package of how, how you present yourself when you
    1:34:18 lose, how you represent yourself just every.
    1:34:21 Yeah.
    1:34:22 I think it’s how you present yourself afterwards, how you are with people, how much you can
    1:34:26 help people.
    1:34:27 I mean, people, kids, uh, and, um, you know, they look up to these great champions because
    1:34:33 they want to be like them.
    1:34:35 Uh, so the worst thing is when you get somebody that’s a bit of an ass and they’re, and they’re
    1:34:40 not, uh, presenting themselves in the right way.
    1:34:43 So I like to see somebody presenting themselves in the right way.
    1:34:46 And I think that it’s something that can be taught.
    1:34:49 It’s something that normally comes with a little bit of experience, a little bit of
    1:34:53 age, you know, and I like to think that I’m a little bit different now than I was when
    1:34:57 I was 19.
    1:34:58 Not that I was bad, you know, I just think I was just, uh, you know, I see it often now,
    1:35:03 you know, just full of, full of beans.
    1:35:07 Your beautiful work in progress.
    1:35:09 Uh, what about in the Mura, that I hear in the Mura, that’s three time gold medalist.
    1:35:16 Never lost an Olympic fight.
    1:35:18 So there’s nobody, nobody ever done that.
    1:35:22 You know what I mean?
    1:35:23 So that’s gotta be, it has to stand.
    1:35:26 He took two years off in between every Olympic games and came back, did the right amount
    1:35:32 of events to qualify for, not only did he having to qualify, he had to qualify through
    1:35:37 Japan.
    1:35:38 Now, Japan, remember, have got the greatest depth.
    1:35:42 So they got people coming through all the time, you know, and they, and then he had to
    1:35:46 win the Japanese trials.
    1:35:47 I mean, we had a four time world champion from Japan.
    1:35:52 This is when world championships was every other year and this is Shouzo Fuji.
    1:35:58 And he was the greatest middleweight of all time and never got to, to participate in the
    1:36:04 Olympics because he lost the Japanese trials twice into Olympic, uh, you know, uh, possibilities.
    1:36:12 So, um, you know, he had to qualify for Japan and then go to the Olympic games and then
    1:36:18 do it there.
    1:36:19 You know, so sometimes some of the best people in Japan can’t get outside of Japan.
    1:36:23 Look at the situation they had with, um, Abe and then they had, um, Mariama.
    1:36:29 Mariama was, uh, you know, and Abe were both the best by far in the under 66 kilos category.
    1:36:38 This is for the last Olympic games and, um, they sent one to the world championships,
    1:36:43 one to the Olympic games, and they both won gold medals, you know.
    1:36:46 Yeah.
    1:36:47 Yeah.
    1:36:48 I mean, that’s why the, uh, the all Japan championships is like legendary.
    1:36:52 There’s these battles, uh, with Dimash and all of them.
    1:36:56 Well, Abe and, um, and Mariama, they, they had a, a trials in the Kodakan.
    1:37:03 Uh, it was 26 minutes.
    1:37:06 I think it was 26 minutes.
    1:37:07 They went, they were battling it out for 26 minutes.
    1:37:11 That’s great.
    1:37:12 If we can just go to, you’ve trained in Japan, what are those Rondori’s like?
    1:37:17 What, what’s that training like?
    1:37:19 Um, I touched on the danger that, that danger of being thrown when you get hold of somebody
    1:37:26 or somebody gets hold of you.
    1:37:28 And I often reflect, I often talk about it when I’m commentating, you know, cause I can
    1:37:33 see immediately.
    1:37:35 You know, it’s easy, isn’t it?
    1:37:36 You’re in the commentary chair, or if you’re in the coaches chair and you don’t really
    1:37:39 understand totally have absolutely what’s going on when you’re being, somebody’s being
    1:37:44 out grits and when they’re in danger of being thrown.
    1:37:47 I mean, you know, if you’re in danger of being thrown, the first thing you do is stick your
    1:37:52 backside out and defend by, you know, by not being in the position they, they want you
    1:37:57 to be in.
    1:37:58 All right.
    1:37:59 And so that’s danger.
    1:38:00 You know, you feel the danger.
    1:38:03 And so in Japan, that was the place I used to go to train because I felt the danger.
    1:38:10 And so my defenses would be heightened.
    1:38:16 And so somebody that was, I went to two years, one, one Olympic cycle.
    1:38:20 I went two years, two months without having a score on me in any competition.
    1:38:29 And then I went to one competition in the European Championships, which I won.
    1:38:34 And I was struggling all the way through it and got scored on three times in my pool of,
    1:38:43 you’re like my first pool of fights and I was devastated.
    1:38:47 And I actually nearly lost the whole competition because I was more modified about being scored
    1:38:52 on three times when I hadn’t been scored on for two and a half years.
    1:38:56 I had this thing in my head about two and a half years I’ve, you know, and, and then
    1:39:00 all of a sudden, right, I’m not unbeatable.
    1:39:03 And then you just, you, and you go, and I, I was almost lost it, completely lost it.
    1:39:09 Just so fortunate, a couple of things went my way and just came out and I scraped and
    1:39:15 scratched my way to the final and won the final well.
    1:39:19 All right.
    1:39:20 But that was my best match, but I almost lost it.
    1:39:22 Well, what do you do with the fact that if you go to Japan and you’re getting, you’re
    1:39:26 saying danger, like you’re probably getting thrown, getting thrown.
    1:39:29 Yeah.
    1:39:30 And what’s that due to your ego?
    1:39:32 Well, again, it’s my, you know, that, that was a winning ego that had to adapt.
    1:39:37 I remember we went to the case, Joe, which police dojo one time and they wanted to see
    1:39:43 the, they created this, the groundwork competition because they wanted to see my, me do the Jiu-Jitsu
    1:39:52 like how I went in and how I, yeah, how the, the armbar, right?
    1:39:56 They wanted to see how I did it from underneath or over the top and you’d just, they created
    1:40:01 this event.
    1:40:02 Started the creative.
    1:40:03 Yeah.
    1:40:04 They started it.
    1:40:05 So, and then winner stays on competition was happening at the case, Joe.
    1:40:09 So I did about seven, I think it was seven in and then my coach came in and said, no,
    1:40:14 it’s finished.
    1:40:15 It’s it.
    1:40:16 No, it’s finished.
    1:40:17 You know, just suddenly we realized what was going on and I was going, no, no, no,
    1:40:21 don’t stop me like that.
    1:40:23 You know, and, and it was one of those moments where, you know, the, the boot was on my foot,
    1:40:32 you could say, you know, rather than the other side, the other way, because I had been to
    1:40:36 Japan in situation.
    1:40:38 I remember as a 16 year old, I got such a, I got such a drumming from one of the Japanese
    1:40:48 guys, older students, and he had a gold tooth.
    1:40:52 And so he was gold tooth to me, you know, and he was my nightmare.
    1:40:58 And I remember kept coming out to fight him because he kept throwing me and, and I was
    1:41:03 crying and I was upset and I was like, and then that was another occasion where I got
    1:41:09 dragged away and I said, no, so I wanted to go back and fight him.
    1:41:14 And I went back to the same dojo every year to fight him.
    1:41:18 He was on my mind morning, noon, night.
    1:41:22 He was on my mind.
    1:41:23 Gold tooth was on your mind.
    1:41:24 Gold tooth was on my mind, you know, and two years later, I was two years to me from 16
    1:41:31 to 18 was totally different.
    1:41:34 Eighteen years of age, I was pretty competitive with him and it was like, you know, I was
    1:41:40 standing up with him 19.
    1:41:43 He was in the groundwork competition and that’s when the switch happened.
    1:41:47 You know, because I just, well, because I remember getting the armlock and didn’t put
    1:41:56 it on immediately.
    1:41:57 I needed it to last.
    1:41:59 It had to last.
    1:42:00 So I, I spread the whole thing lasted as long as I could possibly get it.
    1:42:06 And it was a long memory as I was looking down at him.
    1:42:10 And now, and now he has nightmares about you.
    1:42:13 Now he has nightmares.
    1:42:14 I wonder what nickname he has for you.
    1:42:15 I don’t know.
    1:42:16 I’m hoping that he remembers me as a photo of you.
    1:42:20 You know, he probably doesn’t say, he doesn’t back an eyelid, doesn’t say a thing about
    1:42:25 him.
    1:42:26 Well, I mean, can you just speak to that training with those folks?
    1:42:32 You know, you said crying and just the frustration of being thrown.
    1:42:36 Yeah.
    1:42:37 I mean, what, what, how do you, it’s such a beautiful part of the process of becoming
    1:42:41 great.
    1:42:42 Yeah, I think, I think it is just something that you’re, you know, that doesn’t happen
    1:42:48 at this level.
    1:42:49 You know, we were talking about levels.
    1:42:51 And then at this level, it never happened.
    1:42:53 And then I went out in my first European cadet and all of a sudden I wasn’t the, the top
    1:43:01 guy I was in the mix.
    1:43:03 And then I had to work myself to the top of that mix.
    1:43:06 And then to the top of the next one, you know, because I went to the European senior championships
    1:43:11 and, you know, again, you’re not the top and, you know, you’ve worked your way to the top
    1:43:15 of that.
    1:43:16 And, and I think it is a frustration, you know, but I think it’s that kind of hatred
    1:43:20 of losing and, and also being out of control.
    1:43:28 I think that the first time, first senior European championships I fought, I fought
    1:43:33 Nevzerov, but he was only one of my contests and I had to fight a Frenchman for third place.
    1:43:40 But he totally outgripped me and, and I remember I was more upset if though I won the contest,
    1:43:46 I was more upset that he totally out, he did outgrip me and, and I was more upset and then
    1:43:53 I fought him a year later and outgripped him.
    1:43:56 All right.
    1:43:57 So it was, it was one of those, you know, it was a learning process all the way through.
    1:44:01 Yeah.
    1:44:02 And the frustration is like whatever that does to your, your soul, the building up afterwards
    1:44:11 is what actually makes you better.
    1:44:14 It’s fascinating.
    1:44:15 And do you think there’s, in Japan, just killers there, they’re like, just the world doesn’t
    1:44:20 know about.
    1:44:21 They just, just…
    1:44:22 Yeah.
    1:44:23 There’s world champions in the dojo.
    1:44:24 You know, there’s people that never make it out.
    1:44:26 Yeah.
    1:44:27 You know, I remember we were training like so and everybody that’s, that goes to Japan
    1:44:32 and all my friends, my, that have been world Olympic champions, right, they all know what
    1:44:39 I’m talking about.
    1:44:40 They know exactly who I’m, what I’m saying is that when we go to the dojos there, we
    1:44:45 all get thrown by people that never come out to be world champions.
    1:44:49 You know, they’re, they’re just in the mix or they’re going through three years of university
    1:44:53 and then they go, we had a guy, we had a guy that came in, he came in, he was a business
    1:45:00 guy.
    1:45:01 Yeah.
    1:45:02 He had his suitcase and his briefcase like that, he’s got his tie up like that.
    1:45:05 So he decides he’s going to come in and he, he gets changed and he’s, he’s in his lunch
    1:45:13 hour.
    1:45:14 He’s in his lunch hour, right?
    1:45:15 Yeah.
    1:45:16 So he’s got to be quick.
    1:45:17 Yeah.
    1:45:18 So he comes in and he goes through, he’s working his way through the whole of the British
    1:45:21 team.
    1:45:22 We’re all lined up, right?
    1:45:23 Yeah.
    1:45:24 He’s just working his way through the whole of the British team and I know it’s my turn
    1:45:26 next.
    1:45:27 And his lunch hour.
    1:45:28 Yeah.
    1:45:29 I get hold of him and I throw him immediately.
    1:45:32 And then it was what we were talking about when it happens in the first few, few seconds
    1:45:38 of the, the, the practice.
    1:45:40 So then I had four minutes of him coming at me and I’m going up into the air and I’m
    1:45:45 twisting off and I’m like that.
    1:45:47 And then like everybody’s laughing at the side of the map or the whole British team,
    1:45:51 he’s gone through the whole British team and then he, 10 minutes later, he’s just tying
    1:45:56 his tie up like that, you know, and back to work, like, you know, imagine him sitting
    1:46:01 behind his desk and his computer.
    1:46:03 Yeah.
    1:46:04 Yeah.
    1:46:05 Yeah.
    1:46:06 I’m glad he didn’t get out.
    1:46:11 Hopefully he listens to this.
    1:46:13 Hopefully.
    1:46:14 Anybody else I didn’t mention as part of the grades that just kind of jumped here?
    1:46:18 Keshavazaki Sensei is, is the, the, my favorite of all favorites.
    1:46:25 He is what I would call a judo genius.
    1:46:29 I don’t know if you can get him up here.
    1:46:31 Can we get him up?
    1:46:32 Yeah.
    1:46:33 So go into 1981 World Championships and, and I’ll talk you through the great Keshavazaki.
    1:46:41 He was one year in Great Britain and he was, he was a guy that was so much a genius.
    1:46:50 All right.
    1:46:51 So you want the final of the under 60, 65 kilograms there, the one at the top.
    1:46:56 This is him.
    1:46:57 He is a two weight category is below my weight category that I won the World Championships
    1:47:02 same year.
    1:47:03 I want it.
    1:47:06 So this is, I’m not sure if this is going to show his final of, watch this, this, this,
    1:47:15 this he did in the final, in the final of the world.
    1:47:17 For people just listening, he did an incredible sacrifice throw.
    1:47:21 Yep.
    1:47:22 And then he was on top for the, for the Neuase and renowned for his groundwork.
    1:47:27 And he, he was on top of against a really strong Romanian guy.
    1:47:33 All right.
    1:47:34 His transition was just phenomenal.
    1:47:37 Yeah.
    1:47:38 Let me, let me go back and look at that.
    1:47:40 What just happened.
    1:47:41 So he’s just showing you.
    1:47:42 So he does this Kochi thing just to create space.
    1:47:48 And it’s his follow through into, into groundwork that is best of all.
    1:47:54 And then the Romanian really strong.
    1:47:57 Like I say, he’d gone all the way through to the final of the world championships winning
    1:48:00 most by upon, I think the Romanian and he’s defending really, really well here.
    1:48:06 And you can see that how persistent he, he knows exactly what he wants.
    1:48:11 He’s just got to get his leg out.
    1:48:13 Now watch, he’ll tie the arm up and then he’ll pull the top leg towards him.
    1:48:18 And then he’ll push the bottom one off.
    1:48:22 Always working with both feet, always working, always working, readjust the balance.
    1:48:28 Still one leg trapped, final of the world championships, good referee because he’s
    1:48:33 refereeing something here that’s happening, you know, that’s going to decide as to whether.
    1:48:38 So he doesn’t call it to stand it up at all.
    1:48:41 Watch him pull the top one now and he’ll push the bottom one.
    1:48:46 There’s a calmness on his face, which is great to see.
    1:48:49 Calm, calm, pushes the bottom leg, leg out, job done, all finished.
    1:48:56 This is him again.
    1:48:57 Watch this.
    1:48:58 This is the technique that he does.
    1:49:00 And then just again, sacrifice directly in, directly into the Niwaza.
    1:49:07 Transition is everything, isn’t it?
    1:49:08 In Judo.
    1:49:09 Yeah.
    1:49:10 Well, anything really, but Judo especially pays off.
    1:49:14 Yeah.
    1:49:15 I mean, because we haven’t got that long, I mean, we had more time here.
    1:49:20 They’ve just brought more time back.
    1:49:21 So we’ve got more time to transition in and to get the situation that we want.
    1:49:28 And to get the attacking situation that we want.
    1:49:30 Because you know, I remember I was teaching in America to some jiu-jitsu guys and they
    1:49:37 were saying, “Oh, we’ll never give you our back.”
    1:49:40 And I said, “With Judo rules, certain situations, it happens that, you know, when we try and
    1:49:48 do throws where we’re facing away from our opponent, you know, so like, for example,
    1:49:53 in Nagi’s, if they fail, then the back is there, you know, and that’s how we get the
    1:49:58 back.
    1:49:59 And it’s a different situation, you know, then going on your back in the guard situation,
    1:50:04 totally different.
    1:50:05 Well, there are Travis Stevens, I don’t know how familiar with his Judo, but he’s a really
    1:50:09 interesting example because he competed at the highest level in Jiu-jitsu as well.
    1:50:13 And his idea, he’s a big Saint Agi guy and he basically threw all of that away.
    1:50:22 In the Jiu-jitsu.
    1:50:23 Like, he took the sport from scratch for what it is.
    1:50:28 So his, he almost never did a standing Saint Agi, Saint Agi’s at all in Jiu-jitsu.
    1:50:33 No, because he would leave his back all the time, you know, if it failed.
    1:50:37 Yeah, it would fail.
    1:50:38 But he wouldn’t have the same kind of grip on the Judo guy or the Karate, the Jiu-jitsu
    1:50:44 guy.
    1:50:45 Yeah.
    1:50:46 A little bit different.
    1:50:47 And so you have to kind of consider the sport, the art of it, and also the competitors,
    1:50:50 the styles, and the culture of the sport, if you want to win.
    1:50:54 If winning is the most important thing, then you’re like, all right, well, let’s, you know.
    1:50:57 No, but you learn the game, don’t you?
    1:51:00 And that’s what he did.
    1:51:01 He learned the game, you know, and I think that has credit to him, you know, and that’s
    1:51:05 why I was saying about wrestling, you know, the wrestlers, I mean, we, you’re good to
    1:51:10 learn the Judo and for what it is and the mechanics and how it works, and then learn
    1:51:16 the wrestling.
    1:51:17 I’ll do the commentary as well for the freestyle, and I will be at the Olympics for the freestyle
    1:51:22 and the Greco-Roman.
    1:51:23 So, and I love the freestyle, absolutely love it, but freestyle is freestyle, Judo’s Judo.
    1:51:29 I like to see people doing Judo.
    1:51:31 Yeah, but there’s a rhyme to the whole combat thing.
    1:51:37 They’re all, I mean, the body mechanics, it’s all like fascinating echoes of each other
    1:51:42 in interesting ways.
    1:51:44 The details are different, but there’s still two humans clashing.
    1:51:49 Yeah, we’ve got some amazing crossovers with people like the Mongolians have come in with
    1:51:57 Georgians.
    1:51:58 I mean, the Georgians do massive pickups and different techniques.
    1:52:03 And you know, if you ask the fighters whether, you know, grabbing the legs, you know, a lot
    1:52:10 of them would say some of the wrestling styles, you know, the Georgians and the Mongolians
    1:52:16 might say, “Yeah, I’d like to be able to take the legs,” but, you know, a lot of them
    1:52:21 just adapted.
    1:52:22 You get Iliadis, for example.
    1:52:25 He just adapted.
    1:52:26 So, he thought, “Oh, I’ll take my arm over the top and I’ll just rip them out the floor
    1:52:29 that way.”
    1:52:30 Yeah, yeah.
    1:52:31 You know what I mean?
    1:52:32 They’re still doing the big lifts.
    1:52:33 They’re still doing the big ripping, but they just don’t grab below the legs.
    1:52:38 Yeah.
    1:52:39 It’s weird.
    1:52:40 And they figured it out like that.
    1:52:42 Yeah.
    1:52:43 You would think it’d take a long time.
    1:52:45 No.
    1:52:46 It was like a month.
    1:52:47 Yeah.
    1:52:48 No, exactly.
    1:52:49 The highest level, which is crazy.
    1:52:51 So, you mentioned Jiu Jitsu a little bit.
    1:52:53 What’s used an interesting difference between Jiu Jitsu and Judo that you’ve observed?
    1:52:59 Because you’re one of the greatest ever on the ground in Judo.
    1:53:06 And so, Jiu Jitsu is primarily focused on similar type of stuff on the ground.
    1:53:13 So, what do you use an interesting difference there?
    1:53:15 They’re a different approach, different time scale to them, and they have a different way
    1:53:20 in.
    1:53:21 So, like where ours comes from a standing position directly in, we’ve got a time scale
    1:53:27 on it.
    1:53:28 So, we have to like the catch.
    1:53:31 What I always talk about the catch, because in Judo terms, if you don’t get the catch,
    1:53:36 the catch immediately, then the referee won’t see the transition in, and also the continuation
    1:53:45 from Plan A, B, C, D, you know, if something builds, so we have to build it.
    1:53:52 And we have to build it quickly, and I think in Jiu Jitsu terms, you have more time to
    1:53:57 build.
    1:53:58 Yeah, there’s a kind of patience like, “Oh, if this doesn’t work out, I could try a different
    1:54:03 thing.”
    1:54:04 Yeah.
    1:54:05 There’s urgency.
    1:54:06 There’s an urgency.
    1:54:08 And there’s a ref watching skeptically, so you better show that you’re making progress.
    1:54:13 You’ve got to show the progression, and that’s why, you know, I always had a Plan A, B, C,
    1:54:18 you see there with, you know, that was 1981 there, with the great Kashiwazaki had a progression.
    1:54:26 You know, everything was, he knew exactly where he had to be, it was feel, you know,
    1:54:31 that wasn’t by accident, it was trained.
    1:54:34 And I think that that transition there and taking control of somebody’s mistake, so
    1:54:40 somebody might have made a mistake or not hit properly, or your defenses caused them
    1:54:46 to make a mistake, and then you take advantage of it, and that is the difference.
    1:54:51 So one of the side effects of that, I don’t know, with the chicken or the egg, but Judo
    1:54:57 people on the ground are much more aggressive.
    1:55:00 So probably because of the urgency, but just like there’s an intention behind the progress
    1:55:06 you’re making.
    1:55:07 I think Jiu Jitsu is more relaxed.
    1:55:11 There’s more a culture of just finding places to relax and think of different control and
    1:55:17 positions and take your time, and as a result, it’s much, much less exhausting, so you can
    1:55:22 go for much longer.
    1:55:23 It feels like Judo is exhausting, it’s that 10 second blast, isn’t it?
    1:55:30 You know, it’s like doing sprints all the time, and that is really hard, and that’s
    1:55:36 a special kind of condition you need, and you need to be able to catch it and know when
    1:55:41 to go and when not to go, and I think also, I was going to ask you, you think it make
    1:55:47 a difference?
    1:55:48 I mean, certain Jiu Jitsu, you can’t just throw yourself on your back, you know, into
    1:55:54 the guard, you have to throw into the situation, you know?
    1:55:58 So you have got, I mean, I know Rudyard Gracier, he decided that he was going to learn Judo.
    1:56:05 He saw the importance of being able to throw for the transition in, and so he came to the
    1:56:10 Budokai and he was learning of Ray Stevens, and they were doing really a lot.
    1:56:15 Yeah, well, he’s a fascinating study because he does the most basic stuff, and he does
    1:56:21 it like…
    1:56:22 But does it well?
    1:56:23 Like we did another level of well, it’s like Yamashira.
    1:56:26 I don’t know what’s coming with Haji Gracie, but he just does it anyway against the best
    1:56:32 people in the world.
    1:56:33 It’s crazy.
    1:56:34 He’s like, everybody in Jiu Jitsu at White Belt learns the techniques he’s using, and
    1:56:39 he just does it.
    1:56:40 Amazing isn’t it?
    1:56:41 Yeah.
    1:56:42 But he has about a thousand ways in.
    1:56:43 Yeah, yeah, I mean, and the thousand ways are in the details, so it kind of might even
    1:56:49 look the same to people, but there’s, I mean, he finds a way to choke people, so he’s on
    1:56:54 top of them, mounted in a sort of judo pin position, and everyone knows what’s coming
    1:57:00 next against the best people in the world, and you should be able to defend it, but nobody
    1:57:05 can.
    1:57:06 It’s crazy.
    1:57:07 I think there’s the power element as well, that you don’t realize how…
    1:57:12 When somebody’s directed in a particular way, then you have that kind of element of absolute
    1:57:19 power.
    1:57:20 I feel like when Rodgers is doing a technique, I think that you would only feel it if he
    1:57:26 did it on you, then you can feel it.
    1:57:30 It’s not something that happens, so Trix is one thing, but actually being able to do
    1:57:35 something really well from a PowerPoint of you, it’s like you say, he only does those
    1:57:43 few things, but he does them really, really, really well.
    1:57:46 Yeah, I don’t know what that is about.
    1:57:47 Actually, judo pins is a very interesting case study as well, because people are able
    1:57:52 to feel so heavy, one of the things judoka are able to do is pin extremely well, and
    1:58:00 it makes you realize that it’s not about the weight, it’s about some kind of technique
    1:58:05 that makes people feel like they weigh 1,000 pounds.
    1:58:09 It’s about weight distribution and change of balance.
    1:58:14 A lot of people don’t realize that there’s huge changes of balance on the ground, massive.
    1:58:21 You know what it’s like.
    1:58:22 I mean, you’re a jiu-jitsu man, and the detail of the techniques is what really interests
    1:58:29 me.
    1:58:30 I mean, I’m always looking, small ideas, I’m always looking at the jiu-jitsu, and it fascinates
    1:58:37 me.
    1:58:38 I’m not even jiu-jitsu for sure, but I wouldn’t have forgotten the judo weigh-in to the techniques.
    1:58:45 I think you’ve got to differentiate the two, but I would have loved the jiu-jitsu.
    1:58:52 I would have absolutely loved it, but it wasn’t as prominent then.
    1:58:58 Where there was a came from, it came from a mistake, me getting beaten in a particular
    1:59:04 contest and I went, “I’m not going to be beaten again on the ground.”
    1:59:08 That’s how it happened.
    1:59:10 Yeah.
    1:59:11 Well, yeah.
    1:59:12 The story of your life is like a lost creates, the phoenix rises from the ash.
    1:59:18 It was 1978, and it wasn’t a mistake.
    1:59:23 It was a particular movement, and I was fighting weight up from my normal weight, but I stayed
    1:59:31 in the same position for one second too long, got caught and sangaku, yeah, triangle, triangle.
    1:59:41 I said, literally, just the same as I said to you when I said, “I’m not going to drink
    1:59:47 anymore.”
    1:59:48 I came off and I said, “I’m never going to get caught on the ground again, and I never
    1:59:53 lost in my whole competitive career again.”
    1:59:58 Oh, wow.
    1:59:59 Yeah, I shouldn’t mention that there’s nothing like a pin from a judo person.
    2:00:04 I don’t actually know if people in judo have made sense of that, like loaded that in.
    2:00:11 But it’s not part of the game, is it?
    2:00:15 The pin, it’s submission.
    2:00:17 Yeah, but control is part of the game, and nobody controls a human body the way judo
    2:00:25 people do on the ground.
    2:00:27 They have understood the science of control, and I think that control is extremely useful
    2:00:32 in jujitsu as well, just that people don’t, because there’s so many other domains of exploration,
    2:00:39 but the- It’s interesting.
    2:00:40 I mean, especially when you apply jujitsu to the fighting setting, so mixed martial arts,
    2:00:48 that control, that side control, that pin control, is really, really, really important.
    2:00:53 But then you add punching to the thing and it becomes-
    2:00:56 That puts a whole different thing on it, doesn’t it?
    2:00:58 I mean, there’s an alternate history where you would have been part of the early UFC’s.
    2:01:03 If time was a little different, maybe a few years later, because your style of judo and
    2:01:13 jujitsu and the transitions and the aggression, all of that would have worked really well
    2:01:18 in the early UFC’s.
    2:01:19 I’m sure I was being set up at one stage by one of the graces.
    2:01:24 That was when he was winning all the matches, but he came with a couple of the cousins to
    2:01:31 one of my seminars.
    2:01:35 He was one of the first ones, wasn’t he, that’s how I love to see the kind of UFC, because
    2:01:43 it was different martial arts, different skills, and I mean, he’d get close and he’d
    2:01:49 just choke them out or armlock them or armbar them.
    2:01:54 That was brilliant.
    2:01:55 That was, for me, that was a revelation.
    2:01:58 That was how I saw it.
    2:01:59 Yeah.
    2:02:00 It’s a fascinating science experiment, which aspects of different martial arts work well
    2:02:04 and not when they clash together.
    2:02:07 It did turn out that Neh Waza worked well.
    2:02:10 It was the key, wasn’t it?
    2:02:12 Yeah.
    2:02:13 It was a big missing link in our conception of fighting.
    2:02:17 It’s the neutralizer of size and a lot of other components and it just blew people’s
    2:02:22 mind.
    2:02:23 Okay, it’s not just about size, it’s not just about big guys swinging hands.
    2:02:31 It’s a lot of other components and the groundwork is really, really important.
    2:02:36 Of course, there’s a few judoka that succeeded in the UFC since then, which is always interesting
    2:02:42 how they adapt.
    2:02:43 Without, you know, when you take off the gi, how can you still throw people?
    2:02:46 How can you still do control?
    2:02:48 How can you still take advantage of the transition on the ground?
    2:02:51 Rhonda Rouse is a good example of somebody that took advantage of that.
    2:02:55 Yeah.
    2:02:56 I think one of the biggest things for the judoka is we’ve never, you know, there’s no strikes
    2:03:04 and I think that’s the biggest shock, if you wish.
    2:03:10 You know, when you get punched in the face and you’re not used to that, you know, that’s
    2:03:17 not what we’re used to.
    2:03:18 Some people are able to get punched in the face better than others, yeah, for sure.
    2:03:23 Then again, there’s Rhonda Rouse who doesn’t need to get punched in the face.
    2:03:26 She just gets in close, throws a person an armbar right there.
    2:03:29 Yeah.
    2:03:30 And Kayla.
    2:03:31 Kayla Harris, and that’s another incredible person.
    2:03:34 She could have probably been just winning Olympic gold medal after Olympic gold medal,
    2:03:39 but chose to…
    2:03:40 Whatever, you know, she decides, I mean, Rhonda as well, you know, whatever they decided
    2:03:44 to do, they’re great athletes.
    2:03:46 They hate losing.
    2:03:47 I don’t know, anybody that hates losing more than those two, you know, they don’t like
    2:03:52 it.
    2:03:53 Yeah.
    2:03:54 And Kayla Harris, I don’t know anybody that works as hard as her.
    2:03:56 That’s a crazy, crazy, crazy work ethic.
    2:03:59 Well, let me ask you about training.
    2:04:01 Again, Jimmy Pedro said he learned a lot from you.
    2:04:06 He learned how to do a tight ocean, the armbar jijikotami, but he also learned from you
    2:04:12 training methodology.
    2:04:14 So what’s he talking about?
    2:04:17 He told me about this.
    2:04:19 What’s your approach to training throughout your career and as it developed?
    2:04:23 I always wanted to train harder than anybody else.
    2:04:26 I still train now every day.
    2:04:28 If I don’t train, do something, I do an hour of my physical work and I still go on the
    2:04:34 mat a little bit, you know, I’m 65 now.
    2:04:37 So I’m not doing really heavy stuff on the mat, but I still like to train.
    2:04:42 And when I was 21, 20, up to 30, I was one of the best trainers.
    2:04:48 But you know, Jimmy Pedro was one of the best trainers as well.
    2:04:51 He was one of the, he’s one of your dream athletes, you know, when Jimmy Pedro stepped
    2:04:57 through your door and he was just a kid, you know, he was like, he was just young when
    2:05:01 he stepped through my door and I had a lot of full-time trainers.
    2:05:06 So I had up to 20 really good athletes that were training hard and I only wanted hard
    2:05:12 trainers.
    2:05:13 Give me 10 that train hard rather than your one pre-Madonna that, you know, your skillful,
    2:05:18 you know, the one that, you know, could do it.
    2:05:21 I just, I wanted 10, you know, or 20 really hard trainers because you can do so much with
    2:05:29 them.
    2:05:30 You know, champions.
    2:05:31 You can make them world champions.
    2:05:33 You know, if you got somebody that was a special talent and they wanted to work hard, then
    2:05:38 you had a special athlete.
    2:05:40 Well, when you say hard trainers, what do you mean?
    2:05:42 Are these people, they just like, every single day are able to just grind it out, do a randoi,
    2:05:47 do the training, do the boring things, just keep coming back.
    2:05:50 Yeah.
    2:05:51 When they’re going, it’s tough, you know, and I think that, that was him.
    2:05:54 He had a special mentality and, you know, and the thing is, you see, when you’ve got
    2:05:58 him in your dojo, all right, even when you’re tired, when somebody’s tired and when, you
    2:06:03 know, what an example to the others.
    2:06:05 So he’d pull the other ones in as well, you know.
    2:06:09 So I had somebody that, when everybody was tired and everybody was sick of it and everybody
    2:06:15 just wanted to, you know, and he’d still be there, you know, so they had to do it.
    2:06:20 So that was for me a win-win, you know.
    2:06:23 So I had all the Americans actually, I had Bobby Berland and I had Michael Swain and
    2:06:29 I had Ed Liddy and I had them all coming to visit me at different times, Jimmy was there,
    2:06:38 you know, they wanted to be the best.
    2:06:40 In the end, we had such a great club atmosphere, they wanted to come for the hard work.
    2:06:48 And they knew that if they came, they were going to be dragged out and we were going
    2:06:52 to do physical training and physical training like they hadn’t done before, but it wasn’t
    2:06:57 just physical training with the judo and the skill side of it as well.
    2:07:02 And so I always had a great empathy with the US team, Olympic team.
    2:07:09 So a lot of your Olympic medalists have been through with me, you know, and so I’m proud
    2:07:14 of that because we had, you know, some great times and they’re still great mates now.
    2:07:18 And so in New York, a couple of weeks time, I’m going to have everybody is going to be
    2:07:24 there.
    2:07:25 They’re all coming in.
    2:07:26 All old friends.
    2:07:27 All old friends.
    2:07:28 All new friends.
    2:07:29 So what’s the tough week look like at your peak, physical training, Randori, is there
    2:07:36 days off?
    2:07:37 Are you training like twice a day?
    2:07:40 Twice a day.
    2:07:42 So we do the preparation training, we do the running, we do the weight training, we
    2:07:45 do the skills in the morning as well.
    2:07:48 The skills is, for me, one of the biggest advantages that any full time trainers can
    2:07:54 have because what happens is, is that with most clubs, you’re trying to fit everything
    2:08:00 into that hour and a half or two hours, you know, you fit your skills, you fit your physical
    2:08:06 training and your sparring and your, you know, everything’s in there all grouped in.
    2:08:12 So the biggest advantage is of having a full time group is that you can split your skills
    2:08:18 and your skills lay your foundation.
    2:08:21 So the biggest advantage is being able to work specifically on things without having
    2:08:27 to worry about getting to do your free, you know, your Randori or your, your sparring or
    2:08:34 then you got to go out for, you just do the skills.
    2:08:37 Well, when you talk about skills, like what is it, say your specialty is atayatoshi.
    2:08:41 What are we talking about Uchikomi doing a bunch of fits, working with bands?
    2:08:46 Are you doing throws?
    2:08:47 Are you actually just having conversations about like specifically like tiny details
    2:08:52 of throws?
    2:08:53 Like what, what does skills mean?
    2:08:54 All those things about doing your repetition practice, making sure the repetition’s correct.
    2:08:59 You know, there’s good repetition.
    2:09:00 So when we say good repetition, does it, Uchikomi, when you’re just fitting the throw versus
    2:09:05 doing the throw, where do you land on the value of moving, you know?
    2:09:08 So one of the biggest, most important things is getting it moving.
    2:09:12 If we do something static, again, it’s that static target.
    2:09:15 You need to get it moving.
    2:09:16 So you need to do a repetition.
    2:09:18 And also you need to do a correct repetition because if you’re doing 100, the repetitions
    2:09:24 that are not correct and repetitions under pressure, too much pressure without somebody
    2:09:31 overseeing those skills to make sure that you correct the skills.
    2:09:36 Because if you’re doing a skill, if you’re doing it 99 times incorrectly, all right,
    2:09:42 then repetition doesn’t make perfect.
    2:09:45 Repetition makes permanent.
    2:09:47 So you’ve got to make it as perfect as you possibly can.
    2:09:50 So actually that skills group there is the most important thing.
    2:09:54 And what I used to do is oversee it.
    2:09:57 So I’d oversee it to make sure that it was done properly.
    2:10:00 So you’re watching the footwork, you’re watching the gripping and then just constantly adjusting
    2:10:06 the people.
    2:10:07 I’ll give you an example.
    2:10:08 Jimmy Pedro, Jimmy was one of the hardest.
    2:10:10 When he was 19 years of age, right?
    2:10:12 So I was always asking me to practice, always.
    2:10:16 So he’s always on me all the time.
    2:10:19 So I did groundwork with him and could I put him on his back?
    2:10:23 No.
    2:10:24 I was all on him and he’ll tell you, you know, but he just wouldn’t go.
    2:10:29 He was just, it was going to be great without a doubt, all right?
    2:10:34 So I wanted everybody on with him, everybody.
    2:10:36 So everybody went on with him, you know, and only improved their game and it improved him.
    2:10:42 And then we’d, you know, small technical things that have stayed with him that we were doing
    2:10:46 with the Jujigatami that was passed on to Kayla and then gone on, you know, to Ronda.
    2:10:51 And it’s all small things that I can see sometimes that, you know, it’s passed on.
    2:10:57 What about the Taitochi?
    2:10:58 He said he learned a lot from you from that.
    2:11:00 And he does it differently.
    2:11:01 And so I should mention that’s one of the trickier, I mean, I don’t, I still don’t understand.
    2:11:07 It is a tricky throw.
    2:11:09 I don’t understand.
    2:11:10 So for people who don’t know it, boy, how would you even explain it?
    2:11:15 It doesn’t make any sense.
    2:11:16 It’s when you just look solo, the movement you make is very, is quite simple, but how
    2:11:25 you get person to be off balance, how you actually get them to be thrown.
    2:11:30 And when you do throw it successfully, it looks like a whipping motion that’s effortless.
    2:11:36 It makes no sense.
    2:11:37 It makes no sense.
    2:11:38 Other than it’s, every technique starts with the hands.
    2:11:42 So it’s what we call Kizushi and, you know, you’re pulling somebody off balance, getting
    2:11:46 the moving, pulling them off balance, Taitochi means body drop.
    2:11:50 So it’s basically two legs across your partner’s body, I’ve got my back to you, all right?
    2:11:58 And I’ve already pulled you off balance with my hands, and then I’m going to just flex
    2:12:01 my legs up just as you’re coming onto my back.
    2:12:05 And then you’re going to go over, you know, if I coordinated all right, if it, if it doesn’t
    2:12:10 get coordinated, right, then you’re going to come right on my back and try to rip my
    2:12:14 arm off, you know?
    2:12:15 So, yeah.
    2:12:16 What was, if you can put, convert it to words, some secret ingredients that allowed you to
    2:12:24 pull it off at the highest levels, the Taitochi.
    2:12:27 The hands start every technique.
    2:12:31 So getting the repetition right, first of all, so you need to get the repetition right.
    2:12:36 You need a good partner.
    2:12:37 So actually training your partner to react in the right way is just as important as
    2:12:42 learning the throw.
    2:12:44 So actually what happens is, you know, I, we could get a lesson of beginners.
    2:12:49 We teach the throw and then go right off you go.
    2:12:53 And 90% of them will get it wrong because their partner’s not reacting in the right way.
    2:12:58 So half of it is to get the person to react as they should.
    2:13:03 So if I was doing it with you, you and I, first thing I teach you to do is to react
    2:13:09 the way I want you to react.
    2:13:10 And then I’d react the way that you want me to react, all right?
    2:13:14 So then we’d have success with it rather than you leaning back in the wrong way or
    2:13:19 resisting or frightened you, going over, so, you know, so actually that’s why nine times
    2:13:26 out of 10 people get the technique wrong.
    2:13:28 It’s actually fascinating to me because in the United States where I came up, Judo,
    2:13:32 I mean, the level of Judo is not comparable to the level of Judo in the rest of the world.
    2:13:38 Of course, the, the Pedro Center is an exception to that.
    2:13:42 Certain athletes, yeah.
    2:13:43 Certain athletes like, I mean, when I trained recently with Jimmy Pedro, it’s like even
    2:13:49 like the 16-year-old kids are just all deadly.
    2:13:53 So it was terrifying.
    2:13:56 But you know, I remember the Russian national team came through Philadelphia.
    2:14:02 And one of the things that really impressed me is just how much easier Judo was training
    2:14:07 Judo with them.
    2:14:08 They moved correctly.
    2:14:09 Because like, okay, as the people getting thrown, every aspect of their body movement
    2:14:15 was correct in terms of, it felt right to be throwing them, to be training with them,
    2:14:20 everything about the gripping, about the position of their hips, about the shoulder, everything.
    2:14:24 It was, it was fun.
    2:14:25 It was easy and like, and I always felt like I was learning.
    2:14:29 So I think all of that is loaded in, I guess, into proper training.
    2:14:34 So you’re developing through the throws, you’re developing the right technique.
    2:14:37 Yeah.
    2:14:38 And you have to develop between, you know, I always had training partners that I trained
    2:14:42 with up to each Olympic Games and we, we worked together for the, we did the skills together
    2:14:49 and then we, you know, we, we worked together in order, in order to make techniques work.
    2:14:53 And we got it moving as quickly as we could.
    2:14:56 And one of the worst things that I see is, and I see a lot of YouTube stuff with coaches.
    2:15:02 Here we go.
    2:15:03 Oh, okay.
    2:15:04 Don’t even start me on that.
    2:15:06 Don’t even start me on that, but, um, you know, you’re laughing because you know what
    2:15:13 I’m talking about.
    2:15:14 Yeah.
    2:15:15 I’m actually laughing because I’m enjoying you talking trash, but, uh, but you’re talking
    2:15:22 about technique.
    2:15:23 Yeah.
    2:15:24 Just, well, you know, the, you know, the coaches and their clipboard guys, you know, with the
    2:15:29 clipboards and the stopwatches and, you know, they got these kids running up and down the
    2:15:33 mat and, and then doing Uchikomi of, of something that’s technically incorrect, um, you know,
    2:15:40 10 times and then running up and doing another 10 at the other side, you know, and actually
    2:15:45 mixing everything together and it’s just a mess, you know, just technical mess.
    2:15:51 That said, some of it is conditioning type stuff that you were doing.
    2:15:54 So what, what, what is like the hardest type of physical conditioning you’re doing?
    2:15:58 Probably ran too much, you know, when I was a, you know, when I was a kid, if I could go
    2:16:02 back now, I wouldn’t run as much and I ran hard and I ran strong and I remember doing
    2:16:08 London marathon one time and, uh, I said, I’m never going to do it again.
    2:16:14 I’ve never, I then, but I ran, you know, and I, I was trying to, the problem was when I
    2:16:19 did the London marathon is I was trying to beat three hours.
    2:16:23 It’s a desire to win again.
    2:16:24 It’s totally insane, you know, it was insane and I went out through half marathon in what
    2:16:30 I thought was a good time.
    2:16:31 Anyway, I got to 16, 17 miles and totally blue and so you went out too fast.
    2:16:37 Yeah.
    2:16:38 I went out too fast.
    2:16:39 And then you just.
    2:16:40 I died.
    2:16:41 Keep going.
    2:16:42 Absolutely.
    2:16:43 Just.
    2:16:44 I died.
    2:16:45 I got in.
    2:16:46 I, I crossed the line.
    2:16:47 I remember seeing this bridge over there, right?
    2:16:49 And the bridge, uh, it was the finishing line over the bridge and I had to get those.
    2:16:53 It was the longest bridge I’ve ever, ever walked over and like walk, run, like, so I got over
    2:16:59 the bridge and I took one step over the, the line like that and there was a guy over there
    2:17:05 and he was trying to rush everybody through, you know, and he was going, come on, come
    2:17:08 on, come on.
    2:17:09 There was people behind you.
    2:17:10 Get your hands off of me now because we’re going to fall out, you know, and I couldn’t
    2:17:20 move.
    2:17:21 I couldn’t move.
    2:17:22 Yeah.
    2:17:23 I was white and.
    2:17:24 It was amazing that you made it to the finish line though.
    2:17:27 I did.
    2:17:28 I got over there and, um, you know, yeah, Donald duck passing me was, was a, was a tell.
    2:17:34 Oh, there’s a person what dresses Donald duck.
    2:17:37 Donald duck.
    2:17:38 Yeah.
    2:17:39 Yeah.
    2:17:40 But the thing was I still crossed over 338.
    2:17:42 I crossed over 338, but I lost 38 minutes in the last four miles to that bridge.
    2:17:48 Longest bridge ever.
    2:17:49 You see, you regret the run.
    2:17:51 So anyway, I would do the running a little bit differently, but we ran, we ran hard.
    2:17:55 We did the weight training.
    2:17:56 We did good weight training.
    2:17:58 It was all conditioned.
    2:17:59 So I mean, it was never the same training all the time.
    2:18:02 So it was always, um, we, uh, have certain phases building up.
    2:18:07 It was scientifically done.
    2:18:09 It wasn’t just out there run weight training, Judo, same Judo all the time.
    2:18:14 It was always pretty scientific.
    2:18:16 Good variety.
    2:18:17 It was a good variety and it had build up and it had a speed phase and it had a power
    2:18:21 phase and it had, um, you know, uh, like a base condition.
    2:18:24 What about the inventory?
    2:18:26 Was there, uh, uh, a method to the madness there, how much rendering did you do a lot?
    2:18:32 So the most important thing for me, um, I mean, I see now that there’s a lot of people
    2:18:38 out there that are not getting enough rendering.
    2:18:40 They’re not rendering enough.
    2:18:42 And there’s a lot of sports science people and they’re, they’re running in their weight
    2:18:46 training and they’re, they’re doing it all to death and there’s not enough Judo.
    2:18:51 And the only ones, if you know, like you have a look at some of the, um, the Eastern block
    2:18:56 countries, uh, uh, getting together, they have in these mass camps and the Japanese,
    2:19:02 they have, you know, just massive people that they can do there.
    2:19:06 They’re doing probably 50, 60 Randa is a week, 50 or 60 a week.
    2:19:14 Wow.
    2:19:15 The average person is getting together.
    2:19:17 I mean, when I was doing Randa is, uh, when I went to Japan, it was just purely for 60
    2:19:24 Randa is a week.
    2:19:25 How much is each one?
    2:19:26 How long is it?
    2:19:27 So they were five minutes then they’re four minutes now, but that’s a lot, especially
    2:19:31 given the level of the, the competition there, where you can do it in Japan because it’s
    2:19:35 fairly light.
    2:19:36 If they throw you, they throw you, you throw them.
    2:19:39 There’s like a level of like you’re moving at like a close to a hundred percent, but
    2:19:43 the actual power in the force is not quite different in Korea.
    2:19:48 Korea was harder.
    2:19:49 It was more physical.
    2:19:51 So you couldn’t do 50 Randa is in Korea.
    2:19:54 You do die.
    2:19:55 Yeah.
    2:19:56 So you do 30.
    2:19:58 Wow.
    2:19:59 But you need, you need the Randa and, uh, so I chased the Randa is so I chased them into
    2:20:04 training camps.
    2:20:05 I traced them all over my country.
    2:20:06 So I, I was getting 40 to 50 a week in my club and then I would go to training camps
    2:20:13 and had more and I honestly don’t think that they do enough now.
    2:20:20 A lot of countries, somebody who doesn’t know Rando is live training.
    2:20:23 So yeah.
    2:20:24 Sparring.
    2:20:25 Was there a few people you’ll remember that were just like really tough to go against?
    2:20:29 You mentioned go tooth.
    2:20:30 Is there others like it was pretty horrific.
    2:20:34 Yeah.
    2:20:35 Oh, you got him in the end and yeah, I suppose I should say not just tough, but just good
    2:20:46 training partners that you like.
    2:20:48 Great training partners.
    2:20:49 So I was sort of an initiative and initiative was I mentioned him earlier said he was one
    2:20:53 of the best.
    2:20:54 I mean, he was just such a great technician.
    2:20:57 So I, I would go there to his dojo and he’d asked me to practice and he’d always finished
    2:21:03 the practice and you, you know, that he would always say another one.
    2:21:06 We’ll do another one.
    2:21:07 Right.
    2:21:08 So you’d go, yeah, because you had to make out that you weren’t that bothered that you
    2:21:13 had to do another one.
    2:21:15 So you do another one back to back and then he goes sometimes let’s do another one.
    2:21:18 So he’d end up doing 15 minutes with the same guy who could possibly throw you at any time,
    2:21:23 you know, and, and that was hard, you know, so, but I remember those particular guys and
    2:21:30 there were plenty of those.
    2:21:32 What do you do with the exhaustion that you’re feeling in those like how deep did you go
    2:21:37 in terms of like?
    2:21:38 Deep deep.
    2:21:39 And I think that that was the great thing about having certain like European training camps
    2:21:44 were more physical.
    2:21:45 So I remember, you know, that we would have a European training camps where you’d fight
    2:21:51 Germans and then the Dutch and then the French.
    2:21:55 And then, you know, the Russian or the, you know, you’d have all sorts of different styles
    2:22:00 and people there to fight.
    2:22:03 And that, that was something then you’d have to dig in at a different place.
    2:22:08 Come out of there.
    2:22:09 Well, where do you go mentally when you, you know, how many times have you gone there
    2:22:13 or like you’re really in deep waters exhaustion wise in, in competition, actually?
    2:22:20 Competition, it’s happened, you know, so sometimes you go past where your forearms are absolutely
    2:22:26 blown.
    2:22:27 I remember the final of Czech tournament that we had and for the Frenchman in the final
    2:22:36 and my forearms were so blown, I couldn’t shake his hand, you know.
    2:22:41 And then I remember they were, they were solid, absolutely solid and they had lactic acid
    2:22:47 in them.
    2:22:48 And, and I remember I stood on the rostrum this and, and they were giving me things and
    2:22:53 I couldn’t grip them properly.
    2:22:56 So I was saying, put it under my armpit or, you know, chin, trying to hold, I couldn’t
    2:23:01 hold anything, you know.
    2:23:03 So there, there are times when I really had to go really deep.
    2:23:06 I remember fighting two East Germans the same day, one of the competitions and the
    2:23:12 number one and the number two East Germans.
    2:23:15 And that was another day where I had to really dig deep.
    2:23:19 That’s the, the fascinating thing about some of these tournaments is if you get, if you
    2:23:24 go full distance on several matches in a row, the way you’re seeing in the finals are two
    2:23:30 people that have like fought a lot that day.
    2:23:33 Yeah.
    2:23:34 So we have golden score now, you know.
    2:23:35 So we, we see a lot of guys, you know, that going into golden score and they’ve done one
    2:23:39 contest of four minutes and then they go another four minutes.
    2:23:42 And then, you know, we’ve had some go into a third four minutes.
    2:23:45 That is all back to back.
    2:23:47 It might be in the first round, it might be in the final, you know, and we’ve got some
    2:23:50 now that are coming out and you can see the stats and the ones that win in golden score.
    2:23:57 So we got Japanese Hashimoto, he’s the Japanese representative for now, instead of Ono, because
    2:24:04 Ono’s finished.
    2:24:05 So Hashimoto’s coming out.
    2:24:07 He was in a tournament last week and he went to look up, yeah, just have a look at him.
    2:24:12 So Hashimoto’s in white here.
    2:24:14 All right.
    2:24:15 And there’s a great example there.
    2:24:18 Well, I’m glad we got onto that.
    2:24:19 You know, so I mean, he has got great technique.
    2:24:22 Efferless.
    2:24:23 Hashimoto.
    2:24:24 Efferless.
    2:24:25 There’s the title, right?
    2:24:26 So you can see exactly what we’re talking about that great timing.
    2:24:32 And again, you know, sometimes he backs them up to the edge and then he’ll wait for them
    2:24:37 to come back in towards, they don’t want to step out to get a penalty.
    2:24:41 I guess that’s a cross grip title, should I say that wrong?
    2:24:43 Yeah.
    2:24:44 Cross grip, different grips.
    2:24:45 Yeah.
    2:24:46 Oh, great examples there.
    2:24:47 Just what we were talking about.
    2:24:48 Making it look so easy.
    2:24:51 Wow.
    2:24:52 So he’s going to be their representative at 73 kilograms, looking him back him up again.
    2:24:57 And again, just catching him as he pushes back.
    2:25:01 To push, push, push, and then.
    2:25:03 Yeah.
    2:25:04 Action, reaction at his best there.
    2:25:05 Yeah.
    2:25:06 And slight change of direction, he sometimes goes down onto his knee there, which is siatoshi.
    2:25:12 It turns from taiyatoshi, which is springing up to siatoshi that’s going down.
    2:25:18 Oh, the title of the video is, his taiyatoshi is a work of art.
    2:25:22 Yeah.
    2:25:23 This is him at his best, showing him doing what he does best, but he had to go three
    2:25:29 times into golden score last week and dig deep and lost one of them, I think.
    2:25:35 But you’re still going at it.
    2:25:37 You talk about all those training sessions.
    2:25:40 Nikki, your wonderful wife told me that you were going all over, like from target to target,
    2:25:44 looking for workout clothes, because your luggage got lost, because you had to get
    2:25:48 workout in.
    2:25:49 Yeah.
    2:25:50 You know what?
    2:25:51 I just, I realized that if I’m a miserable get, right, then she’ll get me into the gym,
    2:25:57 you know, so.
    2:25:58 And the thing is, is that I’m better if I get in there for an hour and I just do something,
    2:26:03 at least 30, 35 to 40 minutes cardio, and then I do some weights and more high repetitions.
    2:26:11 It’s not so much heavy weights now, but more functional stuff.
    2:26:14 I mean, you travel all over the world for the commentary of the competitions.
    2:26:18 So is it sometimes a challenge to figure out how?
    2:26:22 Well, you know, during COVID, then they closed all the gyms.
    2:26:27 But we were still going out.
    2:26:28 We were, so one of the first ones out, the judo were some of the first out, the competitions
    2:26:34 were behind closed doors.
    2:26:36 So we were in the hotel, the gym was closed, so we couldn’t use the gyms.
    2:26:42 So we had to look for other ways that we could work out.
    2:26:46 So most of the hotels that we were in were high rise hotels.
    2:26:51 So we were in the steps, we were doing the steps, all right, the way up, you know.
    2:26:56 So I started it.
    2:26:57 And so I started off with me going up and then one or two of the others and the referees
    2:27:03 started to go up with me.
    2:27:05 So in the end, we’d have this trail of people going up the steps and down and every place
    2:27:10 we went to, we had the steps.
    2:27:13 So yeah, that was an interesting situation.
    2:27:16 So we were sick of steps in the end.
    2:27:18 What advice would you give to beginners, people starting out in judo?
    2:27:24 How to develop their game?
    2:27:29 How to find the beauty in the sport and the art of judo?
    2:27:34 If you put 10 people in a room and said, right, get on with it, you’d have mayhem, right?
    2:27:42 And I think that whatever sport you’re doing, you need good instruction, good teaching and
    2:27:49 a good club atmosphere, you know, somewhere that’s not so intense that winning is the
    2:27:57 only thing.
    2:27:58 And I think that if you look at 90% of the people that practice martial arts are doing
    2:28:03 it for pleasure.
    2:28:04 So they want to get pleasure.
    2:28:05 So you need a club that’s got a bit of a mixture, you know, they’ve got a direction to go into
    2:28:11 competition if they want and then the rest, it’s for fun and to enjoy it, but with really
    2:28:18 good instruction, because with really good instruction and a good foundation and a good
    2:28:22 base, you get more enjoyment because you have more success.
    2:28:29 And let’s be honest, you know, the more success we have with something, the more we like it.
    2:28:33 Yeah.
    2:28:34 And great technique is a way to really discover the beauty of the art.
    2:28:38 And so great teaching is really important there.
    2:28:40 Great teaching is so important.
    2:28:43 What about, what does it take to get from the early days when you started judo to world
    2:28:50 class level?
    2:28:52 I think that with most, I mean, you do hear, don’t you, you know, if somebody’s been doing
    2:28:57 judo for eight years and then they’re in, and I think it happened, one of the French
    2:29:02 Chameo, she went to the Olympic Games in 2012 and she’d been doing judo for eight years.
    2:29:10 But then she started to lose, you know, so she had a relative success early on.
    2:29:14 The Olympics was one of them.
    2:29:15 She got a silver medal, but then she went off the boil and then she came back and now
    2:29:21 she’s been there for, she’s still competing and she’s been there for well over 13 years
    2:29:27 at the very top.
    2:29:29 So I think that, you know, any foundation is like anything.
    2:29:33 If you lay a really solid foundation, it generally lasts longer.
    2:29:38 Yeah.
    2:29:39 Well, that foundation, again, is that technique or is there, what does it take to build that
    2:29:44 foundation?
    2:29:45 I think technique, you get away with murder, you know, with technique, you can get away
    2:29:51 with, you know, having bad condition, you know, but, I mean, you get found out in the
    2:29:55 end, but you can, you know, you can go out and you can win certain things by doing really
    2:30:01 nice technique.
    2:30:03 But I think if you’ve got the mixture, if you’ve got the whole package, then you can,
    2:30:06 you know, go the whole way.
    2:30:08 So for people who somehow don’t know, you’ve commentated some of the greatest judo matches
    2:30:13 ever.
    2:30:15 You’ve done Grand Prix, you’ve done all these events, Olympics, World Championship, everything.
    2:30:21 So what, just looking at the history of judo, what like stands out to you, what events stand
    2:30:26 out to you?
    2:30:27 What are some good memories that popped your head?
    2:30:30 I think, you know, some of the Paris tournaments are amazing because the crowd, they’re there.
    2:30:37 You know, they’re on the mat there, they’re all judoka, they’re all, they’re well educated
    2:30:41 to the sport.
    2:30:42 Every time somebody twitches, you know, they’re very biased towards their own, which is kind
    2:30:47 of what you expect.
    2:30:48 But, you know, sometimes I haven’t been able to hear myself speak and that’s very unusual.
    2:30:53 You know, you’ve got headphones on and you’re blocked out, you know, like sometimes telly
    2:30:58 Rene has been walking out there and the crowd are going crazy and they’re on their feet,
    2:31:03 you know, when somebody twitches and, you know, and then you get the crowd silences.
    2:31:08 We had one of those last week, you know, everybody’s cheering their man and then bang, their man
    2:31:12 goes over.
    2:31:13 Yeah, silence.
    2:31:14 Silence.
    2:31:15 Nothing like that.
    2:31:16 And of course, we were commentating, we were going, that was a bit of a crowd silence,
    2:31:21 you know, but yeah, that happens.
    2:31:23 Yeah, that is a surprising thing that at least it was to me that Paris and France is really
    2:31:29 big on judo.
    2:31:30 Massive.
    2:31:31 And there’s always surprises, you know, it’s like Paris is great.
    2:31:38 In Japan for the Olympic games, the biggest surprise was Ono getting beaten in the team
    2:31:43 event.
    2:31:44 Now, Ono is the greatest judo man, pound for pound, probably one of the best.
    2:31:48 And he won the Olympic title and then they went into the team event against France.
    2:31:53 And Ono lost to a, he’s not run of the mill German, but the German, you know, he wasn’t
    2:32:00 certainly Olympic title isk and be Ono managed to throw him.
    2:32:08 The team stuff is fascinating.
    2:32:09 Yeah.
    2:32:10 It’s fascinating.
    2:32:11 It changes the dynamics of the whole thing.
    2:32:12 Yeah.
    2:32:13 And it’s, I mean, it’s funny to say Paris, it really makes it really big deal that this
    2:32:19 Olympics is being held in Paris.
    2:32:22 And they’ll be the team to beat French team because they have the best balance of the
    2:32:27 weight categories.
    2:32:28 They have the best balance with their people that are world and Olympic champions and qualified
    2:32:35 men and women.
    2:32:36 So three men, three women, they have the best balance out of anybody and educated audience,
    2:32:42 educated audience, home grounds.
    2:32:43 It’s going to be awesome.
    2:32:45 It’s going to be super fun.
    2:32:46 It will be super fun.
    2:32:47 You’re nervous.
    2:32:48 Yeah.
    2:32:49 All right.
    2:32:50 Do you get nervous?
    2:32:51 I get nervous.
    2:32:52 I get nervous.
    2:32:53 I get nervous right now, but given, especially because it’s the Olympics and you don’t want
    2:33:01 to, you want to celebrate people properly, right?
    2:33:05 And it’s like, it’s everything for them.
    2:33:07 And a lot of people, especially like the finals matches, it’ll be watched millions of times,
    2:33:16 the highest of stakes, all of this.
    2:33:18 Played over and over.
    2:33:19 Yeah.
    2:33:20 But, you know, with mine, I’m now a little bit more careful, you know, with, like, so
    2:33:24 I’ll celebrate a massive throw and then have an empathy to the one that’s been thrown,
    2:33:29 you know, because it’s not the best feeling in the world, especially in Olympic finals.
    2:33:34 Yeah.
    2:33:35 Can you imagine that?
    2:33:36 Yeah.
    2:33:37 It must be terrible.
    2:33:39 Must be terrible.
    2:33:40 Yeah.
    2:33:41 We’re just reflecting.
    2:33:43 So I know I have a bit of empathy there and I just, I try and say the right things because
    2:33:49 they always do come up to me and say, “You commented in my fights.”
    2:33:53 Yeah.
    2:33:54 You’re the voice of the biggest triumphs and the biggest tragedies for these athletes,
    2:33:58 for the world that watches and admires these athletes.
    2:34:01 No pressure.
    2:34:02 You’re the voice.
    2:34:03 Don’t screw it up.
    2:34:04 Yeah.
    2:34:05 Don’t screw it up.
    2:34:06 Your voice is in my head when I watch these, you know, it’s, it’s, it’s fascinating.
    2:34:11 It’s fascinating, but you’re, you’re a master of it.
    2:34:14 It’s, it’s a huge honor that you would talk with me.
    2:34:20 Thank you for everything you’ve done for the sport of judo, for the Olympics, for just
    2:34:24 sports in general, just celebrating greatness in all of its forms.
    2:34:29 Thank you for talking to me.
    2:34:30 Keep going.
    2:34:31 I can’t wait to listen to you in Paris.
    2:34:33 Thank you for having me.
    2:34:34 And it’s just been an honor to, to be here with you.
    2:34:39 Thanks for listening to this conversation with Neil Adams.
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    2:34:46 And now let me leave you with some words from Miyamoto Masashi.
    2:34:50 There’s nothing outside of yourself that can ever enable you to get better, stronger,
    2:34:55 richer, quicker, smarter.
    2:34:57 Everything is within.
    2:35:00 Everything exists.
    2:35:01 Seek nothing outside of yourself.
    2:35:05 Thank you for listening and hope to see you next time.
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  • #426 – Edward Gibson: Human Language, Psycholinguistics, Syntax, Grammar & LLMs

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    0:00:00 The following is a conversation with Edward Gibson, or Ted, as everybody calls him. He is a
    0:00:06 Psycho-Linguistics Professor at MIT. He heads the MIT Language Lab that investigates why human
    0:00:12 languages look the way they do, the relationship between cultural language and how people represent,
    0:00:18 process, and learn language. Also, he should have a book titled “Syntax, A Cognitive Approach”
    0:00:26 published by MIT Press coming out this fall. So, look out for that.
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    0:01:33 It survived so much. It evolved rapidly and quickly, adjusting, evolving, improving,
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    0:01:47 Ever since I had zero money, I used, boy, I think it’s called TD Ameritrade. I still use
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    0:02:05 All I know is that Yahoo Finance can integrate that and just show me everything I need to know
    0:02:11 about my “portfolio.” I don’t have anything interesting going on, but it is still good.
    0:02:17 To kind of monitor it, to stay in touch. Now, a lot of people I know have a lot more
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    0:02:46 The big news, the analysis of everything that’s going on, everything like that.
    0:02:50 And I should also mention that I would like to do more and more financial episodes. I’ve done
    0:02:55 a couple of conversations with Ray Dalio. A lot of that is about finance, but some of that is about
    0:03:00 sort of geopolitics and the bigger context of finance. I just recently did a conversation with
    0:03:06 Bill Ackman very much about finance. And I did a series of conversations on cryptocurrency.
    0:03:14 Lots and lots of brilliant people. Michael Saylor, so on. Charles Hoskins and Vitalik,
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    0:03:54 brought to life through audio. Now for me, the thing I care about most, and I think that’s at
    0:04:01 the foundation of listening, is academic papers. So I love to read academic papers. And there’s
    0:04:07 several levels of rigor in the actual reading process. But listening to them, especially after
    0:04:14 I skimmed it, or after I did a deep dive, listening to them, it’s just such a beautiful
    0:04:20 experience. It solidifies the understanding. It brings to life all kinds of thoughts. And I’m
    0:04:26 doing this while I’m cooking, while I’m running, I’m going to grab a coffee, all that kind of stuff.
    0:04:33 It does require an elevated level of focus, especially the kind of papers I listen to,
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    0:04:43 philosophy papers, you could do psychology papers like this, very topic of linguistics.
    0:04:49 I’ve listened to a few papers on linguistics. I went back to Chomsky and listened to papers.
    0:04:53 It’s great. Papers, books, PDFs, webpages, articles, all that kind of stuff, even email
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    0:10:31 in the description. And now, dear friends, here’s Edward Gibson.
    0:10:36 [Music]
    0:10:46 When did you first become fascinated with human language?
    0:10:56 As a kid in school, when we had to structure sentences in English grammar, I found that
    0:11:04 process interesting. I found it confusing as to what it was I was told to do. I didn’t
    0:11:10 understand what the theory was behind it, but I found it very interesting.
    0:11:14 So when you look at grammar, you’re almost thinking about like a puzzle,
    0:11:17 like almost like a mathematical puzzle? Yeah, I think that’s right. I didn’t know I was going to
    0:11:21 work on this at all at that point. I was really just, I was kind of a math geek person, computer
    0:11:26 scientist. I really liked computer science. And then I found language as a neat puzzle to work on
    0:11:33 from an engineering perspective. Actually, as I sort of accidentally, I decided after I finished
    0:11:42 my undergraduate degree, which was computer science and math and Canada and Queens University,
    0:11:46 I decided to go to grad school. That’s what I always thought I would do. And I went to Cambridge,
    0:11:53 where they had a master’s in a master’s program in computational linguistics.
    0:11:57 And I hadn’t taken a single language class before. All I’d taken was CS, computer science,
    0:12:03 math classes, pretty much mostly as an undergrad. And I just thought this was an interesting thing
    0:12:08 to do for a year, because it was a single year program. And then I ended up spending my whole
    0:12:14 life doing it. So fundamentally, your journey through life was one of a mathematician and
    0:12:19 computer scientist. And then you kind of discovered the puzzle, the problem of language and approached
    0:12:25 it from that angle to try to understand it from that angle, almost like a mathematician or maybe
    0:12:32 even an engineer. As an engineer, I’d say, I mean, to be frank, I had taken an AI class,
    0:12:38 I guess it was 83 or 85, somewhere 84 in there a long time ago. And there was a natural language
    0:12:43 section in there. And it didn’t impress me. I thought there must be more interesting things
    0:12:48 we can do. It didn’t seem very, it seemed just a bunch of hacks to me. It didn’t seem like a real
    0:12:56 theory of things in any way. And so I just thought this was, this seemed like an interesting area
    0:13:01 where there wasn’t enough good work. Did you ever come across like the philosophy angle of logic?
    0:13:07 So if you think about the 80s with AI, the expert systems, where you try to kind of
    0:13:11 maybe sidestep the poetry of language and some of the syntax and the grammar and all that kind
    0:13:18 of stuff and go to the underlying meaning that language is trying to communicate and try to
    0:13:23 somehow compress that in a computer-representable way. Do you ever come across that in your studies?
    0:13:29 I mean, I probably did, but I wasn’t as interested in it. I was trying to do the
    0:13:34 easier problems first, the ones I could thought maybe were handleable, which is seems like the
    0:13:40 syntax is easier, which is just the forms as opposed to the meaning. When you’re starting
    0:13:44 talking about the meaning, that’s a very hard problem. And it still is a really, really hard
    0:13:48 problem. But the forms is easier. And so I thought at least figuring out the forms of human language,
    0:13:55 which sounds really hard, but is actually maybe more tractable.
    0:13:59 So it’s interesting. You think there is a big divide, there’s a gap, there’s a distance between
    0:14:05 form and meaning. Because that’s a question you have discussed a lot with LMS, because they’re
    0:14:12 damn good at form. Yeah, I think it’s what they’re good at, is form. Exactly. And that’s why they’re
    0:14:16 good, because they can do form, meanings are. Do you think there’s, oh, wow. I mean, it’s an
    0:14:21 open question, right? How close form and meaning are. We’ll discuss it. But to me, studying form,
    0:14:28 maybe it’s a romantic notion, gives you form is like the shadow of the bigger meaning thing
    0:14:36 underlying language. Language is how we communicate ideas. We communicate with each other using
    0:14:44 language. So in understanding the structure of that communication, I think you start to understand
    0:14:50 the structure of thought and the structure of meaning behind those thoughts and communication.
    0:14:55 To me. But to you, big gap. Yeah. What do you find most beautiful about human language?
    0:15:02 Maybe the form of human language, the expression of human language.
    0:15:07 What I find beautiful about human language is some of the generalizations that happen
    0:15:14 across the human language, just within and across a language. So let me give you an example of
    0:15:18 something which I find kind of remarkable, that is if like a language, if it has a word order
    0:15:26 such that the verbs tend to come before their objects. And so that’s like English does that.
    0:15:31 So we have the first, the subject comes first in a simple sentence. So I say, you know, the
    0:15:37 dog chased the cat or Mary kicked the ball. So the subjects first, and then after the subject,
    0:15:43 there’s the verb. And then we have objects. All these things come after in English. So it’s
    0:15:48 generally a verb. And most of the stuff that we want to say comes after the subject. It’s the
    0:15:53 objects. There’s a lot of things we want to say they come after. And there’s a lot of languages
    0:15:57 like that. About 40% of the languages of the world look like that. They’re subject verb object
    0:16:03 languages. And then these languages tend to have prepositions, these little markers on the nouns
    0:16:12 that connect nouns to other nouns or nouns to verbs. So when I say a preposition like in or on
    0:16:19 or of or about, I say I talk about something. The something is the object of that preposition that
    0:16:25 we have these little markers come also just like verbs, they come before their nouns. Okay. And then
    0:16:32 so now we look at other languages that like Japanese or or Hindi or some these are these are
    0:16:37 so called verb final languages. Those is about maybe a little more than 40%. Maybe 45% of the
    0:16:44 world’s languages are more I mean 50% of the world’s languages are verb final. Those tend to be
    0:16:49 post positions, those markers, the same we have the states have the same kinds of markers
    0:16:55 as we do in English, but they put them after. So sorry, they put them first, the markers come
    0:17:01 first. So you say instead of, you know, talk about a book, you say a book about the opposite
    0:17:09 order there in Japanese or in Hindi, you do the opposite and the and the talk comes at the end.
    0:17:15 So the verb will come at the end as well. So instead of Mary kicked the ball, it’s Mary ball
    0:17:21 kicked. And then if it’s Mary kicked the ball to John, it’s John to the to the marker there,
    0:17:29 the preposition, it’s a post position in these languages. And so the interesting thing fascinating
    0:17:33 thing to me is that within a language, this order aligns, it’s harmonic. And so if it’s one or the
    0:17:43 other, it’s either verb initial or verb final, but then you then you’ll have prepositions,
    0:17:48 prepositions or post positions. And so that and that’s across the languages that we we can look at,
    0:17:54 we’ve got around 1000 languages for there’s around 7000 languages around on the on the earth right
    0:17:58 now. But we have information about say word order on around 1000 of those pretty decent amount of
    0:18:06 information. And for those 1000, which we know about, about 95% fit that pattern. So they will
    0:18:13 have either verb and it’s about it’s about half and half or half of verb initial, like English and
    0:18:17 half of verb final, like, like Japanese suggest to clarify verb initial is subject verb object.
    0:18:24 That’s correct. Verb final is still subject, object verb. That’s correct. Yeah, the subject
    0:18:30 is generally first. That’s so fascinating. I ate an apple or I apple eight. Yes. Okay. And it’s
    0:18:38 fascinating that there’s a pretty even division in the world amongst those 4045%. Yeah, it’s
    0:18:43 pretty, it’s pretty even. And those two are the most common by far. Those two orders, the subject
    0:18:48 tends to be first. There’s so many interesting things. But these things are what thing I find
    0:18:52 so fascinating is there are these generalizations within and across a language. And not only those
    0:18:57 are the and there’s actually a simple explanation, I think, for a lot of that. And that is,
    0:19:03 you’re trying to like, minimize dependencies between words. That’s basically the story,
    0:19:10 I think behind a lot of why word order looks the way it is, is you were always connecting.
    0:19:16 What is it? What is the thing I’m telling you? I’m talking to you in sentences, you’re talking
    0:19:19 to me in sentences. These are sequences of words, which are connected. And the connections are
    0:19:25 dependencies between the words. And it turns out that what we’re trying to do in a language is
    0:19:31 actually minimize those dependency links. It’s easier for me to say things if the words that are
    0:19:37 connecting for their meaning are close together. It’s easier for you in understanding if that’s
    0:19:42 also true. If they’re far away, it’s hard to produce that and it’s hard for you to understand.
    0:19:48 And the languages of the world within a language and across languages fit that generalization,
    0:19:53 which is, so it turns out that having verbs initial and then having prepositions ends up
    0:20:01 making dependencies shorter. And having verbs final and having post positions ends up making
    0:20:07 dependencies shorter than if you cross them. If you cross them, it ends up, you just end up,
    0:20:10 it’s possible, you can do it. You mean within a language? Within a language, you can do it.
    0:20:15 It just ends up with longer dependencies than if you didn’t. And so languages tend to go that way.
    0:20:20 They tend to, they call it harmonic. So it was observed a long time ago without the explanation
    0:20:27 by a guy called Joseph Greenberg, who’s a famous typologist from Stanford. He observed a lot of
    0:20:34 generalizations about how word order works. And these are some of the harmonic generalizations
    0:20:38 that he observed. Harmonic generalizations about word order. There’s so many things I want to ask
    0:20:44 you. Let me just, sometimes basics, you mentioned dependencies a few times. What do you mean by
    0:20:50 dependencies? Well, what I mean is, in language, there’s kind of three structures to, three components
    0:20:58 to the structure of language. One is the sounds. So cat is k-a-t-t in English. I’m not talking
    0:21:04 about that part. I’m talking, then there’s two meaning parts. And those are the words. And
    0:21:09 you were talking about meaning earlier. So words have a form and they have a meaning associated
    0:21:13 with them. And so cat is a full form in English, and it has a meaning associated with whatever a cat
    0:21:17 is. And then the combinations of words, that’s what I’ll call grammar or syntax. And that’s like
    0:21:25 when I have a combination like the cat or two cats, okay? So where I take two different words
    0:21:32 there and put them together, and I get a compositional meaning from putting those two different words
    0:21:36 together. And so that’s the syntax. And in any sentence or utterance, whatever I’m talking to
    0:21:43 you, you’re talking to me, we have a bunch of words and we’re putting them together in a sequence.
    0:21:46 It turns out they are connected so that every word is connected to just one other word
    0:21:54 in that sentence. And so you end up with what’s called technically a tree. It’s a tree structure.
    0:22:00 So there’s a root of that utterance of that sentence. And then there’s a bunch of
    0:22:06 dependence, like branches from that root that go down to the words. The words are the leaves in
    0:22:12 this metaphor for a tree. So a tree is also sort of a mathematical construct. Yeah, it’s a graph
    0:22:17 theoretical thing. Exactly. Yeah. So it’s fascinating that you can break down a sentence into a tree
    0:22:24 and then when every word is hanging on to another, it’s depending on it. That’s right. And everyone
    0:22:28 agrees on that. So all linguists will agree with that. No one is not controversial. That is not
    0:22:32 controversial. There’s nobody sitting here. I do nothing mad at you. I don’t think so.
    0:22:36 Okay. There’s no linguists sitting there mad at this. No, I think in every language,
    0:22:39 I think everyone agrees that all sentences are trees at some level. Can I pause on that? Sure.
    0:22:46 Because it’s to me, just as a layman, it’s surprising that you can break down sentences
    0:22:54 in mostly all languages into a tree. I think so. I’ve never heard of anyone disagreeing with that.
    0:23:01 That’s weird. The details of the trees are what people disagree about.
    0:23:05 Well, okay. So what’s the root of a tree? How do you construct? How hard is it? What is the
    0:23:10 process of constructing a tree from a sentence? Well, this is where, depending on what your
    0:23:16 there’s different theoretical notions, I’m going to say the simplest thing, dependency grammar.
    0:23:21 It’s like a bunch of people invented this. Tinier was the first French guy back in,
    0:23:25 I mean, the paper was published in 1959, but he was working on the 30s and stuff.
    0:23:29 So, and it goes back to, you know, philologist Pinini was doing this in ancient India. Okay.
    0:23:37 And so, you know, doing something like this, the simplest thing we can think of is that there’s
    0:23:42 just connections between the words to make the utterance. And so let’s just say I have like two
    0:23:47 dogs entered a room. Okay. Here’s a sentence. And so we’re connecting two and dogs together.
    0:23:55 That’s like, there’s some dependency between those words to make some bigger meaning.
    0:23:58 And then we’re connecting dogs now to entered, right? And we connect a room somehow to entered.
    0:24:06 And so I’m going to connect to room and then room back to entered. That’s the tree is I,
    0:24:11 the root is entered. That’s the thing is like an entering event. That’s what we’re saying here.
    0:24:15 And the subject, which is whatever that dog is, is two dogs, it was. And the connection goes back
    0:24:21 to dogs, which goes back to them, then that goes back to two. I’m just, that’s my tree.
    0:24:26 It starts at entered, goes to dogs down to two. And then the other side, after the verb,
    0:24:32 the object, it goes to room. And then that goes back to the determiner or article,
    0:24:37 whatever you want to call that word. So there’s a bunch of categories of words here we’re
    0:24:40 noticing. So there are verbs. Those are these things that typically mark,
    0:24:45 they refer to events and states in the world. And they’re nouns, which typically refer to
    0:24:50 people, places and things is what people say, but they can refer to other more,
    0:24:54 they can refer to events themselves as well. They’re marked by, you know, how they, how they,
    0:25:00 you, the category, the part of speech of a word is how it gets used in language.
    0:25:04 It’s like, that’s how you decide what the, what the category of a word is, not, not by the meaning,
    0:25:09 but how it’s, how it gets used. How it’s used. What’s usually the root? Is it going to be the
    0:25:15 verb that defies the event? Usually. Yes. Yes. Okay. Yeah. I mean, if I don’t say a verb,
    0:25:20 then there won’t be a verb until it’ll be something else. What if you’re messing,
    0:25:23 are we talking about language that’s like correct language? What if you’re doing
    0:25:26 poetry and messing with stuff? Is it then, then rules got the window, right? Then it’s, no,
    0:25:31 you’re still, no, no, no, no, no. You’re constrained by whatever language you’re dealing
    0:25:35 with. Probably you have other constraints in poetry, such that you’re like usually in poetry,
    0:25:40 there’s multiple constraints that you want to, like you want to usually convey multiple
    0:25:44 meanings is the idea. And maybe you have like a rhythm or a rhyming structure as well. And
    0:25:48 depending on, so, but you usually are constrained by your, the rules of your language for the most
    0:25:54 part. And so you don’t violate those too much. You can violate them somewhat, but not too much.
    0:26:00 So it has to be recognizable as your language. Like in English, I can’t say dogs to entered
    0:26:06 room. I mean, I meant that, you know, two dogs entered a room and I can’t
    0:26:11 mess with the order of the, the articles, the articles and the nouns. You just can’t do that.
    0:26:17 In some languages, you can, you can mess around with the order of words much more. I mean, you
    0:26:22 speak Russian. Russian has a much freer word order than English. And so in fact, you can move
    0:26:27 around words in, you know, I told you that English has the subject verb object word order. So does
    0:26:32 Russian, but Russian is much freer than English. And so you can actually mess around with the
    0:26:37 word order. So probably Russian poetry is going to be quite different from English poetry because
    0:26:42 the word order is much less constrained. Yeah, there’s a much more extensive culture of poetry
    0:26:48 throughout the history of the last 100 years in Russia. And I always wondered why that is,
    0:26:54 but it seems that there’s more flexibility in the way the language is used. There’s more,
    0:26:59 you’re more female language easier by altering the words, altering the order of the words,
    0:27:04 messing with it. Well, you can just mess with different things in each language. And so in
    0:27:08 Russian, you have case markers, right? On the end, which is these endings on the nouns,
    0:27:13 which tell you how it connects each noun connects to the verb, right? We don’t have that in English.
    0:27:17 And so when I say, Mary kissed John, I don’t know who the agent or the patient is,
    0:27:24 except by the order of the words, right? In Russian, you actually have a marker on the
    0:27:28 end. If you’re using a Russian name and each of those names, you’ll also say, is it, you know,
    0:27:32 agent, it’ll be the, you know, nominative, which is marking the subject or an accusative will mark
    0:27:37 the object. And you could put them in the reverse order, you could put accusative first as you could
    0:27:43 put subject, you could put the patient first, and then the verb, and then the, the, the subject,
    0:27:49 and that would be a perfectly good Russian sentence. And it would still mean, Mary, I could
    0:27:53 say John kissed Mary meaning Mary kissed John, as long as I use the case markers in the right way,
    0:27:59 you can’t do that in English. And so I love the terminology of agent and patient and
    0:28:04 and the other ones you use. Those are sort of linguistic terms, correct? Those are, those are
    0:28:09 for like kind of meaning. Those are meaning and in subject and object are generally used for
    0:28:14 position. So subject is just like the thing that comes before the verb and the object is
    0:28:18 when it comes after the verb. The agent is kind of like the thing doing it. That’s kind of what
    0:28:22 that means, right? The subject is often the person doing the action, right? The thing. So yeah.
    0:28:28 Okay. This is fascinating. So how hard is it to form a tree in general? Is there,
    0:28:31 is there a procedure to it? Like if you look at different languages, is it supposed to be a very
    0:28:37 natural, like is it automatable or is there some human genius involved in? Because I think it’s
    0:28:41 pretty automatable at this point. People can figure out the words are they figure out the morphemes,
    0:28:45 which are the technically morphemes are the, the minimal meaning units within a language. Okay.
    0:28:50 And so when you say eats or drinks, it actually has two morphemes in an English. There’s the,
    0:28:55 there’s the root, which is the verb. And then there’s some ending on it, which tells you,
    0:28:59 you know, that’s this third person, third person singular, say what morphemes are morphemes are
    0:29:04 just the minimal meaning units within a language. And then a word is just kind of the things we
    0:29:08 put spaces between in English and 10, they have a little bit more, they have the morphology as well.
    0:29:12 They have the endings, this inflectional morphology on the endings on the roots.
    0:29:16 They modify something about the word that adds additional meaning.
    0:29:19 They tell you, yeah, yeah. And so we have a little bit of that in English, very little,
    0:29:22 you have much more in Russian, for instance. And, and, but we have a little bit in English.
    0:29:26 And so we have a little on the, on the nouns, you can say it’s either singular or plural.
    0:29:30 And, and you can say, same thing for, for, for verbs, like simple past tense, for example,
    0:29:36 it’s like, you know, notice in English, we say drinks, you know, he drinks, but everyone else
    0:29:40 says, I drink, you drink, we drink, it’s unmarked in a way. And then, but in the past tense, it’s
    0:29:45 just drank there for everyone. There’s no morphology at all for past tense. There is morphology,
    0:29:50 it’s marking past tense, but it’s kind of, it’s an irregular now. So we don’t even, you know,
    0:29:54 it drink to drink, you know, it’s not even a regular word. So in most verbs, many verbs,
    0:29:59 there’s an ED, we kind of add, so walk to walked, we add that to say it’s the past tense,
    0:30:03 that I just happened to choose an irregular because the high frequency word and the high
    0:30:07 frequency words tend to have irregular as an English for.
    0:30:09 What’s an irregular? Irregular is just, there’s, there isn’t a rule. So drink to drink is an,
    0:30:14 it’s an irregular. Drink, drink, okay, as opposed to walk, walked, talked, talked.
    0:30:19 And there’s a lot of irregular, irregular as in English. There’s a lot of irregular as in
    0:30:23 English. The, the, the frequent ones, the common words tend to be irregular. There’s many, many
    0:30:28 more low frequency words and those tend to be, those are regular ones.
    0:30:32 The evolution of the irregular is fascinating because it’s essentially slang that’s sticky
    0:30:36 because you’re breaking the rules and then everybody uses it and doesn’t follow the rules.
    0:30:41 And they, they say screw it to the rules. It’s fascinating. So you said it, morphemes,
    0:30:46 lots of questions. So morphology is what, the study of morphemes?
    0:30:50 Morphology is the, is the connections between the morphemes onto the roots, the roots. So in
    0:30:54 English, we mostly have suffixes. We have endings on the words, not very much, but a little bit.
    0:30:59 And as opposed to prefixes, some words, depending on your language, can have,
    0:31:04 you know, mostly prefixes, mostly suffixes or mostly, or both. And then even languages,
    0:31:10 several languages have things called infixes where you have some kind of a general
    0:31:16 form for the, for the root and you put stuff in the middle. You change the vowels.
    0:31:22 That’s fascinating. That’s fascinating. So in general, there’s what, two morphemes per word,
    0:31:29 usually one or two or three? Well, in English, it’s one or two. In English,
    0:31:33 it tends to be one or two. There can be more. You know, in other languages, you know, language,
    0:31:37 language like, like Finnish, which has a very elaborate morphology, there may be
    0:31:43 10 morphemes on the end of a root. Okay. And so there may be millions of forms of a given word.
    0:31:49 Okay. Okay. I will ask the same question over and over. But
    0:31:53 how does the, just sometimes to understand things like morphemes, it’s nice to just ask
    0:32:02 the question, how does these kinds of things evolve? So you have a great book studying sort of the,
    0:32:09 how, how the cognitive processing, how language used for communication,
    0:32:16 so the mathematical notion of how effective a language is for communication, what role that
    0:32:20 plays in the evolution of language. But just high level, like how do we, how does a language evolve
    0:32:26 with where English has two morphemes or one or two morphemes per word and then Finnish has
    0:32:32 infinity per word? So what, how does that, how does that happen? Is it just people?
    0:32:38 That’s a really good question. Yeah. That’s a very good question is like,
    0:32:41 why do languages have more morphology versus less morphology? And I don’t think we know the
    0:32:47 answer to this. I don’t, I think there’s just like a lot of good solutions to the problem of
    0:32:52 communication. And so like, I believe, as you hinted that language is an invented system by humans
    0:33:00 for communicating their ideas. And I think we, it comes down to, we label the things we want to
    0:33:05 talk about. Those are the morphemes and words. Those are the things we want to talk about in the
    0:33:09 world and we invent those things. And then we put them together in ways that are easy for us
    0:33:15 to convey, to process. But that’s like a naive view. And I don’t, I mean, I, I think it’s probably
    0:33:21 right, right? It’s naive and probably right. I don’t know if it’s naive. I think it’s simple.
    0:33:26 Simple. Yeah. I think naive is, naive is an indication that it’s an incorrect somehow,
    0:33:31 it’s a trivial to too simple. I think it could very well be correct. But it’s interesting how
    0:33:37 sticky it feels like two people got together. It’s just, it just feels like once you figure out
    0:33:44 certain aspects of a language that just becomes sticky and the tribe forms around that language,
    0:33:49 maybe the language, maybe the tribe forms first and then the language evolves. And then you just
    0:33:53 kind of agree and you stick to whatever that is. I mean, these are very interesting questions. We
    0:33:57 don’t know really about how words, even words get invented very much about, you know, we don’t
    0:34:04 really, I mean, assuming they get invented, they, we don’t really know how that process
    0:34:09 works and how these things evolve. What we have is kind of a current picture, a current picture of
    0:34:17 a few thousand languages, a few thousand instances. We don’t have any pictures of really how these
    0:34:23 things are evolving really. And then the evolution is massively, you know, confused by contact,
    0:34:31 right? So as soon as one language group, one group runs into another, we are smart, humans are
    0:34:38 smart, and they take on whatever is useful in the other group. And so any kind of contrast,
    0:34:44 which you’re talking about, which I find useful, I’m going to, I’m going to start using as well.
    0:34:48 So I worked a little bit in specific areas of words in number words and in color words and in
    0:34:56 color words. So we have in English, we have around 11 words that everyone knows for colors.
    0:35:02 And many more, if you happen to be interested in color for some reason or other, if you’re a
    0:35:09 fashion designer or an artist or something, you may have many, many more words. But we can see
    0:35:14 millions. Like if you have normal color vision, normal trichrometric color vision, you can see
    0:35:19 millions of distinctions in color. So we don’t have millions of words. You know, the most efficient,
    0:35:24 no, the most detailed color vocabulary would have over a million terms to distinguish all
    0:35:30 the different colors that we can see. But of course, we don’t have that. So it’s somehow,
    0:35:34 it’s been, it’s kind of useful for English to have evolved in some way to, there’s 11 terms
    0:35:41 that people find useful to talk about, you know, black, white, red, blue, green, yellow, purple,
    0:35:48 gray, pink, and I probably missed something there. Anyway, there’s 11 that everyone knows.
    0:35:53 But you go to different cultures, especially the non-industrialized cultures, and there’ll be
    0:36:00 many fewer. So some cultures will have only two, believe it or not, that the Danai in Papua New Guinea
    0:36:07 have only two labels that the group uses for color. And those are roughly black and white.
    0:36:12 They are very, very dark and very, very light, which are roughly black and white. And you might
    0:36:16 think, oh, they’re dividing the whole color space into, you know, light and dark or something.
    0:36:21 That’s not really true. They mostly just only label the light, the black and the white things.
    0:36:25 They just don’t talk about the colors for the other ones. And so, and then there’s other groups,
    0:36:29 I’ve worked with a group called the Chimani down in, in Bolivia, in South America, and they have
    0:36:35 three words that everyone knows, but there’s a few others that are, that, that several people,
    0:36:42 that many people know. And so they have me, it’s kind of depending on how you count between
    0:36:47 three and seven words that the group knows. Okay. And again, they’re black and white,
    0:36:53 everyone knows those. And red, red is, you know, like that tends to be the third word that everyone,
    0:36:59 that cultures bring in. If there’s a word, it’s always red, the third one. And then after that,
    0:37:03 it’s kind of all bets are off about what they bring in. And so after that, they bring in a sort
    0:37:08 of a big blue, green group, group, they have one for that. And then they have, and then,
    0:37:14 you know, different people have different words that they’ll use for other parts of the space.
    0:37:18 And so anyway, it’s probably related to what they want to talk, what they, not what they,
    0:37:24 not what they see, because they see the same colors as we see. So it’s not like they have,
    0:37:28 they don’t, they have a weak, a low color palette and the things they’re looking at. They’re looking
    0:37:34 at a lot of beautiful scenery. Okay. A lot of different colored flowers and berries and things.
    0:37:42 And, you know, and so there’s lots of things of very bright colors, but they just don’t label
    0:37:46 the color in those cases. And the reason probably we don’t know this, but we think probably what’s
    0:37:52 going on here is that what you do, why you label something is you need to talk to someone else
    0:37:57 about it. And why do I need to talk about a color? Well, if I have two things which are identical
    0:38:02 and I want you to give me the one that’s different and in the only way it varies is color,
    0:38:08 then I invent a word which tells you, you know, this is the one I want. So I want the red sweater
    0:38:13 off the rack, not the, not the green sweater, right? There’s two. And so those, those things will
    0:38:17 be identical, because these are things we made and they’re dyed and there’s nothing different
    0:38:21 about them. And so in, in industrialized society, we have, you know, everything, everything we’ve
    0:38:27 got is pretty much arbitrarily colored. But if you go to a non-industrialized group, that’s not
    0:38:32 true. And so they don’t, suddenly they’re not interested in color. If you bring bright colored
    0:38:37 things to them, they like them just like we like them. Bright colors are great. They’re beautiful.
    0:38:42 They are, but they just don’t need to, no need to talk about them. They don’t have.
    0:38:46 So probably color words is a good example of how language evolves from sort of function
    0:38:52 when you need to communicate the use of something. I think so. Then you kind of invent different
    0:38:57 variations. And, and basically, you can imagine that the evolution of a language has to do with
    0:39:03 what the early tribes doing, like what, what they want it, what, what kind of problems they’re
    0:39:07 facing them. And they’re quickly figuring out how to efficiently communicate the solution to those
    0:39:12 problems, whether it’s aesthetic or functional, all that kind of stuff, running away from a
    0:39:17 mammoth or whatever. But you know, it’s, so I think what you’re pointing to is that we don’t have
    0:39:22 data on the evolution of language, because many languages have formed a long time ago,
    0:39:27 so you don’t get the chatter. We have a little bit of like old English to modern English,
    0:39:33 because there was a writing system, and we can see how old English looked. So the word order
    0:39:39 changed, for instance, in old English to middle English to modern English. And so it, you know,
    0:39:42 we can see things like that, but most languages don’t even have a writing system. So of the
    0:39:47 7000, only, you know, a small subset of those have a writing system. And even if they have a
    0:39:52 writing system, they, it’s not a very modern writing system. And so they don’t have it. So we
    0:39:56 just basically have for Mandarin, for Chinese, we have a lot of, a lot of evidence from, from,
    0:40:02 for long time and for English, and not for much else, not from in German a little bit,
    0:40:06 but not for a whole lot of like long term language evolution. We don’t have a lot.
    0:40:11 Well, you get snapshots is what we’ve got of current languages.
    0:40:14 Yeah, you get an inkling of that from the rapid communication on certain platforms,
    0:40:19 like on Reddit, there’s different communities, and they’ll come up with different slang,
    0:40:23 usually from my perspective, German by a little bit of humor, or maybe mockery or whatever it’s,
    0:40:29 you know, just talking shit in different kinds of ways. And you could see the evolution
    0:40:35 of language there. Because I think a lot of things on the internet, you don’t want to be the
    0:40:43 boring mainstream. So you like want to deviate from the proper way of talking.
    0:40:50 And so you get a lot of deviation, like rapid deviation, then when communities collide,
    0:40:55 you get like, just like you said, humans adapt to it. And you can see it through the
    0:41:00 lungs of humor. I mean, it’s very difficult to study, but you can imagine like 100 years from
    0:41:04 now, well, if there’s a new language born, for example, we’ll get really high resolution data.
    0:41:09 I mean, English is changing. English changes all the time. All languages change all the time.
    0:41:14 So, you know, there’s a famous result about the Queen’s English. So if you look at the Queen’s
    0:41:21 vowels, the Queen’s English is supposed to be, you know, originally the proper way for the talk
    0:41:26 was sort of defined by whoever the Queen talked, or the King, whoever was in charge. And so if
    0:41:32 you look at how her vowels changed from when she first became Queen in 1952 or ’53, when she was
    0:41:39 currently the first, I mean, that’s Queen Elizabeth, who died recently, of course, until,
    0:41:44 you know, 50 years later, her vowels changed, her vowels shifted a lot. And so that, you know,
    0:41:49 even in the sounds of British English, in her, the way she was talking was changing,
    0:41:54 the vowels were changing slightly. So that’s just in the sounds there’s changed. I don’t know what’s,
    0:41:59 you know, we’re, I’m interested. We’re all interested in what’s driving any of these
    0:42:03 changes. The word order of English changed a lot over a thousand years, right? So it used to look
    0:42:08 like German. You know, it used to be a verb final language with case marking, and it shifted
    0:42:14 to a verb-medial language, a lot of contact. So a lot of contact with French. And it became
    0:42:19 verb-medial language with no case marking. And so it became this, you know, verb, verb-initially
    0:42:25 thing. So and so that’s evolving. It totally evolved. And so it may very well, I mean, you know,
    0:42:30 it doesn’t evolve maybe very much in 20 years is maybe what you’re talking about. But over 50
    0:42:35 and 100 years, things change a lot, I think. We’ll now have good data on it, which is great.
    0:42:39 That’s for sure. Can you talk to what is syntax and what is grammar? So you wrote a book on syntax.
    0:42:45 I did. You were asking me before about what, you know, how do I figure out what a dependency
    0:42:49 structure is? I’d say the dependency structures aren’t that hard. Generally, I think it’s a lot
    0:42:54 of agreement of what they are for almost any sentence in most languages. I think people will
    0:42:59 agree on a lot of that. There are other parameters in the mix such that some people think there’s a
    0:43:06 more complicated grammar than just a dependency structure. And so, you know, like Noam Tromsky,
    0:43:11 he’s the most famous linguist ever. And he is famous for proposing a slightly more complicated
    0:43:19 syntax. And so he invented phrase structure grammar. So he’s well known for many, many
    0:43:26 things. But in the 50s, in the early 60s, like the late 50s, he was basically figuring out what’s
    0:43:31 called formal language theory. So, and he figured out sort of a framework for figuring out how
    0:43:38 complicated language, you know, a certain type of language might be so-called phrase structure
    0:43:43 grammars of language might be. And so his idea was that maybe we can think about the complexity
    0:43:52 of a language by how complicated the rules are. And the rules will look like this. They will have
    0:43:59 a left-hand side and they’ll have a right-hand side. Something on the left-hand side will expand
    0:44:04 to the thing on the right-hand side. So we’ll say we’ll start with an S, which is like the root,
    0:44:08 which is a sentence. And then we’re going to expand to things like a noun phrase and a verb
    0:44:14 phrase is what he would say, for instance. An S goes to an NP and a VP is a kind of a phrase
    0:44:19 structure rule. And then we figure out what an NP is. An NP is a determiner and a noun, for instance.
    0:44:25 And verb phrase is something else, is a verb and another noun phrase and another NP, for instance.
    0:44:30 Those are the rules of a very simple phrase structure. And so he proposed phrase structure
    0:44:37 grammar as a way to sort of cover human languages. And then he actually figured out that, well,
    0:44:42 depending on the formalization of those grammars, you might get more complicated or less complicated
    0:44:47 languages. So he said, well, these are things called context-free languages, that rule that he
    0:44:54 thought human languages tend to be what he calls context-free languages. But there are simpler
    0:45:00 languages, which are so-called regular languages, and they have a more constrained form to the rules
    0:45:05 of the phrase structure of these particular rules. So he basically discovered and kind of invented
    0:45:12 ways to describe the language. And those are phrase structure, a human language. And he was
    0:45:19 mostly interested in English initially in his work in the ’50s.
    0:45:22 So quick questions around all this. So formal language theory is the big field of just studying
    0:45:27 language formally. Yes. And it doesn’t have to be human language there. We can have computer
    0:45:31 languages, any kind of system which is generating some set of expressions in a language. And those
    0:45:41 could be like the statements in a computer language, for example. So it could be that
    0:45:48 or it could be human language. So technically, you can study programming languages?
    0:45:52 Yes. And have been heavily studied using this formalism. There’s a big field of programming
    0:45:57 language within the formal language. Okay. And then phrase structure, grammar, is this idea
    0:46:04 that you can break down language into this S-N-P-V-P type of thing? It’s a particular
    0:46:09 formalism for describing language. And Chomsky was the first one. He’s the one who figured
    0:46:15 that stuff out back in the ’50s. And that’s equivalent, actually. The context-free grammar
    0:46:22 is actually kind of equivalent in the sense that it generates the same sentences as a
    0:46:26 dependency grammar would. The dependency grammar is a little simpler in some way. You just have a
    0:46:32 root and it goes, like, we don’t have any of these, the rules are implicit, I guess,
    0:46:36 and we just have connections between words. The phrase structure, grammar is kind of a
    0:46:40 different way to think about the dependency grammar. It’s slightly more complicated, but
    0:46:45 it’s kind of the same in some ways. So to clarify, dependency grammar is the framework under which
    0:46:52 you see language and you make a case that this is a good way to describe language. And
    0:46:58 Noam Chomsky is watching this. He’s very upset right now, so I’m just kidding. But what’s the
    0:47:05 difference between where’s the place of disagreement between phrase structure, grammar, and dependency
    0:47:12 grammar? They’re very close. So phrase structure, grammar, and dependency grammar aren’t that far
    0:47:17 apart. I like dependency grammar because it’s more perspicuous, it’s more transparent about
    0:47:23 representing the connections between the words. It’s just a little harder to see in phrase structure
    0:47:27 grammar. The place where Chomsky sort of devolved or went off from this is he also thought there was
    0:47:35 something called movement. And that’s where we disagree. That’s the place where I would say
    0:47:41 we disagree. And I mean, maybe we’ll get into that later. But the idea is, if you want to,
    0:47:46 do you want me to explain that? No, I would love to explain movement. You’re saying so many
    0:47:51 interesting things. Okay, so here’s the movement is Chomsky basically sees English and he says,
    0:47:56 okay, I said, you know, we had that sentence earlier, like it was like two dogs entered the
    0:48:01 room. It’s changed a little bit, say two dogs will enter the room. And he notices that, hey,
    0:48:06 English, if I want to make a question, a yes, no question from that same sentence, I say,
    0:48:12 instead of two dogs will enter the room, I say, will two dogs enter the room? Okay, there’s a
    0:48:16 different way to say the same idea. And it’s like, well, the auxiliary verb that will thing,
    0:48:21 it’s at the front as opposed to in the middle. Okay. And so, and he looked, you know, if you
    0:48:26 look at English, you see that that’s true for all those modal verbs. And for other kinds of
    0:48:32 auxiliary verbs in English, you always do that. You always put an auxiliary verb at the front.
    0:48:36 And what he’s, when he saw that, so, you know, if I say, I can win this bet, can I win this bet,
    0:48:42 right? So I move a can to the front. So actually, that’s a theory, I just gave you a theory there.
    0:48:47 He talks about it as movement, that word in the declarative is the root is the sort of default
    0:48:53 way to think about the sentence. And you move the auxiliary verb to the front, that’s a movement
    0:48:58 theory. Okay. And he just thought that was just so obvious that it must be true that there’s
    0:49:04 nothing more to say about that, that this is how auxiliary verbs work in English. There’s a movement
    0:49:10 rule such that you’re move, like to get from the declarative to the interrogative, you’re moving
    0:49:15 the auxiliary to the front. And it’s a little more complicated as soon as you go to simple,
    0:49:19 simple present and simple past, because, you know, if I say, you know, John slept, you have to say,
    0:49:24 did John sleep, not slept John, right? And so you have to somehow get an auxiliary verb. And I
    0:49:29 guess underlyingly, it’s like slept is it’s a little more complicated than that. But that’s his
    0:49:35 idea. There’s a movement. Okay. And so a different way to think about that, that isn’t, I mean,
    0:49:39 he ended up showing later. So he proposed this theory of grammar, which has movement. And there’s
    0:49:45 other places where he thought there’s movement, not just auxiliary verbs, but things like the passive
    0:49:50 in English and things like questions, WH questions, a bunch of places where he thought there’s also
    0:49:56 movement going on. And each one of those, these things, there’s words, well, phrases and words
    0:50:01 are moving around from one structure to another, which he called deep structure to surface structure.
    0:50:05 I mean, there’s like two different structures in his theory. Okay. There’s a different way to
    0:50:10 think about this, which is there’s no movement at all. There’s a lexical copying rule such that
    0:50:18 the word will or the word can, these auxiliary verbs, they just have two forms. And one of them
    0:50:23 is the declarative and one of them is the interrogative. And you basically have the declarative
    0:50:27 one and, oh, I form the interrogative or I can form one from the other. It doesn’t matter which
    0:50:32 direction you go. And I just have a new entry, which has the same meaning, which has a slightly
    0:50:38 different argument structure, argument structure. It’s a fancy word for the ordering of the words.
    0:50:43 And so if I say, you know, it was the dogs, two dogs can or will enter the room. There’s two forms
    0:50:51 of will. One is will declarative. And then, okay, I’ve got my subject to the left. It comes before
    0:50:58 me. And the verb comes after me in that one. And then the will interrogative is like, oh,
    0:51:03 I go first interrogative will is first. And then I have the subject immediately after and then the
    0:51:09 verb after that. And so you just, you can just generate from one of those words, another word
    0:51:14 with a slightly different argument structure with different ordering. And these are just lexical
    0:51:18 copies. They’re not necessarily moving from one to another. There’s no movement. There’s a romantic
    0:51:23 notion that you have like one main way to use a word. And then you could move it around, which is
    0:51:30 essentially what movement is applying. But that’s the lexical copying is similar. So then we do
    0:51:36 lexical copying for that same idea that maybe the declarative is the source and then we can copy it.
    0:51:42 And so an advantage for, well, there’s multiple advantages of the lexical copying story. It’s
    0:51:48 not my story. This is like Ivan Sog, linguists, a bunch of linguists have been proposing these
    0:51:54 stories as well, you know, in tandem with the movement story. Okay, you know, he’s,
    0:51:58 he’s Ivan Sog died a while ago, but he was one of the proponents of the non-movement of the
    0:52:03 lexical copying story. And so that is that a great advantage is, well, Chomsky, really famously in
    0:52:11 1971, showed that the movement story leads to learnability problems. It leads, it leads to
    0:52:18 problems for, for how language is learned. It’s really, really hard to figure out what the underlying
    0:52:24 structure of a language is. If you have both phrase structure and movement, it’s like really
    0:52:28 hard to figure out what came from what. There’s like a lot of possibilities there. If you don’t
    0:52:33 have that problem, learning, the learning problem gets a lot easier. Just say there’s lexical copies.
    0:52:38 And when we say the learning problem, do you mean like humans learning a new language?
    0:52:42 Yeah, just learning English. So baby is lying around listening to the crib, listening to me
    0:52:47 talk. And, you know, how are they learning English? Or, or, you know, maybe it’s a two-year-old who’s
    0:52:52 learning, you know, interrogatives and stuff or one, you know, they’re, you know, how are they
    0:52:55 doing that? Are they doing it from like, are they figuring out or like, you know, so Chomsky said,
    0:53:01 it’s impossible to figure it out, actually. He said it’s actually impossible, not, not hard,
    0:53:05 but impossible. And therefore, that’s what that’s where universal grammar comes from,
    0:53:10 is that it has to be built in. And so what they’re learning is that there’s some built in movement
    0:53:16 is built in in his story is absolutely part of your language module. And, and then you are,
    0:53:23 you’re just setting parameters, you’re said depending on English is just sort of a variant
    0:53:27 of the universal grammar. And you’re figuring out, oh, which orders do those English do these
    0:53:32 things? That’s the, the non-movement story doesn’t have this. It’s like much more bottom up.
    0:53:38 You’re learning rules. You’re learning rules one by one. And, oh, there’s this, this word is connected
    0:53:44 to that word. A great advantage, another advantage, it’s learnable. Another advantage of it is that
    0:53:49 it predicts that not all auxiliaries might move, like it, it might depend on the word, depending
    0:53:55 on whether you, and that turns out to be true. So there’s words that, that don’t really work
    0:54:02 as auxiliar, you know, they work in declarative and not in an interrogative. So I can say,
    0:54:06 I’ll give you the opposite first. If I can say, aren’t I invited to the party? Okay. And that’s an,
    0:54:13 that’s an interrogative form, but it’s not from I aren’t invited to the party. There is no I aren’t,
    0:54:19 right? So that’s, that’s interrogative only. And, and then we also have forms like ought. I,
    0:54:26 I ought to do this. And, and I guess some British, old British people can say,
    0:54:30 exactly. It doesn’t sound right, does it? For me, it sounds ridiculous. I don’t even think
    0:54:36 ought is great, but I mean, I totally recognize I ought to do. It is not too bad, actually. I can
    0:54:40 say ought to do this. That sounds pretty good. Yeah. If I’m trying to sound sophisticated, maybe.
    0:54:44 I don’t know. It just sounds completely out to me. Yeah. Anyway, it’s, it’s, so there are variants
    0:54:49 here. And a lot of these words just work in one versus the other. And, and that’s like fine under
    0:54:55 the lexical copying story. It’s like, well, you just learn the usage, whatever the usage is,
    0:55:00 is what you, is what you do with this, with this word. But it doesn’t, it’s a little bit harder
    0:55:05 in the movement story, the movement story, like that’s an advantage, I think of lexical copying
    0:55:09 and in all these different places, there’s, there’s all these usage variants, which make the movement
    0:55:15 story a little bit harder to work. So one of the main divisions here is the movement story versus
    0:55:22 the lexical copy story that has to do about the auxiliary words and so on. But if you rewind to
    0:55:28 the phrase structure grammar versus dependency grammar, those are equivalent in some sense
    0:55:34 in that for any dependency grammar, I can generate a dependency, a phrase structure grammar, which
    0:55:39 generates exactly the same sentences. I just, I just like the dependency grammar formalism because
    0:55:46 it makes something really salient, which is the dependent, the lengths of dependencies between
    0:55:52 words, which isn’t so obvious in the, in the phrase, in the phrase structure, it’s just kind
    0:55:56 of hard to see. It’s in there. It’s just very, very, it’s opaque. Technically, I think phrase
    0:56:02 structure grammar is mappable to dependency grammar. And vice versa. And vice versa. But there’s like
    0:56:07 these like little labels S and PVP. Yeah. For a particular dependency grammar, you can make a
    0:56:13 phrase structure grammar, which generates exactly those same sentences and vice versa.
    0:56:17 But there are many phrase structure grammars, which you can’t really make a dependency grammar.
    0:56:21 I mean, there, you can do a lot more in a phrase structure grammar, but you get many more of these
    0:56:26 extra nodes, basically, you can have more structure in there. And some people like that. And maybe
    0:56:32 there’s value to that. I, I don’t like it. Well, for you, so we should clarify. So dependency grammar
    0:56:39 is just, well, one word depends on only one other word and you form these trees.
    0:56:43 And that makes, it really puts priority on those dependencies, just like as a, as a tree that you
    0:56:50 can then measure the distance of the dependency from one word to the other, they can then map to
    0:56:56 the cognitive processing of the, of these sentences, how well, how easy it is to understand
    0:57:02 all that kind of stuff. So it just puts the focus on just like the mathematical
    0:57:08 distance of dependence between words. So like, it’s just a good different focus.
    0:57:13 Absolutely. Just continue on a thread of Chomsky because it’s really interesting because it,
    0:57:18 as you’re discussing disagreement to the degree there’s disagreement, you’re also telling the
    0:57:23 history of the study of language, which is really awesome. So you mentioned context free versus regular.
    0:57:29 Does that distinction come into play for dependency grammars?
    0:57:34 No, not at all. I mean, regular languages are too simple for human languages. They are,
    0:57:41 it’s a part of the hierarchy, but human languages are in the phrase structure world are definitely,
    0:57:48 at least context free, maybe a little bit more, a little bit harder than that. But so there’s
    0:57:55 something called context sensitive as well, where you can have, like this is just the formal language
    0:58:00 description. In a context free grammar, you have one, this is like a bunch of like formal
    0:58:07 language theory we’re doing here. I love it. Okay. So you have a left hand side category,
    0:58:12 and you’re expanding to anything on the right is a, that’s a context free. So like the idea is that
    0:58:17 that category on the left expands in independent of context to those things, whatever they’re on
    0:58:21 the right, doesn’t matter what. And a context sensitive says, okay, I actually have more than
    0:58:28 one thing on the left. I can tell you only in this context, you know, I have maybe you have like a
    0:58:33 left and a right context or just a left context or a right context, I have two or more stuff on the
    0:58:37 left tells you how to expand that those things in that way. Okay. So it’s context sensitive.
    0:58:42 A regular language is just more constrained. And so it, it doesn’t allow anything on the right.
    0:58:49 It allows very, it allows, basically, it’s a one very complicated rule is kind of what a regular
    0:58:56 language is. And so it doesn’t have any, let’s just say long distance dependencies, it doesn’t
    0:59:01 allow recursion, for instance, there’s no recursion. Yeah, recursion is where you, which is human
    0:59:06 languages have recursion, they have embedding, and you can’t, well, it doesn’t allow center embedded
    0:59:11 recursion, which human languages have, which is what center embedded recursion within a sentence,
    0:59:16 within a sentence. Yeah, within a sentence. So here we’re going to get to that. But I, you know,
    0:59:19 the formal language stuff is a little aside, Chomsky wasn’t proposing it for human languages
    0:59:24 even, he was just pointing out that human languages are context free. And then he was most in, for,
    0:59:29 for human, because that was kind of stuff we did for formal languages. And what he was most interested
    0:59:33 in was human language. And that’s like the, the movement is where we, we, we, where, where he
    0:59:39 sort of set off in, on the, I would say a very interesting, but wrong foot, it was kind of
    0:59:44 interesting. It’s a very, I agree, it’s kind of a very interesting history. So there’s a set,
    0:59:48 he proposed this multiple theories in 57 and then 65, they’re, they all have this framework,
    0:59:54 though, was phrase structure plus movement, different versions of the, of the phrase structure
    0:59:58 and the movement in the 57, these are the most famous original bits of Chomsky’s work. And then
    1:00:02 71 is when he figured out that those lead to learning problems, that, that there’s cases where
    1:00:07 a kid could never figure out which rule, which set of rules was intended. And, and so, and then
    1:00:15 he said, well, that means it’s innate. It’s kind of interesting. He just really thought the movement
    1:00:19 was just so obviously true that he couldn’t, he didn’t even entertain giving it up. It’s just
    1:00:25 obvious that that’s obviously right. And it was later where people figured out that there’s all
    1:00:30 these like subtle ways in which things would, which look like generalizations aren’t generalizations,
    1:00:36 and they, you know, across the category, they’re, they’re word specific and they have, and they,
    1:00:40 they kind of work, but they don’t work across various other words in the category. And so it’s
    1:00:44 easier to just think of these things as lexical copies. And I think he was very obsessed. I don’t
    1:00:50 know, I’m guessing that he just, he really wanted this story to be simple in some sense and language
    1:00:56 is a little more complicated. In some sense, you know, he didn’t like words. He never talks about
    1:01:01 words. He likes to talk about combinations of words and words are, you know, look up a dictionary,
    1:01:05 there’s 50 senses for a common word, right? The word take will have 30 or 40 senses in it.
    1:01:11 So there’ll be many different senses for common words. And he just doesn’t think about that. It’s,
    1:01:17 or doesn’t think that’s language. I think he doesn’t think that’s language. He thinks that
    1:01:22 words are distinct from combinations of words. I think they’re the same. If you look at my brain
    1:01:29 in the scanner, while I’m listening to a language I understand, and you compare, I can localize my
    1:01:36 language network in a few minutes in like 15 minutes. And what you do is I listen to a language I
    1:01:40 know, I listen to, you know, maybe some language I don’t know, or I listen to muffled speech, or I
    1:01:46 read sentences, and I read non-words, like I do anything like this, anything that sort of really
    1:01:50 like English and anything that’s not very like English. So I’ve got something like it and not,
    1:01:54 and I got a control. And the voxels, which is just, you know, the 3D pixels in my brain that are
    1:02:02 responding most is a language area. And that’s this left lateralized area in my head. And,
    1:02:10 and wherever I look in that network, if you look for the combinations versus the words,
    1:02:15 it’s, it’s, it’s everywhere. It’s the same. That’s fascinating. And so it’s like hard to find,
    1:02:20 there are no areas that we know. I mean, that’s, it’s a little overstated right now. At this,
    1:02:26 at this point, the technology isn’t great. It’s not bad, but we have the best, the best way to
    1:02:31 figure out what’s going on in my brain when I’m listening or reading language is to use
    1:02:35 FMRI, functional magnetic resonance imaging. And that’s a very good localization method. So I can
    1:02:42 figure out where exactly these signals are coming from pretty, you know, down to, you know, millimeters,
    1:02:47 you know, cubic millimeters are smaller, okay, very small, we can figure those out very well.
    1:02:50 The problem is the when, okay, it’s, it’s measuring oxygen, okay, and oxygen takes
    1:02:57 a little while to get to those cells. So it takes on the order of seconds. So I talk fast. I probably
    1:03:03 listen fast and like, and probably understand things really fast. So a lot of stuff happens
    1:03:06 in two seconds. And so to say that we know what’s going on, that the words right now in that network,
    1:03:14 our best guess is that whole network is doing something similar, but maybe different parts
    1:03:19 of that network are doing different things. And that’s probably the case. We just don’t have very
    1:03:24 good methods to figure that out right at this moment. And so since we’re kind of talking about the
    1:03:30 history of the study of language, what other interesting disagreements, and you’re both at
    1:03:36 MIT, or were for a long time, what kind of interesting disagreements, their attention of
    1:03:40 ideas are there between you and Noam Chomsky. And we should say that Noam was in the linguistics
    1:03:46 department. And you’re, I guess, for a time were affiliated there, but primarily brain and cognitive
    1:03:54 science department, which is another way of studying language. And you’ve been talking about
    1:03:58 FMRI. So like, what, is there something else interesting to bring to the surface about the
    1:04:04 disagreement between the two of you, or other people in the industry? Yeah, I mean, I’ve been at
    1:04:10 MIT for 31 years since 1993, and Chomsky’s been there much longer. So I met him, I knew him,
    1:04:18 I met when I first got there, I guess, and I, and we would interact every now and then. I’d say that,
    1:04:23 so I tell you, our biggest difference is our methods. And so that’s the biggest difference
    1:04:31 between me and Noam, is that I gather data from people. I do experiments with people and I gather
    1:04:40 corpus data, whatever, whatever corpus data is available, and we do quantitative methods to
    1:04:44 evaluate any kind of hypothesis we have. He just doesn’t do that. And so, you know, he has never
    1:04:52 once been associated with any experiment or corpus work ever. And so it’s all thought experiments.
    1:04:59 It’s his own intuitions. So I just don’t think that’s the way to do things. That’s a, that’s a,
    1:05:06 you know, across the street, they’re across the street from us, kind of difference between
    1:05:10 brain and cog sci and linguistics. I mean, not all linguists, some of the linguists,
    1:05:14 depending on what you do, more speech oriented, they do more quantitative stuff. But in the,
    1:05:19 in the meaning words and, well, it’s combinations of words and text semantics,
    1:05:24 they tend not to do experiments and corpus analyses. So in linguistics size, probably,
    1:05:31 but the method is a symptom of a bigger approach, which is sort of a psychology philosophy side on
    1:05:38 Noam. And for you, it’s more sort of data driven, sort of almost like mathematical approach.
    1:05:43 Yeah, I mean, I’m a psychologist. So I would say we’re in psychology. You know, I mean,
    1:05:48 brain and cognitive sciences is MIT’s old psychology department. It was a psychology
    1:05:52 department up until 1985. And that became the brain and cognitive science department.
    1:05:56 And so I, I mean, my training isn’t, I call, I mean, my training is math and computer science,
    1:06:00 but I’m a psychologist. I mean, I mean, I don’t know what I am.
    1:06:04 So data driven psychologist. Yeah, you are. I am what I am. But I’m having to be called a linguist.
    1:06:09 I’m happy to be called a computer scientist. I’m happy to be called a psychologist, any of those
    1:06:13 things. But in the actual, like how that manifests itself outside of the methodology is like these
    1:06:18 differences, these cell differences about the movement story versus the lexical copy story.
    1:06:23 Yeah, those are theories, right? So the theories, like the theories are, but I think that the reason
    1:06:28 we differ in part is because of how we evaluate the theories. And so I evaluate theories quantitatively
    1:06:34 and Noam doesn’t. Got it. Okay, well, let’s, let’s explore the theories that you explore in your
    1:06:42 book. Let’s return to this dependency grammar framework of looking at language. What’s a good
    1:06:50 justification why the dependency grammar framework is a good way to explain language? What’s your
    1:06:55 intuition? So the reason I like dependency grammar, as I’ve said before, is that it’s very
    1:07:01 transparent about its representation of distance between words. So it’s like, it all it is, is
    1:07:08 you’ve got a bunch of words you’re connecting together to make a sentence. And a really neat
    1:07:14 insight, which turns out to be true, is that the further apart the pair of words are that you’re
    1:07:20 connecting the harder it is to do the production, the harder it is to do the comprehension is as
    1:07:24 harder to produce, hard to understand when the words are far apart, when they’re close together,
    1:07:28 it’s easy to produce and it’s easy to comprehend. Let me give you an example. Okay, so we have,
    1:07:35 in any language, we have mostly local connections between words, but they’re abstract, the
    1:07:42 connections are abstract, they’re between categories of words. And so you can always
    1:07:46 make things further apart. If you put your, if you add modification, for example, after a noun,
    1:07:53 so a noun in English comes before verb, the subject noun comes before verb. And then there’s an
    1:08:00 object after, for example, so I can say what I said before, you know, the dog entered the room or
    1:08:04 something like that. So I can modify dog. If I say something more about dog after it, then what I’m
    1:08:09 doing is, indirectly, I’m lengthening the dependence between dog and entered by adding more stuff to
    1:08:16 it. So I just make it explicit here if I say the boy who the cat scratched cried. We’re going to
    1:08:27 have a mean cat here. And so what I’ve got here is I get the boy cried, it would be a very short,
    1:08:33 simple sentence. And I just told you something about the boy. And I told you it was the boy
    1:08:38 who the cat scratched. Okay. So the cry is connected to the boy. The cry at the end is
    1:08:44 connected to the boy in the beginning. Right. And so I can do that. And I can say that that’s a
    1:08:47 perfectly fine English sentence. And I can say the cat, which the dog chased ran away or something.
    1:08:56 Okay, I can do that. But it’s really hard. And so I, but it’s really hard now. I’ve got, you know,
    1:09:01 whatever I have here, I have the boy who the cat. Now let’s say I try to modify cat. Okay. The boy
    1:09:07 who the cat, which the dog chased scratched ran away. Oh my God, that’s hard, right? I can,
    1:09:14 I’m sort of just working that through in my head how to produce and how to, and it’s really very,
    1:09:18 just horrendous to understand. It’s not so bad. At least I’ve got intonation there to sort of mark
    1:09:23 the boundaries and stuff. But it’s, that’s really complicated. That’s sort of English in a way. I
    1:09:29 mean, that follows the rules of English. But so what’s interesting about that is, is that what
    1:09:34 I’m doing is nesting dependencies there. I’m putting one, I’ve got a subject connected to a verb
    1:09:39 there. And then I’m modifying that with a clause, another clause, which happens to have a subject
    1:09:45 and a verb relation. I’m trying to do that again on the second one. And what that does is it lengthens
    1:09:50 out the dependence, multiple dependents actually get lengthened out there. The dependencies get
    1:09:54 longer, on the outside ones get long, and even the ones in between get kind of long. And you just,
    1:09:59 so what’s fascinating is that that’s bad. That’s really horrendous in English. But that’s horrendous
    1:10:06 in any language. And so in no matter what language you look at, if you do, just figure out some
    1:10:12 structure where I’m going to have some modification following some head, which is connected to
    1:10:16 some later head, and I do it again, it won’t be good. It guaranteed. Like 100%, that will be
    1:10:22 uninterpretable in that language, in the same way that was uninterpretable in English.
    1:10:26 Just clarify, the distance of the dependencies is whenever the boy cried, there’s a dependence
    1:10:35 between two words, and then you counting the number of what morphemes between them.
    1:10:41 That’s a good question. I just say words. Your words are morphemes between. We don’t know that.
    1:10:45 Actually, that’s a very good question. What is the distance metric? But let’s just say it’s words.
    1:10:48 Sure. Okay. And you’re saying the longer the distance to that dependence, the more, no matter
    1:10:54 the language, except legalese. Even legalese. We’ll talk about it. Okay. But that the people
    1:11:04 will be very upset that speak that language, not upset, but they’ll either not understand it,
    1:11:09 or they’ll be like, their brain will be working in overtime. Yeah. They will have a hard time
    1:11:14 either producing or comprehending it. They might tell you that’s not their language.
    1:11:18 It’s sort of the language. They’ll agree with each of those pieces as part of the language,
    1:11:23 but somehow that combination will be very, very difficult to produce and understand.
    1:11:27 Is that a chicken or the egg issue here? Well, I’m giving you an explanation.
    1:11:32 I’m giving you two kinds of explanations. I’m telling you that center embedding,
    1:11:39 that’s nesting, those are synonyms for the same concept here. And the explanation for what,
    1:11:45 those are always hard. Center embedding and nesting are always hard. And I give you an
    1:11:48 explanation for why they might be hard, which is long distance connections. There’s a,
    1:11:52 when you do center embedding, when you do nesting, you always have long distance connections
    1:11:55 between the dependents. You just, and so that’s not necessarily the right explanation. It just
    1:11:59 happens. I can go through reasons why that’s probably a good explanation. And it’s not really
    1:12:03 just about one of them. So probably it’s a pair of them or something of these dependents that you
    1:12:09 get long, that drives you to be really confused in that case. And so what the behavioral
    1:12:15 consequence there, I mean, we, this is kind of methods, like how do we get at this? You could
    1:12:21 try to do experiments to get people to produce these things. They’re going to have a hard time
    1:12:25 producing them. You can try to do experiments to get them to understand them and see how well
    1:12:29 they understand them, can they understand them. Another method you can do is give people partial
    1:12:35 materials and ask them to complete them, you know, those, those center embedded materials,
    1:12:40 and they, they’ll fail. So I’ve done that. I’ve done all these kinds of things.
    1:12:43 So, wait a minute. So central embedding, meaning like you take a normal sentence,
    1:12:49 like boy cried and inject a bunch of crap in the middle. Yes. That separates the boy and the
    1:12:54 cried. Yes. Okay. That’s central bedding. And nesting is on top of that. No, no, nesting is the
    1:12:59 same thing. Center embedding, those are totally equivalent terms. I’m sorry, I sometimes use
    1:13:02 one in some terms. Oh, got it, got it. They don’t need anything different. Got it. And then
    1:13:06 what you’re saying is there’s a bunch of different kinds of experiments you can do. I mean, I like
    1:13:11 to understanding one is like, have more embedding, more central bedding, is it easier or harder to
    1:13:16 understand, but then you have to measure the level of understanding, I guess. Yeah. Yeah, you could.
    1:13:20 I mean, there’s multiple ways to do that. I mean, there’s, there’s the simplest ways just to ask
    1:13:23 people how good is it sound, how natural is the sound. That’s a very blunt, but very good measure.
    1:13:29 It’s very, very reliable. People will do the same thing. And so it’s like, I don’t know what it means
    1:13:33 exactly, but it’s doing something such that we’re measuring something about the confusion,
    1:13:37 the difficulty associated with those. And those, like, those are giving you a signal,
    1:13:40 that’s why you can say them. Yeah. Okay. What about the completion of the central bed?
    1:13:45 So if you give them a partial sentence, say I say the book which the author who, and I ask you to
    1:13:54 now finish that off for me. I mean, either say it, but you can just say it’s written in front
    1:13:58 of you and you can just type and have as much time as you want. They will, even though that one’s
    1:14:02 not too hard, right? So if I say it’s like the book, it’s like, oh, the book which the author who I
    1:14:08 met wrote was good. You know, that’s a very simple completion for that. You know, if I give that
    1:14:14 completion online somewhere to a, you know, a crowdsourcing platform and ask people to complete
    1:14:20 that, they will miss off of a verb very regularly, like half of the time, maybe two thirds of the
    1:14:26 time, they’ll say, they’ll just leave off one of those verb phrases. Even with that simple, so I’ll
    1:14:30 say the book which the author who, and they’ll say was, they won’t have, that you need three verbs,
    1:14:39 right? I need three verbs are who I met wrote was good, and they’ll give me two. They’ll say,
    1:14:44 who was famous was good or something like that. They’ll just give me two. And that’ll happen about
    1:14:50 60% of the time. So 40%, maybe 30, they’ll do it correctly, correctly, meaning they’ll do a
    1:14:56 three verb phrase. I don’t know what’s correct or not, you know, this is hard. It’s a hard task.
    1:15:00 Yeah, I can actually, I’m struggling with it in my head. Well, it’s easier when you,
    1:15:04 when you look at it, if you look at it a little easier, then listening is pretty tough. Because
    1:15:08 you have to, because there’s no trace of it, you have to remember the words that I’m saying,
    1:15:13 which is very hard, auditorily, we wouldn’t do it this way. We do it written, you can look at it
    1:15:17 and figure it out. It’s easier in many dimensions in some ways, depending on the person. It’s easier
    1:15:21 to gather written data for, I mean, most sort of psycho I work in psycholinguistics, right? Psychology
    1:15:28 of language and stuff. And so a lot of our work is based on written stuff, because it’s so easy to
    1:15:33 gather data from people doing written kinds of tasks. Spoken tasks are just more complicated to
    1:15:39 administer and analyze because people do weird things when they speak. And it’s harder to analyze
    1:15:45 what they do. But they generally point to the same kinds of things.
    1:15:50 It’s okay. So the universal theory of language by Ted Gibson is that you can form dependency,
    1:15:57 you can form trees from any sentences, and that’s right, you can measure the distance in some way
    1:16:03 of those dependencies. And then you can say that most languages have very short dependencies.
    1:16:10 All languages, all languages, all languages have short dependencies. You can actually measure that.
    1:16:14 So a next student of mine, this guy is at University of California Irvine, Richard Futrell,
    1:16:20 did a thing a bunch of years ago now, where he looked at all the languages we could look at,
    1:16:25 which was about 40 initially. And now I think there’s about 60 for which there are dependency
    1:16:31 structures. So they’re meaning there’s got to be a big text, a bunch of texts, which have been
    1:16:36 parsed for their dependency structures. And there’s about 60 of those which have been parsed that
    1:16:40 way. And for all of those, you can, what he did was take any sentence in one of those languages,
    1:16:48 and you can do the dependency structure, and then start at the root. We were talking about
    1:16:52 dependency structures. That’s pretty easy now. And he’s trying to figure out what a control
    1:16:57 way you might say the same sentence is in that language. And so we just like, all right, there’s
    1:17:02 a root, and it has a say as a sentence is, let’s go back to, you know, two dogs entered the room.
    1:17:07 So entered is the root. And entered has two dependents that’s got dogs, and it has room.
    1:17:14 Okay. And what he does is like, let’s scramble that order, that’s three things, the root and the
    1:17:19 head and the two dependents, and into some random order, just random, and then just do that for
    1:17:24 all the dependents down the two. So now look, do it for the, and whatever was two in dogs and for,
    1:17:29 in room. And that’s, you know, that’s not, it’s a very short sentence. When sentences get longer,
    1:17:33 and you have more dependents, there’s more scrambling that’s possible. And what he found,
    1:17:38 what, so that, so, so that that’s one, you can figure out one scrambling for that sentence,
    1:17:42 he did like a hundred times for every sentence in every corp, in every one of these texts,
    1:17:47 every corpus. And, and then he just compared the dependency lengths in those random scramblings
    1:17:53 to what actually happened with what the English or the French or the German was in the original
    1:17:58 language or Chinese or what all these like 80, like, you know, 60 languages. Okay. And, and the
    1:18:02 dependency lengths are always shorter in the real language compared to these, this kind of a control.
    1:18:07 And there’s another, it’s a little more rigid, his control. So the way I described it, you could
    1:18:16 have crossed dependencies, like that by scrambling that way, you could scramble in any way at all.
    1:18:21 Languages don’t do that. They tend not to cross dependencies very much. Like, so the dependency
    1:18:27 structure, they just, they tend to keep things non-crossed. And there’s a, you know, like,
    1:18:31 there’s a technical term, they call that projective, but it’s just non-crossed is all that is
    1:18:35 projective. And so if you just constrain the, the scrambling so that it only gives you projectives,
    1:18:41 sort of non-crossed is the same thing holds. So it’s, so the, you still, still human languages are
    1:18:46 much shorter than these, this kind of a control. So there’s like, what it means is that, that we’re,
    1:18:52 in every language, we’re trying to put things close in relative to this kind of a control.
    1:18:58 Like there, it doesn’t matter about the word order, some of these are verb final, some of the
    1:19:01 means are verb, media-like English. And some are even verb initial. There are a few languages,
    1:19:05 the world, which have VSO, world order, word order, verb, subject, object languages,
    1:19:10 haven’t talked about those. It’s like 10% of the,
    1:19:13 And even, even in those languages, it’s still short dependencies.
    1:19:17 Short dependencies is rules.
    1:19:19 Okay. So how, what, what, what are some possible explanations for that?
    1:19:22 For why, why languages have evolved that way? So that, that’s one of the,
    1:19:29 as opposed to disagreements you might have with Chomsky. So you consider the evolution
    1:19:33 of language in, in terms of information theory. And for you, the purpose of language is ease of
    1:19:43 communication, right, in processing. That’s right. That’s right. So I mean, the, the story here is just
    1:19:47 about communication. It is just about production, really. It’s about ease of production is the story.
    1:19:53 When you say production, can you, oh, I just mean ease of language production. It’s easier for me
    1:19:57 to say things when the, when I’m doing, whenever I’m talking to you is somehow I’m
    1:20:02 formulating some idea in my head and I’m putting these words together. And it’s easier for me to do
    1:20:07 that, uh, to put, to say something where the words are close, closely connected in a dependency,
    1:20:13 as opposed to separated, like by putting something in between and over and over again. I, it’s just
    1:20:18 hard for me to keep that in my head. It like, that’s, that’s the whole story. Like the story,
    1:20:22 it’s basically, it’s like the dependency grammar sort of gives that to you. Like just like long,
    1:20:27 long as bad, short as good. It’s like easier to keep in mind because you have to keep it in mind for
    1:20:32 probably for production, probably, you know, probably matters in comprehension as well. Like
    1:20:36 also matters in comprehension. It’s on both sides of it. The production and the, but I would guess
    1:20:40 it’s probably evolved for production. Like it’s about producing. It’s what’s easier for me to say
    1:20:45 that ends up being easier for you also. I, that’s very hard to disentangle this idea of who’s it for.
    1:20:51 Is it for me, the speaker, or is it for you, the listener? I mean, part of my language is for
    1:20:55 you. Like the way I talk to you is going to be different from how I talk to different people.
    1:21:00 So I’m, I’m definitely angling what I’m saying to who I’m saying, right? It’s not like I’m just
    1:21:05 talking the same way to every single person. And so I am sensitive to my audience, but how does
    1:21:12 that, does that, you know, work itself out in the, in the dependency link differences? I don’t
    1:21:17 know. Maybe that’s about just the words, that part, you know, which words I select. My initial
    1:21:21 intuition is that you optimize language for the audience. Yeah. But it’s just kind of like messing
    1:21:28 with my head a little bit to say that some of the optimization might be, maybe the primary objective,
    1:21:34 the optimization might be the ease of production. We have different senses, I guess. I’m, I’m like
    1:21:39 very selfish and you’re like, I think it’s like, it’s all about me. I’m like, I’m just doing the
    1:21:45 easiest for me at all times. I don’t want to, I’m like, I’ll, I mean, but I have to, of course,
    1:21:49 choose the words that I think you’re going to know. I’m not going to choose words you don’t
    1:21:54 know. In fact, I’m going to fix that when I, you know, so there it’s about, but, but maybe for,
    1:21:58 for the syntax, for the combinations, it’s just about me. I feel like it’s, I don’t know though,
    1:22:03 it’s very hard. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, but the purpose of communication is to
    1:22:06 be understood, is to convince others and so on. So like the selfish thing is to be understood.
    1:22:11 Okay. It’s about the listener. It’s a little circular there too then. Okay. Right. I mean,
    1:22:14 like the ease of production helps me be understood then. I don’t think it’s circular.
    1:22:21 So I think the primary, I think the primary objective is to be understood, is about the
    1:22:25 listener. Because otherwise, the, if you’re optimizing to, for the ease of production, then
    1:22:30 you’re, you’re not going to have any of the interesting complexity of language. Like you’re
    1:22:34 trying to like explain. Well, let’s control for what it is I want to say. Like I, I’m saying let’s
    1:22:38 control for the thing, the, the message control for the message. I want to tell you, the message
    1:22:42 needs to be understood. That’s the goal. Oh, but that’s the meaning. So I’m still talking about
    1:22:46 the form, just the form of the meaning. How do I frame the form of the meaning is all I’m talking
    1:22:52 about. You’re talking about a harder thing. I think it’s like, how am I like trying to change
    1:22:56 the meaning. Let’s, let’s keep the meaning constant. Like which, if you keep the meaning constant,
    1:23:02 how can I phrase whatever it is I need to say, like I got to pick the right words and I’m going
    1:23:07 to pick the order so that it’s, so it’s easy for me. You know, that’s, that’s, that’s what I think
    1:23:11 is probably like. I think I’m still tying meaning and form together in my head. But you’re saying,
    1:23:18 if you keep the meaning of what you’re saying constant, what the optimization, yeah, it could be
    1:23:23 the primary objective of that optimization is the, for production. That’s interesting. I’m,
    1:23:30 I’m struggling to keep constant and meaning. It’s just so, I mean, I’m, I’m such a, I’m a human,
    1:23:36 right? So for me, the form without having introspected on this, the form and the meaning
    1:23:43 are tied together, like deeply because I’m a human. Like for me, when I’m speaking,
    1:23:50 because I haven’t thought about language, like in a rigorous way about the form of language.
    1:23:55 But look, for any event, there’s, there’s an, an unbounded, I don’t, I don’t want to say infinite,
    1:24:03 but sort of ways of that. I might communicate that same event. This two dogs entered a room,
    1:24:08 I can say, in many, many different ways. I can say, Hey, there’s two dogs. They entered the room.
    1:24:14 Hey, the room was entered by something. The thing that was entered was two dogs. I mean,
    1:24:18 there’s, I mean, it’s kind of awkward and weird and stuff. But those are all similar messages
    1:24:22 with different forms, but different ways that might frame. And of course,
    1:24:27 I use the same words there all the time. I could have referred to the dogs as, you know,
    1:24:32 a Dalmatian and a Poodle or something. You know, I could have been more specific or less specific
    1:24:36 about what they are. And I could have said, been more abstract about, about, about the number.
    1:24:40 There’s like, so I, like, I’m trying to keep the meaning, which is this event constant. And then
    1:24:46 how am I going to describe that to get that to you? It kind of depends on what you need to know,
    1:24:50 right? And what I think you need to know. But I’m like, let’s control for all that stuff
    1:24:54 and not, and, and I’m just like choosing about, I’m doing something simpler than you’re doing,
    1:24:59 which is just forms. Yes. Just words to you specifying the species, the breed of dog and
    1:25:06 whether they’re cute or not is changing the meaning. That might be. Yeah. Yeah. That would be
    1:25:11 changing. Well, that would be changing the meaning for sure. Right. So you’re just, yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
    1:25:16 That’s changing the meaning. But say, even if we keep that constant, we can still talk about what’s
    1:25:20 easier or hard for me, right? The listener and the, and the, which phrase structures I use,
    1:25:26 which combinations, which this is so fascinating and just like a really powerful window into human
    1:25:34 language. But I wonder still throughout this, how vast the gap between meaning and form. I just,
    1:25:42 I just have this, like, maybe romanticize notion that they’re close together, that they evolve
    1:25:48 close to like hand in hand, that you can’t just simply optimize for one without the other being
    1:25:55 in the room with us. Like it’s, well, it’s kind of like an iceberg. Form is the tip of the iceberg
    1:26:01 and the rest, the, the meaning is the iceberg, but you can’t like separate. But I think that’s why
    1:26:06 these large language models are so successful is because they’re good at form and form isn’t that
    1:26:11 hard in some sense. And meaning is tough still. And that’s why they’re not, they’re, you know,
    1:26:16 they don’t understand what they’re doing. We’re going to talk about that later maybe, but
    1:26:20 like we can distinguish in our forget about large language models, like humans, maybe you’ll
    1:26:26 talk about that later too, is like the difference between language, which is a communication system
    1:26:31 and thinking, which is meaning. So language is a communication system for the meaning. It’s not
    1:26:37 the meaning. And so that’s why, I mean, that, and there’s a lot of interesting evidence we can talk
    1:26:42 about relevant, relevant to that. Well, I mean, that’s a really interesting question. What is the
    1:26:46 different, what is the difference between language written, communicated versus thought?
    1:26:54 What to use the difference between them? Well, you or anyone cast a think of a task, which they
    1:27:02 think is, is a good thinking task. And there’s lots and lots of tasks, which should be good thinking
    1:27:07 tasks. And whatever those tasks are, let’s say it’s, you know, playing chess, or that’s a good
    1:27:12 thinking task, or playing some game, or doing some complex puzzles, maybe, maybe remembering
    1:27:18 some digits that’s thinking, remembering some, a lot of different tasks we might think, maybe
    1:27:22 just listening to music is thinking, or there’s a lot of different tasks we might think of is
    1:27:26 thinking. There’s a woman in my department at Federico, and she’s done a lot of work on this
    1:27:31 question about what’s the connection between language and thought. And so she uses, I was
    1:27:36 referring earlier to MRI, fMRI, that’s her primary method. And so she has been really
    1:27:42 fascinated by this question about whether, what language is, okay? And so as I mentioned earlier,
    1:27:48 you can localize my language area, your language area in a few minutes, okay? In like 15 minutes,
    1:27:53 I can listen to language, listen to non-language, or backward speech, or something. And we’ll find
    1:27:59 areas left lateralized network in my head, which is especially, which is very sensitive to
    1:28:05 language, as opposed to whatever that control was, okay? Can you specify what you mean by
    1:28:09 language, like communicated language? Just sentences. You know, I’m listening to English
    1:28:13 of any kind story, or I can read sentences, anything at all that I understand, if I understand it,
    1:28:18 then it’ll activate my language network. So right now, my language network is going like crazy
    1:28:23 when I’m talking, and when I’m listening to you, because we’re both, we’re communicating.
    1:28:28 And that’s pretty stable. Yeah, it’s incredibly stable. So I’ve, I happen to be married to this
    1:28:34 woman at Federico. So I’ve been scanned by her over and over and over since 2007 or six or something.
    1:28:39 And so my language network is exactly the same, you know, like a month ago, as it was back in 2007.
    1:28:45 It’s amazingly stable. It’s astounding. And with it, it’s, it’s a really fundamentally cool thing.
    1:28:51 And so my language network is, it’s like my face, okay? It’s not changing much over time inside my
    1:28:56 head. Can I ask a quick question? Sorry, I was a small tangent. At which point in the,
    1:29:01 as you grow up from baby to adult, does it stabilize? We don’t know. Like that’s,
    1:29:07 that’s a very hard question. They’re working on that right now, because of the problem scanning
    1:29:11 little kids, like doing the, trying to do local, trying to do the, the localization on little
    1:29:17 children in this scanner, or you’re lying in the fMRI scan, that’s the best way to figure out where
    1:29:21 something’s going on inside our brains. And the scanner is loud and you’re in this tiny little
    1:29:26 area, you’re claustrophobic. And it doesn’t bother me at all. I can go to sleep in there.
    1:29:31 But some people are bothered by it. And little kids don’t really like it. And they don’t like to
    1:29:34 lie still. And you have to be really still because you move around, that’s, that messes up the
    1:29:39 coordinates of where, where everything is. And so, you know, try to get, you know, your question is,
    1:29:43 how and when are language developing, you know, how, when, how does this left lateralized system
    1:29:48 come to play? Where does it, you know, and it’s really hard to get a two year old to do this task.
    1:29:52 But you can maybe, they’re starting to get three and four and five year olds to do this task for
    1:29:56 short periods. And it looks like it’s there pretty early. So clearly, when you lead up to your, like,
    1:30:01 a baby’s first words, before that, there’s a lot of fascinating turmoil going on about like figuring
    1:30:08 out like, what are, what are these people saying? Yeah. And you’re trying to like make sense. How
    1:30:13 does that connect to the world? And all that kind of stuff. Yeah, that might be just fascinating
    1:30:18 development that’s happening there. That’s hard to introspect. But anyway, you,
    1:30:22 we’re back to the scanner. And I can find my network in 15 minutes. And now we can ask a,
    1:30:28 we can ask, find my network, find yours, find, you know, 20 other people do this task.
    1:30:31 And we can do some other tasks. Anything else you think is thinking of some other thing. I can
    1:30:36 do a spatial memory task. I can do a music perception task. I can do programming task,
    1:30:43 if I program, okay, I can do what, where I can like understand computer programs. And
    1:30:49 none of those tasks will tap the language network at all, like at all. There’s no overlap. They’re,
    1:30:54 they’re highly activated in other parts of the brain. There’s a, there’s a bilateral network,
    1:30:59 which I think she tends to call the multiple demands network, which does anything kind of hard. And,
    1:31:04 and so anything that’s kind of difficult in some ways will activate that multiple demands network.
    1:31:10 I mean, music will be in some music area, you know, there’s music specific kinds of areas. And so,
    1:31:14 but they’re, but, but none of them are activating the language area at all, unless there’s words.
    1:31:20 Like, so if you have music and there’s a song and you can hear the words, then then you get the
    1:31:25 language area. We’re talking about speaking and listening, but are, or are we also talking about
    1:31:29 reading? This is all comprehension of any kind. And so, that is fast. So what this, this, this
    1:31:35 network doesn’t make any difference if it’s written or spoken. So the, the, the thing that she calls,
    1:31:41 Federico calls the, the language network is this high level language. So it’s not about the spoken,
    1:31:45 the spoken language, and it’s not about the written language. It’s about either one of them.
    1:31:49 And so we’re, so when you do speech, you’re sort of listed, you either, you’re listening to speech,
    1:31:53 and you’d, you’d, you’d subtract away some language you don’t understand. And so, or you
    1:31:57 subtract away back, backward speech, which signs, sounds like speech, but it isn’t. And, and then,
    1:32:02 so you take away the sound part altogether. And so, and then if you do written, you get exactly
    1:32:08 the same network. So for just reading the language versus reading sort of nonsense words or something
    1:32:13 like that, you’ll find exactly the same network. And so it’s just about high level,
    1:32:17 the comprehension of language. Yeah. In this case, and the same thing happened,
    1:32:21 production’s a little harder to run the scanner, but the same thing happens in production. You get
    1:32:24 the same network. So production’s a little harder. You have to figure out how do you run a task,
    1:32:28 you know, in the network such that you’re doing some kind of production. And I can’t remember
    1:32:31 what, they’ve done a bunch of different kinds of tasks there where you get people to, you know,
    1:32:36 produce things. Yeah. Figure out how to produce. And the same network
    1:32:39 goes on there. Exactly the same place. And so if, wait, wait, so if you read random words.
    1:32:44 Yeah. If you read things like, um, like gibberish. Yeah. Yeah. Lewis Carroll’s,
    1:32:49 it was brilliant. Jabberwocky, right? They call that Jabberwocky speech.
    1:32:52 The network doesn’t get activated. Not as much. There are words in there.
    1:32:56 Yeah. Because it’s like, there’s, there’s function words and stuff. So it’s lower
    1:32:59 activation. Yeah. Yeah. So there’s like, basically the more language like it is, the higher it goes
    1:33:05 in the language network. And that network is there from when you speak from as soon as you
    1:33:10 learn language. And, and it’s, it’s there. Like you speak multiple languages, the same network
    1:33:16 is going for your multiple languages. So you speak English, you speak Russian,
    1:33:19 both of them are hitting that same network. If you, if you’re fluent in those languages.
    1:33:24 So programming. Not at all. Isn’t that amazing? Even if you’re a really good programmer,
    1:33:29 that is not a human language. It’s just not conveying the same information. And so it is
    1:33:34 not in the language network. And so that has mind blowing as I think that’s pretty cool.
    1:33:38 That’s weird. It is amazing. And so that’s like one set of day. This is hers like shows that
    1:33:43 what you might think is thinking is, is not language. Language is just the seek, just,
    1:33:48 just this conventionalized system that we’ve worked out in human languages. Oh, another fascinating
    1:33:54 little bit tidbit is that even if they’re these constructed languages like Klingon or I don’t
    1:34:01 know the languages from Game of Thrones, I’m sorry. I don’t remember those languages. Maybe
    1:34:04 a lot of people offended right now. There’s people that speak those languages. They really
    1:34:08 speak those languages because the people that wrote the languages for the shows,
    1:34:13 they did an amazing job of constructing on something like a human language. And those,
    1:34:19 that, that lights up the language area. That’s like, because they can speak, you know,
    1:34:24 pretty much arbitrary thoughts in a human language. It’s not a, it’s a constructed human
    1:34:28 language. Probably it’s related to human languages because the people that were constructing them
    1:34:32 wasn’t were making them like human languages in various ways, but it also activates the same
    1:34:36 network, which is pretty, pretty cool. Anyway, sorry to go into a place where you may be
    1:34:41 a little bit philosophical, but is it possible that this area of the brain is doing some kind
    1:34:47 of translation into a deeper set of almost like concepts? It has to be doing. So it’s
    1:34:55 doing in communication, right? It is translating from thought, whatever that is, is more abstract,
    1:35:00 and it’s doing that. That’s what it’s doing. Like it is, that is kind of what it is doing.
    1:35:04 It’s kind of a meaning network, I guess. Yeah, like a translation network.
    1:35:08 Yeah. But I wonder what is at the core at the bottom of it? Like what are thoughts? Are they,
    1:35:13 thoughts, to me, like thoughts and words, are they neighbors or are, is it one turtle sitting
    1:35:20 on top of the other? Meaning like, is there a deep set of concepts that we… Well, there’s
    1:35:26 connections right between what these things mean and then there’s probably other parts of the brain
    1:35:31 that what these things mean. And so when I’m talking about whatever it is I want to talk about,
    1:35:36 it’ll be represented somewhere else. That knowledge of whatever that is will be represented
    1:35:41 somewhere else. Well, I wonder if there’s like some stable, nicely compressed encoding of meanings
    1:35:48 that’s separate from language. I guess the implication here is that we don’t think in
    1:35:57 language. That’s correct. Isn’t that cool? And that’s so interesting. So people, I mean,
    1:36:03 this is like hard to do experiments on, but there is this idea of an inner voice and a lot of people
    1:36:09 have an inner voice. And so if you do a poll on the internet and ask if you hear yourself talking
    1:36:14 when you’re just thinking or whatever, about 70 or 80% of people will say yes. Most people
    1:36:19 have an inner voice. I don’t. And so I always find this strange. So when people talk about an
    1:36:25 inner voice, I always thought this was a metaphor. And they hear, I know most of you, whoever’s
    1:36:30 listening to this thinks I’m crazy now because I don’t have an inner voice and I just don’t know
    1:36:35 what you’re listening to. It sounds so kind of annoying to me, but to have this voice going on
    1:36:40 while you’re thinking, but I guess most people have that. And I don’t have that. And I don’t,
    1:36:46 we don’t really know what that connects to. I wonder if the inner voice activates that same
    1:36:50 network. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I mean, this could be speachy, right? So that’s
    1:36:55 like, do you hear, do you have an inner voice? I don’t think so. A lot of people have this sense
    1:37:00 that they hear themselves and then say they read someone’s email. I’ve heard people tell me that
    1:37:06 they hear that other person’s voice when they read other people’s emails. And I’m like, wow,
    1:37:11 that sounds so disruptive. I do think I like vocalize what I’m reading, but I don’t think I hear a
    1:37:17 voice. Well, that’s, you probably don’t have an inner voice. Yeah, I don’t think I have an inner voice.
    1:37:20 People have an inner voice. People have this strong percept of hearing sound in their heads
    1:37:26 when they’re just thinking. I refuse to believe that’s the majority of people. Majority, absolutely.
    1:37:31 What? It’s like two thirds or three quarters. It’s a lot. I would never ask class. And I went
    1:37:36 internet. They always say that. So you’re in a minority. It could be a self report flaw.
    1:37:41 It could be. You know, when I’m reading inside my head, I’m kind of like saying the words,
    1:37:50 which is probably the wrong way to read, but I don’t hear a voice. There’s no press,
    1:37:55 percept of a voice. I refuse to believe the majority people have. Anyway, it’s a fascinating,
    1:38:01 the human brain is fascinating, but it still blew my mind that the, that language does appear,
    1:38:06 comprehension does appear to be separate from thinking. So that’s one set. One set of data
    1:38:14 from Fedorenko’s group is that no matter what task you do, if it doesn’t have words and combinations
    1:38:21 of words in it, then it won’t light up the language network. And, you know, you could, it’ll be active
    1:38:26 somewhere else, but not there. So that’s one. And then this other piece of evidence relevant
    1:38:32 to that question is, it turns out there are these, this group of people who’ve had a massive stroke
    1:38:38 on the left side and wiped out their language network. And as long as they didn’t wipe out
    1:38:43 everything on the right as well, in that case, they wouldn’t be, you know, cognitively functionable.
    1:38:47 But if they just wiped out language, which is pretty tough to do because it’s,
    1:38:50 it’s very expansive on the left. But if they have, then there are these, there’s patients
    1:38:55 like this called so-called global aphasics who can do any task just fine, but not language.
    1:39:02 They can’t, you can’t talk to them. I mean, they don’t understand you. They can’t speak,
    1:39:07 can’t write, they can’t read, but they can do, they can play chess, they can drive their cars,
    1:39:12 they can do all kinds of other stuff, you know, do math, they can do all, like, so math is not
    1:39:16 in the language area, for instance, you do arithmetic and stuff. That’s not language area.
    1:39:20 It’s got symbols. So people sort of confuse some kind of symbolic processing with language. And
    1:39:23 symbolic processing is not the same. So there are symbols and they have meaning, but it’s not
    1:39:28 language. It’s not a, you know, conventionalized language system. And so language, so math isn’t
    1:39:33 there. And so they can do math. They do just as well as their control, age match controls and
    1:39:38 all these tasks. This is Rosemary Varley over in University College London, who has a bunch of
    1:39:42 patients who she’s shown this that they’re just, so that sort of combination suggests that language
    1:39:50 isn’t necessary for thinking. It doesn’t mean that you can’t think in language. You could think
    1:39:55 in language because language allows a lot of expression, but it’s just, you don’t need it
    1:39:59 for thinking. It suggests that language is separate, is a separate system.
    1:40:03 This is kind of blowing my mind right now. It’s cool, isn’t it? I’m trying to load that in
    1:40:07 because it has implications for large language models. It sure does. And they’ve been working
    1:40:13 on that. Well, let’s take a stroll there. You wrote that the best current theories of human
    1:40:18 language are arguably large language models. So this has to do with form. It’s kind of a big
    1:40:24 theory. And, but the reason it’s arguably the best is that it does the best at predicting
    1:40:30 what’s English, for instance. It’s, it’s like incredibly good, you know, it better than any
    1:40:35 other theory. It’s so, you know, but, you know, we don’t, you know, there’s, it’s not sort of,
    1:40:39 there’s not enough detail. It’s opaque. Like there’s not, you don’t know what’s going on.
    1:40:43 You know what’s going on. It’s another black box. But I think it’s, you know, it is a theory.
    1:40:47 What’s your definition of a theory? Because it’s a gigantic, it’s a gigantic black box with,
    1:40:52 you know, a very large number of parameters controlling it. To me, theory usually requires
    1:40:57 a simplicity, right? Well, I don’t know. Maybe I’m just being loose there. I think it’s a,
    1:41:03 it’s not, it’s not a great theory, but it’s a theory. It’s a good theory in one sense in that
    1:41:07 it covers all the data. Like anything you want to say in English, it does. And so that’s why it’s,
    1:41:11 that’s how it’s arguably the best is that no other theory is as good as a large language model in
    1:41:16 predicting exactly what’s good and what’s bad in English. Now you’re saying, is it a good theory?
    1:41:22 Well, probably not, you know, because I want a smaller theory than that. It’s too big. I agree.
    1:41:27 You could probably construct a mechanism by which it can generate a simple explanation
    1:41:33 of a particular language, like a set of rules, something like it could generate a dependency
    1:41:41 grammar for a language, right? Yeah. You could probably, you could probably just ask it about
    1:41:50 it. Well, you know, that’s, I mean, that presumes, and there’s some evidence for this that some
    1:41:58 large language models are implementing something like dependency grammar inside them. And so
    1:42:02 there’s work from a guy called Chris Manning and colleagues over at Stanford in natural language.
    1:42:09 And they looked at, I don’t know how many large language model types, but certainly Burt and
    1:42:14 some others, where you do some kind of fancy math to figure out exactly what kind of abstractions
    1:42:22 of representations are going on. And they were saying it does look like dependency structure is
    1:42:26 what they’re constructing. It doesn’t, like so it’s actually a very, very good map. So kind of a,
    1:42:31 they are constructing something like that. Does it mean that, you know, that they’re using that
    1:42:37 for meaning? I mean, probably, but we don’t know. You write that the kinds of theories of language
    1:42:42 that LLMs are closest to are called construction based theories. Can you explain what construction
    1:42:48 based theories are? It’s just a general theory of language such that there’s a form and a meaning
    1:42:54 pair for, for lots of pieces of the language. And so it’s, it’s, it’s primarily usage based is a
    1:43:01 construction grammar. It’s just, it’s trying to deal with the things that people actually say,
    1:43:06 actually say and actually write. And so that’s, it’s a usage based idea. And what’s the constructional
    1:43:12 construction is either a simple word, so of like a morpheme plus its meaning or a combination of
    1:43:17 words, it’s basically combinations of words, like the rules. So, but it’s, it’s, it’s
    1:43:24 un, un specified as to what the form of the grammar is under underlying Lee. And so I would, I would
    1:43:32 argue that the dependency grammar is maybe the right form to use for the types of construction
    1:43:38 grammar. Construction grammar typically isn’t kind of formalized quite. And so maybe the formalization,
    1:43:44 a formalization of that, it might be in dependency grammar. I mean, I, I would think so. But I mean,
    1:43:52 it’s up to people, other researchers in that area, if they agree or not. So.
    1:43:55 Do you think that large language models understand language? Are they mimicking language? I guess
    1:44:03 the deeper question there is, are they just understanding the surface form? Or do they
    1:44:07 understand something deeper about the meaning that then generates the form?
    1:44:12 I mean, I would argue they’re doing the form. They’re doing the form, they’re doing it really,
    1:44:16 really well. And are they doing the meaning? No, probably not. I mean, there’s lots of these
    1:44:21 examples from various groups showing that they can be tricked in all kinds of ways. They really
    1:44:26 don’t understand the, the meaning of what’s going on. And so there’s a lot of examples that he and
    1:44:31 other groups have given, which just, which show they don’t really understand what’s going on.
    1:44:36 So, you know, the Monty Hall problem is this silly problem, right? Where, you know, if you
    1:44:42 have three door, it’s less make a deal as this old game show. And there’s three doors, and there’s
    1:44:48 a prize behind one, and there’s some junk prizes behind the other two, and you’re trying to select
    1:44:54 one. And if you, you know, he knows Monty, he knows where the target item is, the good thing.
    1:45:00 He knows everything is back there. And you’re supposed to, he gives you a choice. You choose
    1:45:05 one of the three. And then he opens one of the doors, and it’s some junk prize. And then the
    1:45:09 question is, should you trade to get the other one? And, and the answer is yes, you should trade,
    1:45:12 because he knew which ones you could turn around. And so now the odds are two thirds, okay.
    1:45:17 And then you just change that a little bit to the large language mall, the large language malls,
    1:45:22 seeing that, that, that explanation so many times that it just, if you change the story, it’s a
    1:45:27 little bit, but it makes it sound like it’s the Monty Hall problem, but it’s not. You just say,
    1:45:31 oh, there’s three doors and one behind them is a good prize. There’s two bad doors. I happen to
    1:45:37 know it’s behind door number one. The good prize, the car is behind door number one. So I’m going
    1:45:41 to choose door number one. Monty Hall opens door number three and shows me nothing there. Should
    1:45:45 I trade for door number two? Even though I know the good prize in door number one, and then the
    1:45:50 large language malls say, yes, you should trade because it’s a, it’s, it just goes through the,
    1:45:54 the, the, the forms that it’s seen before so many times on these cases where it, yes, you
    1:46:00 should trade because, you know, your odds have shifted from one in three now to two out of three
    1:46:04 to being that thing. It doesn’t have any way to remember that actually you have 100% probability
    1:46:10 behind that door number one. You know that. That’s not part of the, of the, the scheme that it’s seen
    1:46:15 hundreds and hundreds of times before. And so you can’t, you can’t, even if you try to explain to
    1:46:20 it that it’s wrong, that they can’t do that. It’ll just keep giving you back the, the problem.
    1:46:25 But it’s also possible the larger language model would be aware of the fact that there’s sometimes
    1:46:29 over a representation of a, of a particular kind of formulation. And it’s easy to get tricked by
    1:46:37 that. And so you could see if they get larger and larger models be a little bit more skeptical.
    1:46:44 So you see a over representation. So like you, it just feels like form can,
    1:46:50 training on form can go really far in terms of being able to generate things that look like
    1:47:00 the thing understands deeply the underlying world, world model of the kind of mathematical world,
    1:47:10 physical world, psychological world that would generate these kinds of sentences.
    1:47:16 It just feels like you’re creeping close to the meaning part, easily fooled, all this kind of
    1:47:22 stuff, but that’s humans too. So it just seems really impressive how often it seems like it
    1:47:31 un-understands concepts. I mean, you don’t have to convince me of that. I’m, I am very,
    1:47:37 very impressed, but does it, does do, I mean, you’re, you’re giving a possible world where maybe
    1:47:43 someone’s going to train some other versions such that it’ll be somehow abstracting away from types
    1:47:48 of forms. I mean, I don’t think that’s happened. And so, well, no, no, no, no, I’m not saying that.
    1:47:54 I think when you just look at anecdotal examples and just showing a large number of them where it
    1:47:59 doesn’t seem to understand and it’s easily fooled, that does not seem like a scientific,
    1:48:04 the data driven like analysis of like how many places is a damn impressive in terms of meaning
    1:48:13 and understanding and how many places is easily fooled. And like that’s not the inference. So I
    1:48:18 don’t want to make that, the inference I don’t, I wouldn’t want to make was that inference. The
    1:48:21 inference I’m trying to push is just that is it, is it like humans here? It’s probably not like
    1:48:26 humans here. It’s different. So humans don’t make that error. If you explain that to them,
    1:48:31 they’re not going to make that error. You know, they don’t make that error. And so that’s something,
    1:48:34 it’s doing something different from humans that they’re doing in that case.
    1:48:38 What’s the mechanism by which humans figure out that it’s an error?
    1:48:42 I’m just saying the error there is like, if I explain to you, there’s 100% chance
    1:48:45 that the car is behind this case, this door, well, do you want to trade? If you’ll say no.
    1:48:51 But this thing will say yes, because it’s so, that trick, it’s so wound up on the form
    1:48:57 that it’s, that’s an error that a human doesn’t make, which is kind of interesting.
    1:49:03 Less likely to make, I should say.
    1:49:04 Yeah, less likely.
    1:49:05 Because like humans are very…
    1:49:07 Oh yeah. I mean, you’re asking, you know, you’re asking humans to, you’re asking a system to
    1:49:13 understand 100%, like you’re asking some mathematical concepts. And so like…
    1:49:18 Look, the places where large language models are, the form is amazing. So let’s go back to nested
    1:49:26 structures, center embedded structures. Okay. If you ask a human to complete those, they can’t do it.
    1:49:30 Neither can a large language model. They’re just like humans in that. If you ask, if I ask a large
    1:49:35 language model… That’s fascinating, by the way.
    1:49:37 That central embedding, the central embedding struggles with…
    1:49:41 Just like humans, exactly like humans. Exactly the same way as humans. And that’s not trained.
    1:49:46 So they do exactly… So that is the similarity. So, but then it’s, that’s not meaning, right?
    1:49:53 This is form. But when we get into meaning, this is where they get kind of messed up.
    1:49:57 When you start to saying, oh, what’s behind this door? Oh, it’s, you know, this is the thing I want.
    1:50:02 Humans don’t mess that up as much. You know, here, the form is, it’s just like the form of the match
    1:50:08 is amazing. It’s similar without being trained to do that. I mean, it’s trained in the sense
    1:50:13 that it’s getting lots of data, which is just like human data, but it’s not being trained on,
    1:50:17 you know, bad sentences and being told what’s bad. It just can’t do those. It’ll actually
    1:50:23 say things like, those are too hard for me to complete or something, which is kind of interesting.
    1:50:28 Actually kind of, how does it know that? I don’t know. But it really often doesn’t just
    1:50:33 complete, very often says stuff that’s true and sometimes says stuff that’s not true.
    1:50:42 And almost always the form is great. But it’s still very surprising that with really great
    1:50:50 form, it’s able to generate a lot of things that are true based on what is trained on and so on.
    1:50:56 So it’s not just form that is generating. It’s mimicking true statements from the internet.
    1:51:06 I guess the underlying idea there is that on the internet, truth is overrepresented versus
    1:51:12 falsehood. I think that’s probably right. Yeah. So, but the fundamental thing is trained on,
    1:51:16 you’re saying is just form. I think so. Yeah, I think so. Well, that’s a sad, if that’s, to me,
    1:51:24 that’s still a little bit of open question. I probably lean agreeing with you, especially
    1:51:31 now you just blown my mind that there’s a separate module in the brain for language versus thinking.
    1:51:36 Maybe there’s a fundamental part missing from the large language model approach
    1:51:42 that lacks the thinking, the reasoning capability. Yeah, that’s what this group argues. So the same
    1:51:51 group, Federenko’s group, has a recent paper arguing exactly that. There’s a guy called Kyle
    1:51:57 Mahwell who’s here in Austin, Texas, actually. He’s an old student of mine, but he’s a faculty
    1:52:03 in linguistics at Texas. And he was the first author on that. That’s fascinating. Still,
    1:52:08 to me, an open question. Yeah. What do you have the interesting limits of LLMs?
    1:52:12 You know, I don’t see any limits to their form. Their form is perfect. Impressive.
    1:52:19 Yeah, it’s pretty much, I mean, it’s close to… Well, you said ability to complete central
    1:52:23 embeddings. Yeah, it’s just the same as humans. It seems the same as humans. But that’s not
    1:52:27 perfect, right? That’s good. No, but I want to be like humans. I’m trying to, I want a model of
    1:52:32 humans. Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait. Oh, so perfect is as close to humans as possible. I got it. Yeah.
    1:52:39 But you should be able to, if you’re not human, you’re like you’re superhuman, you should be able
    1:52:43 to complete central embedded sentences, right? I mean, that’s the mechanism is, if it’s modeling
    1:52:50 some, I think it’s kind of really interesting that it’s more like, like I think it’s potentially
    1:52:57 underlyingly modeling something like what the way the form is processed. The form of human language.
    1:53:02 The way that you… And how humans process the language. Yes. Yes. I think that’s plausible.
    1:53:07 And how they generate language. Process language and general language, that’s fascinating.
    1:53:12 So in that sense, they’re perfect. If we can just linger on the center embedding
    1:53:17 thing. That’s hard for LLM’s produce. And that seems really impressive because that’s hard for
    1:53:22 humans to produce. And how does that connect to the thing we’ve been talking about before,
    1:53:28 which is the dependency grammar framework in which you view language and the finding that
    1:53:34 short dependencies seem to be a universal part of language. So why is it hard to complete center
    1:53:41 embeddings? So what I like about dependency grammar is it makes the cognitive cost associated
    1:53:50 with longer distance connections very transparent. Basically, there’s some… It turns out there is
    1:53:56 a cost associated with producing and comprehending connections between words, which are just not
    1:54:02 beside each other. The further apart they are, the worse it is that according to… Well,
    1:54:07 we can measure that. And there is a cost associated with that. Can you just linger on what do you
    1:54:12 mean by cognitive cost? Sure. And how do you measure it? Oh, well, you can measure it in a lot
    1:54:16 of ways. The simplest is just asking people to say whether… How good a sentence sounds.
    1:54:22 We just ask… That’s one way to measure. And you try to triangulate then across sentences and
    1:54:28 across structures to try to figure out what the source of that is. You can look at reading times
    1:54:34 in controlled materials and certain kinds of materials. And then we can measure the
    1:54:39 dependency distances there. There’s a recent study which looked at… We’re talking about
    1:54:46 the brain here. We could look at the language network. We could look at the language network
    1:54:51 and we could look at the activation in the language network and how big the activation
    1:54:56 is depending on the length of the dependencies. And it turns out in just random sentences that
    1:55:00 you’re listening to. If you’re listening to… So it turns out there are people listening to stories
    1:55:03 here. And the longer the dependency is, the stronger the activation in the language network.
    1:55:13 And so there’s some measure… There’s a different… There’s a bunch of different measures we could
    1:55:16 do. That’s a kind of a neat measure actually of actual… Activations. Activation in the brain.
    1:55:21 So you can somehow in different ways convert it to a number. I wonder if there’s a beautiful
    1:55:26 equation connecting cognitive costs and length of dependency. E equals MC squared kind of thing.
    1:55:30 Yeah. It’s complicated, but probably it’s doable. I would guess it’s doable. I tried to do that a
    1:55:36 while ago and I was reasonably successful, but for some reason I stopped working on that. I
    1:55:42 agree with you that it would be nice to figure out… So there’s some way to figure out the cost.
    1:55:47 I mean, it’s complicated. Another issue you raised before was how do you measure distance?
    1:55:52 Is it words? It probably isn’t. Is it part of the problem? Is that some words matter
    1:55:57 than more than others? And probably… Meaning nouns might matter depending… And then it maybe
    1:56:03 depends on which kind of noun. Is it a noun we’ve already introduced or a noun that’s already been
    1:56:07 mentioned? Is it a pronoun versus a name? All these things probably matter. So probably the
    1:56:12 simplest thing to do is just like, “Oh, let’s forget about all that and just think about words
    1:56:17 or more themes.” For sure, but there might be some insight in the kind of function that fits
    1:56:26 the data, meaning quadratic. I think it’s an exponential. We think it’s probably an exponential
    1:56:33 such that the longer the distance, the less it matters. And so then it’s the sum of those.
    1:56:39 That was our best guess a while ago. So you’ve got a bunch of dependencies. If you’ve got a
    1:56:43 bunch of them that are being connected at some point, at the ends of those, the cost is some
    1:56:50 exponential function of those, is my guess. But because the reason it’s probably an exponential
    1:56:56 is it’s not just the distance between two words. Because I can make a very, very long subject,
    1:57:00 verb depends by adding lots and lots of noun phrases and prepositional phrases. And it doesn’t
    1:57:05 matter too much. It’s when you do nest it, when I have multiple of these, then things
    1:57:12 get go really bad, go south. That’s probably somehow connected to working memory or something like
    1:57:16 this. Yeah, that’s probably the function of the memory here is the access, is trying to find those
    1:57:22 earlier things. It’s kind of hard to figure out what was referred to earlier, those are those
    1:57:27 connections. That’s the sort of notion of working, as opposed to a storagey thing, but trying to
    1:57:32 connect, retrieve those earlier words depending on what was in between. And then we’re talking about
    1:57:39 interference of similar things in between. That’s the right theory probably has that kind of notion
    1:57:44 and it is an interference of similar. And so I’m dealing with an abstraction over the right theory,
    1:57:48 which is just, let’s count words, it’s not right, but it’s close. And then maybe you’re right though,
    1:57:53 there’s some sort of an exponential or something to figure out the total so we can figure out a
    1:57:59 function for any given sentence in any given language. But it’s funny, people haven’t done
    1:58:04 that too much, which I do think is, I’m interested that you find that interesting. I really find
    1:58:10 that interesting. And a lot of people haven’t found it interesting. And I don’t know why I haven’t
    1:58:14 got people to want to work on that. I really like that too. That’s a beautiful. And the underlying
    1:58:19 idea is beautiful that there’s a cognitive cost that correlates with the length of dependency.
    1:58:23 It feels like language is so fundamental to the human experience. And this is a nice clean
    1:58:31 theory of language where it’s like, wow, okay. So we like our words close together,
    1:58:38 dependent words close together. That’s why I like it too. It’s so simple.
    1:58:42 Yeah, the simplicity of the theory. And yet it explains some very complicated phenomena.
    1:58:47 If I write these very complicated sentences, it’s kind of hard to know why they’re so hard.
    1:58:51 And you can like, oh, nail it down. I can give you a math formula for why each one
    1:58:56 of them is bad and where. And that’s kind of cool. I think that’s very neat.
    1:59:00 Have you gone through the process? Is there like a, if you take a piece of text and then simplify
    1:59:05 sort of like there’s an average length of dependency and then you like,
    1:59:10 you know, reduce it and see comprehension on the entire, not just a single sentence, but
    1:59:16 like, you know, you go from James Joyce to Hemingway or something.
    1:59:19 No, no, simple answer is no. There’s probably things you can do in that kind of direction.
    1:59:26 That’s fun. We might, you know, we’re going to talk about legalese at some point.
    1:59:30 And so maybe we’ll talk about that kind of thinking with applied to legalese.
    1:59:35 Well, let’s talk about legalese because you mentioned that as an exception,
    1:59:37 which is taking a tangent upon tangent. That’s an interesting one. You give it as an exception.
    1:59:42 It’s an exception.
    1:59:43 That you say that most natural languages, as we’ve been talking about,
    1:59:48 have local dependencies with one exception, legalese.
    1:59:52 That’s right.
    1:59:53 So what is legalese, first of all?
    1:59:55 Oh, well, legalese is what you think it is. It’s just any legal language.
    1:59:59 I mean, like I actually know very little about the kind of language that lawyers use.
    2:00:04 So I’m just talking about language in laws and language in contracts.
    2:00:08 So the stuff that you have to run into, we have to run into every other day or every day
    2:00:13 and you skip over because it reads poorly and or, you know, partly it’s just long, right?
    2:00:20 There’s a lot of text there that we don’t really want to know about.
    2:00:23 And so, but the thing I’m interested in, so I’ve been working with this guy called
    2:00:29 Eric Martinez, who is a, he was a lawyer who was taking my class.
    2:00:33 I was teaching a psycholinguistics lab class and I have been teaching it for a long time
    2:00:37 at MIT and he’s a, he was a law student at Harvard and he took the class because he had
    2:00:41 done some linguistics as an undergrad and he was interested in the problem of why legalese
    2:00:46 sounds hard to understand, you know, why and so why is it hard to understand
    2:00:51 and why do they write that way if it is hard to understand.
    2:00:55 It seems apparent that it’s hard to understand.
    2:00:57 The question is why is it?
    2:00:58 And so we didn’t know and we did an evaluation of a bunch of contracts.
    2:01:04 Actually, we just took a bunch of sort of random contracts because I don’t know,
    2:01:08 you know, there’s contracts and laws might not be exactly the same, but
    2:01:11 contracts are kind of the things that most people have to deal with most of the time.
    2:01:15 And so that’s kind of the most common thing that humans have,
    2:01:18 like humans, that adults in our industrialized society have to deal with a lot.
    2:01:24 And so that’s what we pulled and we didn’t know what was hard about them,
    2:01:28 but it turns out that the way they’re written is very center embedded,
    2:01:33 has nested structures in them.
    2:01:34 So it has low frequency words as well.
    2:01:36 That’s not surprising.
    2:01:37 Lots of texts have low, it does have surprising,
    2:01:40 slightly lower frequency words than other kinds of control texts,
    2:01:44 even sort of academic texts.
    2:01:46 Legalese is even worse.
    2:01:47 It is the worst that we weren’t being able to find.
    2:01:49 You just reveal the game that lawyers are playing.
    2:01:52 They’re optimizing it different.
    2:01:54 Well, you know, it’s interesting.
    2:01:55 That’s like, now you’re getting at why.
    2:01:57 And so, and I don’t think, it’s on your thing, they’re doing intentionally.
    2:02:00 I don’t think they’re doing intentionally.
    2:02:01 But let’s, let’s, let’s get to it.
    2:02:03 It’s an emergent phenomena.
    2:02:04 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
    2:02:05 We’ll get to that.
    2:02:06 We’ll get to that.
    2:02:06 And so, but we wanted to see why, so we see what first as opposed.
    2:02:10 So like, it turns out that we’re not the first to observe that legalese is weird.
    2:02:14 Like back to Nixon had a plain language act in 1970 and, and Obama had one.
    2:02:21 And boy, a lot of these, you know, a lot of her presidents have said,
    2:02:25 oh, we’ve got to simplify legal language, must simplify.
    2:02:28 But if you don’t know how it’s complicated, it’s not easy to simplify it.
    2:02:32 You need to know what it is you’re supposed to do before you can fix it.
    2:02:35 Right.
    2:02:35 And so you need to like, you need a cycle linguist to analyze the text and see what’s
    2:02:39 wrong with it before you can like fix it.
    2:02:42 You don’t know how to fix it.
    2:02:42 How am I supposed to fix something?
    2:02:43 I don’t know what’s wrong with it.
    2:02:45 And so what we did was just, that’s what we did.
    2:02:47 We figured out, well, that’s okay.
    2:02:48 We just had a bunch of contracts, had people, and we encoded them for the bunch of features.
    2:02:54 And so another feature of the people, one of them was the center embedding.
    2:02:57 And so that is like basically how often a, a clause would, would, would intervene between
    2:03:05 a subject and a verb, for example, that’s one kind of a center embedding of a clause.
    2:03:08 Okay.
    2:03:09 And turns out they’re massively center embedded.
    2:03:12 Like, so I think in random contracts and in random laws, I think you get about 70% or
    2:03:18 80, something like 70% of sentences have a center embedded clause, which is insanely high.
    2:03:23 If you go to any other text, it’s down to 20% or something.
    2:03:26 It’s, it’s, it’s so much higher than any control you can think of, including, you think, oh,
    2:03:31 people think, oh, technical, um, academic texts.
    2:03:34 No, people don’t write center embedded sentences in, in technical academic texts.
    2:03:38 I mean, they do a little bit, but much, it’s, it’s on the 20%, 30% realm,
    2:03:41 as opposed to 70.
    2:03:42 And so, and so there’s that, and, and there’s low frequency words.
    2:03:45 And then people, oh, maybe it’s passive.
    2:03:47 People don’t like the passive, passive, for some reason, the passive voice in English
    2:03:51 has a bad rap.
    2:03:52 And I’m not really sure where that comes from.
    2:03:54 And, and there is a lot of passive in the, there’s much more passive voice in the, in the,
    2:04:01 in legalese than there is in other texts.
    2:04:03 And the passive voice accounts for some of the low frequency words.
    2:04:05 No, no, no, no, those are separate.
    2:04:07 Those are separate.
    2:04:08 Oh, so passive voice sucks.
    2:04:09 That’s really easy.
    2:04:09 Low frequency word sucks.
    2:04:10 Well, sucks are different.
    2:04:11 So these are different.
    2:04:12 That’s a judgment on passive.
    2:04:13 Yeah, yeah, yeah, pass the, drop the judgment.
    2:04:15 It’s just like, these are frequent.
    2:04:16 These are things which happen in legalese texts.
    2:04:18 Then we can ask the dependent measure is like,
    2:04:21 how well you understand those things with those features.
    2:04:24 Okay.
    2:04:24 And so then, and it turns out the passive makes no difference.
    2:04:27 So it has a zero effect on your comprehension ability, on your recall ability.
    2:04:31 No, nothing at all.
    2:04:32 That means no effect.
    2:04:33 Your, the words matter a little bit.
    2:04:35 They do low frequency words are going to hurt you in recall and understanding.
    2:04:39 But what really, what really hurts is the central embedding.
    2:04:42 That kills you.
    2:04:43 That is like, that slows people down.
    2:04:45 That makes them, that makes them very, very poor at understanding.
    2:04:48 That makes them, they, they, they can’t recall what was said as well, nearly as well.
    2:04:52 And we, we did this not only on lay people.
    2:04:54 We didn’t have a lot of lay people.
    2:04:56 We ran it on a hundred lawyers.
    2:04:57 We recruited lawyers from a, from a wide range of, of sort of different levels
    2:05:04 of law firms and stuff.
    2:05:05 And they have the same pattern.
    2:05:07 So they also, like, when, when, when they did this, I did not know it happened.
    2:05:12 I thought maybe they could process, they’re used to legally.
    2:05:14 So they can process it just as well as it was normal.
    2:05:17 No, no, they, they, they’re much better than lay people.
    2:05:21 So they’re much, like, they can much better recall, much better understanding,
    2:05:24 but they have the same main effects as, as, as lay people, as lay people, exactly the same.
    2:05:28 So they also much prefer the non-centered.
    2:05:31 So we, we, we constructed non-centered embedded versions of each of these.
    2:05:34 We constructed versions which have higher frequency words in those places.
    2:05:39 And we, we did, we un-un-un-passivized, we turned them into active versions.
    2:05:43 The passive active made no difference.
    2:05:46 The words made a little difference.
    2:05:48 And the un-centered embedding makes, makes big differences in all the populations.
    2:05:52 Un-centered embedding.
    2:05:53 How hard is that process, by the way?
    2:05:54 Not very hard.
    2:05:55 The society don’t question, but how hard is it to detect center embedding?
    2:05:58 Oh, easy, easy to detect.
    2:06:00 You’re just looking at long dependencies, or is there a real?
    2:06:02 You can just, you can, so there’s automatic parsers for English, which are pretty good.
    2:06:06 And they can detect center embedding.
    2:06:07 Oh yeah.
    2:06:08 Very.
    2:06:08 Or, I guess, nested.
    2:06:09 Perfectly.
    2:06:10 Yeah, you, you’ve learned, yeah, pretty much.
    2:06:12 So you, you’re not just looking for long dependencies.
    2:06:14 You’re just literally looking for center embedding.
    2:06:15 Yeah, yeah, we are in this case, in these case, but long dependencies are,
    2:06:18 they’re highly correlated.
    2:06:19 So like a center embedding is a, is a big bomb you throw inside, inside of a sentence
    2:06:24 that just blows up the, that, that makes.
    2:06:26 Yeah, yeah.
    2:06:27 Can I read a sentence for you from these things?
    2:06:29 Sure.
    2:06:30 I see, I can find, I mean, this is just like one of the things that,
    2:06:32 this is just.
    2:06:32 My eyes, my glaze over in middle, mid sentence.
    2:06:35 No, I understand that.
    2:06:37 I mean, legalese is hard.
    2:06:40 This is a go, because in the event that any payment or benefit by the company,
    2:06:43 all such payments and benefits, including the payments and benefits under section 3a
    2:06:47 here of being here at, here and after referred to as a total payment,
    2:06:50 would be subject to the excise tax, then the cash severance payments shall be reduced.
    2:06:55 So that’s something we pulled from a regular text, from a, from a contract.
    2:06:58 Wow.
    2:06:59 And, and, and the center embedded bit there is just, for some reason, there’s a definition.
    2:07:03 They throw the definition of what payments and benefits are in between the subject and the verb.
    2:07:09 Let’s, how about don’t do that?
    2:07:11 Yeah.
    2:07:11 How about put the definition somewhere else, as opposed to in the middle of the sentence.
    2:07:15 And so that’s, that’s very, very common, by the way.
    2:07:18 That’s, that’s what happens.
    2:07:19 So you just throw your definitions, you use a word, a couple words, and then you define it,
    2:07:24 and then you continue the sentence.
    2:07:25 Like just don’t write like that.
    2:07:27 And, and you ask, so when we asked lawyers, we thought, oh, maybe lawyers like this.
    2:07:31 Lawyers don’t like this.
    2:07:31 They don’t like this.
    2:07:33 They don’t want to, they don’t want to write like this.
    2:07:35 They, they, we asked them to rate materials which are with the same meaning
    2:07:39 with, with uncentred bed and center bed, and they much preferred the uncentred bed versions.
    2:07:45 On the comprehension, on the reading side.
    2:07:46 Yeah.
    2:07:47 Well, and we asked them, we asked them, would you hire someone who writes like this or this?
    2:07:50 We asked them all kinds of questions.
    2:07:52 And they always preferred the less complicated version, all of them.
    2:07:56 So I don’t even think they want it this way.
    2:07:58 Yeah, but how did it happen?
    2:07:59 How did it happen?
    2:07:59 That’s a very good question.
    2:08:01 And, and the answer is, they still don’t know.
    2:08:03 But I have some theories.
    2:08:06 Well, our, our best theory at the moment is that there’s, there’s actually some kind of a
    2:08:11 performative meaning in the center embedding, in the style which tells you it’s legalese.
    2:08:16 We think that that’s the kind of a style which tells you it’s legalese.
    2:08:20 Like that’s a, it’s a reasonable guess.
    2:08:22 And maybe it’s just, so for instance, if you’re like, it’s like,
    2:08:26 a magic spell.
    2:08:27 So we kind of call this the magic spell hypothesis.
    2:08:29 So when you give them, when you tell someone to put a magic spell on someone, what do you do?
    2:08:33 They, you know, people know what a magic spell is and they, they do a lot of rhyming.
    2:08:38 You know, that’s, that’s kind of what people will tend to do.
    2:08:40 They’ll do rhyming and they’ll do sort of like some kind of poetry kind of thing.
    2:08:43 Abracadabra type of thing.
    2:08:44 Yeah.
    2:08:45 And maybe that’s, there’s a syntactic sort of a reflex here of a, of a magic spell,
    2:08:51 which is center embedding.
    2:08:52 And so that’s like, oh, it’s trying to like tell you this is like, this is something which is true,
    2:08:57 which is what the goal of law, law is, right?
    2:08:59 Is telling you something that we want you to believe as certainly true, right?
    2:09:04 That’s, that’s what legal contracts are trying to enforce on you, right?
    2:09:07 And so maybe that’s like a form which has, this is like an abstract, very abstract form,
    2:09:13 center embedding, which has a, has a, has a meaning associated with it.
    2:09:16 Well, don’t you think there’s an incentive
    2:09:20 for lawyers to generate things that are hard to understand?
    2:09:24 That was our, one of our working hypotheses.
    2:09:26 We just couldn’t find any evidence of that.
    2:09:28 No, lawyers also don’t understand it.
    2:09:30 But you’re creating space.
    2:09:32 Why you yourself, but I mean, you ask in a communist Soviet union, the individual members,
    2:09:39 their self-report is not going to correctly reflect what is broken about the gigantic bureaucracy
    2:09:47 that leads to Chernobyl or something like this.
    2:09:49 I think the incentives under which you operate are not always transparent
    2:09:55 to the members within that system.
    2:09:59 So like, it just feels like a strange coincidence that like, there is benefit
    2:10:05 if you just zoom out, look at the system, as opposed to asking individual lawyers
    2:10:09 that making something hard to understand is going to make a lot of people money.
    2:10:14 Yeah.
    2:10:15 Like there’s going to, you’re going to need a lawyer
    2:10:17 to figure that out, I guess, from the perspective of the individual.
    2:10:21 But then that could be the performative aspect.
    2:10:23 It could be as opposed to the incentive driven to be complicated.
    2:10:26 It could be performative to where we lawyers speak in this sophisticated way
    2:10:31 and you regular humans don’t understand it, so you need to hire a lawyer.
    2:10:35 Yeah, I don’t know which one it is, but it’s suspicious.
    2:10:37 Suspicious that it’s hard to understand and everybody’s eyes glaze over and they don’t read.
    2:10:43 I’m suspicious as well.
    2:10:45 I’m still suspicious and I hear what you’re saying.
    2:10:47 It could be kind of a no individual and even average of individuals.
    2:10:50 It could just be a few bad apples in a way which are driving the effect in some way.
    2:10:55 Influential bad apples at the sort of, that everybody looks up to,
    2:11:00 whatever their like central figures and how, you know.
    2:11:04 But it turns out, but it is kind of interesting that among our hundred lawyers,
    2:11:08 they did not share that.
    2:11:09 They didn’t want this, that’s fascinating.
    2:11:11 They really didn’t like it.
    2:11:12 And they weren’t better at than regular people at comprehending it.
    2:11:16 Or they were on average better, but they had the same difference.
    2:11:20 The exact same difference.
    2:11:21 But they wanted it fixed.
    2:11:23 And so that gave us hope that because it actually isn’t very hard to construct a material,
    2:11:32 which is uncenter embedded and has the same meaning, it’s not very hard to do.
    2:11:36 Just basically in that situation, just putting definitions outside of the subject
    2:11:39 verb relation in that particular example, and that’s kind of, that’s pretty general.
    2:11:43 What they’re doing is just throwing stuff in there, which you didn’t have to put in there.
    2:11:46 There’s extra words involved.
    2:11:48 Typically, you may need a few extra words sort of to refer to the things that you’re
    2:11:53 defining outside in some way, because if you only use it in that one sentence,
    2:11:57 then there’s no reason to introduce extra terms.
    2:12:01 So we might have a few more words, but it’ll be easier to understand.
    2:12:05 So, I mean, I have hope that now that maybe we can make legalese less convoluted in this way.
    2:12:13 So maybe the next president in the United States can, instead of saying generic things,
    2:12:18 say, “I ban center embeddings and make Ted the language czar of the U.S.”
    2:12:26 Like Eric Martinez is the guy you should really put in there.
    2:12:30 Eric Martinez, yeah, yeah, yeah.
    2:12:32 But center embeddings are the bad thing to have.
    2:12:36 That’s right.
    2:12:36 So you can get rid of that.
    2:12:38 That’ll do a lot of it.
    2:12:39 That’ll fix a lot.
    2:12:40 That’s fascinating.
    2:12:41 That is so fascinating.
    2:12:42 And it’s just really fascinating on many fronts that humans are just not able to
    2:12:47 deal with this kind of thing.
    2:12:48 And that language, because of that involved in the way you did, it’s fascinating.
    2:12:51 So one of the mathematical formulations you have when talking about languages
    2:12:57 communication is this idea of noisy channels.
    2:13:00 What’s a noisy channel?
    2:13:03 So that’s about communication.
    2:13:06 And so this is going back to Shannon.
    2:13:08 So Shannon, Claude Shannon was a student at MIT in the ’40s.
    2:13:13 And so he wrote this very influential piece of work about communication theory or information
    2:13:19 theory.
    2:13:20 And he was interested in human language, actually.
    2:13:23 He was interested in this problem of communication, of getting a message from
    2:13:29 my head to your head.
    2:13:31 And so he was concerned or interested in what was a robust way to do that.
    2:13:38 And so assuming we both speak the same language, we both already speak English,
    2:13:43 whatever the language is, we speak that.
    2:13:45 What is a way that I can say the language so that it’s most likely to get the signal
    2:13:52 that I want to you.
    2:13:54 And so and then the problem there in the communication is the noisy channel.
    2:13:58 Is that there’s a lot of noise in the system.
    2:14:02 I don’t speak perfectly.
    2:14:04 I make errors.
    2:14:05 That’s noise.
    2:14:06 There’s background noise.
    2:14:08 You know that.
    2:14:09 Like a literal background noise.
    2:14:11 There is like white noise in the background or some other kind of noise.
    2:14:14 There’s some speaking going on that you’re at a party.
    2:14:18 That’s background noise.
    2:14:19 You’re trying to hear someone.
    2:14:20 It’s hard to understand them because there’s all those other stuff going on in the background.
    2:14:23 And then there’s noise on the receiver side so that you have some problem maybe understanding
    2:14:31 me for stuff that’s just internal to you in some way.
    2:14:34 So you’ve got some other problems, whatever, with understanding for whatever reasons.
    2:14:38 Maybe you’ve had too much to drink.
    2:14:41 You know, who knows why you’re not able to pay attention to the signal.
    2:14:44 So that’s the noisy channel.
    2:14:45 And so that language, if it’s communication system, we are trying to optimize in some sense
    2:14:52 the passing of the message from one side to the other.
    2:14:55 And so I mean, one idea is that maybe, you know, aspects of like word order,
    2:15:02 for example, might have optimized in some way to make language a little more easy
    2:15:07 to be passed from speaker to listener.
    2:15:09 And so Shannon’s the guy that did the stuff way back in the forties.
    2:15:12 You know, it’s very interesting, you know, historically, he was interested in working
    2:15:15 in linguistics.
    2:15:17 He was in MIT and he did, this is his master’s thesis of all things.
    2:15:20 You know, it’s crazy how much he did for his master’s thesis in 1948, I think,
    2:15:25 or ’49 or something.
    2:15:26 And he wanted to keep working in language and it just wasn’t a popular communication
    2:15:32 as a reason, a source for what language was, wasn’t popular at the time.
    2:15:36 So Chomsky was becoming, it was moving in there.
    2:15:39 He was, and he just wasn’t able to get a handle there, I think.
    2:15:41 And so he moved to Bell Haps and worked on communication from a mathematical point of
    2:15:48 view and was, you know, did all kinds of amazing work.
    2:15:51 And so he’s just more on the signal side versus like the language side.
    2:15:54 Yeah, it would have been interesting to see if you proceed the language side.
    2:15:58 That’s really interesting.
    2:16:00 He was interested in that.
    2:16:01 His examples in the forties are kind of like, they’re very language-like things.
    2:16:08 We can kind of show that there’s a noisy channel process going on in when you’re
    2:16:12 listening to me, you know, you can often sort of guess what I meant by what I, you know,
    2:16:17 what you think I meant given what I said.
    2:16:19 And I mean, with respect to sort of why language looks the way it does, we might,
    2:16:24 there might be sort of, as I alluded to, there might be ways in which word orders
    2:16:29 is somewhat optimized for, because of the noisy channel in some way.
    2:16:33 I mean, that’s really cool to sort of model if you don’t hear certain parts of a sentence
    2:16:38 or have some probability of missing that part.
    2:16:40 Like how do you construct a language that’s resilient to that?
    2:16:43 That’s somewhat robust to that.
    2:16:44 Yeah, that’s the idea.
    2:16:45 And then you’re kind of saying like the word order and the syntax of the language,
    2:16:49 the dependency length are all helpful.
    2:16:53 Yeah.
    2:16:54 Well, dependency length is really about memory.
    2:16:57 I think that’s like about sort of what’s easier or harder to produce in some way.
    2:17:00 And these other ideas are about sort of robustness to communication.
    2:17:04 So the problem of potential loss of loss of signal due to noise.
    2:17:08 And so that there might be aspects of word order, which is somewhat optimized for that.
    2:17:13 And, you know, we have this one guest in that direction.
    2:17:16 These are kind of just so stories.
    2:17:18 I have to be, you know, pretty frank, they’re not like, I can’t show this is true.
    2:17:21 All we can do is like, look at the current languages of the world.
    2:17:24 This is like, we can’t sort of see how languages change or anything
    2:17:26 because we’ve got these snapshots of a few, you know, 100 or a few thousand languages.
    2:17:31 We don’t really, we can’t do the right kinds of modifications to test these things experimentally.
    2:17:37 And so, you know, so just take this with a grain of salt, okay, from here, this stuff.
    2:17:41 The dependency stuff, I can, I’m much more solid on.
    2:17:44 I’m like, here’s what the lengths are, and here’s what’s hard, here’s what’s easy.
    2:17:47 And this is a reasonable structure.
    2:17:49 I think I’m pretty reasonable.
    2:17:50 Here’s like, why, you know, why does a word order look the way it does?
    2:17:54 Is we’re now into shaky territory, but it’s kind of cool.
    2:17:57 But we’re talking about, just to be clear, we’re talking about maybe just actually the sounds of
    2:18:01 communication, like you and I are sitting in the bar, it’s very loud.
    2:18:05 And you model with a noisy channel, the loudness, the noise.
    2:18:11 And we have the signal that’s coming across the, and you’re saying word order might have
    2:18:15 something to do with optimizing that presence of noise.
    2:18:19 It’s really interesting.
    2:18:21 I mean, to me, it’s interesting how much you can load into the noisy channel,
    2:18:24 like how much can you bake in?
    2:18:26 You said like, you know, cognitive load on the receiver end.
    2:18:29 We think that those are, there’s three, at least three different kinds of things going on there.
    2:18:33 And we probably don’t want to treat them all as the same.
    2:18:36 And so I think that you, you know, the right model, a better model of a noisy channel would
    2:18:40 treat, would have three different sources of noise, which, because, which are background
    2:18:44 noise, you know, speaker, speaker, um, inherent noise and listener inherent noise.
    2:18:49 And those are not this, those are all different things.
    2:18:51 Sure. But then underneath it, there’s a million other subsets.
    2:18:54 Oh yeah. That’s true.
    2:18:56 On the receiver, I mean, I just mentioned cognitive load on both sides.
    2:19:00 Then there’s like, uh, speaking, uh, speech impediments or just everything.
    2:19:05 World view, I mean, on the meeting, we start to creep into the meeting realm of like,
    2:19:10 we have different world views.
    2:19:11 Well, how about just form still though?
    2:19:12 Like just, just what language do you know?
    2:19:14 Like, so how well you know the language.
    2:19:16 And so if it’s second language for you versus first language,
    2:19:20 and in how, maybe what other languages you know, these are still just form stuff.
    2:19:24 And that’s like potentially very informative.
    2:19:26 And, and you know, how old you are, these things probably matter, right?
    2:19:29 So like a child learning a language is, is a, you know, as a noisy representation of
    2:19:35 English grammar, uh, you know, depending on how old they are.
    2:19:38 So maybe when they’re six, they’re perfectly formed, but.
    2:19:42 You mentioned one of the things is like a way to measure the, the, a language is learning problems.
    2:19:48 So like, what’s the correlation between everything we’ve been talking about and
    2:19:52 how easy it is to learn a language?
    2:19:54 So is, is, uh, like, uh, short dependencies correlated to ability to learn a language?
    2:20:02 Is there some kind of, or like the dependency grammars, there’s some kind of connection there?
    2:20:08 How easy it is to learn?
    2:20:10 Yeah. Well, all the languages in the world’s language, none is right now,
    2:20:14 we know is any better than any other with respect to sort of optimizing dependency lengths,
    2:20:18 for example, they’re all kind of do it, do it well.
    2:20:21 They all keep low.
    2:20:22 It’s, so the, I think of every human language is some kind of an opposite,
    2:20:26 sort of an optimization problem, a complex optimization problem to this communication
    2:20:31 problem. And so they’ve like, they’ve solved it, you know, they’re just sort of noisy solutions
    2:20:36 to this problem of communication.
    2:20:37 And there’s just so many ways you can do this.
    2:20:40 So they’re not optimized for learning.
    2:20:41 They’re probably less for communication.
    2:20:43 And, and learning.
    2:20:44 So yes, one of the factors, which is, yeah, so learning is messing this up a bit.
    2:20:49 And so, so for example, if it were just about minimizing dependency lengths,
    2:20:54 and that was all that matters, you know, then we, you know, so then,
    2:20:57 then we might find grammars, which didn’t have regularity in their rules, like,
    2:21:02 but languages always have regularity in their rules.
    2:21:05 So, so what I mean by that is that if, if I wanted to say something to you in the,
    2:21:09 in the optimal way to say it was, what really mattered to me, all that mattered was keeping
    2:21:13 the dependencies as close together as possible, then I, then I would have a very lack set of
    2:21:18 phrase structure or dependency rule that wouldn’t have very many of those.
    2:21:21 I would have very little of that.
    2:21:23 And I would just put the words as close to the things that refer to the things that
    2:21:27 are connected right beside each other.
    2:21:28 But we don’t do that.
    2:21:29 Like there are, like there are word order rules, right?
    2:21:32 So they’re very, and depending on the language, they’re more and less strict, right?
    2:21:35 So you speak Russian, they’re less strict than English.
    2:21:38 English is very rigid word order rules.
    2:21:40 We order things in a very particular way.
    2:21:43 And so why do we do that?
    2:21:45 Like that’s probably not about communication.
    2:21:48 That’s probably about learning.
    2:21:49 I mean, then we’re talking about learning.
    2:21:50 It’s probably easier to learn regular, regular things, things which are very predictable and
    2:21:55 easy to, so that’s, that’s probably about learning is my, is our guess.
    2:21:59 Cause that can’t be about communication.
    2:22:00 Can it be just noise?
    2:22:01 Can it be just the messiness of the development of a language?
    2:22:06 Well, if it were just a communication, then we, we should have languages which have very,
    2:22:09 very free word order.
    2:22:10 And we don’t have that.
    2:22:11 We have free err, but not free.
    2:22:14 Like there’s always.
    2:22:14 Well, no, but what I mean by noise is like cultural, like sticky cultural things,
    2:22:20 like the way, the way you communicate, just there, there’s a stickiness to it.
    2:22:24 That it’s, it’s an imperfect, it’s a noisy, it’s stochastic.
    2:22:29 Yeah.
    2:22:30 The, the, the function over which you’re optimizing is very noisy.
    2:22:33 Yeah.
    2:22:33 So, uh, because I don’t, it feels weird to say that learning is part of the objective
    2:22:39 function because some languages are way harder to learn than others, right?
    2:22:43 Or is that, that’s not true.
    2:22:45 That’s interesting.
    2:22:46 I mean, that’s the public perception, right?
    2:22:48 Yes.
    2:22:48 That’s true for a second language.
    2:22:51 For a second language.
    2:22:52 But that depends on what you started with, right?
    2:22:54 So, so it’s, it really depends on how close that second language is to the first language
    2:22:58 you’ve got.
    2:22:59 And so yes, it’s very, very hard to learn Arabic if you’ve started with English or it’s
    2:23:04 hard to, you know, hard to learn Japanese or if you’ve started with Chinese, I think
    2:23:08 is the worst in the, there’s like Defense Language Institute in the United States has
    2:23:12 like a list of, of, of how hard it is to learn what language from English.
    2:23:17 I think Chinese is the worst.
    2:23:18 But that’s just the second thing I see.
    2:23:20 You’re saying babies don’t care.
    2:23:21 No, no, there’s no evidence that there’s anything harder, easier about any baby,
    2:23:25 any language learned, like by three or four, they speak that language.
    2:23:29 And so there’s no evidence of any, anything harder, easier about any human language.
    2:23:33 They’re all kind of equal.
    2:23:34 To what degree is language, this is returning to Chomsky a little bit, is innate.
    2:23:40 You said that for Chomsky, he used the idea that language is some aspect of language
    2:23:46 are innate to explain away certain things that are observed.
    2:23:49 But how much are we born with language at the core of our mind, brain?
    2:23:55 I mean, I, you know, the answer is I don’t know, of course, but the, I mean, I, I like to,
    2:24:02 I’m an engineer at heart, I guess.
    2:24:04 And I sort of think it’s fine to postulate that a lot of it’s learned.
    2:24:08 And so I, I’m guessing that a lot of it’s learned.
    2:24:11 So I think the reason Chomsky went with the innateness
    2:24:13 is because he, he hypothesized movement in his grammar.
    2:24:20 He was interested in grammar and movement’s hard to learn.
    2:24:22 I think he’s right.
    2:24:23 Movement is a hard, it’s a hard thing to learn to learn these two things together
    2:24:26 and how they interact.
    2:24:27 And there’s like a lot of ways in which you might generate exactly the same sentences.
    2:24:31 And it’s like really hard.
    2:24:32 And so he’s like, Oh, I guess it’s learned.
    2:24:34 So I guess it’s not learned, it’s innate.
    2:24:36 And if you just throw out the movement and just think about that in a different way,
    2:24:40 you know, then you, you get some messiness, but the messiness is human language,
    2:24:47 which it’s actually fits better.
    2:24:48 It’s that messiness isn’t a problem.
    2:24:51 It’s actually a, it’s a valuable asset of, of, of the theory.
    2:24:57 And so, so I think I don’t really see a reason to postulate much innate structure.
    2:25:03 And that’s kind of, I think these large language models are learning so well
    2:25:06 is because I think you can learn the form, the forms of human language from the input.
    2:25:12 I think that’s like, it’s likely to be true.
    2:25:14 So that part of the brain that lights up when you’re doing all the comprehension,
    2:25:17 that could be learned.
    2:25:17 That could be just, you don’t need, you don’t need to be innate.
    2:25:21 So like lots of stuff is modular in the brain that’s learned.
    2:25:26 It doesn’t have to, you know, so there’s something called the visual word form area
    2:25:30 in the back.
    2:25:31 And so it’s in the back of your head near the, you know, the visual cortex.
    2:25:35 Okay.
    2:25:36 And that is very specialized language, sorry, very specialized brain area,
    2:25:41 which does visual word processing if you read, if you’re a reader.
    2:25:46 Okay.
    2:25:46 If you don’t read, you don’t have it.
    2:25:47 Okay.
    2:25:48 Guess what?
    2:25:48 You spend some time learning to read and you develop that, that brain area,
    2:25:52 which does exactly that.
    2:25:53 And so these, the modularization is not evidence for innateness.
    2:25:57 So the modularization of a language area doesn’t mean we’re born with it.
    2:26:01 We could have easily learned that.
    2:26:02 I, I, we might have been born with it.
    2:26:04 I, I, we just, we just don’t know at this point.
    2:26:06 We might very well have been born with this left lateralized area.
    2:26:10 I mean that there’s like a lot of other interesting components here,
    2:26:13 features of this kind of argument.
    2:26:16 So some people get a stroke or something goes really wrong on the left side,
    2:26:21 where the left, where language area would be, and that, and that isn’t there.
    2:26:25 It’s not, not available.
    2:26:26 And it develops just fine on the right.
    2:26:27 And so it’s no lie.
    2:26:28 So it’s not about the left.
    2:26:29 It goes to the left.
    2:26:32 Like this is a very interesting question.
    2:26:33 It’s like, why is the, why are any of the brain areas the way that they are?
    2:26:38 And how, how, how did they come to be that way?
    2:26:40 And, you know, there’s these natural experiments, which happen where people
    2:26:44 get these, you know, strange events in their brains at very young ages,
    2:26:48 which wipe out sections of their brain and, and they behave totally normally.
    2:26:53 And no one knows anything was wrong.
    2:26:54 And we find out later, because they happened to be accidentally scanned for some reason.
    2:26:58 And it’s like, what, what happened to your left hemisphere?
    2:27:00 It’s missing.
    2:27:01 There’s not many people who’ve missed their whole left hemisphere,
    2:27:03 but they’ll be missing some other section of their left or their right.
    2:27:06 And they behave absolutely normally, we’d never know.
    2:27:08 So that’s like a very interesting, you know, current research.
    2:27:12 You know, this is another project that this person and Federico is working on.
    2:27:16 She’s got all these people contacting her because she’s scanned some people who have
    2:27:21 been missing sections.
    2:27:23 One person missing, missed a section of her brain and was scanned in her lab.
    2:27:27 And, and she, and she happened to be a writer for the New York Times.
    2:27:30 And there was an article in New York Times about, about the, just about the scanning
    2:27:35 procedure and, and about what might be learned about by sort of the general process of MRI
    2:27:41 and language and that’s her language.
    2:27:44 And, and because she’s writing for the New York Times,
    2:27:46 then all these people started writing to her who also have similar,
    2:27:50 similar kinds of deficits because they’ve been, you know, accidentally,
    2:27:53 you know, to scan for some reason and, and found out they’re missing some section.
    2:27:59 And they, they volunteer to be scanned.
    2:28:02 These are natural experiments.
    2:28:03 Natural experiments.
    2:28:04 They’re kind of messy, but natural experiments, kind of cool.
    2:28:06 She calls them interesting brains.
    2:28:09 The first few hours, days, months of human life are fascinating.
    2:28:13 It’s like, well, inside the womb actually, like that development,
    2:28:16 that machinery, whatever that is, seems to create powerful humans that are able to
    2:28:24 speak, comprehend, think all that kind of stuff, no matter what happened,
    2:28:27 not no matter what, but robust to the different ways that the brain might be damaged and so on.
    2:28:35 That’s, that’s really, that’s really interesting.
    2:28:38 But what would Chomsky say about the fact, the thing you’re saying now that language
    2:28:43 is, is, seems to be happening separate from thought, because as far as I understand,
    2:28:49 maybe you can correct me, he thought that language underpins.
    2:28:52 Yeah, he thinks so.
    2:28:53 I don’t know what he’d say.
    2:28:54 He would be surprised because for him, the idea is that language
    2:28:58 is the sort of the foundation of thought.
    2:29:00 That’s right.
    2:29:01 Absolutely.
    2:29:02 And it’s pretty mind blowing to think that it could be completely separate from thought.
    2:29:08 That’s right.
    2:29:08 But so, you know, he’s basically a philosopher, philosopher of language in a way,
    2:29:13 thinking about these things.
    2:29:14 It’s a fine thought.
    2:29:15 You can’t test it in his methods.
    2:29:19 You can’t do a thought experiment to figure that out.
    2:29:21 You need a scanner.
    2:29:23 You need brain damage people.
    2:29:24 You need something.
    2:29:25 You need ways to measure that.
    2:29:27 And that’s what, you know, fMRI offers as a, and, and, you know, patients are a little messier.
    2:29:33 fMRI is pretty unambiguous, I’d say.
    2:29:36 It’s like very unambiguous.
    2:29:37 There’s no way to say that the language network is doing any of these tasks.
    2:29:43 There’s, like, you should look at those data.
    2:29:45 It’s like there’s no chance that you can say that those networks are overlapping.
    2:29:49 They’re not overlapping.
    2:29:50 They’re just like completely different.
    2:29:51 And so, you know, so, you know, you can always make, you know, it’s only two people.
    2:29:56 It’s four people or something for the patients.
    2:29:58 And there’s something special about them we don’t know.
    2:30:00 But these are just random people and with lots of them, and you find always the same effects.
    2:30:07 And it’s very robust, I’d say.
    2:30:08 What’s the fascinating effect?
    2:30:10 What’s the, you mentioned Bolivia.
    2:30:12 What’s the connection between culture and language?
    2:30:16 You’ve, you’ve also mentioned that, you know, much of our study of language comes from
    2:30:25 WEIRD, Weird People, Western Educated Industrialized Rich and Democratic.
    2:30:33 So when you study, like, remote cultures such as around the Amazon jungle,
    2:30:38 what can you learn about language?
    2:30:40 So that term WEIRD is from Joe Henrich.
    2:30:45 He’s at Harvard.
    2:30:46 He’s a Harvard evolutionary biologist.
    2:30:49 And so he works on lots of different topics.
    2:30:53 And he basically was pushing that observation that we should be careful about the inferences
    2:30:59 we want to make when we’re talking in psychology or social, yeah, mostly in psychology, I guess,
    2:31:05 about humans if we’re talking about, you know, undergrads at MIT and Harvard.
    2:31:11 Those aren’t the same, right?
    2:31:13 These aren’t the same things.
    2:31:14 And so if you want to make inferences about language, for instance, you,
    2:31:17 there’s a lot of very, a lot of other kinds of languages in the world, then English and French
    2:31:23 and Chinese, you know, and so maybe for language, we care about how culture, because cultures can be
    2:31:31 very, I mean, of course, English and Chinese cultures are very different, but, you know,
    2:31:35 hunter-gatherers are much more different in some ways.
    2:31:39 And so, you know, if culture hasn’t affected what language is, then we kind of want to look
    2:31:45 there as well as looking, it’s not like the industrialized cultures aren’t interesting,
    2:31:48 of course they are, but we want to look at non-industrialized cultures as well.
    2:31:52 And so I worked with two, I worked with the Chimani, which are in Bolivia and in the Amazon,
    2:31:59 both in the Amazon, in these cases.
    2:32:01 And there are so-called farmer foragers, which is not hunter-gatherers.
    2:32:05 It’s sort of one up from hunter-gatherers in that they do a little bit of farming as well,
    2:32:10 a lot of hunting as well, but a little bit of farming.
    2:32:13 And the kind of farming they do is the kind of farming that I might do.
    2:32:16 If I ever were to grow like tomatoes or something in my backyard, it’s not like,
    2:32:20 so it’s not like big field farming, it’s just a farming for a family,
    2:32:24 a few things you do that.
    2:32:25 And so that’s what, that’s the kind of farming they do.
    2:32:27 And the other group I’ve worked with are the Pirajá, which are in, also in the Amazon,
    2:32:34 and happen to be in Brazil.
    2:32:35 And that’s with a guy called Dan Everett, who is a linguist anthropologist who actually lived
    2:32:43 and worked in the, I mean, he was a missionary actually, initially, back in the 70s,
    2:32:49 working with, trying to translate languages so they could teach them the Bible,
    2:32:53 teach them Christianity.
    2:32:54 What can you say about that?
    2:32:56 Yeah, so the two groups I’ve worked with, the Cimani and the Pirajá, are both
    2:33:00 Isolate languages, meaning there’s no known connected languages at all.
    2:33:06 They’re just like on their own.
    2:33:06 Oh, cool.
    2:33:07 Yeah, there’s a lot of those.
    2:33:08 And most of the Isolates occur in the Amazon or in Papua New Guinea,
    2:33:15 in these places where the world has sort of stayed still for long enough.
    2:33:21 And they’re, like, so there aren’t earthquakes.
    2:33:25 There aren’t, well, certainly no earthquakes in the Amazon jungle.
    2:33:30 And the climate isn’t bad, so you don’t have droughts.
    2:33:35 And so, you know, in Africa, you’ve got a lot of moving of people because there’s
    2:33:39 drought problems.
    2:33:40 And so they get a lot of language contact when you have, when people have to,
    2:33:43 if you’ve got to move because you’ve got no water, then you’ve got to get going.
    2:33:48 And then you run into contact with other tribes, other groups.
    2:33:53 In the Amazon, that’s not the case.
    2:33:54 And so people can stay there for hundreds and hundreds and probably thousands
    2:33:58 of years, I guess.
    2:33:58 And so these groups have, the Cimani and the Pirajá are both Isolates in that.
    2:34:03 And they just, I guess they’ve just lived there for ages and ages with minimal
    2:34:07 contact with other outside groups.
    2:34:11 And so, I mean, I’m interested in them because they are, I mean, I, you know,
    2:34:17 in these cases, I’m interested in their words.
    2:34:18 So I would love to study their syntax, their orders of words, but I’m mostly just
    2:34:22 interested in how languages, you know, are connected to their cultures in this way.
    2:34:29 And so with the Pirajá, the most interesting, I was working on number
    2:34:33 there, number information.
    2:34:34 And so the basic idea is I think language is invented.
    2:34:37 That’s what I get from the words here, is that I think language is invented.
    2:34:40 We talked about color earlier.
    2:34:41 It’s the same idea.
    2:34:42 So that what you need to talk about with someone else is what you’re going to
    2:34:47 invent words for.
    2:34:48 Okay.
    2:34:49 And so we invent labels for colors that I need, not that I can see, but that things
    2:34:55 I need to tell you about so that I can get objects from you or get you to give
    2:34:59 me the right objects.
    2:34:59 And I just don’t need a word for teal or a word for aquamarine in the Amazon jungle,
    2:35:06 for the most part, because I don’t have two things which differ on those colors.
    2:35:10 I just don’t have that.
    2:35:11 And so numbers are really another fascinating source of information here where
    2:35:16 you might, you know, naively, I certainly thought that all humans would have words
    2:35:23 for exact counting and the Pirajá don’t.
    2:35:27 Okay.
    2:35:27 So they don’t have any words for even one.
    2:35:30 There’s not a word for one in their language.
    2:35:33 And so there’s certainly not a word for two, three or four.
    2:35:35 So that kind of blows people’s minds off.
    2:35:39 Yeah, that’s blowing my mind.
    2:35:40 That’s pretty weird.
    2:35:41 How are you going to ask, I want two of those?
    2:35:43 You just don’t.
    2:35:44 And so that’s just not a thing you can possibly ask in the Pirajá.
    2:35:48 It’s not possible.
    2:35:49 That is, there’s no words for that.
    2:35:50 So here’s how we found this out.
    2:35:52 Okay.
    2:35:52 So it was thought to be a one, two, many language.
    2:35:56 There are three words, four quantifiers for sets.
    2:35:59 But people had thought that those meant one, two and many.
    2:36:03 But what they really mean is few, some and many.
    2:36:06 Many is correct.
    2:36:07 It’s few, some and many.
    2:36:08 And so the way we figured this out, and this is kind of cool,
    2:36:13 is that we gave people, we had a set of objects.
    2:36:18 Okay.
    2:36:18 And these were having to be spools of thread.
    2:36:19 It doesn’t really matter what they are.
    2:36:20 Identical objects.
    2:36:22 And when I sort of start off here, I just give, you know,
    2:36:25 give you one of those and say, what’s that?
    2:36:26 Okay.
    2:36:26 I see you’re a Peter Hall speaker and you tell me what it is.
    2:36:29 And then I give you two and say, what’s that?
    2:36:31 And nothing’s changing in this set except for the number.
    2:36:34 Okay.
    2:36:34 And then I just ask you to label these things.
    2:36:36 We just do this for a bunch of different people.
    2:36:38 And frankly, I did this task.
    2:36:40 This is fascinating.
    2:36:41 And it’s a little bit weird.
    2:36:43 So they say the word that we thought was one, it’s few,
    2:36:46 but for the first one.
    2:36:47 And then maybe they say few or maybe they say some for the second.
    2:36:50 And then for the third or the fourth,
    2:36:52 they start using the word many for the set.
    2:36:55 And then five, six, seven, eight.
    2:36:57 I go all the way to 10.
    2:36:58 And it’s always the same word.
    2:37:00 And they look at me like I’m stupid because they told me
    2:37:03 what the word was for six, seven, eight.
    2:37:05 And I’m going to continue asking them at nine and 10.
    2:37:08 I’m sorry.
    2:37:09 I just, I just, they understand that I want to know their language.
    2:37:12 That’s the point of the task is like I’m trying to learn their language.
    2:37:14 And so that’s okay.
    2:37:15 But it does seem like I’m a little slow because I,
    2:37:18 they already told me what the word for many was five, six, seven.
    2:37:22 And I keep asking.
    2:37:23 So it’s a little funny to do this task over and over.
    2:37:25 We did this with the guy called Dan was the translator.
    2:37:29 He’s the only one who really speaks Piraha fluently.
    2:37:33 He’s a good bilingual for a bunch of languages, but also English and Piraha.
    2:37:39 And then a guy called Mike Frank was also a student with me down there.
    2:37:42 He and I did these things.
    2:37:43 And so you do that.
    2:37:46 Okay.
    2:37:46 And everyone does the same thing.
    2:37:48 They all, all, all, you know, we asked like 10 people and they all do
    2:37:51 exactly the same labeling for one up.
    2:37:53 And then we just do the same thing down on like random order.
    2:37:56 Actually, we do some of them up, some of them down first.
    2:37:58 Okay.
    2:37:58 And so we do, instead of one to 10, we do 10 down to one.
    2:38:02 And so, so I give them 10, nine and eight.
    2:38:04 They start saying the word for some.
    2:38:06 And then at down to, when you get to four, everyone is saying the word for few,
    2:38:10 which we thought was one.
    2:38:12 So it’s like, it’s the context determined what word, what, what,
    2:38:15 what that quantifier they used was.
    2:38:17 So it’s not a count word.
    2:38:18 They’re not, they’re not count words.
    2:38:20 They’re, they’re just approximate words.
    2:38:21 And they’re going to be noisy when you interview a bunch of people,
    2:38:23 the, what the definition of few, and there’s going to be a threshold in the context.
    2:38:27 Yeah.
    2:38:27 Yeah.
    2:38:27 I don’t know what that means.
    2:38:28 That’s, that’s going to be 10 on the context.
    2:38:30 I think it’s true in English too, right?
    2:38:31 If you ask an English person, what a few is.
    2:38:33 I mean, that’s dependent completely on the context.
    2:38:36 And it might actually be at first hard to discover.
    2:38:38 Yeah.
    2:38:39 Because for a lot of people, the jump from one to two will be few.
    2:38:42 Right.
    2:38:43 So it’s a jump.
    2:38:44 Yeah.
    2:38:44 It might be, it might still be there.
    2:38:46 Yeah.
    2:38:46 Right.
    2:38:46 It’s, I mean, that’s fascinating.
    2:38:48 That’s fascinating that numbers don’t present themselves.
    2:38:50 Yeah.
    2:38:51 So the words aren’t there.
    2:38:52 And then, and so then we do these other things.
    2:38:53 Well, if, if they don’t have the words, can they do exact matching kinds of tasks?
    2:38:59 Can they even do those tasks?
    2:39:01 And, and, and the answer is sort of yes and no.
    2:39:04 And so yes, they can do them.
    2:39:06 So here’s the tasks that we did.
    2:39:07 We put out those spools of thread again.
    2:39:10 Okay.
    2:39:10 So maybe I put like three out here.
    2:39:12 And then we gave them some objects.
    2:39:14 And those happen to be uninflated red balloons.
    2:39:17 It doesn’t really matter what they are.
    2:39:18 It’s just a bunch of exactly the same thing.
    2:39:20 And it was easy to put down right next to these spools of thread.
    2:39:26 Okay.
    2:39:26 And so then I put out three of these.
    2:39:28 And your task was to just put one against each of my three things.
    2:39:31 And they can do that perfectly.
    2:39:33 So I mean, I would actually do that.
    2:39:35 It was a very easy task to explain to them because I have,
    2:39:37 I did this with this guy, Mike Frank.
    2:39:39 And he would be my, I’d be the experimenter telling him to do this
    2:39:43 and showing him to do this.
    2:39:44 And then we just like, just do what he did.
    2:39:45 You’ll copy him.
    2:39:46 All we had to, I didn’t have to speak Peter Ha, except for know what, copy him.
    2:39:50 Like do what he did is like all we had to be able to say.
    2:39:53 And then they would do that just perfectly.
    2:39:55 And so we’d move it up.
    2:39:56 We’d do some sort of random number of items up to 10.
    2:40:00 And they basically do perfectly on that.
    2:40:02 They never get that wrong.
    2:40:03 I mean, that’s not a counting task, right?
    2:40:05 That is just a match.
    2:40:06 You just put one against that.
    2:40:07 It doesn’t matter how many,
    2:40:07 I don’t need to know how many there are there to do that correctly.
    2:40:10 And, and they would make mistakes, but very, very few and no more than MIT undergrads.
    2:40:16 Just going to say, like there’s no, these are low stakes.
    2:40:20 So, you know, you make mistakes.
    2:40:21 So counting is not required to complete the matching task.
    2:40:22 That’s right.
    2:40:23 Not at all.
    2:40:24 Okay.
    2:40:24 And so, and so that’s our control.
    2:40:26 And this guy had gone down there before and said that they couldn’t do this task,
    2:40:30 but I just don’t know what he did wrong there because they can do this task perfectly well.
    2:40:34 And, you know, I can, can train my dog to do this task.
    2:40:36 So of course they can do this task.
    2:40:38 And so, you know, it’s not a hard task.
    2:40:40 But the other task that was sort of more interesting is like,
    2:40:43 so then we do a bunch of tasks where you need some way to encode the set.
    2:40:50 So like one of them is just, I just put a opaque sheet in front of the things.
    2:40:58 I put down a bunch, a set of these things, and I put an opaque sheet down.
    2:41:01 And so you can’t see them anymore.
    2:41:03 And I tell you, do the same thing you were doing before, right?
    2:41:05 You know, and it’s easy if it’s two or three, it’s very easy.
    2:41:08 But if I don’t have the words for eight, it’s a little harder.
    2:41:11 Like maybe, you know, with practice went, well, no.
    2:41:14 Because you have to count.
    2:41:17 For us, it’s easy because we just, we just count them.
    2:41:19 It’s just so easy to count them.
    2:41:21 But they don’t, they can’t count them because they don’t count.
    2:41:24 They don’t have words for this thing.
    2:41:25 And so they would do approximate.
    2:41:26 It’s totally fascinating.
    2:41:27 So they would get them approximately right, you know, after four or five.
    2:41:32 You know, because you can basically always get four right, three or four.
    2:41:36 That looks, that’s something we can visually see.
    2:41:38 But after that, you kind of have, it’s an approximate number.
    2:41:42 And so then, and there’s a bunch of tasks we did and they all failed as, I mean, failed.
    2:41:46 They did approximate after five on all those tasks.
    2:41:50 And it kind of shows that the words, you kind of need the words, you know,
    2:41:55 to be able to do these kinds of tasks.
    2:41:57 Because there’s a little bit of a chicken and egg thing there.
    2:41:59 Because if you don’t have the words, then maybe they’ll limit you in the kind of,
    2:42:05 like a little baby Einstein there, won’t be able to come up with a counting task.
    2:42:11 You know what I mean?
    2:42:11 Like the ability to count enables you to come up with interesting things probably.
    2:42:16 So yes, you develop counting because you need it.
    2:42:20 But then once you have counting, you can probably come up with a bunch of different inventions.
    2:42:25 Like how to, I don’t know, what kind of thing they do matching really well for building purposes,
    2:42:33 building some kind of hut or something like this.
    2:42:35 So it’s interesting that language is a limiter on what you’re able to do.
    2:42:41 Yeah, here’s language is just, is the words.
    2:42:43 Here is the words.
    2:42:44 Like the words for exact count is the limiting factor here.
    2:42:49 They just don’t have them.
    2:42:50 Yeah, that’s what I mean.
    2:42:52 That limit is also a limit on the society of what they’re able to build.
    2:42:58 That’s going to be true.
    2:42:59 Yeah.
    2:43:00 So it’s probable.
    2:43:01 I mean, we don’t know, this is one of those problems with the snapshot of just current languages,
    2:43:06 is that we don’t know what causes a culture to discover/invent a counting system.
    2:43:11 But the hypothesis is the guess out there is something to do with farming.
    2:43:15 So if you have a bunch of goats and you want to keep track of them,
    2:43:20 and you save 17 goats and you go to bed at night and you get up in the morning,
    2:43:24 boy, it’s easier to have a count system to do that.
    2:43:27 You know, that’s an abstraction over a set.
    2:43:30 So that I don’t have, like people often ask me when I talk to them about this kind of work,
    2:43:34 they say, “Well, don’t these children have kids?
    2:43:36 Don’t they have a lot of children?”
    2:43:37 I’m like, “Yeah, they have a lot of children.”
    2:43:39 And they do.
    2:43:39 They often have families of three or four or five kids.
    2:43:42 And they go, “Well, don’t they need the numbers to keep track of their kids?”
    2:43:45 And I always ask the person who says this, like, “Do you have children?”
    2:43:48 And the answer is always, “No.”
    2:43:50 Because that’s not how you keep track of your kids.
    2:43:52 You care about their identities.
    2:43:54 It’s very important to me when I go, “I think I have five children.”
    2:43:57 It doesn’t matter which, it matters which five.
    2:44:02 It’s like, if you replaced one with someone else, I would care.
    2:44:06 Goat maybe not, right?
    2:44:08 That’s the kind of point.
    2:44:08 It’s an abstraction.
    2:44:10 Something that looks very similar to the one wouldn’t matter to me, probably.
    2:44:13 But if you care about goats, you’re going to know them actually individually also.
    2:44:17 Yeah, you will.
    2:44:18 I mean, cows and goats, if there’s a source of food and milk and all that kind of stuff,
    2:44:21 you’re going to actually really do the care.
    2:44:23 But I’m saying it is an abstraction such that you don’t have to care
    2:44:25 about their identities to do this thing fast.
    2:44:28 That’s the hypothesis, not mine.
    2:44:29 From anthropologists are guessing about where words for counting came from,
    2:44:34 is from farming maybe.
    2:44:36 Yeah. Do you have a sense why universal languages like Esperanto have not taken off?
    2:44:42 Like why do we have all these different languages?
    2:44:47 Well, my guess is that the function of a language is to do something in a community.
    2:44:53 I mean, unless there’s some function to that language in the community,
    2:44:57 it’s not going to survive.
    2:44:58 It’s not going to be useful.
    2:44:59 So here’s a great example.
    2:45:00 Language death is super common.
    2:45:05 Languages are dying all around the world.
    2:45:07 And here’s why they’re dying.
    2:45:09 And it’s like, yeah, I see this in, you know, it’s not happening right now
    2:45:12 in either the Chimane or the Piedoha, but it probably will.
    2:45:16 And so there’s a neighboring group called Mosetan, which is, I said that it’s an isolates.
    2:45:22 Actually, there’s a dual.
    2:45:23 There’s two of them.
    2:45:24 Okay. So it’s actually, there’s two languages, which are really close,
    2:45:27 which are Mosetan and Chimane, which are unrelated to anything else.
    2:45:32 And Mosetan is unlike Chimane in that it has a lot of contact with Spanish and it’s dying.
    2:45:38 So that language is dying.
    2:45:39 The reason it’s dying is there’s not a lot of value for the local people in their native language.
    2:45:46 So there’s much more value in knowing Spanish like because they want to feed their families.
    2:45:51 And how do you feed your family?
    2:45:52 You learn Spanish so you can make money so you can get a job and do these things.
    2:45:56 And then you can, and then you make money.
    2:45:57 And so they want Spanish things, they want, and so Mosetan is in danger and is dying.
    2:46:03 And that’s normal.
    2:46:04 And so basically the problem is that people, the reason we learn languages to communicate,
    2:46:10 and we need to, we use it to make money and to do whatever it is to feed our families.
    2:46:18 And if that’s not happening, then it won’t take off.
    2:46:22 It’s not like a game or something.
    2:46:24 This is like something we use.
    2:46:25 Like, why is English so popular?
    2:46:27 It’s not because it’s an easy language to learn.
    2:46:29 Maybe it is.
    2:46:31 I don’t really know.
    2:46:32 But that’s not why it’s popular.
    2:46:34 But because the United States is a gigantic economy and therefore…
    2:46:37 It’s big economies that do this.
    2:46:39 It’s all it is.
    2:46:39 It’s all about money and that’s what…
    2:46:42 And so there’s a motivation to learn Mandarin.
    2:46:45 There’s a motivation to learn Spanish.
    2:46:46 There’s a motivation to learn English.
    2:46:48 These languages are very valuable to know because there’s so, so many speakers all over the world.
    2:46:52 That’s fascinating.
    2:46:52 There’s less of a value economically.
    2:46:55 It’s like kind of what drives this.
    2:46:56 It’s not just for fun.
    2:46:59 I mean, there are these groups that do want to learn language just for language’s sake.
    2:47:04 And then there’s something to that.
    2:47:06 But those are rare.
    2:47:07 Those are rarities in general.
    2:47:08 Those are a few small groups that do that.
    2:47:11 Not most people don’t do that.
    2:47:12 Well, if that was the primary driver, then everybody was speaking English or speaking one language.
    2:47:17 There’s also attention.
    2:47:18 That’s happening.
    2:47:19 And that, well…
    2:47:19 We’re moving towards fewer and fewer languages.
    2:47:22 We are.
    2:47:23 I wonder if…
    2:47:24 You’re right.
    2:47:24 Maybe this is slow, but maybe that’s where we’re moving.
    2:47:28 But there is attention.
    2:47:30 You’re saying a language that defringes.
    2:47:33 But if you look at geopolitics and superpowers, it does seem that there’s another thing of
    2:47:39 tension, which is a language is a national identity sometimes.
    2:47:43 For certain nations.
    2:47:45 I mean, that’s the war in Ukraine.
    2:47:47 Language, Ukrainian language is a symbol of that war in many ways.
    2:47:52 Like a country fighting for its own identity.
    2:47:54 So it’s not merely the convenience.
    2:47:56 I mean, those two things that are attention is the convenience of trade and the economics
    2:48:01 and be able to communicate with neighboring countries and trade more efficiently with
    2:48:07 neighboring countries, all that kind of stuff, but also identity of the group.
    2:48:11 That’s right.
    2:48:11 I completely agree.
    2:48:12 This language is the way…
    2:48:13 For every community, like dialects that emerge are a kind of identity for people.
    2:48:21 Sometimes a way for people to say F-U to the more powerful people.
    2:48:26 That’s interesting.
    2:48:28 So in that way, language can’t be used as that tool.
    2:48:30 I completely agree.
    2:48:32 And there’s a lot of work to try to create that identity.
    2:48:36 So people want to do that speak as a cognitive scientist and language expert.
    2:48:42 I hope that continues because I don’t want languages to die.
    2:48:46 I want languages to survive because they’re so interesting for so many reasons.
    2:48:53 But I mean, I find them fascinating just for the language part.
    2:48:56 But I think there’s a lot of connections to culture as well, which is also very important.
    2:49:01 Do you have hope for machine translation that can break down the barriers of language?
    2:49:07 So while all these different diverse languages exist, I guess there’s many ways of asking
    2:49:12 this question, but basically how hard is it to translate in an automated way for one language
    2:49:19 to another?
    2:49:20 There’s going to be cases where it’s going to be really hard.
    2:49:22 So there are concepts that are in one language and not in another.
    2:49:27 Like the most extreme kinds of cases are these cases of number information.
    2:49:31 So good luck translating a lot of English into Piraha.
    2:49:35 It’s just impossible.
    2:49:36 There’s no way to do it because there are no words for these concepts that we’re talking about.
    2:49:41 There’s probably the flip side, right?
    2:49:43 There’s probably stuff in Piraha, which is going to be hard to translate into English
    2:49:48 on the other side.
    2:49:49 And so I just don’t know what those concepts are.
    2:49:51 I mean, the space, the world space is different from my world space.
    2:49:56 And so I don’t know what, so that the things they talk about, things are,
    2:49:59 it’s going to have to do with their life as opposed to my industrial life,
    2:50:04 which is going to be different.
    2:50:05 And so there’s going to be problems like that always.
    2:50:09 There’s like, maybe it’s not so bad in the case of some of these spaces,
    2:50:12 and maybe it’s going to be harder than others.
    2:50:14 And so it’s pretty bad in number.
    2:50:16 It’s like extreme, I’d say, in the number space, exact number space.
    2:50:20 But in the color dimension, right?
    2:50:22 So that’s not so bad.
    2:50:22 I mean, but it’s a problem that you don’t have ways to talk about the concepts.
    2:50:29 And there might be entire concepts that are missing.
    2:50:31 So to you, it’s more about the space of concept versus the space of form.
    2:50:35 Like form, you can probably map.
    2:50:38 Yes.
    2:50:38 Yeah. But so you were talking earlier about translation
    2:50:41 and about how translations, there’s good and bad translations.
    2:50:46 I mean, now you’re talking about translations of form, right?
    2:50:48 So what makes writing good, right?
    2:50:51 There’s a music to the form.
    2:50:53 Right. It’s not just the content.
    2:50:55 It’s how it’s written.
    2:50:57 And translating that, that sounds difficult.
    2:51:00 We should say that there is like, I don’t hesitate to say meaning,
    2:51:06 but there’s a music and a rhythm to the form.
    2:51:10 When you look at the broad picture, like the Fritz Wietzi and Dostoyevsky and Tolstoy,
    2:51:14 or Hemingway Bukowski, James Joyce, like I mentioned, there’s a beat to it.
    2:51:21 There’s an edge to it that’s like, is in the form.
    2:51:24 We can probably get measures of those.
    2:51:27 Yeah.
    2:51:27 I don’t know.
    2:51:29 I’m optimistic that we could get measures of those things.
    2:51:32 And so maybe that’s…
    2:51:33 Translatable.
    2:51:34 I don’t know. I don’t know, though.
    2:51:35 I have not worked on that.
    2:51:37 I would love to see…
    2:51:38 That sounds totally fascinating.
    2:51:39 Translation to Hemingway is probably the lowest…
    2:51:44 I would love to see different authors,
    2:51:46 but the average per sentence dependency length for Hemingway is probably the shortest.
    2:51:53 That’s your sense, huh?
    2:51:55 It’s simple sentences.
    2:51:56 Simple sentences.
    2:51:57 Short, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
    2:51:59 I mean, that’s when, if you have really long sentences,
    2:52:01 even if they don’t have center, like…
    2:52:03 They can have longer connections.
    2:52:04 They can have longer connections.
    2:52:06 They don’t have to, right?
    2:52:06 You can’t have a long, long sentence with a bunch of local words, yeah.
    2:52:10 But it is much more likely to have the possibility
    2:52:13 of long dependencies with long sentences, yeah.
    2:52:15 I met a guy named Azar Askin who does a lot of cool stuff.
    2:52:21 Really brilliant.
    2:52:22 Works with Tristan Harris and a bunch of stuff.
    2:52:23 But he was talking to me about communicating with animals.
    2:52:29 He co-founded Earth Species Project,
    2:52:32 where you’re trying to find the common language between whales, crows, and humans.
    2:52:37 And he was saying that there’s a lot of promising work,
    2:52:42 that even though the signals are very different,
    2:52:44 like the actual, if you have embeddings of the languages,
    2:52:50 they’re actually trying to communicate similar type things.
    2:52:54 Is there something you can comment on that?
    2:52:58 Where is there a promise to that?
    2:53:00 In everything you’ve seen in different cultures,
    2:53:02 especially like remote cultures, that this is a possibility?
    2:53:05 Or no?
    2:53:05 Like we can talk to whales?
    2:53:07 I would say yes.
    2:53:09 I think it’s not crazy at all.
    2:53:11 I think it’s quite reasonable.
    2:53:13 But there’s this sort of weird view, well, odd view,
    2:53:16 I think, that to think that human language is somehow special.
    2:53:21 I mean, it is, maybe it is.
    2:53:24 We can certainly do more than any of the other species.
    2:53:28 You know, and maybe our language system is part of that.
    2:53:34 It’s possible.
    2:53:35 But people have often talked about how human, like Chomsky, in fact,
    2:53:40 has talked about how human language has this compositionality thing
    2:53:47 that he thinks is sort of key in language.
    2:53:49 And the problem with that argument is he doesn’t speak whale.
    2:53:53 And he doesn’t speak crow, and he doesn’t speak monkey.
    2:53:57 You know, he’s like, they say things like,
    2:53:59 well, they’re making a bunch of grunts and squeaks.
    2:54:01 And the reasoning is like, that’s bad reasoning.
    2:54:05 Like, you know, I’m pretty sure if you asked a whale what we’re saying,
    2:54:08 they’d say, well, I’m making a bunch of weird noises.
    2:54:10 Exactly.
    2:54:11 And so it’s like, this is a very odd reasoning to be making,
    2:54:15 that human language is special because we’re the only one
    2:54:17 to have human language.
    2:54:18 I’m like, well, we don’t know what those other, we just don’t,
    2:54:23 we can’t talk to them yet.
    2:54:24 And so there are probably a signal in there.
    2:54:26 And it might very well be something complicated like human language.
    2:54:31 I mean, sure, with a small brain, in lower species,
    2:54:35 there’s probably not a very good communication system.
    2:54:37 But in these higher species where you have, you know,
    2:54:40 what seems to be, you know, abilities to communicate something,
    2:54:45 there might very well be a lot more signal there than we might have otherwise thought.
    2:54:50 But also, if we have a lot of intellectual humility here,
    2:54:53 there’s somebody formerly from MIT, Neri Oxman,
    2:54:56 who I admire very much, has talked a lot about,
    2:54:59 has worked on communicating with plants.
    2:55:03 So like, yes, the signal there is even less than,
    2:55:07 but like, it’s not out of the realm of possibility
    2:55:10 that all nature has a way of communicating.
    2:55:14 And it’s a very different language,
    2:55:16 but they do develop a kind of language through the chemistry,
    2:55:21 through some way of communicating with each other.
    2:55:23 And if you have enough humility about that possibility,
    2:55:26 I think you can, I think it would be a very interesting,
    2:55:29 in a few decades, maybe centuries, hopefully not,
    2:55:32 a humbling possibility of being able to communicate,
    2:55:37 not just between humans, effectively,
    2:55:39 but between all of living things on Earth.
    2:55:42 Well, I mean, I think some of them are not going to have much interesting to say.
    2:55:47 But you could still.
    2:55:48 We don’t know.
    2:55:49 We certainly don’t know, I think.
    2:55:50 I think if we were humble,
    2:55:52 there could be some interesting trees out there.
    2:55:55 Well, they’re probably talking to other trees, right?
    2:55:58 They’re not talking to us.
    2:55:59 And so to the extent they’re talking,
    2:56:01 they’re saying something interesting to some other,
    2:56:04 you know, conspecific as opposed to us, right?
    2:56:07 And so they probably is, there may be some signal there.
    2:56:10 So there are people out there,
    2:56:12 actually it’s pretty common to say that human language is special
    2:56:17 and different from any other animal communication system.
    2:56:20 And I just don’t think the evidence is there for that claim.
    2:56:24 I think it’s not obvious.
    2:56:25 We just don’t know what,
    2:56:30 because we don’t speak these other communication systems
    2:56:32 until we get better.
    2:56:34 You know, I do think there are people working on that,
    2:56:37 as you pointed out, though,
    2:56:38 people working on whale speak, for instance.
    2:56:40 Like, that’s really fascinating.
    2:56:42 Let me ask you a wild out there sci-fi question.
    2:56:45 If we make contact with an intelligent alien civilization,
    2:56:49 and you get to meet them, how hard do you think you,
    2:56:53 like how surprised would you be about their way of communicating?
    2:56:56 Do you think it would be recognizable?
    2:56:59 Maybe there’s some parallels here when you go to the remote drives.
    2:57:03 I mean, I would want Dan Everett with me.
    2:57:05 He is like amazing at learning foreign languages.
    2:57:08 And so he like, this is an amazing feat, right?
    2:57:10 To be able to go.
    2:57:11 This is a language, which has no translators before him.
    2:57:15 I mean, there were, he was a missionary.
    2:57:17 Well, there was a guy that had been there before,
    2:57:18 but he wasn’t very good.
    2:57:20 And so he learned the language far better
    2:57:23 than anyone else had learned before him.
    2:57:25 He’s like good at, he’s just a, he’s a very social person.
    2:57:28 I think that’s a big part of it, is being able to interact.
    2:57:30 So I don’t know, it kind of depends on these,
    2:57:32 these, the species from outer space,
    2:57:35 how much they want to talk to us.
    2:57:37 Is there something you can say about the process he follows?
    2:57:40 Like what, how do you show up to a tribe and socialize?
    2:57:43 I mean, I guess colors and counting
    2:57:45 is one of the most basic things to figure out.
    2:57:47 Yeah, you start that.
    2:57:48 You actually start with like objects and just say,
    2:57:51 you know, just throw a stick down and say stick.
    2:57:53 And then you say, what do you call this?
    2:57:54 And then they’ll say the word, whatever.
    2:57:56 And he says a standard thing to do is to throw two sticks at two sticks.
    2:58:00 And then, you know, he learned pretty quick
    2:58:02 that there weren’t any count words in this language
    2:58:04 because they didn’t know this wasn’t interesting to them.
    2:58:07 It was kind of weird.
    2:58:07 They’d say some or something in the same word over and over again.
    2:58:10 And so, but that is a standard thing.
    2:58:11 You just like try to,
    2:58:12 but you have to be pretty out there socially,
    2:58:15 like willing to talk to random people.
    2:58:18 Which these are, you know, really very different people from you.
    2:58:21 And he was, and he’s very social.
    2:58:23 And so I think that’s a big part of this is like, that’s how,
    2:58:25 you know, a lot of people know a lot of languages
    2:58:28 that they’re willing to talk to other people.
    2:58:30 That’s a tough one.
    2:58:31 We just show up knowing nothing.
    2:58:32 Yeah. Oh, God.
    2:58:33 That’s beautiful.
    2:58:34 It’s beautiful that humans are able to connect in that way.
    2:58:36 Yeah. Yeah.
    2:58:37 You’ve had an incredible career exploring this fascinating topic.
    2:58:41 What advice would you give to young people
    2:58:43 about how to have a career?
    2:58:47 Like that or a life that they can be proud of?
    2:58:50 When you see something interesting, just go and do it.
    2:58:53 Like I do, I do that.
    2:58:54 Like that’s something I do,
    2:58:55 which is kind of unusual for most people.
    2:58:57 So like when I saw the Piroja,
    2:58:58 like if Piroja was available to go and visit,
    2:59:00 I was like, yes, yes, I’ll go.
    2:59:02 And then when we couldn’t go back,
    2:59:04 we had some trouble with the Brazilian government.
    2:59:08 There’s some corrupt people there.
    2:59:09 It was very difficult to get, go back in there.
    2:59:11 And so I was like, all right, I got to find another group.
    2:59:13 And so we searched around and we were able to find the,
    2:59:16 because I wanted to keep working on this kind of problem.
    2:59:18 And so we found the Chamani and just go there.
    2:59:20 I didn’t really have, we didn’t have contact.
    2:59:22 We had a little bit of contact and brought someone.
    2:59:24 And that was, you know, we just kind of just try things.
    2:59:28 I say it’s like, a lot of that just like ambition,
    2:59:31 just try to do something that other people haven’t done.
    2:59:33 Just give it a shot is what I, I mean, I do that all the time.
    2:59:37 I don’t know.
    2:59:37 I love it.
    2:59:38 And I love the fact that your pursuit of fun
    2:59:41 has landed you here talking to me.
    2:59:43 This was an incredible conversation
    2:59:45 that you’re, you’re, you’re just a fascinating human being.
    2:59:48 Thank you for taking a journey
    2:59:49 through human language with me today.
    2:59:52 This is awesome.
    2:59:52 Thank you very much.
    2:59:53 Lex has been pleasure.
    2:59:54 Thanks for listening to this conversation
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  • #425 – Andrew Callaghan: Channel 5, Gonzo, QAnon, O-Block, Politics & Alex Jones

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    0:00:20 He created the documentary that I highly recommend called This Place Rules on the undercurrents
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    0:01:45 And we talk about Walmart in this episode, which kind of warms my heart if I’m being
    0:01:50 honest.
    0:01:51 Actually, I do think it’s Kmart and the commercial is, well, they talk about, “I just shipped
    0:01:57 my pants at the risk of explaining humor.”
    0:02:01 The commercial involves the full on absurdity of various kinds of people talking about shipping
    0:02:08 their pants and shipping the bed, all that kind of stuff.
    0:02:13 Anyway, it’s hilarious and I wish people would do edgier stuff like that more often, where
    0:02:17 the commercial itself is a little piece of artistic absurdity.
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    0:03:58 you don’t get a license to that kind of thing.
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    0:04:05 know how many centuries, but Texan through and through, barbecue guy through and through,
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    0:04:51 thing I kind of want to do like fast for like seven days or more.
    0:04:56 I think it’s a beautiful experience, but if you do that, you still need water and electrolytes
    0:05:02 because if you have those, then you can be happy, your body can be happy, you can still
    0:05:06 feel good, and it’s just also a fun way to consume water for me, and it’s just a fun,
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    0:07:35 because it makes me super happy.
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    0:07:56 It’s just so refreshing to get that AG1, and I think about life, and I’m listening to some
    0:08:01 intense audiobook, and it’s just the zen place where I get to reflect on the battles
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    0:08:37 I tried to color match you though, got the black and white going.
    0:08:57 I went to Walmart before this and got the Wrangler shirt with the Texas Longhorns tee.
    0:09:01 Is that where you shop, Walmart?
    0:09:02 Generally, yeah.
    0:09:03 I’m a target man myself.
    0:09:05 There’s no way you get those suits from Target.
    0:09:06 You see, you’re saying it’s a nice way to compliment a suit.
    0:09:08 I think you go men’s warehouse, if not further.
    0:09:11 I think you would be wrong.
    0:09:13 You go further.
    0:09:14 No, the other direction.
    0:09:15 You got that from Target?
    0:09:16 Not Target.
    0:09:17 I was joking about Target.
    0:09:18 I like Walmart better.
    0:09:19 It just felt like a funny thing to say.
    0:09:20 No, it was funny.
    0:09:21 The most expensive thing I own is this watch, and it was given to me as a gift.
    0:09:25 Yeah.
    0:09:26 When I was on tour, I had these $2,700 Cartier glasses that I got for a lot of money, $2,700.
    0:09:34 Like sunglasses?
    0:09:35 Yeah.
    0:09:36 But they’re really embarrassing.
    0:09:37 But I was on tour, so I just felt like I could do anything as far as fashion choices.
    0:09:41 But looking back at pictures from myself in that era, I’m like, “God.”
    0:09:44 So that was the symbol of the fame got to your head.
    0:09:47 I think so, yeah.
    0:09:48 I think fame getting to your head.
    0:09:49 If you spend more than a hundred bucks on sunglasses, you’ve officially gone off the
    0:09:53 deep end.
    0:09:54 You’ve crossed the line.
    0:09:55 Totally.
    0:09:56 And that’s where you go back to Walmart to humble yourself.
    0:09:57 I really love Walmart.
    0:09:58 In fact, I moved to Austin because I was a Walmart and a lady said that I look handsome
    0:10:04 in a suit.
    0:10:06 And I was like, “That’s it.
    0:10:07 I love this place.”
    0:10:08 She just said it for no reason whatsoever.
    0:10:09 This older lady just looked at me and with this genuine sweetness just said, “Oh, you
    0:10:15 look handsome.”
    0:10:16 She’s not wrong, man.
    0:10:18 Thank you.
    0:10:19 That’s part of your whole swag, though.
    0:10:20 Yeah.
    0:10:21 The suit thing.
    0:10:22 Yeah.
    0:10:23 Anyway, what was the first, if you remember, first recorded interview you did?
    0:10:29 Well, like my first grade teacher, Mrs. Claudia, yeah.
    0:10:33 This is back in the day, like I was telling you we just asked her about her life in Columbia
    0:10:37 and stuff like that, but I didn’t really get into actual journalism until my ninth grade
    0:10:42 year.
    0:10:43 I had no idea I hadn’t interested in it.
    0:10:44 Before then, I wanted to be a rapper.
    0:10:45 It’s all about hip hop and meditation and picking psilocybin mushrooms and public parks and
    0:10:51 stuff like that.
    0:10:52 That’s what I was into.
    0:10:53 That’s a lot.
    0:10:54 Psilocybin, meditation, rap, public parks.
    0:10:56 Yeah.
    0:10:57 I was making conscious rap music.
    0:10:58 I was to the point where I had four dream catchers hanging above my bed, Alex Gray painting
    0:11:03 on the wall, tapestry on the ceiling, just scribbling rhymes down all the time.
    0:11:09 So you said somewhere that you sucked at school.
    0:11:12 Okay.
    0:11:13 Well, let me, let’s step back a little bit.
    0:11:14 So I had this amazing journalism course in ninth grade.
    0:11:17 I went to an alternative high school and the teacher was named Calvin Shaw and he was
    0:11:21 just like, I ended up taking his class all four years and he used to let me actually
    0:11:25 leave school like, I didn’t like going to school, so he’d let me basically go around
    0:11:31 Seattle and do different interviews with people as long as I could come back by the end of
    0:11:35 the day and write a story for his class and he’d mark me as present.
    0:11:39 So the first article that I wrote was about the silk road and the deep web because, you
    0:11:45 know, as a ninth grader, when I discovered the hidden wiki, I thought that I was like
    0:11:50 really tapping into like the most secret society elite level black market in the world.
    0:11:55 And so if you remember, they had that hidden wiki link that was like hire a hit man, you
    0:11:58 know.
    0:11:59 And so I messaged them and I was like, all right, you know, I want to get someone killed
    0:12:02 at my school.
    0:12:03 Like how much is it going to cost me?
    0:12:05 And I published my interview with the hidden wiki hit man.
    0:12:07 It was probably a fed or something, but who knows.
    0:12:10 And that my first article was called like inside the deep web, a conversation with a hit man.
    0:12:15 That’s nice.
    0:12:16 Yeah.
    0:12:17 I mean, you’re fearless even then.
    0:12:18 I mean, I was hiding behind a tour browser.
    0:12:21 So there’s not much fear to be had.
    0:12:22 Oh, so it was anonymous.
    0:12:23 It was anonymous, but I did publish it under my name.
    0:12:26 So you’re right.
    0:12:27 It could have been in danger.
    0:12:29 I also saw that you said you took too many shrooms when you were young and that led you
    0:12:33 to have hallucinogen persisting perception disorder HPPD.
    0:12:38 Can you explain what this is?
    0:12:41 Well, that condition is classified by persistent visual snow, floaters, morphing objects.
    0:12:48 Like I see them right now.
    0:12:49 I see them all the time.
    0:12:50 The snow is in the room.
    0:12:51 The snow is definitely in the room.
    0:12:53 It’s all over you.
    0:12:54 And basically, it wasn’t that I took too many shrooms.
    0:12:58 I think that it was, I took about an eighth of senescence mushrooms, which are the ones
    0:13:05 that come from the earth instead of cow shit.
    0:13:07 And I took an eighth of those at my friend Toby’s house, which is a normal amount, but
    0:13:12 I was in eighth grade.
    0:13:13 So I woke up the next morning with these extreme visual distortions and I thought that it would
    0:13:19 go away.
    0:13:20 I tried to make it go away, but there was really no cure for HPPD.
    0:13:24 It’s a lifelong condition.
    0:13:25 So it’s just a matter of dealing with it and realizing that it is only visual.
    0:13:29 So when people ask me, “Hey, I have HPPD.
    0:13:31 How do I cope with it?”
    0:13:32 I say, “Remember that every other sense that you have, what you can hear, what you can
    0:13:36 taste, your feet on the ground, you’re still on earth.
    0:13:39 You’re still here.”
    0:13:40 Well, you said it’s only visual and yes, gratitude for being alive at all.
    0:13:45 It’s great.
    0:13:46 But you said that this led you into some dark psychological places like depersonalization
    0:13:51 disorder.
    0:13:52 Yeah.
    0:13:53 So depersonalization is the feeling that you are not real, but that reality still exists.
    0:14:00 Derealization is the idea that reality itself is an illusion created by your mind and that
    0:14:05 you’re the only person alive and that everything that your brain is projecting to your visual
    0:14:09 cortex is a lie and that you’re the only living human being.
    0:14:13 Both are pretty intense.
    0:14:15 HPPD creates both of those things.
    0:14:17 And so when I’ve talked to people who have the condition, it’s really either or, but
    0:14:22 more than 70% of people with HPPD fall into either category.
    0:14:26 They’re both coping mechanisms for the, I don’t know what really happens.
    0:14:30 I talked to a researcher once named Dr. Abraham.
    0:14:33 He lives in upstate New York.
    0:14:35 He’s the leading scientist when it comes to HPPD research.
    0:14:38 He’s the only one who actually seems to care about finding a cure.
    0:14:41 And the only known treatment right now is alcohol and benzodiazepines.
    0:14:46 That’s not good.
    0:14:47 Right.
    0:14:48 Alcoholism, something that came into my life pretty early.
    0:14:51 Alcohol abuse as a result of that experience, because that helps with the visual symptoms,
    0:14:55 makes some of the static go away.
    0:14:58 Never tried benzos though.
    0:15:00 So can you explain to me where in that spectrum you are?
    0:15:04 So do you sometimes have a sense that you’re not real and something else is not real?
    0:15:09 Like the reality is not real?
    0:15:11 Yeah, I experience it all the time, but like I said, my job helps with that because I get
    0:15:16 to feel like when you seek out extremes to a certain extent and you put yourself on the
    0:15:21 front lines of intense events, whether it be politically or socially, or just dive into
    0:15:26 deep fringe subcultures, you get this feeling that you’re real.
    0:15:30 And being filmed is also a confirmation if you can look at the MP4 file that you’re in
    0:15:34 fact living here on earth.
    0:15:36 Confirming that you were in it with reality by watching yourself on video.
    0:15:42 So is that basically the engine behind all the extreme interviews you’ve done?
    0:15:47 Well, I got HPPD around the same time that I began this journalism course in ninth grade.
    0:15:52 So I sort of always use journalism as a therapeutic mechanism to deal with some of these symptoms,
    0:15:57 especially depersonalization.
    0:15:58 There’s some pretty good illustrations of what it feels like, kind of feels like you’re
    0:16:03 trapped behind your eyes, or that you’re just this like nebulous soul that’s trapped in
    0:16:07 a flesh suit that you’re not really a part of, you’re sort of puppeteering a flesh and
    0:16:12 bone skin suit.
    0:16:14 Trapped or just the ability to step outside of yourself?
    0:16:17 You feel like your soul is not something that is connected to your body, it’s something
    0:16:21 living in your head.
    0:16:22 It’s really hard to explain to people who haven’t gone through de-realization or depersonalization,
    0:16:27 but if you go on support groups, they always say like, “How do I break free from behind
    0:16:30 my eyes?”
    0:16:31 Like dark stuff like that.
    0:16:32 Also you’re trapped.
    0:16:33 I mean, there’s a higher state of being through meditation that you can kind of step outside
    0:16:37 of yourself, but this is not that.
    0:16:39 Unfortunately, it was kind of the meditative path or the Eastern path that I took and kind
    0:16:46 of fused that with psychedelic culture in Seattle that took me down the psychedelic
    0:16:50 use rabbit hole in the first place.
    0:16:52 So I’d say it all started with Siddhartha.
    0:16:54 Siddhartha, that’s a good book.
    0:16:57 Have you done it since then?
    0:16:58 No, I don’t really do psychedelic drugs, but a lot of people think that I’m against them,
    0:17:03 which I’m not.
    0:17:04 It just doesn’t work for me.
    0:17:05 For you, I’m sure that can be really fun, especially, I know there’s lots of like therapeutic
    0:17:09 uses for acid and ketamine and psilocybin, but I personally abstain from those kind of
    0:17:16 anything psychotropic I try to stay away from.
    0:17:18 Drinking a bit?
    0:17:19 Well, yeah.
    0:17:20 I mean, I didn’t drink at all before I had the HPPD stuff and I would have drank later
    0:17:24 in life, but definitely like 14, 15 every day after school, I’d drink a 40 ounce of Mickey’s.
    0:17:30 It’s like a kind of looks like old English, but the bottle’s green and it has a hornet
    0:17:34 on the side of it.
    0:17:35 Just kind of became a ritual just to deal with the anxiety of that situation.
    0:17:39 And it made the snow go away?
    0:17:41 Yeah.
    0:17:42 Alcohol really works to suppress HPPD symptoms.
    0:17:45 So you said you hated classes in school, except that journalism class.
    0:17:48 Okay.
    0:17:49 We need to clear this up because on my Wikipedia page, for some reason for Andrew Callahan
    0:17:53 early life, it says Andrew hated every single class except for one.
    0:17:57 So I’ve had a bunch of teachers who are super cool like this guy, Tim, my astronomy professor
    0:18:01 at ninth grade, Mrs. Zanetti, my creative writing teacher in sixth grade, and this really cool
    0:18:06 dude at my college in New Orleans named Charles Cannon, who taught me a class called New Orleans
    0:18:10 Mythology.
    0:18:11 My three favorite classes besides my journalism class, and they all hit me up and they’re
    0:18:16 like, “Hey man, Saul, you said you hated every class.
    0:18:19 Sorry, I couldn’t be everything that you wanted me to be.”
    0:18:22 And so I just want to say, shout out to all those teachers.
    0:18:24 I didn’t hate every class.
    0:18:26 The point that I was making is that being forced into the institution of school so young
    0:18:31 and having to take common core classes like biology, dissecting frogs, history of the Han
    0:18:37 dynasty, stuff like that that I didn’t want to learn, but I had to learn multiple times.
    0:18:42 I mean, I learned about the dynastic cycle in ancient China three separate times at three
    0:18:47 different schools.
    0:18:48 And I was like, “Who is writing this curriculum and why is it so important that I understand
    0:18:53 this process?”
    0:18:54 Yeah.
    0:18:55 What makes school difficult, especially in college, is that you have people just going
    0:18:58 to school just to get the degree who don’t really know exactly what they’re interested
    0:19:02 in and they don’t even have time to figure that out because they’re in a business program
    0:19:05 or a communications program with no specific interest.
    0:19:08 Well, I think if you want to do school right, take on every single subject that you’re forced
    0:19:13 into.
    0:19:14 It’s like the David Foster Wallace, just be unboreable by it.
    0:19:19 Just really go in as if ancient Chinese dynasties are the most interesting thing you could possibly
    0:19:24 learn.
    0:19:25 And it is somewhat interesting.
    0:19:26 The Silk Road and the Great Wall and terracotta soldiers and stuff.
    0:19:30 But I’m just saying, when I got to college, I signed up for journalism school, right?
    0:19:35 And I didn’t get to take a media class until the second semester and I had to take everything
    0:19:39 prior to that.
    0:19:40 And I’d already spent so much time, I just think the excruciating boredom of schooling
    0:19:45 left a bad taste in my mouth, but there was individual classes that I liked a lot.
    0:19:48 Yeah.
    0:19:49 There should be some choice or maybe a lot of choice even at the level of high school
    0:19:53 for what kind of classes you pursue.
    0:19:56 Yeah, for sure.
    0:19:57 And you’re also saying so Wikipedia is not always perfectly right.
    0:20:01 No.
    0:20:02 But it’s just interesting because I’ve said so much in podcasts, but that’s what they
    0:20:05 isolated.
    0:20:07 And I’ve gotten that question before, which I understand it’s the first thing on my
    0:20:10 Wikipedia page, but it makes me sound like a super hater.
    0:20:13 Have you ever seen this Instagram page called Depths of Wikipedia?
    0:20:15 No, that’s great.
    0:20:16 Oh, it’s so good, dude.
    0:20:18 You said you love journalism.
    0:20:19 What did you love about journalism?
    0:20:21 What hooked you?
    0:20:22 On a basic level, everybody wants media coverage, right?
    0:20:26 Everyone likes to be on camera and get exposure for whatever they’re doing.
    0:20:29 And so being a journalist and being almost like a portal for exposure for people allows
    0:20:33 you to be on the front row of everything that you want to be a part of.
    0:20:38 You get to be in the front row for history as it’s unfolding because everyone wants to
    0:20:42 be covered.
    0:20:43 So being a journalist gives you a ticket to everywhere that you want to go in life.
    0:20:48 And so it allows you to step into different realities almost and then go back to yours.
    0:20:52 And it just keeps life interesting.
    0:20:54 Buy the ticket.
    0:20:55 Take the ride.
    0:20:56 Hunter S. Thompson.
    0:20:57 Is Zee up there as one of the influences?
    0:20:58 Who are your influences?
    0:20:59 I think the early Daily Show was so good.
    0:21:03 Sasha Baron Cohen, huge influence.
    0:21:05 I mean, that was like the Alley G Show especially.
    0:21:07 I think Louis Thoreau’s broadcasts on BBC were great.
    0:21:11 I was really into Hunter S. Thompson too, but not really until college.
    0:21:15 I really like a particular Hunter S. Thompson book called The Great Shark Hunt, where he
    0:21:20 covers the Ruben Salazar murder by LAPD or LA Sheriff’s Department in Boyle Heights
    0:21:25 in the ’70s and his relationship with his lawyer, Oscar Acosta, and that whole saga
    0:21:31 is great.
    0:21:32 Fear and Loathing, I like, but not as much as his straightforward reporting.
    0:21:36 Because there’s the Gonzo side of Hunter, where he’s like saying he’s taking drugs and
    0:21:40 seeing shit.
    0:21:41 And there’s the other side of him, which is like an actual reporter interested in telling
    0:21:45 a story that has news value.
    0:21:47 So it’s two different lanes for him.
    0:21:50 There is something about you that makes people want to say you’re the Hunter S. Thompson
    0:21:56 of this generation.
    0:21:57 And I don’t think they mean the drugs.
    0:22:01 I think they mean some kind of non-standard willingness to explore the extremes of humanity.
    0:22:10 And like almost a celebration of the extremes of humanity.
    0:22:13 Yeah.
    0:22:14 Well, it’s a very kind comparison.
    0:22:15 I’ll get there one day maybe.
    0:22:17 I just went to Aspen on a little Hunter S. Thompson recon trip to go check out the Woody
    0:22:22 Creek Tavern, which is the spot that he was like his bar near his cabin, and it was pretty
    0:22:26 cool to see.
    0:22:27 Unfortunately, it’s kind of turned into, not a dive bar now, but it’s a sit-down sort
    0:22:31 of country restaurant.
    0:22:33 But it was cool.
    0:22:34 But I expected to see a bunch of gnarly Hunter S. Thompson types doing speed.
    0:22:39 Just doing drugs.
    0:22:41 I mean, drugs and alcohol is all part of it somehow.
    0:22:44 Yeah.
    0:22:45 So it opens a gateway to a deeper understanding of humanity.
    0:22:48 But I will say though, like as someone now who doesn’t party like I did when I was younger,
    0:22:53 it’s not as important as I thought it was.
    0:22:56 You know.
    0:22:57 Yeah.
    0:22:58 I’m conflicted on this.
    0:22:59 I’m good friends with a lot of people that say alcohol is really bad for you, and I believe
    0:23:03 that too.
    0:23:04 But there’s something that I’m just as an introvert, as a person who has a lot of anxiety.
    0:23:12 For me, alcohol has opened doors of just opening myself up to the world more.
    0:23:18 Oh, I’m actually a fan of alcohol, moderate drinking.
    0:23:21 But I’m saying like my life before, I would say 2019, 2018 especially, there was the chaos
    0:23:27 on camera, but then there was my private life, which was like chaotic partying all the time.
    0:23:32 And I convinced myself, much like Hunter did, that that was the secret sauce that in my
    0:23:38 spiritual core that gave me the creativity.
    0:23:41 But then I cut out a lot of that stuff, and I’m just as creative.
    0:23:44 And it’s interesting that a lot of, I think one of the hardest parts about addiction is
    0:23:49 that if you’re functioning, highly creative, addict of any kind, your brain and the addictive
    0:23:55 part of your brain convinces yourself that it’s all part of the cross-purpose, and that
    0:23:58 it has this like symbiotic, you know, inspirational thing going on, but it’s not, it’s not true.
    0:24:03 It can be, but it’s typically not.
    0:24:06 Yeah.
    0:24:07 It’s not a, it’s not a requirement.
    0:24:09 You can sometimes channel, you can sometimes leverage all those things for your creativity.
    0:24:14 But the creative engine, it lives outside of that.
    0:24:16 Like have you read Hunter’s daily routine in the year up to his death?
    0:24:21 It was like 15 grapefruits and eight ball of coke and like just like a certain amount
    0:24:25 of shotgun shells for him to fire into the sky every morning.
    0:24:29 There’s no way, and he didn’t do anything creative in those, in those final years.
    0:24:33 But so the creativity goes away and gradually you just become like a party animal, like
    0:24:37 Andy Dick.
    0:24:38 A caricature of yourself.
    0:24:39 Yeah.
    0:24:40 I mean, that’s why life is interesting.
    0:24:41 You make all kinds of choices, and sometimes you can have, create works of genius in a
    0:24:47 short amount of time based on drugs and no drugs.
    0:24:50 Einstein had that miracle year where he published several incredible papers in one year in 1905.
    0:24:57 Did he do drugs before that?
    0:24:59 Lots of coke.
    0:25:00 I was like, I believed you for a sec, but I’m like, did Einstein have blow?
    0:25:04 I don’t think he did.
    0:25:05 How do you think he gets that hair?
    0:25:06 Come on.
    0:25:07 It’s true.
    0:25:08 I’m just asking questions.
    0:25:09 High confidence hair.
    0:25:10 Look into it.
    0:25:11 Yeah.
    0:25:12 You know what I mean?
    0:25:13 Yeah.
    0:25:14 Well, he’s a well put together sexy young man.
    0:25:17 The hair came later.
    0:25:18 Yeah.
    0:25:19 Was Albert Einstein attractive as a teenager?
    0:25:20 No, that’s not a teenager.
    0:25:21 Was he attractive as a young man?
    0:25:23 Sexually attractive.
    0:25:24 I don’t, I mean, I’m turned on by Einstein at all ages.
    0:25:26 I don’t discriminate.
    0:25:27 What are you more turned on by the work that he did or his physical being?
    0:25:31 No, sometimes I fantasize what it would be like to be in the arms of Einstein.
    0:25:36 I could even get that out.
    0:25:37 Yeah.
    0:25:38 In the arms of Einstein.
    0:25:39 Yeah.
    0:25:40 Just, just I want to feel safe.
    0:25:41 It’s a good idea for a romcom to be a little more serious like general relativity that space
    0:25:48 time can be unified and curved by gravity is an incredibly wild and difficult idea to
    0:25:57 come up with.
    0:25:58 Like it’s a really, really difficult thing to imagine, given how well Newtonian classical
    0:26:04 mechanics, physics works for predicting how stuff happens on earth to think like, like
    0:26:11 the, that gravity can get more space time, both space and time is, and it permeates the
    0:26:23 entire universe.
    0:26:24 It’s a field.
    0:26:25 It’s a really wild idea to come up with one human on earth to intuit that it’s really,
    0:26:29 really, really difficult.
    0:26:30 And it’s really sad to me that he didn’t get a Nobel Prize for that.
    0:26:34 Was there people saying he was crazy when he was around?
    0:26:38 Or was he universally recognized as like an OG of this?
    0:26:41 No, I think once the papers came out, he was widely recognized as a true genius, but before
    0:26:47 that he wasn’t recognized.
    0:26:48 He had a really difficult.
    0:26:50 So back now, where does a black hole go?
    0:26:52 Like after something gets sucked into it?
    0:26:54 You mean is it a portal to another place?
    0:26:56 That kind of thing?
    0:26:57 Yeah.
    0:26:58 No.
    0:26:59 Well, we don’t, we don’t know.
    0:27:00 It could be, like it could be that the universe is kind of like Swiss cheese full of black
    0:27:02 holes.
    0:27:03 There’s something called Hawking radiation where the, because of quantum mechanics, the
    0:27:08 information leaks out of a black hole.
    0:27:10 So it is possible to escape a black hole.
    0:27:12 There’s a lot of interesting questions there.
    0:27:13 I hope we get to the bottom of that.
    0:27:15 And there’s a super massive black hole at the center of our galaxy, which doesn’t seem
    0:27:19 to scare physicists, but it terrifies me.
    0:27:21 Oh yeah, for sure.
    0:27:23 Astronomy can be terrifying.
    0:27:24 Yeah.
    0:27:25 We’re all like orbiting.
    0:27:26 I mean, we’re not just orbiting the Sun, but the Sun as part of the solar system is part
    0:27:30 of the galaxy.
    0:27:31 And it’s all orbiting a gigantic black hole.
    0:27:33 Have you ever spoke to someone who’s been to outer space?
    0:27:36 Jeff Azos.
    0:27:37 He flew his own rocket.
    0:27:39 Wow.
    0:27:40 It’s pretty cool.
    0:27:41 Astronaut that’s been to deep space now.
    0:27:43 Well, maybe I’ve spoken to an alien that just hasn’t admitted it.
    0:27:47 I want to do a research paper or like a report about space madness.
    0:27:51 You know, it’s supposed to be this like torturous feeling that you get when you look away from
    0:27:55 Earth and into the abyss after you’ve exited Earth’s orbit or whatever.
    0:28:01 Because there’s one specific psychiatrist who knows how to deal with space madness.
    0:28:05 And I want to figure out how to interview people with it.
    0:28:09 Is this a real thing?
    0:28:10 Like is there a Wikipedia article on it?
    0:28:11 Yes.
    0:28:12 Look up space madness treatment.
    0:28:13 Now I don’t trust Wikipedia after what you told me, so.
    0:28:15 I know.
    0:28:16 They think I hate classes.
    0:28:17 I thought you meant more about the fact that you’re isolated out in space, that we need
    0:28:21 social connection.
    0:28:22 And it’s difficult.
    0:28:23 Yeah.
    0:28:24 I think it’s just a feeling of extreme insignificance that you might get sometimes when you look
    0:28:27 at the night sky.
    0:28:28 But it’s that times a thousand.
    0:28:30 It’s like an existential void that’s created after looking into the abyss and then realizing
    0:28:34 how small Earth is in the grand scheme.
    0:28:36 You just start to really have a strange new perception about the pointlessness of existence.
    0:28:43 I don’t need to go to space for that.
    0:28:44 I mean, only a handful of people have been to space, but I’m sure they’re all pretty
    0:28:47 well off.
    0:28:48 So this psychiatrist has to be like in the multi millions.
    0:28:50 Well, technically we’re all in space because Earth is in space, but so I wonder if you
    0:28:56 have to go to space to talk to the psychiatrist.
    0:28:58 Yeah.
    0:28:59 Probably so.
    0:29:00 Well, technically we’re all in space, so he can’t, that’s a boundary he can’t have.
    0:29:05 But not everyone believes that, as you’ve seen from my work probably.
    0:29:09 You’re right.
    0:29:10 And those are important people that are asking important questions.
    0:29:14 You hitchhiked across US for 70 days when you were 19.
    0:29:18 Right.
    0:29:19 Tell the story of that.
    0:29:20 So I have connections to what I was talking about with the boredom of school and these
    0:29:23 common core classes.
    0:29:24 So after my first year of school where I lived in the dorms, like a old school dormitory
    0:29:29 building at a school in New Orleans called Loyola University, I wanted to just do something.
    0:29:35 I felt so bored.
    0:29:36 I was working for the school newspaper for that whole first year.
    0:29:40 It was called the maroon.
    0:29:42 And I didn’t have the ability to write my own stories.
    0:29:44 Like I had to defer to an older editor and they would give me stories to write about.
    0:29:49 And they were all about like on-campus happenings.
    0:29:52 Like the Pope visits New Orleans or glass recycling to be restored in the French Quarter
    0:29:56 or hoverboards banned on campus due to safety concerns.
    0:30:00 And it just kind of felt like, all right, I kind of wanted to be a Gonzo reporter.
    0:30:04 I’m not sure if working my way up through the traditional newsroom hierarchy is going
    0:30:08 to get me to that point.
    0:30:09 So I started reading a bunch of old hobo literature, you know, like post-World War II vagabonding
    0:30:15 stuff and there was this book called “Vagabonding in America” by an old hobo Ed Byrne.
    0:30:20 And I read this and it just basically, obviously some of it was outdated.
    0:30:23 They had stuff in there like the hobo code, like, oh, this moniker on the side of a fence
    0:30:27 means this person has free soup or something like that.
    0:30:30 They didn’t have stuff like that.
    0:30:32 But what a detail.
    0:30:33 That’s great.
    0:30:34 It told me about train stop towns like Dunn’s Mere and, you know, places in Montana where
    0:30:38 there was a friendly attitude toward drifters and that still persists from the 60s and 70s
    0:30:44 to this day.
    0:30:45 Even though, in my opinion, movies like Texas Chainsaw Massacre have ruined hitchhiking
    0:30:50 culture in America because now everyone thinks you’re going to, you know, decapitate them
    0:30:53 if they pick you up.
    0:30:54 So after my final day of courses at Loyola, I literally left all of my belongings inside
    0:31:00 my dorm and took the streetcar to the Greyhound station, got a one-way ticket to Baton Rouge,
    0:31:06 and I was like, I’m going to hitchhike across the whole country back to Seattle with no
    0:31:10 money.
    0:31:11 And that was the plan and it worked out.
    0:31:13 I love it.
    0:31:14 I traveled across the United States before in a similar kind of plan because you weren’t
    0:31:19 where you’re on the Silver Dog.
    0:31:21 It’s the Greyhound bus.
    0:31:23 Greyhound is pretty nice.
    0:31:25 That’s a step above hitchhiking.
    0:31:26 Yeah, that’s way better than hitchhiking.
    0:31:27 So I don’t want to.
    0:31:28 Hitchhiking Greyhound Amtrak.
    0:31:29 Yeah, Amtrak, no.
    0:31:30 That’s the leadest.
    0:31:31 What’s in between Greyhound and Amtrak?
    0:31:33 A car.
    0:31:34 That’s what it is.
    0:31:35 Yeah, it’s a car.
    0:31:36 It’s a carbon.
    0:31:37 A shitty car.
    0:31:38 Okay, cool.
    0:31:39 Yeah, I lived in a shitty car.
    0:31:41 You lived in a car?
    0:31:42 Yeah, when I was driving across the United States.
    0:31:46 Solo?
    0:31:47 With a friend, some solo, and I would eat cold soup.
    0:31:55 I love cold soup.
    0:31:56 What I like is the cold chickpeas, and I can get the water out and just dump them in your
    0:32:02 mouth.
    0:32:03 Yeah.
    0:32:04 Those are good.
    0:32:05 Beef jerky, kind bars.
    0:32:06 Kind bars are really good for the road.
    0:32:07 Yeah.
    0:32:08 I mean, all of that is great, but too much of it is not great.
    0:32:11 Too much cold soup, not great.
    0:32:14 Too much beef jerky.
    0:32:16 So what was the route you took?
    0:32:17 Was it Chicago across, or was it Philadelphia across?
    0:32:20 Philadelphia across.
    0:32:21 To LA, or where?
    0:32:24 San Diego’s will end up, but it was a zigzag and went up to Chicago and then all the way
    0:32:28 down to Texas.
    0:32:29 So you went through Appalachia up to the Midwest, did you cut over through the Southwest down
    0:32:35 to San Diego?
    0:32:36 No, no, no.
    0:32:37 I went straight down to Texas, all the way down to Midwest.
    0:32:39 Okay.
    0:32:40 But did you cut from Texas West through New Mexico and Arizona to get to San Diego?
    0:32:44 That is the best road trip place.
    0:32:47 Interstate 40, like Albuquerque, Flagstaff, Vegas, Kingman, the Mojave Desert, Yuma doesn’t
    0:32:53 get better.
    0:32:54 Yeah.
    0:32:55 I mean, you’re kids, so you don’t care, and you were throwing caution to the wind, and
    0:32:58 you met some crazy, crazy people.
    0:33:01 It gives me some sanity, like whenever I’m feeling kind of out of control or, you know,
    0:33:05 like bummed out.
    0:33:06 I just remembered that the road is still out there.
    0:33:08 The open road never goes anywhere, and it’s kind of like a, I see like an invisible door
    0:33:12 in the corner of the room all the time that makes me more comfortable because I’m like,
    0:33:15 hey, at the end of the day, bummed out, I can go hit the road, and I’m sure there’s
    0:33:18 going to be a fun time ahead.
    0:33:20 Yeah, get that Greyhound ticket and go.
    0:33:22 I would say Silver Dog, half, because sometimes I got to ride the dog when no one will pick
    0:33:28 me up.
    0:33:29 There’s some places in the country where no one’s going to pick you up.
    0:33:32 Yeah.
    0:33:33 Kansas, Missouri, they’re not going to do it.
    0:33:34 Maybe you’re not charming enough.
    0:33:35 You thought about that?
    0:33:36 I was 19, fresh, clean-shaven.
    0:33:39 I was pretty charming, I’d say.
    0:33:41 But the older you get, the harder it is to hitchhike because they think you’re like
    0:33:45 an escaped convict or some type of like psycho wanderer.
    0:33:48 And some of these people are like what we call punishers, people who never stop talking.
    0:33:52 And so they see someone hitchhiking, and they’re like, yes, I’m going to talk at this person.
    0:33:56 Yeah.
    0:33:57 And you can tell their eyes are wide.
    0:33:58 They’re like, what’s up?
    0:33:59 And you’re like, oh, shit.
    0:34:00 So it’s six hours.
    0:34:01 I’m just like, oh, cool.
    0:34:02 Nice.
    0:34:03 That’s rough.
    0:34:04 Yeah, yeah.
    0:34:05 You’re right.
    0:34:06 And they’re comfortable in silence.
    0:34:08 Yeah.
    0:34:09 But then that also raises the question, are they about to kill me?
    0:34:12 You know what I mean?
    0:34:13 I think that’s a you problem, not a–
    0:34:15 You know what’s funny is almost everybody who picked me up when I was hitchhiking was
    0:34:18 like a day laborer.
    0:34:21 It was almost all Mexican day laborers who picked me up.
    0:34:23 Oh, interesting.
    0:34:24 Because I think that in some places down there, that’s a typical thing to do, hitchhike to
    0:34:28 work.
    0:34:29 A lot of people don’t have cars, but they still have to get to their jobs.
    0:34:31 So a lot of people ask me, hey, where should I drop you off?
    0:34:33 Where’s your job at?
    0:34:34 And I’m like, my job is to explore, and they were down with it.
    0:34:37 See, for me, it was really easy because you just say I’m traveling across the United States.
    0:34:43 And I think people love that idea, and they want to help.
    0:34:47 They were romantic, because they also have that invisible door.
    0:34:50 Everybody has that invisible door.
    0:34:51 I just want to go.
    0:34:52 So you know what I’m talking about?
    0:34:53 Yeah.
    0:34:54 I mean, I don’t think–
    0:34:55 It can anchor you a bit, just to remind you that every pattern that I’ve fallen into is
    0:34:58 voluntary, and it’s for my own stability and mental health.
    0:35:01 Well, that’s why I’m renting everything, and I’m making sure tomorrow I can just go.
    0:35:05 I gave away everything I own twice in my life, just very like, I’m ready to go tonight.
    0:35:12 Let’s go.
    0:35:13 What’s the hardest item you’ve had to part with in this experience?
    0:35:16 There’s nothing.
    0:35:17 You’ve never had a material object that was really hard to let go of?
    0:35:20 No.
    0:35:21 So you’d give that watch to somebody if it meant a change?
    0:35:23 No, that’s you’re right.
    0:35:24 You’re right.
    0:35:25 That’s probably the only– I’ve never had to let go of that, though.
    0:35:28 Yeah.
    0:35:29 The only thing I own, this means a lot to me, but everything else.
    0:35:33 But then again, because this watch is giving me– to me by Rogan has become a close friend.
    0:35:40 But whenever I romanticize the notion that this watch means a lot to me, it’s like, don’t
    0:35:43 worry about it.
    0:35:44 I’ll just get you the same one again.
    0:35:45 Yeah.
    0:35:46 I was like, goddammit.
    0:35:47 It’s a pretty sick-ass gift, though.
    0:35:50 Yeah.
    0:35:51 It’s pretty sick.
    0:35:52 I’m not usually a gift guy, but when somebody you look up to gives you a thing, it’s a nice
    0:35:59 little symbol of that relationship, so it’s nice.
    0:36:03 But other than that, no.
    0:36:04 But even this, whatever, the relationship is what matters.
    0:36:07 The human is what matters, not the–
    0:36:09 I agree 100%.
    0:36:10 You had something like this?
    0:36:12 Not really.
    0:36:13 I mean, there was a hard drive that I lost that had all of my childhood pictures on it
    0:36:17 and stuff like that that I think about all the time because I left it on a train.
    0:36:21 And certain memories, you think about it and you just get pissed off and just think to myself,
    0:36:25 someone has that somewhere.
    0:36:26 Like, I have dreams about reuniting with the hard drive.
    0:36:29 You and Hunter Biden have a similar kind of trip.
    0:36:32 I don’t think he wants to reunite with that one.
    0:36:34 Okay.
    0:36:35 Dude, it’s crazy.
    0:36:38 All he did was smoke crack, right?
    0:36:40 Or was there more stuff going on?
    0:36:42 I think there’s prostitutes involved.
    0:36:43 Oh, okay.
    0:36:44 Whatever.
    0:36:45 I think you got to look into it.
    0:36:46 I think I have to look into it, too.
    0:36:49 I don’t know.
    0:36:52 There was Kerouac, Jack Kerouac, somebody that was an inspiration at all in this road
    0:36:57 trip.
    0:36:58 Did you even know who that is?
    0:36:59 The beat generation?
    0:37:00 I didn’t know who it was.
    0:37:01 And then after I did the– ultimately, I wrote a book about my hitchhiking experience
    0:37:04 years later.
    0:37:05 And everyone was like, “Have you read On The Road?”
    0:37:08 And then On The Road, I probably heard the title of that book every day at least 10 times
    0:37:13 for two years.
    0:37:14 And I’m sure Kerouac is a great guy.
    0:37:17 I mean, I just don’t– I’m not too familiar with the beat generation.
    0:37:21 It’s a great book.
    0:37:23 You read it or no?
    0:37:24 I refuse to read it.
    0:37:25 People even have gifted it to me and been like, “Hey, man, you’re going to love this
    0:37:28 one.”
    0:37:29 And I’m like, “Is that On The Road?”
    0:37:30 If I– honestly, people have given me a book with wrapping paper on it, and they’re like,
    0:37:34 “This is right at your alley.”
    0:37:35 I was like, “That’s fucking On The Road, isn’t it?”
    0:37:37 Give you a different cover.
    0:37:39 Yeah, no, I’m like, “Anything but that.”
    0:37:40 But I’m sure it’s a great book.
    0:37:41 It’s just– the comparison thing drives me crazy, but respect– big respect to Kerouac
    0:37:48 would never speak down on the whole– anyone in the beat generation.
    0:37:51 What are some interesting moments you remember from those 70 days?
    0:37:54 Man, there was so much– I mean, getting mistaken for a gay prostitute on my first hitchhiking
    0:37:59 ride in Louisiana was pretty funny.
    0:38:02 Where did you come from and where did you go?
    0:38:04 Well, I mean, the journey began in Baton Rouge, and the first destination was Houston, which
    0:38:08 is about four and a half hours west on Interstate 10.
    0:38:13 So I’m in Crowley, Louisiana, on the side of the road, and I guess this was a cruising
    0:38:18 truck stop.
    0:38:19 It was known for being a place where male lot lizards would go to procure clients.
    0:38:25 And I was there.
    0:38:26 Lot lizards are–
    0:38:27 It’s a derogatory term in trucker culture for a prostitute who hangs out at the loves
    0:38:31 or pilot flying, Jay.
    0:38:34 Large Interstate truck stops.
    0:38:36 Now trucker culture, as it once was, is pretty much finished because of the live stream cameras
    0:38:41 they have inside of the trucks now.
    0:38:43 So you can’t snort suit of fit or pick up anybody.
    0:38:46 You can’t even pick up a hitchhiker or you get fired.
    0:38:48 Killed all the romance.
    0:38:49 Yeah.
    0:38:50 Definitely.
    0:38:51 The old school outlaw trucker lifestyle, unless you’re an owner operator who’s not
    0:38:55 even in a union, which is like a real cowboy way to haul loads, you can’t do that.
    0:39:00 You were mistaken for a lot lizard.
    0:39:01 Mistaken for a lot lizard by a small man from Honduras with a spiky leather jacket covered
    0:39:08 in studs.
    0:39:09 Nice.
    0:39:10 Didn’t speak any English, but I thought he was just a nice guy.
    0:39:14 And then he pulled over at a, there’s private theaters in the South where they have confessional
    0:39:20 booths set up and they have three channels and people go in there and you know.
    0:39:26 Is it boring?
    0:39:27 Yeah.
    0:39:28 People go in there and you know, please themselves.
    0:39:30 That’s right.
    0:39:31 Yeah.
    0:39:32 So he thought he was taking me to one of those and I was like, all right, cool, man.
    0:39:35 Yeah.
    0:39:36 Like, you know, this guy wants to go jerk off.
    0:39:37 I’m just going to wait in the car.
    0:39:38 It’s all good.
    0:39:39 I don’t discriminate.
    0:39:40 But then I was like, he buys a booth for me and I’m like, okay, you know, I’m not
    0:39:44 really in the mood to watch porn with this random guy.
    0:39:47 So he gets in the same booth as me and he starts jerking off right next to me.
    0:39:51 And I’m like, oh man, like, I don’t think this is chill.
    0:39:55 I’m like, dude, can you stop?
    0:39:57 He stopped jacking off and he’s like, what do you mean?
    0:39:59 Like, I thought this is what you want to do.
    0:40:01 Like, I have money for you.
    0:40:02 What’s up?
    0:40:03 And I was like, oh no, I’m just a regular guy.
    0:40:06 He was super cool about it.
    0:40:07 He started laughing.
    0:40:08 He was like, oh, my bad man.
    0:40:09 I thought you were, you know, selling something.
    0:40:11 I said, no.
    0:40:12 And he said, oh, it’s all good.
    0:40:13 And he gave me a ride all the way to Houston.
    0:40:15 That’s great.
    0:40:16 Yeah.
    0:40:17 We talked about anything except that for the rest of the car ride.
    0:40:19 It’s great.
    0:40:20 It was just rolled with it.
    0:40:21 Oh, sorry about that.
    0:40:22 It could.
    0:40:23 I mean, I had about a foot and a half on this guy, so I wasn’t too scared.
    0:40:26 I also had like a knife in my pocket, but I didn’t want to stab him, especially not
    0:40:29 at a place like that.
    0:40:30 And you were still, that that didn’t like leave a bad taste in your mouth.
    0:40:34 Well, I figured that can’t happen again.
    0:40:36 It can’t keep happening.
    0:40:37 So I was like, all right, if I got this out of the way the first ride, the following
    0:40:41 rides are going to be spectacular.
    0:40:42 Yeah.
    0:40:43 I mean, who among us have not been mistaken for a lot lizard?
    0:40:47 It’s a fact.
    0:40:48 You heard here first.
    0:40:50 What else?
    0:40:51 What are some interesting, beautiful people that you’ve met along the way?
    0:40:55 Well, I used the app Couch Surfing to find places to stay.
    0:40:59 Now you can only submit like five couch surfing requests a day unless you’re a premium member,
    0:41:04 which means you also host people.
    0:41:06 Couch surfing still around?
    0:41:07 Yeah.
    0:41:08 Yeah.
    0:41:09 Totally.
    0:41:10 But it’s evolved obviously into a different thing.
    0:41:11 It’s a kind of competitor to that, right?
    0:41:12 Couch surfing is free though.
    0:41:14 Right.
    0:41:15 So couch surfing, they call it like the CS community.
    0:41:17 So basically there’d be these like couch surfing super hosts in different cities.
    0:41:20 Like there was one in Santa Fe, this firefighter dude who had like 15 other couch surfers there,
    0:41:25 chilling.
    0:41:26 Nice.
    0:41:27 So I would do it everywhere.
    0:41:28 A lot of them were Catholics, you know, so it was their way of giving back.
    0:41:33 A lot of them were nudists.
    0:41:36 And so I didn’t realize that there’s a small little section at the bottom of someone’s
    0:41:40 couch surfing profile that says clothing optional.
    0:41:42 Yes.
    0:41:43 And that means if you go there, I thought it meant like it’s cool if you walk to the
    0:41:46 bathroom in your underwear.
    0:41:47 No, if you go there, everyone’s going to be butt naked.
    0:41:50 So I made that mistake a few times.
    0:41:52 Not that I’m anti-nudist, but I didn’t want to, you know, I wasn’t ready to take that
    0:41:56 leap of faith.
    0:41:58 And yeah, it was just great.
    0:41:59 Couch surfing hosts were amazing.
    0:42:00 Yeah.
    0:42:01 That was just great.
    0:42:02 It was this constant thing where I felt like, wow, people are so welcoming.
    0:42:05 I’m not having to pay them a dollar for this experience.
    0:42:07 Yeah.
    0:42:08 I love couch surfing.
    0:42:09 Yeah.
    0:42:10 For me, being an introvert, just crashing on a person’s couch, being essentially forced
    0:42:16 into a great conversation is great.
    0:42:19 Yeah.
    0:42:20 The one thing that gets exhausting about hitchhiking is constantly thanking people, you know, being
    0:42:24 in like sort of constant superficial gratitude everywhere all the time, like, “Oh, thanks
    0:42:29 for letting me sleep on your couch.
    0:42:30 Thanks for the food.”
    0:42:31 Yeah.
    0:42:32 Part of the reason I wanted to live in an RV later in life is to avoid having to constantly
    0:42:35 live in this like, “Thanks so much” type of frequency because it’s exhausting to constantly
    0:42:40 be, “Hey man, thanks.”
    0:42:41 I think the shallowness of that interaction is exhausting, not just the, not the thanks.
    0:42:46 Yeah.
    0:42:47 It was a true favor.
    0:42:48 Of course, I love giving people gratitude for that, but just this thing where everyone
    0:42:51 who picks you up is, you know, you get eight rides a day.
    0:42:54 You’re like thanking eight people a day like they’re, you know, the second coming of Jesus.
    0:42:58 You start to feel a little bit debased.
    0:42:59 What did you learn about people from that, from that journey?
    0:43:02 That’s your first time really kind of going into it.
    0:43:05 The American public is just so kind overall.
    0:43:08 I mean, they’re so like embracing, depending on who you are.
    0:43:13 And specifically though, the Christian family people of the US who drive in minivans and
    0:43:17 have that, that fish sticker on the back where it’s like Jesus fish and then they have the
    0:43:22 family sticker, you know, where each member of the family is a stick figure.
    0:43:27 Those people never picked me up and would flip me off with their whole family.
    0:43:33 Sometimes they would throw full doctor peppers at me as a family while I stood on the side
    0:43:37 of the road.
    0:43:38 As a family together.
    0:43:39 They would yell shit like, go to hell hippie when I was on the side of the road.
    0:43:43 And so it’s weird that the most charitable Christian American family values people never
    0:43:51 gave me any charity or even conversation.
    0:43:54 They were antagonizing me and saw me as like a hippie left over from the sixties who needed
    0:43:58 to go to work, go to Vietnam.
    0:44:00 I don’t get it.
    0:44:01 Yeah.
    0:44:02 The people who really extended a hand to me is people on the margins.
    0:44:07 People working on seasonal visas.
    0:44:10 People whose cars have, you know, less than a quarter of a tank left.
    0:44:14 People struggling with addiction who saw me struggling, or at least they thought that
    0:44:17 I was because they assumed I was hitchhiking, not out of adventure, but because I had no
    0:44:20 car and were willing to sacrifice their day almost sometimes to take me exactly where
    0:44:27 I needed to go.
    0:44:28 That’s beautiful, man.
    0:44:29 Yeah.
    0:44:30 I’ve had similar kind of experience that people who are struggling the most are the
    0:44:32 ones who are willing to help you when you’re struggling.
    0:44:35 Yeah.
    0:44:36 There’s people like in religious context and other kind of communities that just judge
    0:44:40 others because they’ve kind of constructed a value system where they’re better than others
    0:44:46 because of that value system.
    0:44:48 And that actually has a cascade that forces you to actually be kind of a dick.
    0:44:54 Yeah.
    0:44:55 I never thought about it that way.
    0:44:56 It’s so true.
    0:44:57 I never thought about morality and religion a lot.
    0:45:00 Yeah.
    0:45:01 Yeah.
    0:45:02 Yeah.
    0:45:03 I’ve been to certain parts of the world where religion is really a big part of life.
    0:45:07 I’m just always skeptical about tribes of people that believe a thing and they believe
    0:45:15 they’re better than others because they believe that thing.
    0:45:18 That could be nations.
    0:45:19 That could be religions.
    0:45:20 Yeah.
    0:45:21 I mean, in Ukraine and in Russia, I’ve seen a lot of hate towards the other.
    0:45:26 Yeah.
    0:45:27 Yeah.
    0:45:28 That hate I’m always very skeptical of because it could be used by powerful people to direct
    0:45:33 that hate just so the powerful people can maintain power and get money, this kind of
    0:45:39 stuff.
    0:45:40 It’s a scary thing to see how easy it is for high-up political people to mobilize the
    0:45:44 hate of just the average working person and can almost convince them to sabotage their
    0:45:50 own countrymen who they share more in common with than the politician they look up to just
    0:45:54 to advance the agenda of one party.
    0:45:57 That’s what we’re seeing now.
    0:45:58 Are there some places in America that are better than others?
    0:46:01 Can you speak negatively of like aforementioned Joe Rogan, talk shit about Connecticut and
    0:46:09 I’ll stop.
    0:46:10 Can you pick a region in the United States you can talk shit about?
    0:46:13 To talk shit about?
    0:46:14 Oh, for sure.
    0:46:15 I mean, or from that experience, let’s just narrow it down to that.
    0:46:19 Oh, Colorado.
    0:46:20 Oh, jeez.
    0:46:21 Really?
    0:46:22 Yes.
    0:46:23 I know so many people that love Colorado.
    0:46:24 Dude.
    0:46:25 Dallas, Denver.
    0:46:26 I think Phoenix sucks, but I love Phoenix now.
    0:46:27 The way they build these cities to just be so circular and massive, it’s just like stopping.
    0:46:31 You don’t like circles?
    0:46:32 I like grids, man.
    0:46:33 Oh, you’re a grid guy.
    0:46:35 Manhattan, New Orleans, San Francisco.
    0:46:38 What is it about grids that bring out the worst in people?
    0:46:42 Circles is wherever we just, there’s a, everyone’s just vibing out the goosey, but the grid
    0:46:45 gets people locked in and hateful.
    0:46:48 I don’t know, man, but I’ve never heard anyone talk shit about Colorado, I have to say.
    0:46:52 It’s kind of refreshing.
    0:46:53 It provides a necessary balance for the Colorado Wikipedia page.
    0:46:57 Yeah.
    0:46:58 Oh, Oregon too.
    0:46:59 I got problems with Oregon.
    0:47:00 Oregon.
    0:47:01 Yeah.
    0:47:02 Well, here’s the issue.
    0:47:03 You have, and I don’t like just calling people racist because it’s kind of like a two dimensional
    0:47:05 insult, but you have the most racist state, but the most psychotic anarchist city in the
    0:47:11 middle of it.
    0:47:12 What is going on up there?
    0:47:13 How did this happen?
    0:47:14 The yin and the yang is so extreme that there must be something in the, in the Willamette.
    0:47:19 What do you have against anarchism?
    0:47:20 I have nothing.
    0:47:21 I used to be an anarchist.
    0:47:22 I was an eighth grade.
    0:47:23 I had this friend named Mads who was part of a group called Seattle Solidarity, which
    0:47:26 is like an Antifa precursor.
    0:47:28 So I grew up like going to black block protests and I mean, there was a particular shooting.
    0:47:35 The murder of John Williams, who was a Native American woodcarver in downtown Seattle.
    0:47:39 He got killed by a Seattle police officer named Ian Burke.
    0:47:43 He, John Williams was carving a pipe or from a wood block with a pocket knife.
    0:47:48 He’s deaf in one ear.
    0:47:51 The officer pulls a gun on him and says, put it down.
    0:47:53 He doesn’t hear him.
    0:47:54 He shoots him six seconds later.
    0:47:55 So that police involved shooting is what instantly turned me into like a very critical
    0:48:02 of law enforcement kind of person when I was super young.
    0:48:04 And so as someone who used to see this guy who got murdered was a 55 year old man.
    0:48:09 I used to see him around Pike Place where my mom lives.
    0:48:11 It’s a public market in downtown.
    0:48:13 That to me put me into the anarchist political sphere, because just, just channeling the
    0:48:18 anger of that experience and the officer got no charges by the way.
    0:48:23 You can look up the video.
    0:48:24 It’s horrific, you know, and it didn’t get reported.
    0:48:26 The officer I’m pretty sure is still active duty.
    0:48:29 And so it’s like situations like that early in life channeled me toward political extremism.
    0:48:36 But I grew up to realize how incompatible that anarchistic worldview is with reality
    0:48:43 and with the, with American society can only exist in a small little chamber.
    0:48:48 You know, you can’t apply that to the industrial heartland of the country.
    0:48:51 And I think also anarchism, so I’ve gotten to know Michael Malice who’s written quite
    0:48:56 a bit about anarchism, and it’s also exists as a body of literature about different philosophical
    0:49:01 notions that kind of resist the state, the ever expanding state in different kinds of
    0:49:06 ways.
    0:49:07 And it’s always nice to have extreme thought experiments to understand what kind of society
    0:49:13 you want to build, but implementing it may not necessarily be a good idea.
    0:49:18 Yeah.
    0:49:19 I mean, Emma Goldman, I’m a huge fan of her writing.
    0:49:22 Also the prison abolitionists that are associated with the anarchist movement, Angela Davis,
    0:49:27 Ruth Wilson-Gilmore, all that stuff influential, I still adhere to a lot of those principles
    0:49:31 when talking about stuff like radical prison reform and stuff like that.
    0:49:36 But just I drifted more toward having a more open mind as I got older.
    0:49:42 Artism implemented in almost all of its forms is probably going to cause a lot of suffering.
    0:49:49 You worked as a doorman on the, I could say legendary Bourbon Street in New Orleans, where
    0:49:56 you saw what you described as, this might be another Wikipedia quote, by the way.
    0:50:00 This is where I do my research.
    0:50:01 Does this say hellish scenes?
    0:50:04 Hellish scenes and quotes.
    0:50:05 Wikipedia is damn right about that.
    0:50:06 All right, thank you.
    0:50:09 That’s a win.
    0:50:10 That’s one in the win column.
    0:50:13 So yeah, tell the story of that.
    0:50:15 What’s it like to work on Bourbon Street?
    0:50:16 What kind of stuff did you see?
    0:50:17 I mean, I was a host at a fine dining restaurant on the corner of Bourbon in Iberville.
    0:50:22 So that’s the first street if you go from Canal Street onto the quarter.
    0:50:25 So this is like across from like a daiquiri spot.
    0:50:29 It’s the middle of the tourist corridor of New Orleans.
    0:50:32 And the spot was kind of like, and kind of a tourist trap, it was called Bourbon House.
    0:50:36 The food was good.
    0:50:37 Chef Eric, I don’t want you to see this and think you don’t make good and dewy sausages,
    0:50:41 but it was overpriced.
    0:50:44 And so I had to, we had to maintain this like fine dining facade on a street where almost
    0:50:49 everyone is like throwing up, fighting or is half naked.
    0:50:51 So there was this policy.
    0:50:52 We had these giant glass windows next to the tables.
    0:50:56 So if you’re eating at a Bourbon house, you can look out onto Bourbon Street and you can
    0:50:59 see as you’re dining a full panoramic view of all these partiers, throwing beads, boobs,
    0:51:05 all that.
    0:51:06 We had this policy where if we’re serving someone, we can’t look onto Bourbon Street
    0:51:12 if something crazy is happening.
    0:51:13 So there’s a fight or something like that.
    0:51:15 We can’t look, right?
    0:51:16 So there is a dude.
    0:51:17 I remember I’m fucking serving a table.
    0:51:19 There’s a dude in a Batman mask, butt naked with 12 pairs of beads, just jerking it.
    0:51:25 Yeah.
    0:51:26 Back to jerking it.
    0:51:27 He’s jerking it, right?
    0:51:28 And every single person at the restaurants looking out there like, look, they’re taking
    0:51:32 pictures and the manager, Steven, looks at me like, keep your fucking eyes on the table.
    0:51:36 So I’m serving these people and I’m like, you want red beans and rice or would you like
    0:51:40 some Creole fucking…
    0:51:42 And there’s just this dude and ultimately the manager went out and escorted him further
    0:51:48 down Bourbon Street.
    0:51:49 But I would get off working around midnight every night.
    0:51:51 And that was when Bourbon Street is at its most chaotic.
    0:51:55 And so I lived in the French Quarter as well.
    0:51:57 So I lived about 12 blocks down Bourbon in a small Creole cottage, a cute little like
    0:52:04 orange old school New Orleans one story spot.
    0:52:07 I lived in the attic above these gay meth dealers named Frankie and Johnny.
    0:52:13 And so I would get off work and I would basically have to walk through like this battlefield.
    0:52:19 I mean, it was a battlefield.
    0:52:21 Getting home was out of like the Warriors movie.
    0:52:24 It was almost impossible.
    0:52:25 The best of humanity on display.
    0:52:26 Yeah.
    0:52:27 In Kensington, Philadelphia, but just alcohol.
    0:52:29 You know what I mean?
    0:52:30 Oh, it’s all alcohol.
    0:52:31 But it’s a lot of, well, a lot of visitors, right?
    0:52:33 From outside.
    0:52:34 Almost all visitors.
    0:52:35 Yeah.
    0:52:36 And that kind of would set the flow for the weekend.
    0:52:38 For example, if the Raiders were playing the Saints, Raider Nation, and they do not
    0:52:42 play around.
    0:52:43 If it’s the Patriots, that’s a whole different crowd.
    0:52:45 They think they’re better than everybody else.
    0:52:47 Yeah.
    0:52:48 Well, they technically are better than everybody else.
    0:52:49 But yeah.
    0:52:50 But people from Massachusetts aren’t like the cream of the crop in terms of like American
    0:52:54 superiority.
    0:52:55 Strong words.
    0:52:56 Yeah.
    0:52:57 What do you mean?
    0:52:58 No, that’s, I’m sure they won’t take that as the best.
    0:53:00 They are good at fighting, though.
    0:53:01 I’ll tell you that.
    0:53:02 All right.
    0:53:03 Great.
    0:53:04 New England has hands compared to some places.
    0:53:05 Which places are those?
    0:53:06 Colorado?
    0:53:07 Colorado has no hands.
    0:53:09 Yeah.
    0:53:10 The West Coast, not too much hands.
    0:53:12 That’s why you feel safe talking shit about Colorado.
    0:53:15 But if you get to the corn fed parts of East Colorado, I mean, these guys, you got hands
    0:53:19 bigger than my head.
    0:53:20 They’ll beat the shit out of me.
    0:53:21 But anyways, I’d walk back to my house on Bourbon Street and I would be sifting through
    0:53:25 this battlefield.
    0:53:26 And I had a friend at the time who was like, you know, we should do a taxi cab confessions
    0:53:30 type spin off where we ask people to confess a deep dark secret and we posted the next
    0:53:35 day.
    0:53:36 And so we tried that and it went viral on Instagram instantly.
    0:53:41 It was mostly incest stories, you know, people admitting to incest.
    0:53:44 I know it’s a common Southern stereotype, but there’s some truth to it.
    0:53:49 There was some murder confessions.
    0:53:50 That was pretty crazy.
    0:53:52 We never really posted any of those.
    0:53:54 But how did you get people to confess?
    0:53:56 Pretty easy.
    0:53:57 And New Orleans has a homicide solve rate of like 22%.
    0:54:00 So I mean, most of the time, they’ll just tell you.
    0:54:04 I remember I was walking down Bourbon and I asked this kid, I was like, what’s your
    0:54:07 deepest dark secret?
    0:54:08 And he told me he’s like, I just smoked a dude in the Magnolia to project housing the
    0:54:12 third world project development.
    0:54:14 And they said, I just smoked a dude in the Magnolia playground for touching my sister
    0:54:18 and lusting his sister.
    0:54:19 And I was like, what?
    0:54:20 And he was like, yeah, look it up.
    0:54:21 And I was like, all right, hold on.
    0:54:23 And it was like, man found dead in central city playground.
    0:54:26 Like I appeared to be homeless, shot execution style.
    0:54:29 So I told the kid, I was like, why’d you tell me that?
    0:54:31 He’s like, man, put that shit out there.
    0:54:33 Like I’m trying to go viral.
    0:54:34 Like tag me too.
    0:54:35 Oh, I don’t think you understand that even if you’re a juvenile, he was probably 15.
    0:54:39 You can get juvenile life in Louisiana for a homicide, even if it’s justified.
    0:54:44 So I just deleted the footage in front of him.
    0:54:47 I was like, I’m going to delete this footage.
    0:54:49 See that trash button?
    0:54:50 I’m hitting it right now.
    0:54:51 I don’t tell anyone that again.
    0:54:53 And he was like, all right, I appreciate it.
    0:54:54 And he walked off.
    0:54:55 But it’s the little moments like that.
    0:54:58 Anything for the gram, I guess.
    0:54:59 Yeah.
    0:55:00 After a while though, it became sort of a repetitive, you know, because there’s only
    0:55:04 so many things that people can confess to that are, that go viral, you know, and just.
    0:55:08 Oh, so you were trying to see like what?
    0:55:10 Well, I mean, there’s the incest one.
    0:55:13 Some people just say like, I eat ass.
    0:55:15 That was like every, everyone said that or like I cheated on someone or I’ve seen a surprising
    0:55:20 number of people on your channel say, mentioned eating ass.
    0:55:24 Yeah.
    0:55:25 The way how seriously you said that will live in my head for the rest of my life.
    0:55:32 That’s good.
    0:55:33 Yeah.
    0:55:34 I want you, I want to live in your head saying that a lot of people mentioned eating ass.
    0:55:39 Yeah.
    0:55:40 A lot of people do mention that.
    0:55:42 Yeah.
    0:55:43 Also, that’s kind of where I developed this magnetism for freestyle rapping.
    0:55:47 You know, everywhere I go, people rap.
    0:55:50 I’m not sure why.
    0:55:51 I mean, as a former rapper myself in middle school and for the first year of high school,
    0:55:56 I think that maybe like it takes one to know one, but everywhere I go, people start rapping.
    0:56:01 If you and me went outside of this podcast studio and walked around for five minutes,
    0:56:04 I can find somebody.
    0:56:05 It’s rapping.
    0:56:06 I can tell who raps or who can rap, who has eight bars in their head that they’re ready
    0:56:10 to go.
    0:56:11 I think you’re also, there’s something about you that gives them, creates the safe space
    0:56:15 to perform their art.
    0:56:18 Yeah.
    0:56:19 I mean, the quarter confession series was the first time you saw the suit.
    0:56:23 That’s when the suit came out.
    0:56:24 Yeah.
    0:56:25 It was kind of like a Ron Burgundy, Eric Andre inspired type of thing.
    0:56:27 Where’d you get that suit?
    0:56:29 Goodwill.
    0:56:30 Goodwill.
    0:56:31 Yeah.
    0:56:32 Always.
    0:56:33 Wow.
    0:56:34 I was playing checkers here playing chess.
    0:56:35 Good job.
    0:56:36 I mean, Goodwill has a surprising amount of identical gray suits for sale.
    0:56:39 Yeah.
    0:56:40 I’ve actually gotten suits that are three stores before.
    0:56:42 They’re great.
    0:56:43 Yeah.
    0:56:44 A lot of people donate suits and I was going for oversized suits, which are the cheapest
    0:56:46 ones there.
    0:56:47 Yeah.
    0:56:48 12 bucks, 12 to $25 every time for the outfit.
    0:56:52 If I wanted to look super sophisticated, like I’m from another era, I would go to the thrift
    0:56:58 store.
    0:56:59 Yeah.
    0:57:00 Because they’re usually like this.
    0:57:01 There’s like the patterns they have.
    0:57:03 It’s just like a more sophisticated suit, which is what you kind of picked out.
    0:57:07 It made you look ridiculous, but in the best kind of way.
    0:57:10 The tough part about quarter confessions for me is that everybody that was featured, for
    0:57:15 the most part, would more or less regret being a part of the show.
    0:57:18 Yeah.
    0:57:19 And that over time just gave me a bad feeling where I was like, “You know what?
    0:57:24 I kind of feel like I am doing an ambush interview, especially because I’m presenting
    0:57:28 a so agreeable, yet the intention is to make something funny.”
    0:57:32 Yeah.
    0:57:33 And I get that that’s what people do in the satire sphere.
    0:57:36 I’m sure LEG and Bruno and Borat did the same thing.
    0:57:40 And I don’t think it’s unethical because that’s all for the purposes of comedy.
    0:57:43 It is what it is.
    0:57:44 But for me, I wanted to do something different.
    0:57:47 Yeah.
    0:57:49 Because there’s an intimacy to confessing a thing.
    0:57:51 Right.
    0:57:52 And then you just don’t really realize the implications of that.
    0:57:55 And the atmosphere of Bourbon Street is like, “Anything goes, it’s a free spirited place.”
    0:57:59 But if you transport that energy digitally to a different place like Colorado, they might
    0:58:05 look at it and be like, “Oh, man.”
    0:58:08 Different place in time, like five years later, that same person has a family and stuff
    0:58:12 like this and all of a sudden they’re talking about eating ass.
    0:58:15 Right.
    0:58:16 Exactly.
    0:58:17 Kids have to think about that.
    0:58:18 Or imagine if there’s a video of your grandma or grandpa out there when he was a kid talking
    0:58:21 about eating ass.
    0:58:22 That’s a horrible experience.
    0:58:24 To discover that about your respected elder later in life, it’s tough.
    0:58:28 I don’t even know where to go with that.
    0:58:30 But is literally the opening question was, “Tell me your deepest, darkest secret?”
    0:58:34 Yeah.
    0:58:35 You just come up to somebody like that?
    0:58:37 Yeah.
    0:58:38 How often do you get like a no?
    0:58:41 What’s the yes to no ratio?
    0:58:42 Well, the weird thing is we don’t really extract answers from people.
    0:58:46 What makes a good interview is when they’re ready to talk.
    0:58:49 The more you have to talk and try to get an answer out of them, it’s just not a good
    0:58:53 vibe.
    0:58:54 We kind of look for people who appear to be already ready to talk, open body language.
    0:59:00 They seem confident and verbose and we approach them first.
    0:59:03 There’s a look.
    0:59:04 We wouldn’t approach a shy person and be like, “Come on, tell me.”
    0:59:06 No.
    0:59:07 What about a person with pain in their eyes?
    0:59:09 Oh, yeah.
    0:59:10 We’re interviewing them.
    0:59:11 Yeah.
    0:59:12 So they’re ready to talk.
    0:59:13 They’re just not…
    0:59:14 Yeah.
    0:59:15 There’s different ways to be ready.
    0:59:16 Right.
    0:59:17 I see homeless people a lot and they always look fascinating.
    0:59:21 And the ones I’ve talked to are always fascinating.
    0:59:23 Yeah.
    0:59:24 We just did a video at the Vegas, in the Vegas tunnels, just like trying to, obviously
    0:59:27 it got taken down by Fox, but whatever.
    0:59:29 I was going to make a joke that I didn’t see it.
    0:59:33 We tried to help a lot of them by getting them IDs.
    0:59:37 When I made the documentary, I had this idea that if I…
    0:59:39 The big roadblock for them is getting identification.
    0:59:42 Without IDs, you can’t check into a homeless shelter, you can’t do day labor, you can’t
    0:59:46 qualify for housing, nothing.
    0:59:48 So when we interviewed them, they’d basically tell us, “If I had my ID, I wouldn’t be here.”
    0:59:53 And so we said, “Okay, we’re going to really help this time.
    0:59:56 We’re not just going to talk to them about their struggles.
    0:59:58 We’re going to actively go out and get them IDs at the DMV.”
    1:00:02 So we did that and nothing really changed in their life.
    1:00:08 And we sat down with a recovery specialist who works directly with them day in and day
    1:00:11 out.
    1:00:12 He explained to me that he’s been trying to do the same thing I tried to do in a one-week
    1:00:16 period for the past 10 years.
    1:00:19 And that they have deeper underlying traumas and pain that need to be dealt with far before
    1:00:25 they even take the steps to enter society as a housed person.
    1:00:29 That’s a heavy truth right there.
    1:00:32 Breaking that shame cycle has to come first because you got to think, right, like I’m
    1:00:36 from a generation that romanticizes vagrancy and homelessness to a certain extent if it’s
    1:00:41 called van life or if it is done in a way that’s sort of like Rolling Stone, Willie Nelson,
    1:00:47 hit the road.
    1:00:49 People who are above 50, they feel really embarrassed to be in the spiral of homelessness.
    1:00:55 They feel like failures.
    1:00:56 A lot of them have kids who they weren’t there for.
    1:00:58 That’s not the kind of pain that can be dealt with by giving someone a tiny home.
    1:01:02 It’s a good step forward, but for someone to really make a change, they have to want
    1:01:08 to change.
    1:01:09 And so it’s how do you help someone and guide themselves in the right direction?
    1:01:15 And if you’re too paternalistic and you use shame as a method to get them to clean up,
    1:01:19 they’re going to end up right where they started.
    1:01:21 That’s a tough truth to accept because a lot of people want a quick fix to things.
    1:01:25 And I don’t blame people who go out and give baloney sandwiches out to the homeless.
    1:01:29 In each case, it’s probably its own little puzzle.
    1:01:33 Each person is so complex.
    1:01:34 Now imagine drug abuse, what that does to the brain, childhood trauma, there’s so much
    1:01:39 to unpack.
    1:01:40 And then just the belief that they’re the undesirables, that they don’t deserve to be
    1:01:46 a part of society because they failed a fundamental obligation like taking care of their kids.
    1:01:51 If you could take a small tangent to, you mentioned this Vegas video, which is fascinating.
    1:01:58 It was taken down recently by YouTube, or YouTube took it down based on Fox 5, I guess.
    1:02:07 So the documentary was an hour and 45 minutes.
    1:02:09 We used 10 seconds of a news clip that was publicly broadcast by Fox 5 Vegas.
    1:02:15 And according to the Copyright Act of 1976, you’re allowed to use any publicly broadcast
    1:02:20 news clip in a transformative capacity in any documentary film or research paper or
    1:02:25 broadcast or anything.
    1:02:28 They specifically, this corporation called Gray Media that controls the TV stations in
    1:02:33 almost every small town.
    1:02:34 They had lawyers hit up YouTube, and YouTube complied with an illegal copyright strike
    1:02:40 to get our video immediately removed.
    1:02:42 And I’m a YouTube partner, I’m in the YouTube Partner Program.
    1:02:45 So to think that I wasn’t forewarned is, it’s a bit strange, but it also smells like corruption
    1:02:50 to me to a certain extent.
    1:02:52 Yeah.
    1:02:53 You shouldn’t have that amount of power.
    1:02:54 At least they should have the power to just silence that five-second clip, maybe.
    1:03:00 Yeah.
    1:03:01 But I’m taking them to court because I have the means to be able to do so.
    1:03:05 I’m a larger creator.
    1:03:06 I have an audience.
    1:03:07 I have the financial backing to do it.
    1:03:09 I can’t imagine how many people out there are smaller creators with not as much consumer
    1:03:14 of a fan base they can mobilize against someone like Fox 5, or the money to go to court.
    1:03:20 So I want to take them all the way there to set precedent for future cases so that these
    1:03:25 giant mainstream media conglomerates can’t copyright strike documentary filmmakers at
    1:03:32 will.
    1:03:33 It doesn’t make sense.
    1:03:34 Oh, thank you for doing that.
    1:03:35 That’s really, really, really important.
    1:03:36 And that’s really powerful.
    1:03:37 And it might hopefully empower YouTube to also put pressure on people to not.
    1:03:44 YouTube is in a difficult position because there’s so much content out there, there’s
    1:03:48 so many claims.
    1:03:49 It’s hard to investigate, but YouTube should be in a place where they push back against
    1:03:53 this kind of stuff as a first line of defense, especially to protect small creators.
    1:03:58 So what you’re doing is really, really important.
    1:04:00 Appreciate it, man.
    1:04:01 It sucks that it was taken down.
    1:04:03 Do you have any hope?
    1:04:05 Well, I talked to my YouTube partner today, and he said that the Fox 5 lawyers have two
    1:04:08 weeks to comply with my counter-appeal.
    1:04:11 But I spent 20 grand on human voiceovers in five different languages.
    1:04:16 I invested probably in total like 70k into this video.
    1:04:20 So even if it gets reinstated, the steam’s kind of been taken out of its trajectory.
    1:04:24 But also it’s just like a really important video is good for the world.
    1:04:27 Yeah.
    1:04:28 Why the hell would Fox 5 have an vested interest in having the video taken down?
    1:04:33 I just hate it when people do that to videos or to creators that are doing good in the
    1:04:37 world.
    1:04:38 Yeah.
    1:04:39 It’s not an expose on the mayor of Las Vegas.
    1:04:40 It’s an attempt to show the civilian public how to get involved in a local nonprofit and
    1:04:44 potentially intervene in the lives of the tunnel people.
    1:04:46 Well, Fox 5, the other Channel 5, as you said.
    1:04:49 Yeah.
    1:04:50 Well, thank you for pushing back and highlighting it.
    1:04:53 Hopefully it gets brought back up.
    1:04:55 But yeah, defending other creators so that other creators can take risks and don’t get
    1:05:00 taken down for stupid reasons.
    1:05:03 So Quarter Confessions was written?
    1:05:06 No.
    1:05:07 It was all real-life reality TV documentary.
    1:05:10 And it caught the attention of a larger company called Doing Things Media.
    1:05:16 And they contacted me pretty much like a week after I graduated from college in the May
    1:05:20 of 2019.
    1:05:21 And they said, “Hey, how would you like to produce a show?”
    1:05:25 I was like, “What do you mean?”
    1:05:27 They were like, “We’ll get you an RV, we’ll pay you $45K a year, we’ll pay for gas for
    1:05:34 food for two hotels a week, go out there, make content, and we’ll be in the background
    1:05:40 just powering it all.”
    1:05:42 And that was the birth of All Gas No Breaks?
    1:05:45 Yes.
    1:05:46 I mean, All Gas No Breaks was named after a book that I wrote called All Gas No Breaks,
    1:05:50 A Hitchhiker’s Diary, which chronicled the 70-day journey that we’re just talking about.
    1:05:54 It’s a tough book to find, by the way.
    1:05:56 Oh yeah, there’s only a few copies left.
    1:05:58 I’m thinking about doing a reprint at some point down the line, but I sold off the last
    1:06:01 100 copies like a month and a half ago.
    1:06:03 Yeah.
    1:06:04 Until then, you guys should go read On The Robot jet camera.
    1:06:07 Yeah.
    1:06:08 You should read it.
    1:06:09 I don’t know if you read it before.
    1:06:10 Look, Get On The Road by Jack Kerouac.
    1:06:11 It’s great.
    1:06:12 It’s the best.
    1:06:13 What’s your birth date Allison?
    1:06:14 April 23rd.
    1:06:15 Okay.
    1:06:16 I’m a tourist.
    1:06:17 Coming soon.
    1:06:18 Shhh, typical tourist.
    1:06:19 Yeah.
    1:06:20 I’m a typical tourist man.
    1:06:21 I’m a Scorpio Moon.
    1:06:22 Should write that down.
    1:06:23 What’s the time when you were born?
    1:06:25 1130.
    1:06:26 1130 at night?
    1:06:27 Of course.
    1:06:28 Yeah.
    1:06:29 Typical.
    1:06:30 This guy knew it.
    1:06:31 That’s the real science.
    1:06:32 Yeah.
    1:06:33 Anyways, so the idea of All Gas No Breaks as a show was to combine the, I guess, road
    1:06:39 dog ethos of the All Gas No Breaks book with the presentation and editing style of quarter
    1:06:44 confessions.
    1:06:45 So it was to take quarter confessions on the road that was pretty much like a simulated
    1:06:50 hitchhiking experience, but with the editing and like punchy effects of quarter confessions,
    1:06:56 which is like, I wear a suit, we do the fast zoom ins, little effects, stuff like that.
    1:07:01 It was a, man, those were the best years.
    1:07:04 It was just so, it was just so fun.
    1:07:05 I mean, imagine you’re fresh out of college.
    1:07:07 You were just a doorman interviewing people about like, you know, making out with their
    1:07:12 cousin and stuff, and then boom, this company that you’ve never even heard of is willing
    1:07:17 to buy you an RV and give you 45K a year, which to me at the time was more money than
    1:07:22 I could possibly imagine.
    1:07:23 So I called my dad, I was like, dad, I need you to find me an RV because he’s the only
    1:07:27 guy I know who knows about cars and even he doesn’t know much about cars.
    1:07:30 So he’s like, all right, I’m on it.
    1:07:31 So the RV was 20,000 and the first event that we were called to cover was the Burning Man
    1:07:37 Festival.
    1:07:38 And that was tough because Burning Man is not too keen on filming.
    1:07:43 Supposed to be a non-commercialized, you know, escape from the, from reality.
    1:07:48 I mean, they have a gift economy set up.
    1:07:49 It’s based upon like mutual participation and non-exploitation.
    1:07:54 And so the idea of making a Burning Man video was tough at first because burners, oftentimes,
    1:08:00 and this is not all of them, but are pretty well off in general, a lot of them have tech
    1:08:06 jobs are pretty high up in Silicon Valley.
    1:08:08 And Burning Man is where they go to take off, you know, to take the edge off and basically
    1:08:13 become their burner persona.
    1:08:15 On the playa, they become reborn and they take ketamine and they wear kaleidoscope glasses
    1:08:19 and steampunk hats and they, you know, snort MDMA and they run around the sand.
    1:08:24 Listen to that.
    1:08:25 Do you snort MDMA?
    1:08:26 That’s what I need to do.
    1:08:27 Yes, you can.
    1:08:28 I thought it’s a pill.
    1:08:29 I didn’t know.
    1:08:30 It’s better to take it in a pill or water, but you can snort MDMA.
    1:08:33 I definitely need to take MDMA.
    1:08:35 I’m already full of love, but like that, I’d probably go on another level.
    1:08:38 Yeah, don’t snort it because it’ll only last like 90 minutes.
    1:08:40 Let me write that down.
    1:08:43 So anyways, we didn’t know what to do because we tried to film.
    1:08:45 Don’t snort.
    1:08:46 The initial idea for All Gas No Breaks was to, instead of asking people what’s your deepest
    1:08:51 darkest secret, it was what’s the craziest trip you’ve been on?
    1:08:56 So the idea was to not satirize drunk people, but satirize people who are fried on acid.
    1:09:02 So we went to Boulder real quick, did a test interview with some lady who talked about seeing
    1:09:06 ancestral aliens during a peyote retreat.
    1:09:10 And so it’s pretty easy to extract trip reports from hippies and gutter punks and stuff like
    1:09:15 that or Oogles.
    1:09:17 So we go to Burning Man.
    1:09:20 We start asking people what’s your craziest trip story.
    1:09:22 And they didn’t have the same type of free-flowing storytelling style that like on the street
    1:09:27 Crust Punk in New Orleans might have where they’re like, “I don’t give a fuck.
    1:09:31 I’ll tell you whatever.”
    1:09:32 These people were very bottled up about what they were willing to disclose.
    1:09:36 So we went on Burning Man Radio and we did a broadcast and we said, “Hey, we’re psychedelic
    1:09:41 journalists.”
    1:09:42 It was me and my friend Ciel at the time.
    1:09:43 I said, “We’re psychedelic journalists.
    1:09:46 We’re parked on Tan and I,” which is across street in Black Rock City.
    1:09:49 And we said, “We have a 1998 Catalina Coachman Sport.
    1:09:53 It’s an RV.
    1:09:54 We’ve set up a podcast studio.
    1:09:56 We’re doing a show about psychedelic voyages.”
    1:09:59 Yeah.
    1:10:00 And so, lo and behold, two hours later, we had 10 people lined up at the RV, willing
    1:10:06 to talk.
    1:10:07 So that vetted people in advance for us.
    1:10:10 And so we did a couple interviews and that was that.
    1:10:13 What were some of the stories from the Chirp Reports?
    1:10:16 There was this lady named Razma who said that she was known in several circles in Berkeley
    1:10:21 for being multi-orgasmic and could create multiple repeated climaxes using only her
    1:10:29 mind by like squinting her eyes and squeezing her eyes together so much that the pleasure
    1:10:34 spiral just went crazy.
    1:10:37 I feel like I talked to several people like that at Berkeley.
    1:10:40 Yeah.
    1:10:41 You know what I’m talking about?
    1:10:42 Not that.
    1:10:43 Well, yeah, that lady.
    1:10:44 I think she manifests herself in many forms.
    1:10:47 Yeah.
    1:10:48 Right.
    1:10:49 But still, it was on the cruder end.
    1:10:50 There was one guy named Kimbo Slyce was his burner name.
    1:10:53 He talked about taking a shit after taking like a quarter of mushrooms and how he was
    1:10:58 like seeing his childhood and visualizing his past life as the turds were flowing into
    1:11:03 the toilet and just talks about the psychedelic union between pooing and taking shrimps.
    1:11:10 So he was very visual with his words.
    1:11:12 Yeah.
    1:11:13 So there was stuff like that.
    1:11:14 I interviewed Alex Gray, which was super cool about his first trip in San Francisco
    1:11:17 when he was in 1971, shortly after the summer of love.
    1:11:22 I got to do some pretty cool interviews, but still it was a semi-ambush style.
    1:11:27 I wouldn’t say that we were doing journalism yet.
    1:11:30 It was still comedic video work, you know?
    1:11:34 Was there a narrative that tied it together?
    1:11:36 It’s like really just a trip comedic almost with the interview and then I go burning man
    1:11:41 and then it’s on to the next one.
    1:11:43 So I guess that could give a loose structure, but it’s just like a punchy and slapstick
    1:11:46 thing.
    1:11:49 Everything was going good until we interviewed this guy named DJ soft baby, but he was wearing
    1:11:54 a golden leotard with once again kaleidoscope glasses, shirtless dancing and he was eating
    1:12:03 chowder out of a plastic bowl.
    1:12:07 And he was like, “This chowder is so fucking good.
    1:12:08 He’s like, “This is the best chowder I’ve ever had in my life.”
    1:12:11 And he starts putting the chowder on his face and he’s like, “I want the chowder all over
    1:12:14 me.”
    1:12:15 Yeah.
    1:12:16 And so we just go, “Hey man, can you just do a dance for us real quick just for some
    1:12:19 b-roll?”
    1:12:20 He does a dance.
    1:12:21 He posted on Instagram the next morning doing things media CEO calls me, read, he says,
    1:12:26 “All of our pages are down.”
    1:12:29 And he’s like, “That guy you filmed dancing last night on drugs, putting chowder on his
    1:12:32 face?”
    1:12:33 That guy is at the top of MIT.
    1:12:35 Top of MIT.
    1:12:36 I don’t understand what that means.
    1:12:38 That’s like saying, you know, my brother’s a rocket science, and he’s like head of NASA
    1:12:43 or whatever.
    1:12:44 Well, I mean, the guy knows people in Boston.
    1:12:48 Okay.
    1:12:49 He’s not in the Whitey Bolger sense, but in the Reverse sense.
    1:12:52 I’ve trouble believing the DJ Soft Baby.
    1:12:55 Oh, DJ Soft Baby was major.
    1:12:56 It could have been Harvard.
    1:12:57 It could have been.
    1:12:59 But it wasn’t UMass.
    1:13:01 I don’t think there’s anybody that’s at the head of MIT who’s putting, what was it all
    1:13:06 over his face?
    1:13:08 Chowder.
    1:13:09 Chowder.
    1:13:10 Well, then you haven’t been the Burning Man yet.
    1:13:11 Okay.
    1:13:12 I’m not the Burning Man.
    1:13:13 But I would have to consult my colleagues at MIT if they know DJ Soft Baby.
    1:13:19 So whoever he– Probably was Harvard, let’s put it on them.
    1:13:22 Okay.
    1:13:23 The top of Harvard.
    1:13:24 So he made some calls, you know, to the tops, to the heads of big tech, and got all the
    1:13:30 Doing Things Media pages taken down.
    1:13:32 At the time, that was like a vast network of pages.
    1:13:35 And we ended up having to take, obviously the video came down, and he held the entire
    1:13:40 network of Instagram pages hostage.
    1:13:43 And so that was a, he made us agree to never post that video again, and then somehow got
    1:13:47 all of our pages reinstated.
    1:13:49 So that was my first brush, was like, you know, powerful people on drugs.
    1:13:54 And that was probably my last brush with powerful people on drugs.
    1:13:56 So what did you transition into from there?
    1:13:59 I think after Burning Man, we went to the south, went to Talladega Race Weekend, went
    1:14:04 to a Donald Trump Jr. book signing, went to a Juggalo adjacent fetish mansion in central
    1:14:10 Florida called the Sausage Castle.
    1:14:13 Juggalo adjacent Sausage, okay, can you, can you run that by me again?
    1:14:18 Juggalo adjacent fetish mansion in central Florida.
    1:14:22 Fetish mansion in central Florida.
    1:14:24 Juggalo adjacent, I mean, every single one of those words that you like, needs a book
    1:14:28 or something.
    1:14:29 Right.
    1:14:30 So, by the way, who are the Juggalos?
    1:14:33 Is this ICP?
    1:14:34 Just ICP fans.
    1:14:35 ICP fans, okay.
    1:14:36 But I say adjacent because it’s not a Juggalo mansion, but there’s a lot of Juggalos who
    1:14:39 kick it at the mansion.
    1:14:40 It’s Juggalo friendly.
    1:14:41 Oh, okay.
    1:14:42 Juggalo friendly.
    1:14:43 Yeah.
    1:14:44 Because they get made fun of in a lot of places.
    1:14:45 Oh, so it’s not, okay, got it.
    1:14:47 And Juggalos say outrageous shit, you know, and they embarrass themselves and they fight
    1:14:50 a lot.
    1:14:51 So they’re kind of, they’re on the FBI’s gang list, which if you ask me, ICP or the, the
    1:14:55 Juggalos.
    1:14:56 The Juggalos.
    1:14:57 If it was the, the head of the Juggalos, it would be Violent J and Shaggy Too Dope.
    1:15:02 But there’s associated acts like Twisted and there’s a whole rabbit hole.
    1:15:05 Honestly, Tech Nine is sort of a part of that.
    1:15:07 Tech Nine.
    1:15:08 I don’t know who that is.
    1:15:09 Should I know who that is?
    1:15:10 I’m not selling touring rappers, despite having sort of not that many streams.
    1:15:14 Tech Nine is like, it’s got a huge cult following in Missouri.
    1:15:18 This is like, the Juggalos started in Warren, Michigan.
    1:15:23 We should also say ACP in St. Claude Posse.
    1:15:25 So this is a thing.
    1:15:26 This is a movement.
    1:15:27 Oh yeah.
    1:15:28 If you, if you went to Seattle right now and punched a cop and they booked you in county
    1:15:33 jail, you may end up running with the Juggalos.
    1:15:37 Running with the Juggalos.
    1:15:38 They’re of presence in Pacific Northwest prison system from what I’ve heard.
    1:15:42 Can you tell a Juggalo from like a distance?
    1:15:45 Will they say whoop whoop?
    1:15:46 So if you see a Juggalo, they’ll say that.
    1:15:49 Also like, I’ll try to, I’ll try to look after that.
    1:15:52 They’re kind of, it’s called the dark carnivals, the mythology they abide by.
    1:15:57 What do they define themselves with?
    1:15:58 What’s the ideology?
    1:15:59 A family.
    1:16:00 A family.
    1:16:01 No, I understand.
    1:16:02 But what’s the ideology?
    1:16:03 What’s the philosophical foundation of the?
    1:16:04 They’re anti-racist.
    1:16:05 They like to drink Fago and also just like cheap liquor and stuff like that.
    1:16:12 They’re, they’re into drugs.
    1:16:14 Yeah.
    1:16:15 A lot of circles, if you pull out a crack pipe, people will be like, I don’t want to
    1:16:18 drink with you anymore.
    1:16:19 If you’re at a Juggalo party and someone’s smoking Twiz or something, it’s relatively
    1:16:23 accepted.
    1:16:26 What’s Twiz?
    1:16:27 Meth.
    1:16:28 Meth.
    1:16:29 Right.
    1:16:30 Right.
    1:16:31 Lots of tattoos.
    1:16:32 Yeah.
    1:16:33 The Hatchet Man is the most common one.
    1:16:34 So it’s a, it’s a psychopathic records logo.
    1:16:35 It’s a cartoon of a clown wheeling a hatchet.
    1:16:37 It’s actually a pretty sick logo.
    1:16:39 I vaguely remember enjoying some of the ICP music.
    1:16:43 It’s good.
    1:16:44 Yeah.
    1:16:45 It’s pretty good.
    1:16:46 It’s funny.
    1:16:47 It’s edgy.
    1:16:48 Well, they get satirized a lot, but I got love for the clowns.
    1:16:50 And also, so when all gas no breaks transitioned away from, you know, rich elite drug parties
    1:16:56 and into like the South, that’s when the fun really started to happen.
    1:17:00 Living in your RV in Alabama and Florida and stuff is the best.
    1:17:03 Why?
    1:17:04 Why is it about it?
    1:17:05 People are just so friendly down there and it’s warm year round and people are non-judgmental.
    1:17:10 It’s just great.
    1:17:11 The South gets hated on a lot, especially in the coastal, coastal states.
    1:17:15 Mississippi and Alabama are kind of like the butts of a lot of jokes and stuff, but those
    1:17:19 are great states.
    1:17:20 I love it.
    1:17:21 New Mexico.
    1:17:22 Albuquerque.
    1:17:23 All those.
    1:17:24 Oh yeah.
    1:17:25 The ABQs.
    1:17:26 It’s great.
    1:17:27 ABQ, what’s that?
    1:17:28 Albuquerque.
    1:17:29 It’s what Jesse Pinkman called it as the ABQ.
    1:17:30 Oh shit.
    1:17:31 I mean, the difference that you bring to the table is intense.
    1:17:33 It’s okay.
    1:17:34 I met a lady in Albuquerque when I was traveling across the United States and she said take
    1:17:38 me with you.
    1:17:39 Said I’m sorry man, I can’t.
    1:17:41 Yeah.
    1:17:42 But I didn’t think about that lady.
    1:17:43 I think you made the right call.
    1:17:45 I don’t know.
    1:17:46 Yeah.
    1:17:47 On the road.
    1:17:48 Yeah.
    1:17:49 By Jack Kerrwack.
    1:17:50 Best book I’ve ever read in my life.
    1:17:53 There’s a moment when he meets a nice girl on a bus and they have a love affair.
    1:17:59 It was good.
    1:18:00 Yeah.
    1:18:01 On the bus?
    1:18:02 No.
    1:18:03 No.
    1:18:04 They went to California.
    1:18:05 Well, yeah.
    1:18:06 And there was a love affair on the bus, but it wasn’t sexual.
    1:18:07 It was just romantic.
    1:18:08 It was.
    1:18:09 It was in the air.
    1:18:10 It was in the air.
    1:18:11 Which there is something in the air on the bus, like a Greyhound mega bus, that type of
    1:18:15 situation.
    1:18:16 There’s certainly something in the air.
    1:18:17 It was a romance.
    1:18:19 There is man.
    1:18:20 Yeah.
    1:18:21 When you travel.
    1:18:22 Because it’s like strangers getting together and you’re like feeling each other out, but
    1:18:25 you’re in it.
    1:18:26 Like you each have a story because you wouldn’t be taking a bus unless you had a story.
    1:18:30 So you’re, especially if you’re traveling across country.
    1:18:32 There’s something.
    1:18:33 Have you ever taken the dollar bus from Philly to New York, the Chinatown bus?
    1:18:36 Yeah.
    1:18:37 I have.
    1:18:38 That’s a great bus.
    1:18:39 The people on that.
    1:18:40 It’s not a fucking dollar though.
    1:18:41 It was.
    1:18:42 There’s some that are five bucks.
    1:18:43 No.
    1:18:44 No.
    1:18:45 No.
    1:18:46 No.
    1:18:47 No.
    1:18:48 No.
    1:18:49 No.
    1:18:50 No.
    1:18:51 No.
    1:18:52 No.
    1:18:53 No.
    1:18:54 No.
    1:18:55 No.
    1:18:56 If you book it way ahead of time, which it’s like $20.
    1:18:56 I was like, this is a fucking lie calling a $1.
    1:18:57 I got on the train.
    1:18:58 I don’t know why I’m swearing.
    1:18:59 The Rooster.
    1:19:00 Yeah.
    1:19:01 Well, it was chilling.
    1:19:02 It was awesome.
    1:19:03 Well, there’s a nice part of your film of the Rooster.
    1:19:04 I forgot about that.
    1:19:05 Yeah.
    1:19:06 That felt almost fake.
    1:19:07 Yeah.
    1:19:08 Did you plant the Rooster?
    1:19:09 No.
    1:19:10 The Rooster.
    1:19:11 There’s a place in Ebor City in Tampa where roosters walk around all the time.
    1:19:15 And we had a rooster park there right by the main drag for, what did I say, we had
    1:19:19 a rooster park?
    1:19:21 We had the RV park, just Ebor City for a long time and the rooster laid eggs in the
    1:19:25 undercarriage.
    1:19:26 Nice.
    1:19:27 It was the All Gastronome Breaks thing though.
    1:19:28 Yeah.
    1:19:29 Yeah.
    1:19:30 So it was lots, it was really fun making it.
    1:19:31 And then we started All Gastronome Breaks in September of 2019.
    1:19:35 Six months later, the country shuts down and everything just hits the fan.
    1:19:38 I was actually here in Austin when it shut down.
    1:19:41 I was on Sixth Street.
    1:19:42 I remember the, I don’t just hang out on Sixth Street all the time, but I was just here.
    1:19:46 Yeah, you do.
    1:19:47 Come on.
    1:19:48 Just be honest.
    1:19:49 I do like Sixth Street.
    1:19:50 Yeah.
    1:19:51 I like East Austin better, but I like Sixth Street too.
    1:19:52 So anyways, the NBA shuts down.
    1:19:54 Everything’s shutting down.
    1:19:55 So I went down to the Dirty Six and I asked this doorman, I was like, are you guys ever
    1:19:59 going to shut down?
    1:20:00 He was like, fuck no, bro.
    1:20:01 The Dirty Six never closes.
    1:20:04 And I was like, all right, we’ll see about that next day, plywood.
    1:20:09 And then I was like, all right, I thought my career was over when COVID hit.
    1:20:12 I was like, what are we going to do?
    1:20:15 Nothing’s happening anymore.
    1:20:16 There’s no more parties or Talladega races or Burning Man’s to go to.
    1:20:20 So I went back to Seattle on the RV and I just spent four months just depressed, living
    1:20:25 in the RV trying to figure out what would happen.
    1:20:28 But all gas note breaks went on still.
    1:20:32 This was the craziest thing about that period of time is that when COVID hit, I’m sure
    1:20:36 you remember everything turned political overnight in Seattle.
    1:20:42 If you went to a house party, you can get canceled because people were like, oh, you’re
    1:20:47 a super spreader.
    1:20:48 So if you wanted to socialize, even with a group of four or more, you had to do so with
    1:20:53 your phone stamina turned off.
    1:20:55 And a lot of people were doing hyper social policing at that time.
    1:20:59 Beyond that, in the South and in more conservative places, they were doing the opposite.
    1:21:04 They were trying to prove that they could hang out 500 deep with no mask to make a statement
    1:21:11 against the establishment.
    1:21:12 So you had this polarization that led to more division.
    1:21:16 And that’s when the anti-vax protests started.
    1:21:19 And I went to Sacramento and the passion was unreal.
    1:21:22 This is about two months after the COVID lockdowns began.
    1:21:26 And that was my first political video, was at the Sacramento, the California State Capitol
    1:21:30 in Sacramento, documenting the, they called it the freedom rally, but that’s typically
    1:21:34 like anti-vax stuff.
    1:21:36 And it was real intensity.
    1:21:39 And that video was my most successful to date at that time.
    1:21:44 And so I was like, okay, am I a political reporter now?
    1:21:48 Am I covering politics?
    1:21:49 Like, what’s going on?
    1:21:51 What were the interviews they made up that video?
    1:21:54 What kind of, what style of questions were you asking what?
    1:21:57 I don’t know if you remember, but I was actually scared when the pandemic started.
    1:22:01 I thought that this is something that might kill us all based upon what I was consuming.
    1:22:06 And so I’d ask people, what do you think about this lockdown?
    1:22:10 And I’ve had people say, you know, I’m immune compromised.
    1:22:13 If I get exposed to COVID, I have a 95% fatality rate.
    1:22:16 But guess what?
    1:22:17 I’d rather be free and dead than a lie, living in fear.
    1:22:21 And I was like, wow.
    1:22:23 So it was just stuff along those lines.
    1:22:24 You had some San Diego surfers there complaining about the beaches being shut down with such
    1:22:29 awesome waves were coming.
    1:22:30 Yeah.
    1:22:31 It’s interesting how that really brought out the worst in people.
    1:22:37 Oh yeah.
    1:22:38 I’m not sure why, why that is fear, maybe paranoia.
    1:22:44 I don’t know.
    1:22:45 It really divided people.
    1:22:46 It was along the lines, as you mentioned, like triple mask yourself or fight for your
    1:22:52 country.
    1:22:53 Yeah.
    1:22:54 Right.
    1:22:55 Exactly.
    1:22:56 Like, why is it two options?
    1:22:57 That is literally what it was.
    1:22:59 Yeah.
    1:23:00 It’s wild.
    1:23:01 And both groups think they’re fighting for this revival of something.
    1:23:04 And so that’s where you really run into problems when you have two polarized groups who both
    1:23:08 think that their cause is for the common good.
    1:23:11 Mutual understanding is impossible at that juncture.
    1:23:14 And so after three months of almost everybody being locked down, George Floyd happens.
    1:23:24 And I remember I saw the third precinct burning on my phone in Minneapolis.
    1:23:31 And everyone says, Andrew, you have to go cover this.
    1:23:37 And I’m somebody, like I said, you know, police violence has been close to my heart
    1:23:41 since I was a kid.
    1:23:43 And my first thought is I can’t do that.
    1:23:46 I’m a comedic reporter.
    1:23:47 I can’t go to Minneapolis and cover this.
    1:23:50 It’ll be the end of my career.
    1:23:52 And I had a friend named Lacey who I went to college with.
    1:23:56 And she told me, she was like, bro, this is your chance for you to do something serious.
    1:24:00 You can actually create a meaningful piece of reporting like you always wanted to before
    1:24:03 quarter confessions and you can turn all gas note breaks into a new source.
    1:24:07 So I called Reid, who is the CEO of the company that owned all gas note breaks.
    1:24:13 And I was like, look, man, I want to go to Minneapolis.
    1:24:15 I was in Orlando at the time.
    1:24:16 I was actually at the sausage castle.
    1:24:18 And he said–
    1:24:19 Sorry, the sausage castle?
    1:24:21 Yeah.
    1:24:22 The Juggalo mansion.
    1:24:23 Oh, right.
    1:24:24 Let’s call the sausage castle.
    1:24:25 So I’m watching Minneapolis unfold on Lake Street where it was burning.
    1:24:31 And I got to the Orlando airport and I booked a flight without– I booked it on my own card.
    1:24:37 I didn’t consult my boss or anything.
    1:24:39 And I was sitting in my seat on the flight and he straight up told me.
    1:24:43 He’s like, if you fuck this up and this destroys the brand, we’re getting a different host.
    1:24:50 If you mess this up and you turn our show away from a party show about drinking and
    1:24:57 drugs and all that stuff and you make this a social justice show, you’re done.
    1:25:04 But I was like, I just turned my phone off.
    1:25:06 I got to the Minneapolis airport on the second night of the riots.
    1:25:10 And when I got to the airport, there was National Guardsmen in the airport.
    1:25:14 And it was like a call of duty mission, the one in the airport.
    1:25:18 And on the speaker, they say, if you’re arriving here right now, you are not permitted to go
    1:25:23 anywhere outside of the airport.
    1:25:25 National Guardsmen will escort you to your Uber or to your car.
    1:25:29 They’re going to take a picture of your ID.
    1:25:30 They’re going to figure out where you’re going.
    1:25:32 You are not permitted to go outside tonight.
    1:25:35 And so Lacey picks me up, there’s two people in the back, two of her homegirls wearing
    1:25:39 like shiesty masks.
    1:25:40 I’m like, what are we doing?
    1:25:42 Where are we going?
    1:25:43 And she goes, we’re going to go film the riot.
    1:25:44 We’re going to Lake Street.
    1:25:46 And so we drive down there.
    1:25:48 Kmart is burning.
    1:25:49 Target is burning.
    1:25:51 Everything is on fire.
    1:25:54 She has the Sony A7.
    1:25:56 She gives me a microphone and she’s like, go talk to that guy.
    1:25:59 And that was a guy with a Molotov cocktail on his hand who had just burned Kmart down.
    1:26:05 And so I go, what should I ask him?
    1:26:06 She goes, what’s on your mind?
    1:26:09 So I walk up to him and I’m like, what’s on your mind?
    1:26:11 He said something like everything that was happening here was supposed to happen.
    1:26:15 This is how we feel.
    1:26:17 Is it right?
    1:26:18 No.
    1:26:19 Is this going to benefit the community?
    1:26:20 No.
    1:26:21 But this is how we feel.
    1:26:22 This is how we feel.
    1:26:23 That’s pretty powerful.
    1:26:24 Yeah.
    1:26:25 But through a lot of the documenting that you do, this is how we feel is like screaming
    1:26:32 through that.
    1:26:33 Yeah.
    1:26:34 And I noticed that aside from a group called Unicorn Riot, there was no one else actually
    1:26:37 interviewing the protesters.
    1:26:39 The local news was on the bridge 15, not 15, but five blocks away, filming just the scene
    1:26:46 itself, just the fire.
    1:26:48 But I saw some crazy things off camera too.
    1:26:51 I saw.
    1:26:52 So there was kind of two groups there.
    1:26:54 There was like the anarchists, more mobilized protesters.
    1:26:57 And then there was just mostly African American community members who were just pissed who
    1:27:03 had nothing to do with the organized resistance.
    1:27:04 And they were all kind of joining forces to riot.
    1:27:07 And there was this anarchist kid who ran up to White Castle with like a Molotov cocktail.
    1:27:14 And he was about to throw it at White Castle and this Black D ran up to him and grabbed
    1:27:18 his arm and he’s like, “We fuck with White Castle.”
    1:27:21 And I was like, “What?”
    1:27:22 And so you see, if you go on Lake Street, every business is burned, White Castle remains.
    1:27:27 I also saw these dudes rip this ATM out of a bank and hit it with sledgehammers.
    1:27:34 They were a group of friends hitting it with sledgehammers, right?
    1:27:36 They’re hitting it with sledgehammers.
    1:27:37 Boom.
    1:27:38 All of a sudden, money starts spraying out of the ATM.
    1:27:42 Like I’ve never seen some shit like this, like pouring out of it.
    1:27:44 And then these group of friends who were just united and getting it open, start fighting
    1:27:49 each other for the money as it’s flying out of it.
    1:27:51 And so it was like a joker from the Batman’s army type vibes, but I got shot in the ass
    1:27:58 by the National Guard.
    1:27:59 It was no good.
    1:28:00 Like a what?
    1:28:01 A rubber bullet?
    1:28:02 Yeah.
    1:28:03 Yeah.
    1:28:04 Not shot.
    1:28:05 I feel like.
    1:28:06 Honestly, it hurt.
    1:28:07 Yeah.
    1:28:08 It hurt.
    1:28:09 I’m not sure what I was expecting as an answer to that question.
    1:28:10 Yeah.
    1:28:11 I liked it.
    1:28:12 It was good.
    1:28:13 At that point, I posted the video and it was very well received and that was the pivotal
    1:28:18 point where I realized that everything was going to change.
    1:28:20 I mean, there was a, still kind of a comedic element to the way you do conversations or
    1:28:26 the way you edit.
    1:28:28 So did you see yourself as a potentially like a John Stuart type of character at first?
    1:28:33 But you know, I just think human beings are just funny in general.
    1:28:36 Yeah.
    1:28:37 The absurdity of it.
    1:28:38 Cool thing about John Stuart is like, I generally like to say that anybody who works for corporate
    1:28:43 media, whether it be Comedy Central or anything owned by Time Warner, Fox, MSNBC, they can’t
    1:28:49 say what they want because in order to climb up in those organizations, you have to appease
    1:28:53 the narrative of the company that you’re working for to rise in the ranks.
    1:28:57 John Stuart, I feel like has so much clout in the media world that I’m pretty sure he
    1:29:03 can say whatever he wants.
    1:29:04 Like, I actually don’t think that John Stuart is controlled by anybody.
    1:29:07 I really don’t.
    1:29:08 I think that he can go on the show and talk about whatever.
    1:29:12 I do think that certain people have broken the brains of, COVID broke the brains of
    1:29:17 a lot of really great people I admire.
    1:29:20 Trump broke the brains of a lot of people I admire, like to where Trump derangement
    1:29:25 syndrome became a thing.
    1:29:27 You can’t see the world quite as clearly because of it.
    1:29:30 And I think John Stuart is quite a genius at like stepping away, even though the world
    1:29:38 needed him in that time, stepping away during that moment of Trump and coming back now,
    1:29:46 sort of being able to reflect being sort of that other statesman.
    1:29:49 My favorite John Stuart moment that illustrates that perfectly is whenever he went on the
    1:29:54 Colbert show and he was just joking around with Stephen Colbert, who I think is a full
    1:29:59 blown propagandist, about the Wuhan lab leak theory.
    1:30:04 He was just goofing around.
    1:30:05 He was like, “It’s called the Coronavirus Lab and they had it before.
    1:30:09 And now what do we have?”
    1:30:11 And it was like, you could see in Stephen Colbert that he was like, gun to his head
    1:30:16 type shit where he’s like, “John, John, stop joking about that.”
    1:30:20 And that made me realize like, “Oh, everything that John Stuart did, especially for the 9/11
    1:30:25 first responders, he’s a true American and not in the sense of like the different political
    1:30:31 parties want you to believe as an American.
    1:30:35 Not a do your part in social distance, American.
    1:30:38 Not a wave your Trump flag in the back of your pickup truck, American.
    1:30:42 Just a guy who genuinely stands up for what’s right.”
    1:30:45 There’s a degree to which you can be in those positions easily captured by group think,
    1:30:51 though, even when you’re not controlled by bosses and money and all that kind of stuff.
    1:30:56 I think John Stuart was mostly resistant, but it’s hard.
    1:31:00 His position is difficult.
    1:31:01 I think he’s done the best job though.
    1:31:02 If someone in that obviously Democrat connected corporate media economy, he seems to be the
    1:31:08 freest talker.
    1:31:10 Yeah.
    1:31:11 So this is when you first became famous.
    1:31:14 I’m not even sure what fame means.
    1:31:16 I mean, I just see myself as me.
    1:31:17 When did you get the shades?
    1:31:19 Oh, that was on tour.
    1:31:20 That was, that’s a whole, the shades, that’s a dark time.
    1:31:24 But this, I didn’t make like-
    1:31:28 This is a meme really.
    1:31:29 I don’t even know if that’s a simple thing.
    1:31:30 I didn’t make journalism to like become famous.
    1:31:34 I made it to give people a platform to share their stories.
    1:31:37 It just so happens that people liked it enough to where I became sort of famous.
    1:31:41 But if I could go back and not be the on-camera guy and just platform the stories, I would.
    1:31:49 But the reality is people need a face to attach to stuff they like.
    1:31:52 And so that’s just how it is.
    1:31:53 But yeah, I would say right around Minneapolis protest, Portland’s protest, Proud Boys Rally
    1:31:58 Time, when I was really in there is when I started to be acclaimed as more than just
    1:32:01 like an ambush meme Lord.
    1:32:04 Did that have effect on you, the fame?
    1:32:07 Not at that point.
    1:32:08 Not at that point.
    1:32:09 So like you were still able to have a lightness to you.
    1:32:12 Well, the country was basically closed.
    1:32:15 So it wasn’t like there was a street to walk down where people were like, there’s that
    1:32:19 guy.
    1:32:20 So getting famous, famous during COVID made it so when the country reopened, it was as
    1:32:25 if like my life really changed because I was like, oh, all these fans I made during COVID
    1:32:30 are like seeing me out of the bar.
    1:32:31 This is cool.
    1:32:32 Yeah.
    1:32:33 If first fame is the best thing ever because you can go anywhere in the country and these
    1:32:38 spaces that you normally feel a bit insecure in like a local dive bar, a cool restaurant,
    1:32:42 a coffee shop where you just be another guy.
    1:32:44 All of a sudden they’re like, oh my God, I’m a big fan.
    1:32:46 They give you like free stuff.
    1:32:48 You get this sense of acceptance that you never would have got before.
    1:32:52 But there’s also the dark side.
    1:32:55 It’s all love man.
    1:32:56 I mean, just to speak to the first part you’re saying is there’s so much love that people
    1:33:01 have in this show.
    1:33:02 It’s amazing.
    1:33:03 I’m sure you know what it’s like.
    1:33:04 That’s beautiful.
    1:33:05 The only downside of fame really is that you can’t really be anonymous again and you have
    1:33:09 to seek out more strange environments to be anonymous in.
    1:33:12 Like right now I live in the desert basically and I want to live in the middle of nowhere
    1:33:16 in the Mojave desert.
    1:33:18 Not because I’m scared of people, but because I just want to be like curious me again so
    1:33:22 people don’t know and I can ask questions to people that I’m interested in without them
    1:33:25 going.
    1:33:26 I remember, I see you here or I see you there.
    1:33:29 That’s the main thing.
    1:33:30 That’s what I loved about hitchhiking.
    1:33:31 Yeah, just to have an anonymity for sure.
    1:33:33 Yeah, it’s the best.
    1:33:34 But both are great.
    1:33:35 Complaining about fame is just the lamest shit.
    1:33:37 Yeah.
    1:33:38 We should go to furry conventions that you covered.
    1:33:40 We’re an outfit.
    1:33:42 I love furries.
    1:33:43 I should do that.
    1:33:44 Yeah, we should go together.
    1:33:45 I go all the time.
    1:33:46 We should go together.
    1:33:47 We should go together right off.
    1:33:48 No, I have not.
    1:33:50 I think you might like it more than you think.
    1:33:53 I, listen, maybe I’m just afraid to face why I really am.
    1:33:58 Yeah, your first owner of the true Lex will come out when you’re in a $3600 lizard suit.
    1:34:04 Everything is possible.
    1:34:05 Lizard?
    1:34:06 Is that what they go with?
    1:34:07 Well, Scales are the lizard furries.
    1:34:10 And there’s a big division in the community where they think Scales are kind of douchebagged.
    1:34:15 The Scales suits are more expensive.
    1:34:16 They’re about $7,000, whereas the first suit is $3600 and they’re also taller.
    1:34:21 So when the Scales pull up to the fur fest, it’s like, ah, fuck the reptiles.
    1:34:25 Fuck the reptiles.
    1:34:26 I can get behind that.
    1:34:27 I like more like a teddy bear type of guy.
    1:34:30 Yeah.
    1:34:31 I think bears…
    1:34:32 What’s that?
    1:34:33 Maybe squirrels?
    1:34:34 I don’t know.
    1:34:35 Oh, squirrels are so cool.
    1:34:36 Giant squirrels, yeah.
    1:34:37 I want to put a GoPro on one and just see what the hell they do.
    1:34:40 We were talking about that conversation with the guy at the head of doing things media.
    1:34:46 How did that end up?
    1:34:47 Well, I mean, I want to clear up a few things.
    1:34:50 Read the CEO of doing things.
    1:34:52 I actually think he’s a good guy.
    1:34:53 I think that he was just trying to run a business.
    1:34:56 He saw what was working for his brand, which is very college-centric, very festival-centric.
    1:35:01 And he was right to think that journalism and especially coverage of sensitive topics
    1:35:05 like COVID or police brutality would definitely not work on merch.
    1:35:11 You’re not going to sell a picture of me interviewing someone at a riot like you would
    1:35:15 me interviewing a furry or a drunk dude in Alabama.
    1:35:17 It doesn’t work the same.
    1:35:19 So it was a lot harder to monetize, not just because of YouTube censorship, but also just
    1:35:24 because of the sensitive nature of the content.
    1:35:27 So Read was looking out for himself as a businessman.
    1:35:31 There was a different partner, I’m not going to say his name.
    1:35:34 He was more connected in Hollywood.
    1:35:35 I think he’s responsible for the collapse of the show.
    1:35:39 What was the collapse like?
    1:35:40 What happened?
    1:35:41 So, right as the country’s reopening, I get a DM from Eric Werheim of Tim and Eric.
    1:35:48 And I’m covering something called the UFO Megaconference in Laughlin, Nevada, which is a beautiful
    1:35:54 river town.
    1:35:55 And he DMs me, he says, “Let’s make a show.”
    1:35:59 And I’m like, “Oh, shit.
    1:36:00 Is this real?”
    1:36:01 He’s a big fan of Nathan For You and the Eric Andre show.
    1:36:04 And those are produced by their company, absolutely.
    1:36:06 So I was like, “Hell yeah, let’s do it.”
    1:36:10 Three days later, I get a call that says, “Jonah Hill wants to hop on board.”
    1:36:14 And I can’t believe this.
    1:36:15 I’m still on the RV and I’m in Laughlin, Nevada.
    1:36:18 So I’m like, “Jonah Hill, super bad.
    1:36:20 Are you shitting me right now?”
    1:36:21 So I was excited.
    1:36:22 And Moneyball, Jonah Hill’s a great actor.
    1:36:25 Oh, he’s great.
    1:36:26 He’s great all around.
    1:36:27 Yeah.
    1:36:28 Doesn’t get the credit he deserves.
    1:36:29 He’s got the credit by now, but still deserves more.
    1:36:32 So basically, just within a week, I assembled this super team of Tim and Eric.
    1:36:37 Super bad team?
    1:36:38 Yeah, pretty much.
    1:36:39 Of Tim and Eric.
    1:36:40 Sorry, I’m so sorry.
    1:36:41 No, that was good.
    1:36:42 And Jonah Hill.
    1:36:43 And yeah, we just pitched it around.
    1:36:44 Every single TV network rejected it.
    1:36:47 I don’t know why.
    1:36:48 And they mainly did that because I was in this weird situation where I had signed a contract
    1:36:54 with Doing Things Media that I didn’t realize was called a 360 deal.
    1:36:58 That’s what they use in the rap world.
    1:37:01 Basically means that I can’t do anything outside of them without them getting 100% of
    1:37:06 the money.
    1:37:07 So if I was to go work at Sabarro or Quiznos while I was working for All Gas No Breaks,
    1:37:13 they would get my 500 bucks a week from the sandwich spot.
    1:37:16 I was unable to earn any outside income.
    1:37:21 I didn’t read the fine print because I was 21 and, like I told you, 45K a year RV.
    1:37:27 I’m sick.
    1:37:28 And basically the TV networks were like, why would we buy a show if the digital brand
    1:37:34 is going to be running at the same time?
    1:37:36 Because they didn’t want to stop doing All Gas No Breaks to make a TV show.
    1:37:39 They wanted All Gas No Breaks to continue as a web show while All Gas No Breaks as a
    1:37:43 future TV show at Showtime or Hulu or somewhere like that was also concurrently running, which
    1:37:49 is impossible for one man to do.
    1:37:51 And so every TV network said, okay, we’re not doing that.
    1:37:53 We want an exclusive rights contract for this guy.
    1:37:58 Next, oh yeah, this is crazy to think about, is it all happened so fast?
    1:38:02 So Jonah Hill says A24 Films wants to do a movie instead of a show, and they’re going
    1:38:08 to let you keep the digital brand running.
    1:38:10 So this meant that I could keep doing my Instagram stuff with doing things media/All
    1:38:14 Gas No Breaks while making an A24 movie with Jonah Hill and Tim and Eric.
    1:38:19 So it was just like, I was excited.
    1:38:21 It sounded perfect.
    1:38:23 So they said, okay, what do you want to make a movie about?
    1:38:26 And I told them, okay, here’s what’s going to happen in 2020.
    1:38:31 If Trump wins, there’s going to be riots across the country.
    1:38:35 The major cities are going to burn down.
    1:38:38 If Trump loses, the militias and his loyal supporters are going to try to have a coup
    1:38:44 in DC.
    1:38:45 That’s what I said.
    1:38:47 And I said, so I’m going to follow the lead up to whoever wins the election, and I’m going
    1:38:51 to document what happens after.
    1:38:54 So they said, okay.
    1:38:55 And so I was to begin filming in late October during the campaign trail, maybe mid October,
    1:39:00 up until November, and then in the following months to see what would happen.
    1:39:06 This meant that I couldn’t film anything for All Gas No Breaks, the digital show, because
    1:39:11 I had to dedicate 100% of my time to making this perfect movie.
    1:39:16 Still, one of the partners at Doing Things Media was demanding that I not only produce
    1:39:21 the movie, but also more content for the show.
    1:39:23 And I told them, there’s only so many hours in a day, man, that’s going to be impossible.
    1:39:28 And I said, if you want it to be possible, I can make it work, but I want to have half
    1:39:33 of the monetization from the show, 50% profit split.
    1:39:37 Which I thought is fair.
    1:39:38 If you want me to do double work when I was getting almost nothing before, split me in
    1:39:42 on the profits.
    1:39:44 They fired us immediately.
    1:39:46 Me and my two childhood friends who I hired to work on the show with me were all out of
    1:39:49 a job.
    1:39:50 As we were filming for the now HBO project, we got our fire notices.
    1:39:56 The guts on that person, because you should be owning probably close to 100% of it.
    1:40:04 I think so too.
    1:40:05 But they didn’t see it that way because they figured we made the initial investment.
    1:40:08 We discovered him is how they looked at it.
    1:40:11 So it wasn’t Reed, but it was the other partner who wasn’t Reed, who said, “We have tons
    1:40:17 of verbatim,” he said this, “I have tons of connections in the comedy world.
    1:40:22 We can replace Andrew overnight.”
    1:40:24 I’m not sure why he made that miscalculation.
    1:40:27 I wish he would have thought about it twice.
    1:40:28 I wish he didn’t have to end like that.
    1:40:31 But it did.
    1:40:32 Why don’t people do that?
    1:40:33 Like, what’s the benefit of acting like that?
    1:40:35 Because you can part amicably without the drama.
    1:40:39 I think all betrayal and anything like that is motivated by self-interest, whether that
    1:40:44 be economic success, social stability, whatever it is.
    1:40:48 They figured that because I was being such a burden and asking for the profit that they
    1:40:53 could just release me and find someone equally talented and not split them in so they can
    1:40:57 make more money.
    1:40:58 Oh, I see.
    1:40:59 Well, that’s a stupid way to think.
    1:41:03 People think like that, man.
    1:41:05 People who are … The word I use is like sidekick syndrome.
    1:41:09 When people are kind of a part of the production, but they’re not integral, they start thinking
    1:41:13 that the front man doesn’t matter or something and that the brains of the operation are actually
    1:41:18 the people on the periphery.
    1:41:20 They start to believe that they can just shift things around and the audience won’t care.
    1:41:25 Not realizing that I was actually the one who created the show and that the lore of the
    1:41:29 show is connected to my rise outside of their jurisdiction, if that makes sense.
    1:41:34 The people who watch All Gas No Bricks watched quarter confessions and read the book.
    1:41:41 This happens also not just financially, but just with people that are part of a team and
    1:41:48 they don’t really contribute creatively to the team and they force their opinion or pressure.
    1:41:54 Whether it comes from editors or all that kind of stuff or from sponsors, there’s pressure
    1:42:02 they create when the creator alone should be celebrated and have all the power because
    1:42:07 they’re the ones that are creating the thing.
    1:42:09 In a way, I have sympathy because I can’t relate to that because I’ve always been the
    1:42:14 front man of my own projects by design.
    1:42:17 I’m not sure what it’s like to be someone’s owner from a content perspective.
    1:42:23 I don’t understand the challenges they face.
    1:42:25 Maybe there was something that I didn’t understand.
    1:42:27 I don’t know.
    1:42:28 Oftentimes, if you own a thing like this company, you do think about brand.
    1:42:35 Then maybe you have a big picture idea of what brand means and that can be at tension
    1:42:41 with the creative project, but ultimately freedom for the creators is the best kind
    1:42:51 of brand.
    1:42:52 I remember all three of us who worked on All Gas No Bricks got fired at the same time and
    1:42:57 we were in the RV that Tim and Eric’s company bought for us, which was a bigger RV in the
    1:43:03 parking lot of a Walmart in South Philly.
    1:43:06 The propane had just ran out and it was 15 degrees outside, so the RV was getting really
    1:43:11 cold really fast.
    1:43:13 I just looked at my phone and it was like, “You’re fired.”
    1:43:15 I was just like, “God help me.”
    1:43:18 I’ve had a couple moments like that and God does help me.
    1:43:21 They were always in the parking lot of Walmart, right?
    1:43:24 Well, yeah, although … I know that Walmart, by the way.
    1:43:28 The one in South Philly is great.
    1:43:29 Yeah, that’s great.
    1:43:30 But technically, now you can’t park an RV there.
    1:43:33 Well, you’re not a man who follows the rules.
    1:43:35 The thing is, though, is Walmart, Cracker Barrel, and Big Five are supposed to technically
    1:43:40 all let RV campers park overnight.
    1:43:43 But if there’s a crime problem in the city where they’re at, individual Walmarts can
    1:43:47 lobby with the corporate to take that away.
    1:43:50 All the Portland Walmarts, you can’t sleep there anymore.
    1:43:53 Any city with significant homelessness and petty property crime, the Walmarts are at
    1:43:58 no go.
    1:43:59 Fascinating.
    1:44:00 So that was a low point.
    1:44:02 Yeah.
    1:44:03 But from there, from the ashes, the Phoenix rose.
    1:44:08 Over time, yeah.
    1:44:09 Channel 5 was born.
    1:44:11 Channel 5 was born in the March of 2021 after we finished filming for the HBO project.
    1:44:17 Oh, really?
    1:44:18 So you went all in on the HBO project at the time?
    1:44:20 Yeah.
    1:44:21 The HBO project from November 2020 up until April 2021.
    1:44:25 Damn near.
    1:44:26 We were just picking up the pieces, going back for individual interviews, stuff like
    1:44:30 that.
    1:44:31 So let’s go to that project.
    1:44:33 It turned out to be a movie called This Place Rules.
    1:44:36 It was supposed to be called America Shits Itself.
    1:44:38 Yeah.
    1:44:39 Maybe you can tell the story of the film.
    1:44:40 You have, what’s his name?
    1:44:42 I don’t know if this is down, Joker Gang and Gum Gang.
    1:44:44 Is that correct?
    1:44:45 Yeah.
    1:44:46 The opening scene.
    1:44:47 The opening scene of two characters.
    1:44:49 It’s talking shit and then getting into a fight.
    1:44:51 And that, I think, was really brilliant how you presented that as almost like a microcosm
    1:44:57 of like the division between the extremes of the left and the extremes of the right.
    1:45:03 That’s exactly what it was.
    1:45:04 I’m glad you picked up on it.
    1:45:05 Yeah.
    1:45:06 And then what I really liked is that the Joker Gang was kind of a little bit of a spoiler
    1:45:14 alert.
    1:45:15 I apologize, but at the end of the film, it was a kind of voice of wisdom.
    1:45:20 Yeah.
    1:45:21 I just realized.
    1:45:22 He seems the most sane.
    1:45:23 He was the voice of wisdom.
    1:45:25 He cut through it.
    1:45:26 Yeah.
    1:45:27 I also just realized a lot of people are going to stream the movie after watching this podcast,
    1:45:30 which is cool.
    1:45:31 Yeah.
    1:45:32 Where do they stream it?
    1:45:33 On HBO Max?
    1:45:34 Yeah, HBO Max.
    1:45:35 I never got a chance to promote the movie.
    1:45:36 It’s such a pain in the ass, man.
    1:45:37 I wish we could all just pay on it on YouTube or something.
    1:45:40 Yeah.
    1:45:41 And HBO gets the profits or whatever.
    1:45:42 I had to subscribe for every single thing, but yes, if you want to watch it, I recommend
    1:45:48 extremely highly sign up to HBO or whatever the hell.
    1:45:52 On the positive note, HBO is great to work with.
    1:45:55 They’re the most professional, respectful company I’ve ever worked with pretty much.
    1:45:59 Yeah.
    1:46:00 HBO is great as some of the greatest TV ever.
    1:46:03 But even in the background, they get shit done.
    1:46:05 There’s no wait time.
    1:46:07 They have some of the best heavy hitters on their team for trailers, for posters.
    1:46:11 All the promotional apparatus they have is super solid.
    1:46:14 Did you get good notes from people there?
    1:46:17 A little bit, man, but you know.
    1:46:18 It’s a truly original documentary, meaning I just haven’t seen anything like it.
    1:46:25 It’s even like, there’s a humor and a lightness at the right kinds of moments.
    1:46:31 Like I said, there’s a rooster in here.
    1:46:34 That’s like, okay, that’s like a non sequitur thing as part of a storytelling.
    1:46:38 It kind of intensifies and reveals the absurdity of the division and how once like January
    1:46:45 6th happens, like everybody that goes on to the next thing, it’s like, what happened to
    1:46:49 us?
    1:46:50 It was almost like a delirium that everybody was participating in.
    1:46:52 Some weird, just like, well, like people say, mind virus, like all of a sudden we just
    1:46:57 got captured and people just like yelling at each other, doing the most ridiculous shit.
    1:47:02 And I mean, really January 6th, the way you presented, especially, just reveals the circus
    1:47:09 of it all.
    1:47:10 I mean, it really broke the fourth wall, that’s how I would describe it.
    1:47:14 Because if you were at January 6th and the lead up, it felt like it was the beginning
    1:47:18 to a series of similar riots, but it just popped off so much that that was it.
    1:47:24 You haven’t seen anything like it since.
    1:47:26 It was supposed to be a second one on January 20th.
    1:47:28 It was the actual inauguration.
    1:47:30 That never happened.
    1:47:31 It was a crazy time to be alive and around.
    1:47:34 And especially the relationship that I developed with Enrique Tario, who’s the former chairman
    1:47:38 of the Proud Boys, he’s now facing 23 years in prison.
    1:47:42 It’s like a trip because I went to his house in Miami maybe two weeks after January 6th
    1:47:47 and talking to him, it seemed like he didn’t think anything was going to happen.
    1:47:51 He was just like, yeah man, that was crazy.
    1:47:53 I’m glad I wasn’t there.
    1:47:55 They’re dumb for doing that.
    1:47:56 He even told me he doesn’t think the election was stolen.
    1:48:00 Which is just a mindfuck.
    1:48:01 It’s like, why’d you get everyone so hyped up?
    1:48:05 It’s just weird to think about how so many people’s lives are drastically altered forever
    1:48:09 because of that just bizarre moment in time that we’ll always live on.
    1:48:14 Yeah, what did you cue and on as part of that story?
    1:48:17 What did you learn about cue and on from that?
    1:48:21 Just an all-encompassing worldview.
    1:48:23 That family that I talked to, I call them the cue and on family, but it’s called the
    1:48:26 Spencer family.
    1:48:28 They were non-political up until the stop, the steel movement began in September of 2020
    1:48:35 and within four months their entire life revolved around the mythology and lore of cue and I’ve
    1:48:40 never seen in my life a PSYOP just devour people’s minds in such an intense way in such a rapid
    1:48:46 period of time.
    1:48:47 I love how the kids in the movie are also the voices of wisdom.
    1:48:52 In the Spencer family, it’s the kid who goes through the full journey of believing that
    1:48:59 whatever Hilary Clinton is a lizard and just believing all the worst versions of the conspiracy
    1:49:05 theories and then kind of waking up was like, what was the point?
    1:49:09 Yeah, it was heartbreaking to see his disappointment and his dad for even following cue and on
    1:49:15 so militantly because he was like, I felt like they let my dad down.
    1:49:19 I felt like they let our family down because January 6 was supposed to be the day according
    1:49:25 to cue and on that the storm happens and that the military is supposed to mobilize and arrest
    1:49:30 the members of the deep state, Clinton, Soros, all that.
    1:49:33 Trump was supposed to go into a helicopter and take control of the country back from
    1:49:38 the swamp and it didn’t happen.
    1:49:39 In fact, the next day he was almost denouncing it.
    1:49:43 Now he doesn’t, but then he did and it was really, I think it hurt people’s pride a lot.
    1:49:49 My friend, Forgiato Blow, he’s a Trump rapper.
    1:49:52 He describes it that way.
    1:49:53 He says a lot of people’s pride got hurt by January 6.
    1:49:56 Trump rapper.
    1:49:57 Oh yeah, dude.
    1:49:58 Honestly, there’s some pretty dope Trump rap out there.
    1:50:02 I’m serious.
    1:50:03 Maga rap.
    1:50:04 Yeah, you would think like, oh yeah, Maga, there’s no rappers there, but there’s rappers
    1:50:09 and they do a pretty good job.
    1:50:10 They’re good.
    1:50:11 Delivering the messaging they want to deliver.
    1:50:13 Yeah.
    1:50:14 I mean, they think of stuff and I’m like, that’s clever.
    1:50:15 Oh, they have some political depth zone.
    1:50:19 Yeah.
    1:50:20 Wow.
    1:50:21 I mean, is there something more you could say about like how QAnon works, like who’s
    1:50:24 behind it.
    1:50:25 Man.
    1:50:26 What’s your sense of who’s behind the whole thing?
    1:50:27 You know, I don’t want this to sound rude or anything.
    1:50:36 I just don’t care about QAnon.
    1:50:39 You know what I mean?
    1:50:40 I’ve put so much thought into it and I just can’t seem to care about it.
    1:50:48 Was it like almost a disappointment because like the, to me, it was like a thing that
    1:50:54 just captured a very large number of people’s minds and then it just kind of faded.
    1:50:58 I guess that’s why.
    1:50:59 It just seems like it’s gone and the ideas of QAnon have just bled into mainstream standard
    1:51:06 conservative thinking.
    1:51:07 But there has to be a kind of retrospective like, that’s the problem I have with COVID.
    1:51:12 You know, a lot of stuff happened.
    1:51:14 Everybody freaked out.
    1:51:15 There’s a lot of big drama around it and now everyone was like, okay, forgot.
    1:51:18 Yeah.
    1:51:19 Just like, wait, what are the lessons learned?
    1:51:21 Has anyone learned any lessons?
    1:51:22 Yeah.
    1:51:23 Like what?
    1:51:24 Exactly.
    1:51:25 What I’m saying is I don’t want QAnon adherents to see this and think I don’t care about them.
    1:51:29 But like, as far as who is behind it, the damage is done.
    1:51:33 Yeah.
    1:51:34 But what are the mechanisms that made it work?
    1:51:35 I mean, that’s really.
    1:51:36 You kind of like thought about that.
    1:51:38 I kind of think that these viral ideas can be driven by, and your film kind of shows
    1:51:44 this by just a handful of people and they’re not malevolent.
    1:51:47 They just want to clout.
    1:51:49 Yeah.
    1:51:50 And there’s something sexy.
    1:51:51 There’s something really sticky about conspiracy theories, like especially extreme ones.
    1:51:57 You just kind of like, some of them can have this momentum.
    1:52:01 They capture the minds of a lot of people and you just go with it.
    1:52:04 Yeah.
    1:52:05 And here’s some conspiracy theories, like there’s something like a small part of me
    1:52:09 that kind of like, yeah, excited.
    1:52:13 It’s possible that QAnon is a PSYOP to distract people away from actually uncovering what
    1:52:19 the deep state is and who is truly running things behind the scenes because the deep
    1:52:24 state is just the 1%.
    1:52:29 You get people so close to any type of class consciousness and then you totally divert
    1:52:33 everything into like lizard humans who live on the moon and that Hillary Clinton is eating
    1:52:40 babies on camera and QAnon did just that.
    1:52:44 They want to convince you that one, there’s no conservative deep state, which is even
    1:52:48 more hilarious, that Trump isn’t connected to a huge, rich corporate apparatus of propagandists.
    1:52:53 And two, that the democratic establishment is the only deep state and that some middle
    1:52:59 of the road conservatives that there’s no grifters or manipulators outside of that three-headed
    1:53:06 snake.
    1:53:07 You know, there’s grifters everywhere, everywhere.
    1:53:10 Everyone wants to make money, dude.
    1:53:11 This is the world that we’re in.
    1:53:12 It’s in collapse.
    1:53:13 Everybody wants to make money and engagement is the rule of law.
    1:53:16 So anything, that’s why these news organizations follow retention incentives.
    1:53:21 They want to make money by selling ads, so they try to create fear and constant division
    1:53:27 to enrich corporate media establishment.
    1:53:30 And you have people who are almost realizing, “Hey, it seems like Fox and CNN might be
    1:53:34 owned by the same people and are tactically using these machines to keep us divided perfectly
    1:53:39 50/50 to ensure that the power structure never gets disrupted.”
    1:53:43 And then you get these people, “You know who’s going to save us?
    1:53:46 Donald Trump.
    1:53:48 That’s the guy.
    1:53:49 How is that the guy?
    1:53:51 It’s not the guy.
    1:53:52 I don’t have TDS.
    1:53:54 I’m not an orange man bachelors who thinks about the guy all the time, but I don’t think
    1:53:57 he’s the guy.”
    1:54:00 You were shirtless, lifting weights while whiskey or some alcohol was poured into your
    1:54:08 mouth by Alex Jones in this movie, and then you did the same to him.
    1:54:12 That’s true.
    1:54:13 It feels like an interrogation.
    1:54:16 So Alex was a part of this film.
    1:54:19 He was like throughout the narrative, and yet he had a great interview with him.
    1:54:24 What did you learn about interacting with Alex Jones for making this film?
    1:54:30 For one, he’s the exact same off-camera as he is on camera.
    1:54:34 It’s not an act.
    1:54:36 He told me that all real Americans die before 58.
    1:54:39 He mentioned Sean Connery and a few others.
    1:54:42 How old is he?
    1:54:45 Getting up there.
    1:54:46 I think early 50s.
    1:54:49 I just found it fascinating how nice his studio is.
    1:54:53 And the guys got an MSNBC level set up.
    1:54:55 I actually had a great time with him.
    1:55:01 It’s bizarre because having him in that movie created so many problems for me, and when
    1:55:07 I interviewed him, I didn’t necessarily portray him in the best light.
    1:55:11 We joked around a bit, but it wasn’t Alex Jones’ hit piece necessarily.
    1:55:14 But I like to think that I was a bit critical of him in the film, especially the ways that
    1:55:18 he antagonized his supporters to storm the Capitol, or to follow that trajectory.
    1:55:25 He told me when I met with him, he was like, “I know you think that having me in this movie
    1:55:29 is a good idea, but you’re going to have some serious backlash because of that.”
    1:55:34 At the time, I was like, “Man, it’s fine.
    1:55:36 It’s all good.
    1:55:37 We’re just hanging out drinking whiskey, doing bench presses, drinking Jameson.
    1:55:39 It’s all good.”
    1:55:40 First of all, I had to campaign to get him in the film because the studios were like,
    1:55:47 there was a bizarre time around like, I think it was 2018 where de-platforming was the big
    1:55:53 thing that people were encouraging.
    1:55:55 It said giving a platform to problematic ideologies will in turn expand their reach, and so even
    1:56:01 extending your platform to someone who’s problematic is helping them, a.k.a. destroying
    1:56:08 humanity, whatever it was.
    1:56:10 That was the whole thing.
    1:56:13 When I did this media training that was mandated by HBO, it was all training and how to defend
    1:56:20 from that exact question.
    1:56:22 They said, “When we put you on NPR, we put you on CNN, they’re going to ask you about
    1:56:28 platforming problematic ideologies, and you’re going to have to say stuff like, “Sunlight
    1:56:33 is the best disinfectant.
    1:56:34 I believe that extremism only goes away when you shine a light on it because leaving it
    1:56:39 in the dark will only allow it to grow.”
    1:56:41 They gave me like 15 pointers.
    1:56:45 I didn’t use any of those pointers because I’m not the kind of person who wants to be
    1:56:49 media trained.
    1:56:50 I like to speak freely, but in the promotional run for the film, when I went on CNN, this
    1:56:55 was a crazy experience.
    1:56:58 I went on CNN, and thankfully my friend was with me.
    1:57:02 I’m on CNN.
    1:57:03 By the way, your friend is chilling in sunglasses, laying in the couch right now.
    1:57:10 It’s a mix of the dude from Big Lebowski and the Brad Pitt role in True Romance.
    1:57:20 You know that reference?
    1:57:21 No, but I mean, I’m sure it describes Larry.
    1:57:22 He kind of looks like Brad Jackerwack.
    1:57:27 HBO had a press tour set up for me, and the main ones were CNN and NPR.
    1:57:31 They said, “You’re going to go on CNN on the Don Lemon morning show.”
    1:57:36 He’s going to ask you about your life, what led up to the movie, what we can expect.
    1:57:41 I get in the studio, it’s about seven o’clock in the morning in New York.
    1:57:43 I just show the night before at Times Square, so I’m like groggy-eyed, whatever.
    1:57:46 They put the lab on me, boom, I’m live on CNN Sunday morning.
    1:57:52 He goes, “How would you describe Enrique Tarrio’s mental state in the lead-up to the
    1:57:56 Capitol insurrection?”
    1:57:59 I’m looking around.
    1:58:00 I’m like, “Is this guy serious?
    1:58:02 Am I sandwiched in the January 6th hit piece right now?
    1:58:04 I thought it was about me.”
    1:58:06 I told him, “It’s not about Enrique Tarrio.
    1:58:08 It’s about how companies like Fox, MSNBC, and even your station, CNN, use the 24-hour
    1:58:14 news cycle to enrage people to generate ad revenue and pit Americans against each other
    1:58:19 during times like that.”
    1:58:20 He said, “There’s nothing fake about CNN.”
    1:58:22 I said, “I didn’t say you were fake news.
    1:58:25 I’m not saying you’re lying, but you’re directly antagonizing and stirring people up against
    1:58:29 half the country because you need money to support a dying platform.”
    1:58:34 You said that.
    1:58:35 Pretty much.
    1:58:36 Nice.
    1:58:37 Great.
    1:58:38 You know, I was so, my mom was watching it, she was texting me, she was like, “What are
    1:58:42 you doing?”
    1:58:43 I was like, “I don’t know.”
    1:58:44 He goes, “Why’d you extend the platform to Alex Jones?”
    1:58:46 I go, “I don’t know.
    1:58:48 I just wanted to drink some Jameson and lift some weights with him.
    1:58:51 At this point, I don’t support that kind of media, I don’t support CNN.”
    1:58:57 You know, I didn’t give them much information about Alex, but it was very awkward.
    1:59:00 They never posted this segment online.
    1:59:03 When I got off of that interview, I had a handler that A24 assigned to me, so I had someone
    1:59:09 with me, and you could tell she was flustered, like she was furious about what I just did.
    1:59:14 She goes, “I just got an email from Time Warner C-suite,” and I go, “What’s Time Warner C-suite?”
    1:59:19 She says, “I don’t know if you know this, but the same people who own CNN own HBO.”
    1:59:26 It’s Time Warner, and so they canceled my press tour.
    1:59:31 My press tour was finished.
    1:59:36 All the late night shows that I was supposed to go on, I was supposed to go on the late
    1:59:40 night shows, and that was off the table because they were worried that I was a loose cannon,
    1:59:44 I think.
    1:59:46 The only remaining appearance I had left was NPR in Boston, and that was supposed to
    1:59:52 be a premiere.
    1:59:53 It wasn’t supposed to be an interrogation, it wasn’t supposed to be anything like that.
    1:59:57 It was supposed to be a premiere in front of a live audience where they watched a film
    2:00:00 and I show up after for a Q&A.
    2:00:02 I’m like, “All right, whatever.
    2:00:03 It’s kind of weird.
    2:00:04 They only have this one press opportunity left.”
    2:00:05 I kind of felt bad that I ruined the entire press tour by confronting Don Lemon, but
    2:00:09 at this point, I wanted to just do this final one, especially because it was a viewing,
    2:00:14 and I was like, “Cool.
    2:00:15 I sat in the audience, I watched people laugh to the film, it was awesome.”
    2:00:19 So I go backstage and there’s an NPR journalist waiting for me, and nothing against people
    2:00:23 who wear masks, but she had two N95s on, and two N95s is over the line.
    2:00:30 So I go, “Hey, great to meet you.”
    2:00:32 She doesn’t shake my hand, and I go, “Why not?”
    2:00:34 And she goes, “You’ve been around some people who I don’t want their germs.”
    2:00:40 And I’m like, “Okay.
    2:00:41 Okay.
    2:00:42 This is weird.
    2:00:43 I thought this is a fun premiere for my movie.”
    2:00:46 We sit down.
    2:00:48 The first thing she asks me is, “How do you think the Sandy Hook Families would feel about
    2:00:54 you platforming one of the most despicable Americans in history, Alex Jones?”
    2:01:01 In front of a live audience, NPR never published this.
    2:01:05 The only recordings of it are by a fan named Rob in Boston who put it on YouTube, vertical
    2:01:11 phone footage.
    2:01:12 And I literally am like, “Well, the Sandy Hook Families lawyer, Mark Bankston, who represented
    2:01:17 them in court in Connecticut, told me specifically that Leonard Posner, the father of Noah Posner,
    2:01:23 who died at Sandy Hook, was a huge fan of the film.”
    2:01:26 And so I said that to her, and that kind of just silenced that conversation.
    2:01:30 But the rest of the whole conversation was just about exploitation and why are you platforming
    2:01:35 mentally ill people and giving a platform to conspiracies like QAnon?
    2:01:39 Don’t you feel like you’re a part of their spread?
    2:01:42 I would call you a misinformation reporter, all this crazy stuff, and yeah, next day hit
    2:01:49 the fan.
    2:01:50 Fuck all those people.
    2:01:51 That film, just in case you don’t get a chance to see it and you should, you’re critical
    2:01:56 of Alex Jones in the most artful way.
    2:02:01 It was the correct way to be critical.
    2:02:03 It showed him to be more interested in the grift of it.
    2:02:11 And you didn’t do it in a pointing fingers and saying in the kind of NPR way that you
    2:02:17 just mentioned, but more like a human way.
    2:02:21 This is tragedies happen all over the world, and there’s grifters that roll in and then
    2:02:25 take advantage of it in interesting ways, and then human beings get swept up on either
    2:02:30 side of it.
    2:02:31 And it’s revealing the human, the absurdity of it all, and it was done masterfully.
    2:02:35 It was done for people who criticize you for platforming Alex Jones or whatever.
    2:02:40 The film from a political perspective has probably leans very much left, heavily left, but does
    2:02:48 it without that exhausting energy of like judging, just this kind of, yeah, two masks
    2:02:59 kind of judging.
    2:03:01 It was just, when all that was happening, when I was under fire from the mainstream press
    2:03:07 for platforming Alex Jones, I thought back to what he said to me.
    2:03:11 And doesn’t mean I agree with everything he says, but he told me, you’re going to be
    2:03:14 in trouble with these people if you put me in your video.
    2:03:18 And it wasn’t too bad of trouble, but definitely I do think sometimes what the film would have
    2:03:25 been like without him, and I think that it was worth it because his scene is so funny
    2:03:28 to me, and it brings me back to a different time in my life, and I’m happy that that scene’s
    2:03:32 out there.
    2:03:33 I think it was really well done.
    2:03:34 Thanks, man.
    2:03:35 Thanks for the layering of it all, the entertainment, plus sort of not considering from his perspective
    2:03:41 the consequences of like rallying people up in this way, that it’s not just, I mean you
    2:03:46 really highlight this in the interview, like he keeps saying it’s info wars, but then there’s
    2:03:52 always kind of a sense that info wars can turn to actual like civil war.
    2:03:57 But maybe not, maybe it’s all just a circus, like we play for each other.
    2:04:01 If you look at the speech he did on January 5th, he said tomorrow, you know, millions
    2:04:07 of patriotic Americans will take our country back.
    2:04:09 So he eggs people on, and then when it gets hot, he steps away.
    2:04:14 Yeah, but like he said, the thing he told you, he turned out to be right.
    2:04:20 And the frogs aren’t becoming gay.
    2:04:22 They’ve always been gay.
    2:04:24 Well, saying frogs are straight is even crazier.
    2:04:27 I’ve read stories where you kiss one and it becomes a prince and…
    2:04:31 Yeah, that’s true.
    2:04:32 100%.
    2:04:33 You think Alex believes what he says in terms of the, everything he says on info wars?
    2:04:39 Like how much of it is real?
    2:04:41 He’s right about like big tech censorship.
    2:04:44 I mean, I think if he’s right about anything, it would probably be the heads of big tech
    2:04:48 colluding together across company lines to de-platform certain people.
    2:04:51 He’s right about that.
    2:04:53 I think most of the things that he says follow the question, everything narrative and everything
    2:04:58 is kind of like a conspiracy or like a plot or a false flag.
    2:05:02 I think that he’s built up a following for so long that wants him to do that, you know?
    2:05:08 So I think he’ll question things that he probably thinks are relatively straightforward
    2:05:12 because that’s the shtick of the show.
    2:05:14 I mean, the info war is fighting misinformation and people want to see him be that guy.
    2:05:19 To a certain extent, if you’re a creator who supports your family, you do follow economic
    2:05:24 incentives and people want you to be the character and so you’re going to naturally
    2:05:28 gravitate toward being it.
    2:05:30 Do you feel that pressure yourself?
    2:05:32 I did years ago, not anymore.
    2:05:34 I feel like now I can speak freely and really say what I want to say in my new life.
    2:05:39 But when I was younger, yeah, I feel like I had to be this sort of awkward sort of amicable
    2:05:45 aloof guy who just didn’t think anything about anything and just was here to listen.
    2:05:50 But now I feel more confident adding some narrative and voiceover and things like that.
    2:05:54 So for some people, especially who publish on YouTube, the YouTube algorithm, they can
    2:05:59 become a slave to the YouTube algorithm.
    2:06:00 Yeah.
    2:06:01 I mean, for sure.
    2:06:02 Because I definitely feel that sometimes.
    2:06:05 I know what works for me, but I like to think that my audience appreciates when I try new
    2:06:09 things.
    2:06:10 So I’m not totally enslaved to it.
    2:06:12 Yeah.
    2:06:13 I try not to pay attention to views or any of that.
    2:06:15 Well, you get some high views, so I’ll report that for you.
    2:06:19 So I wrote a Chrome extension that hides all the views on anything I create.
    2:06:24 So you took it to that level.
    2:06:25 Yeah.
    2:06:26 Just because it’s a drug, man.
    2:06:28 And I’m also a number guy, meaning you give me, if I do 30 pushups today, tomorrow I’m
    2:06:34 going to try to do 35.
    2:06:35 Just enjoying number go up.
    2:06:38 That’s why video games, RPGs, where you’re improving your skill tree, you’re getting
    2:06:43 an extra point.
    2:06:45 There’s some aspect of YouTube and other platforms, anything, any other platform.
    2:06:50 You’re like, “Ooh, I got more today than I yesterday.”
    2:06:53 That’s really, really dangerous to me because it can influence how much I enjoy a thing.
    2:07:00 If nobody gives a shit about it based on the numbers, you’re like, “Oh, maybe that wasn’t
    2:07:05 such a great experience.”
    2:07:06 I thought it was a great experience, but maybe it wasn’t.
    2:07:09 Yeah.
    2:07:10 Honestly, I do actually feel that way sometimes.
    2:07:13 I’ll put out something that I care about a lot, but if it doesn’t get as many views,
    2:07:17 I’m like, “All right, it must have not been as good as my high-review videos or whatever.”
    2:07:21 Yeah.
    2:07:22 That’s just not true, though.
    2:07:25 Yeah.
    2:07:26 And it might mean on YouTube that you’re thumbnail sucks or something like this or whatever.
    2:07:32 However the algorithm works, but I mean, that’s the thing I’m battling against to make sure
    2:07:38 I ignore all of that.
    2:07:40 It’s actually something Joe Rogan has been extremely good at.
    2:07:43 He gives zero shits.
    2:07:45 Yeah.
    2:07:46 I think it’s easier to do when you’re really successful.
    2:07:48 He was doing that when he wasn’t successful.
    2:07:50 Really?
    2:07:51 But anything, he just follows the stuff he enjoys doing and legitimately enjoys it.
    2:07:55 He happens to be really good at it, but he gets good because he’s doing the things he
    2:07:58 really enjoys and full-on passionate about.
    2:08:03 That’s why he’ll have ridiculous guests and just shit he enjoys doing.
    2:08:09 Yeah.
    2:08:10 That’s pretty cool.
    2:08:11 Maybe I’ll one day try to do that.
    2:08:12 For now, I’m too attached to the gratification of getting a million views in a day and stuff
    2:08:16 like that.
    2:08:17 I’m not going to lie to you and say that I’ve beat that or something.
    2:08:20 It’s a worthy enemy to be fighting because it’s a drug and it’s one that should be resisted
    2:08:27 for a creator.
    2:08:28 I feel like it can do negative stuff to your mind as a creator.
    2:08:31 Oh yeah, for sure.
    2:08:33 Anybody that controls you is not good.
    2:08:36 A lot of people are controlled by their audience.
    2:08:38 They don’t have to have a puppet master on a corporate level.
    2:08:41 Audience incentive is a different type of, I don’t want to say slavery, but yeah, it
    2:08:47 is.
    2:08:48 That’s why variety is good and you’re doing that.
    2:08:51 Yeah.
    2:08:52 Always expanding.
    2:08:53 Well, let me just zoom out on this.
    2:08:55 You made a film.
    2:08:56 Yeah.
    2:08:57 Yeah.
    2:08:58 That’s pretty cool.
    2:08:59 Yeah.
    2:09:00 It was a great experience, man.
    2:09:01 I mean, it was awesome working with Tim and Eric, awesome working with Jonah Hill.
    2:09:04 I feel the same about HBO and A24.
    2:09:06 Everybody that I worked on the film with, I have a lot of love for and I appreciate the
    2:09:10 experience.
    2:09:11 It’s my first movie.
    2:09:12 It’s a big deal.
    2:09:13 It was a good one.
    2:09:14 In my head, I finally got to make the transition from YouTuber to filmmaker and that was always
    2:09:18 this psychic barrier that I felt like I had to jump over.
    2:09:23 This is just the way it’s shot, the humor that goes throughout it, just the narration
    2:09:29 that you’re doing in a shitty director’s chair.
    2:09:35 That was really well done.
    2:09:36 Whose idea was that?
    2:09:37 It was actually Tim and Eric’s idea.
    2:09:38 There was a really great editor named Clay who works for Absolutely and they did all
    2:09:41 the editing pretty much in the office and so it was Clay’s idea to add a retrospective
    2:09:47 director’s chair narrative arc to the whole film.
    2:09:49 Yeah, just starting with the absurd fight and then going, “Oh, that’s a good way to
    2:09:54 start a movie.”
    2:09:55 It’s just really, really well done.
    2:09:57 Thanks.
    2:09:58 What about Jonah Hill?
    2:10:00 Great guy.
    2:10:01 He believed in this.
    2:10:02 He did.
    2:10:04 So what’s that like?
    2:10:06 What do you think is behind him believing in such a wild project?
    2:10:09 I think that Jonah Hill has a good eye for what’s cool amongst the younger folks.
    2:10:13 He’s in the skateboarding stuff.
    2:10:15 That’s why he did that film Bid90s and I think he probably saw a similar thing in what was
    2:10:19 going on with All Gas No Breaks and was like, “Shit, this could be big.”
    2:10:25 Not only did he actually fund the film, he also gave me his agent and I forgot to mention
    2:10:30 that it was Jonah Hill’s lawyers that he gave me for free that got me out of my contract
    2:10:34 eventually with doing things media or freed me up to speak about what happened.
    2:10:38 So he was also a part of you gaining your freedom?
    2:10:41 Yeah, in a weird way.
    2:10:43 Even though him and I don’t talk that much just because he’s doing his own thing, Jonah
    2:10:46 Hill is like a huge factor in my current success and just everything that I’ve been
    2:10:51 able to accomplish.
    2:10:53 Just on your own politics, is it fair to say that your politics leans left?
    2:10:59 I’m not really sure sometimes.
    2:11:02 I like to think that I am socially left.
    2:11:05 I think people should be able to dress and act like however they want.
    2:11:08 I don’t believe in restricting people’s social freedoms.
    2:11:13 Economics-wise, it doesn’t seem like leftist economic policy works very well on a city
    2:11:20 funding level.
    2:11:21 If you see what’s going on in California, it seems like the city leadership is mishandling
    2:11:26 the funds in California too.
    2:11:28 So I don’t know about that, but I don’t really see myself as left or right.
    2:11:33 I just never have…
    2:11:34 Well, if you just objectively zoom out and don’t have an insane standard of the extremes,
    2:11:41 it feels like a lot of your work leans left.
    2:11:44 I tend to lean toward an empathetic perspective, which I do think is more on the left and the
    2:11:53 right.
    2:11:54 But I’m not into super PC stuff.
    2:11:59 I don’t believe in limiting free speech either.
    2:12:01 I don’t believe that…
    2:12:02 I believe in a free internet, which I think is more embraced now by conservatives.
    2:12:09 But it does seem that maybe you can correct me, but I get the sense sometimes that the
    2:12:13 left attacked their own very intensely.
    2:12:18 It does happen, but every community has terms of exile.
    2:12:21 I mean, look, imagine thinking about what happens in the conservative realm, like when
    2:12:24 Black Rifle Coffee Company denounced Kyle Rittenhouse.
    2:12:28 They lost a lot of money too.
    2:12:30 It’s not the right attacks its own too.
    2:12:32 I mean, think about Bud Light and stuff.
    2:12:34 Date.
    2:12:35 Terms of exile.
    2:12:36 I mean, every community has terms of exile.
    2:12:40 You just got to know who you’re engaging with, and you got to make that decision carefully.
    2:12:45 It’d be nice if there’s an actual write-up of the things you’re not about to say for
    2:12:49 each thing.
    2:12:50 I wonder whose list would be longer.
    2:12:52 It just does feel like the left’s list is a little longer.
    2:12:55 If you’re a conservative and you have a t-shirt with a demon on it, say goodbye.
    2:12:59 You know, there’s certain stuff that they freaked the hell out about.
    2:13:07 Conservatives are really concerned about pedophiles.
    2:13:11 Yeah.
    2:13:12 I mean, I don’t like pedophiles either, but I don’t think about it all the time.
    2:13:14 It’s one of the things you do in the film is confront one of the QAnon folks where his
    2:13:20 concern is that everybody’s a pedophile, and you show it to him.
    2:13:24 He’ll cause himself a pedophile hunter, and it makes videos exposing democratic elite
    2:13:28 pedophile cabals, and it is himself a convicted child molester.
    2:13:32 There’s an old thing that people say that every confession, every accusation is a confession
    2:13:37 to a certain extent.
    2:13:39 It’s bizarre that some people’s whole life after a big mistake will revolve around trying
    2:13:45 to seem like the good guy instead of taking accountability for themselves.
    2:13:49 It’s a common thing you see all the time.
    2:13:51 You could watch people.
    2:13:52 You know what I mean?
    2:13:54 What made you that?
    2:13:55 What did you do, bro?
    2:13:57 You feel like you have to get karmic retribution by doing the reverse.
    2:14:00 I don’t get it.
    2:14:01 Do you think to the degree you have bias that affects your journalism?
    2:14:05 No, but with the migrant situation, I don’t know.
    2:14:11 What was that covering that like?
    2:14:13 I just got a lot of hate from conservatives for letting the migrants tell their stories
    2:14:17 about their journey and stuff.
    2:14:20 What did you learn from just going to the border?
    2:14:23 Just the sheer desperation that the citizens of the world are in.
    2:14:27 There’s people who truly believe that America is the only hope for their success and to
    2:14:33 feed their family, and I think a lot of them are getting catfished.
    2:14:37 Meaning America has its problems too?
    2:14:39 It has severe problems.
    2:14:41 There’s extreme poverty here.
    2:14:43 But in America, if you just compare all the nations, the level of corruption is much lower
    2:14:47 to where the opportunity for a person to succeed to rise is higher.
    2:14:54 I wish success on everybody who comes here.
    2:14:56 But my thing is the expectation that they have and the sort of American dream propaganda
    2:15:00 they’ve been installed with isn’t necessarily a reflection of contemporary American reality.
    2:15:06 So I’m talking to people who speak no English and say, “I’m here for a better life.”
    2:15:09 I go, “Where are you going to go?”
    2:15:10 They say, “I have no idea.”
    2:15:13 And I’m like, “Man, that’s tough.”
    2:15:15 And you almost think, “How bad are things elsewhere for someone to abandon their family,
    2:15:21 make this journey across multiple continents and end up here with no plan?”
    2:15:26 And it just made me realize how sheltered I am to a certain extent as an American.
    2:15:32 Walking back what I said a little bit, because I was just trying to make a point, but what
    2:15:36 I think of as bad poverty, like let’s say West Baltimore or ninth Ward, New Orleans,
    2:15:40 is nothing compared to what’s going on in almost half of the world, if not more.
    2:15:45 And so it just made me zoom out a little bit.
    2:15:47 Sometimes you forget about third-world poverty when you live here for so long, and you get
    2:15:51 programmed to believe the worst things that are out there is like Kensington, Philadelphia,
    2:15:56 or Tenderloin, San Francisco.
    2:15:58 But those are just microcosms of more or less functioning cities.
    2:16:02 Despite what they might lead you to believe, Philadelphia is a great place.
    2:16:06 It’s always San Francisco, but there’s places where everywhere is really rundown.
    2:16:12 Yeah, like people focus on in major cities in the United States, homelessness somehow
    2:16:19 that’s a sign of a fallen empire, but that’s a problem, it reveals some mismanagement of
    2:16:29 cities and government.
    2:16:30 I mean, homelessness in Seattle and San Francisco is for sure a result of the housing crisis,
    2:16:35 especially post-COVID and all the gentrification that preceded it.
    2:16:39 And it’s unfortunate now that the conservative media is saying like look at Biden’s America
    2:16:46 as if Biden created a homeless people.
    2:16:49 And it’s just disappointing because once again, you’re seeing the media use real issues that
    2:16:56 should concern every US citizen and causing people to point fingers at a different political
    2:17:02 party as responsible for the suffering of others.
    2:17:06 Do you think January 6th can happen again?
    2:17:09 No.
    2:17:10 I don’t think so.
    2:17:11 So all the lessons were learned?
    2:17:13 Yeah, for sure.
    2:17:14 I mean, people got really screwed over.
    2:17:17 I mean.
    2:17:18 Don’t you have a sense that there’s a greater and greater growing questioning of the electoral
    2:17:24 process and all this kind of stuff?
    2:17:25 I think that Americans overall are very comfortable with our standard of living.
    2:17:29 I think people like going to Sonic and waiting in their car and getting milkshakes and people
    2:17:34 like going to the AMC theaters and they like going ice skating and mini golfing and going
    2:17:38 to the bar after work.
    2:17:39 I don’t think that anyone wants a collapse of the basic structure of the country, even
    2:17:44 the most politically divided don’t want to see 7-Eleven go away.
    2:17:48 We are so comfortable.
    2:17:50 If you look at other countries, even Europe, look at how they protest.
    2:17:53 And look at the Arab Spring.
    2:17:55 Those guys were talking like January 6th and they actually took control of the government.
    2:17:59 You know, and so think about even if the MAGA crowd took over the Capitol building, it’s
    2:18:05 just a building.
    2:18:06 I don’t know.
    2:18:07 I just think that Americans, when they talk about Civil War stuff, it’s just so, we’re
    2:18:13 so far from that, even if the rhetoric is as divided as it was in 2020.
    2:18:18 It won’t happen again.
    2:18:21 For it to really happen, there has to be a level of desperation.
    2:18:25 There has to be a level of economic desperation that’s causing people to starve or some basic
    2:18:29 resource going away, water, something like that.
    2:18:33 Who do you think wins, Trump or Biden?
    2:18:37 In the Civil War?
    2:18:38 No, in the Game of Mario Kart.
    2:18:43 In the election 2024.
    2:18:45 Oh man, I have no idea man.
    2:18:47 I don’t even know if I’m going to vote.
    2:18:49 It’s weird that this is our choice.
    2:18:51 I know.
    2:18:52 I wish people were more focused on city politics.
    2:18:55 I’d rather vote yes or no for a bike lane in my neighborhood than I would for the president.
    2:18:59 It’s a local politics to use where it is.
    2:19:01 I think the future, oh, I mean, your vote actually matters.
    2:19:05 Let’s say you have a community of 500 people and you live in Henderson, Nevada.
    2:19:09 You can influence whether or not there’s a bike lane or if this is going to be a playground
    2:19:13 or an AMPM.
    2:19:15 You get to choose and you can influence 100 people to choose and boom, this is your community.
    2:19:20 You can’t influence the result of an election.
    2:19:23 I feel that those at the presidential level, it sets the tone of the country and so Trump
    2:19:30 running again and Biden running again, it just feels like there’s going to be a lot
    2:19:35 of questioning of election results.
    2:19:38 I just can’t believe those are our guys.
    2:19:40 Yeah.
    2:19:41 I mean, that’s really our guys.
    2:19:44 That’s where we’re at.
    2:19:45 All these smart people we have in this country, the great history.
    2:19:49 We got Joker Gang versus Goom Gang.
    2:19:52 Mm-hmm.
    2:19:53 Where’d you find Joker Gang?
    2:19:56 Well, is he a legit juggler or is he just-
    2:19:58 No, no, no, no.
    2:19:59 Joker Gang is like a Miami Cuban guy.
    2:20:01 Oh.
    2:20:02 He’s Joker 305, Rawis Chico alive.
    2:20:05 So me and I had been following him for a long time on Instagram because he used to post
    2:20:12 videos of himself like pop and percassettes and smoking blunts on the toilet freestyling.
    2:20:15 And so I had followed him for a while and then I finally got this platform and I said,
    2:20:20 “Oh my God, I bet you now that we have a million followers, Joker Gang will sit down
    2:20:23 with us.”
    2:20:24 And lo and behold, the clout did its thing and there it was, face-to-face with the man.
    2:20:28 There was a controversy a year ago where a woman came forward and said that you were
    2:20:34 pushing with her.
    2:20:36 You respected and know you got the consent but you were pushing about it.
    2:20:40 Looking back, can you tell the story of that?
    2:20:42 What are the lessons you learned from it?
    2:20:44 Yeah.
    2:20:45 I mean, I’ve yet to speak on this for a lot of reasons, mostly because it was a hard time
    2:20:49 and it’s a sensitive subject and I’ve wanted to prioritize the reporting but I think that
    2:20:54 now I’m ready and able to do so.
    2:20:58 Everything started on December 30th, 2022 and that was the release date of the HBO project.
    2:21:05 Like I told you, we didn’t know when the movie was going to come out.
    2:21:08 We weren’t told that it was going to come out on that date until early November and
    2:21:12 so I was like, “Oh my God, here we go.
    2:21:14 We had a movie coming out.
    2:21:15 HBO, I didn’t even know it was going to be them.”
    2:21:18 So every day for those 50 days to where I received word and to the movie announcement
    2:21:25 or to the movie release was like, I was like a kid waiting for Christmas morning.
    2:21:29 You know what I mean?
    2:21:30 It was like every day, I just, I saw the movie release date as the first day of like the
    2:21:36 rest of my life and so I remember the week of the movie release, it was like every day.
    2:21:42 I was like, “Oh my God, six days, five days, four days,” and when it became two days, like
    2:21:47 I was so excited and so like, honestly, anxiety riddled because it was such a massive platform
    2:21:53 that I went out to the desert by myself out in the Mojave, got a hotel and just kind of
    2:21:57 sat there and then movie release day comes, it was supposed to come out at 8 p.m. Pacific
    2:22:05 Standard Time.
    2:22:06 I remember it was like 12 hours left, 10 hours left and then eight minutes before the movie
    2:22:11 at 7.52 or I guess it was sent at 10.52 East Coast time, I got a text message requesting
    2:22:19 a portion of my fat HBO check to contribute toward apparently years of therapy bills that
    2:22:26 this person had accrued after she says that she felt that I pressured her into giving consent
    2:22:32 years prior and I was confused not only because of the timing but because this is someone
    2:22:36 that I hadn’t seen in years or spoken to in years and I presume that I was on good terms
    2:22:41 with so I didn’t respond to the text message and then when I didn’t respond about seven
    2:22:48 days later, this person made some TikTok videos and with the help of some friends, launched
    2:22:54 an online campaign that got picked up by the press pretty quickly.
    2:22:57 So what did you feel like when you got that text?
    2:23:00 Well, it’s tough because on one hand, I’m not opposed to restitution being part of
    2:23:06 a private accountability process for real abuse.
    2:23:11 If you’ve hurt someone to an extent that it took them out of work or something, I think
    2:23:14 they’re entitled to some money.
    2:23:17 But unfortunately, as I later learned, this person had legal counsel and this was an attempt
    2:23:23 to basically create evidence by extracting a confession from me to use as precedent for
    2:23:28 a civil lawsuit to the tune of a couple million dollars.
    2:23:32 It’s dark.
    2:23:33 Yeah.
    2:23:34 How did you meet this person?
    2:23:37 Well, I met them when I was 22 and I told you I was living in an RV making this show
    2:23:42 called All Gas Snow Breaks and I would travel between cities like every other day and so
    2:23:47 I would basically pick a new city and I got in this pretty bad habit of what I would say
    2:23:53 is essentially treating Instagram like a dating app.
    2:23:57 I would go to a new place, I’d post my location, I’d surf the DMs and I would look for fans
    2:24:02 to meet up with.
    2:24:03 Not always girls, it was just people to party with because I was also partying every night
    2:24:07 but a lot of times ended up being girls and stuff.
    2:24:11 And so that’s kind of how this situation was.
    2:24:14 I didn’t have sex with this person, had a consensual encounter that they reached out
    2:24:19 to me about two weeks after saying, “Hey, I don’t want you to take this the wrong way.”
    2:24:23 But looking back, I felt a lot more pressure to agree than I realized in the moment.
    2:24:28 I don’t think this is any fault of yours.
    2:24:30 I just think that you came on a bit too strong and I didn’t want to let you down so I gave
    2:24:36 in.
    2:24:37 And it was that language made me feel horrible mainly because if this person had told me,
    2:24:43 “Hey, I don’t want to hook up,” I would have said, “Yeah, of course not.
    2:24:46 I don’t want to hook up with someone who doesn’t want to hook up with me.”
    2:24:50 And I think that as fame increased during that time, I think I was just kind of oblivious
    2:24:55 to how people were seeing me, especially those who had a digital relationship with me prior
    2:25:01 to me knowing them and I don’t think that I handled that the right way.
    2:25:04 Well, thank you for taking accountability.
    2:25:08 But just to clarify, you got consent.
    2:25:11 Yeah.
    2:25:12 I was the initiatory party in an interaction with a fan who felt that she had to say yes
    2:25:21 because of, I’m not sure why, I don’t know why, but like I said, this person also disclosed
    2:25:27 to me they had a history of childhood trauma and were actively being treated for PTSD and
    2:25:32 that they felt things moved too fast for them given their situation.
    2:25:35 And so I told her, I said, “Hey, if you want to reach out, if you want to talk on the phone,
    2:25:39 I’m always here for you.
    2:25:40 I’m sorry to hear that.
    2:25:41 Let me know if we can talk further.”
    2:25:43 About six months after that, I was at Sturgis Bike Week and I remember this day, this was
    2:25:49 the hardest day.
    2:25:50 I was just chilling and I got a text from my friend and I said, “Hey man, you’re getting
    2:25:54 canceled right now.”
    2:25:55 And I was like, “What do you mean?
    2:25:56 Did someone find an old tweet or something?
    2:25:57 What are you talking about?”
    2:25:58 And I opened my phone and it was this Instagram story of me.
    2:26:02 It was like the ugliest picture of me you can find.
    2:26:04 It was like my face open, it was like screen-shotted and it said, I remember this specifically
    2:26:10 because I just couldn’t believe it, it said, “The ugly loser who hosts all-gas-no-breaks
    2:26:15 is a piece of shit.
    2:26:16 He knowingly abused my friend and got away with it.
    2:26:19 If you follow him, I’m going to message you and ask you why.”
    2:26:22 So this person who I don’t know, I didn’t even know who the accusation was coming from.
    2:26:29 They text, they emailed every production company that I was working with, DMed hundreds if
    2:26:33 not thousands of people just saying that I was this piece of shit.
    2:26:39 And I didn’t even know who this person was.
    2:26:42 So I was frantically calling and texting every person that I’d seen intimately for the past
    2:26:46 year and being like, “Hey, are we on good terms?
    2:26:48 Is everything okay?”
    2:26:50 And then I figured out that the person was coming from Florida and I knew who it was.
    2:26:55 And so thankfully, I reached out to the original person who I had the communication with and
    2:27:01 I said, “Hey, I think this might have been you.
    2:27:03 This might have been your friend who posted this.
    2:27:05 Are we good?”
    2:27:06 Like I’m sorry, I apologized again.
    2:27:08 I was like, “Listen, I feel bad that you feel this way.
    2:27:10 I want to do anything that I can to help you again.”
    2:27:14 I apologized and she said, “Apology accepted.
    2:27:18 I’m sorry.”
    2:27:19 My friend asked if she could post on my behalf and I’m sorry, I was going through a lot mentally
    2:27:24 and I saw your fame increasing and so I agreed to let her speak on my behalf and we made
    2:27:31 amends in private.
    2:27:32 I said, “Okay.
    2:27:33 I’m here for you.
    2:27:34 Let me know.”
    2:27:35 And she said, “Apologies enough.
    2:27:36 Thank you for taking the time to speak with me.”
    2:27:38 And that was two years prior to this text message being sent to my phone eight minutes
    2:27:42 before the movie.
    2:27:43 So naturally, I wanted to go on my platforms and talk about what was happening but I also
    2:27:51 didn’t want to mess up the rollout of the movie and so the PR firm was like, “We got
    2:27:58 this.
    2:27:59 We’ll handle this for you.”
    2:28:00 And that was, I guess, by way of a TMZ thing that said Andrew Callahan is devastated.
    2:28:05 I’m not sure why they thought that was going to make people be in my favor but it was just
    2:28:11 a picture of me on NBC that said Andrew Callahan devastated by allegations that that was their
    2:28:17 plan, I guess, to show that I was remorseful or something.
    2:28:21 How much of this do you think lawyers kind of pushing this when money and fame are involved?
    2:28:29 Well, I wish I could say the lawyer but I just can’t that was involved in this.
    2:28:34 But I will tell you that I try to lean away from resentment and toward accountability completely.
    2:28:42 What was my role in the situation?
    2:28:44 How can I never make someone feel like that again?
    2:28:46 What can I do?
    2:28:47 What changes can I make to make sure that, one, I never treat someone this way and two,
    2:28:52 to never be in that position again?
    2:28:54 Well, again, thank you for taking accountability.
    2:28:57 And the main reason I talk about that is because it wasn’t just that person.
    2:29:00 There was multiple people who made videos reporting similar behavior.
    2:29:05 And so it’s obvious that that was a pattern of behavior of mine.
    2:29:08 And so I made the apology video to announce that I was taking some time away because I
    2:29:14 just needed time away.
    2:29:15 I mean, my entire support system collapsed.
    2:29:18 My friends at the time disappeared.
    2:29:21 I was getting like obituaries texted to my phone that were like, “Hey, it’s been nice
    2:29:25 knowing you. It was great to see you grow. Good luck.” Like I was dead.
    2:29:31 And yeah, it just got dropped from my agency.
    2:29:34 No one gave me tough love.
    2:29:35 No one called me to ask me if I was all right.
    2:29:38 It was just only, everyone disappeared in a week.
    2:29:42 Again, thank you for taking accountability.
    2:29:45 But I just hate how many collars there are out there.
    2:29:48 Like when people hit low points is when you should help, when you should stand with them
    2:29:58 if you know their character.
    2:30:00 Yeah.
    2:30:01 And it was just, it was hard to separate like the initial situation that I knew was more
    2:30:08 or less a setup and the possibly genuine other accounts.
    2:30:14 And so it was like, all right, you know what? At this point in my life, I want to be on
    2:30:19 the right side of history.
    2:30:20 I don’t want to be the anti-cancel culture mouthpiece.
    2:30:23 I don’t have the mental strength to fight this, especially because I was envisioning
    2:30:29 the HBO drop to be this like the world opens up to me moment and it was just the reverse.
    2:30:35 But it wasn’t so much the media reporting on it that hurt me.
    2:30:39 It was just a little stuff like a childhood friend that you love seeing they unfollowed
    2:30:45 you on Instagram or just like seeing someone on the street that you grew up with and like
    2:30:50 waving at them and they don’t do anything back.
    2:30:54 And you’re just like, oh my God, man, like this is my new life, but what are you supposed
    2:30:59 to do?
    2:31:00 Thankfully, I like somehow two weeks after I met an amazing partner who I’m still with
    2:31:06 to this day. And I was able to conquer my two biggest fears, which is monogamy and dogs.
    2:31:13 I was terrified of dogs and terrified of having a girlfriend. Now I have a girlfriend who
    2:31:16 I love and two dogs.
    2:31:19 What was the lowest point?
    2:31:24 Well, right after this happened, I entered like a recovery programs started with AA,
    2:31:31 but then I found a more specialized program that dealt with the issues that I was dealing
    2:31:35 with.
    2:31:36 Say, the hardest point was logically deducing that the lives of my loved ones would be better
    2:31:47 off if I was gone, you know what I mean?
    2:31:50 And thinking that my mom and my friends did their life would be better if I took myself
    2:31:56 out of the picture.
    2:31:58 And for one, I just figured, you know, their friends canceled. You know, her son is a disgrace
    2:32:04 and my family is going to think they raised me wrong. My friends, I’m a social pariah now.
    2:32:09 I’m a burden. I’m better off dead.
    2:32:12 And the hard part was, you know, I would read stories and books written by parents who lost
    2:32:18 their kids to suicide and they reported feeling a lot of anger after the suicide.
    2:32:25 So I tried to think of what’s the way I can do it to get the least amount of anger on
    2:32:31 behalf of the people who would grieve because hanging someone will discover you.
    2:32:36 So I figured drinking myself to death would be the way to do it. And I wasn’t able to.
    2:32:43 Yeah, that was just a dark place. You know, I remember hating the people who loved me
    2:32:46 because I knew they would grieve and that made me mad. That makes sense. Like, I was
    2:32:53 ready to go. I had no will to live, but their grief was like, I didn’t want to cause that.
    2:33:00 I didn’t want to hurt them. So I was like, I hated the people who loved me because they
    2:33:06 were stopping me from taking my own life. You know, and it’s weird to think that like
    2:33:13 when I was going through that, if you walk by me in the street, I look like a normal guy.
    2:33:19 And so now when I walk around and I see people, I think to myself, you have no idea what that
    2:33:25 person is going through. You know, like, it’s crazy that so many people are suffering in
    2:33:32 like complete silence and you can’t, they don’t wear it on them. You know,
    2:33:39 Many of the people you talk to are probably that many people you’ve interviewed before
    2:33:43 all this and after are probably going through some shit.
    2:33:47 And I also thought if I could write down what I just told you on a piece of paper and I
    2:33:52 was to do it, and then they found the note, they would take it more seriously because
    2:33:58 they would know that I wasn’t lying. Yeah.
    2:34:01 But then you know, if you do it, it reduces the lifespan of your parents by 15 years.
    2:34:09 So I looked at it like I was taking time away from them.
    2:34:13 Well, thank you for the most part, leaning towards accountability. It’s the right path
    2:34:19 to take. What advice would you give to young men that look up to you on how they can be
    2:34:26 good men, especially in regard to women?
    2:34:29 If you have any kind of platform, you know, whether it doesn’t have to be famous on Instagram,
    2:34:34 it could be like if you’re a pillar of your community in the culinary world or whatever
    2:34:37 it is. Just be hyper aware of that and remember that you are inheriting a power dynamic that
    2:34:44 can create situations where there might be some pressure that you don’t even realize
    2:34:50 is there, but it’s definitely there. And you just have to be aware of that.
    2:34:55 And two, when meeting new partners, having hookups and stuff like that, just try to have
    2:35:01 a trauma-informed conversation about their past. Really know the experiences and the
    2:35:08 back story of what a new partner has gone through in that world of intimacy, whatever
    2:35:15 they’re comfortable to share, obviously. But I would advise against one-night stands.
    2:35:20 I would advise against hooking up with someone that you’re meeting for the first time. Have
    2:35:26 those conversations prior because even though it might sound like a vibe killer, it’s not.
    2:35:31 And if you think that that conversation is a vibe killer, you probably shouldn’t be in
    2:35:34 that situation in the first place. Especially now, how hypersexualized things are and how
    2:35:39 common that type of violence is, you need to be able to have those conversations and
    2:35:43 stop and say, “Hey, tell me a little bit about your past. Is there any triggers to make you
    2:35:47 uncomfortable? Let me know how it can be the best partner to you.” And I’m sure that college-age
    2:35:51 people are not having those conversations, but I’m sure that it would go a long way.
    2:35:57 So especially when you’re young, college-aged, you don’t have enough experience to be able
    2:36:02 to read a person without having that conversation. Because a lot of times you can see the trauma
    2:36:06 without explicitly talking about it, but that takes experience and knowledge and seeing
    2:36:10 the world. When you’re young and you really don’t know shit, making things a little bit
    2:36:15 more explicit is probably better.
    2:36:17 Yeah. And also, as men, we’re trained to believe that it’s our duty to be the initiatory party
    2:36:23 in any type of sexual encounter. Like, “Oh, man chases woman.” You have to be the one
    2:36:29 to make the move or she’s playing hard to get if she’s resistant to your first compliment
    2:36:35 or something. I think that that’s not always how it has to be, and that extra caution needs
    2:36:41 to be placed if you’re taking the initiatory role in an interaction, especially if someone
    2:36:45 has a traumatic background. They might agree to do something with you because they’re scared
    2:36:50 and you might not realize that’s what’s going on, but because you don’t see yourself as
    2:36:53 a predatory person. You don’t see yourself as someone who would ever consciously make
    2:36:57 someone uncomfortable or cross a boundary, but people have histories that you might not
    2:37:02 understand. And for me, as someone who doesn’t have much, honestly, childhood trauma or anything
    2:37:07 like that, it’s been an interesting year for me working in therapy and elsewhere, understanding
    2:37:13 how that affects the mind. And also, I understand hurt people hurt people, and that someone
    2:37:18 with a traumatic background isn’t going to have sympathy for applying that traumatic pain
    2:37:24 to someone else, even if that person isn’t the cause of what put them in that spot.
    2:37:29 If we can go back to channel five, can you tell the origin story of that?
    2:37:32 Yeah. I mean, channel five, we, during the Augusta No Brakes days, we used to tell people
    2:37:37 that we were called channel five if we wanted them to stop antagonizing us while we were
    2:37:42 filming, because every town has a channel five. So when people were like, what’s this
    2:37:46 for if they’re being super rude and like trying to get in the camera and be hella obnoxious,
    2:37:49 we would just say, oh, we’re channel five. And they would be like, oh, my grandma’s going
    2:37:52 to see that. And they would leave us alone. So channel five was a diversion tactic during
    2:37:56 Augusta No Brakes. And it just so happened that we were in Miami Beach one time. And
    2:38:01 this kid came up like drinking liquor, like, you know, trying to yell about like whatever
    2:38:05 they, whatever they yell about in Miami Beach, like titties or whatever. And we’re like,
    2:38:09 bro, this is channel five. Be careful what you say. And he was like, for real? And he
    2:38:13 just walked off. And I said to my friend at the time, I was like, that’s not a pretty
    2:38:17 good, right? The channel five. And he goes, it’s some pretty good. He’s like, that’s got
    2:38:21 to be trademark though. No, it’s not trademark. Yeah, it’s crazy, right? There’s a channel
    2:38:28 five in every city, channel five, KTLA, channel five, Seattle, Como News, dude, channel five
    2:38:33 itself, we own it. Because no one’s thought of something that simple, because he’d think
    2:38:41 you’d have to specify, we own channel five.com channel five. New dude, we own it. It’s awesome.
    2:38:47 So it was the same kind of spirit as the previous thing. What was the first one you did under
    2:38:55 the channel five flag? Miami Beach spring break. I think I’ve seen that. And it’s going
    2:39:00 to be a callback. I think somebody mentioning eating ass there too. That would be the place.
    2:39:08 I believe that was. There’s only about five places in the US where people yell about eating
    2:39:12 ass all the time. Urban street, South Beach, Miami, six street in Austin, Broadway in Nashville.
    2:39:19 And I’m just going to go ahead and say time square. You might not think it, but. Time
    2:39:22 square, really? Yeah, yell about ass there. Time square. I would say Beale Street in Memphis,
    2:39:28 but it’s not, it’s not good. Oh, yeah. I mean, Beale Street is like the median age is too
    2:39:35 high on Beale Street for anyone to yell about ass. This is a fascinating portrait of America
    2:39:41 through that specific lens. So Miami Beach. And then how would you describe your style
    2:39:49 of interviewing? Just now that you’ve collected so many. If you had a style, how would you
    2:39:55 describe your style? I guess before, especially it used to be like deadpan. Now I would describe
    2:40:00 it as more directed, but still relatively affable, agreeable, deadpan interview style.
    2:40:07 Yeah, there’s a, like in the face of absurdity. Yeah. You’re just like there with a microphone.
    2:40:14 There’s a comic aspect to it. And that’s intentional. Yeah. I used to look at the camera like Jim
    2:40:20 from the office back in the day. I don’t do that anymore. What about the editing? Like
    2:40:26 how do you think about the editing? I still do most of it, but Susan helps a lot too.
    2:40:31 It’s my associate. Yeah, the editing style, like I said, we pioneered this editing style
    2:40:36 that honestly was inspired a bit by like Vic Berger, but we took it to real life. Crash
    2:40:41 zooms kind of chopping up vocals a bit to add comedic timing where it didn’t necessarily
    2:40:47 exist. Like you might add two seconds of awkward silence that are built with room tone or you
    2:40:52 might make everything really fast by cutting silence and switching frames. I mean, switching
    2:40:56 camera angles. But now we try to be pretty straightforward because we want to be taken
    2:41:01 more seriously. Yeah. Sure. What’s crash zoom, by the way?
    2:41:07 A crash zoom is when the, like it’s artificial zoom that you might add in Adobe Premiere
    2:41:12 where the camera zooms in on someone’s face. Where the resolution is not there. The resolution
    2:41:17 is not there unless you have a little like a black magic cinema camera, which you don’t.
    2:41:22 We don’t use those. The file size is too big. That’s stolen constraint. Yeah. And you also
    2:41:28 do voiceover storytelling. I think the first time I really did that was in the San Francisco
    2:41:33 streets video because there’s so much content about San Francisco homelessness, Tenderloin
    2:41:38 shoplifting, but there’s not that much context in those videos about the history of San Francisco,
    2:41:43 the housing crisis, nimbyism, random zoning stuff that sounds boring, but has a major
    2:41:49 role in the current situation on the streets there as to why the Tenderloin is neglected
    2:41:53 by police and by the city council and the other neighborhoods like Nob Hill and North
    2:41:58 Beach are so nice. So I added that purposely to the San Francisco video and then also to
    2:42:02 the Philadelphia streets video to accentuate the reporting and add some historical analysis.
    2:42:09 What’s your goal with some of these videos like the Philadelphia streets one? Is it to
    2:42:12 reveal the full spectrum of humanity? Or is it also to tell a story that’s almost political
    2:42:17 about the state? Number one is always humanization. That’s
    2:42:21 the primary goal is to take people in circumstances where they’re often news items and remind
    2:42:25 the public that these are people with lives and concerns and dreams just like you. But
    2:42:30 secondly, we also want to start introducing more solution oriented journalism. So not
    2:42:36 just oh my God, I’m becoming aware of how horrible this is, but what can you actually
    2:42:40 do to help? And as you can see with the Vegas tunnels video, people are responding pretty
    2:42:44 positively to it. Like here’s how you can maybe help a homeless neighbor, help get them
    2:42:49 an ID, help them qualify for housing or get a job at the scrap yard. There’s always ways
    2:42:52 to help. But so much of the YouTube world is oversaturated by just like endless videos
    2:42:58 of people suffering. And the comments are always like, wow, so horrible, but what does
    2:43:02 that really do for somebody? You’ve interviewed many rappers.
    2:43:08 Yes.
    2:43:09 Educate me.
    2:43:10 There’s a lot to it.
    2:43:11 Yeah. Can you explain this drill rap situation? What is drill rap?
    2:43:16 Solving situation. Drill began in 2010. Some people say it was Chief Keefe in Chicago.
    2:43:22 I think it was King Louis in Chicago. But I think all of it was very influenced by Waka
    2:43:26 Flocka Flame, who dropped an album called Flocka Valley in 2010. It was like hyper violent,
    2:43:31 adrenaline boosting rap music made by people who were actually in the streets. So in the
    2:43:38 90s, you had like, if you had 50 cent, you had rappers rapping about like whatever gangster
    2:43:43 shit selling crack and beating people up, but they weren’t actually doing it. Drill has
    2:43:49 a true crime component to where drill fans want to know that the person rapping about
    2:43:53 catching bodies does in fact kill people. So drill is a, it’s pretty horrifying. It sounds
    2:44:01 great, but it started in Chicago, then it’s spread to England. And now it’s bounced back
    2:44:06 to New York, just like the Bronx and Brooklyn specifically and spread from New York to the
    2:44:12 rest of the country. So now there’s probably a drill rapper every 10 square miles.
    2:44:17 So these are, as opposed to pretending to be a gangster and killing people, you get
    2:44:24 some credibility by actually doing it. Yes. And the fans are typically not in the communities
    2:44:31 that are affected by poverty. So they’re kind of like superheroes to white kids. It’s dark
    2:44:37 and not just white kids, but just anyone who’s not in the hood. It’s not necessarily a race
    2:44:41 thing. There’s white drill rappers too. Slim Jesus was a big one. He’s out of the picture
    2:44:47 now, but there’s white drill rappers. Slim Jesus. You made a video on O-Block. What is
    2:44:55 O-Block? The place, the culture, the people. O-Block is a housing project in South Chicago
    2:45:01 in the Englewood area where Michelle Obama grew up. It’s also where Chief Keefe was born
    2:45:06 and raised. I don’t know if he was born there, but he was raised there. And he is the forefather
    2:45:11 of modern drill music as we know it. So these are the projects where drill began. It’s also
    2:45:17 the first place where you had that intersection of drill music and true crime because O-Block
    2:45:22 has a lot of rappers and then nearby is an area called St. Lawrence, AKA Tukaville, which
    2:45:28 has a lot of rappers as well. And so these two rival drill gangs basically have a lot
    2:45:37 of history and it connects to music at large. So you’ve interviewed people there. Was there
    2:45:44 any concern for your safety? No. I mean, I think that O-Block has calmed down a lot for
    2:45:51 one, it has security so you can’t even really get in and out. But two, I think that O-Block’s
    2:45:56 trying to rebrand itself a lot because it could be because Lil Durk’s avoiding a re-coach
    2:46:01 charge. It could be for a variety of reasons. I know you don’t know exactly what that means,
    2:46:04 but… Lil Durk? Rapper Lil Durk is from, affiliated with O-Block and a lot of people
    2:46:13 have been murdered and retribution for killings that Lil Durk may or may not have influenced
    2:46:19 the ordering of. But anyways. And Lil Durk documented the killings in the V.R. Rapp
    2:46:26 music probably. Okay, I know you don’t know about Drill, but Lil Durk was associated with
    2:46:31 a rapper named King Von and King Von perhaps paid for the assassination of a rapper named
    2:46:37 F.B.G. Duck who got killed in Chicago’s Gold Coast neighborhood. It’s possible. The O-Block
    2:46:41 6 or Drill associated, not rappers, but just shooters and they perhaps operating on King
    2:46:48 Von’s behalf, went and killed F.B.G. Duck. King Von was Lil Durk’s artist. King Von’s
    2:46:54 now dead. So there’s definitely a concern that some of the fed charges will fall on
    2:46:59 dirt. Not sure if that’s true, but it’s rumors in the hip hop community. So O-Block right
    2:47:03 now, and when I film the video, it’s trying to go through a major image rehab. If you go
    2:47:08 on any Instagram of anyone in O-Block, they’ve all converted to Islam. And so they post pictures
    2:47:13 of themselves praying in the morning and have captions like put the guns down. Let’s pray.
    2:47:20 So I think when I went there, they saw it as a good opportunity to do a positive rebrand.
    2:47:25 And so I interviewed a rapper named Boss Top, who was there all the way back in 2011 when
    2:47:29 Chief Keef was coming up. And so he basically ensured my safe protection. But he didn’t
    2:47:34 even need to. They’re all very friendly and they know exactly what’s up with YouTube stuff.
    2:47:38 I like how 2011 is the old days, like the ancient, the founding fathers. I was in eighth
    2:47:45 grade. Oh man, time flies when you’re having fun. It sure does. Lil’ Dirk. Where’s Lil’
    2:47:56 Dirk now? Atlanta. So you left Chicago, not safe. Yeah. I mean, every rapper has to leave
    2:48:02 their hometown. That’s what I did. It’s a journey. Seattle would have taken me out,
    2:48:10 bro. I mean, you do interview a lot of people. I mean, that’s like a top comment, but it
    2:48:14 speaks to the reality of the fact that you always find somebody rapping or you create
    2:48:20 the space for people to rap. What’s that about? I don’t know, man. They’re usually really
    2:48:25 good. You think so? I appreciate it. Well, hell yeah, man. I mean, rappers… In their
    2:48:30 own way. Since I touched a microphone, rappers have gravitated toward me. I think there’s
    2:48:36 something happening. You’re a rapper whisperer. I think there’s something happening on a deeper
    2:48:39 cosmic spiritual level that lets the mind of rappers know that they have a safe place
    2:48:44 in front of our camera crew. You have an interview with Krip Mack. I do. Free Krip Mack. He’s
    2:48:51 a feeler right now. Oh, he is. Is that a hashtag? Yeah, for sure. That’s an intense interview.
    2:48:59 People should go watch all your interviews, but that one is pretty intense. Thanks. I
    2:49:05 was a little afraid for your life. Oh, Krip Mack’s the safest guy in the world. He’s
    2:49:10 a sweetheart. Oh, definitely, dude. Yeah, both fun. I feel like more safe around Krip Mack
    2:49:14 than I do in any given pedestrian. Yeah, he was loud and flavorful. Yeah, I should say.
    2:49:20 So who’s he? What’s his story? Well, his name’s Trevor. He grew up in Ontario, California,
    2:49:27 in the Inland Empire, moved to Texas with his mom after his dad left. His mom started
    2:49:32 dating a cop from Houston named Mr. Gary. His mom found Mr. Gary getting anally penetrated
    2:49:39 by a coworker, and so she booked Krip Mack a one-way Greyhound ticket to LA where he
    2:49:46 joined the Crips. That’s a good story. You know, it’s true. Yeah, yeah, of course. I’m
    2:50:01 just saying that, you know, he’s a classic case of somebody without a father figure who
    2:50:05 found camaraderie and, you know, sense of belonging and purpose in a street gang, which
    2:50:10 in LA is like a rule of law in most of the city. I forget what context earlier, talking
    2:50:16 about martial arts and fighting and he’s got to work on his punching form. Yeah, I think
    2:50:21 so. He gets into a lot of fights in jail, though, and from what I’ve heard, he wins
    2:50:24 like about half of them. What’d he go to jail for now? Firearm possession. It was a probation
    2:50:30 violation. Oh. It’s too bad. All right. What’s, so Philly, you went to the border. Occupy
    2:50:41 Seattle protests. You went to Ukraine. Yeah. What are some interesting things that stand
    2:50:48 out to you from memory, just as I asked the question? Some interesting… I mean, I was
    2:50:53 in jail at the border for a while. That was horrible. What was that like? Was that your
    2:50:58 first time? Yeah. Well, you know, I didn’t know that I couldn’t hop my own border as
    2:51:01 an American. I’m thinking this is my country. I can get in any way that I want. Wrong. You
    2:51:08 can only enter the U.S. through an official border of entry, which I learned the hard
    2:51:11 way because I got arrested by border patrol and held as a detainee at a migrant center
    2:51:16 for a few days. What was that like? Horrible. Which aspect? I mean, well, for one, like,
    2:51:24 I don’t know. It was just to be in a place like that. And I probably sound like such
    2:51:28 a wimp right now because I know someone’s watching this who’s done some hard time. But
    2:51:33 we thought we were going to do at least six months in jail because the guards freaked
    2:51:37 us out and we’re like, you’re being charged with a federal crime. You know what you boys
    2:51:41 did is serious. We’re waiting on word from San Antonio about whether or not we’re going
    2:51:44 to extradite you. So we’re just sitting in these cells alone, most of the time in solitary
    2:51:50 with no pillows. No pillows, no mat, nothing, just a space blanket. And I was sleeping on
    2:51:56 my shoes stinking up the place. It was no good. You mentioned the UFO convention. Yeah.
    2:52:05 What have you learned from those guys? The ufologists? I really want to know what you
    2:52:09 think about that. That’s the one question that I want to reverse on you because you’ve
    2:52:12 talked to so many people. Do you think that aliens have actually visited Earth? Yeah.
    2:52:18 When? When? Exact dates. I do. I think there’s alien civilizations everywhere. I talked to
    2:52:28 a lot of people that have doubts about it. I just think I even suspect there’s a intelligent
    2:52:34 alien civilization in our galaxy. And I just can’t imagine them not having visited us.
    2:52:41 So I lean on that. What that actually looks like, I don’t know. The stuff we’re seeing
    2:52:47 in terms of UFO sightings, I think that’s much more likely to the degree it’s real,
    2:52:54 it’s much more likely government projects, so military Lockheed Martin, this kind of
    2:52:59 stuff. So you think that they have knowledge of it? Yeah. Yeah. One thing I think about
    2:53:05 with aliens is scale. So we have this idea that an alien would be a gray alien or almost
    2:53:11 humanoid lookalike that would visit us in human form, arms, legs, head, but who’s to
    2:53:16 say they’re not able to shrink down to microscopic size with the same neural capacity? Yeah. Or
    2:53:21 just have a very difficult to perceive form. But I mean, they would go small, not big.
    2:53:27 No, I think they would take a humanoid like form just to be able to communicate with humans.
    2:53:31 I think the big challenge with aliens is to be able to find a common language. So if
    2:53:36 you come to another planet and you suspect that there’s some kind of complexity going
    2:53:40 on, but it looks nothing like humans, you have to find a common language. And I think
    2:53:46 aliens would try to take physical form that’s similar that us dumb humans would understand.
    2:53:52 Language is really interesting too. I have this series that I’m going to announce for
    2:53:55 the first time on here, but I’m really interested in endangered languages in the US. There’s
    2:54:00 like 150 languages in the US with less than 1000 speakers. And I want to like help spearhead
    2:54:05 efforts to preserve some of these. Like for example, Hawaiian sign language, 15 of those
    2:54:10 people left. Holy shit. Because when Hawaii got annexed, the ASL community tried to make
    2:54:16 it so the deaf native Hawaiians wouldn’t be able to speak their native sign language.
    2:54:21 And so they would do it under the desks at like schools for the deaf and blind, and they
    2:54:25 would get like their mouth, watch that, watch that with soap and stuff if they so much as
    2:54:29 did the Hawaiian hand signs. Also, the Gullah Geeti language and the South Carolina Sea
    2:54:34 Islands, Hilton Head Island and stuff. That’s like a, it’s almost a Creole language that’s
    2:54:38 been in the US for hundreds of years, existing in isolation. That’s being threatened by golf
    2:54:43 course developments. I don’t know how into language you are, but I’ve been getting super
    2:54:48 nerded out about it.
    2:54:49 Actually, I’m interviewing somebody tomorrow who’s an expert in human language. He’s from
    2:54:53 MIT studying the syntax of a lot of languages, including in the Amazon jungle, the, the,
    2:55:03 the peoples that live in the Amazon jungle region. Yeah, it’s fascinating. Human language
    2:55:07 is fascinating. And also the barriers that creates and also how the games are played
    2:55:11 to what you’re speaking by governments. This is part of the story of Russia and Ukraine
    2:55:17 is this as a battle over language. The Ukrainian language is a symbol of independence, which
    2:55:26 is why they made, they were trying to make it the primary language of the nation. And
    2:55:31 so sometimes the language represents the culture and the peoples. It’s like intricately
    2:55:38 tied to the culture of the people.
    2:55:40 I’ve been trying to learn Navo, which, which languages do you know, Spanish and English,
    2:55:47 Spanish. Well, see, I don’t know Spanish that well. So that passes me. Yeah, you’re fluent.
    2:55:54 Oh, it doesn’t. Hola. That was good. That was real Cancun spring break. Well, I actually
    2:56:02 speak fluent Spanish according to Spotify because there’s a, uh, uh, every episode translated
    2:56:06 overdub by AI in, in Spanish. Yeah, there’s a very Spanish robot assigned to you Spanish
    2:56:13 robots. Really. I sound like incredibly intelligent and intellectual in Spanish.
    2:56:18 They make it free, man. Exactly. Uh, from everything you’ve done, all the people you’ve
    2:56:26 seen, do you think most people are good underneath it all? Yeah. So the ones that do all the
    2:56:35 extreme shit. Okay, I’ll put it like this. Most people think they’re doing the best thing
    2:56:40 for the world. I don’t think anyone except for maybe a small fraction of sociopaths wakes
    2:56:46 up every day and says, I’m going to fuck somebody’s life up today. I think the far majority of
    2:56:50 people are fighting for what they think is right and do want to see America succeed and
    2:56:55 want us to be in a happy place where no one is subjugated. I just think people have drastically
    2:56:59 different ideas of what means will get us there. And unfortunately that’s leading to
    2:57:04 a lot of misunderstandings between cultures. And yeah, I think that, uh, most people are
    2:57:10 good. I’ve been through some things that leads me to believe that a lot of people though are
    2:57:14 primarily motivated by self-interest and that in a fight or flight situation, most people
    2:57:20 will choose flight. So I don’t know if people are courageous as a whole, but I think generally
    2:57:26 good, but the energy to stand up for what’s right. Not sure about that. There’s the capacity
    2:57:31 though to do good. I think human beings are inherently selfish as well, but I don’t think
    2:57:37 that you selfish is inherently bad. I think humans are primarily motivated by self-interest
    2:57:43 but generally have positive intentions. I do hope more humans rise to the occasion
    2:57:52 and have courage, courage of their convictions, courage to have integrity. But yeah, I think
    2:57:59 that most people are good and they want to do good and they have the capacity to do a
    2:58:03 lot of good. That’s why I have hope for this whole thing we got going on. How do you heal
    2:58:10 the misunderstandings between people you think? Listening. It’s the only option we have. No
    2:58:16 forced education, no like forced meetings or mediations between political opponents.
    2:58:22 Just listen to more people and really listen. Try to get rid of whatever preconceived notions
    2:58:27 you might have about how you should feel about someone you are supposed to disagree with
    2:58:30 and just keep your ears and your heart open to people that you don’t know and your life
    2:58:34 will change. Keep your heart open. A lot of people are scared to listen. Andrew, I’m
    2:58:42 a big fan and thank you for being one of the best listeners in the world and showing the
    2:58:48 full spectrum of humanity to us so we can listen as well and learn. Just thank you for
    2:58:55 doing everything you’re doing. Hey man, thanks so much for having me on. You’re a great man.
    2:58:59 Thank you, brother. I appreciate it. Thanks for listening to this conversation with Andrew
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    2:59:08 And now let me leave you with some words from Hunter S. Thompson. The edge. There is no
    2:59:14 honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the
    2:59:19 ones who have gone over. Thank you for listening and hope to see you next time.
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  • #424 – Bassem Youssef: Israel-Palestine, Gaza, Hamas, Middle East, Satire & Fame

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    0:00:00 The following is a conversation with Bassem Yusef, a legendary Egyptian American comedian,
    0:00:05 the so-called John Stuart of the Middle East, who fearlessly satirized those in power,
    0:00:12 even when his job and life were on the line. Bassem is a beautiful human being. It was truly a
    0:00:19 pleasure for me to get to know him and to have this fun, fascinating, and challenging conversation.
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    0:01:17 in this place where nothing makes any sense. Nose is running, scratchy, throw all that kind of stuff.
    0:01:27 Just a mess. Just a beautiful, wonderful mess that makes me appreciate all the other days
    0:01:31 when such things have not felt. That’s what I hear from people who suffer from migraines,
    0:01:37 that chronic migraines are so terrible that they make you intensely hate when the migraines go
    0:01:46 down and intensely love when it’s not. Every time anything goes wrong, it’s a great chance to celebrate
    0:01:53 all the times when stuff didn’t go wrong. But I say all that because I just drank AG1 and it gave
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    0:02:39 of shows, of movies, of specific concerts. I still have a Metallica, I have a few Metallica
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    0:03:29 piece of heaven, cold bed surface with a warm blanket, whether I’m doing like a 10 or 20 minute
    0:03:38 nap or I’m doing a phone night sleep. It’s just an incredible experience. Sleep is such an important
    0:03:45 component of life, not just for your health, sort of from a physiological, neurobiological
    0:03:52 perspective, but from a spiritual perspective. Wherever this need for sleep comes from, I think
    0:04:00 of sleep as a kind of celebration of our connection to nature. It’s a mini-death, but
    0:04:07 the beautiful version of that, especially when you dream, you travel to some place
    0:04:11 where your mind is reconfiguring itself to try to make sense of the world, to try to put together
    0:04:17 the puzzle in the most hallucinogenic way possible before you get to return to the real
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    0:04:58 eat once a day. Very low carb. For that, especially when you’re starting out, you have to get the
    0:05:03 electrolytes right. Now, as it starts to warm up and when I’m running long distance in Austin,
    0:05:10 Texas, I really have to get the electrolytes right. You want to make sure you have a lot of salt in
    0:05:15 your body and a lot of water before you go on the long run. Unless we’re talking about crazy
    0:05:20 distances. I tend to prefer not to drink on the run. I don’t know. There’s something super inconvenient
    0:05:25 about bringing a water bottle with you when you’re out on the trail or just in the middle of nowhere.
    0:05:31 I just like to forget the world. Forget the needs of the body. Forget everything. Forget time.
    0:05:35 And just focus on my thoughts or if I’m listening to an audiobook, focus on the thing that’s being
    0:05:40 said and all the little tangents that my brain creates from what’s being said. All of that.
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    0:06:10 And now, dear friends, here’s Basim Youssef.
    0:06:20 Your wife is half Palestinian. And I’ve heard you say that you’ve been trying to kill her,
    0:06:36 but she keeps using the kids as human shields. So, have you considered negotiating a ceasefire?
    0:06:41 Well, the thing is, every day, every minute of the day in a married life is a negotiation.
    0:06:48 Everything can blow up into a full-scale war, starting from a simple sentence like,
    0:06:54 “Good morning. What should we do with the kids today? What should we do with that piece of
    0:06:59 furniture? Any sentence can lead you to heaven or to hell at the same time.”
    0:07:04 So, you do negotiate with terrorists? Oh, yeah, 100%.
    0:07:06 You must? Yeah. And for her, I am her terrorist too. So, it’s equal.
    0:07:10 Terrorists on both sides. On a more serious note, when you found out about the attacks of October
    0:07:16 7th, what went through your mind? If I’m allowed to use a curse word, I was like…
    0:07:21 As many as possible. I was like, “Oh, shit.” Part of my stand-up comedy is, I describe a situation
    0:07:26 where I was in a restaurant with producers and there was a bombing two blocks away in Chelsea,
    0:07:32 New York in 2016. And of course, this is like, “Damn, what’s going to happen to us now?”
    0:07:39 And there’s two different reactions. There’s the white reaction, which is like, “Oh my God,
    0:07:44 I hope nobody’s hurt. This is terrible. I hope everybody’s okay.” And there’s the Arab reaction.
    0:07:48 What’s his name? What is his name? What is the name? Because you know what’s going to come?
    0:07:53 I was scared what’s going to really happen in that area. And I said, “Oh my God, it’s going to be
    0:08:01 horrible.” And the way that it was reported, I didn’t know how to handle this. So, I basically,
    0:08:09 I went into hiding for a few days, three, four days. And I talked about Piers Morgan
    0:08:14 team talking to me two times, three times, I was like, “No, I can’t. How can you defend that?
    0:08:19 How can you defend the rape that you committed to babies and whatever?” And then I started kind of
    0:08:23 looking at the news a little bit. And then I started seeing people coming on the shows and
    0:08:27 saying things that I know as an Arab, as a Muslim, as someone from that region, that it’s not true.
    0:08:35 But I didn’t know what to say, how to say it. So, I said, by the third time when they asked
    0:08:41 me, I said, “Fine, put me on.” And I went there, it was more of a figuratively speaking, a suicide
    0:08:48 mission. Because it’s a lose-lose situation. I can lose stuff in Hollywood. I can, I even,
    0:08:56 I remember my manager’s like, “Bessie, be careful. I mean, are you sure you want to do it?”
    0:09:01 My manager’s was like, “Please don’t do it. Please don’t do it.” And on the other side,
    0:09:05 if I don’t perform well, whatever well means, I’m going to be rejected by my own people.
    0:09:12 So, it was a lose-lose situation. Because whatever I say, it will never be enough. And
    0:09:16 whatever I say will not be good enough. And I was going into there and I felt that I was going
    0:09:24 into a trance for the 33 minutes that I was on that interview for the first time.
    0:09:29 You blacked out. I blacked out. I blacked out. And a lot of people asked me,
    0:09:33 is the earpiece, was that a bit when the earpiece kept falling? It’s like, no, it was really falling
    0:09:40 off and it disconnected. And I had to save it because I cannot see them. All I can hear,
    0:09:45 I can just hear them. And I could expect it at any time. “Okay, Bessie, thank you.” I was fighting
    0:09:51 for every second to say worse, to put stuff in there. Yeah, for people who don’t know, this is
    0:09:55 your conversation interview with Piers Morgan. And you can see. I couldn’t see, I was just like,
    0:10:02 the lens of the camera. And I was just like, “It’s a real dream or nightmare.” Yeah, hello Wasum.
    0:10:06 I was like, “Hello Wasum.” It was like, “Hi.” And it could end at any moment. Your career and
    0:10:12 everything. Everything, yeah. Yeah. So, what was the drive that got you to actually do it,
    0:10:18 to overcome that fear? Multiple things. First of all, I don’t want to say it’s just my wife’s
    0:10:25 family because my wife’s family has always been there. But this time was different. The
    0:10:29 bombing, the attack, they usually, one of those people that they’re a way of everything,
    0:10:34 whatever happened in Gaza, they are always in safe places. But this time, it seems that there
    0:10:38 was no place safe. And already we heard about like two, three of the cousins and the uncles
    0:10:46 already lost their home. So, this was too much. So, I wanted to say something for those people.
    0:10:53 Because I know that, you know, I made one of the jokes that I made about like, “Oh, you know,
    0:10:58 it’s Hassan, her cousin. He’s a loser. He’s a doctor. He’s a doctor.” And every time a hospital
    0:11:05 was bombed, we were worried about him. So, I wanted to say that because I felt that these are,
    0:11:11 this is a family that I have never seen in my life. I have never, she actually hardly saw an
    0:11:16 uncle or two because, you know, they cannot leave. But I said like, “I need to speak. At least I do
    0:11:24 something for those extended families that I have never known.” But also because when, when
    0:11:31 P.S. Morgan team called me a couple of times and said, “Okay, let’s see what’s going on in the show.”
    0:11:35 And I just watched the stuff and the lies and the one-sided reporting. That made my blood boil.
    0:11:43 And then I thought like, “Why am I, what am I afraid of? I’m afraid of,
    0:11:47 if I say something, I can lose my courage.” Like, wait a minute. But that was the reason why I left
    0:11:52 Egypt. I said, “Wait, I left Egypt. I came to the United States. I came to the land of the free,
    0:11:57 where I can say anything I want. And yet I have limitation of what to say.” I mean, I thought,
    0:12:03 “We left that shit behind. I mean, what’s happening?” And I understand, I understand the
    0:12:07 connection of like, how sensitive it is when you speak about Israel and all of the ready-made
    0:12:14 accusations. But as an Arab, as a Muslim, I don’t react the same when you talk about Saudi Arabia
    0:12:21 or Iran or Egypt or any of them. It’s like, “Hey, you want, you want to diss some of these countries?
    0:12:25 I’ll do that with you.” Because I have strong opinions about what happened and I already
    0:12:29 been expressing them. But when I talk, when that’s why I, and I speak, and there’s a lot of Jewish
    0:12:35 people who come to my show, and they understand that, they understand that, that the separation.
    0:12:39 But that kind of grouping of blackmailing people and saying and not saying what they have in their
    0:12:44 mind, it is that kind of like, one of the things that kind of like, push me to go on the show.
    0:12:50 The thing that was bothering you, was it what was being said or how it was being said?
    0:12:55 Both. Because there are lies, which is usually in the media, but there was the total disregard
    0:13:02 of humanity. You talk a lot about your show about human suffering. And I felt that here,
    0:13:10 the human suffering was not equal. I felt that’s why I came up with this, like, what’s the exchange
    0:13:16 rate today? What’s the exchange rate today? There’s, there’s, of course, it’s terrible to see
    0:13:23 anybody die. But what I feel that like, is it, isn’t our life not worth anything?
    0:13:29 Yeah, you had a chart, akin to crypto, from an investor, you analyzed it from an investing
    0:13:35 perspective, of course, in a dark human kind. And you were saying that a certain year was a good
    0:13:43 year. Yeah, 2014. 2014 was a good year for investment purposes. And also to refer to the,
    0:13:50 to a family member that you called a loser, you were saying that you called him, had a conversation
    0:13:55 with him, and he keeps saying that he’s not using anybody for human shields. And you called him a
    0:13:59 loser. What are you, you can’t even give a job. The liar, he lied to us, because I have to believe.
    0:14:04 But this is what the one thing is like, it’s also one of the things like how it was said.
    0:14:08 It was stuff that I’ve been hearing. I don’t know what, what turned on on my head. But it’s
    0:14:13 stuff that I’ve been hearing all my life from the media. Israel warns civilians before bombing them.
    0:14:19 And that’s okay. But that’s not okay. Israel is trying to minimize the civilians, but killing
    0:14:25 them anyway. And that’s okay. But that’s not okay. So it is kind of like the indoctrination that we’ve
    0:14:30 been hearing as if it is okay. And then suddenly it’s not. Yeah, there’s a kind of several layers
    0:14:39 of bullshit, almost sometimes hiding the obvious horror of the situation with kind of politeness
    0:14:48 and all this kind of stuff, just the basic value of human life. That said, it’s a difficult situation.
    0:14:54 It is. It is. What would you do if you were Israel? BB called you, boss and big fan, big fan of your
    0:14:59 comedy. First of all, would you hang up right away? Would you hear him out? No, I’ll definitely
    0:15:04 hear him out. That’s like, that was like, wait a minute, that’s material. That’s material, that’s
    0:15:09 material, man. It’s like, so, I was sitting with my family, just like I have my phone right, like,
    0:15:16 oh, Netanyahu. Yeah, it just shows up that way. I mean, what would you do? What would you do in
    0:15:22 the situation? To answer this question, we need to understand how Israel thinks. There is an
    0:15:27 incredible speech given by Gideon Levy, a famous Israeli reporter and Hertz, and he describes
    0:15:35 a situation where he was in the West Bank and there was a checkpoint. And in that checkpoint,
    0:15:40 there was an ambulance with a Palestinian patient and it was there sitting for an hour and a half,
    0:15:48 not moving. And then he went to talk to the soldiers, like, guys, why are you not letting
    0:15:54 them go? I was like, I’ll let them go. And then he told them, imagine if he was your father
    0:15:59 and the soldiers stood up, I was like, what? These are pigs. These are not humans. So when you
    0:16:08 tell me what would you do if Israel would do, it really needs to, we need to ask, how does Israel
    0:16:13 look at the Palestinians and view the Palestinians because they do look at them less than human.
    0:16:18 And there is an incredible talk by Mehor Mayer. He was a Holocaust survivor and he said,
    0:16:24 I learned in Auschwitz when I was there in the concentration camp that in order for a group,
    0:16:28 a dominant group of people to dehumanize another group, they need first to dehumanize themselves.
    0:16:33 And Israel looks at Palestinians as lesser people, as lesser beings, as some people who are
    0:16:43 dispensable. And the way that they treat them is that they don’t really care about, like,
    0:16:50 that’s why they exchange rate thing. So for me, if I am Israel, it would be like, what would you do
    0:16:55 if you’re the United States in the time of the Native Americans? They were killing people with
    0:17:00 the millions. When you dehumanize a group of people, you really don’t care. So if I was Israel,
    0:17:05 I would do exactly what Israel is doing right now because there’s no one who’s holding me accountable.
    0:17:11 There’s no one stopping me. And I can get whatever I want throughout my history through violence.
    0:17:17 I think a lot of the things you just said are a tiny bit slightly exaggerated.
    0:17:22 So let me let me try. Let’s try. So not everybody in Israel. Let’s look at
    0:17:28 several groups. So people in government, IDF soldiers, and citizens that are neither of those.
    0:17:39 And not everybody of any of those sees Palestinians as less than human, just some percentage.
    0:17:46 So what percentage is that in your sense? It’s the people who have the power.
    0:17:50 So it’s mostly the focus of your commentary. When you say people in Israel, you really mean
    0:17:56 the people in power? People have in power. But but but as much as like, of course,
    0:18:00 I mean the people of power because when I speak about, even when I speak about America,
    0:18:03 I speak about people in power. When I speak about Egypt, I speak the people of power because
    0:18:06 I can’t really talk about the 100 million people in Egypt or the 11 million people in Israel. Of
    0:18:10 course, now there are people who go in and they demonstrate against Netanyahu and they want him
    0:18:14 out of the government. But you have to admit that the Israeli society, it at a whole, have moved
    0:18:19 quite a bit to the right and has been has been like many extreme. And you know what happens
    0:18:24 when you go to the right or you go to the most extreme, the other person go to the most extreme.
    0:18:29 And extremism breeds extremism. So thank you for the clarification. But like I really meant
    0:18:35 with the people of power, when people criticize the United States for going in Iraq, of course,
    0:18:40 I’m not criticizing citizens. But you made another point, which is an interesting point,
    0:18:44 and it’s very difficult to see in the heart of people. But I wonder if you look at the
    0:18:48 average Palestinian and the average Israeli, and when they look at the other, do they
    0:18:54 have some hate in their heart? Well, everybody probably has some. What is that amount? You know,
    0:19:03 when you look at a person that looks different than you, how much hate is there?
    0:19:07 It depends on what is the living situation of each person. So in the Berlin Film Festival,
    0:19:12 just like a few couple of weeks ago, there was an Israeli and a Palestinian receiving
    0:19:16 an award together. And the Israeli director said, we’re going to go back to Israel,
    0:19:22 he’s going to go to the West Bank, he will have no rights and I will have full living rights.
    0:19:26 These people managed to work together and be friends. And they have empathy to each other.
    0:19:33 Now, the average Palestinian, it’s a very difficult question, because is it the Palestinian
    0:19:41 in the diaspora, or the Palestinian in Gaza, or the diaspora in the West Bank, or the one
    0:19:46 in the citizen as a citizen of Israel, who still have less right than a Roman citizen of Israel
    0:19:51 than you. And it really depends if I am, there are people in Arabs in Israel who are having a great
    0:19:59 life. And there are people Arabs who are having a miserable life, but definitely people that
    0:20:04 living in Gaza or in the West Bank is kind of like on the lower tier of the living conditions.
    0:20:09 Now, let’s talk about the hate. What does that Palestinian see from the Israeli?
    0:20:14 The Palestinian see oppression, limitation of movement, limitation of freedom.
    0:20:19 They have, and then when there’s something happens, you see the full force coming in,
    0:20:25 destroying their home, taking away members of his family. There would be absolutely no reason
    0:20:30 for him to love the other. The Israeli, because he, you know, he doesn’t have the power, but he
    0:20:36 lives under his government. All he sees is the rockets or whatever, but like he sees the reaction,
    0:20:41 and he doesn’t see what happened to those and as humans, we are selfish. We see what really
    0:20:46 affects us as humans. And I cannot even imagine what it would be like to live as a Palestinian.
    0:20:53 And I’m not even talking about Gaza because everybody talks about Gaza,
    0:20:56 but let me give you an example. And I’m not going to talk about the 12,000
    0:21:00 kids killed in Gaza. Let’s talk about just like the four weeks in the West Bank.
    0:21:04 March 4th, Amr Najjar, age 10, sitting next to his father, shot while he’s sitting in a car
    0:21:14 next to his father by the IDF soldiers. Mohammad Ziad, 13 years old, March 3rd, shot in front of
    0:21:23 a UN school while he’s sitting with his friends. Mohammad Ghanem, age 15, March 2nd, he shot while
    0:21:31 standing in front of a stove front during a nitrate. February 23rd, Saeed Jardal, he was killed
    0:21:39 by a drone fire. February 22nd, Fadi Saliman, killed while standing in front of the top of a
    0:21:45 Red Cross building. Nihil Ziad, February 14th, Valentine’s Day, killed a shot in the head while
    0:21:53 leaving school. February 11th, Mohammad Khattur, U.S. Citizens, killed while being in a parked car.
    0:22:02 And Muayyad Shams, February 9th, killed right in front of his home because a military car
    0:22:09 came reversing back to him and then somebody opened the door, shot him and leave. This is a
    0:22:14 daily life of people in the West Bank. What is the justification the IDF provides?
    0:22:19 Terrorism. Terrorism. Or I don’t know, I mean, you cannot really say like human shields,
    0:22:27 but they will say like they were throwing rocks. There was a guy who went on Chris Rock and he
    0:22:32 said like his son, a U.S. citizen, would kill and they were throwing rocks. So we killed him.
    0:22:36 Even when they were throwing rocks, you kill him. But the thing is, you see, this is how easy for
    0:22:40 them to get rid of penicins. I mean, I love, like, I was, I had to say I prepared a little bit for
    0:22:47 the podcast because you are in tech. So, and I am ignorant in tech. There is a movie called The Lab.
    0:22:54 It is directed by an Israeli, a director called Yutam Feldman, and he talks about how
    0:23:00 the military industry in Israel is very advanced. And what is really mind boggling is in that movie
    0:23:10 he shows how the military tests its weapons in the field in urban areas from Palestinians.
    0:23:16 It is heartbreaking. You know, as a doctor, there’s five stages of trials. There is like,
    0:23:24 there is discovery, pre-clinical, clinical, and then market and then post-market evaluation
    0:23:31 by the FDA. The FDA approved and then the FDA post-market. Five, just to take a pill.
    0:23:37 And you go in and he interviews people as like, where did you test this? They test it in the field.
    0:23:45 So when, when you just like, when human life is so, is so cheap and it is so indispensable,
    0:23:53 it made me, it gave me a visually reaction because you know, we as human, this has been
    0:24:01 actually the state of humanity. Humanity have lived and survived the thrive by actually killing
    0:24:09 each other. But there was kind of a, we were remotely removed, we were removed from it.
    0:24:14 People in Greece didn’t know what Alexander the Great was doing. He was killing a pillaging,
    0:24:19 like we call him the Great because, but he was killing. He was, he was conquering, he was invading.
    0:24:24 Julius Caesar, all of the greats, he was doing, but killing was difficult. Killing had to have
    0:24:29 some sort. You have to be with your enemy. Then you go back, catapults, then cannons,
    0:24:34 then a little bit back from, and then you’re kind of like sounding remotely now. You’re
    0:24:38 killing people behind the screen with a button, with a push of a button. You know,
    0:24:42 a lot of people say terrorism, they killed you with a knife, killed one person with a knife,
    0:24:46 shot you. That’s terrorism. But if you fly at $64 million, F-16, and you drop up in an A-84 bomb
    0:24:54 that costs $16,000, that’s not terrorism because it’s remote. You’re behind the screen. So what
    0:24:59 happened? What Israel is doing? It is removing itself, like America to drones. And then when you
    0:25:05 push someone to be, they always brag about bombing them to the stone ages.
    0:25:10 What happens when the screens and all of the obstacles that you have been put between you
    0:25:18 and those people that you have treated them this way, when this is a breach and you come face to
    0:25:23 face, you will come face to face with what you have created? Yeah, there’s a lot of interesting
    0:25:29 things you just said. So one is the methodology of killing. If you want to look at some horrific
    0:25:36 large-scale killing, people often talk about the Holocaust, but that’s visceral. You can look
    0:25:42 at hollermore by Stalin, where the murder is through starvation, by Churchill in India,
    0:25:48 and Churchill in India, and the great leap forward by Mao. So starvation is a thing we don’t
    0:25:58 often think of it as murder because it’s quiet, it’s slow, and the interesting thing about
    0:26:05 starvation is that the people don’t complain as they’re dying because they’re exhausted.
    0:26:10 That’s one. And the other is the value of human life. It does seem that every culture has an
    0:26:19 unequal valuation of human life. So those two things combined create a complicated
    0:26:29 military landscape of the world. Yes, but the thing is, is that how we would look at technology
    0:26:36 as the savior, as if we talk about how we disrupt, we disrupt, we disrupt, we disrupt,
    0:26:42 and now if you go, you talk about like going to the West Bank, the people in the West Bank walk
    0:26:47 and they don’t see humans, they see people shouting them from towers or behind the screens or doing,
    0:26:52 and they have like biometrics that is developed by Basel system, like that’s done by HP or Google
    0:26:59 and Amazon who are like part of Project Nimbus, and you see Indivision developing all of this like
    0:27:07 metric and surveillance and all of that stuff. And then you have like something like the Gospel
    0:27:12 that like people have actually said that the Gospel can actually create a target list using AI
    0:27:18 and give you a green, yellow, or a red to go ahead. And now AI is not just disrupting the market,
    0:27:25 it’s disrupting our humanity. And it is, we became so comfortable killing people from afar,
    0:27:30 killing people with a push of the button. And now it is, it is like, it’s like dating apps,
    0:27:37 you know, when you, when you swipe left and right, and it’s like, oh, right, it becomes so like cheap.
    0:27:43 It’s not like meeting someone. It’s like, it’s like a lot of fish in the sea. Same with AI, boom,
    0:27:48 500 people killed, boom, they killed. It’s so easy. It’s so easy. It’s so easy. And then it’s so
    0:27:54 far removed from you. So when you put these people in this condition, you have literally put them in
    0:28:00 a different universe than yours. You are behind in your condition screens, like pushing them,
    0:28:05 blowing up a university. It’s amazing. But then you meet what you have done, that you meet the
    0:28:13 Frankenstein that you have created. And then people are like, oh, look what they did to us.
    0:28:17 You just gave me this image of a dating app from hell, where leaders are just sitting there and
    0:28:23 kind of swiping left and right. Invade, destroy. This is boring. Like a puppet government.
    0:28:29 Yeah. And then turn off the phone, go to sleep. So I got, you know, I traveled to the West Bank and
    0:28:36 I mentioned to you offline that I really loved the people there. Just, you know, I’ve met a bunch
    0:28:43 of people like that in Eastern Europe, where I grew up. Yeah, like the flamboyant, the big
    0:28:51 personalities, all of that. I also met a person who was in charge of a refugee camp who was shopping
    0:29:01 IDF soldier. And I’m not sure the words he said are important, as the consequences of the thing
    0:29:10 that you mentioned, which is the deep hate in his eyes. That was, didn’t feel repairable at all.
    0:29:18 It was pain. It was like a foundation of pain. And on top of that, a hatred. And I was like, wow,
    0:29:23 this is what you kill. You kill one person. That’s the way you create. Because we have kind of like
    0:29:31 a front row seat to what’s happening. We think we’re in it, but we can’t really grasp it. I mean,
    0:29:39 people’s like, oh, we’re just going to go in, get Hamas out, and we’re going to get them back in.
    0:29:44 And what about the people get back in? How do you think they would look at you?
    0:29:47 What have you created? What have you done?
    0:29:51 My show in Egypt was all about propaganda. It’s all about the use of words. Words are very important.
    0:29:59 The decapitated babies were not chosen randomly, because you see, it plants a certain image in
    0:30:08 your brain. Imagine if you’re going in, what a baby can do. It can smile, cry, and poop. That’s it.
    0:30:14 It’s absolutely no threat. So when you tell people, 40 decapitated babies, they are so animalistic,
    0:30:20 they didn’t see the babies, women raped, of course, he’s an animal to do that. And they would go
    0:30:26 through that. And they would, what was very frustrating about the conversation is the
    0:30:33 gish galloping, the gish galloping, throwing, you see the distractions? You see what happens?
    0:30:39 Like, what’s the proportionate response? Can Israel defend itself? Do you condemn Hamas?
    0:30:43 Does Israel has the right to exist decapitated babies, raped women? Why don’t the Arab countries
    0:30:48 take them? Why don’t the Muslims, Muslims kill Muslims? Look what happened in Yemen, in Syria,
    0:30:53 in Iraq. Like, see, see how they kind of distract you. They throw those little things at you.
    0:30:58 So you don’t know what to do or the Honor War, the UNN, anti-Semitic, October 7th, October 7th,
    0:31:04 October 7th. And then suddenly you are distracted and pulled into discussing all of these little
    0:31:09 things. And you’re not discussing what’s happening right now. It is basically stalling, giving them
    0:31:14 time to do what they do. So there’s a, there’s some degree to the propaganda, the, so the beheaded
    0:31:19 babies and all this kind of stuff that is so over the top, that it shuts down actual conversation
    0:31:28 about actual wrongs, war crimes on both sides. So it’s overstating it to where everyone on social
    0:31:36 media and everywhere in the press and everywhere is arguing almost become desensitized to actual
    0:31:40 horrors of death, which are more mundane. They’re not so dramatic as beheaded babies.
    0:31:45 Yeah. Because people, people, a baby is shot, but decapitated babies. There’s like a knife blade
    0:31:50 that goes into the skin, the trachea, the flesh, the spine, decapitated. Like, you can just like,
    0:31:57 he’s dead. No, you go in, this is the hate, so much hate. And you know, that’s why you have made
    0:32:02 me laugh at the darkest shit. You’re such a beautiful person. Your dark humor is just wonderful.
    0:32:11 But, but you see, this happened to Jews before, remember blood libel? Where did the blood libel
    0:32:15 come from? It comes from these rumors that Jews suck babies blood. This is what they did to them.
    0:32:21 Once in the cup. Exactly. That’s a very delicious baby. Delicious baby. But, but this is what you
    0:32:26 do. You, you tell people something and it happened with the Native Americans when they were here,
    0:32:30 the one, when they won it and they wipe a whole tribe. So, and, and, and, and Jewish people, one
    0:32:36 of the, like the minorities that were persecuted and had this used against them for a very long
    0:32:41 time. And it is terrible and it’s terrifying that’s been used again. So I just did a very lengthy
    0:32:46 debate on Israel and Palestine. And the really painful thing from that was to historians. It was,
    0:32:54 it was deep. It was thorough. It was fascinating. But in constantly asking about sources of hope
    0:33:03 or solutions, there was none. There was a, there was a sense of like a really dark sense of
    0:33:10 it’s hopeless from both sides. It’s hopeless. So, you know, I look to you for, for sources
    0:33:21 for source of hope. Do you have, is there any hope here? Solutions, short-term, long-term.
    0:33:31 Obama have kind of summarized this beautifully in his book. He said, the reason why the Israeli
    0:33:39 Palestinian conflict is so chronic is one side have so much power and the other side have absolutely
    0:33:46 no power. And that’s the one why he said, like, you have Israel that basically don’t listen to us
    0:33:52 because they’re supported by people who are bigger than the president, bigger than the
    0:33:56 administration. They know that they can. I mean, like you, like Netanyahu was a cotton tape many
    0:34:00 times saying like, he’s basically like belittling Americans. Like, we control 80% of the population.
    0:34:06 We don’t care. They, this has kind of like nonchalant kind of like, we have them. And
    0:34:12 there’s nothing really that compels Israel to give up anything because at the end of the day,
    0:34:17 what is compromise? Compromise like, I give something, you give something. Israel’s not
    0:34:21 giving anything. And they project that on you. So, for example, how many times have we heard like,
    0:34:27 oh, Palestinians were giving like four, five, six, seven, 15 chances and they said no to them. And yet,
    0:34:32 when you read the history, that’s not the case at all. Like for example, in 2000, the whole idea
    0:34:38 about like, Arafat walked away from Oslo, that didn’t happen. And there is an incredible video
    0:34:44 by, you know, what’s his name? Joe score, score borrow with Misha. And they were hosting her father,
    0:34:53 Brizinski, he was the national security advisor. And Joe’s car was like, well, you know, like,
    0:35:00 Arafat left the Oslo court and the Palestinians left. And then Brizinski said, like, this is like
    0:35:06 embarrassingly shallow. It’s like, listen, what happened was, there was a lot of catches on the
    0:35:13 Oslo court. It was very unfair to the Palestinians. So Arafat said, like, I agree, but I need to
    0:35:18 take it to the Arab capitals. And what, and to, and they went to inside and they went to Sharma
    0:35:23 Sheikh, they came to Egypt. And he and he went to there. And then he had a barric left because
    0:35:28 there was election and he lost it. Ariel Sharon came and it was destroyed. This is one of the
    0:35:33 reason why people, it is, it’s kind of like facts don’t matter as much as what is the narrative that
    0:35:40 has been controlled. But what were the biggest barriers to peace there? Do you think it’s
    0:35:45 fundamentally leaders don’t want a to stay solution? Or was there nuanced small differences
    0:35:52 that if solved could have led to us to stay solution? I mean, there was a, maybe there was
    0:35:56 a certain point when the Israeli leaders were more open to compromise. But I can say that
    0:36:04 because each time Israel gives back land, it has to be after some use of force. The 1973 war,
    0:36:12 the interval, the first and second, the, the, the, the, the, the, the casualties in Gaza,
    0:36:19 they never give up land willingly and because of peace. Because if I have that much military,
    0:36:24 I can do whatever I want. Why would I give up anything? I have that much power. Why would
    0:36:29 America or China give everything if they’re so powerful? And especially if they are, have this
    0:36:34 kind of open check from the United States. So it is, it is really about what can push Israel
    0:36:42 to give up something because you are so much stronger than me. What could compel you to give
    0:36:48 up something? And this is why the whole thing about like trying to equalize Palestinians
    0:36:54 and the Israeli state and government, it doesn’t make any sense. So what is the source of hope?
    0:37:01 You know, John Stuart, who will talk about it from many angles, somebody you admire, a friend,
    0:37:11 he proposed a two-state solution. Look, look, look, look to the comedians for hope.
    0:37:18 Yes. Well, everybody’s talking about the two-state solution, but Israel has said many times on
    0:37:23 Netanyahu and then it’s like, there, there’s going to be no state solutions. They, in the past,
    0:37:27 it’s like, even, even Neftali Bennett, he came in on the, on, on the hard talk. It’s like, yeah,
    0:37:32 maybe in the past we wanted to stay solutions, but like, look, every time we give them land,
    0:37:36 they kill us. So no state solutions. And they are openly saying it, but that’s perhaps rhetoric.
    0:37:41 The rhetoric that is supported by action because look at what they’re doing in the West Bank that
    0:37:47 you said. They are cutting it, illegal settlement, peace-mealing it. So how, if you have an intention
    0:37:54 at all to give them anything, why would you keep doing this? And you’ve called it a bunch of little
    0:38:00 gazes. Yeah. It’s a nice little picture of what’s happening. Peace-mealing it, because it is,
    0:38:07 what happened in the past four months? The Palestinians have been micro-dosing on it for a
    0:38:12 very long time, little by little, little by little. And we would shout every time when it gets too
    0:38:20 much. And then we shut down and then little by little. But this time it was hard. It was hard to
    0:38:27 see the blatant oppression and the word said, maybe the Hamas ministry of the health are giving
    0:38:35 us the bad numbers. Maybe it’s just human shields. And I laugh. There’s 13,000 babies killed. Does
    0:38:42 that mean that there are 13,000 military targets hiding in their diapers? Because it is so, it
    0:38:49 doesn’t make any sense to kill that. And maybe it’s just like, oh, oops, it is out of our hands.
    0:38:54 It’s hard to know what to do with those numbers. I mean, I just want babies enough.
    0:39:00 But you know what happens? When you hear so many numbers, numbers become numbers.
    0:39:05 And you become so desensitized. And this is why there’s a difference between saying
    0:39:11 13,000 Palestinian kids did. It’s like Mila Kohane, an Israeli baby, 10 months old. She was killed
    0:39:19 in her crib. And this is what we hear from CNN. We never hear a story about a Palestinian kid.
    0:39:23 That’s why thank you for giving me the space for saying the names of the Palestinian children
    0:39:28 that were killed just for four weeks. Because humans need context. They need depth.
    0:39:36 They need like a 3D look at what they can look at. But if you just get numbers, they don’t mean
    0:39:43 anything. Is there some degree to where both leaderships, Hamas, PA, Palestinian Authority,
    0:39:49 Israel all want war, like perpetual war to to remain in power?
    0:39:57 There is. That’s that’s an interesting question.
    0:40:00 But I mean, let’s admit something. The Arab regimes in the in the area have actually used
    0:40:08 the problem of Palestine in order to stay in power, in order to take, get excuses,
    0:40:12 like have this enemy and Israel, the Israeli government has used that too. And maybe the
    0:40:18 Palestinians. But but my problem with when going into discussion, this is that the two sides are
    0:40:25 not equal. They’re not equal in power. They’re not equal in influence and they’re not equal in
    0:40:29 international support, especially by the United States. So Palestinians can the people who have
    0:40:37 made changes in history were the people with power, the people who would have the ability
    0:40:42 to change things. And the Palestinians cannot really change. And what what can they change?
    0:40:47 Well, is that true, though, with how much support the Palestinian people have? So
    0:40:56 just like you said, there’s a lot of Arab states there, they will voice their pro-Palestinian
    0:41:02 position in order to distract from their the own corruption and abuses of power in their own
    0:41:08 countries. But, you know, I don’t think if you look globally, there’s a complete asymmetry of
    0:41:14 power and public opinion here, maybe in the press in the West. But if you look globally,
    0:41:21 but do they have the same kind of weapons that the Israeli have a literally power? No,
    0:41:26 there’s a major asymmetry of literal power, some money to their leaders. Does that make any
    0:41:33 difference? I mean, and also when you say Palestinian authority, which authority are you
    0:41:37 talking about Hamas, or the Palestinian authority who has been kind of a domesticated kind of like
    0:41:42 a puppy for the Palestinians who basically have been an informant for their own people.
    0:41:47 And this is the thing also that kind of like really pissed me off when I was hearing the thing
    0:41:53 about these things. Like Hamas, Hamas, Hamas, Hamas, like we have Netanyahu on tape, confessing
    0:41:57 that he supported Hamas, giving money in order to cause factions in between the Palestinians.
    0:42:03 So it’s just like, it doesn’t make, you just told me this. You just told me this. You just told me
    0:42:08 Netanyahu support. Hamas like, but Hamas like what? I mean, to which degree does Netanyahu represent
    0:42:13 the Israeli people? Is a real question. To which point does Trump or Biden represent the American
    0:42:21 people? And to which degree does Hamas represent the Palestinian people? Does. None of these
    0:42:27 represent it, but who have the power in order to make the decisions? It really comes down to that.
    0:42:32 Well, who does have the power? You’re giving a lot of power to Israel.
    0:42:37 But the Arab League, what do you think Hamas do? Continue doing what a charter says,
    0:42:45 which is trying to destroy Israel. And the role of the Palestinian people is to overthrow Hamas
    0:42:50 and get a more moderate leadership probably. And the role of the Israeli people is to vote out
    0:42:57 this right-wing government and elect a more moderate leader so that there’s a chance
    0:43:04 at peace with two moderate leaders. So before Hamas even got to control 2006,
    0:43:10 because there was a real sharon in 2000. And we all know what happened. And a real sharon kind
    0:43:16 of like had make, they may came up with this amazing policy of like breaking people’s kids’
    0:43:22 bones in the interfather. So he was also like, I mean, which one is moderate? I mean, I think is
    0:43:29 Hamas is a product of what happened. I mean, we can, if there was no apartheid in South Africa,
    0:43:37 there would be no NFC. There would be no Nelson Mandela. If there were no Nazis in
    0:43:42 Paris, there would be no French resistance. And I’m not saying that, and again, I’m not,
    0:43:46 I wouldn’t don’t want to be in a put in a position to defend Hamas or anybody because you know what
    0:43:51 that entails, but those are like Hamas, again, not defending them. They went into October 7th.
    0:44:01 What was their, why did they did that? Like release our hostages, the people in prison,
    0:44:07 because if you talk about people who are kidnapped, Israel kidnaps people every single day. And when
    0:44:13 they had the first exchange in November 4th, Israel released 400 people, three quarters of them
    0:44:18 were women and children. Why are those people in prison? There’s one in four kids that are
    0:44:24 imprisoned that stay in solitary confinement, which is by international law, a form of torture.
    0:44:30 And you’re putting kids to that. Is it possible? So first of all, ceasefire. Yes. And longer term,
    0:44:37 is it possible for Arab states and the United States to get together and with power
    0:44:45 through diplomacy enforce a solution? It’s a very, very ideal solution. But you know,
    0:44:55 and I know that Arab states don’t really have the power. All of the powers are in the hands of
    0:45:00 America. They have the power. See, I would, I think they have the power. I don’t, maybe they
    0:45:04 don’t want to use it. Maybe they don’t want to use it. Because there’s a benefit. The dark sense
    0:45:12 I have is that a lot of people win from the suffering that Palestinians are going through,
    0:45:20 because they can point to that and distract from corruption in their own states. And then obviously
    0:45:27 Iran can benefit also from the same kind of dynamic distracting from the authoritarian nature
    0:45:35 of their regime. Definitely. But what is the core of the problem here? Is it the Arab states using
    0:45:41 the suffering or the actually the suffering itself? And the suffering comes from people being
    0:45:47 displaced. Their homes were taken away. They are seven million Palestinians in diaspora,
    0:45:55 seven millions. Seven million went out there and now they’re living in Canada and in America and
    0:45:58 Europe. They had homes there. They cannot go back to 1.7 million people of the people in Gaza.
    0:46:06 Don’t belong in Gaza. They were pushed from other places. The peace meal thing of people are being,
    0:46:13 you know, in Germany. I’m going to shift gear a little bit. It’s going to be a little bit of fun.
    0:46:20 There is a book that I bought the rights to and I want to turn it into a movie.
    0:46:25 And I bought, I optioned the right for two months, for two years in March of last year,
    0:46:31 before October 7th. After October 7th, I bought the permanent right. That book is called The Muslim
    0:46:39 and the Jew. And it is written by an author called Ronin Steinke. I read an article about this book
    0:46:45 in 2016. And I chased that book for rights for seven years. I didn’t have that much money,
    0:46:52 but I wanted that book. And that book was translated into English called Anna and Dr. Helmi.
    0:46:58 And that book tells the incredible story under Nazi Germany where Arabs went and drove to Berlin
    0:47:07 in 1920s after the First World War in the Weimar Republic. And they became doctors and engineers
    0:47:13 and journalists for two reasons. Number one, it’s their cheap, very cheap because of the inflation.
    0:47:18 And two, a lot of the Arab nationalists didn’t want to send their kids to England or France
    0:47:25 because they were the occupiers. And Dr. Helmi was the hero of that. He’s an Egyptian doctor.
    0:47:32 And that’s why I kind of like, I personally kind of connected with him. And he went to medical school,
    0:47:40 didn’t find a place to live. So he lived in the Jewish ghetto, like many Arabs.
    0:47:44 He didn’t find a school to work at a hospital to work in. So he worked in a Jewish hospital.
    0:47:50 So there was a lot of Arabs who lived with the ghetto. And actually the first director of the
    0:47:57 Berlin Mosque with a Jewish convert who converted to Islam and he was a gay activist.
    0:48:02 I’m telling you, this is like a crazy story. And this is all, this is not a fiction story.
    0:48:08 This is not, this is actually like a nonfiction. It’s written actually based on the statement
    0:48:11 and the documents of the Nazis in Istanbul. Dr. Helmi, he was in this hospital and the Nazis came in
    0:48:21 and they killed and tortured and beat up the Jewish doctor. And he made, they made him the
    0:48:27 head of his department. Then he was surrounded by a Nazi doctor. They didn’t touch him because he
    0:48:31 was an Arab. There was kind of like a thing between Germany and the Arabs because they wanted to appease
    0:48:37 to them in order to have kind of a grass root base in the Arab world where he want to go next.
    0:48:46 And this is why 1934, 1935, the racial laws of Nuremberg, they had a name change. First they
    0:48:56 were called anti-Semitic. Then they changed into anti-Jewish because also Arabs were Semitic.
    0:49:01 So they wanted to appease the Arabs. Now, what happened to Dr. Helmi when that happened to him?
    0:49:06 He would go back to the ghetto and he would see the apartments next to him, the Jewish apartment
    0:49:14 become more and more and more flooded with people because they were moving Jews
    0:49:19 and pushing them and putting them together, pushing them to the side. And each flat, each flat,
    0:49:28 each apartment instead of one family, it would have three, four, six, seven families. And he was
    0:49:34 there when at home and he looked, he was there. This is where the people he grew up with,
    0:49:40 he lived with and now he’s seen that kind of discrimination just because he was an Arab.
    0:49:45 And then he started to kind of like atone for, like because he felt responsible because he
    0:49:52 wasn’t treated the same way and he started to go and treat Jewish people in their homes because
    0:49:57 they couldn’t go to hospitals. And then one family gave them his daughter. It’s like this is
    0:50:04 Anna, save her. He took her, pretended that she is his niece, put a hijab around her,
    0:50:09 taught her Arabic, called her Nadia, my daughter’s name by the way. And they, and he hid her in plain
    0:50:16 sites for seven years in front of the Nazis as his nurse. It’s an incredible story. And then
    0:50:21 not just that he went to prison and then he went out and he formed with the Arab people that was
    0:50:26 in prison with him, a network that saves 300 Jews. You see that kind of story? This is the Jews that
    0:50:33 were living in the airport. I’m not saying that the Jews living in the airport was living like
    0:50:36 an incredible level. Of course, as a kind of a minority, they did not have like the full power
    0:50:40 of their full, you know, advantages of the rule. That’s normal. But we had this
    0:50:46 kind of a relationship before Israel was erected in 1948. And then of course,
    0:50:59 everybody looked at Jews at the time as fifth column. And of course, the nationalistic regimes
    0:51:04 used that. And this is why what Biden said was very dangerous when he said, if there’s no Israel,
    0:51:12 no Jew in the world will feel safe. You are the leader of the free world. You are the president
    0:51:17 of the United States. Do you mean that you’re telling me that the Jews in your country in the
    0:51:21 United States of America are not safe? That is wrong on two levels. Number one, America historically
    0:51:26 and right now is more safe to Jews in America in the world than in anybody. They are safer than
    0:51:31 the Jews in Israel. They never had programs or the Holocaust like Iraq. They live here a good
    0:51:36 life, not perfect life, but they are better. Second of all, if you are the president and
    0:51:40 you’re telling that a group of people will not feel safe unless there is a different one,
    0:51:43 you are already feeding into their fifth column. They’re like, you’re Russian. You come from there.
    0:51:49 And there is a group of laws in the Russian Constitution that says that Russia will protect
    0:51:54 its citizens everywhere in the world. What happens if the president says like, oh,
    0:51:58 you’re Russians. You’re protected by your own country. You don’t belong here. This is terrible.
    0:52:01 Yeah, you’re right. That’s actually an indirect threat. So yes, you know, even saying Muslims
    0:52:06 can now feel safe in America or something like this. That means like that’s a threat.
    0:52:12 But what would a Jewish person in Beverly Hills or in Brooklyn feel if he hears that?
    0:52:19 You are already telling people you need to be loyal to Israel. I mean, Israel is a foreign
    0:52:26 country. I am sorry, but Israel is a foreign country. Israel is a client country that we
    0:52:32 sponsor and it should actually be responsible and held accountable for what they do.
    0:52:36 You mentioned 1948, the Nakba. But before that, 41, 39, 41 to 45, the Holocaust. What do you do?
    0:52:47 What do you do with the Holocaust? How do you incorporate into the calculus of what’s
    0:52:54 of morality that leads up to the displacement of 700,000 Palestinians from the land? How do
    0:53:05 you work that out? It is terrible. But like, I mean, what the systemic annihilation of Jewish
    0:53:11 people under the Nazi, that is like a carefully engineered thought for plan. It was terrible.
    0:53:19 It was like kind of like the human ingenuity put into like something that is very evil.
    0:53:24 But also it is not just not just that happened. We need we need to remember that Otto Frank,
    0:53:30 the father of Anna Frank, has his visa, refugee visa rejected by the United States.
    0:53:34 There’s a lot of people that were rejected by the United States, rejected by other European
    0:53:38 countries. And then they were pushed into Palestine. So you have to put yourself between like under
    0:53:43 the Arabs. Okay, we’re sitting here. Okay, come and then all right, you don’t have a home or a
    0:53:48 country anymore. That kills you. I mean, you see, if I’m not an Arab and you give me that kind of
    0:53:56 piece of like terrible human tragedy, like, oh my God, that is terrible. But then I’m an Arab,
    0:54:01 like, yes, I’m so sorry, but what do I have to do with that? Why is that my fault? The persecution
    0:54:07 of the Jewish people have started since the eighth and ninth century, because they were like,
    0:54:13 they were first anti Christians. They were like criminal immigrants. They were like conspirators.
    0:54:19 This is this is this is this is the anti like people kind of like it as if Europe kind of
    0:54:26 like throw antisemitism on us. You understand that like Henry Ford, Henry Ford is one of the
    0:54:32 biggest anti he was he was the the inspiration for Adolf Hitler. This is how anti-Semitic
    0:54:40 Henry Ford was. And you kind of like gloss over that. And then suddenly we as Arabs have to pay
    0:54:50 the price. Why? Several questions I want to ask there. So but one just zooming out, what do you
    0:54:57 think hatred of Jews has been such a viral kind of idea throughout human history? Oh, it’s very
    0:55:06 easy. It all started from Christ. They killed Christ. They killed Christ. They killed Christ.
    0:55:10 They’re the killer of Christ. That’s a very sexy story. And that was so yeah, that was and that
    0:55:15 stayed for years. That stayed for centuries. I’m sorry, centuries. They’re the killer of Christ.
    0:55:21 And then the Catholic Church did not allow usury. But they would work in usury. So they become
    0:55:28 rich. Now the people that we hate that we accuse them of feeling Christ are becoming rich.
    0:55:33 So that’s envy now. And that’s that and that’s hatred. I mean, when you talk about ghettos,
    0:55:41 ghettos were not just as secluded parts in cities. Sometimes those ghettos were outside the cities.
    0:55:49 Jews were not even allowed to work a lot of professions. They were not allowed to get into
    0:55:54 the syndicates of certain professions. So they had to work usury and they got rich. So the people
    0:56:01 hated them more. The first crusade didn’t kill a single Muslim. All the kill were Jews. And when
    0:56:09 they finally arrived to Jerusalem, all the kill were Jews. They almost annihilated the Jews. So it
    0:56:14 was all this. And of course, you have the dark ages. Who do you need as an enemy? The Jews,
    0:56:19 right? They’re the killer of Christ. There’s nothing bigger than this.
    0:56:24 And then you fast forward. I mean, one of the things that I found out that was very, very,
    0:56:32 very, very crazy when Henry Ford imported the protocols of the elders of Zion.
    0:56:40 By the way, in the Arab world, protocols of the elders of Zion is so popular and
    0:56:44 for no one uses. And the people who don’t know it, it’s kind of like a bunch of like stories. And
    0:56:51 basically it’s like the Jews saying like, we’re going to control the war. We’re going to do this.
    0:56:57 And we’re going to do that and whatever. But people don’t know that that is a work of plagiarism.
    0:57:04 It was plagiarized from a satirical play called Conversation in Hell between Mickevely and Montesequil.
    0:57:14 And it is just, and it is kind of like based on one chapter or one scene or so. It’s crazy.
    0:57:21 But it’s crazy how sticky it is. It’s weird. Because if I hate you, that’s great. But if
    0:57:27 I have a story to support that hate, that’s even better. But it’s like one of the best stories,
    0:57:33 one of the stickiest stories about hate. Of course. It’s probably the most effective. Because like
    0:57:39 there are, you know, a lot of peoples hate other groups of peoples. But that’s just like the sexiest
    0:57:45 story of all. Because humans need to concentrate their hate, their insecurities and their shortcomings
    0:57:56 into one thing that they can practice that hate on. If it’s a person, great. If it’s a group,
    0:58:03 even better. How do you, into this calculus, incorporate that that group is pretty small?
    0:58:09 There’s 16 million Jews worldwide. And you mentioned how is that the responsibility
    0:58:16 of the Arab peoples? You know, everybody should be to blame for not taking in Jews
    0:58:21 after the Holocaust. But you know, the reality of the situation, if we look at the religious
    0:58:27 slice of this, there’s 16, let’s say, million Jews. And there’s, I don’t know how many Muslims,
    0:58:34 but 1.8 billion. Yeah. Do you, that difference, that 100x difference, do you incorporate that
    0:58:45 into the sense that Jews in Israel might feel for, you know, the existential dread that we might,
    0:58:54 this small group might be destroyed? Jews in Israel have every right to feel afraid,
    0:58:59 because of everything that they see and everything they’ve been told, everything. But I would say
    0:59:06 that the calculus or the numbers doesn’t, like, of course, like being small, it is, of course,
    0:59:14 a factor, but it is never an excuse in order to take something that’s not yours. It’s saying like,
    0:59:18 “Hey, you have 300 million Americans and we have 52 or 52 says give one state for them.” There’s too
    0:59:24 many of them, too many of you, just give them something. You know, it’s like the fact that I
    0:59:29 have something and you don’t, and I have too many of me and there is little of you. And then you
    0:59:34 come in and, and it’s not really Israel against the Arab world or the Muslim world, because we have
    0:59:40 to say we fucked up big time. But it is the Palestinians that are in and they are being
    0:59:48 subjected to that. So it’s not really like the 1.8 billion and the 16 million Jews. And the 1.8
    0:59:54 billion, if you look at them, some of them, like, don’t care, some of them live into regimes that
    0:59:58 have been oppressed and those regimes are supported by the United States in order. It’s easier for
    1:00:03 me as an empire to take what I want from this country if I control the dictator. And I tell
    1:00:10 them that his power is linked to my ability to, to my desire to keep him in power. So that’s why
    1:00:18 you have a total disconnect between people in power in, in the Arab and the Muslim countries and
    1:00:23 the people themselves. Can you speak to the 1948, you know, because you mentioned taking land that’s
    1:00:30 not yours. Maybe parallels with Native Americans. Yeah. There was a war. The, the Jewish minority
    1:00:43 fought that war against several Arab states and won that war. How do we incorporate that into the
    1:00:50 Catholic? Yeah, well, that’s also a misconception, like a misinterpretation of the event, because
    1:00:56 it seems that it was like the small, the, it’s kind of like a David and Goliath kind of story.
    1:01:04 But, and I was always like, how did we, how did we not do that? But in, in reality, with numbers,
    1:01:12 I can’t pull it up right now. But if you look at the numbers, the number of tanks, the planes, the,
    1:01:18 the trained officer, because those, many of those Jewish fighters came from World War II.
    1:01:25 They were seasoned fighters and they actually had more planes, more tanks, more artillery,
    1:01:33 more pieces of weapon, more of the, all of the other combined because they, the, the people that
    1:01:38 really like fought was Egypt. And you have to, 1948, some, many of those Arab countries didn’t
    1:01:44 even have their independence. So they would kind of like send like a cavalry or like a people in
    1:01:48 horses. But in fact, the whole idea was like, we won against seven nations. Sure. The numbers were
    1:01:54 totally in Israel favor. They were better equipped. They were better trained. They were, they had like
    1:01:59 more tanks and, and, and artillery and, and, and, and, and aeroplanes and they planned, planned
    1:02:06 better. So they, yes, they deserved the win because they planned and we did it. So to you,
    1:02:09 there was an asymmetry, military power even then. But what do you do with the fact that the war was
    1:02:15 won? So like, if you look at the history of the world, there is wars fought over land. I agree
    1:02:25 with you. This has been the history of humanity. Humanity was not living peacefully. It’s all about
    1:02:30 like people taking people and killing people, taking their land. But there’s two difference here.
    1:02:34 Mostly, usually, the conquering power, like for example, England, they had England and they
    1:02:43 conquer you in India. And after the occupation finished, they go back to England. France, Greece,
    1:02:51 Persia, Egypt, they will like go in, expand and shrink, expand and shrink. It’s all been there.
    1:02:57 What is different here is exactly what happened in Australia and the United States. A group of
    1:03:02 people came in not just to conquer and take the land, but to completely change that, to replace
    1:03:08 them and get them out or kill them. It was very easy with the Indians because they had small
    1:03:12 parks. There was no social media. They did it over 400 years. They had time. The problem is
    1:03:18 what is happening right now, I agree with you. It might not be that new, but we are there and
    1:03:24 we’re watching it happen. And so now we have to confront the realities of war and empire and
    1:03:30 conquering. Because you know what’s the problem? We told ourselves we can be better.
    1:03:34 After 1948, there was the Universal Declaration of Human Rights. It means that we are going to be
    1:03:42 better humans. We’re not going to kill and take land. We’re not going to displace people. We’re
    1:03:46 not going to take people for what they are. There’s now laws. There’s international laws. There’s
    1:03:50 International Court of Justice. And now Israel is giving the middle finger to all of them.
    1:03:54 So isn’t some fundamental way this whole thing that we’re talking about is us as a civilization
    1:04:00 on social media in articles and books and in newspapers. We’re just trying to figure out
    1:04:09 who are we as a people. I think the shock came from the fact that we thought that we as humanity
    1:04:15 have evolved and now we are what have actually changed is that we became more advanced in
    1:04:23 effectively eradicating a group of people because of the technology that we have. And the fact that
    1:04:28 we can do that under the eyes and ears of all the world and we are watching it on their phone.
    1:04:33 We have a window. We have a window to the war. You know, 1945, people didn’t know what was happening
    1:04:38 in Japan. What? Well, we heard about it on the radio. Like, oh, today our forces came in and
    1:04:43 they launched it. We don’t know. We heard it. We maybe we saw pictures after that and it’s quite
    1:04:49 edited. But now we see it. We’re into it and it is it is so much for our psyche and we can get it.
    1:04:57 And it’s like and the Arabs say like, guys, you told us we came to the West because we were told
    1:05:03 that we were equal. You know the Universal Declaration of Right? One of the co-authors,
    1:05:07 his name is Stefan Hessell. He’s a Jew. He is a survivor of the Holocaust. And you know what
    1:05:16 happened to him. He died, by the way, a couple of years ago, but he before he died, he was cancelled
    1:05:22 by so many people and he was called anti-Semitic because he joined the BDS movement and he spoke
    1:05:27 about of Palestine. That is the author of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights that we
    1:05:33 value so much and we think that that would define our humanity. But then we go in and we are
    1:05:39 shocked. It’s like maybe we were sold something. Maybe that was false advertisement.
    1:05:48 You shared a tweet by an account called Awesome Jew.
    1:05:56 It reads, “Islamo Nazi comedian Bassem Yusuf.” Comedian in quotes, by the way.
    1:06:03 Yeah, yeah, yeah, of course, because I’m not funny.
    1:06:05 So, “Islamo Nazi comedian Bassem Yusuf is now denying Dr.” I love that you retweeted this like
    1:06:11 twice. I guess suppose because it’s advertising some upcoming dates. He’s now denying October 7th
    1:06:19 Massacre, “The Muslim radical Bassem Yusuf is notorious for his radical radical set twice,
    1:06:25 for his radical hatred of Jews in Israel. In a recent clip, he claims that the atrocities
    1:06:30 committed on October 7th are fabricated. We’re looking for all information regarding
    1:06:35 any of his upcoming shows, as well as the venues which host the scumbag where Jews feel safe around
    1:06:41 this Nazi. Nazi.” Yeah. I’ve never, this is my first time interviewing a Nazi.
    1:06:48 It’s the first time I actually get called a Nazi.
    1:06:51 First time. First time. I have been called so many things in Egypt. So, in Egypt, I was called
    1:06:58 a CIA operative of Mossads by a secret Muslim brotherhood, a secret Jew. There was also an
    1:07:09 article that was published about me in the state-run media saying in details how Bassem has been
    1:07:18 recruited by CIA agents using John Stewart in order to use satire to bring down the country.
    1:07:23 I was a Freemason, an infidel, a member of the Knights of the Temple, something like that.
    1:07:32 And there is actually people, the Muslim brotherhood on their show, they would say like,
    1:07:37 “His action is Israeli and they have forged an Egyptian ID for him to come.”
    1:07:43 So, it’s kind of like when I guess, I said, “I left all of that behind and I come here,
    1:07:48 it’s like boom, anti-Semitic Nazi.” Damn. I mean, I really covered everything. I don’t know what
    1:07:53 else. I mean, I think I have, it’s kind of like I’m collecting PhDs. I’m just like getting like
    1:07:58 all of these credits. How do you deal with that? How do you deal with the attacks? I mean, this goes
    1:08:03 back to the decision to do the interview with Piers Morgan. Like, how do you like psychologically
    1:08:12 do all of it? These kind of attacks, at the beginning, it’s fun. But when they evolve
    1:08:18 into something else. So, for example, I was like laughing of all of the stuff about calling me this,
    1:08:22 calling me that, but then when people would come in and thread the theater, because it’s not the
    1:08:27 people who are making those accusations that would come to you. It’s the people that will hear
    1:08:31 and see those accusations and act on it. And there’s always the fear of like, I mean, we have,
    1:08:38 we have in the airboard a lot of things like somebody would hear something about someone
    1:08:42 else and go kill him and whatever, like anybody else. So there’s this, but somehow I want to make
    1:08:47 fun of it. And, and it is to be called a nat and Islam-Nazi, it must been the funniest thing ever.
    1:08:58 Because it doesn’t Islam-Nazi. Wow. How did you, how did you and a radical Muslim, me, a lot of
    1:09:05 Islamists hate me. They will call me a secular infidel. So it’s kind of like, who am I? Maybe
    1:09:12 I have an identity crisis and I need the people to tell me who I am. Let’s go to the beginning.
    1:09:18 Let’s go to your childhood. You grew up in Egypt, Cairo, Egypt. Well, let’s figure out how you came
    1:09:26 to be who you are. I hope you become an Islam-Nazi. Yeah, exactly. It’s a long journey. I do like the
    1:09:33 swastika tattoo on your ass, which I didn’t, how did you see my ass? You know what you did.
    1:09:38 I know what you did. It was very inappropriate. You’re also obviously a sexual harasser of me.
    1:09:44 Is this like a me too? This is like 2020 or someone will come up. It’s like, okay.
    1:09:51 Please flip it. This is your me too moment. All right. So Cairo, what’s a, what’s a,
    1:10:00 what’s a defining memory, positive or negative from your childhood?
    1:10:03 My memory in general was, was cool. It was cool. I went to a Catholic
    1:10:09 school until the, for primary school, the elementary. And by the time I’d done,
    1:10:17 there was kind of like a start of a decline into the public education. And my parents,
    1:10:23 they’re like middle-class working officials. My dad was a judge. My mom was a business
    1:10:27 professor’s and she’s, and they were like, one of the people was like, they didn’t have that
    1:10:30 much luxury. My dad like drove like a regular like car, a fiat, which is like the equivalent for
    1:10:37 the Lada in Russia. Thank you for speaking to the audience. Yeah. The Lada. And so would that
    1:10:46 be a good car or a bad car? No, it’s kind of like, kind of like the minimum. And my dad was not a
    1:10:52 man of, of, of showing off. Whatever money they would do, they would put it for us, education,
    1:10:59 give everything to their kids. This is kind of like a very, very typical mentality. And I’m sure
    1:11:07 it’s in many cultures, but like, we grew up with this, like everything that we have is like for
    1:11:11 kids. So they would put us into education. So middle school, that was the big 1986 was the
    1:11:17 beginning of the explosion of like international schools, private schools. And these schools were
    1:11:23 relatively expensive. Of course, now with today’s currency, it’s ridiculous. But at that time,
    1:11:28 it’s very expensive. So I went to that school. And from there was this moment was like, you feel
    1:11:35 less right away. I mean, of course, there’s the regular bullying and stuff, but it’s, it’s not
    1:11:41 that it’s kind of like, you always feel less, you don’t have that much of like purchasing power
    1:11:45 that can allow you to go to the same outings or travel with them. And even like how you dress,
    1:11:50 it will be modest compared to them. So I was always an outsider. I was, and I compensated with
    1:11:58 that by two things, being good at school and being good at sports. So I was not like the typical
    1:12:03 nerd was just like, I was like, I was playing football, basketball, cratering field. And I was
    1:12:08 like, one of the people would like to have me on their team. So I wasn’t like, kind of like,
    1:12:13 ah, he’s nerd, get him away. But I never had a girlfriend. I never had any kind of like,
    1:12:17 was not like, I was not boyfriend material. So that’s kind of like, it leaves remnants in you
    1:12:23 that you’re not good enough. But psychologically, you’re always like, when you’re by yourself,
    1:12:27 you felt like an outsider. Yes, all the time. And that’s why it kind of like, I’m more of a loner.
    1:12:32 I don’t have a lot of what you call friends, I have acquaintances, people that I do stuff with,
    1:12:36 but I don’t have like the people that I tell them everything. When I went to medical school,
    1:12:39 now medical school is a different animal. Medical school is where all of the people from the public
    1:12:43 schools go. Public schools are very like, they are not, they don’t have like, they don’t have
    1:12:50 English language as like a strong partner, but they are brilliant people. So because they would
    1:12:56 mostly the study in Arabic, but they are brilliant and they are very, very, very smart, very sharp.
    1:13:02 But then I’ll go there. Now I am the sissy boy from the private school that comes into medical
    1:13:09 school. Now I’m an outsider again. And I go into, I go into residency and I pick up salsa.
    1:13:17 So now I’m a salsa teacher while being a cardiothoracic surgery resident. And I’m an
    1:13:24 outsider for the third time because in salsa, I’m kind of like the respectful doctor. And in
    1:13:29 resident, I’m the guy who is just dancing. So and everything, of course, as a medical resident,
    1:13:34 you will mess up a lot. Yeah. So they would always like, oh, because you’re a dancer,
    1:13:38 oh, because you don’t care about medicine. You just like want to go there and dance with women.
    1:13:41 Which is true. Yeah. And so all of my life, I felt that I’m an outsider. I’m not part of
    1:13:52 the team. I’m not part of the core group. So where and I have a story that you would love.
    1:14:00 Right before my residency, I was so much into salsa. So I asked all of them, I mean,
    1:14:06 then you saved that. And I was working in summers and I was doing extra jobs. And I took that money
    1:14:11 and I went to Miami in order to learn the way that the casino, which is the Cuban,
    1:14:17 kind of like circle salsa kind of thing. And I went there in the summer of 2001. And my return
    1:14:25 ticket was 9/12/2001. The universe is a sense of humor, I gotta tell you that. 9/12. I was supposed
    1:14:37 to be on a plane coming back to Egypt. What happens? Thank God, I ran out of money 10 days
    1:14:42 before that. Just like, all right, I changed my ticket and I came back. 9/11. I’m kind of like,
    1:14:49 my mom, wake up! Wake up! What? What? It’s like, and I see like the two tower four and it was like,
    1:14:56 I’m almost like, oh, you’re here, you’re here, you’re here. And I was like, I could have been
    1:15:03 in Guantanamo right now. Fly at 9/12. And by the way, I was in Miami. They went to the flying
    1:15:11 school in Miami. So I mean, I had like 9/11 written all over my face. You’d be all over the news.
    1:15:19 All over the news. And my mom was like, what? He went there to dance salsa? I didn’t know that
    1:15:23 salsa is like a name for terrorist. Why salsa? Why did that attract you? And what, like, can you
    1:15:30 explain what salsa is? So I mentioned to you offline that I’ve been doing a little bit of tango,
    1:15:34 trying to learn it. Yeah, like, you know, Samba salsa, Pachata, marina, it’s kind of like Latin
    1:15:39 dances. And it’s like, you know, I don’t know how you describe salsa. Couple dance on Latin beats.
    1:15:48 And I did it because I once, I, and I talk about that in my Arabic standup comedy, not the English,
    1:15:56 I talk about like how I was, you know, I didn’t have like really like a great like social life.
    1:16:04 And I, my friends went there one day and then I go into a place which it was called El Getunegro.
    1:16:11 No, no, it was called Big Fat Black Pussycat. And then I think they thought it would be like,
    1:16:18 racist or something, so it should change it to El Getunegro. Anyway, so.
    1:16:21 Great, great. Great decision. I know. So I went there and said, damn, music and women
    1:16:31 and my doctor, a doctor dancing salsa, that is a chick magnet. Yeah, 100%. We do, you know,
    1:16:38 we do everything for that. All of humans. Even power, even money. All the wars we’ve been talking
    1:16:44 about. At the end of the day. The approval from the other sex. We are, we are babies. We are terrible
    1:16:52 people. So of course, like, I mean, that was like, that was like great. But then I, as, as a nerd,
    1:17:00 I went in so hard and now I became a salsa teacher. Yeah. And I earned more money from salsa more
    1:17:07 than I did as a doctor. I didn’t know this part of you. That’s hilarious. You know, I was, I was
    1:17:13 making, I was making a killing amount of money, like huge amount of money. And I was just like,
    1:17:19 you know, I would go finish my, my, my shift and I go to the salsa class. And sometimes I would have
    1:17:23 like 70 people in my salsa class. Oh, wow. I had like the biggest salsa class in Egypt in the beginning
    1:17:29 of 2000. And it was fantastic. And it was an outlet because you go there and there’s the shifts
    1:17:35 and people dying. Damn. And he goes salsa. You must have been good. I was okay. I was cool. I was
    1:17:43 fun. There were people better than me, but I have a thing about teaching. I like teaching people.
    1:17:48 So you, you mentioned heart surgery. So what motivated you to become a doctor?
    1:17:53 It was a choice of exclusion. I mean, there’s nothing else you can do with these high grades
    1:17:58 other than doctor and engineering. I hate math. So go be a doctor. This is the Middle East. What
    1:18:05 do you expect? You see there, like I, in my joke and my show, I said, like, there’s, it can be one
    1:18:10 of three things in the Middle East, a doctor, an engineer or a disappointment. It is, that is the
    1:18:14 choices that you have. So years after. You damn good at it though. That’s a hard path though.
    1:18:28 Yeah. And it’s, it’s a fascinating one. Can I tell you something? Yes. That’s actually, I was
    1:18:33 thinking about why did I actually go into medicine and why did I always choose the hardest thing
    1:18:38 although I didn’t love it. And I have to tell you that I had an epiphany only two weeks ago.
    1:18:43 And I don’t know if that’s actually related or not. You know, remember when I told you,
    1:18:48 I went to this school and I didn’t have that much money and I didn’t have the luxury of time
    1:18:54 or money to be with those people and do what they do. So by the time I finished school and
    1:19:00 everybody was going to university, oh, everybody in my school went to the AUC, the American
    1:19:05 University in Cairo, of course. Like American education, party time, like, I mean, of course,
    1:19:13 they’re brilliant and everything, but they have, they have a different, you know, social life.
    1:19:17 And part of me, now I, I kind of like, I realized that just like very, very recently,
    1:19:25 maybe I went to the hardest school ever. So I don’t have space to use other than studying.
    1:19:35 Because if I have that much space, what I’m going to do with it. I don’t have that much
    1:19:39 freedom, I don’t have that much money. I’m not, I can’t compete with those people going out.
    1:19:43 So maybe I need a solid excuse that I’m in a place where I don’t have that much of a spare time.
    1:19:50 Is it also possible? I like how this is a therapy session where we’re psychoanalyzing you.
    1:19:55 Is it also possible that you always just pick the hardest thing you could possibly do?
    1:19:59 Maybe. But maybe that’s the Piers Morgan thing too.
    1:20:04 Like what? Maybe, but like when I left Egypt and I came here, I still had the choice to go back
    1:20:08 to medicine. But I hated it. I hated medicine traumatized me. The amount of like, you give up,
    1:20:16 you know, my brother in Egypt, he had a daughter, she’s a brilliant basketball player. She is in
    1:20:21 the national team, amazing. I used to play basketball also in the Egyptian league, but I never,
    1:20:26 I was kind of like my favorite position in the court was the bench. And I was not as good as her,
    1:20:33 but she, and then, and then he, it was time for her to go into college. And he, he didn’t talk to
    1:20:41 me for six weeks. I said, man, tell me what’s happened to Farida, which college, like I didn’t
    1:20:46 want to tell you, she went into medicine. I said, what medicine? Why did he do it? Because he knows
    1:20:50 how I hated it. I was traumatized. And I said, like, dude, she’s a basketball player. Make her go
    1:20:56 like to an easy school. So that’s kind of. He still did it. He still did it. I still did it,
    1:21:02 but I don’t know. Is it because of the difficulty or because, because of what I told you, maybe I
    1:21:08 needed something, maybe because I was not very confident in my social life. So I needed a distraction
    1:21:15 not to be, to have that much of a social life. Oh, wow. Okay. You understand? Yeah. Uh-huh. It’s,
    1:21:20 it’s kind of loud because I will always have an excuse. I’m sorry. I have something. I have exams.
    1:21:24 And I don’t know. I kind of like self sabotaged my own thing because I couldn’t compete with,
    1:21:30 with those people on, on the outing and the money and whatever. So I need an excuse to
    1:21:34 be like, oh, he’s a doctor. He’s studying. At least in your own mind, you couldn’t compete.
    1:21:38 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I, I, I always felt as less because I mean, I, I didn’t have any girlfriends in,
    1:21:44 in, in school. I had a very latent life and everything to me came to life. So I always felt
    1:21:49 even stand up comedy. It came very late to me in life. So I always feel that I’m not good enough.
    1:21:55 I feel that I didn’t spend the time of, to build the foundation that other comedians do.
    1:22:01 So I always feel that I am too lucky. I always feel that this is a fleeting thing. And when I
    1:22:09 went, had the, the, the height and the fall, the fall or in Egypt, when I would like the top of,
    1:22:15 of everything I was like, so, so famous. And then everything was taken away from me. That’s like,
    1:22:19 oh, you see, I told you, that’s happens when you don’t build foundation, you fall. So I always
    1:22:24 feel that I, that I am not good enough. Or if I am in a position where people think I am deep
    1:22:31 inside, I’m not, you know, that I have a speech impediment that I was not meant to be a TV presenter.
    1:22:36 I have an air in Arabic. It’s very obvious. I cannot roll my Rs.
    1:22:41 I cannot say er, I cannot roll it. So in Arabic, like Spanish, it’s very obvious.
    1:22:47 So when I did my first video on the internet that made me famous, and then I got my television
    1:22:52 deed back there, there in Egypt, my partner at the time, he took the video and you went to a
    1:22:57 producer. I said, like, are you giving me a guy with a lisp? He couldn’t, he should, that’s why
    1:23:02 when I came on television, I was the first ever guy with a lisp. I had two things going for me,
    1:23:06 the lisp and the big nose. And I was always bullied for two, for these two all the time. So I always
    1:23:11 felt less. See, but that’s a foundation of like, creating a great person. Yeah. Because if you’re
    1:23:18 pretty, you don’t need to do much. I probably wouldn’t recommend it, but it is, it is true that
    1:23:28 if you are pretty, do some disfigurement. Find the flaws and be extremely self critical about them.
    1:23:38 So you saw John Stewart on TV for the first time in 2003, I believe. How did that change your life?
    1:23:47 I was in a gym and I was running on the treadmill. And at that time, CNN was coming out on like,
    1:23:54 on cable. And I was watching and there is this studio, I don’t know what it is. So I put
    1:24:02 the earphones on and I started watching. And I was so taken by this, that I stopped the treadmill
    1:24:11 and I just like stood for the 20 minutes like this on the treadmill. And then I just like
    1:24:16 standing there. I didn’t know what we always use saying. I didn’t understand what is Democrats,
    1:24:21 what is Republicans, what is, what the, those names that he’s saying, what is Fox News? I don’t
    1:24:25 understand. But I was fascinated. There was something, you know, when you don’t understand
    1:24:30 the music, but you get the rhythm, it was that. I wonder what that is that you saw. It’s like the
    1:24:36 timing of the humor. I mean, there is, John Stewart is one of a kind, like his biting criticism of
    1:24:44 power, I would say, and also ability to highlight the absurdity of it all.
    1:24:48 But you understand, I didn’t understand any of that. But I didn’t understand any of the references.
    1:24:52 But it is the rhythm. The rhythm. You know, sometimes when you even see like a comedy,
    1:24:58 that is the language you don’t understand, but there’s a rhythm. There’s something,
    1:25:05 there’s something in the music. So there’s something with the videos and the pictures and
    1:25:10 he and the face and people reacting. What is this? What is this? What is this? And we had the global
    1:25:18 edition. So I went to the YouTube and I just like started to kind of like, watch every single episode
    1:25:23 that I can. I said, like, do you think we can have this in Egypt? I said, never. And then 2011,
    1:25:29 like I had a friend of mine who was also a YouTube partner. It was something new at the time. He said,
    1:25:35 like, let’s do something on the internet. Let’s do something. I said, I want to do John Stewart.
    1:25:40 Do Ray William Johnson, John Stewart will not work. I was like, I want to do John Stewart.
    1:25:44 Yeah. So that was in there. Yeah, it was in there. And I did it and it worked.
    1:25:51 Can you talk about 2011? I mean, what is the Arab Spring? What is it? People here in America, you know?
    1:25:58 Depends on which side. Does something happen or what?
    1:26:03 Depends which side of the equation you are. Because for a lot of people,
    1:26:09 it’s a conspiracy. It’s American made. It is the Muslim Brotherhood. It’s the Islamist.
    1:26:13 It is Israel. It is everything else other than people. Oh, but it’s a pure revolution. It’s a
    1:26:18 pure. I think we put too much weight on conspiracies. I think it is normal human behavior that then
    1:26:28 become get maybe used or abused or taken advantage of by other powers. And then the conspiracy
    1:26:35 starts. But at the time, the Arab Spring didn’t start in Egypt. It starts in Tunisia.
    1:26:41 Boaziz, a fruit vendor, burned himself up like the American soldiers who did that a few days ago.
    1:26:50 And that kind of sparked protests in Tunisia. And Ben Ali was a dictator in Tunisia for about
    1:26:57 like 20 years and they removed him. So suddenly it was kind of like a domino effect. So then
    1:27:03 Egypt started and it just took 18 days. And you know, people hindsight is 2020. Say inside,
    1:27:10 like you know, just Mubarak became like a burden on the military because the military are the real
    1:27:14 rulers of the country. You might have a president that kind of like have certain powers. But at the
    1:27:19 end of the day, when the military sees that a certain president is like too much of a burden,
    1:27:23 too much of like a, you know, so like they cut him off. And Mubarak is the leader of Egypt at the time.
    1:27:29 He was there for 30 years. 30 years. By the way, speaking of which, because it was a joke and you
    1:27:33 marked Twain’s speech, I got teary-eyed just watching that. That was great. You’re like
    1:27:38 fucking great. Like what you did when Mark Twain awards for John Stewart. It’s great. I mean,
    1:27:43 your comedy is great in general. And I wanted to go to your show. I definitely will. But that’s
    1:27:49 like a little stroll in the complete tangent of just the masterful introduction and celebration
    1:27:54 of John Stewart. Anyway, Mubarak. And it’s the joke that I say also like Mubarak had like was
    1:28:01 a president for 30 years. Like, oh my God, he had a president for 30 years. Like it’s the Middle
    1:28:04 East. It’s a very short first term. It’s like, it’s like we’re still warming up. And I thought
    1:28:09 of like, we need to plan ahead. We need to plan our, our, our, our vacations, our careers, our
    1:28:14 jail time. It’s just like we need to. So, so we had kind of like the shortest, nicest revolution,
    1:28:23 18 days. And we thought, oh, 18 days, we can change the country in 18 days. So, but of course,
    1:28:28 we were naive and we had this kind of hope. So, Mubarak was removed. There was an interim period
    1:28:33 by the military took it for one year. Then they did elections. Muslim Brotherhood came to power.
    1:28:37 They stayed for one, one, one year. And then the military removed them. And in these three years,
    1:28:46 my show started. It started by kind of like a YouTube video. It became famous overnight.
    1:28:53 Overnight, five to six videos, boom, went out. And at that time, I was waiting to get my clearance
    1:29:00 to go to Cleveland. I, I, I was the accepted in a fellowship as a pediatric heart surgery in a,
    1:29:06 in a hospital in Cleveland. And, and I said, all right, I’m just going to do a couple of videos.
    1:29:11 Maybe I’m going to put it on the internet. And maybe after a year or two, after I come back
    1:29:14 from the fellowship, somebody will come, Hey, why don’t you write a show that looks like John
    1:29:17 Stewart? That was my main, took five weeks. I had my first contract of television and overnight,
    1:29:24 the exposure and over the next two, three years, I had 30 to 40 million people watch,
    1:29:30 30 to 40 million people watching every episode. A lot of this like, wow, that’s too much. That
    1:29:36 is terrifying. Because it means that there are 30 million people who have an opinion about you.
    1:29:42 You said there’s a lot of aspects of that sudden thing that were just toxic. It’s toxic. It’s
    1:29:48 unnatural. It’s unnatural. When people started to recognize me in the street and take pictures,
    1:29:53 I was awkward. It’s like, why do you want to have a picture with me? Why? Why is it because I didn’t
    1:29:58 feel that I’m worthy enough to be like a reward for someone to have a picture. And I didn’t
    1:30:02 understand it. I was actually, I was kind of an ass sometimes because people thought it was arrogant.
    1:30:07 No, it was confusion. And I remember like my director and my producers and people are,
    1:30:12 they always saw me in a very bad mood. It’s like, why are you, why are you not enjoying this?
    1:30:19 It’s like, because this is not natural. This is not natural. This adoration, this love, and this
    1:30:24 have to end somehow. And it did. And in, because at a certain point, you are human. You, and people
    1:30:34 kind of, the adoration and the fun and the love comes because they see you saying stuff because
    1:30:39 you do your job basically. Political satire is basically us making fun of politicians in the
    1:30:44 media. And a lot of people have a really strong opinions about politicians in the media. So we
    1:30:49 came that we articulate that and we give it to them and we make them laugh. So for them, we made
    1:30:54 a great job. So why don’t you do more? But you are limited. And at a certain time, you can’t.
    1:31:02 And at a certain time, you’re afraid because we’re humans. Because you’re afraid about like,
    1:31:06 if I continue speaking up, not like something will happen to me. I’m kind of like, maybe have
    1:31:11 some protection because I’m, I’m folk, people see me, but what are the people around you?
    1:31:16 And we, I’ve seen that. So that’s why at a certain point it’s like, that’s it. I can’t.
    1:31:22 I mean, there’s a lot of things to say there, but one of the difficult things of fame
    1:31:26 in your situation is you’re not just having fun. You’re criticizing power.
    1:31:31 Yeah. And, and, and, and it is loved by the people, but it comes with a price because at a
    1:31:37 certain price, if the power is too strong and you’re not into a situation or a system that
    1:31:43 allows that, that gives you that kind of safety. So what happened? What happened? I was, so when,
    1:31:53 so the height of my fame, when the Muslim brothers were, brotherhood was in power.
    1:31:59 And at that time they had their media and I had one show. I had like one hour per week and they
    1:32:04 had five channels, 24/7. And they were like, you know, I’m, I’m, I’m, I’m, I’m, John Stewart
    1:32:10 said it beautifully one. It’s like, we say shit and you say shit. And we just say shit better than
    1:32:15 you. This is exactly what John Stewart was like. We’re just better. We’re better at saying shit
    1:32:20 back. So, so basically I had one hour and they had like the five thing that they were like, you
    1:32:24 know, they’re calling me all kinds of names, not just me, like all their enemies, you know.
    1:32:28 And then I just had one hour and I would kind of like annihilate them in one hour a week.
    1:32:32 So at a certain point they would, they would even like kind of be the side with the army against
    1:32:40 the, the, the, the kind of the, the, the, the liberal secular, whatever you call it. And at a
    1:32:45 certain point the army kind of like flipped everybody. Like kind of like the, the, the, the,
    1:32:50 the, the, the, the, yeah, yeah, they removed the Muslim brotherhood. They came to power and we,
    1:32:55 I, I can, I have to say, I admitted, I supported that in the beginning because I had daily threats.
    1:33:01 I had, I was actually interrogated and arrested under the Muslim brotherhood. I was in, in an
    1:33:06 interrogation for six hours and they were asking me about my jokes and I used that in my stand-up
    1:33:10 comedy, describing exactly what happened in the six hours and it is so funny. Okay. Well, it’s hilarious.
    1:33:17 But what, it’s slow down. You were interrogated by the brotherhood. The general prosecutor,
    1:33:23 the general prosecutor, and it was based because of complaints by the, the officials in the government
    1:33:28 because in order to the general prosecutor to do it, it has to have a high up mandate to bring
    1:33:33 that person to questioning. So they went through kind of official channels? Oh yeah, yeah, absolutely.
    1:33:38 So it’s all, yeah, it was official. It was legal, very legal. So I went there and, and I, and I asked,
    1:33:44 and, and it’s kind of like a bunch of like insulting Islam, insulting president,
    1:33:49 spreading false rumors. And I went there and I, and it was funny because I go into the building
    1:33:53 where there’s police officers and their judges and all of them are big fans of the show.
    1:33:57 And some of them were taking pictures of me and then I’m sitting there and it was the most ridiculous
    1:34:03 interview ever because he was asking me about my jokes. It’s like, what did you mean by this joke?
    1:34:07 And it’s like, nothing. It was there for six hours. He’s just reading your jokes. He was reading my
    1:34:15 joke and he’s reading the jokes and the junior judge is sitting there like cracking up. I remember
    1:34:21 that. That’s dark. It’s, it’s kind of like, and I’m laughing, but in the same time, it’s like the
    1:34:30 whole situation is ridiculous. But then at the end, I was released on bail. So I went back to my show
    1:34:35 and I make fun of that. And you have to be honest, the Muslim Brotherhood were in power,
    1:34:40 but Egypt was like right out of the revolution for there was kind of like an equal
    1:34:44 spread of power between the people. There was not like someone who would come in and just like,
    1:34:50 the Muslim Brotherhood, we didn’t have that power yet, but there were kind of
    1:34:53 people so that they were moving towards that. And then the tension rose and then there was like a
    1:34:58 kind of a, a confrontation between them and the army. And then a lot of people were killed in the
    1:35:02 street. It was terrible massacre. And, and then suddenly I am blamed for all of that. It’s like,
    1:35:08 you made fun of us. So now it made it easier for people to kill. It’s like, dude, come on,
    1:35:13 you’re doing that to me too. I just did it better than you. And the fact that you sided with the
    1:35:17 same people that flipped against you, that’s not my fault. Did you criticize the army at all?
    1:35:22 Yeah. So after that show, I did like one episode against the army and I was canceled the next day.
    1:35:27 And then I went to another channel did 16 episodes in a different season. And it was, I was walking
    1:35:33 on eggshells. And then it was canceled again. And then my, the production company that was doing
    1:35:39 my show that we severed ties because they’re, we didn’t have the show. They had their, their
    1:35:44 offices raided. I have people like having death threats. So I woke up one day, 11th of November,
    1:35:49 2014. And my lawyer said, like, leave the country right now. There is this legal case that we,
    1:35:56 that they kind of like, they’re coming for you. But I said, like, you cannot, it was an arbitration
    1:36:01 case. And I lost against Mike, Mike, the channel that basically canceled me. And it’s like, I don’t
    1:36:06 know, but there’s no jail time in arbitration. It’s like, yeah, tell that to the judge, just leave.
    1:36:10 So I jumped on a plane. The verdict was 12 noon, 11 November, five
    1:36:16 afternoon. I was on a plane, left Egypt, and I never came back since then.
    1:36:19 Was there a worry of non legal things like assassination?
    1:36:28 I can tell you something. I was so stressed because of the show, because of everything.
    1:36:33 I sometimes I would wake up in the morning and I hope that like bullet will come and finish
    1:36:37 everything because I was so stressed. It’s like, I would love because I’m too much
    1:36:42 of a chicken to kill myself. So I would like rather have someone else do it for me.
    1:36:46 So I, I, I was, I was so under so much pressure. And I remember the day that like my show was
    1:36:55 canceled indefinitely, the second time under the army. And I was like, I don’t have to worry
    1:37:02 about what kind of script I have to write next week. Because this is, you know, remember when
    1:37:06 you asked me about like that tweet, but like all of the same, this accusation doesn’t bother me.
    1:37:11 Infidels by a secret, you Zionist, the Slamo Nazi. That’s bullshit. What is really,
    1:37:21 what really leaves a mark is the criticism to your craft and your work. So if you’re not funny,
    1:37:27 goes deeper. Yeah, certain things get to you better than others, especially if you have like
    1:37:34 a secret suspicion that you are like, maybe not funny. Maybe I’m not, because I was putting to
    1:37:40 that is like, because that toast to your insecurities is like, I know, but you shouldn’t say it out loud.
    1:37:47 You shouldn’t say the truth out loud. But what about the weight of the responsibility of
    1:37:55 speaking truth to power? So like walking on eggshells, like what did that feel like? Well,
    1:38:00 after the Muslim Brotherhood were removed, you have to understand like when the military coup
    1:38:07 happened, it was a very popular coup. Like people love the army. In Egypt, the army is more sacred
    1:38:13 than the religion. People love the army. So me going against the army was, I mean,
    1:38:20 the Muslim Brotherhood was not very popular. They were popular before their own bases.
    1:38:24 But people accepted the fact that like we make fun of them. But Ceci at that time, he was a god.
    1:38:29 And I used to go to this high class club called Ghizira Club. And this is basically kind of like
    1:38:36 the kind of upper middle class, upper class kind of people. And during that year of the
    1:38:43 Muslim Brotherhood, I was the most popular ever. People come, yeah. When the military came in,
    1:38:49 people were walking to me like pointing their fingers like, don’t speak about Ceci,
    1:38:53 don’t speak about the army. We love you now. But don’t you do it like that.
    1:38:57 So I called John Steward just like, I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to do.
    1:39:04 And at that time, all of the channels were like closed down, all of the
    1:39:08 individuals, I was the only one left because it was difficult for them to get rid of me very
    1:39:12 quickly because I was too popular. It was kind of like peace, peace-mealing kind of like go.
    1:39:18 And I remember it’s like, I don’t know what to do. He said like, you don’t have to do anything,
    1:39:23 just your safety comes first. And he said, but I can’t, I mean, I’ve been doing that for two years.
    1:39:29 And I kind of just like say, bye-bye guys. I have a responsibility, I have a team,
    1:39:33 I have people working for me. And I also, I cannot just like disappear.
    1:39:39 And he said, the most interesting thing ever. And say, if you’re afraid of something,
    1:39:46 make fun about the fact that you’re afraid of it. Instead of talking about that something.
    1:39:52 So there was like a whole episode that we did not even mention Ceci.
    1:39:57 We did not even mention it, but the videos did all the thing. And the whole episode was me
    1:40:02 trying to avoid talking about it. And that’s how the comedy was created. The fact that I don’t
    1:40:09 want to be here. And so he said, like, if you will be surprised how people can relate to that,
    1:40:15 because there was a lot of kind of like, oh, we love him, but we feel we cannot speak.
    1:40:20 So just by doing the simple thing about premiering the society, that goes a long way.
    1:40:29 And I kind of tried to do what I can under the military. I mean, they came up with
    1:40:34 a machine that treats AIDS and hepatitis C virus. And basically every single end. And I went to
    1:40:45 town with that. Because people think that he doesn’t really have to go in to go
    1:40:53 to the bigger post like, you’re an asshole. No, you talk about their propaganda. You talk about
    1:40:59 what they want people to perceive them at. And it’s a failure. And for that, that kind of hit them
    1:41:06 even more. Because what do authoritarian figures do? They work on two things, fear
    1:41:12 and propaganda. And from that, it gets the perspective. So when you go into their propaganda
    1:41:19 and expose them, they have nothing else. That’s brilliant. So like you are walking on actuals,
    1:41:23 but you’re doing it masterfully, that you’re revealing sort of the flaws in the propaganda,
    1:41:28 the absurdity of the propaganda and so doing or criticizing them. And this is why comedy is very
    1:41:32 specific, because people say, you were not as hard on him as you were in the Muslim Brotherhood.
    1:41:37 Yes, because on the Muslim Brotherhood, we were just like, saying shit to each other. Yeah.
    1:41:41 But now the ceiling was like here. So it’s kind of like, how can you do something from here?
    1:41:47 Yeah, exactly. That’s the art form. In the Soviet Union, under Stalin, a lot of the criticism came
    1:41:54 from children’s stories and children’s cartoons. Double meaning, double in the window stuff,
    1:42:02 that means other stuff. That is the brilliance. But everyone knows. Everyone knows. Because you
    1:42:10 are like putting a mirror. You’re mirroring the society. It’s fascinating. And that’s why I was
    1:42:14 tensed twice. And that is a scary one, the army. You see that in Ukraine. Everybody supports the
    1:42:22 army. That’s why Zelensky getting rid of the head of the army was a big, big deal. It’s a really
    1:42:30 dangerous thing. Because everyone was afraid to say anything negative about the army, especially
    1:42:35 during war in that case. And in this case, maybe there’s civil war, that kind of thing. But think
    1:42:40 about it. Actually, an army during peace is much more dangerous. Because think about it. I don’t
    1:42:45 really have an enemy to fight. But I have all of this power, all of this tank. Why is this
    1:42:50 actor have more money than me? Yeah. I’m protecting him. Why does this businessman think that he can
    1:42:57 get on his private plane and go to Paris? And why I’m here sitting like not having all of these
    1:43:03 things? So, and there’s a lot of time on your hand because your job is to go fight. When you don’t
    1:43:10 go fight. And we when you have the lack of that’s why that’s one of the things I love the United
    1:43:15 States about is the fact that the army cannot really get power. But the kind of like the army
    1:43:20 is the power is actually in the military industrial complex, which is a different issue. Yeah. It’s
    1:43:25 kind of like a different kind of issue. But if you have all of that power, like why am I sitting
    1:43:29 around just like playing guard for you guys? That’s why Iran is terrifying. Because you have
    1:43:34 this military that it just becomes a police force that turns against its own people. Yeah.
    1:43:39 So you’re, you’re a famous guy talking shit in the middle of all that. Yeah. And I when I left,
    1:43:48 I went through a very dark side, dark, dark, dark, because all of the insecurities, all of the stuff
    1:43:54 that had been like working on my head now came to life. And now I’m in America and I’m a nobody.
    1:43:59 I’m a nobody. And now it’s like, I have to do something, have to earn some money. So I started
    1:44:04 to stand up comedy five years ago. And I sucked because it was my second language and I was new.
    1:44:11 And now I will go to these comedy clubs was like kids on 21, 22 people. And then I’m there with
    1:44:16 a family to support that I’m going there to do it for $15, $20. And I was bad. You’re, you’re,
    1:44:23 you’re bombing bombing big time, eating shit, eating big time, dying up there big time. And I
    1:44:29 would go back home and I would cry. And then what made it worse is sometimes, like a fan,
    1:44:35 like not a fan, a bunch of fans from Egypt. Oh, that’s the music. They come.
    1:44:39 Yeah. That kind of like face of adoration that goes.
    1:44:48 And I could see it in their face. I think he’s going to drive an Uber in a couple of weeks.
    1:44:58 That’s that kind of pressure. And I would go when I would cry. And, and I, and then the central,
    1:45:05 oh, you left, you, you, you, you gave up, you’re a sellout, you’re a coward. Why don’t you speak
    1:45:11 from abroad? You’re, you’re safe now. Like I, I don’t, I already spoke. I don’t want to be,
    1:45:16 because I don’t want to be an activist. I was doing that for comedy, because when it was good
    1:45:21 for everybody, but now they want me to go go into YouTube and just like throw rocks from outside.
    1:45:26 I was like, you know, I understand. I have family there. And, and, and it was this kind of like
    1:45:32 thing, like that I am being like attacked for not doing what I should do in their face and
    1:45:39 attacked for not being funny and not doing good being. And now I’m a fan. Like maybe it was wrong.
    1:45:43 And I was, I didn’t know. I really, it was so traumatic that I don’t know actually how I went
    1:45:50 through these years. And I blocked so many details from my brain because I have been using this
    1:45:57 technique for a while now that I have been erasing a lot of my, there is a lot of memory gaps
    1:46:04 in my brain. And I’m trying to suppress it because it was very, very, very traumatic.
    1:46:10 And a lot of people told me, you have to go to therapy, but I, I don’t, I can’t, I don’t know.
    1:46:16 I, I’m, I’m worried to open the floodgates and I’m thinking as if I’m functional and I’m not
    1:46:21 killing anybody, I’m okay. It’s like, I think Elon tweeted, uh, never went to therapy. It’s
    1:46:29 going to be on my headstone. Yeah. To your best buds. Okay. Uh, I mean, that is like
    1:46:38 terrifyingly difficult to, like after being a surgeon, after being a superstar, super famous,
    1:46:47 going to eat shit at local tiny clubs in the United States. I mean, eating shit, period.
    1:46:54 Yeah. Like bombing is really, really, really difficult, really difficult for 20 year olds.
    1:47:01 Imagine when you’re 45, 46, and the, and then people’s like, is this his midlife crisis? What is
    1:47:07 this? I, I, I, I went through a lot of pain and a lot of like the doubts and it was terrible.
    1:47:17 Wait, I mean, how did you survive? I mean, I know you blocked off most of it,
    1:47:22 but what, what gave you like strength through all that?
    1:47:24 Because I didn’t have any other choice because I started that. And the only reason that I could
    1:47:29 is to continue. I, I, I, I don’t know what else to do. I don’t want to go back to medicine.
    1:47:34 I don’t want to go. I don’t, I don’t want to do that. And I don’t, I don’t know. I was,
    1:47:38 and bit by bit, bit by bit, I started to kind of like be better, be better, be better. And I was,
    1:47:45 at a certain time, a year ago, a year ago, this is where I started to kind of like hone the craft
    1:47:52 and kind of sell more tickets and sometimes even sell out some shows and sometimes sell a theater.
    1:47:57 So like it was going and the money was flowing and it was good. And then I was like, why didn’t I,
    1:48:04 I wanted faster, I wanted more, I wanted now, I wanted, I want Netflix deal or whatever.
    1:48:09 And then the piece Morgan thing happened and then I blew up and then suddenly I’m selling
    1:48:12 out everywhere. And it’s like, ah, if those people came, if that, that, that the war happened
    1:48:17 two years ago, I will not be ready. So now they come to the show. And by the way, my show
    1:48:23 had nothing to do with October 7th. My show is my thing that I’ve been crafting and working on,
    1:48:28 you know, how difficult it is to do the first hour, that the hour that I’ve been working on for
    1:48:33 five years. And it’s all my personal story, all of what like what happened to me, to me as an immigrant
    1:48:38 coming here to the United States, finding Trump as a president, finding myself in the middle of a
    1:48:42 gun rally, finding myself in the middle of a bombing, kind of like talking about how I got
    1:48:46 my citizenship. It’s all like funny stories. I want like my origin story. So they come in
    1:48:51 and they expect October 7th and all of she’s my personal story, but it’s good and it kills and
    1:48:55 they love it. It’s like, if that, if that kind of like blew up in America happened to me two,
    1:48:59 three years ago, I would not have people who come and be disappointed. So I gotta say the timing
    1:49:04 of October 7th is very suspicious. Oh my God, please don’t say that. I don’t know. I’m just asking
    1:49:10 questions. I don’t know. I’m telling you, one of the funniest thing, a guy, I was in Dubai
    1:49:16 and like a TV anchor came to me, pass him, you sif, he flourishes during revolutions and war is
    1:49:21 like, what, what, what, dude, you’re, you’re making me sound like a bad omen, a very bad omen.
    1:49:28 Yeah, you, Hamas and BB together orchestrated all of this. Oh my God, that’s the, that’s the
    1:49:34 trilogy. You guys should go on the road together telling you that phone call is coming. Yeah,
    1:49:41 but Hamas has to open. And they would really bomb, right? They would really bomb.
    1:49:47 I love dark humor. You do a show like you were saying in English and in Arabic. So and the story
    1:49:59 is very different, totally different, two different stories. I would love to just the language
    1:50:03 difference because it’s the music of the language is also different. So like what, what’s, how can
    1:50:09 you convert it into words? But what’s, what’s the difference in the music of the languages? I’ll
    1:50:13 tell you because I thought about that a lot. So when I was doing the English first, I was,
    1:50:23 I actually had good jokes, but I was missing the delivery because the cadence and the music
    1:50:29 and the rhythm is different. The way that an English speaking American member of audience
    1:50:35 will receive it, it will be different than how I receive it, the energy, everything’s different.
    1:50:39 So when I kind of like got it,
    1:50:43 I didn’t know how to switch back to Arabic. Oh, wow. Yeah, fascinating. Because easy thing,
    1:50:53 with English stand up comedy, English, you have a huge library, you have like a legacy,
    1:50:56 you have like years and years and years and years of people doing comedy. But in Arabic,
    1:50:59 it’s a very new, very new to us. And most of the Arabic stand up comedy, especially in Egypt, is
    1:51:04 very tamed. This is kind of like, imagine the stand up comedy scene in American 1960s before
    1:51:13 Lenny Bruce. So no swearing conservative. I don’t know, wearing nothing conservative,
    1:51:18 everything. Yeah, it’s kind of like very, so I didn’t know what to do there.
    1:51:23 So I broke the bars, I became Lenny Bruce, I became a George Conn, so I went in and I went
    1:51:29 and I, and I changed the whole thing. Seven words, you know, for me, there are 15 words.
    1:51:34 Arabic is a very rich language. So when I did, here’s the difference between the Arabic and the
    1:51:45 English show. The English show, surprise, surprise, is a unifying language, even for a group of Arabs.
    1:51:53 So if I give the same exact show to the same 1000 audience members in the same theater,
    1:52:00 and there are same people, same makeup of like Lebanese, Egyptian, Syrian, Saudis, English
    1:52:07 will be a unifying language. Arabic is a dividing language because you have 22 dialects and the
    1:52:13 dialects are vastly different. And like, maybe Egyptians understand a little bit of Lebanese,
    1:52:17 but not that much, but the references, Algerian, Moroccan, Tunisian, totally different animal.
    1:52:22 That’s like a totally different language. Saudi, Emirati, Kuwaiti, totally different.
    1:52:26 People understand the Egyptian dialect because it’s the dialect of most of the
    1:52:29 artwork and the movies, but the reference in the everyday street talk might not be
    1:52:34 understood by them. So now I have to go in and talk to all of these dialects together.
    1:52:41 So I formed my big, big part of my show is like, what are you guys expecting of this?
    1:52:48 This is what, this is, we gonna, when I go do profanity and you’re gonna like it.
    1:52:53 This is the problem with the show as a dialect. And I construct all of these sentences formed
    1:53:00 of so different, different words. For example, an iron in any, in any, in any Arab dialect is
    1:53:08 an iron. In Saudi Arabia, it means ass. That’s one example. That’s one example, you know.
    1:53:14 So imagine if you can actually construct sentences having all of these things in one
    1:53:18 set. So I would, I would construct like a whole section of my show about that.
    1:53:23 So it’s really very much about like self-reflective on language and the limits of language that’s
    1:53:28 allowed. And the limits of language. And I tell them, part of the show is like, I know what’s
    1:53:32 the problem with me doing Arabic. It’s like, if this was an English show and I was telling you,
    1:53:35 fuck and shit, I bet you’ll be, ha, ha, ha, ha. But if I do one swear words, all of you will
    1:53:39 cringe. Yeah. It’s like, why is it, is it because we are ashamed for only, so it’s kind of like,
    1:53:46 it is, it’s not just like about swearing. It’s about like, there’s a lot of philosophical
    1:53:50 pathways in this. Yeah. There’s profanity and we, we, we, people have fun, whatever. But like,
    1:53:55 it is about like, what does it, how do we treat our language? And I tell them, we speak Arabic
    1:54:00 as Arabs, but it’s not the same Arabic. It’s crazy, right? And you’re doing the show in America
    1:54:05 also, which is another level of. Oh yeah. Actually, the Arab diaspora in America is some of the best
    1:54:10 audiences I have. They are like, wonderful. And they come from, and I did, and I do, and I did it
    1:54:16 also in the Middle East. And maybe I’ll do like an Arab tour in the Middle East in the fall.
    1:54:21 Which countries would you go to or not? I would, Jordan, Lebanon, I’m doing UAE, I’m doing Kuwait,
    1:54:29 Egypt, Bahrain, Egypt, I don’t think so. I don’t think so. Is it personal? Is it
    1:54:36 worry about your safety? Well, I have the American citizenship right now. So I am relatively safe.
    1:54:44 There’s a bloc. Honestly, there’s a bloc. There’s a person, there’s, there’s, there’s so much that
    1:54:50 happened. And I don’t, and I never, I know never bad mouth each, this is my country. There’s some,
    1:54:55 like it has all of my marriage, 40 years of my life I lived there. But when you get hurt so much,
    1:55:02 instead of trying to kind of, I don’t want to take revenge, I don’t want to like that, I just want
    1:55:08 to avoid. Because Egypt gave me so much fame and so much love and so much hate and so much rejection.
    1:55:14 It is a very, it was a very tumulus relationship. Very, very difficult. And it’s a, and a lot of
    1:55:23 people tell me, well, don’t you miss Egypt? And I tell them every time, the Egypt that I miss is not
    1:55:28 there anymore. It’s not bad or good. It’s not worse or better. It’s just, I’m different. And the
    1:55:33 places are different. And the people are different. And their circumstances are different. Whatever
    1:55:37 image I had you have of what you love is not there anymore. That’s why a lot of immigrants,
    1:55:41 especially Arab immigrants, they, they live here, but they’re there. And then when they go back
    1:55:47 for a vacation, they get disappointed because they didn’t find what they want. And then they come
    1:55:51 back here and they’re disappointed because this is what they want to come back, but it’s not there
    1:55:55 anymore. Yeah. Their view of that place is from a different time. I have that, you know, my parents,
    1:56:04 but everybody that left the Soviet Union, I mean, it’s such a complicated relationship with that.
    1:56:10 It’s sometimes borders on hate, disappointment in the, in the case of the Soviet Union,
    1:56:18 perhaps similar to Egypt is the promises sold when you were younger and the promises broken
    1:56:24 by the possibility of what it was supposed to be. With the Soviet Union, I’m sure with Egypt
    1:56:29 is the same. Iran is the same. So they have a very complicated relationship with that.
    1:56:36 Yeah. That’s why like for them, people from Iran, you know, I remember, I remember quite well the
    1:56:40 World Cup that was made in, in the United States. And the Iranian team will play in America. And
    1:56:46 there were people, people in the audience or wearing, they hate the regime, but they have this
    1:56:52 kind of connection with the country. Yeah. And this is, this is the whole thing. You can actually
    1:56:58 love the country and you not have to agree with the regime. Would, would, uh, would you ever
    1:57:04 perform in the West Bank? No. Gaza. Because if I go there, I have to go to the Israeli checkpoints
    1:57:09 and I don’t want to go through this. I don’t want to have an Israeli soldier telling me what to do.
    1:57:14 Yeah. There’s a demeaning aspect to that whole. Very. Even in subtle ways. Yeah. Yeah. I mean,
    1:57:19 I have so many Palestinian friends with an American passport, US passport living here.
    1:57:24 They are born here and they talk about the humiliation and the intimidation and the harassment
    1:57:30 that they go in. It’s like, do you want me to try? Yeah. That little bit of a humiliation.
    1:57:36 Little bit. Oh, sometimes it’s major, but I noticed that, you know, even the little bit
    1:57:46 is, uh, has the, after a lifetime of that, it can turn to, uh, it can turn to hate towards the other.
    1:57:53 Yeah. And resentment. Resentment. And then how do you do anything with that resentment?
    1:57:58 I have a friend of mine. He is from Palestine, from the West Bank. He’s American here. He’s
    1:58:02 born here. And, uh, we talk about, you know, we have of course all of this discussion of what
    1:58:09 would happen. And he tells me, you know, in October 11th in the West Bank, in, in those, uh, a village
    1:58:15 called Kosra. And on that village, like the settlers went in around the region. They send
    1:58:21 a message on Facebook because like you rats going, they are out of your sewers and we’re
    1:58:25 going to be waiting for you intimidation through technology. And then they went, uh, uh, it is,
    1:58:32 Kosra have like another, uh, settlement next to it called the Eskodesh. Eskodesh, they have people
    1:58:39 there who were training something called Meshmeriti Yisha, which is basically the guardians of Yisha.
    1:58:46 And it’s like a paramilitary group that trains other settlers on military combat, give them weapons
    1:58:53 and do like military drills. And they went there like militarized and went there. And, and it was
    1:58:59 actually co-founded by a Jew from Brooklyn, not even an, an, an, an, an Israeli. And he is like
    1:59:07 one of the disciples of Mahir Kahana. I’m sure that you know what Mahir Kahana is. It was the
    1:59:12 Jewish defense lead, the people who assassinated Alex Awuda here in the United States. And,
    1:59:16 and they were, they were there with their weapons outside, intimidating people. Now,
    1:59:22 this story carries everything that is wrong with the situation. You have people from Brooklyn,
    1:59:27 from outside, just because they’re Jewish, they can’t come and they can’t claim the land from
    1:59:30 the people there. Anybody from Paul, just because he’s Jewish, you can come and take the land from
    1:59:34 other people. They’re using technology to intimidate Palestinians. They have unchecked military power.
    1:59:40 These are not IDF soldiers. These are settlers and they have free reign in order to intimidate
    1:59:45 and to kill the people. And you understand, this is the daily life of Palestinians, not in Gaza,
    1:59:51 in the West Bank. What do you do from your, what do we do? What do people do
    1:59:56 to nudge this towards peace, towards flourishing? Here’s the thing. I want to talk to
    2:00:06 the people of Israel. What is Israel doing right now is not just
    2:00:11 unfair to the Palestinians. It’s unfair to the Jewish people in Israel. No, it is unfair to the
    2:00:18 Jewish people around the world because the way that Israel links itself to the Jewish Judaism,
    2:00:24 at a certain point, you know, remember like ISIS and Qaeda and when everybody hated Muslims,
    2:00:30 you know, sometimes humans are simple. They cannot have the nuances to separate.
    2:00:36 So anybody who with a Muslim name, with a Muslim face, with a beard, who looks Muslim,
    2:00:41 he would do it because of that actions of those atrocities. You have the power as a person to
    2:00:46 separate yourself from an abusive power, a horrible power and be yourself. I am really worried because
    2:00:54 the rise of anti-Semitism and the rise of hate against Jews is not because of the Jews.
    2:00:58 It’s because of the actions of a government. Jews do not have to be on the side of apartheid,
    2:01:05 Ronny Kestrels. He is a Jewish South African and he fought shoulder to shoulder next to
    2:01:11 Nelson Badella. He was part of the African National Conference ANC and he had an article
    2:01:16 said like, “I know what apartheid is and I saw Israel and this is what they have.”
    2:01:19 And the thing is Israel, the Israeli government should listen to other people. You cannot call
    2:01:27 anybody who criticize you either an anti-Semite or if they’re already Jewish, you call them like
    2:01:33 self-hating Jew. You cannot do that. You cannot continue doing that because we did that. When I
    2:01:37 would go in and criticize the Islamist like, “Oh, you’re self-hating Muslim. You’re not really
    2:01:42 Muslim. You’re an infidler. You’re a secret. You’re a secular.” Whatever. We have the power in order to
    2:01:47 reform the course by holding people in power accountable. And the thing is it is very stupid
    2:01:56 to actually call this anti-Semitism. My idol is John Stuart. I voted for Bernie Sanders.
    2:02:05 Sarah Taxler, the one who did this amazing documentary about me, “Tickling Giants,” she’s a
    2:02:09 Jew. She is married to an Israeli Jew. We have a good ratio because we know what the right is.
    2:02:14 They don’t have to associate themselves with the action of the Israeli government.
    2:02:17 One of your favorite words, Jihad?
    2:02:21 That’s my favorite hobbies. It’s my favorite hobby.
    2:02:25 It’s my shoes. What’s your favorite? I talk about how when a white shooter does something,
    2:02:32 he talks about all of his family. And I was like, “What if we do this for Arab terrorists?
    2:02:37 What are his hobbies?” Jihad.
    2:02:38 Wow. You’re making me feel good. Okay.
    2:02:46 Sam Harris has done several episodes on Jihad. And people should go listen to it,
    2:02:56 even if you disagree with it. But the basic idea that he’s proposing is that this
    2:03:01 idea of Jihad in the negative connotation of it, of martyrdom, is a thing that gets,
    2:03:08 is counterproductive, is destructive to the possible future flourishing of Palestinian people.
    2:03:16 What do you think of that? There’s just that idea of martyrdom.
    2:03:20 I totally agree. But people don’t wake up in the morning and say like I want to declare Jihad.
    2:03:24 Think about it. Why would anybody choose to end his life by taking other people with him and
    2:03:31 end that life? His life must be miserable. He must be pushed into that. Nobody chooses
    2:03:38 death over life willingly. One of the first suicide bombers in the Palestinian resistance
    2:03:45 were Christians. We don’t talk about that. I think he would say that the presence of a story
    2:03:54 that you can tell yourself when you’re in a really shitty place, that you can go to a much better
    2:04:00 place by sacrificing your own life. Just the fact that the presence of that story is there is harmful.
    2:04:06 Of course. But here’s my problem with Sam Harris and usually people, they have free range talking
    2:04:14 about the Islamic faith and nitpicking the stuff that makes it put in a bad light. I can go and
    2:04:22 nitpick every single religion. There are Jews there like Ben Gaffir who openly say spitting on
    2:04:28 Christians is not a hate speech. You can bring me all kinds of videos of Islamic Jihadists saying
    2:04:37 horrible things on YouTube and I can bring you Jews who live there. We’re going to have the whole
    2:04:42 world enslaved for us and everybody would love to be slaves for the Jews. I can use the Talmudic
    2:04:49 argument that if you tie a man to a tree and he dies of thirst and hunger, you didn’t kill that
    2:04:55 man. This is kind of the same arguments like are we not killing Palestinians? It’s just like
    2:04:59 killing them and they’re dying by themselves. The nitpicking of a certain narrative, religious
    2:05:06 narrative that is separate from the political context and what’s happening right now, it’s
    2:05:13 very unfair because if you want to have a deep dive into religious texts, nobody will be happy.
    2:05:19 And I can bring stuff from that Talmud and the Torah and stuff that is horrible. But this is a
    2:05:26 way again of distraction. I dare you to talk shit about Buddhism and Jainism though. Well,
    2:05:34 the people who killed the Muslims in Myanmar, weren’t they Buddhists? Yeah. Well, let’s go Jain.
    2:05:40 Okay, I’ll find religion. I’ll have to get back to you. I’ll have to find it. The flying monster,
    2:05:46 the spiritual flying monster. As a person who tries not to eat carbs, I’m deeply offended by
    2:05:55 that. I mean, they’re Scientologists. All they do is actually buy real estate.
    2:05:57 I think there’s a few books written about the fact that they do other stuff as well.
    2:06:04 So even there, Mormon sometimes, there’s some of the nicest people I’ve ever met. But I’m sure
    2:06:12 there’s also darkness there too. Oh boy, religion. There’s soaking in Mormon.
    2:06:20 There’s what? Soaking. What’s soaking? Okay, so I don’t know how much. So soaking basically,
    2:06:26 like, if you get into the woman and you don’t move, that’s not adultery. That’s not late.
    2:06:35 Oh, interesting. So you go in and use this thing. There’s a loophole. There’s a loophole.
    2:06:39 There’s the thing. Religion has a loophole. Yes. And Muslims who do that the whole time,
    2:06:43 we pick and choose our sins, the stuff that we enjoy. It’s just weird. 72 versions waiting for
    2:06:50 all of us. Maybe if I converted you as a Jew, I’ll get you 80. I don’t know. I can negotiate.
    2:06:54 But I also have questions about whether it would be a very good deal. I’ll give you.
    2:06:59 And maybe I’ll throw there a Camry. I have to be on Camry. It’s pretty good. What year? I don’t
    2:07:06 know. 1998. Best year ever. Well, they last a long time. So I’m not sure I want ’70. ’72.
    2:07:14 I’ll throw five in the mix and see how it feels. Yeah, Camry. If you want to upgrade.
    2:07:19 Can we do a trial period? But in Janofi just zoom out. Do you think religion is,
    2:07:29 in what way is it good for the world and what way is it harmful? If there was no religion,
    2:07:33 humans would have invented religion. Because think about it. Think of the early humanity.
    2:07:38 You’re like a caveman or whatever. And then you see your family members killed. And then you
    2:07:42 say like, what? I’m going to be like the cheetah or the gazelle that just like ends and perish.
    2:07:47 I need to have them. I am more important. I think I think with the development of consciousness,
    2:07:52 humans thought that they are much more precious and important than the other
    2:07:59 animals because they have now intelligence. So my life will not end like that.
    2:08:04 My death will be even more important. There’s consequences for that. There’s consequences
    2:08:10 for what I do. And then the early man was like, they are in the desert and all of these like
    2:08:16 natural phenomena. They didn’t know what to do. They were afraid. So they need to have refuge.
    2:08:20 They need to have something to take care of. They need to have a reason for everything.
    2:08:24 Because if there’s no reason, it’s chaos. It’s chaos. It’s terrifying. It’s terrifying.
    2:08:31 There’s nothing. There has to be a reason. There has to be a reason. There has to be
    2:08:35 a purpose. There has to be like a cause, something. I’m not just going to be like
    2:08:41 die like a cockroach being stepped on. And that’s kind of like part of this ego.
    2:08:46 The whole world rotates around you in a way. It’s the ego. So religion actually got a lot of
    2:08:52 it from humanity itself, like us being humans. And many religion is a collection of stories.
    2:09:01 And those stories based on things that humans did themselves and they attributed it to gods.
    2:09:06 And there’s an aspect of religion where you humble yourself before a thing that is much
    2:09:12 greater than you. So that has a, I would say, a very positive effect of humbling.
    2:09:17 It would be great if it stopped there. But here’s the thing. If you humble
    2:09:22 in order that your ego kicks in and feel that you are better than someone else who’s not humbled
    2:09:27 in front of the same God. That means that I will have all of that train that I can use that.
    2:09:33 Because now, what does mean being humble? I’m divine. But I’m way more humble than you.
    2:09:39 But you’re not. So you see how they kind of like the oxymoron, I’m humble and I’m surrendering.
    2:09:44 But in the same time, I am better than you know, more entitled. Isn’t it crazy?
    2:09:48 Yeah, it’s beautiful. It’s crazy. I mean, look at, look, look at like, like the Muslim Christians
    2:09:54 and Jews and every, it’s like, all right, Muslims, we surrendered. I mean, I’m talking about the
    2:09:57 extreme ones. I mean, like people, like people said, I surrender to God, good. Keep it that way.
    2:10:03 Like if you go to, I surrender to God, that means that I am closer to God than you,
    2:10:07 than you should die. Okay, Christians, Christ is love and he loves me and we’re gonna be together.
    2:10:13 But you don’t get into his kingdom. And you see, it’s the same thing. Yeah, yeah. It’s just,
    2:10:19 if you stop it, stop there, stop, stop where you are humble and you feel that you’re a piece of
    2:10:25 shit and you are worthless human being and you are there. Yeah, stop there. Yeah. But once you
    2:10:31 says like, Oh, that makes me a better person than you. And it makes me more with God than you.
    2:10:36 So that would give me the entitlement to kick your ass. Yeah, we always ruin a good thing.
    2:10:42 Don’t we? There you go. You’ve been outspoken, you know, with Piers Morgan, but just on this
    2:10:50 topic, and you talked about the Superman story, which I would love it if you were in a Superman
    2:11:00 movie. But have you lost job opportunities? Because of this? There was a couple of things
    2:11:07 that were going on, but they stopped. Again, I don’t know if it’s October 7th.
    2:11:12 Can you tell the Superman story yourself? What role were you? Okay, what did you audition for?
    2:11:17 Yeah, it’s okay. So in June, I was traveling to Dubai. And right an hour before I get into
    2:11:27 the car and go there, my marriage is like best, I’m gonna send you a script, read it. It’s for
    2:11:31 Superman. It’s like, Oh, Superman, you know, I’m not really good in auditions. I’m not as
    2:11:35 an actress. So I was like, Okay, I’m just gonna do it, send the tape. I do the tape, I send it,
    2:11:40 I go to the airport, and I read, and I think I can talk about it now because they said they
    2:11:45 changed the script. So basically, what I found interesting in that new script is that there
    2:11:51 is like a dictator in a country that invades another country, and Superman interferes
    2:11:57 politically. That’s the first time we ever see Superman interferes politically.
    2:12:01 So basically, it was like Russia and Ukraine. But because of me, it was like, it had, it couldn’t
    2:12:05 be Russia and Ukraine. So it had to be something kind of like with a flavor. So I read the role
    2:12:10 as if as a mixture of Trump and Mubarak. I did this mix and like, you know,
    2:12:17 like the kind of the mix, but also like kind of like the essence of Trump into it.
    2:12:24 I went to the airport. It’s like an hour. It’s like James Gunn saw it. He loves it. What?
    2:12:30 I never had an audition that fast. I mean, I had a few roles, but not that fast. Not like that.
    2:12:34 And then I said, like, well, the the strike starts like tomorrow and we need to be on the
    2:12:41 phone. But after the strike, we cannot talk the seg after strike, like we’re the writers and the
    2:12:45 actress strike. So like, well, I’m going to be on a plane right now. It’s like, once you land,
    2:12:49 you can have a Zoom call with James Gunn. I have a call with James Gunn. He’s, I am a huge fan of him.
    2:12:55 The guy took like something like Guardians of the Galaxy. Nobody knew about it made amazing
    2:12:59 trilogy. And he is like a really cool guy. I like, I like what he did. And it was like really nice.
    2:13:05 And, and he started to talk to me about the movie. And, you know, like I talked to people
    2:13:08 before casting them. So I know that everybody’s an on set, have a good chemistry.
    2:13:13 It was amazing. So in your mind, if you’re an actor, what does that mean? You got the part.
    2:13:19 And he told me you got the part. Month goes by. Strike goes by. October 7th happens. I do
    2:13:26 Pierce Morgan one and two. And then I go to my Australian tour. My manager called me,
    2:13:31 the circus was over. It’s like, you don’t get the part anymore. I was sad, very sad, but for
    2:13:38 three days and said, like, I need to stand up with it. I’m actually doing very well. And then
    2:13:47 when I went to Chris Como, I, after I finished the show, he told me, did you lose any opportunities?
    2:13:58 And that was off record after the show was like we concluded. And I said, I talked about Superman.
    2:14:03 And I found myself when I was talking, I was angry. I was bitter. And I went home. It’s like,
    2:14:09 why was I angry? Why was I bitter? It wasn’t meant to me. And I’m living a good life now.
    2:14:15 I don’t need to. So when I was asked again, the next day, two different interviews, the BBC and
    2:14:22 the other and another one was alone with my friend, you know, with Allah, I said the story in a
    2:14:27 different way. I said, I don’t have any anger. As a matter of fact, maybe if I was wonder brothers,
    2:14:32 I didn’t talk about Jim’s and I thought it was the studio. If I was wonder brothers and I’m a
    2:14:37 Muslim, I wouldn’t have a like a Zionist or a pro Israeli in my movie. But I want to tell them that
    2:14:42 like when I criticize Israel, I am not a threat to you as a Jew. And we can actually have morning
    2:14:48 comments. I was more of a kind of empathic. So when I said that, the internet went crazy. And you
    2:14:53 know, James Gunn have haters because you know, the, the Snyder verse and all of the that it’s
    2:14:59 a word that I don’t understand. And James Gunn, like I had all of these attacks on him.
    2:15:08 And I was pissed of how it was handled. I wasn’t angry at James Gunn, but I thought it was
    2:15:12 so my public system managers like Bessam, stay calm, don’t speak. It’s better like to,
    2:15:18 to like not talk about it. I said, okay, so as there’s nothing wrong about me, but I see the
    2:15:25 heat is rising against James Gunn. And that is a guy that I had a personal connection with even
    2:15:29 through zoom. And I didn’t like what was happening. And then he called me and he explained to me as
    2:15:34 Bessam, you know, I actually use like half camera test before people before finally, I didn’t know
    2:15:39 that. And I, and then we changed the script and it was the strike. So I didn’t call and I also,
    2:15:44 I thought to myself, I’m small, I’m a small actor. I’m not that important for him to call me to say,
    2:15:49 we’re going to change the script. So I think still think that like the timing sucks and everything.
    2:15:55 But then I went and I did a video explaining exactly what I’m telling you because I didn’t
    2:16:00 want to be famous for the wrong reasons. Because that will be unfair because that, that was,
    2:16:06 already people were like, and I was having like interviews, can you come about to someone? It’s
    2:16:09 like guys, that’s it. I’m not going to talk about because this is an issue. And I did, I didn’t,
    2:16:14 and I, when I talked to James on the phone, I felt how sincere he was. So I didn’t want someone to,
    2:16:21 because of me will have that kind of attack because I know what it means to be on the other side of
    2:16:25 that kind of attack. It’s terrible. And it ruins your life and it ruins your day. And nobody
    2:16:30 deserves to be doing that. And I don’t want to be the reason for somebody else to go through that
    2:16:34 pain. And you also said that you don’t want to be a victim. I don’t want to be. I’m doing a great,
    2:16:39 I’m doing great. I’m selling out everywhere. I’m having a wonderful loyal audience is coming to
    2:16:44 me. Why would be angry about the role of its superman? Yes, it’s great to be in a superhero movies.
    2:16:49 But so what? You know, but you know, there’s a, there’s a wisdom in that, even if you weren’t doing
    2:16:55 great, that’s a choice a lot of people can come to, which is like, do I play victim here or not?
    2:17:02 It’s great. It’s great. They want more attention. They want to be more into the thing. They want
    2:17:08 more and more. And there’s so much to go around to be enough for all of us, but it is great.
    2:17:14 It is ego, ego, ego, ego. I need to be in the center. I need to be victimized. I need to be,
    2:17:22 people feel sorry for me and love me. And it is not the right way. It is not because it is fake.
    2:17:27 It is fake. It’s made up. And I did not victimize myself when I left for Egypt. I mean, in the
    2:17:34 time that I was, now I speak about it now, but in that dark times, I was detained in airports.
    2:17:40 I didn’t have my American passport yet. I was still traveling with my Egyptian parents. And I
    2:17:44 was detained in an Arab airport. I was going to be delivered to the Egyptians. I had shows when I
    2:17:50 was still starting. I had hecklers being sent to me by the Egyptian embassy and Egyptian consulate
    2:17:55 in, in New York and in London to curse me and to take videos of that and then send it to
    2:18:01 state-run media in Egypt. And I didn’t speak about that because I felt that like if I speak about
    2:18:07 that, I feel about like what was going on to me, I would be victimizing myself. It’s like,
    2:18:10 if I’m going to be good, I’m going to be good because of what I do, not because of what people’s
    2:18:13 perception of what I’m going through. Yeah. And that becomes a slippery slope and somehow
    2:18:19 victimizing yourself. It goes to more victimizing. Yeah. And then you cannot leave that habit.
    2:18:24 You can only exist and thrive if people feel sorry for you. Yeah. I mean, Israel and Palestine
    2:18:30 currently both have that temptation. I would always push back when you do the comparison
    2:18:38 because one of them is not really in the same kind of power. I mean, yeah, for sure. For you,
    2:18:43 but that’s a big problem. It’s very easy to say why Palestinians will victimize themselves, but
    2:18:47 Israel with all of that military might, man, it’s too much. What Israel is doing is that they’re
    2:18:53 victimizing the Jewish experience. And I don’t think a lot of, and I don’t think it is fair for a
    2:18:59 lot of Jews. I don’t think that they should use the Holocaust and the persecution that happened to
    2:19:05 Jewish people all through history in order to push an equally oppressive agenda. That is not
    2:19:12 fair. And it’s not good for the Jewish people living. And it is basically a disrespect to the
    2:19:17 memory of the Holocaust. I told you, I want to make a movie about the Holocaust. I do. Because
    2:19:24 what happened was that kind of engineered torture should never happen again. And it should not be
    2:19:28 happening now. So to you, what Israel is doing is leading to more anti-Semitism in the world?
    2:19:33 A hundred percent. And I think, and you know, can I be a conspiracy theorist for a second?
    2:19:37 Please, there is this flag. We all know this. A part of me thinking, maybe they are doing that
    2:19:42 intentionally, because if there’s a rise of anti-Semitism in Jews, there will always like
    2:19:46 points like see, they hate us so we can do whatever we want. Because if, because, because you see,
    2:19:53 if we let go of our might and our strength, we’re going to go back to the concentration camps
    2:19:59 because you see how the world hates you. And again, when you say they are people in power.
    2:20:05 Yeah. Oh, yeah. Absolutely. Listen, it’s always the people in power. I believe that humans are
    2:20:10 easily corruptible and easily repairable, but the corrupt, corruptible part is much easier.
    2:20:15 But you, you, people could change, but power, people in power are very dangerous. Very,
    2:20:24 very dangerous, especially if you have religion, which is power by itself, military might,
    2:20:30 political support and money. Dude, that’s the, that’s a very, very, very dangerous recipe.
    2:20:38 That, you know, all that said, I do believe in the power of the little guy, the individual,
    2:20:42 to overthrow the government. You know, I don’t know if you heard, but the Arab Spring will,
    2:20:45 you know, happen. But, but, but, okay, here we are, we are here. Just among friends. We are
    2:20:52 Americans. Right? We’re Americans. We’re Americans. And how funny is that? Like just giving our two
    2:21:02 backgrounds. We’re Americans. We’re Americans. It’s like, we’re Americans. There’s one thing about
    2:21:11 like the power of the little guy that I am very sad about. Because you see, I’m, I love America,
    2:21:18 by the way. I, I consider it my new home. And I want my kids to grow up here. I have, I’m very
    2:21:25 grateful for the opportunity that I have in the United States. And I criticize the United States
    2:21:30 politics and I criticize it out of love the same way that I was criticizing what’s happening with
    2:21:35 Egypt out of love. What is worrying for me is how the power of the little man is diminishing.
    2:21:45 It doesn’t matter now, who do you vote into power? They will not listen to you. They would listen to
    2:21:50 the people who paid them to be there. And it is very concerning because I can see the American
    2:21:56 democracy is turning not even slowly, very rapidly into an oligarchy. If I’m, I’m sure that all of
    2:22:03 the millions of people who are voting, they don’t vote for the NRA. They don’t for vote for APAC.
    2:22:09 They don’t vote for the pharmaceutical companies. They don’t vote for the military industry complex.
    2:22:16 And yet the people in power, they come in, they take your vote and my vote and they are loyal
    2:22:22 to those people, not to us. And it is very, very, very concerning, very concerning. And it is,
    2:22:31 this is the danger of American, on the American policies, American politics and American democracies.
    2:22:37 It is dangerous because basically the vote becomes just like a ceremony that, that the,
    2:22:44 the someone with the more like funding will get to power and then he’s not loyal to you.
    2:22:50 So the fire, I mean, we are in Texas. Everybody, everybody’s armed to the teeth here.
    2:22:57 Yeah, but like, what are these aren’t going to do in front of tanks?
    2:22:59 Well, you said the, the American military is unique in this way.
    2:23:05 I know, but who now?
    2:23:07 For now, the tanks are, first of all, I believe Russia has more tanks than the United States.
    2:23:13 Tanks, I don’t know, you know, I’m not an expert in military strategic deployment of arms, but
    2:23:19 the United States uses different kinds of weapons.
    2:23:22 They have drones and they have the lasers and they have, they’re sitting comfortably behind
    2:23:27 the screens. It’s kind of like, it turns out like a big Xbox game.
    2:23:30 Yeah. And they, they, they sell a lot of those things to everybody.
    2:23:35 It’s crazy because the defense budget is 68% of American military.
    2:23:40 It’s like almost $850 billion each year.
    2:23:43 And most of that weapons, we don’t even need it.
    2:23:47 We just do it because of the contracts.
    2:23:51 There was like an incredible 60 minutes.
    2:23:53 I’m sure that you saw it, the one about like the gouging of the prices of the department,
    2:23:57 because it was one of the most fascinating things that I’ve ever seen.
    2:24:00 They say like a valve, a safety, a safety oil valve that used to be sold for $329.
    2:24:06 Now it is sold for $9,000.
    2:24:07 Why? Because there’s only five weapon companies and they can control the prices.
    2:24:14 And in 2006, the whole Apache fleet of the American army in Iraq was grounded because
    2:24:20 there was one valve that they were like gouging the price and didn’t want to give them.
    2:24:24 The Stinger missile, that’s just like the missile, the one that you carry and it’s like the anti-aircraft.
    2:24:32 It used to be sold for $25,000. Now it’s sold for $400,000.
    2:24:36 And nobody is doing that because the DOD has fired 130,000 people,
    2:24:42 including engineers and negotiators.
    2:24:44 So now, in order to cut expenses, now we’re paying more money.
    2:24:48 And the thing is, we do not have a say in this.
    2:24:52 We do not have a say in how my tax money and your tax money is being spent.
    2:24:56 Because I’m sure we don’t want your money to be sent to Israel like that.
    2:24:59 I’m sure, even if you’re Jews, I’m sure, I’m sure that like I don’t want my money
    2:25:02 to be given to some Muslim countries who kill other Muslims.
    2:25:05 I’m sure, but it is not, here’s the thing.
    2:25:09 What kind of power do we have other than speaking?
    2:25:12 So what is left for us is free speech.
    2:25:15 And now when you speak, they call you anti-semitic.
    2:25:17 You see why I’m angry?
    2:25:20 But still, I mean, America is holding pretty strong,
    2:25:23 despite the criticisms on the free speech front.
    2:25:26 But if you look at the freedom of the press, freedom of the speech index,
    2:25:30 America is not at the top.
    2:25:33 It is not. And this is why, for example, it is very disheartening for me to see
    2:25:38 that the Western media, Western press, that used to be the beacon of freedom,
    2:25:44 as I’m using as mouthpieces.
    2:25:46 And it is funny how the New York Times,
    2:25:49 Nixon got angry in the New York Times in 1971.
    2:25:53 When they found leaks about him lying about the Vietnam War since the beginning.
    2:25:58 And now he hired the plumbers, you know, the Special Unit,
    2:26:02 in order to go in and find the leaks.
    2:26:04 This was Watergate, basically, because he was angry to see who leaked that,
    2:26:08 instead of fixing the problem.
    2:26:10 Now the New York Times have published this story about the rape that was a hoax
    2:26:15 that was written by Anna Schwartz, who someone will have no experience.
    2:26:18 And now, when it was leaked, instead of them correcting themselves,
    2:26:23 they went in and they had their own investigation to see who leaked.
    2:26:26 The New York Times, in 2003, became the mouthpiece for George W. Bush of the WMD.
    2:26:30 And now, as an American, I see that the New York Times is becoming a mouthpiece of a foreign country.
    2:26:35 Why do you do that?
    2:26:36 One of the things that’s really difficult to know is where to find the truth.
    2:26:40 It does seem that both sides use propaganda and both sides lie.
    2:26:46 Both sides, as in both Israel and Palestine, pro-Palestine, pro-Israel, there’s a lot of lies.
    2:26:54 It’s a lot of inequality, man.
    2:26:59 Are you like, there is like a lot of people on the internet,
    2:27:03 but like who have the mainstream media siding with?
    2:27:07 Yeah, but, you know, thanks to social media.
    2:27:10 Yes, thank God for social media, because now it’s individuals.
    2:27:13 There are people.
    2:27:14 Yes.
    2:27:14 There are people.
    2:27:15 You’re comparing BBC, New York Times, Washington Post,
    2:27:19 Whitewater City Journal with just people with a TikTok account.
    2:27:22 Yeah, a lot more power in your view.
    2:27:24 Now, it is actually very, very fascinating to see the little man having that power over the media.
    2:27:30 And because it’s proportionally so, like, hey, this is my problem.
    2:27:34 But you cannot call people with TikTok propagandists
    2:27:37 while people being paid to give you the news and they deliberately lie to you.
    2:27:41 Yes, I can.
    2:27:42 They’re both propagandists.
    2:27:44 Propagandists, yes, yes.
    2:27:46 But like the mechanism and the intentions are different, because here’s the thing.
    2:27:52 I’d rather have the TikTok guy than the yeah.
    2:27:54 Like the TikTok guy is a TikTok guy, right?
    2:27:57 But if you have the New York Times being told that they’re being exposed to be lying,
    2:28:02 and then they get this like you and report, which is like a disgrace.
    2:28:06 And you just put the title and you don’t talk about it.
    2:28:09 Like I’m fine with CNN and Jake Tapper and all of those people,
    2:28:13 like spreading the rape allegations for years.
    2:28:16 They didn’t, I don’t even want them to refute them.
    2:28:18 I want them to bring the Israeli reports saying that it didn’t happen.
    2:28:22 The Israeli media themselves, they didn’t even bother, not once.
    2:28:26 Is that balanced?
    2:28:28 That’s not.
    2:28:29 So that’s why people in TikTok and because they have to take matters on their own hand.
    2:28:33 Yeah, but the problem with the people in TikTok
    2:28:35 is the drug, the dopamine rush of getting a lot of likes.
    2:28:40 So instead of talking about the death of civilians,
    2:28:42 they’ll talk about beheaded babies or the equivalent of…
    2:28:45 Yeah.
    2:28:45 They’re going to actually make up stories
    2:28:48 because the made up stories are going to be more viral.
    2:28:51 And so now we’re just in this scene, this muck of lies.
    2:28:54 And there’s a lot of people who actually expose their lies on TikTok.
    2:28:57 So you have both, you have both.
    2:28:59 And it’s kind of like the democracy of the social media, as we always call it.
    2:29:03 But if you have the streetrun media that is the legacy media seen
    2:29:06 and BBC, New York Times, Fuck News, all of those people,
    2:29:09 and they are like spreading lies and they’re not even
    2:29:12 doing the journalistic job in order to at least bring the other side.
    2:29:16 Yeah.
    2:29:16 That’s problematic.
    2:29:18 And that’s, that’s worse.
    2:29:19 You’re supposed to be a journalist.
    2:29:21 Yes, it’s supposed to be a report.
    2:29:23 Report, don’t, you know, report.
    2:29:26 Yeah, but I see that this is like a catalyst
    2:29:30 and inspiration for the citizen journalists to rise up.
    2:29:33 This is what you’re doing.
    2:29:34 Oh, this, yeah.
    2:29:36 This is what you’re doing.
    2:29:37 No, this is what you’re doing because you go into the deep dive.
    2:29:39 This is like, like a no filter thing.
    2:29:41 There’s no spin.
    2:29:42 The long form, the long form is going to save us.
    2:29:45 I see why you hate the tiktoks, like a dopamine rush, you know.
    2:29:50 Stupid tiktok.
    2:29:51 I saw the resentment in your face.
    2:29:54 I can’t, can’t look away.
    2:29:57 Before like, like those like 30 seconds, I do four hours.
    2:30:00 I mean, both have a place, both are exciting.
    2:30:04 And, you know, but I can’t, it is very dangerous.
    2:30:08 Like you can’t look away.
    2:30:09 And I almost never, maybe I’m doing it wrong,
    2:30:13 but I almost never feel better ever after having used tiktok.
    2:30:18 Makes two of us.
    2:30:19 I can’t, I cannot, I cannot, I have a team.
    2:30:21 By the way, I give my, my, my, my, my password to like a team.
    2:30:25 I don’t even go there because I went, I once in a dark night,
    2:30:30 very late at night, I went tiktok and it was like two hours.
    2:30:35 What?
    2:30:36 Yeah.
    2:30:37 What?
    2:30:38 I said, no, no, no, no, no, this is dangerous.
    2:30:40 I’m, I’m, I’m really like an Instagram and Facebook guy.
    2:30:43 I don’t need that.
    2:30:45 But even there, man.
    2:30:46 And I barely get out of Twitter.
    2:30:47 I mean, like X, I don’t, I can’t.
    2:30:49 X is a cesspool.
    2:30:51 X, it’s just like two, the concentrated hate in X.
    2:30:54 It’s too much.
    2:30:55 It’s too much.
    2:30:56 I can’t.
    2:30:56 So you don’t check it at all.
    2:30:58 You try not to check it at all.
    2:30:59 It is very intense.
    2:31:00 I don’t, I don’t, I don’t, I can’t, I can’t.
    2:31:02 I just like, I post something and I run.
    2:31:06 Post and ghost.
    2:31:07 So you’re, you’re doing comedy here in the United States right now.
    2:31:12 Yes.
    2:31:12 Joe Rogan has the, the comedy mothership, which is an incredible club.
    2:31:16 Have you considered doing that club?
    2:31:18 I would love to.
    2:31:19 I mean, I.
    2:31:20 Do you know Joe?
    2:31:21 Of course, no, who does a new Joe?
    2:31:23 I feel like it’s a small world of comedy.
    2:31:25 That’s why I.
    2:31:26 No, I think like Joe, Joe’s story was like what he did and stuff that he did in
    2:31:33 the UFC and his podcast and it just, it’s, it’s very impressive.
    2:31:38 The fact that he is there and he’s bringing all of those people where they’re
    2:31:42 in comedy or his podcast is very impressive.
    2:31:44 And this is what, this is what is the media is all about.
    2:31:47 What is like the internet is all about to give you the experiences of stuff that
    2:31:51 you might never experience.
    2:31:52 And that is very important.
    2:31:55 I mean, you do it with people with like, you go into their brains.
    2:31:57 He goes, take people and they take their experiences and their, and their
    2:32:01 lives and their story.
    2:32:02 It is very interesting.
    2:32:04 And this is the beauty of that art form because you have all of these experiences
    2:32:10 at the tips of your hands and it is there for you to learn from.
    2:32:13 You know, and what he’s doing, like when he moved to Texas and we did the comedy
    2:32:19 mothership, anybody who would like push comedy forward, that is the most difficult
    2:32:25 art form and the most demanding.
    2:32:27 And the fact that you do that and he might not even be making money out of it,
    2:32:31 but he’s doing that because of his passion.
    2:32:33 That is enough.
    2:32:34 Yeah, he’s, he’s, he really believes in creating this like place where comedians
    2:32:40 could be really free.
    2:32:41 And one of the cool things about the comedy mothership is like, comedian is king there.
    2:32:46 Yeah, like there, we have to like, you have to bow down to the, because you know,
    2:32:51 the comedian who came there came after like eating shit.
    2:32:54 Yeah, out there, everywhere else.
    2:32:56 If you, you have basically, you’re a saint.
    2:33:00 I have eaten shit for many years.
    2:33:02 Now I’m going to give you shit.
    2:33:05 Ah, it’s great.
    2:33:08 You already told me what you think about the state of politics in the United States,
    2:33:11 but now tell me what you really think.
    2:33:13 What do you think of the choice of Trump versus Biden?
    2:33:17 How do we end up here?
    2:33:18 I don’t know.
    2:33:19 I mean, like the fact that like you have two people over the age of 90, it is,
    2:33:24 I think it’s over a hundred, but that’s all combined, like 170.
    2:33:27 It is so sad.
    2:33:30 It is so sad that this is what we can produce as a society.
    2:33:34 Like, like a demagogue and a sleepy Joe.
    2:33:40 I guess he’s too, he’s not there, man.
    2:33:43 He’s, he’s gone.
    2:33:45 He’s gone.
    2:33:45 I mean, he could, you know, like when all people could be like a danger for themselves,
    2:33:53 he’s a danger for the whole world.
    2:33:54 I mean, like the whole world, like if an old person would die, who would like, you know,
    2:34:00 have like a hip replacement, we can need them and like a new planet because of one decision.
    2:34:05 It’s, but it’s not just that.
    2:34:07 It’s not it’s what are, when I came here, listen, I am, I’m a, I’m a Democrat.
    2:34:13 I always like, and I told you, like I vote for Bernie Sanders.
    2:34:17 I, I, like I supported him like 2016, but I couldn’t vote then.
    2:34:23 And of course, huge bad fan of Obama.
    2:34:25 And one of my readers is like, he’s the first Muslim president.
    2:34:30 It’s like, but he killed Muslims.
    2:34:31 Like, that’s things Muslims do.
    2:34:32 But anyways, I love that line.
    2:34:35 And it just, I think the whole idea, like my shock is I told you about like what Biden said
    2:34:48 about like, I’m a Zionist.
    2:34:49 Okay, we are a Zionist, but then like Jews are not safe in anywhere other news.
    2:34:53 Like, dude, what the hell are you saying?
    2:34:54 And if you don’t care about me and you don’t care about my misery,
    2:34:58 why would I care about you when you’re losing, you know?
    2:35:03 And I have a joke that I told people, like, why would even Biden listen to us?
    2:35:08 He just raised $145 million in California alone from pro Israeli groups.
    2:35:15 I mean, what, what can we Arabs working in the vape business do to him?
    2:35:21 It’s like, we cannot compete with that.
    2:35:25 I mean, like practically, I mean, it’s like life is like life is unfair.
    2:35:29 The guy is a politician.
    2:35:30 He needs bills to pay.
    2:35:32 He needs a campaign to run.
    2:35:33 He needs money.
    2:35:34 He will go to the people who will give him money.
    2:35:36 Joe Biden is the highest paid politician from Israeli lobbyist, $4.6 million over the years.
    2:35:44 Yeah, but I also believe in great leaders that go against all of that.
    2:35:49 But unfortunately, you know, Bernie Sanders was like that.
    2:35:52 Bernie Sanders, yes, but also age.
    2:35:56 I don’t want to be.
    2:35:57 Of course, of course.
    2:35:58 No, no.
    2:35:58 But even with like, because I remember listening to Bernie Sanders 20 years ago
    2:36:03 on Tom Hartman show.
    2:36:04 And I don’t want to say anything against Bernie, but like he was sharper then.
    2:36:10 Of course.
    2:36:10 There’s a thing with age.
    2:36:12 Yeah, of course.
    2:36:12 Now, I think I’m a huge fan about like putting the limits on your working years,
    2:36:18 because you don’t want to have like a Mitch McConnell moment every now,
    2:36:21 because now the whole thing are like, what is this?
    2:36:23 Isn’t this not like a house by scare home?
    2:36:26 It is unfair.
    2:36:28 It is unfair.
    2:36:29 And that’s the whole idea that you have like unlimited,
    2:36:31 like you have a limit for the president,
    2:36:32 but you don’t have limit for Congress people and senators.
    2:36:35 That’s what you mean.
    2:36:36 This is basically you can go in and be in governance forever.
    2:36:41 And you know, the longer that you can get, the more corrupt you will get.
    2:36:44 Yes, and that is very concerning for Americans.
    2:36:48 Everybody, everybody becomes corrupt after.
    2:36:51 I mean, that’s why two terms is a good limit for everybody.
    2:36:55 Yeah.
    2:36:55 And you know, maybe half a term for Egyptian leaders.
    2:36:59 Well, you know, our half term is 15 years, quarter term.
    2:37:05 You should come back around for office there.
    2:37:10 Oh my God, no.
    2:37:12 No, there’s a curse in the Egyptian presidency.
    2:37:17 Nobody, nobody comes there.
    2:37:18 Like he’s like dead or in jail.
    2:37:20 Yeah.
    2:37:21 It’s it’s not the most appealing job.
    2:37:23 They might make a statue of you though.
    2:37:25 Make you look good.
    2:37:26 After my death.
    2:37:26 I look very good dead in the statue.
    2:37:31 Yeah.
    2:37:33 When you look at what happened with Navalny,
    2:37:37 since you kind of really thought about this in Egypt,
    2:37:43 what happened with Navalny in Russia,
    2:37:47 what do you think about that?
    2:37:48 Yeah, but what happened in Navalny in Russia is not something new in Russia.
    2:37:51 I mean, Putin have like this whole history of poisoning and killing people.
    2:37:55 And it’s kind of like pretty much his,
    2:37:58 I would have to cite credit Putin.
    2:38:00 He’s like bringing us the essence of the Dark Ages, the Middle Ages.
    2:38:04 It’s like, you know, we know like basically Putin is like,
    2:38:07 is the living example of what happens if game of thrones was reality.
    2:38:11 It’s like death by poison, like a blow up a plane.
    2:38:16 It’s like mysteriously disappears.
    2:38:18 It is so, it is, it is very dark.
    2:38:23 But it’s like, wow, it’s like a, it’s a, it’s a, it’s a, it’s a television show.
    2:38:30 Maybe that’s what attracts us to that part of the world
    2:38:33 is that it’s so much on display this game of power, of geopolitics, of war.
    2:38:41 No, but the same happens in the West, but I’m behind closed doors.
    2:38:44 It’s not that open.
    2:38:44 It’s not, it’s not, it’s not that pronounced.
    2:38:47 You know, it’s like, oops, ipstein.
    2:38:50 It’s like, oh, we just like, I think, I think because of the West is more advanced,
    2:38:58 like in movies and cinemas, we kind of directed better.
    2:39:01 Yeah.
    2:39:02 I think, I think the outcome is like the way that you kind of like said the scene is like,
    2:39:05 scene and scene.
    2:39:07 That’s why people are all like landing on the moon.
    2:39:09 They’re like, I don’t know, I get it.
    2:39:14 But, you know, we haven’t gone back.
    2:39:16 All right.
    2:39:22 If we zoom out, do you think there will always be war in the world, always be suffering?
    2:39:28 Yes.
    2:39:28 But here’s the thing.
    2:39:31 I don’t think for long, I don’t think that will happen for them.
    2:39:34 Wait a minute.
    2:39:35 Yeah.
    2:39:35 Yeah.
    2:39:36 Because here’s the thing, humanity is destined to, to have war, especially it will have war,
    2:39:42 but that something happened in the last 50 years.
    2:39:45 We have had, now we have much more lethal weapons.
    2:39:50 The problem is the beginning is like swords against swords, horses, cavalry, like cannons,
    2:39:56 catapults, mini missiles.
    2:39:57 But now you’re like, we’re like, you know, like a press of a button.
    2:40:01 You can annihilate the whole planet.
    2:40:03 And this is the problem.
    2:40:05 Wars will all continue.
    2:40:06 The problem is when is going to be the tipping point where we are actually going to destroy
    2:40:11 ourselves.
    2:40:12 And it is so easy now to destroy ourselves, the amount of weapons and the quality of weapons
    2:40:17 that we have.
    2:40:17 It is designed to kill more effectively, more, more, it just, it is crazy.
    2:40:24 It’s like we can create our own destruction on ourself.
    2:40:26 And I think we’re not that far away from it.
    2:40:29 Just looking at nuclear weapons, the fascinating thing about nuclear weapons,
    2:40:33 as I’ve gotten to learn recently, just how few people are involved in a full on nuclear war.
    2:40:41 That kills, basically kills everybody.
    2:40:44 Yeah.
    2:40:45 Well, three plus billion people right away.
    2:40:49 And the consequences of the nuclear winter, it’s unlivable.
    2:40:54 But all it takes is, I mean, one president can do it.
    2:40:58 So it could be even a false alarm, misunderstanding.
    2:41:02 Like what happened in the Cuba Missile Crisis.
    2:41:05 But again, and now there’s more nations are prepared and ready to launch.
    2:41:13 Yeah.
    2:41:14 And you have a media and a 24 hours kind of like thing that makes you like at edge the whole time.
    2:41:21 That’s crazy.
    2:41:22 There’s a dark perspective on this where there’s certain members of the media that would kind of
    2:41:28 enjoy the prospect of nuclear war.
    2:41:31 Like a little bit, just let’s get as close to it as possible.
    2:41:36 You have another factor that will contribute to that, religion.
    2:41:42 And remember how like the radical Islamists talk about like the end of time and whatever,
    2:41:49 but like most of the Islamic and don’t have that much power.
    2:41:52 Problem is with Christian Zionists now being on the top of the world with America.
    2:41:55 They have been pushing for that kind of conflict to kind of escalate, escalate.
    2:41:59 Listen to Sarah Palin’s like, God wants us here.
    2:42:02 Like a carl drove all of the new gods.
    2:42:06 The dispensation is dragon.
    2:42:08 There’s an incredible book called like forcing the hands of God’s beautiful book.
    2:42:13 I read it’s like it’s published 1998, but it still matters today.
    2:42:16 The whole idea about like, especially the Zionist Christians who love Israel, but they hate the Jews.
    2:42:22 They’re anti-Semite, but they love Israel because of its role.
    2:42:25 This is all basically formed because of the interpretation of the Bible of Schofield and
    2:42:30 how they talk about the end of time that Armageddon and then the late great planet earth
    2:42:34 and then left behind serious and all of that.
    2:42:37 It’s all about like, we’re heading to Armageddon.
    2:42:40 The problem is Islam has the people that believe that the end of time.
    2:42:44 And then we have the Christians that believe in the end of time.
    2:42:46 And then you have Israel happy that those people are using it for the end of time.
    2:42:50 And then the whole idea about them pushing as many weapons
    2:42:53 and troops and people in the Middle East to be there for the nuclear Holocaust.
    2:42:58 And John Hage, one of the pastors talk about that about the primstones
    2:43:02 and it’s not going to be a nuclear Holocaust.
    2:43:04 All of the people, it’s crazy how people are so despising life that they are wanting death.
    2:43:10 So now you have, you always had these revelations,
    2:43:14 but these revelations mean nothing if you don’t have an effective weapon in order to make it happen.
    2:43:18 And this is the crazy thing.
    2:43:20 And I’m worried that the end is going to be by someone that wants to meet God a little bit earlier.
    2:43:25 Somebody who’s really in a hurry.
    2:43:31 Well, I have good news for you.
    2:43:35 Maybe we’ll become a multi-planetary species.
    2:43:37 Maybe Elon Musk will lead us the way to get out in space.
    2:43:42 Maybe he’s one of them.
    2:43:49 I asked you offline to not mention the lizard people.
    2:43:52 There’s like a whole people that believe in the lizard people.
    2:43:57 It’s great.
    2:43:57 I actually have to be honest.
    2:43:58 I haven’t fully looked into the lizard people.
    2:44:00 I probably should.
    2:44:01 You should.
    2:44:02 Yeah.
    2:44:02 Well, maybe I’m afraid of the truth.
    2:44:04 Removing my face.
    2:44:17 So let’s say you’re wrong about the end of the world.
    2:44:21 I hope so.
    2:44:22 And it all turns out great.
    2:44:25 And humanity flourishes.
    2:44:27 Why would that happen?
    2:44:30 What gives you hope for that trajectory, for humanity?
    2:44:35 Younger people.
    2:44:36 The people of Tiktok that you don’t like.
    2:44:39 Yeah, there is a lot of like cool shit there after you sign this.
    2:44:47 People just keep saying you take Tiktok videos.
    2:44:49 These younger people.
    2:44:50 This woman showing her boobs?
    2:44:54 That woman.
    2:44:55 That’s going to save us.
    2:44:56 All right, awesome.
    2:44:58 Thank you.
    2:44:59 No, there’s like, I think there is a wealth of it.
    2:45:06 You know, remember like the joke they said,
    2:45:07 like we thought that like when we have internet,
    2:45:09 we’re going to have like be more, you know, more informed.
    2:45:13 And now we’re watching twerking videos.
    2:45:15 And that is true.
    2:45:17 But on the other side, the fact that you have
    2:45:19 availability of information, I’m learning a lot.
    2:45:25 And there’s people who are using that platform from that.
    2:45:28 It’s not the majority because, you know,
    2:45:29 it’s not very interesting and exciting.
    2:45:32 But I think there’s, there might be a tipping point
    2:45:35 where there’s enough people that would be aware.
    2:45:37 And maybe they would collectively do something
    2:45:42 in order to bring back the power to the small man.
    2:45:45 And maybe it sounds very naive.
    2:45:47 Maybe it’s fine.
    2:45:48 But we don’t know.
    2:45:49 We don’t know.
    2:45:50 Because we, you have already seen the legacy media
    2:45:54 and the legacy politicians shaking in the past few months.
    2:45:58 They’re getting nervous.
    2:45:59 They’re getting nervous because people are calling them out.
    2:46:01 And those people were like hiding behind the desk,
    2:46:03 behind in their office and not like,
    2:46:04 not holding out for that,
    2:46:05 but like people now are calling them out.
    2:46:07 And it is not going to happen like this year or next year,
    2:46:10 but I think it’s something.
    2:46:11 What advice would you give to those young folks?
    2:46:13 I will never give advice to those people.
    2:46:15 (laughing)
    2:46:17 Get off, take, talk.
    2:46:18 I will never, I will never,
    2:46:19 because like their input is different than mine.
    2:46:21 Yeah.
    2:46:22 But like there’s, there’s one thing I learned
    2:46:23 when people saw me, did the revolution fail in Egypt?
    2:46:26 Did people, that the people are like,
    2:46:28 listen, the revolution is not an event.
    2:46:29 It’s not like, hey, we go in with toppled the government.
    2:46:31 It’s not under evolution.
    2:46:32 A revolution is a process.
    2:46:33 It’s a very long process.
    2:46:35 And maybe that process,
    2:46:37 I mean, as much as we don’t like what happened in the Arab world,
    2:46:40 but the people there, the awareness that happened
    2:46:42 and the discussions that have been opened
    2:46:44 that weren’t, you didn’t even imagine what happened
    2:46:46 in the Middle East is happening.
    2:46:48 And maybe the beginning of any, any hope of change
    2:46:53 is that people start talking, speaking out,
    2:46:55 talking about stuff they were not allowed to speak about.
    2:46:59 Like for example, Israel.
    2:47:01 (laughing)
    2:47:03 The revolution continues.
    2:47:05 Ah, yes.
    2:47:06 Basim, you’re a beautiful human being.
    2:47:10 It’s truly a pleasure and honor to meet you.
    2:47:12 I can just feel the love radiating from you.
    2:47:15 I hope I get to see you perform live.
    2:47:17 I hope to get to see you many more times.
    2:47:19 Thank you for being who you are.
    2:47:21 Thank you so much.
    2:47:22 And I would love to invite you
    2:47:23 for my new special, the Islamunazi Basim.
    2:47:25 (laughing)
    2:47:27 That should be the title of your autobiography.
    2:47:29 Islamunazi.
    2:47:30 Thank you so much.
    2:47:31 Thank you, brother.
    2:47:32 Thanks for listening to this conversation with Basim Yousef.
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    OUTLINE:
    Here’s the timestamps for the episode. On some podcast players you should be able to click the timestamp to jump to that time.
    (00:00) – Introduction
    (07:14) – War in Iraq
    (15:00) – Battle injuries and PTSD
    (22:10) – War on terrorism
    (30:51) – War in Gaza
    (34:52) – War in Ukraine
    (38:38) – Syria
    (46:20) – Warmongers
    (55:40) – Nuclear war
    (1:11:08) – TikTok ban
    (1:23:13) – Bernie Sanders
    (1:28:08) – Politics
    (1:46:59) – Personal attacks
    (1:49:07) – God

  • #422 – Mark Cuban: Shark Tank, DEI & Wokeism Debate, Elon Musk, Politics & Drugs

    Mark Cuban is a businessman, investor, star of TV series Shark Tank, long-time principal owner of Dallas Mavericks, and founder of Cost Plus Drugs. Please support this podcast by checking out our sponsors:
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    Transcript: https://lexfridman.com/mark-cuban-transcript

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    OUTLINE:
    Here’s the timestamps for the episode. On some podcast players you should be able to click the timestamp to jump to that time.
    (00:00) – Introduction
    (11:10) – Entrepreneurship
    (26:03) – Shark Tank
    (36:29) – How Mark made first billion
    (1:02:39) – Dallas Mavericks
    (1:08:05) – DEI debate
    (1:43:58) – Trump vs Biden
    (1:46:20) – Immigration
    (1:55:53) – Drugs and Big Pharma
    (2:11:53) – AI
    (2:16:05) – Advice for young people